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Reclaiming My Work
Posted 3 months agoI’ve been storywriting for almost seven years now.
Seven years of building a world that means something to me. Seven years of character arcs, emotional breakthroughs, and personal reflection. Siber and Luca are not just characters, they’re extensions of me. They carry real weight. Real scars. Real meaning. This isn’t just a story. It’s part of who I am.
Over the years, I’ve commissioned a wide range of artwork. Some of it was about character. Some of it was about mood, exploration, or aesthetics. And yes, some of it was NSFW. At the time, that was part of the creative journey—part of figuring out who these characters were, and who I was through them.
But I’ve grown since then. So has the story. So has its heart.
The pieces I’m proudest of are the ones that often go overlooked.
This Is What You Are captures the emotional peak of Siber’s arc—his death, resurrection, and unwavering will to protect Luca. I poured myself into the writing that accompanied it.
Make Your Own Fate was a farewell to Destiny, a game that shaped much of my identity as a storyteller. That piece was a moment of closure—a quiet nod to the path that shaped me.
Repaying a Debt showed Siber at his rawest, fighting to protect his tribe in the moment everything fell apart.
Will of the Phoenix—commissioned six years ago—was the seed that became what my story is now. That piece was the start of everything.
And yet, these pieces, the ones that matter most, barely made a ripple.
Meanwhile, older NSFW commissions continue to attract the majority of attention. And while I don’t deny that some of that art was part of my journey, it no longer reflects who I am. It distracts from what I care about. And it pulls focus away from the story I’ve spent years building from the ground up.
So, I’m taking a step.
I’ll be removing practically all of my NSFW content.
I’m reclaiming my gallery as a space for what truly matters: the characters, the story, and the emotional fire behind it.
I’m not doing this out of regret—but out of growth. Out of purpose. Out of pride.
And with this shift, I’m also introducing my truesona—a personal embodiment of who I’ve become.
He is the Worldwalker: a quiet, reflective traveler who doesn’t leap between worlds by force, but through understanding. He listens more than he speaks. He carries each place he visits with him—every item he wears, every mark on his body, tells a story. He isn’t a hero or a fighter. He’s a keeper of memory, of meaning, of voice. He represents what I now value above all else: quiet mastery, personal truth, and the will to protect what others forget.
This isn’t me leaving. This is me returning. On my own terms.
—Siber
Seven years of building a world that means something to me. Seven years of character arcs, emotional breakthroughs, and personal reflection. Siber and Luca are not just characters, they’re extensions of me. They carry real weight. Real scars. Real meaning. This isn’t just a story. It’s part of who I am.
Over the years, I’ve commissioned a wide range of artwork. Some of it was about character. Some of it was about mood, exploration, or aesthetics. And yes, some of it was NSFW. At the time, that was part of the creative journey—part of figuring out who these characters were, and who I was through them.
But I’ve grown since then. So has the story. So has its heart.
The pieces I’m proudest of are the ones that often go overlooked.
This Is What You Are captures the emotional peak of Siber’s arc—his death, resurrection, and unwavering will to protect Luca. I poured myself into the writing that accompanied it.
Make Your Own Fate was a farewell to Destiny, a game that shaped much of my identity as a storyteller. That piece was a moment of closure—a quiet nod to the path that shaped me.
Repaying a Debt showed Siber at his rawest, fighting to protect his tribe in the moment everything fell apart.
Will of the Phoenix—commissioned six years ago—was the seed that became what my story is now. That piece was the start of everything.
And yet, these pieces, the ones that matter most, barely made a ripple.
Meanwhile, older NSFW commissions continue to attract the majority of attention. And while I don’t deny that some of that art was part of my journey, it no longer reflects who I am. It distracts from what I care about. And it pulls focus away from the story I’ve spent years building from the ground up.
So, I’m taking a step.
I’ll be removing practically all of my NSFW content.
I’m reclaiming my gallery as a space for what truly matters: the characters, the story, and the emotional fire behind it.
I’m not doing this out of regret—but out of growth. Out of purpose. Out of pride.
And with this shift, I’m also introducing my truesona—a personal embodiment of who I’ve become.
He is the Worldwalker: a quiet, reflective traveler who doesn’t leap between worlds by force, but through understanding. He listens more than he speaks. He carries each place he visits with him—every item he wears, every mark on his body, tells a story. He isn’t a hero or a fighter. He’s a keeper of memory, of meaning, of voice. He represents what I now value above all else: quiet mastery, personal truth, and the will to protect what others forget.
This isn’t me leaving. This is me returning. On my own terms.
—Siber
Bluesky
Posted 8 months agoIt’s better late than never! Been thinking about getting into the streaming game, so I’ll probably post updates and art here.
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It’s been a while!
Posted 2 years agoHey all! It’s been a while! Last time I posted was when? December 15 of last year? Oof. I’ve gotten some art to catch up on posting, so expect to see some faces you probably haven’t seen for a while.
I’ve been writing more again. Worldbuilding has been a lot of fun, and I’ve been continuing with Siber and everyone’s stories.
I’m not sure how active I’ll still be here, but I’ll keep up with posting the art I get at least.
I hope everyone’s been doing well, and happy holidays to everyone!
I’ve been writing more again. Worldbuilding has been a lot of fun, and I’ve been continuing with Siber and everyone’s stories.
I’m not sure how active I’ll still be here, but I’ll keep up with posting the art I get at least.
I hope everyone’s been doing well, and happy holidays to everyone!
AMA still open!
Posted 4 years agoMy Ask Me Anything journal is still open for questions for those who are curious about my characters and such!
https://www.furaffinity.net/journal/9877525/
https://www.furaffinity.net/journal/9877525/
https://www.furaffinity.net/journal/9877525/
https://www.furaffinity.net/journal/9877525/
https://www.furaffinity.net/journal/9877525/
https://www.furaffinity.net/journal/9877525/
Ask Me Anything!
Posted 4 years agoI've got nothing else to do today, so go ahead, if you want!
Anything about my characters, the world they live in, or maybe personal things.
Anything about my characters, the world they live in, or maybe personal things.
Raffle Winner Posted!
Posted 5 years agoRaffle End!
Posted 5 years agoThank you all who participated!
Here's the lineup for how many people said which characters were their favorite:
Siber had 9
Sagira had 7
Luca had 5
Crystal and Aadya had 3
Olive had 2
Sarah, Niobe, and Ceres had 1
I just found that interesting, so I had to share it!
As for the winner, I will run the random number generator on random.org tomorrow morning. I will post the result in my scraps, and make another journal.
Thanks again, everyone, and have a good night!
Here's the lineup for how many people said which characters were their favorite:
Siber had 9
Sagira had 7
Luca had 5
Crystal and Aadya had 3
Olive had 2
Sarah, Niobe, and Ceres had 1
I just found that interesting, so I had to share it!
As for the winner, I will run the random number generator on random.org tomorrow morning. I will post the result in my scraps, and make another journal.
Thanks again, everyone, and have a good night!
Raffle reminder/update!
Posted 5 years agoHi all!
Due to limited time from my work schedule, I have decided to shorten the raffle by a couple days.
The new ending is June 26, 2020, at 11:59 pm CST
This will give me two days to figure out the art with the winner before I go back to work on the 30th.
With that being said, if you haven’t entered and would like to enter, your window for entering is closing!
https://www.furaffinity.net/journal/9506196/
https://www.furaffinity.net/journal/9506196/
https://www.furaffinity.net/journal/9506196/
Due to limited time from my work schedule, I have decided to shorten the raffle by a couple days.
The new ending is June 26, 2020, at 11:59 pm CST
This will give me two days to figure out the art with the winner before I go back to work on the 30th.
With that being said, if you haven’t entered and would like to enter, your window for entering is closing!
https://www.furaffinity.net/journal/9506196/
https://www.furaffinity.net/journal/9506196/
https://www.furaffinity.net/journal/9506196/
200 Watcher Raffle {CLOSED}
Posted 5 years agoHello everyone!
The 200 watcher milestone has been reached! Thank you all for your support with my characters for these couple years I've been here.
I said in a recent journal that I will be hosting a raffle, so here it is! The rules will be as follows:
1) To enter, you must be a watcher.
2) Comment on this journal with the answer to this question: Which of my characters is your favorite?
3) Feel free to advertise this raffle! If you do, link it with your comment, and I will give you another entry!
4) Once you comment, I will respond to you with a number. This will be your entry number.
EDIT 6/16/20:
5) Due to the limited options for my characters, I have the right to decline any idea that I do not feel comfortable with.
6) In the event of declining the winner's idea, if the winner is refusing to abide by Rule #5, then I have the right to roll for another winner.
The art piece will be paid for by me, and done by the wonderful
CrowFlyProductionsSFW art will be much more preferred with Siber, Luca, Sarah, Crystal, Niobe, Aadya, and Olive
NSFW art will be okay with Sagira and Ceres.
Adult art (sex scenes) is not allowed with anyone right now, sorry.
The raffle will end on June 26, 2020, at 11:59pm CST
Click here for countdown!
Thanks everyone!
First Year in Review
Posted 6 years agoIt’s been just over a year since I created this account and became more active in this community. I thought I’d write a recap on my experiences so far.
Overall, it’s been fun. I’ve gotten a lot of art from a lot of amazing artists. All of them are so good in their own ways that I can’t choose a favorite.
Becoming more active in this community has helped me get out of my shell quite a bit. I’m not one to ask random people for art, but once I did it with my first piece, I was so excited. I could finally have a face to the character that I’d been writing stories about for years.
I’ve expanded upon the world within my story so much over the past year. New ideas came to mind. New character designs were thought of, and when the times were right, I adopted some that were perfect for the vision of those characters.
But all good has to have a bad counterpart. It’s just the way things go.
When I became more active, some things started to go downhill. Some artists I commissioned brought heat from the side of the community I wanted to distance myself from. I did not avoid it out of hate, but out of discomfort. It was very stressful having to deal with that side of the community month after month. Some of it was drama. Most of it was RP I never asked for. I don’t RP, and I made it very clear that I didn’t. But people still did it with me anyway, as if trying to get me to do it. Yes, I did try it on occasion, but I did not enjoy it. On top of all that, there were constant messages asking for ERP. I quickly denied those.
I have no problem with RP or ERP. If you like it, so be it. Live and let live. Just don’t ask me to do it.
In some instances, it was like a verbal minefield. I didn’t know what to say a lot of the time because I didn’t know what I could say. This angered people. It stressed me out.
The time in that part of the community nearly drove me to leaving, or at least shedding Siber as my online persona. I did not want to identify as a character that would be seen as ‘eye candy’ to a lot of people. After a lot of thinking, I chose to distance myself once again. To this day, I’m still doing that.
Long story short, I’ve met people I liked, I’ve met people I didn’t like, and I’ve met people I wish I never met.
My relationship to Siber is still tenuous, at best. The best way to describe him is a ‘mask’ I put on whenever I feel uncomfortable. I feel that’s the same for a lot of individuals in the community.
In the end, I’ve enjoyed most of my time here so far. After all of what has happened, it has reminded me of why I’m here: for the art. There’s a lot of amazing art out there from a lot of very talented individuals.
My goal for this year is to make new friends here. I’ve tried in the past, but trust issues have held me back. I hope to shed those in order to improve upon myself.
Thanks to anyone who read this. Whether you are a new follower, or been here since the beginning, I thank you. It warms my heart to know that there are individuals out there that enjoy seeing my characters or even read the stories I write about them.
Overall, it’s been fun. I’ve gotten a lot of art from a lot of amazing artists. All of them are so good in their own ways that I can’t choose a favorite.
Becoming more active in this community has helped me get out of my shell quite a bit. I’m not one to ask random people for art, but once I did it with my first piece, I was so excited. I could finally have a face to the character that I’d been writing stories about for years.
I’ve expanded upon the world within my story so much over the past year. New ideas came to mind. New character designs were thought of, and when the times were right, I adopted some that were perfect for the vision of those characters.
But all good has to have a bad counterpart. It’s just the way things go.
When I became more active, some things started to go downhill. Some artists I commissioned brought heat from the side of the community I wanted to distance myself from. I did not avoid it out of hate, but out of discomfort. It was very stressful having to deal with that side of the community month after month. Some of it was drama. Most of it was RP I never asked for. I don’t RP, and I made it very clear that I didn’t. But people still did it with me anyway, as if trying to get me to do it. Yes, I did try it on occasion, but I did not enjoy it. On top of all that, there were constant messages asking for ERP. I quickly denied those.
I have no problem with RP or ERP. If you like it, so be it. Live and let live. Just don’t ask me to do it.
In some instances, it was like a verbal minefield. I didn’t know what to say a lot of the time because I didn’t know what I could say. This angered people. It stressed me out.
The time in that part of the community nearly drove me to leaving, or at least shedding Siber as my online persona. I did not want to identify as a character that would be seen as ‘eye candy’ to a lot of people. After a lot of thinking, I chose to distance myself once again. To this day, I’m still doing that.
Long story short, I’ve met people I liked, I’ve met people I didn’t like, and I’ve met people I wish I never met.
My relationship to Siber is still tenuous, at best. The best way to describe him is a ‘mask’ I put on whenever I feel uncomfortable. I feel that’s the same for a lot of individuals in the community.
In the end, I’ve enjoyed most of my time here so far. After all of what has happened, it has reminded me of why I’m here: for the art. There’s a lot of amazing art out there from a lot of very talented individuals.
My goal for this year is to make new friends here. I’ve tried in the past, but trust issues have held me back. I hope to shed those in order to improve upon myself.
Thanks to anyone who read this. Whether you are a new follower, or been here since the beginning, I thank you. It warms my heart to know that there are individuals out there that enjoy seeing my characters or even read the stories I write about them.
A Question to my Followers
Posted 7 years agoHello, everyone! I've had a question for you all for a while now, and I am now ready to ask.
Does anyone read the small bits of story that I include with most of the art I commission? If so, what one(s) are the ones you enjoyed the most?
I would like to know, so I can improve on my writing, and so get a gauge on how many people read what I write.
Thank you for taking the time to read this. Responses are always welcome!
Does anyone read the small bits of story that I include with most of the art I commission? If so, what one(s) are the ones you enjoyed the most?
I would like to know, so I can improve on my writing, and so get a gauge on how many people read what I write.
Thank you for taking the time to read this. Responses are always welcome!
Stories and Commissions
Posted 7 years agoAlong with every art piece I get from an artist, I enjoy creating a little story that goes along with it. I believe that it expands upon the world that I have created, and helps me add new and creative things to the story behind all of it.
With that being said, I have gone back to my older submissions and updated them to include these stories. Some of them are just a few sentences of 'lore', while others are several paragraphs of more substantial information.
If anyone is interested on getting more story and context to my characters, then go ahead and check out my gallery!
With that being said, I have gone back to my older submissions and updated them to include these stories. Some of them are just a few sentences of 'lore', while others are several paragraphs of more substantial information.
If anyone is interested on getting more story and context to my characters, then go ahead and check out my gallery!
