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it may be time i left.
Posted 13 years agoI feel like ive overstayed my welcome and i plan on leavin and restartin. i think its for the best. i have thought about this for a while but i feel like soon will be the time. it will take me a bit to close this account up but im sorry to disapoint anyone who even gave a flyin fuck about me.
Fuck it
Posted 13 years agoI dont even know why ik fuckin write this anymore I feel so empty.
Learning how to look more female
Posted 13 years agoWell things have been going OK, im experimenting with dressing like a fem boy. Hard to do since I have more hair on my legs then chewbakka and arms that has more hair then you can find on pallah deans head. I look ok but im realy rough around the edges.
A great triumph!
Posted 13 years agoI am glad to be writing this. Yesterday july 13 2012 marks the first time in three years that I did not do any drugs for 2 weeks streight. I can do this, I will do this! I am cleaning myself up and preparing for a new chapter in life, a new begining. All thanks to my friends support. I made some quick sketches to upload also I now have my first boyfriend named skye. I have a good feeling about my future here and in life.
Finally back to posting art
Posted 13 years agoI feel better thanks to Ralathar. After we talked back and forth on my last journal i felt better. I started to get ready to post my art. Now here it is finally. I am glad to be back to drawing again.
Another interesting thing that has happened recently is me going onto the FA forums. Ive braved into it with some help from my good friend LouyieBlu.
Another interesting thing that has happened recently is me going onto the FA forums. Ive braved into it with some help from my good friend LouyieBlu.
Im tired of everything.
Posted 13 years agoIm just getting knocked down alot latley. its funny how life can beat the shit out of people. As i see it there is two ways to get back up after life knocks you down. One is to get back up and fight. The other is to run. I dont want to get up. whats the point. life will always win. its just a matter of time. Many people dont get to see that time coming. I hope i do.
everything is alright
Posted 13 years agoyep finally going back into the fandom for some art again cant wait to get cracken on some new art. dont know when it will be rady but dats all.
well as usual nothing went as planed
Posted 14 years agoThe scanner i was going to use fell over when i walked by. then to add injury to insult i left my sketch book in the international district downtown seatle transit center. then my laptop got blue screan. so im using my phone now and the library. now things are perfect.
back to art
Posted 14 years agoGreat scott! Well as the title reads im back into art. I have a new scanner and am sketching constantly now. Expect a flood of my drawings bombing my whatching peeps.
sorrow doubt cowerdness all things to describe my life
Posted 14 years agoIm tired of life somedays i think about ending life for me. I wonder if the world would change without me. Why go on in life when there is nothing to live for. The pain. The sorrow is to much to take. My life is meaningless. I walk this lonesome road alone. And i will die the way i lived alone. Its a sad truth about life. We live together yet we die alone. What a existence. My life might as well be an ants. I walk and talk like everyone else. People with bleak minds enthrused in dark toils of anger claim supioriority over others. While we all dievequaly. Is that the meaning of death. To be forever equal after death?
sheeeeeeet
Posted 14 years agoMah new computer broke durp and now i have to use myvcell phone.
im back
Posted 14 years agodaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaammmmmmmmmmmmm its been a while scince i got back on this. and im getting abck into art.
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im in WA
Posted 14 years agocombustible lemons that is all...
so far away
Posted 14 years agoim about to go on a trip across the US after being in this state of AZ since October. now im heading back but its so far so far away. my future unsure my past entwined with the present. but what isn't clear to sight must be clear in my mind cause i am going where i need to go and there isn't a force in the world to stop me.
OMFG READ THIS REN AND STIMPY STUFF
Posted 14 years agoi found out that the original writer of the ren and stimpy comics is here on FA you have to check this out his account name is MKaz and he is the artist for ren and stimpy comics so go watch him and his art.
tf2 im online now!
Posted 14 years agoyes i am im on tf2 my best classes are the heavy the engineer and the scout with the baseball bat
in need of some assistance
Posted 14 years agoon may 19th it will be my birthday on that day i will play TF2 for the first time on the computer. i need help with basic tips so i dont go and get myself owned and i have seen footage of tf2 on youtubes icytoonie wich he rocks but i need tips and i need an idea for a drawing
well here i am
Posted 14 years agoto tell you the truth ive backed up from drawing for a while its just that i dont have an influence so i have trouble thinking of drawing somthing but im still here i check my comment box every day and read journals
working on music
Posted 14 years agosoon ill be puting in a remix of the TF2 playing with danger song with a friend but today i practiced for 5 hours and it hurts like HEEEELLLLLLLLL on my fingers i got blisters on my fingers and its a bitch to type but ill be puting out the music soon as im ready and have the band assembled.
just messing around but check this out
Posted 14 years agoi like this song and the artist he rocks at base and its a cool song from my favorite game team fortress 2 please look and subscribe to him http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zBNG0Jv0mCI
latly ive been doin notin
Posted 14 years agoi check on FA every day but i have been doing nothing art wise but i have been watching a cool series valled Macross check it out on this web site http://www.crackle.com/c/Macross/
been rocking out
Posted 14 years agowell i have found a awesome techno song you guys should check out
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QDvv.....eature=related
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QDvv.....eature=related
some heavy duty tunes to ruin yo hearin
Posted 14 years agoyo want to blow your ears out listen to these tunes dudes http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=poyWs95UYCI
heh i am still alive
Posted 14 years agowell i crashed last night later on after the last journal i hit the fan and just passed out but lets do it again!
