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Hey everyone!
It's Black Friday, so the majority of Americans will be fighting each other in stores all across the country.
I'm not though, because I'm currently bed-ridden with the flu.
I'm hoping to get better before Sunday, or else I may have trouble driving back to college.
Also, I put this up for aicee-FAIREHS, because I promised her that I'd be on here if she wanted to talk.
With love and madness,
TheGreatPatientZero.

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Well loves, I hope everyone had a fantastic Thanksgiving.
Except Frau.Bones, whose Thanksgiving is Saturday.
So I hope she has a happy Thanksgiving then.
(And please don't get trampled to death on Black Friday love. I'd be so sad if something bad happened Y-Y)
As for my arm, it's feeling better each day, so the gifts I promised will be up sometime in the near future.
As for the gifts, I've started on SGRedAlert's Terror Moon.
I was playing Resident Evil 0, and I realized that Leech-Men are fairly scary.
Those thing would make H.P. Lovecraft piss himself in fear.
So I thought about adding them to my Survival Horror Role Play.
With love and madness,
TheGreatPatientZero

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Good news everyone!
The doctor said there was nothing seriously wrong with my arm.
It's just stressed out from me leaning on it so much.
So I need to stop leaning on it and using it for awhile.
As for the gifts, I'm still going to do them.
It might take me some time though.
Wish me a speedy recovery!
With love and madness,
TheGreatPatientZero

P.S.-I got a new phone yesterday! Sweetcakes!

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It is the week of Thanksgiving, so I'm back at home with my family.
Mostly because my dorm house is closed for the week, but i digress...
My family drove up there to get me, which was quite considerate of them.
I'm planning to try to see some of my friends while I'm at home.
Also, my arm still hurts like hell most of the time.
I started on SGRedAlert's gift, but just barely.
I'm thinking of seeing a doctor, because I think it's getting worse.
Happy holidays everyone!
With love and madness,
TheGreatPatientZero

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Well...I hate to say it, but I'm going to have to delay the gifts I'm doing for you guys.
No sooner had I finished Frau.Bones's gift, my right arm seized up in pain, and refuses to work.
I can't do anything with it.
I can't play on Steam with my TGA friends.
I can barely use a controller.
I can't even start on SGRedAlert's gift!
I had to type this journal using my left hand only dammit!.
So yeah, I'm sorry guys.
I'll get right on them as soon as I can.
-update-
Because my arm is hurting even worse, I'm still awake at 5 in the morning.
Seeing as there's nothing i can do at this time, i'm watching The Evil Dead.
in the dark.
Dead by dawn!
Dead by dawn!

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As you may know, I'm working on some gifts for some of my friends on FA.
If you don't know who they are, here's the journal that they're on: http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/4029999/
Currently, my drawing/coloring/gaming arm has been in incredible pain, so it's been taking me awhile to start with them.
I've made some progress with Frau.Bones' gift.
To help me relax, I decided to pop in my VHS copy of The Prince of Egypt while I'm working on it.
Now, despite the fact I am an atheist, I enjoy this movie.
It's well written, well acted, well animated, and the music is quite amazing.
Now for those of you who have seen it, what's your opinion on the movie?
Did you like it? Dislike it? What did you like or dislike about it?
And what song did you like the most out of them all?
I'm just curious.
Personally, my favorite song is The Plagues of Egypt.
I love the conflicting emotions of Moses and Ramses in it.

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I'm in a bit of a giving mood, so I thought of drawing some of you gifts I thought would fit you.
 Frau.Bones- I'm finished love! I'll post it soon!
 SGRedAlert- Terror Moon sketch. I think it would be a fitting weapon for you love.
 Fikn.Kitten- I'm feeling like Voldo's Cat Claws would suit you well.
 Sezey -I feel like a monster would suit you, so I'm deciding on resurrecting either my giant sea worm Tetragon, or the Slimera (p.s.-if you can figure out what Japanese B-movie monster I got the name from, good for you!)
Or...maybe the Dragon Skull Scythe, I dunno.

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You know what?
Fuck it.
Fuck it!
FUCK IT!
I'm gone!
*slams door*
...
S-sorry everyone.
It's still me, but it's a different me.
This is Sam #2
Well, Sam #1 walked out, kinda due to the fact that we can't play console video games for awhile...
You see, we're having a bit of an ant problem, and they nearly got into our PS2 and Wii.
So we had to pack them up to keep the ants out of them.
Which has pissed Sam #1 off to no end.
So...he left..I think?
I'm not sure how long he'll be gone.

I hate my goddamn cock-sucking motherfucking cum slurping stupid shit son of a bitch bastard whore of an excuse of a vehicular device!
On the trip home, it overheats on me when I'm halfway there.
I get home, and we all figure "No biggie. We'll just put a gallon of water in the trunk, so if it happens again we'll be prepared."
On the trip back, when I'm just under FIFTY MILES AWAY, my tire blows.
For.
No.
REASON.
What the FUCKING hell!
At least it blew when I was right next to a pub.
But then I had to wait for my dad to come help me.
And my home and college are 3-4 HOURS away from each other.
God.
Fucking.
DAMMIT!
COCK-SUCKING MOTHERFUCKER!!
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAGH!
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Okay, I'm good now.

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It's officially my birthday everyone!
Hooray!
I drove back home, again, to spend the weekend with my family and friends.
Right now, I'm watching my little brother since my parents took my sister to something in Beaumont.
Later, I'm going to see my friends kink124 and SonataFelias.
After that, my family is going to fix me a birthday dinner; steak, mashed potatoes, and BACON.
And hopefully chocolate milkshakes.
Thanks for all the love and support everyone!
=UPDATE=
I had a fantastic birthday today.
My friends and family sent me shouts on facebook, and my parents fixed me an amazing dinner! (We had ribs and shrimp insteadd of steak, but I digress.)
I did see my friends, and we had a pretty good time watching Let Me In, as well as discussing our feelings on Operation Raccoon City.
My friend Kink gave me the best gift of the day: a N64 copy of Resident Evil 2.

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neonr0se is trying out her new tablet, and she wants some help testing it out.
She's doing free sketches of any OC or fanart on it.
Check it out here: http://www.furaffinity.net/view/9201870/
She also posted her rules there.

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Now that I have procured some art supplies, I can continue my work
First, I need to finish my gift to the ever-wonderful Frau.Bones.
Then, I have some ideas for SGRedAlert and Fikn.Kitten.
And no, I'm not giving hints as to what they'll be.
It's a surprise loves...

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I had the most wonderful Saturday in my life.
I had this strangely fantastic dream about a beautiful, yet homicidal, mermaid (I'm really not making this up).
Best fucking dream I've ever had.
Later in the afternoon, I saw Silent Hill: Revelation with my two closest friends SonataFelias and kink124.
I have to say, it is now my favorite video game movie. Period.

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As some of you may know, I'm visiting my family this weekend.
Yesterday, we went to this little Chinese restaurant (not buffet, restaurant. You order combos and stuff off the menus),
and went shopping to resupply my dorm.
Today, I'm going to go see Silent Hill: Revelations with my friends SonataFelias and kink124,
and I may be getting a new phone, because my current one is dying a very slow, painful death.
Tomorrow, it's off to church (I'm atheist, but my parents don't know.), then time for a goodbye lunch and I go back to college.

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Want your fursona in a fighting game?
Get your ass over here then.
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/3971015
This looks like fun...

 BlueSideWind is hosting a free raffle.
Join up fast before she fills up!

http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/3971450/

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There's a very special day coming up for me in November...
No, it's not THAT day.
It's my 19th birthday!
I've been bringing madness to this planet for nearly TWO decades come the tenth.
So thank you everyone for the love and support!
...And I expect a gift from each and every single one of you.
If I don't get one by then, I devour your digestive tracts and make a throne out of the skulls, spines and ribs of you and your loved ones.
(Just kidding about the last part loves. But I do ask you to a least think about giving me a gift.)
With love and madness,
TheGreatPatientZero

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This week has been an unusual week for me, so I found a way to calm myself down: I meditate in the cemetery behind my dorm.
Today, something really funny happened.
It's been cold and windy, so I wore my skeleton hoodie (look at my avatar), and zipped it all the way up.
I sat in front of this monument toward the back of the cemetery, and I closed my eyes.
Some time after this, I open my eyes to see 2 college police cars in front of me.
As it turns out, an old lady had seen me, and called the police.
Long story short, I told the cops what I was doing there, and they said okay, and they let me stay.
Pretty interesting day for me.
I fucking love this hoodie of mine.

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She made me do it...=====> Fikn.Kitten

Comment on this journal and I'll...

1. Tell you something I learned about by looking at your FA page for 13 seconds
2. Tell you a colour you remind me of
3. Tell you my first memory of you
4. Ask you a question
5. Tell you something I like about you
6. Tell you the object that is to the left of me
7. Dare you to do this yourself in your journal

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Here...we are...again...
It'sss ssso dark...in thisss grave...
I don't want...to be...alone...
Not...anymore...
Will...you hold me?
Jussst...thisss...once?
Cradle...my head...full of...decay...
Heal...my...broken heart...full of...dussst...and sssand...?
...thank...you...
...now I...can finally...obtain...
My...well...dessserved...
...eternal...sssleep...my love...
...my sssweet...do not...mourn for me...
We ssshall...meet...again...on the...other...ssside...

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For those of you who don't know, I am an atheist.
I truly believe there is no afterlife waiting for us.
But...that belief creates some of my darkest philosophical metaphors...
And they generally have something to do with me bound in darkness after my death...
Because I can't leave my beloved behind...

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A little known Resident Evil title called Resident Evil Gaiden was made in 2001 for the Gameboy Color.
The story was clever (to an extent), but the gameplay, graphics, and save system were terrible.
I was thinking, what if I took the good parts (story, B.O.W.'s, and location),
while taking out the bad (gameplay, characters, and lousy plot device),
and I make a survival horror role-play with it for me and my friends.
I was thinking of setting it around the 1920's or 1930's
(It's the only time period that I have accurate schematics to an ocean liner),
and we could use our OCs for it.
And no, I'm not using Umbrella Pharmaceuticals.
The weren't technically founded until 1968.
Tell me what you think.

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Heh.
Heh heh.
Heheheh.
Hahaha!
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HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!
AH HAHAHAHAHAHA!!
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH!!!
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HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!
Aaaaah...HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!
AHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!
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Hahahahahaha...
Ahahahaha...
Hahaha...
Aaaaah...
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Heh.

We all need to let out some madness occasionally. Some, more than others...

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 KonekoDawn Isss holding a free Raffle.
Check it out.
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/3923356/

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It seems that I'm gonna finish Okami this month (rules)
I have to go back home the weekend to get some supplies...(sucks)
...as well as see my family and friends(rules)
I'm also going to see Silent Hill: Revelation with my friends, SonataFelias and Kink124 (rules)
I have to take back my sketch book I gave to my friends as a goodbye gift (sucks) T-T
My laptop has decided to start acting like a retard lately (sucks big time)
My birthday is coming up next month! (RULES!!)
I need a new video card to play Resident Evil: Operation Raccoon City (sucks)
[SPOILER: The game is not well. I like VECTOR and Four-Eyes, but it's a bad game.]
I'm trying to think of something to sketch. Might be Soul Edge.
My library has almost all of my favorite zombie movies! (Totally rules!)
In case you don't know what my favorite zombie movies are, here's a list:
1)Return of the Living Dead
2)Night of the Living Dead (original)
3)Shaun of the Dead
4)Diary of the Dead
5)Resident Evil: Degeneration (CGI movie.)
6)Dawn of the Dead (original and remake)[Tie]
7)Zombieland
I've been having some great conversations with SGRedAlert and Frau.Bones (rules)
With love,
TheGreatPatientZero

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I just finished BioShock (and achieved the Good Ending), so now I want to finish one of my other games.
Problem is, I don't know which one to play.
Mind if I ask for help from you guys on FA?
1)Resident Evil-Wii
2)Resident Evil 0-Wii
3)Okami-Wii: 2
4)Kingdom Hearts-PS2 (I never really got to Ansem)
5)Kingdom Hearts RE: Chain of Memories-PS2
6)Maximo Vs. Army of Zin-PS2
7)Shadow of the Colossus-PS2
8)Resident Evil: Code Veronica X-PS2
Vote which one I should beat and why.
I'll tally the votes up on the 12th, and I'll finish the game that has the most votes.
Please vote!

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