I'm back from the interview. And... I don't know. They didn't tell me yes or no. They just said, "We'll call you in a couple of days." So, yeah, I'm nervous. >.>

Just yesterday, I got a call from Walmart saying that they want me to come in for an interview. They said to me that they are interested in having me as a cashier. So, today in just a couple of hours, I'm going to be head to Walmart to have that interview. Everyone wish me luck~ ^w^

So, I've been looking for a job lately and then I thought about something. I need a new place to stay. Yeah, I'm tired of living under my grandparents' roof, and my parents are saying that if I don't get a job and a place to stay, I'll be going back to my grandparents'. So, I might need some help. If you live in the Birmingham, AL area and you either have room in your house/apartment or are looking for roommates to get an apartment/house together, let me know. I would love to share a place with fellow furries. ^w^

So, yeah, I just got done watching Stuart Little again since a long time ago. Well, a thought when through my head when a certain line from the movie was said. That line was, "A mouse with a pet cat." I smirked to myself and thought, "What if?" What if I actually had a master who was a mouse? The thought made me chuckle~ If I did have a mouse as a master, I wouldn't mind. Actually, I'd probably pounce on him/her and snuggle him/her~ I find mice too freakin' adorable~ >w<

Why? Well, because not only are there a LOT of amazing new features, but if you register the game on your Club Nintendo account during the time of May 30 through July 31, you will get a free download of either New Super Mario Bros U, Pikmin 3, The Legend of Zelda the Wind Waker HD, or Wii Party U! So, if you don't have Mario Kart 8 pre-ordered, now would be the best time! OwO

Yeah! It is true! Pokémon Omega Ruby and Alpha Sapphire is coming to the 3DS! I was a fan of the Ruby and Sapphire versions, so it being updated to 3D graphics is awesome! I can't wait! OwO

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ywGSON9tNq0

Ask away. There is no question I won't answer. ^w^

So, I just want to let everybody know that I'm still doing alright. I've been rather bored lately, but other than that, things have been going great.

A couple of days ago, I created a Youtube account and downloaded Bandicam and Windows Movie Maker. I want to start recording a few game play videos and make some LPs of some of the games I have on my laptop. I have a lot of emulators and I plan on making some videos of games from my past. Steam games are going to be another thing I record. Oh, and different online games.

Now, I wanted to ask you guys for suggestions on what I should record. What do you guys think? What kinds of games would you like to see this kitty cat play? Are there some games that you've always wanted to see an LPer play? I do have to warn you though. I don't have a video input slot on my laptop, so I can't do console games. But, any games that can be played on a computer I can try to record. So, comment below what you think I should play for my Youtube channel. ^w^

Let's do it again! Come on guys and girls, ask me whatever you want! ^w^

So, I know a lot of you were concerned about me and my chest pains. Well, the pains are starting to go away. I do feel a slight discomfort every now and again, especially after I've eaten something, but it's not as bad as before. When I do feel them coming, it's a pretty annoying "tingling" feeling instead of the almost unbearable pain that it was before. I do believe everything is good now. ^w^

Yup! The paws that I've been waiting for for a long time now have finally come in the mail! I can't wait to show them off~ ^w^

So, for the past week, I was over at my parents' house visiting my mom and bros. I was having a great time, when suddenly on the second day I was there, my boss calls me and tells me that my services are no longer needed. So, once again, I've lost a job...

BUT WAIT, things got even worse! On Wednesday, I all of a sudden starting having these "pains" up in my chest, right around my heart! The pains happen suddenly and then go away after a few seconds then happen again a little while later. It's so sporadic and extremely painful... TnT Oh, and they keep happening even now! They just won't stop! >~<"

Well, I'm now in a bind. Because I'm no longer working, my health insurance dropped me! I have no insurance, and I'm now in so much recurring pain... If I were to go to the hospital, I'll have to pay the bills out of my pocket! Because I no longer have a job, I don't have that much money. I can't afford to go see the doc! OnO"

My best friend/roommate, Archer, is trying to calm me down, at least. He looked up my symptoms online, and he says that I might have a weird form of acid reflux. I forgot what he said it was exactly. So, when I got home, I took two TUMS, hoping that that might help. Well, about 30 mins later, that same pain happened and then 30 mins after that, it happened again... >_<"

I'm now worried. It hurts so bad when it happens... It seriously feels like my heart is going to exploded... It hurts, and I don't know what to do... T_T

Yup yup. I'm doing this again.

Same as before, ask me any question. I will answer any question. ^w^

First off, last week, my boss came up to me and asked me if I wanted to switch over to the night shift. He said that unless I did, I would most likely be let go this week. Of course, not wanting to lose my job and the fact that I'm a night owl, I agreed. So, last night was my first night at my new position. I'm now a line attendant at the paint room. My job is to make sure that the line keeps moving and that everyone has doors to paint. I've got a pretty important job now~ OwO Oh! And with the new position comes a new pay check! I'm now making $0.25 more per hour! Sure, it's not much more, but every little bit helps. >wO

By the way, this means from now on, if you want to get in contact with me, you'll have to wait until afternoon. My shift starts at 9:30 pm and lets out at 6:00 am. Of course, I'll be dead tired when I get home, so I'll be asleep until about 2-3 pm. So, the soonest you'll probably be able to get a hold of me is after 3 pm.

So, I found out that I have the weekend off! I'm on my way the FWA right this moment~! See you guys at the con! >w<

So, I did get the job! I'm so happy that I did~ Just a couple of hours ago, they called me and told me that I was picked for a position. ^w^

The only thing is... they told me I start tomorrow morning... That means that I can't go to FWA... >~< When they told me that, my heart sank into my stomach... At first, I was like so excited that I got picked, but then I felt sick having to accept the job for tomorrow... Ugh... I feel like karma is getting back at me for something. It's like I got no call until just a few hours until I was getting ready to leave just to dash my hopes and dreams of being able to go to the biggest con of the year for me... TnT

Welp, at least I'll be able to raise money for next year... v_v"

PS: I'm going to try and make it for Saturday and Sunday at least if I don't have to work on the weekends. If I have the weekend off, I'm going to rush over there right after work on Friday evening. ^u^

Today, I went in for an interview at a door factor. I'm not sure if I have a job yet, but I feel confident that I might have a job by next Monday. ^w^

By the way, this means that if I get the job before FWA, I might not be going to the con. But, the interviewer told me that I'll probably be hired on next Monday, so I might still be able to go all four days of the con and have a job~ I'm hoping that I do get the job and still get to go to the con. >wO

I'm still looking for a room. I don't mind sleeping on the floor or sleeping on a bed with someone, either gender. I don't take up much space. Plus, I will help pay for the room. I'm willing to negotiate on the price of the stay.

Please help me out. I really don't want to miss this con... >~<"

Oh, also, if you know someone who needs another roommate, please tell them about me! OwO

Just to let you peoples know, I do plan on going to FWA this year. I've just got one problem. I don't have a room to stay in for the con... If you are planning on going to FWA and you have a room, would you mind letting me stay in your room? OwO I don't mind helping pay for the room as long as you don't make me pay a HUGE amount. Since I'm not working right now, I don't have a lot of money.

So, can someone help this poor kitty cat out? I would really LOVE to go to FWA. ^w^

So, last night, I had a rather... interesting dream.

To start things off, I was my fursona. Yup, I was my anthro orange and white tabby. Well, I was hanging out with other furs, just being my goofy kitty-cat self, when I bumped into this rather large polar bear. He was a very big guy. He was about 6'5" or so (I'm 6'2"), very muscular, and had a little bit of a belly. Seeing as he kind of stood out of the crowd, I walked over to him and introduced myself. Soon, we were just chatting and enjoying each other's company. After a little while when everyone was starting to get ready to go home, the polar bear invited me to continue to hang out at his house. I smiled and accepted his offer.

I followed the guy home, and after a little bit of a drive, we made it to his house. He let me into his home, and I had a look around. His house was rather nice. I soon flopped onto the middle cushion of his couch. He sat down on the cushion to my right. We began to chat again about random things, sometimes about games. We just had a good time chatting. I then got an idea, and I asked him about his sexual orientation. He looked at me kind of weirdly but then answered that he was bi. I leaned into him, snuggling up to his side, and said, "Oh really~?" He blinked a couple times and then chuckled as he wrapped his arm around me, letting me snuggle him.

Soon, he was lying on his back with me lying on his belly, continuing to snuggle with him. Both of us were only in our underwear by this time, me in boxer-briefs and him in boxers. With a playful expression, I start to slowly slide a paw into boxers to see how he would react. He smirked and murred a little to signal that he liked it. So, I continued until my paw came to a rest on top his cock. I stroked him off a little bit, but before he could start to really enjoy it, I hopped off his belly. He looked up at me with a confused look, but soon he smiled as I took off my boxer-briefs. He did the same and I got a good look at his body. My god, that polar bear was sexy~ I then got back on the couch and put I head in his crotch. I gave his cock a quick lick before starting to suck him off. Wow... did I enjoy it, and I knew he was enjoying it too.

Before long, I did wake up but not before finishing him off. Yes, I did get to taste his cum before I wake from the dream. Man oh man, did I enjoy that~ Hehe~ Of course, I did wake up with a morning wood but, thankfully, it wasn't a wet dream. I also woke up with an interesting taste in my mouth. O.o

Now the funny thing is, in real life, I don't think I actually know someone who is a polar bear. Yeah. It's so weird, too. That dream almost felt real! Like, it was a vision or something. Do you think it might be a future event in my life? O/////O If so, I'm kind of wishing for it~ >///w///<

So, on Tuesday the 25th, I went and picked up a copy of "Plants vs Zombies: Garden Warfare" on the Xbox 360! It is a very fun game~ Besides the fact that there are loads of vs maps, where the plants face off against the zombies, there is also a co-op mode called Garden Ops where you play as the plants trying to protect a garden from hordes of zombies. Also, you can customize all of the playable characters in the game. There's lots of unlockables, like hats, tattoos, accessorize, more playable characters, weapon upgrades, and more. So much to do in this game~ The game play reminds me of Team Fortress 2, but more kid friendly. I would recommend this game to anyone who loves first-person shooters.

Now there are some gripes I have with the game.
#1: The Xbox 360 version doesn't have split-screen multiplayer. That is exclusively on the Xbox one version... -_-"
#2: There is no single player mode! Yup. It is all multiplayer. You can't play by yourself.
#3: It's all online. You can't play this game offline. That means, you have to have a Xbox Live gold account to play the game!
#4: There isn't a Zombie co-op mode. This gripe is kind of silly, but in my opinion, there should of been a co-op mode where you play as the zombies trying to take over the neighborhood by killing off all the plants defending the yards. Why do I gripe about this? Well, there is a level-up system in the game. That's right. The more you play as a certain character, the more stuff you get for that character. You see, in the co-op mode, you only play as the plants, no zombies. That means that if you want to level-up your zombies, you have to play the vs mode and be on the zombie team! Let me put it this way, I've been playing the game for three days now and all my plants are at level 4-5. My zombies, on the other hand, are only at level 3 each... Yeah... I want a Zombie Co-op mode.

Anywho, besides these gripes, I love this game~ It is a lot of fun and I have put several hours into it already. I also got my friend, Archer, addicted to the game~ >w<

By the way, if you want to play the game with me, just ask me for my Xbox Live gamer tag. I'd be glad to play with you~ ^w^

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Thank you so much, lil sis~ ^w^

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I took this from my friend,  furrylovepup

1. We all know what we call you, what about the folks at home? Whats your name?
Joshua (most people call me Josh)

2. How tall are you?
6'1.5"

3. Natural hair color? (if you can remember it)
Brown

3. What about eye color?
Greenish-blue

4. What orientation are you?
Bi~ >//w//<

5. Are you single, taken, or undecided?
undecided (I do have a GF, but I still have wants and needs that she can't fulfill. >~<)

6. What do you do in your spare time?
Play Video Games, Chat with friends on FA and Skype, and Sleep (I is a lazy kitty~ >w<)

7. What's your job?
I'm a cutter at a fabric factory ^w^

8. What's one thing you like about yourself?
My charm~ (Not many people can resist this cute and goofy kitty~ X3P)

9. Alright, now what about something you dislike about yourself?
My rambling; I talk too much sometimes...

10. What's some things your friends noticed about you when they first met you?
They noticed how goofy I am. XD

Good! Hold on, coming up on some deeper questions now... ready?

11. Of what faith/religion are you(if any)?
Christian (though, I'm not exactly the most "saintly" of ones, but my religion is the only thing keeping me from having suicidal thoughts. >w>)

12. Do you drink?
Nope. Never touched the stuff.

13. Do you smoke?
Again, nope.

14. What are your fears?
heights, being trapped, being alone >n<

15. What are your dreams/goals?
To one day be famous (oh, and to one day lose my virginity to someone I like~ >//w//<)

16.Ever had any crushes/ex's in the past/present?
Um... I'm somewhat of a player. Who haven't I crushed on is a better question~ X//D

Almost done!!! Time for some lighter topics now

17. Who's your best bud?
My BFF, Archer (he's not on FA, though)

18. Alright, you got the cravin' for munchies, what'cha reachin' for?
Some Funyuns and Twinkies~

19. Favorite drink?
Dr. Pepper >wO

20. Favorite color?
Green (IT IS A CREATIVE COLOR!!! >n<)

21. If you had any super power, what would it be?
Flying (so that way I can fly to my friends' houses without having to buy a plane ticket >w<)

22. Favorite movie?
For awhile, it was Hitchhiker's Guild to the Galaxy, but that was before I watched The Nightmare Before Christmas~ Seriously, I like any Tim Burton movie. >wO

23. Least favorite food?
I'm probably going to get bricked/beaten for this, but... pretty much all types of fruit... XP

24. Quick! You have only one meal left before you die!!! What is it?
A large plate of different types of Italian pastas~ I 'a like my Italian food~ >w<

25. What do you drive/wish you drove?
A red Hyundai Sonata

Last 5 questions. You're in the homestretch, come on, you can make it! Lets see what gets under your skin.

26. Most disliked bug?
Freakin' fire ants... (I'm highly allergic to bug bites... >n<)

27. Most hated pet peeves?
Let's see... people who act super macho like Johnny Bravo, being ignored while I'm talking, being treated like I'm an idiot, people constantly asking me to go f*ck when I've only known them for less than a couple of days, gay guys who think I'm easy prey, glitchy video games...

28. Dislike in life?
Drama. People seem to think I can help them out with their drama when I have my own to deal with. -_-"

29. Most annoying?
Glitchy video games for sure. I hate it when one of my favorite video games starts to glitch out...

30. Most disliked TV show?
I'm about to get a LOT of hate messages for this, but... My Little Ponies. I'm sorry guys, but the show literally gives me a headache every time I watch it. And, don't get me wrong, I have tried to watch it many times now. It still hurts my head to sit through an entire episode. ^.^" But, I don't have anything wrong with bronies. Actually, I have a lot of good friends who are bronies.

That's all I've got for now. If you have anything else you want to know, leave a comment with the question.

First off, this is not a guaranteed yes. I may not be able to. But, I'm planning on going to FWA.

Now, there are two conditions that I'll need to be able to go.
#1: I need to get the time off. I now have a job. I probably won't be able to go for all four days of the con, but I am going to try to get at least Friday off. That way, I'll be there for at least three of the days.
#2: I need a room. Seeing as I'm pretty poor, I can't afford to get my own room. I'll need help paying for one.

So, the first one is all up to me, but the second, I was wondering who's all going and if I can join them in their room. Can someone help me out? OwO

I've been looking around at all the cons that are going to be happening soon, and I'm like, "Gee, wish I could go to every single one." I mean, there's Furry Fiesta, FWA, RCFM, AC, Megaplex, and MFM. (These are only the ones I can remember, there's probably more.) All of these are cons that I'd like to go to.

The only problem is... money. If everyone will recall from one of my earlier journals, I lost my job not too long ago. Because of this, I'm starting to run low on funds. And, because of this, I've got to save as much money as I can. But, then I see the list of cons that I want to go to... Oi... Why are cons so pricey? I mean, besides the price of admissions, there's gas money so I can drive there, there's food money so I don't starve, there's room money so I have a place to stay, and then there's con money so I can buy stuff while I'm at the con. That's a lot of money! I mean, there are a couple of prices that I can lower, like food and con money (since food is in the con suite and I don't have to buy everything I see), but usually the total is still over $150! If I have to spend like $200 or more per con I want to go to, I'll be bankrupt...

*sigh* I would like... no... LOVE to go to each one of those cons. I really would. But, sadly, unless someone wants to pay for most of my expenses or I can get a job and have the days off, I'm not going to be able to go to each con. So, my question is this: Which cons should I go to and which should I sit out on? (To put it into perspective, I have about $500 in my debit and $1000 in my savings) Now if someone is willing to pay my way or at least a good portion of the cost, then I'd be more than happy to go! I mean, I'd owe them big time! >w< But, of course, who would want to spend that much money just to have me there with them?