Ive just been feeling kinda distraught lately. I was wrongfully suspended after a teacher lied to both me and my mother. Ive felt powerless. Like im not the one controlling my life. Ive been thinking all day. When i think, its not normally about good things.

Doubt anyone cares about this but I'll be doing free requests, commissions and trades (both perler bead and drawings) for the next few weeks.

Hooray. 2000 views! Well I'm happy alright. Although I really wish I could do more. It really upsets me that the only people who attract attention are either drawing gods or fetish artist. I'm starting to feel like I'm stuck at the bottom of the barrel :/

Okay so the safari zone isn't that bad. The reason I'm saying this is because I found a friggin Ivysaur in it. Which is rather rare. So if you want to swap 3DS friend codes I'm good with that~

Well I'm off school and everyone else my age has to go. Moral of the story I'm boooooooord.

now. this is just my opinion. my own, personal opinion.

Its my least favorite. out of all of them. its so easy. and there is nothing to do after you beat it. yeah theres mewtwo and Zygarde and the three legendary birds but thats it. you cant transfer your pokemon from previous games. (yet) and when you can nintendo will CHARGE you for it. The evil team in this one is like team magma but with a mindset of 'kill everyone whos against us'. How creative. what else is there... oh yeah. the safari zone is completely pointless. its free and you need people on your friends list in order to do it. so its just a waste of time. the mega evolutions are pointless, granted they make charizard look even more like a badass. but other then that pointless. the pacing is all over the place. after you beat the first gym you have to play for at least two hours till you even get close the the second gym. then after the third gym your pratically givin a free lucario. WHY? after that the game goes down hill as i beat every gym first try. till i reached the elite for. thats where the game got its shit together and kicked my teeth in 5 times before i beat it. and all i got for it was a shitty battle tower and safari zone?!

*sigh*

im sorry. pokemon is something that i hold near and dear to my heart. i still remember playing pearl, choosing turtwig and watching that little guy grow. chespen i didnt care about. at all. hes completely useless. so are his evolutions. (serously guys? a chesnut pokemon?) im just upset about this whole ordeal. I waited for a real 3D pokemon game and this is what gamefreak and nintendo deliver? for shame.

all right. im done. sorry about that. just needed to get that off my chest.

Yay. I hath return. With many a bug bites. That, and an extreme craving for wifi connection.

I'll be gone this weekend camping up at elk neck state park. I'm ready for a storm to envelop our cabin and bugs to eat me alive. Its what always happens when I go camping so y'know. Anyways I'll see you all Monday.

So what's up? With school starting for me, I can already feel my start to slowly degenerate into a squishy mush-like substance. I've been trying to figure out a way to make commissions more easy to sell. I know most of you have shown interest in some of my pieces. But I have no way to sell them except cash-by-mail. It is because of this that I've only sold, like, two commissions. So I've been racking my brain trying to find a way (not PayPal) that I can successfully make money. Because, I like money's. I like video games too. And candy. What was I talking about? Oh right! Commissions. So, if you feel like a trade or maybe wanna purchase on of my fine works of art, OR just feel like chatting with me, send a note to meh or comment on this journal.

My brain feels like it's on fire right now. It's like 4 am and haven't even fallen asleep yet. Nor have my eyes closed longer then 10 seconds. Figured I may as well take some requests. Even though no one will make any >.< if worse comes to it ill probably play borderlands 2. Till I crash and wake up at 5 pm. I swear I've become nocturnal.

Oh hi there. Didn't see you come in. So it's come to my attention that people don't commission or request. At all. So, what do you want to see more of? I mean, what stuff have I made that you want to see more of content wise? It can be anything from emblems to Pokemon sprites. Also if you want to commission me/ make a request I'm open! Please? I'm so broke...

Taken from  mintycandy

1. Who are you?
2. Are we friends?
3. When and how did we meet?
4. Do you love me?
5. Give me a nickname and explain why.
6. Describe me in 1 word.
7. What was your first impression of me?
8. Would you hug me?
9. What reminds you of me?
10. If you could give me anything, what would it be?
11. How well do you know me?
12. Are you gonna put this in your journal and see what I say about you?
13. Would you meet up with me?
14. Do you enjoy having me as a friend?
15. Would you spend some quality time with me?

So, someone was apparently trying to hack my gmail account. for what reason? no clue. but someone in flordia tried to do it. im on vacation. IN flordia. so if there are any weird posts that dont sound like me, please disregard them.

and with the annual steam sale i finally decide to make an account~ kinda weird playing PC games for the first time :P feels awfully strange. but anyways~ my username is thegearsoftime on there. ill be on alot trying to get the hang of controls :P

Yeah if you couldn't already tell I've been really busy lately (and by busy I mean lazy) I've gotten wrapped up in sandbox games lately. Mainly terraria and saints row three. If you wanna hang out I'm open to it. I'm literally just sitting here watching law and order right now. So yeah. I'm bored :/ btw it's Xbox

Woo! I know I didn't make a journal when I hit 1k but I just want to say that it means a lot that over 1000 people have seen my page. I know it's not a lot but still. I hope it can grow even faster at the rate I'm going. So howdy do. Moar requests! Just drop it in the comments below. Note: I can't draw anymore so don't ask.

If anyone feels like playing some new leaf with me I'm on right now~ if you have any fruits then please bring all kinds in your world. My friend code is 0302 0113 2721
Also the varia shirt and boots will help too.

I've been... Better to say the least. I wake up at 8 and see a message from my ex girlfriend, saying that she thinks I'm possessed by a demon. First thoughts were 'Christ its gonna be one of those days' and it was. My father keeps yelling at me to do my sisters chores while she's at Hershey park performing in her band. And then he expects me to walk 5 miles to the highschool and pick her up. Then I see my ex at the community pool where she held a cross to me and started chanting. I left after 5 minutes. I need to have a normal conversation. So what's up all you people? You doing good? Whatcha up to?

You guys have any? I felt like taking a break from the perler zodiac. I need something to do whilst my father tries to get rid of the army of fruit flies in our home. Also I think I should mention trades are open at this point~

Should I finish the perler zodiac?

Well I've done it. I've buried my self in the friend zone of every girl I know. So I need some advice. More from the girls. What do you look for in a guy? What qualities? I've had a crush on a girl I met the beginning of the year and she sees me as a friend... I need help... I'm starting to think ill live out the rest of my life alone in a bed...

just so i have someone to talk to in school, my cell number is 443-377-0210 :3

So I'm sure many of you have talked or read  theconflicted stories. But what you don't know is that he's the best daddy a baby could ask for! You should think about thanking him for being such a kind and nice person. He's brought the sunshine back into my life.

I'm bored. I have no motivation to perler bead any more... I get the feeling no one really cares as much as they say. I mean. Do you know how long it takes to make perler art? Hours! I spend hours making and ironing this stuff with no appreciation. So really, what's the point? Well I have the money for brony con, after 4 weeks of yard mowing and chores.

I can't do anything right. I fail government. I get suspended for expressing my opinion. I lose two girlfriends in a month. I make my friend depressed as all hell. I'm flat broke. Things don't get better. Of course people say they do but... No. Never. My heart feels like it was stabbed. Twice. It's just depressing. And I do all my work in school... I just want to pass. Go to college, get a nice job. But I end up being let down by awful teachers who can't do their damn job. Then I walk up and tell my friend that she hasn't hung out with me since September. She gets sad and says she's sorry. Although she's sad she won't admit it. *sigh* fuck life.