So I recently got a game called Pavlov for vr. Which is fun but I wondered if there were others out there who played it and might want to join together to do so or possibly any other vr games. Let me know.

Got this a few days ago and been playing it, solo pretty much and doing well but would be nice to be in a squad and play with others. Curious of anyone who had or wanted to play the game in an organized group.

Gotten a lot of questions so wanted to make a journal page for it. For those who know  fenrir-lunaris, my mate, he had to go to the ER today. Hes not feeling to well and is currently resting. Not sure when he may be back online but I am having him rest and sleep for the time being. Wanted to simply make a journal to let family, friends, and those who attend his stream to be aware.

Friend of mine is opening for commissions and they are looking for those interested. Putting out a journal to help them get work.

 darkdragoon Has slots open. Give them a look over. They do wonderful work. Send them a note on fa or hit their google docs request form.
https://docs.google.com/forms/d/127.....ybbyg/viewform

Sketch Stream
Prices:
Regular: $25
Premier: $45
(This includes - Two characters, and a scene, or Two to three characters can be added to this, Or A sketch Sheet can be done instead on one subject in mind.)
Links:
Colored Sketch:
Shaded Sketch:
Premium: Sketch:
Conditions:
My TOS Still applies, I suggest you read before you commission me.
It’s not first come first serve bases, there be a limited slots. So if there not enough this round, I’ll try to make it sure there room for next time.
Read also What I can/ will draw and what I won’t.
If I missed any of them or you have any question, please note me (Note – will be change to email for simplicity sake of keeping track later.)

For my birthday I have been looking into possibly getting some vore commissions done. However been looking to get a picture of Ivory with another sergal, something not of my make. Preferably large breasts, herm, to my preferences and such. Also looking for an artist that does rather good thick frames, good large breasts and sergals quite well.

Also something new. I am a pretty open book about stuff and I never mind being asked questions. I get a lot through notes, steam, second life, and many other things. If you have questions to ask I now have this ask me anything page. https://ask.fm/Ivorynightrider Feel free to try it out.

Well today happens to be my birthday, the twenty second, and will see how the day goes. Thank you to those who have said as much and given well wishes for the day. Been asked about featuring Ivory or Thellos in pictures a lot lately. I don't mind it I just like to be asked first about it but it is rather sweet when others do so.

As for games. Been playing a lot of MC lately after discovering the feed the beast mod packs and such. Never knew it could add to much to the game and make that game to expansive. Suggest checking it out for those who have not. Also that mmo craving is coming back once more and this time around not sure what to look for. Typically I am a wow vet, played the game since launch but it has been on and off this last year or two and has just not captured me like it used to with lich king and before. Had looked at final fantasy 14 but a lack of a red mage just has me uninterested. Gw2... no. Seems like there are not a lot of options out there sadly.

I get questions about my health a lot so just going to put out some basic things. I am sick quite often. Has a bad way of working on my mood, want to do things, and just in general going about anything at all. Chemo drugs, doctor visits, and just crappy medical care does not help at all with any of it either. Not as active for escorts or in general fuckery at all these days much.

There seems to be a lack of fetishy clubs on second life. The vore areas I know of are kinda... full of trolls and not to good in general. Hyper clubs for furs are full of humans, anything else is just non existent from what I have seen. If anyone knows of good vore or fetish clubs on sl let me know. Also been more interested in looking for roleplaying areas. I had looked into the ff7 world but ultimately got denied because breasts. Which was shitty but woulda paid a lot into that as I love that sort of thing. Also I have been looking for sergal communities, hangouts, and other areas for it. Something of a roleplay sim, not necessarily just sex but roleplay in general would be nice. I either go as a dragon, renamon, or sergal these days.

Well today happens to be my birthday, the twenty second, and will see how the day goes. Thank you to those who have said as much and given well wishes for the day. Been asked about featuring Ivory or Thellos in pictures a lot lately. I don't mind it I just like to be asked first about it but it is rather sweet when others do so.

As for games. Been playing a lot of MC lately after discovering the feed the beast mod packs and such. Never knew it could add to much to the game and make that game to expansive. Suggest checking it out for those who have not. Also that mmo craving is coming back once more and this time around not sure what to look for. Typically I am a wow vet, played the game since launch but it has been on and off this last year or two and has just not captured me like it used to with lich king and before. Had looked at final fantasy 14 but a lack of a red mage just has me uninterested. Gw2... no. Seems like there are not a lot of options out there sadly.

I get questions about my health a lot so just going to put out some basic things. I am sick quite often. Has a bad way of working on my mood, want to do things, and just in general going about anything at all. Chemo drugs, doctor visits, and just crappy medical care does not help at all with any of it either. Not as active for escorts or in general fuckery at all these days much.

There seems to be a lack of fetishy clubs on second life. The vore areas I know of are kinda... full of trolls and not to good in general. Hyper clubs for furs are full of humans, anything else is just non existent from what I have seen. If anyone knows of good vore or fetish clubs on sl let me know. Also been more interested in looking for roleplaying areas. I had looked into the ff7 world but ultimately got denied because breasts. Which was shitty but woulda paid a lot into that as I love that sort of thing. Also I have been looking for sergal communities, hangouts, and other areas for it. Something of a roleplay sim, not necessarily just sex but roleplay in general would be nice. I either go as a dragon, renamon, or sergal these days.

We are full! Thank you for those who commissioned us! Be sure to check for new journals later this month or next month!

Pasted from Fenrir's Journal. I will be handling his commissions and sorting everything out so all he has to do is simply work on his artwork which will give him greater time to work on them and get through his que. One person may have up to 3 slots at a time per block.

 Thellos and I have spent some time revamping my commission procedures to help streamline them, and (hopefully) ease me back into doing artwork on a regular basis again. To that end, I'll be adding 15 slots to my commission queue for this block.

As for those fifteen (15) slots, they'll be first come, first serve, so once my list fills up, I'll be closing up shop until they're done again! If you miss out this time, I'm sorry! Then again, this is my actual job now, so I don't anticipate spending a whole month to do ONE commission.

I'll no longer be responding to my notes for commissions, since I've tended to miss them. With Thellos helping manage my workload, filling out a sheet for them will be a LOT faster for me to work with, and I'll be less likely to miss things too! So with that said -

Quite a lot has gone on in my life lately and while I am sitting here in this hospital bed contemplating a considerable amount that has happened lately, thought I would take this absurd amount of down time to talk about whats going on and my thoughts on a few things.

Surgery

Currently I am in the hospital. Have been for several days now and its starting to get on me. I was taken to the er by my loved ones and checked into the hospital. I won't go into a lot of details about it but I am having surgery to have my gallbladder removed Wednesday. Never had really any surgery before so hopefully it will go smoothly enough. Just going to be a month of recovery

Fetishes

Recently I decided to post material I myself like quite a lot but have always been at odds with sharing. One of those reasons are some of the feedback or responses I get from any artwork I post can be quite frustrating. I post something I enjoy and get harassed about how its completely unacceptable I do so. That I must remove it now. Hate mail, steam messages, etc etc. I've gotten a fair amount of support to post what I enjoy and I do believe I will do that and hopefully drive away those who do not agree with it in the first place. A lot of vore, limbless works, absorption, hyper, and so forth will likely be on the way.

Fenrir, my love wolf and YCH auction

 fenrir-lunaris will be quitting his job recently. The amount of bullshit, assholes, and general fuckery has been getting to him for a while. I've suggested for years Fenrir take up artwork as his primary profession and that he can work from home and make as much in a week doing commissions as he can in a month of work. Just a stream night alone of sketches is more then enough for a week. Starting September 1st he will be opening this off with a YCH of Ivory involving vore and perhaps other such things and perhaps another with Thellos. Likely I will be managing his commissions for him and more on that when the time comes.

Hello everyone. I am currently managing commissions for  raink and a new block has opened up!

For those interested in prices and what is available look here. Commission Pricing

For those wishing a commission simply fill out this form request here!
Commission request form

Ten dollar sketches, pretty good and done in a timely fashion as well as full color characters of just about anything you could want!

Greetings all. Small update journal, something I do now and then, though there just hasn't been a lot to talk about. Been perpetually ill but getting better hopefully and soon hope to be back being more active and doing everything I need to, new house needs a lot of work as well as the vehicles. While I have yet to seem to active anywhere else I primarily remain active on second life and steam second however recently a friend showed me his twitter and another browses tumblr all the time so after a while my interest piqued and finally broke down and made a twitter and a tumblr. Both can be found here

My twitter
https://twitter.com/IvoryNightrider
I post all sorts of useless crap, bitch about stuff, or post pictures of my bathroom or food. Whatever really amuses me. I likely will open a nsfw twitter at some point.

Tumblr
http://ivorynightrider.tumblr.com/
Here I post random crap and reblog other peoples stuff for my own amusement. I will also be posting nsfw artwork to my tumblr that you likely will not see anywhere else, stuff done by Fenrir and other artists as well as any stories and will be setting up a page for second life screen shots. Either random funny shit I find on there or just screenshots of friends as well as glamour shots and fucking pictures.

Likely going to go eat shortly, craving some goddamn Chinese food. Also for people wanting to play games with me I will likely be tweeting what I am playing and where. Games from apb, to dark souls 2, and wow. So if you want to play look out for those or if you love the pvp you can try D:<

Also been considering doing a streaming lets play channel of my own, have had quite an interest in doing such for a long time and even speaking to Fenrir about co op games and give aways, something that could be pretty fun. Pvp challenges on some games like ds2 even. Let me know what you think.

I wanted to first say thank you for all the happy berfdays. Made the last few days a bit better. Now onto the journal.

I am currently looking for someone capable of making two of Ivory's outfits in second life. I am looking for higher quality work and the ecorps breast layers or a prim breast layer will be use for the covered chest.

The first outfit is considered Ivory's common wear. A light tan or no shirt under neath a belly less latex top which is lined inside with red velvet. A thick leather belt, and a pair of brownish pants that are leather. She wears ler leggings over the pants most of the time.

Examples - All NSFW
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/8978223/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/8187795/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/6284979/

The next outfit is her travel garbs. When traveling or adventuring, Ivory commonly wears these such garbs. Her under clothing is the same as the prior outfit. She wears a thick black semi shiny robe with a loose neck. A thick leather belt around her waist which holds her spellbook, various sized bags, charms etc. She has a back brace ment to rest her scythe between her wings, a proper harness. The inside of the robe is also lined with red velvet. Ivory also wearing a pair of leather gauntlets when using her travel robes. They are quite similar to this image http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_HCPanLbUn.....BGuantlett.jpg

Examples - All Nsfw
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/12010338/ - Robe open
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/6639087/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/3452420/ (Robe does not open as much down the side anymore)

If anyone is interested in this I will be paying in lindens. Note me here on fa or send a message to me on second life concerning your interest for the work and we can speak of it.

Aye today is the birthday. Feeling old and hopefully the day will go well. Played some DnD last night. Actually playing Ivory in a high level game, some level 45 hah. Enjoying it quite a bit. See what the day brings.

Thought I would post a few life updates here. Been getting a lot of questions about various subjects so why not.

1. Birthday. Yes my birthday is this month, January 22 to be more specific and old as shit or at least I feel like it with my health not being so good these days. Tend to get sick a lot and through that it makes me rather quiet, not as sociable or talkative.

2. Drama. There has been a lot of it lately and the amount of it has had me pretty turned off to being sociable, people feel the need to crusade against you, act like fools, and start drama wars with harassment just because they do not like the content on your fa page or artwork with other people, things that simply do not concern them or have anything to do with them. I have kept from talking or accepting a lot of friends invites mostly due to this here.

3. Anti drama friend. There are a lot of people I keep around who have shown to be good friends and little to no drama as possible. People like  draconisflamestrike and such are quite nice, helpful, and have been fairly sweet.

Ok to explain this purging friends thing as best as I can since I get asked this a lot. Every month I look over my friends lists, primarily on steam, and see who talks to me, who does not, who is only there for type fucking, asking for shit etc etc and clean my list up. I give people about a month to try and make a meaningful friendship or so and will be doing a large purge of my secondlife list soon as well. It's not really anything personal just a habit.

Vidya games.

Battlefield 4 has been a frustrating piece of crap, even when I do extremely good the problems are just to numerous and frustrating to deal with mostly so I have put the game on hiatus for a while until they get their shit together.

Been playing a lot of Planetside 2 with  uridine Our TR misadventures are numerous. We either rule the countryside in our prowler or the hound flips her tank on an unmanned ATV and we explode. Can tell pretty quickly which way the night is going when we start playing hah.

Been trying to play CS:GO, picked it up on the steam sale but sadly the hit reg in the game seems absolutely garbage. Not sure if this is the case just for me or if others feel it to.

Found Fable on steam for some two dollars. Loved that game, despite how old it was, pretty fun to play it again and relive it. I can see an HD remake being somewhat popular though I wish they would make a new fable game but really open world and unrestricted.

Apb, yeah that rage fuel fucking game. Considering playing it again though would love to have others who know what they are doing. Play an enforcer. Criminal hacking scum.

DayZ. Oh god.. this alpher. This alpher why. I've already been force fed bleach, killed my attacker and vomited my way to success only to be killed by a 12 year old, teabagged and called a faggit in voice. Fun times!

MMO. Yeah looking for one to play. Used to play wow since beta and I fell out of it. Getting the urge again to play but want to try something else. I've played guild wars and it did not really sit well with me, honestly it feel like free to play garbage you have to buy first before using the cash shop, purchasing gold, and then buying your way to a max level character with full exotic gear without ever leaving town. Just my two bits is all.

And second life. I have been looking for someone capable of making high quality clothing in second life, something like Ivory's travel outfit. Willing to pay a reasonable price for the work and the person must be able to work with ecorps breast layers.

The game itself looks to be fun however as the days go by the game becomes far more unstable. Crashes occur constantly at random and even if you are past that part the server will likely crash. Even if you can play for a little while the netcode for the game is so out of whack and terrible it makes the game a frustrating aggravation fest. This video is but one example currently http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BS7c6ib_MHc

If you are looking to get the game, I would wait for a while before you do it until a month or two from now. They MIGHT have it fixed at that point. Until then hold off. I certainly regret buying the game in the current state it is in. I do look forward to the day it is fixed and manageable at least.

I do love first person shooters and of all the games I enjoy I go back to them, the battlefield series being a core staple of mine. I have been asked quite a lot if I am playing or plan to play bf4 and yes I already have it. Come release I plan to enjoy it and anyone who may come across me what I do so is quite welcome to join me in squad play, even better if I know you personally or so. On Origin I go by Thellosbernard though do not expect me to except all of the invites I get, I can only play with so many people at a time, such a lesson was learned with APB.

It can be a huge pain to find the proper hair style in second life. I have been looking for quite some time to find something that works but to no avail so I decided to reach out and see if anyone might know of something good or close enough.

What I am currently looking for is close to this. The way the hair hangs is fairly proper though I have a ponytail already.
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/7312240/ (nsfw)

Other references are
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/11843043/ (nsfw)
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/9771648/

Any and all help is quite appreciated in helping me find a hair style similar to this.

So as for general life updates and things that are going on my health has gotten a bit worse, doctors can be assholes and make things overly complicated in the long run when things can be very simple. And as for other things, finally moving out of this apartment and into a nicer house. Finally happening and its rather a good relief to have our own place without living in such a bad place now. Hearing gunshots now and then, police coming to our neighbors places around us constantly, hearing everyone else's loud ass phone calls and getting "fag" etched into our jeep. After some packing and moving, things should go good.

For those who have asked me about being removed from my friends lists there are a few reasons in general. I am typically someone who is used to being instant messaged along with someone contacting me if they want to talk. So when someone gives me a friends list invite then doesn't talk to me for three or four days I typically remove them, only to get angry notes or letters about "Why are you such an asshole, etc etc." Also some people have gone through me to talk to a mate or friend or someone I know then stopped talking to me all together. Accidental or not I tend to dislike such things heavily and remove people even more, as well as I go through general friends list cleanings.

Something else now about RP communities. I myself mostly use places like second life and rarely get out into many other communities or areas. Always been curious though to find specific places, chats, or general specific places for things such as just vore, or such species A, B, Or C, or simply specific fetishes or so. I have quite a hard time finding places like that. On second life (Not really a good hyper oriented area, and the vore places seem a bust most of the time with trolls.) hard to really find anything close to that in terms of areas. So any thoughts or input into places like that would be something appreciated if anyone knows the better.

The pets subject has come up quite a bit lately as well and yes I am still looking for a pet. I am so insanely picky when it comes to this subject. Has to be a specific species, gender, etc etc for me to enjoy with really very few or no limits. I posted a journal about it a while back and anyone interested in such things may look at it and see if they are interested.

Never really owned a playstation 3 so I am not to sure about what good games are on it. Never played the god of war or Uncharted series. Any suggestions on some good games for the system? And my PSN is Ivory_Nightrider

It has come to my attention someone else on a chatroom is impersonating me again. This is around the fourth time this week it has happened. From Aim, steam, a vore chat, F-List, and some mmo I've never heard of. To be clear on the only real place I can be found are the following.

http://profile.aryion.com/profile/Ivory_Nightrider
This is my Eka's profile and the only profile I use for Ivory. I link this out when I want to show something about her. It's old but what I have.

http://www.f-list.net/c/IvoryNightrider
This is my F-list profile and the only other Ivory profile I have. I do not frequent or even visit any other roleplay or chat rooms at all save for Eka VC (Which I am rarely on) or Flist.

The other place I am on is second life and I am mostly there. My avatar is a unique kind and only I have a copy of it so if someone again says they are Ivory, Here is a picture of it http://db.tt/NknFeYRR

Profiles like this one http://profile.aryion.com/profile/Ivory_ are not me and I keep finding them pop up. Normally I am a cool person about a lot of stuff and don't care, but this is something that really hits close to home and why I made this journal. I get messages and Ims about roleplays or things I have never done or picture requests from artists I never put in. I have a number of stalkers and griefers that try to follow me or just cause crap for the hell of it. If you do try to talk to me. It's best to simply note me on Fa.

Hello everyone and welcome to my first true rant journal In this journal I ill be bitching about all sorts of stuff that comes to my mind.

First of all. Fucking asshole stalkers. This has been a very hot topic for me for a long time and its been very sensitive. People have asked about it so I thought I would recap over it all. I had someone I called friend for a number of years. We were good friends and I trusted them a lot. We will call them. Stalker A. Now. Stalker A wanted to be my pet and for me. Pets are a very specific thing. They must have the fetishes i have and enjoy the things I do otherwise it feels like I have to cater to them exactly with what they want. It feels tedious, becomes work, and it makes me NOT want to do it or spend time to it, repulsed even. Stalker A asked me to be their pet and I told them no. They do not like scat amongst other fetishes. I told them it was a requirement and that I didn't want that. I would honestly prefer we stay friends. It was at this point they lost it. They kept arguing it, getting angry and would NOT drop it. After that they kept trying to pointlessly troll me and bring it up. I got tired of it and after letting others see what was going on, got their opinion. I dropped the friendship. I couldn't deal with it anymore and how destructive it was. Months later they took logs of our conversations with very very personal secrets and other things in them and started to give them out to people, especially a very well known fur that was a specialty in drama and causing it. Beyond this they have harassed me on second life. Trying to break up me and Sammy. They went on to lie to me about Xpray and Duo, telling me they were practically best friends and lovers and that I was forbidden to receive art from them at all and going on to say Sammy was betraying me behind my back, doing this and that. Its really pathetic. Months later I get harassed on flist constantly. Told "We are going to do this or that and it will be my way. You cant block me, I have 200 plus alts and can do this all day." After this incident I am pretty sure they are the ones who impersonated me on second life and told my pets to vanish, I didn't love them, never talk to me, etc etc. AND after THAT incident. They pestered and bothered Ayanna about me. They wanted to apparently be friends, but they did nothing but sit there and try to convince her how wrong I was and how right they were then called them filth and blocked em. Pretty fucking shitty. The only way I could see this being fixed is if they realized how much they utterly fucked up and apologized for all of this. It was pretty much. Their fault. They are infact banned from my home sim so. They cant bug me there at least.

Beyond that my health is poor and failing. I had to go to the Emergency room where I was resuscitated. Not a terrible fun night and now my chronic migraines are sadly back, health is getting worse by the month but I am trying new medications to help. Sadly they do little at the moment and they tend to mess with my immune system and make me quite sick indeed. Hopefully the medication will pay off and in the long run, help me quite a bit.

SL drama.
This one is pretty simple. If you find me on Sl at the herm hideaway. PLEASE do not message me.. acting nervous or weird. Or just.. start role playing you trying to fuck me or slip into my throat or something. X.x Please. Do talk kindly. I enjoy conversation and I LOVE making new friends who are non crazy and compatible really.

Anyway what I have for now. On random note. Been wanting BADLY to play bioshock infinite, just dont wanna pay full price for it since I heard it was.. OK at best. Hopefully it will have a price drop.

So today the 27th is Fenrir's birthday. Old wolf D:< and those who know em should wish em a happy birthday if they can or leave a shout on his page. He accepts donations of hugs and husky muff. Sadly his asshole manager forced him to close "specifically" today on his birthday. I swear. Fen needs to quit his job and focus on art.

Also for those who have tried talking to me, noting me, adding to friends lists. I have been sick for a good two weeks now. Got better for 3 days then became sick again and even worse. I simply have not felt like talking much or felt like doing much of anything but existing, and barely even that hah. As I start to get over being sick and feel better I will become more receptive to talking heh.

Now for the stalker issue. Kinda getting bad again, being harassed on flist to the point of having admins help with the situation, but beyond that recently it got a bit to far. I was impersonated on second life and that person who I have a good idea who it was. Messaged my pets and told them in short. "I do not want you as pets anymore, do not contact me, do not talk to me. I do not care for you and you are not mine anymore." Yeah. Kinda really fucking low and it's getting out of hand. Anyone who gets a message from me, please verify it is me and make sure it is me.

Anyway sorta been a rant journal, update journal, and just letting people know what is the ups.

Artwork

I get asked quite often about commissions and joint pictures a lot. I used to turn these down constantly because people had either side motivations for it or would lie to me about them in an effort to scam me, use my char for something I did not approve of, and just many other problematic dramafied things. However since I am getting asked a lot and a friend has convinced me otherwise. I am letting Ivory be open to be included in some artwork should people be interested in doing so. Predator, top, and very fetish heavy. For those who wish to do something like this or join me in a picture. Simply note me and ask. I even often return the favor with gift artwork as well from my mate or another.

Pets (because im being asked a lot)

I am still open for pets and have been looking. I have considered a number of people but really no one has really come to mind. I have been looking for one of my favored species. Renamon, rotties, anubian jackals, snakes, and such. I have also been more apt to take family. Sisters, daughters, and things of the like but I have to know someone for a while and feel a connection to them. Much like the ones on my fa page now. A snake lover... one can dream.

Also these journals have been helping to clear things up a lot lately. Good suggestion from my friend to use them more.

Guess I needed to make another journal about this topic as well. A lot of people wish to play games with me and I am normally very cool with that. However lately is has become a very huge issue. I play APB, one of my favorite games and the one I play most of the time. I can ONLY HAVE FOUR people in a group together. The problem this comes from is most of the time people are left out of a group and if it becomes full, drama starts and arguing, pissyness, and now crusading start happening. I am not ignoring people. I give some priority to people like my mate and  jinsei because we play so much. If we have no room I am sorry but I will try to play with other people later.

That being said. It also gets hard to play open games like TF2 without being join flooded, the same problems, or stalkers harassing me. For those who want to play, I do try to make an effort to do so with anyone that asks or wants to, just understanding needs to happen that I cannot please everyone.

Also I removed my aim name from my page. People are calling me an elitist, popufurry, asshole for doing such but it was to cut down on the stalkers and problems arising as of late. The best way to really talk to me is either STEAM OR SECOND LIFE. I get on SL to be social but the above applies. I cannot be with everyone all the time, please keep that in mind that there is only one of me. If I do not like you or you are bugging me. I will be honest and tell you.

Amongst the things to happen in my life recently with family and friends. Things are starting to get bad with... of course. Stalkers. The stalkers are getting worse. Finding ways to annoy me, giving off multiple threats, and now many of them, not the one from tonight, but a few are threatening to find me rl. This kind of shit is simply unacceptable. Here are a few snippits.

RE:
Sent By: XXXXXX to thellos On: February 20th, 2013 10:54

Last chance to try and be civil.
I gave you an out. It may not be the one YOU want but it's still a route to what you want.
If you don't take it you will regret it for a very, very long time. I advise you take the opportunity offered to avoid that.


Sent By: XXXXXXX to thellos On: February 20th, 2013 11:03

Absolute last chance, after this note. One more chance than you deserve but I'm offering it anyway because I sincerely want the best ending for this situation.
Not accepting this proposal will be considered a direct personal attack more grievious than any I've made on you and it will affect every aspect of your online life for years to come.
Be smart about this. One more conversation and you can end it for good. It doesn't have to be this way. Just one more conversation, man.


Really. Take the offer. You will be happier doing so. I promise I will do what you want if you accept it.

Sent By: XXXXXX to thellos On: February 20th, 2013 11:13

No, really.
I can't stress the logic behind that last note you're failing to comprehend.
I'm literally offering an easy and relatively painless way to get exactly what you want out of me at the cost of a few moments of your time.
You're throwing away a free Ferrari in favor of a cancer diagnosis. You're turning down a chance to get free pudding for life in favor of having your legs amputated.
You have a way to make yourself happy permanently, and not just briefly before I act on the alternative behavior I promised. As an empathetic human being speaking to another, please, act on this opportunity. You will only regret what comes of not doing it.

Then, again. Reap what you sow. I cannot be held accountable for the actions of someone unwilling to try and attempt to act a civilized person even if it means getting their way.

RE:
Sent By: XXXXXX to thellos On: February 20th, 2013 10:49

You can try and stop me.
But you'll fail.

It is simply getting rediculous. This is just TODAY. Not the last few weeks at all. Not to mention they are bugging and harassing those close to me, multiple people are and thats what starts to piss me off. This journal has been made mostly to vent. But I want people to know WHY I am so reluctant to talk to people, being around others, or go outside of my trusted circle much at all. This sort of stuff happens constantly and it seems to be no end to it. I hope people can understand why I am so evasive or hesitant to talk to other people. ABout 1 and every 4 people turn to this sort of behavior if I turn them down for type fucking, do not pay enough attention to them while I am playing a game, or I am type fucking someone else or simply just NOT with them.