ive been called down to Sydney... very short notice, i will drop from the radar for atleast a week. maybe more.

but dont worry... i will view all your awesome arts or writings if you post them when i get back

and PS. i now play EVE =3 . just FYI
freaking awesome!!!!

... they are everywhere

i have seen some of the greatest furry artists of ALL TIME doubt their powers of awesomeness and it makes me sad, if they are soo good and yet they still think they fail then where do i stand? i have like... 2 or 3 something random scetches in my gallery they can only be called 'art' for the simple reason i drew them myself, other than that anyone else would probably use these to start their fireplace, the fire would probably be more spectacular

but this is exactly what i am trying to say, my greatest friend  gaypurpledinosaur has stated REPEATEDLY that my art dosent fail, now... she is several HUNDRED times better at art than i am and yet even as she (being great as she is) tells me that my art is good, THE STATEMENT DOSENT REALLY HELP THAT MUCH

this is what i have seen all over FA... EVERY artist thinks that there is someone better than them and they always say how much their own art sucks by comparison, and even though that second artist says to the first "your art IS great, dont kid yourself" the first artist still dosent have much a change of heart

every time i see a truely monolithic piece of artwork i say to myself "i will never be that good" and i know this as a fact because i can bearly draw as it is, i have absolutly no idea how to use photoshop or any similar program, i dont even have a scanner that works correctly, i never took an art class and i am way too old to start learning... but for you others who actualy have a chance DONT DOUBT YOUR POWER!!! YOU ARE GREAT!!! THERE ARE PEOPLE WHO WOULD KILL TO HAVE YOUR TALLENT!!! THOUSANDS WOULD PAY MILLIONS FOR WHAT YOU GIVE AWAY FOR FREE!!! NO-ONE ELSE ON EARTH EVER HAD OR EVER WILL HAVE YOUR STYLE!!! DONT EVER DOUBT YOUR POWER!!!

you know what... fuck the limits, fuck the trolls, fuck the standards and fuck my insecurities, i've been inspired by my own speach and i'm going to post everything i have and TO HELL with whatever anyone else says, if they dont like it, they can go eat a clip of nails for all i care, i may not be able to get to the top but FOR THE LOVE OF ALL THAT IS FURRY!!! at the very least i could make it half way

it has come to my attention, painfully, that in many situations normal security measures, riot control and personal protection just isnt good enough, and one of the things that i have learned is that there is a very fine line between 'just good enough' and 'just not good enough'

in cases that are infact not yet what you would call 'extreme', bruisers in tuxedoes and uzi wielding ninja security officers just cant reach a sceen in time, are over powered by numbers or are simply not there to contain an insident

this is where i get to the point, i am expanding the ODN's reach, in order to create a safe planet to live on we cant control everything from the skies and through fear and random convoy's

so the ODN now employs officers from the fleet who are skilled in hand-to-hand combat, have command training, have honed sences and are who look as normal as you or me. these officers can be dressed up in cevlar armour, given a sheild and troped into a riot zone with the simple intention of holding a line or defending private property with the use of near-deadly force or even thrown into the streets to follow and protect an individual with his/her life, carrying either a GR3.2 or 5.4 these Spec-opps officers can take control of any situation from protecting the president of the united states to watching over a witness to murder

another thing that i have also seen is that bodyguards can be streached to a perimeter far from the person they protect, this is where the spec-opps personnel shine, they can hide in a tree for days and be hidden from sight even by trained eyes in terrain with litteraly no cover for just as long, their loyalty lies with the ODN and as long as the person they are protecting it paying up and remains allied or even nutral to the ODN that officer will allway be there and the person will always be safe

the spec-opps dont give warnings, they demand a result to their request and if they dont get it thay take the shot and the make sure it takes the guy down, no-matter where you go, what you do that spec-opps will always be there, like a guardian angel they will always be ready to put their lives between you and the bad guy reguradless of the odds and numbers

this servey was in my journals 7 times, so i just had to do it

01] Do you have the guts to answer these questions and re-post as The Controversial Survey?
the answer is obvious... here is a question that isnt stupid: what fucking moron wrote this thing?

[02] Would you do meth if it was legalized?
not if i have anything to say about it

[03] Abortion: for or against it?
the card should be on the table not only for rape victems and for victems of poor manufacturing but for couples who arent ready for the responsability

[04] Do you think a country would fail with a female president?
hasnt it already been proven that women 'CAN DO ANYTHING'... i realy realy hate stupid questions

[05] Do you believe in the death penalty?
for criminals who have taken life they shall die for it, but only after they have been proven beyond the shadow of a doubt to be guilty

[06] Do you wish marijuana would be legalized already?
yes damnit. pot isnt that bad, its just for weak willed people who cant deal with reality, its no worse than being drunk, you loose a few brain-cells, once it is legalized the problem will die away, its simple human psychology, people always want what they cant have

[07] Are you for or against premarital sex?
marrage has become something that can be fliped on and off like a lightswitch, peopel go in and out of marrages like swerving trafic when they arent satisfied with how fast this lane is moving the just switch to the next one, marrage should be something that you can truely be sure that you WILL spend the rest of your life with this person

[08] Do you believe in God?
... next question ...

[09] Do you think same sex marriage should be legalized?
if two people want to be together then fine, i cant tell someone who or what they can and cant love, if those two people happen to be the same gender then i cant stop them, infact as the admiral of the ODN i can parform marrages aboard a ship

[10] Do you think it's wrong that so many Hispanics are illegally moving to the USA?
i think its sad they want to leave that badly in the first place but its not my country, down here we have boatloads of asylum seekers pouring in every week

[11] A twelve year old girl has a baby, should she keep it?
No, and the bastard you gave it to her sould be blasted out an airlock

[12] Should the alcohol age be lowered to eighteen?
i think the numbers of drinks should be monitored, i dont care how old they are, just because you can drink doesnt mean you should go out and get soo pissed you drown on your own vomit

[13] Should the war in Iraq be called off?
the only reason there is still a war is because there are people left to shoot at, get rid of the fuel and a fire wont start

[14] Assisted suicide is illegal: do you agree?
i would sure as hell rather die with my boots on than wasting slowly away on a bed with millions of dolars being poured into me just so i can live another souless hour, the right to die with dignity is just as important as the right to live

[15] Do you believe in spanking your children?
look how i turned out, i always use an efective tactic... actualy i got the strap, much more painful

[16] Would you burn an American flag for a million dollars?
its not my flag to burn, it wouldnt look good on my reputation, i dont care if its a million dollars

[17] Who do you think would have made a better president? McCain or Obama?
not my government, i dont care, so long as they dont fuck up any worse

[18] Are you afraid others will judge you from reading some of your answers?
fear is something you get from your enemies not your friends

i always manage to keep my anger from sight and sound no matter how pissed off i do get, i can handle blatent insults, i can walk away from a fight and be called a coward but right now i have reached the limits of my self-control, even now as i write this note and my rage is nearly uncontrolable i can still be respectable

i have been told by hundreds of people, teachers, parents, friends and school preachers: aim for a high goal, you set your mind to something there is no limit to what you could achive and if you fall short of your goal there are always more oppertunities

i never realy believed in this myself but as i look at what i have become from that sorry little reject everyone attacked a defenceless target to the what i am now; the designer, developer, constructer and commander of a faster then light speed interplanetary vessel

nearly everyone from the old days that i meat in the street and people on the internet i have never meat before want to know what i was doing with my life, i give them a truthful answer: i am an engineer in the process of designing a nuclear powered interplanetary vessel capable of re-entering and re-exiting the atmosphere under its own power and reaching a top speed faster than light

i become the laughing stock of every fucking retard who dosent have the brains to listen to or even understand my full explaination of any of my theories, they say i am insane, i am told to get a life or find something worth living for, i have been told to stop chasing fictions and to lead a normal existance

i aimed high, and i will continue to shoot for that target, to create somehting that will go down in history to leave my mark on the evolution of humanity, i may not have a believable theory but that doesnt make it untrue, i will live for what i believe in, if they dont want to believe that is their loss and if i dont choose to live by the standards of society and be doomed to live a mediocar existance that may be my loss aswell

i will not stand by and watch what i have created to be simply dismissed and discarded, the fact it dose not have physical form dose not automaticaly void its existance and the fact it is not designed by Ph.D's with a multi-million dollar budget dose not void its eventual existance or its state of opperation, the fact the ships use non-conventional weapons dose not automaticaly make them failures and the fact the ships use weapons at all dose not automaticaly make them warships

people who care are people who matter, people who dont care, dont matter; the ones that reject my ideas becaus they are to stupid or to shortsighted to listen to my theories dont care, the people who throw away my explainations dont care, the people who care are the the people who will join me to the stars, to be free of standards and to go down in history as the world greatest men and women because they ripped away the chains of what is normal and took a dive into the unknown

i admit my theories have holes, i admit my designs have problems and i admit that i cant do it alone, without people who care i would be doomed to a medeocar existance anyway, without people who care my vessels will forever remain a dream, a phantom of what they could have become. when we see the flash of the IIS effect it will represent our victory over ignorace and closed-minded-ness, when they see the flash it will eat away at them as the knowledge that they laughed at an oppertunity of a lifetime and spat in the face of the greatest achievment in human history

yep, im going up with a couple of friends to show them my technique of fishing

i back a flatbed semi-trailer halfway into the water and we cast off the back, its fun as hell, so i'll be gone for a couple of days

"may your flames burn on through the darkness" -Veteran captain Xander Fletcher-

taken from  DoctorCRaZ , im only reposting this cos i answered the bottom question with 'yes'

~What if?~
● I died:
● I kissed you:
● I fell:
● I lived next door to you:
● I showed up at your house unexpectedly:
● I stole something:
● I was murdered:
● I cried:
● I asked you to marry me:
● I was hospitalized:

~Would you~
● Trust me enough to sleep in the same bed as me?
● Keep a secret if i told you one?
● Hold my hand?
● Study with me?
● Cook for me?
● Love me?
● Date me?
● Have sex with me?

~More ~
● When and how did we meet?
● Describe me in three words.
● What was your first impression of me?
● What do you think of me now?
● What reminds you of me?
● Could you see us together forever?
● When's the last time you saw me?
● Are you gonna re-post this to see what I say about you?

this message was sent via quantum resenance frequency pulse
on :undated: by veteran captain Dominic usher of the USOS FireLighter

---

if this message finds its way to the ODN i must first report that the entire crew of the USOS FireLighter is alive

our quantum drive pulse was intersected the an unusual energy wave that eminated from the asteroid belt between the 1st and 2nd planets of Gent'lestea at the very moment quantum drive was initiated, that wave inverted or disrupted every electrical and magnetic component onboard the ship creating a massive instability in the quantum drive engine resulting in a miss-fire of the engine

our position is still unknown and our situation is critical, the energy feild once it made contact with our quantum drive left a permenant imprint in the engines opperation creating multiple side effects, one side effect seems to be directly linked to the inprint itself now known as an Electron-statics feild

this feild gives the engine a massive boost in power output but it is at an intencity and fequency that can linger in the ship for hours creating a bridge between the electronic impulses of the crew's brains, this effect can be reverces within a time period after exposure of the feild with simple touch but it is very stressful on the crew members

most of the ships computer systems are totaly useless and basicaly every other electronic or magnetic system is beyond salvage but it seems the situation leaves us no choice

we will continue our primary mission, to explore and protect life but as it is our resorces may not last the distance back to earth, our primary fuel is 83% and we are down to 5 engines, if we dont make it home and we are never found you can be sure we landed on a planet somewhere to live out the rest of our lives

:End transmition:

the title says it all

im gunna be here all day and EVERYONE'S invited

there will be music, laughs and sketchup EVERYWHERE

http://www.ustream.tv/channel/admiral-s-cabin

the first book in the 3-part series of first person perspectives of the Orbital Defence Network's greates and most imposible battles, the wars that forged a civilisation from torn souls and rusting ships

I WANT YOU TO BE IN MY BOOKS, i dont care if you are male, herm or female, gay, bi or straght, furry, scaly or avian, if i have known you for a while, just met you or if you are a random just reading this from my userpage, it realy dosent matter because i will soon have too many active characters in the books

as i have started 2 of the 3 books most of my ideas are yet to come or are yet to be followed up on, in any case i throw all my imagination into the storyline and the detail... endless amounts of detail, i cant think of new characters myself for all the books, i am but 3 chapters into either book and i already have 40 characters by name

contact me to add your character to the story, IM's preferably so i can get details faster and build up my friends list :3 and yes, i will take multiple characters from the same person so long as the characters are obviously different (not including twins)

the Endless wartime novels in chronological order

All for One :the end of a 50 year war for the survival of earth and its inhaitance seen through the eyes of my main character, Chip Stormcrow

Redemption :the first mission after the war lead by a corrupted admiral seen through the eyes of my sub-main character, Xander Fletcher

Never Again :a drastic measure to continue a convoy through the galaxy seen through the eyes of my sub-main character, Jintulkin De'Ryer

after going over a whole bunch of galleries (many of them yours) i sent myself on a guilt trip

i havent taken enough time to fully appreciate you all and i fell like hell just telling you all about my problems and waffling on about stuff that i have mentioned many times before

you guys took my pageview over my first 1K and i didnt even realise for another 200 views, i guess i should be greatful, there are pleanty of other mind blowingly awesome artists out there, i never thought i would get to 1000+ page views in under 15 months

i will be submiting propper sketch art soon cos i have been told i dont suck as hard as i think i do... and in a few months i hope to try drawing some of your characters

untill them if there is a particular set of colours or maybe an art design you would like me to use on any of my designs then dont hesitate to ask

i love you all and there is absolutly nothing you can do about it

the stream will be continued tomorow

the bridge/tower and toparmour sleave have been completed

someone asked me to build a 3D model of a ship from their story

i have not started so you can watch the whole construction from start to finish

http://www.ustream.tv/channel/admiral-s-cabin

i ran into a doorframe this morning and told myself i wasnt going to work today

so now im starting this marathon to kill time... everyone is invited

http://www.ustream.tv/channel/admiral-s-cabin

i know the name sucks... i'm not good with names

i have seen a whole bunch of those 'eye meme's' around and as i was about to partake in the bandwagon i noticed something desurbing... not desturbing like "holy crap that isnt right" more desturbing in the fact i didnt know that my eyes are green untill now

i always thought i had boring hazil eyes cos thats what my license says but infact you could easily mistake my eyes for being green, it shocked me, i always though i was very ordinary human, i have no epic scars or birth marks now i feel all special for having something rare... well... out of the ordinary although i realy would have prefered deep cobalt blue eyes, just like chip has

this got me thinking just for a random change from my epic speaches that sound like pages from a bible of some sort

do you have something or wish you had something abnormal?
extra points for being bizzar

planet Gent'Lesteia, admiral of the galactic fleet reported the planet was barron and infertile, that the planet was totaly devoid of minerals, toxic seas and a near unbraethable atmosphare

but the admiral is a short-sighted mother fucker

the fact was the planet is a natural wonder of the universe, an effect ocurrs on the planet that defies all that is known about the mind, an effect that is known by many names on the planet

on the eastern sea it is called 'the cascade' and is a time of chaos, and in the centeral rainforests it is called 'redemption' and is a ritualistic period of spiritual descovery
the ODN call it the 'Electro-Static Wave' the effect is created when solar activity forces massive flares to spread in every direction, when the electro-magnetic radiation energizes asteroids in a belt between the 1st planet and Gelt'lestiea the energy changes to a very high energy electronic charge when the charge hits Gent'lestiea it totaly drowns the planet in energy which rains down through the thick atmosphare changing into high energy electro-static charge... similar to lightning only when it hits the trees with high conductivity they exchange in random paterns finaly creating the electro-static wave

the ESW creates a bridge for low intencity energy... such as brain waves

if multiple people happen to be in close proximity their minds will be transfered in a random patern, although someone is basicaly braindead while a mind is not in their head they are not that way for long

as the ESW loses its charge in the body the minds become 'slipery' and are freely able to return to the original body through nerve endings

as the galactic fleet destroys more forest the ESW becomes less and less effective and minds have to be closer to change, as they annihilate this great occurance the original ODN fights to keep it alive

for reasons that i no longer remember i have started a ustream

every so often i may fire it up and play guitar or draw random things OR maybe even run you through the inner workings of the ODN fleet

i shit you not... this is real and just dont laugh at my tiny ass room

in the time since the war over earth ODN inteligence has only existed to find ever more effective ways to annihilate the lizards

a recent mission to the lizard home planet has revealed a very diverce culture and history, whatever was known about the lizards was taken from jinn or the other 7 defects

the greatest thing we ever learned about the lizards is their imagination, throughout the war we figured the lizards didnt have one... in fact they have a highly evolved imagination they simply imagine in a different direction, they tend to base theory on probablility and derive a corse of action by a calculation of their enemy's previous actions

unfortunetly us humans act alone and furries especialy... very randomly so tactics they used evolved very slowly

more intel is avalable but it requires a 'red boarder'

as the ODN expanded we left our mark in the galaxy, a very notable occurance of this is on the planet Gent'Lesteia, there is a novel being writen that discribes the entire time from the second we touched down on the planet to the last officer that breathed its air

the Platform, an ODN structure that was constructed to house a planetary lazor cannon capable of dealing enough damage to disable or possibaly destroy a T'Aldaren class carrier, we chose this planet to build on because it was directly in line and halfway between the lizard home planet and earth, the platform was built to defend earth or rather give us warning before the lizards got to earth again

this planet was very strange, the surface is 55% sand, its plant life absorb PURE H2O and minerals but the minnerals each species of plant absorb is very specific, those minnerals are constetuted into the plant's structure and create a metalic wood, although the structure is mainly metalic the wood will burn but leave behind the un-combustable metal unless the metal itself is combustable :i.e. magnesium

the company i work for is paying for my corse at TAFE, i was never qualified to work with such large machines, i got my job through mainly having a huge amount of experiance but never being properly educated for it

the government finaly found me and under some new WH&S regulation i am now forced to take this sorce or i will be kicked out of my job for beinging "unqualified"... i personaly think its bullshit... i never needed the qualification in the first place, why do i need it now?

as a result of my doubled workload i will be offline for long periods of time, be assured that i am alive and i will eventualy be back, most likely with a massive load of bad sketches and maybe one ship, MAYBE

"may you continue to scatter awesomeness over this unimpressive world"

this is Admiral Chip Stormcrow addressing the loyal watchers of the ODN: see you on the other side

this is the first true endangerment of ODN property and as i garrenteed you... the offender burned, 6 months for petty theft and 250 dollar compensation fine

the conferance i went to before my laptop was stolen revealed to me the sollution to the ODN's second stage of development 'funding'... by using investemt homes i can have a large enough net value to effectivly pay for and maintain the ODN

because investment homes are tax deductable i am effectivly paying no tax... all expences and loan repayments on that home come out of tax and the commition from tennants... in effect i could have upto 40 $300,000 loans and still be earning more money than i would actualy get from my income

anyway... with the $250 i got from this fucker i went and watched how to train your dragon for my victory

this is the first time anything has been stolen from me, it could have been anything in my house but my laptop is the ONLY thing missing

some fucker just set me, my research and the entire ODN project back 3 years... all of the calculations for quantum drive, all of the dimentions of the fission drive engines and ducted compressors, all the vector calculations for all gauss weapons, every shred of ODN research, even the ODN novels are gone

for those 3 years i have had nothing but setback after setback after setback after setback, citisism, know-it-all's and millions of issues... clearly the ODN project is not destined to be

deliverance will be reality, if that means i have to build it myself on my own land with my on contry status with my own defence force withe my own laws

that is how it shall be

i will do to the police over this and no-one will ever see the end of this altercation as the destruction of ODN property will be met with my unhindered wrath... people will burn for this, i garentee it

but his also means that all my models are gone too, along with my music which i need to enhance my imagination



to amelia... it is up to you once again to keep the ODN alive... my password has not changed



goodbye all... if worse comes to worse i may be gone for 6 months

i am alot more awesome than i thought i was... i pulled up a whole bunch of guitar TABs and i could actualy start playing parts of them and mamage not to crash and burn

some of said TABs include

the unforgiven - metalica
king nothing - metalica
carry on dancing - savage garden (remake - Entwine)
surrender - Entwine
exo-politics - muse
knights of cydonia - muse
supermassive blackhole - muse
dead or alive - bon-jovi

and the most epic of all

the halo 2 theme

yes, i am just that nerdy

so i have taken it on myself to learn atleast half of upto 10 songs these holidays

if anyone would lile to name a song they would like me to try and learn... go for it, make it as insanely dificult as you want and MAYBE i might submit an audio file of myself failing to shread

the type25 medium destroyer as you all know is a reclessly over endowed gunship... i have encountered many problems with it... it is way to powerful for its own good and is way too out of proportion... with 20+ cannons on it there is room enough for 3 crew and just under 50 rounds for each gun

not exactly the best design... it infact has more weapons that the Judicator

so i have decommitioned the design... but i have not left a gap in the chain of ships, it will be replaced with the type26 heavy destroyer

this new ship is not significantly larger than the type25 but it is alot more well thought out... room for 12 crew and over 5000 rounds, being propelled by superior engines and even fitted with a pair of ducted compressors the type26 is a tribute to the most under-developed ship in the fleet

the name "warhammer" will be passed on to the first of these heavy destroyers, i said i was finished with the fleet... but i have continued to detail my craft, in doing so i was forced to redesign the destroyer

infact i am replacing a ship... not adding one

even the great will eventualy fall

my laptop has just given me the flashing green-orange power light of near death, the battery was failing to charge while pluged in, its the final reason i needed to take it in for service

after more than a year it has fared well under my siege, it is still running even after being roled onto, droped, suffering OS and C++ failures, being left on for weeks at a time and overheating... multiple times, but now after outliving its original DC converter and having one of its screen suports snaped off i must drop it off for service

i may be offline for 2 weeks at most but i am sure i can get a hold of someone elses computer for a few minutes here and there, the next time unfortunetly when this laptop dies i will be forced to upgrade, hopefully it will last another year and the laptop i want to replace this wont cost $2200

i must complement this laptop, it has survived well with my careless opperation of electricly powered objects... ive had powerdrills that havent lasted this long

you can find my contact details on my user page, if im ever online, i will definetly be on IM's

its over, i have run dry all ideas on the ODN fleet... the commition numbers have been closed

i have resorted to detailing other ship design's from  Nouyorus, he is an awesome sci-fi writer and i respect his abbilities and i can safely say he is alot smarter than i am

in the coming years i have commitioned a proper grapich artist to design the second generation of the orbital defence network, these 2gen ships are massive and have an unreal amount of firepower using redesigned gauss rifle technology,  Agent_T is one of the greatest minds i have ever met and he is the father of the second generation... his designs will reverberate through the ages and are worthy replacements for the original ODN after they have run their cours

you will have to watch him for any new additions to the ODN fleet

although i will continue to submit more art concerning the ODN it will all be of already existing ships and i will start to submit more and more of my hand drawn art of the crew members who fearlessly command my fleet and the stories of the events that shaped the ODN into what it is

my designs and creations are as followed

type4 long range cruiser (multiple veriants)
type19 small mining vessle
type25 destroyer
type34 cargo frigate (multiple veriants)
type55 hailfighter
type60 uprising bomber
type71 transport cruiser (one variant)
type98 superfreighter
type100 multi-action cruise-freighter
type108 orbital drydock station
type111 orbital command station
type125-A super-battleship
type125-B battle-carrier
tripple helix defence station module
jameniha 3 moonbase waypoint station
centaur II twin engine super-tank (one variant)
Cydonia naval landing platform
Devist'alkie standard cruiser (lizard)
onklah abstey starfighter (lizard)
T'Aldaren Re'Veir carrier (lizard)
Masah'Vehsk Re'Veir pulcar conquerer (lizard)
gauss rifle electro-magneticaly accelerated projectile weapons (multiple veriants)

all are copywrites to me but i will gladly allow people to referance or use my ships and objects if they give credit and ask nicely first