FA+
Shop
STREAMING again, or trying to!
Posted 5 years agoI know it's been a while since I streamed so I don't know how interesting it might be for you, but I try my best and will answer all questions in the chat ^^ come and hang out~
https://picarto.tv/TheNoirBar
https://picarto.tv/TheNoirBar
Back?
Posted 5 years agoHello my dear patrons, hope you are all doing well. Things have been hectic here at the Noir Bar as I'm sure it has been all over the world.
Think I have the chance to be more active now though, I miss posting art and commenting on the gorgeous work you all post ^^
Doing quite a bit of RP these days though which has been fun.
I was also considering trying my hand at some game streaming again possibly. Not sure how many of you'd be interested though, so some feedback would be great.
Have an extra drink, on the house darlings, your favorite shark boss is feeling good today!
Think I have the chance to be more active now though, I miss posting art and commenting on the gorgeous work you all post ^^
Doing quite a bit of RP these days though which has been fun.
I was also considering trying my hand at some game streaming again possibly. Not sure how many of you'd be interested though, so some feedback would be great.
Have an extra drink, on the house darlings, your favorite shark boss is feeling good today!
Updated Discord link!!
Posted 6 years agoI limited the invites on the previous one by mistake :P I'm stupid like that.
Here's the permanent link!
https://discord.gg/8PsRKC4
https://discord.gg/8PsRKC4
https://discord.gg/8PsRKC4
Here's the permanent link!
https://discord.gg/8PsRKC4
https://discord.gg/8PsRKC4
https://discord.gg/8PsRKC4
Noir Discord!!
Posted 6 years agoPutting it back together after I deleted the old one! Come and say hello!
https://discord.gg/JdMtpU
Everyone are welcome but be sure to read the rules!
https://discord.gg/JdMtpU
Everyone are welcome but be sure to read the rules!
The poll/ streaming/ Discord AND STUFF
Posted 6 years agoAfter the poll on Twitter of what streaming service I should use, the winner was Twitch with Picarto as second.
I'll most likely be continuing to use Twitch but might pop into Picarto once in a while for the hell of it. Will be streaming lots of different games or sometimes just idling while talking to people I game with.
Here is my Twitch:
https://www.twitch.tv/the_noir_bar
My Picarto: https:
https://picarto.tv/TheNoirBar
And be sure to follow me on Twitter! Which I am still trying to be more active on ^^
https://twitter.com/TheNoirBar
Lastly, I might be making my own Discord channel again, maybe do the stream chats from there and such, having some of you be guests and such things ^^ Hopefully I can get something rolling properly.
I'll most likely be continuing to use Twitch but might pop into Picarto once in a while for the hell of it. Will be streaming lots of different games or sometimes just idling while talking to people I game with.
Here is my Twitch:
https://www.twitch.tv/the_noir_bar
My Picarto: https:
https://picarto.tv/TheNoirBar
And be sure to follow me on Twitter! Which I am still trying to be more active on ^^
https://twitter.com/TheNoirBar
Lastly, I might be making my own Discord channel again, maybe do the stream chats from there and such, having some of you be guests and such things ^^ Hopefully I can get something rolling properly.
Streaming! HELP
Posted 6 years agoSo I'm going to be streaming some games and stuff again while I talk to my gang of dorklings.
But I need your help on a poll I've started on Twitter which will decide what platform I will stick to!
Check it out and cast your vote!
https://twitter.com/TheNoirBar/stat.....44108068724744
But I need your help on a poll I've started on Twitter which will decide what platform I will stick to!
Check it out and cast your vote!
https://twitter.com/TheNoirBar/stat.....44108068724744
Ask any character in the bar!!
Posted 6 years agoIt's weekend and stuff.
Ask any of my characters any question and they will answer you!
Don't be shy now!
Ask any of my characters any question and they will answer you!
Don't be shy now!
Change is coming
Posted 6 years agoSo I've had the idea of getting human versions of my characters for a long time now. It has gone a step further, meaning I'll be "humanizing" all my characters for the Noir Bar and will be editing or redoing the stories.
I will not remove the ones I've already posted, but they will not be continued, (unless commissioned).
I will still get art of my anthro characters once in a while, so don't worry, you will see more shark butt ^^
This change is coming because I want to broaden my horizon as a writer. Noir Bar is my baby and I'll always be writing for it, but I don't want certain people overlooking because they're not into furries, you know?
Still I will be happy to write for anyones characters, human or furry ^^
Will also be giving Patreon another try, but not until all is ready and done.
Thank you all for the support so far!
I will not remove the ones I've already posted, but they will not be continued, (unless commissioned).
I will still get art of my anthro characters once in a while, so don't worry, you will see more shark butt ^^
This change is coming because I want to broaden my horizon as a writer. Noir Bar is my baby and I'll always be writing for it, but I don't want certain people overlooking because they're not into furries, you know?
Still I will be happy to write for anyones characters, human or furry ^^
Will also be giving Patreon another try, but not until all is ready and done.
Thank you all for the support so far!
Updated pricing!
Posted 7 years agoI have updated my writing commission prices a little bit. Should now be in proper order and have to say myself that the price is not bad, I might even be a bit cheap!
Anywho, I hope people are enjoying the stories I am writing for myself as well. Still pondering on trying some sort of Story-YCH, but we'll see where I go from here.
Have a good day ^^
Anywho, I hope people are enjoying the stories I am writing for myself as well. Still pondering on trying some sort of Story-YCH, but we'll see where I go from here.
Have a good day ^^
TWITTER!
Posted 7 years agoWell I went and did it, The Noir Bar now has a twitter where you can ask the staff questions, see updates and I might start posting the new art there as well.
I'm not completely used to Twitter yet as I'm new to it (yes I don't do a lot of social media...sue me)
https://twitter.com/TheNoirBar
I'm not completely used to Twitter yet as I'm new to it (yes I don't do a lot of social media...sue me)
https://twitter.com/TheNoirBar
Birthday stuff! ...and stuff
Posted 7 years agoIt's a bit late but...my birthday was on the 10th of october, and getting too damn close to 30 in my opinion as I round off the 28 years mark.
Usually I don't really tend to like my birthday due to past events that's just made it very disappointing or something always happens during or very close to my birthday to just put me in a very sad mood.
This year however I've got to say it was very nice! My girlfriend made it great, I got a few nice gifts from family and friends too ^^ Not to mention all the awesome things that came out in October this year liiiike; Venom, Assassin's Creed Odyssey, the new DLC for Spider-man (soon), season 3 of Daredevil, Goblin Slayer (awesome anime), Bohemian Rhapsody (coming soon) and last but not least the final book in my favorite series (Throne of Glass series) Kingdom of Ash is coming out!! This is the book series that got me into reading books after years and years of not being able to bother with reading.
These mentioned are of course not all that's released/come out this october but some of the favorites ^^
I know some of you are waiting for me to continue with the Noir Bar story especially since I left it on quite a tasty spot last time, don't worry though, I'll get to that soon. As always I struggle hard with motivating myself to write.
Speaking of writing, while at work I have tons of time to think of ideas and my mind wanders endlessly, and with that in mind...I've started working on (only in my head) a new idea for a story about an orc clan where the main character is the biggest and strongest orc, son of the chieftain. Shamans saying he will be the warlord of the ages! However said big orc don't like violence and prefers watching nature, studying animals and exploring the unknown.
Should take quite an interesting turn when he one day wanders through the forest and falls in love...with song...from a human! Not sure yet where or how far that will go. Will he fall for the human, or just the beautiful voice?
I'm still working on details and building up to actually writing it xD
Hope you're all doing well as always.
Usually I don't really tend to like my birthday due to past events that's just made it very disappointing or something always happens during or very close to my birthday to just put me in a very sad mood.
This year however I've got to say it was very nice! My girlfriend made it great, I got a few nice gifts from family and friends too ^^ Not to mention all the awesome things that came out in October this year liiiike; Venom, Assassin's Creed Odyssey, the new DLC for Spider-man (soon), season 3 of Daredevil, Goblin Slayer (awesome anime), Bohemian Rhapsody (coming soon) and last but not least the final book in my favorite series (Throne of Glass series) Kingdom of Ash is coming out!! This is the book series that got me into reading books after years and years of not being able to bother with reading.
These mentioned are of course not all that's released/come out this october but some of the favorites ^^
I know some of you are waiting for me to continue with the Noir Bar story especially since I left it on quite a tasty spot last time, don't worry though, I'll get to that soon. As always I struggle hard with motivating myself to write.
Speaking of writing, while at work I have tons of time to think of ideas and my mind wanders endlessly, and with that in mind...I've started working on (only in my head) a new idea for a story about an orc clan where the main character is the biggest and strongest orc, son of the chieftain. Shamans saying he will be the warlord of the ages! However said big orc don't like violence and prefers watching nature, studying animals and exploring the unknown.
Should take quite an interesting turn when he one day wanders through the forest and falls in love...with song...from a human! Not sure yet where or how far that will go. Will he fall for the human, or just the beautiful voice?
I'm still working on details and building up to actually writing it xD
Hope you're all doing well as always.
Stop it
Posted 7 years agoFelt the need to post a journal about this since some people seem to be unable to understand it.
I am trying to be a writer, I like writing stories and creating a world with words. Never had a talent for drawing and after years of trying it went nowhere so I took up the pencil for letters instead.
If you want a story written, commission me, don't come at me with all of your "amazing" ideas and expect me to love them and just hand you a story for free!
Getting real tired of people fishing for freebies ALL. THE. TIME.
Do you go to artists the same way? Throw a truckload of art ideas and just prick and prod for free stuff? Is that how you do things in your life in general? I really hope not...
I'm not some great writer but I am trying my best, I spend hours working on a single page until I feel it looks and reads right.
Please stop the freebie fishing... Just commission me instead, my prices aren't bad from what I've been told at least considering my mediocre quality.
Thanks
I am trying to be a writer, I like writing stories and creating a world with words. Never had a talent for drawing and after years of trying it went nowhere so I took up the pencil for letters instead.
If you want a story written, commission me, don't come at me with all of your "amazing" ideas and expect me to love them and just hand you a story for free!
Getting real tired of people fishing for freebies ALL. THE. TIME.
Do you go to artists the same way? Throw a truckload of art ideas and just prick and prod for free stuff? Is that how you do things in your life in general? I really hope not...
I'm not some great writer but I am trying my best, I spend hours working on a single page until I feel it looks and reads right.
Please stop the freebie fishing... Just commission me instead, my prices aren't bad from what I've been told at least considering my mediocre quality.
Thanks
Story auction?
Posted 7 years agoHello ladies and gentlemen.
I've been trying to think of ways to get my story commissions started and maybe find some regular clients. In my opinion, every artpiece deserves a story to go with it.
Anywho, would anyone be interested in story auctions?
Example: I write a preview with blank names, people can bid on it and the winner gets his or her character(s) implimented and the story will be written in full.
Let me know your opinions ^^
I've been trying to think of ways to get my story commissions started and maybe find some regular clients. In my opinion, every artpiece deserves a story to go with it.
Anywho, would anyone be interested in story auctions?
Example: I write a preview with blank names, people can bid on it and the winner gets his or her character(s) implimented and the story will be written in full.
Let me know your opinions ^^
Amazing Adopts by an Amazing Artist!!
Posted 7 years agoHave you been looking for an adorable, awesome and very unique looking character/sona? Then I HIGHLY recommend you take a look at these wonderful adopts ^^
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/28401925/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/28401925/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/28401925/
The artist does great work and puts her heart into her work! Do check her out as well on her page
KittehMei
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/28401925/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/28401925/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/28401925/
The artist does great work and puts her heart into her work! Do check her out as well on her page
KittehMeiYCH 500 watchers
Posted 7 years agoWell as some of you know, I promised a lewd ych featuring the boss lady herself.
It was posted by the lovely artist KittehMei and just 4 hours later someone had claimed it!
I had no time to even post it myself so I'm sorry for those of you whom missed the chance!
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/27737898
Here is the post.
Hope you all look forward to how it turns out as much as I do, and fret not, it wont be long for a new chance! ;D
It was posted by the lovely artist KittehMei and just 4 hours later someone had claimed it!
I had no time to even post it myself so I'm sorry for those of you whom missed the chance!
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/27737898
Here is the post.
Hope you all look forward to how it turns out as much as I do, and fret not, it wont be long for a new chance! ;D
Just because she deserves it!
Posted 7 years agoSome of you know that I get quite a bit of art from this person, and I just wish I could do more to help her. This is the best I can do at this time, a little signal booster! And I hope all of you will give her a look and a watch. Her art is amazing, she's a very understanding artist and will do her very best to give you exactly what you want! She has never disappointed me a single time ^^
So if you are looking for new art of your characters, furry, human or whatever, be it in sexual scenes, SFW stuff or fantasy themed! (Who doesn't love fantasy, and it's something she does REALLY well)
Look at the art in my gallery that I've gotten from her, you can't tell me she doesn't do my characters justice ^^
So if you are looking for new art of your characters, furry, human or whatever, be it in sexual scenes, SFW stuff or fantasy themed! (Who doesn't love fantasy, and it's something she does REALLY well)
Look at the art in my gallery that I've gotten from her, you can't tell me she doesn't do my characters justice ^^
Car accident
Posted 7 years agoYesterday I was in an accident on the road. It's said that all it takes is a second with your eyes off of the road and an accident can happen, this is very true.
I took my eyes off the road ahead of myself for only a second, a literal second, and the car in front of me had stopped to make a turn and I rammed into him.
was also in my car but luckily we were both unharmed, same with the people in the car I hit. Both pretty shaken up, but the car I hit took it pretty well and was just glad no one was hurt.
My car is now in the workshop and I'm hoping the bill won't be too high, I am insured at the very least and this is why I pay for it as well.
Things will work out fine.
I took my eyes off the road ahead of myself for only a second, a literal second, and the car in front of me had stopped to make a turn and I rammed into him.
was also in my car but luckily we were both unharmed, same with the people in the car I hit. Both pretty shaken up, but the car I hit took it pretty well and was just glad no one was hurt.My car is now in the workshop and I'm hoping the bill won't be too high, I am insured at the very least and this is why I pay for it as well.
Things will work out fine.
OC SALE!!
Posted 7 years agoDecided to sell my 2 OCs whom aren't getting the attention they deserve. Please take a look ^^
Jackie:
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/27172146/
Celaen:
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/27172158/
Jackie:
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/27172146/
Celaen:
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/27172158/
Sona change and Sona SALE!
Posted 7 years agoSome of you might have noticed that I've switched my profile picture to my other main OC Rey, I might even have changed my behavior a little in comments etc. There is a reason for it and I'm here to tell you what it is.
It's been quite a while now since I joined FA and people seemed to really like my OC Alyanah, I still consider her one of my mains alongside Rey and I'm still planning on getting lots of art with her and continuing writing her and Rey's story in the Noir Bar lore. However, there has been an increase in inappropriate comments and notes sent to me in private, and to make it clear as crystal; I'm not here to find a date!
Sleezy and just creepy and perverted notes sent to me because it seems like some people believe I am in fact a big titted shark girl sitting here pining after someone. I'm not....
So I'm going to change things around a bit to simply ward off perverts and idiots like this.
SECOND matter of business is my two female canine OCs whom I never managed to connect with. I have been pondering what to do with them for a while now and I've come to the decision that I want to sell them to a better home where they might get the attention they deserve.
The characters I'm talking about is Celaen: http://www.furaffinity.net/gallery/...../436737/Celaen
and Jackie: http://www.furaffinity.net/gallery/...../436738/Jackie
So I will most likely be putting them both up for sale this weekend or sometime next week, also feel free to note me if you're interested and can come with a reasonable offer ^^
Hope you're all doing well!
It's been quite a while now since I joined FA and people seemed to really like my OC Alyanah, I still consider her one of my mains alongside Rey and I'm still planning on getting lots of art with her and continuing writing her and Rey's story in the Noir Bar lore. However, there has been an increase in inappropriate comments and notes sent to me in private, and to make it clear as crystal; I'm not here to find a date!
Sleezy and just creepy and perverted notes sent to me because it seems like some people believe I am in fact a big titted shark girl sitting here pining after someone. I'm not....
So I'm going to change things around a bit to simply ward off perverts and idiots like this.
SECOND matter of business is my two female canine OCs whom I never managed to connect with. I have been pondering what to do with them for a while now and I've come to the decision that I want to sell them to a better home where they might get the attention they deserve.
The characters I'm talking about is Celaen: http://www.furaffinity.net/gallery/...../436737/Celaen
and Jackie: http://www.furaffinity.net/gallery/...../436738/Jackie
So I will most likely be putting them both up for sale this weekend or sometime next week, also feel free to note me if you're interested and can come with a reasonable offer ^^
Hope you're all doing well!
500 Watchers!! Time for lewds!!
Posted 7 years agoWell I've finally reached the 500 mark, and as promised I will be setting up for a NSFW piece of Alyanah and a lucky someone. HOWEVER DO NOTE: This will be a YCH auction! Not a raffle!
This means that I'll be in contact with an artist who will draw Alyanah in a naughty setting with a blank character and people will be able to bid for it.
The reason I've decided to make it an auction is because Alyanah is mostly off limits when it comes to NSFW art, so this will be a rare chance!
I really hope lots and lots of people will be interested in this piece once it is ready to be displayed for the auction! I'll be in contact with kittehmei for this YCH so you know it'll be amazing looking and worth every penny spent for it if you decide to bid on it.
At 1000 watchers I might do 2 and make it a raffle because....it'll be 1000!!
Hope you are all well and I'm excited to see this and who'll be interested!! ^^
This means that I'll be in contact with an artist who will draw Alyanah in a naughty setting with a blank character and people will be able to bid for it.
The reason I've decided to make it an auction is because Alyanah is mostly off limits when it comes to NSFW art, so this will be a rare chance!
I really hope lots and lots of people will be interested in this piece once it is ready to be displayed for the auction! I'll be in contact with
kittehmei for this YCH so you know it'll be amazing looking and worth every penny spent for it if you decide to bid on it.At 1000 watchers I might do 2 and make it a raffle because....it'll be 1000!!
Hope you are all well and I'm excited to see this and who'll be interested!! ^^
A beast has appeared...in my mail!
Posted 7 years agoSo my PC arrived at long last after much difficulty with the sending and the cabinet needing to change cause the original one I ordered wasn't in stock.
THANK THE GODS...I changed the cabinet, cause this fucker is a beast and a half!! The other one woulda been even bigger!!
I'm happy, I got my new pretty cabinet and it's got a brand new GTX 1080 graphics card ^^
THANK THE GODS...I changed the cabinet, cause this fucker is a beast and a half!! The other one woulda been even bigger!!
I'm happy, I got my new pretty cabinet and it's got a brand new GTX 1080 graphics card ^^
Post service at its best!!
Posted 7 years agoAs some of you know, my computer is sent off for upgrades. A brand new cabinet and a GTX 1080 being the big upgrades.
After the computer just sitting in my apartment boxed up for a week because I couldn't print out the sending slip properly I had to ask the company to send me one via mail.
After my computer then having been sitting here for over a week I finally could send it off, thinking (optimistically) it would be gone for a week and a half.
It's been over a week and it hasn't even ARRIVED yet.... Why is this? OH I'll tell ya!
The post office where I pick up everything I order online is the main post company here, so I sent it with them like I do everything else. I had the person behind the desk check the box if it was in order as well and she just nodded and put it on the trolly since the post truck was just arriving.
NOW, a week later I call in and ask what is going on and how far the upgrades are coming along, they tell me it hasn't arrived and they can't even track it, I can't track it either, I call the post office and they can't track it EITHER!
I sent of my baby in a cardboard box and my big fear is that it gets destroyed by jackass postmen who shouldn't handle mail or that is gets completely lost.
TURNS OUT, the sending slip appearantly said it had to be sent by a different company....so it is currently just sitting somewhere in a "Wrongly sent" spot and it can take a month before it is checked and things get resent. A MONTH to be resent!
Though I am enjoying some time off the computer, I do also miss it a lot! So fuck that worker who said my package was clear for sending!
I managed to send in a notice over the phone however with a description of the box and address and HOPEFULLY they can find my package and get it resent asap, but even that will take a week and that is IF they find it.
My computer and parts (including the 1080) all in all has a value of nearly 2600USD, so not really something I'll just shrug off and get a new one from.
Uuuugh....I need to murder someone, so I will park myself on my PS4 and XBOX1 for a bit.
After the computer just sitting in my apartment boxed up for a week because I couldn't print out the sending slip properly I had to ask the company to send me one via mail.
After my computer then having been sitting here for over a week I finally could send it off, thinking (optimistically) it would be gone for a week and a half.
It's been over a week and it hasn't even ARRIVED yet.... Why is this? OH I'll tell ya!
The post office where I pick up everything I order online is the main post company here, so I sent it with them like I do everything else. I had the person behind the desk check the box if it was in order as well and she just nodded and put it on the trolly since the post truck was just arriving.
NOW, a week later I call in and ask what is going on and how far the upgrades are coming along, they tell me it hasn't arrived and they can't even track it, I can't track it either, I call the post office and they can't track it EITHER!
I sent of my baby in a cardboard box and my big fear is that it gets destroyed by jackass postmen who shouldn't handle mail or that is gets completely lost.
TURNS OUT, the sending slip appearantly said it had to be sent by a different company....so it is currently just sitting somewhere in a "Wrongly sent" spot and it can take a month before it is checked and things get resent. A MONTH to be resent!
Though I am enjoying some time off the computer, I do also miss it a lot! So fuck that worker who said my package was clear for sending!
I managed to send in a notice over the phone however with a description of the box and address and HOPEFULLY they can find my package and get it resent asap, but even that will take a week and that is IF they find it.
My computer and parts (including the 1080) all in all has a value of nearly 2600USD, so not really something I'll just shrug off and get a new one from.
Uuuugh....I need to murder someone, so I will park myself on my PS4 and XBOX1 for a bit.
Series idea, venting and...stuff
Posted 7 years agoSeries idea:
I love to write, it's one of my very few talents if I can even call it that. I used to love to draw as a kid, but as I've stated in journals before, I suck at drawing and I don't have the patience for it as so many artists do and I have an amazing respect for them all for being that patient.
I am working on a book idea, veeeery slowly. I've only gotten down 1-2 pages but the story itself is already 2 books long in my head. At some point I hope I can sit down and write. I struggle with motivation.
BACK TO THE SERIES IDEA!
The Noir Bar is a franchise I just LOVE, the characters involved and the whole story of it being a classy music bar but with a dark side to it and its hosts. So far I've gotten nothing but positive comments about it all and I really want to expand the world behind it.
My idea for it is to write, chunk by chunk, chapter by chapter, regardless of how short or long I think people would like to read it. A gritty, dark and fun music loving story about a bar manager, a bartender and security chief and the waitresses.
A while ago I also had a patreon, where I posted everything I wrote free to watch for anyone even without pledges. I don't write to make money....obviously, but if I can make some change on the side, awesome.
I will start up my patreon again, and patreons who subscribe will get to read stuff earlier than everyone else (maybe a week early access) and maybe set up a tier thing for a raffle, for example; Tier 1 you can possibly have a guest appearance in the Bar, Tier 2 would be an extended appearance, Tier 3....who knows, maybe something really NSFW stuff, non-canon or possibly canon if it fits the story.
I'd love some feedback on this idea so please comment ^^
Venting
This part you may feel free to skip as it will just be bullshit out of my head.
I am well off, I really am....job contract, I'm earning somewhat decent money though it's a lot of work, I have a significant other and it's going well from the looks of it, though we only spend weekends together due to work schedules, no car or licence etc. But we enjoy each others company a lot.
This coming part might seem pathetic as all hell....but I feel like writing about it regardless.
I sent my computer for upgrades, I saved up and getting a brand new cabinet and a 1080 graphics card, neat right?
Here's the issue, every day I am on the computer playing my games, chatting with people, getting lost in the online world. But now I've been without my computer for over a week and I'm starting to feel....well....lonely? I can't sit at my desk and get into my world. Even if it was just to chat with one of my friends, gaming for hours or just...whatever. Now it's like they are moving on, doing their thing and I'm just sitting in a dark corner waiting to get to join back. All the stuff and conversations I'm missing out on is eating at me. It probably comes from a fear of mine,
not being involved, not being there if I'm needed, or just feeling needed. When I'm not there I know things go on, but I hate feeling like I'm not included. I am not saying this is at ALL rational thinking, I am simply venting.
In my head it's like...having to step out of a room when you're watching a movie and you can't pause. You know you'll loose out on things but you can't rewind...
There are people I can chat with, write to, but at the same time I don't like the ones closest to me to see me as vulnerable I guess. I even know some of my closest might read this, but again, it's bullshit in my head that just need venting somewhere.
Have you ever felt lonely, even when there are people all around you?
I miss my dog a lot these days. Never had better company and the love in my dogs eyes was always unconditional, she saved my life once when I was at my lowest and darkest. That's a story for another day, if at all.
That's the end of my bullshit x3 Hope those who read this don't get worried about me, I will be fine, just once in a while I get down, sooner or later I'll perk right back up. Most likely when I get my computer back all shiny and new ^^
Hope you are all doing well! Love you all and be sure to leave a feedback about the story series idea!!!
I love to write, it's one of my very few talents if I can even call it that. I used to love to draw as a kid, but as I've stated in journals before, I suck at drawing and I don't have the patience for it as so many artists do and I have an amazing respect for them all for being that patient.
I am working on a book idea, veeeery slowly. I've only gotten down 1-2 pages but the story itself is already 2 books long in my head. At some point I hope I can sit down and write. I struggle with motivation.
BACK TO THE SERIES IDEA!
The Noir Bar is a franchise I just LOVE, the characters involved and the whole story of it being a classy music bar but with a dark side to it and its hosts. So far I've gotten nothing but positive comments about it all and I really want to expand the world behind it.
My idea for it is to write, chunk by chunk, chapter by chapter, regardless of how short or long I think people would like to read it. A gritty, dark and fun music loving story about a bar manager, a bartender and security chief and the waitresses.
A while ago I also had a patreon, where I posted everything I wrote free to watch for anyone even without pledges. I don't write to make money....obviously, but if I can make some change on the side, awesome.
I will start up my patreon again, and patreons who subscribe will get to read stuff earlier than everyone else (maybe a week early access) and maybe set up a tier thing for a raffle, for example; Tier 1 you can possibly have a guest appearance in the Bar, Tier 2 would be an extended appearance, Tier 3....who knows, maybe something really NSFW stuff, non-canon or possibly canon if it fits the story.
I'd love some feedback on this idea so please comment ^^
Venting
This part you may feel free to skip as it will just be bullshit out of my head.
I am well off, I really am....job contract, I'm earning somewhat decent money though it's a lot of work, I have a significant other and it's going well from the looks of it, though we only spend weekends together due to work schedules, no car or licence etc. But we enjoy each others company a lot.
This coming part might seem pathetic as all hell....but I feel like writing about it regardless.
I sent my computer for upgrades, I saved up and getting a brand new cabinet and a 1080 graphics card, neat right?
Here's the issue, every day I am on the computer playing my games, chatting with people, getting lost in the online world. But now I've been without my computer for over a week and I'm starting to feel....well....lonely? I can't sit at my desk and get into my world. Even if it was just to chat with one of my friends, gaming for hours or just...whatever. Now it's like they are moving on, doing their thing and I'm just sitting in a dark corner waiting to get to join back. All the stuff and conversations I'm missing out on is eating at me. It probably comes from a fear of mine,
not being involved, not being there if I'm needed, or just feeling needed. When I'm not there I know things go on, but I hate feeling like I'm not included. I am not saying this is at ALL rational thinking, I am simply venting.
In my head it's like...having to step out of a room when you're watching a movie and you can't pause. You know you'll loose out on things but you can't rewind...
There are people I can chat with, write to, but at the same time I don't like the ones closest to me to see me as vulnerable I guess. I even know some of my closest might read this, but again, it's bullshit in my head that just need venting somewhere.
Have you ever felt lonely, even when there are people all around you?
I miss my dog a lot these days. Never had better company and the love in my dogs eyes was always unconditional, she saved my life once when I was at my lowest and darkest. That's a story for another day, if at all.
That's the end of my bullshit x3 Hope those who read this don't get worried about me, I will be fine, just once in a while I get down, sooner or later I'll perk right back up. Most likely when I get my computer back all shiny and new ^^
Hope you are all doing well! Love you all and be sure to leave a feedback about the story series idea!!!
Auctioning my butt! ...sorta
Posted 8 years agoCome one! Come all! See the amazing slag at wor-...no I'm kidding xD
Really though, I'm closing in on being back up to 500 watchers! And damn it didn't really take half as long as I thought >.> So a big thank you to everyone who made the switch to my new account, and thanks to all new-comers ^w^
No the title isn't just click-bait, when I reach 500 watchers I will do something I haven't done since Alyanah and Leo/Sidney the blue fox broke up. I thought about it for the longest of time if I even wanted to do any NSFW art with her after that, sometimes I wanted to just get lots of naughty art and get over that bump if that makes sense at all xD
But I came to the conclusion that I don't want to whore her around (Please don't take any offence if you like getting NSFW art with others, I'm not using the term whoring as a negative, just the best word to describe what I mean)
I want Alyanah to be, as her character sorta shows, classy. She is classy as fuck but also dangerous as hell being involved in mafia business. So here's the deal, I'll mostly have SFW art done of her, she'll ALWAYS be open to do art with others if it's SFW ^w^ However the NSFW stuff will be RARE, but not blue moon rare. Like the 500 watchers mark, I will have a lovely friend of mine draw up a YCH featuring Alyanah getting naughty with [YCH] and may the highest bidder win!
If you have an idea of art with my character, don't be afraid to ask, even if it's NSFW. Worst case I say "I'm really sorry but I'm afraid I'll have to decline." yes I am that polite when turning people down, cause I hate declining people :< BUT, should I really love your idea then, I might go for it!
Looking forward to the 500 marker now, it will be quite something to see my darling shark lady straddling someone atop her desk >;3
P. S.
I have an idea for the coming auction xD No need to come with suggestions regarding this particular subject
Really though, I'm closing in on being back up to 500 watchers! And damn it didn't really take half as long as I thought >.> So a big thank you to everyone who made the switch to my new account, and thanks to all new-comers ^w^
No the title isn't just click-bait, when I reach 500 watchers I will do something I haven't done since Alyanah and Leo/Sidney the blue fox broke up. I thought about it for the longest of time if I even wanted to do any NSFW art with her after that, sometimes I wanted to just get lots of naughty art and get over that bump if that makes sense at all xD
But I came to the conclusion that I don't want to whore her around (Please don't take any offence if you like getting NSFW art with others, I'm not using the term whoring as a negative, just the best word to describe what I mean)
I want Alyanah to be, as her character sorta shows, classy. She is classy as fuck but also dangerous as hell being involved in mafia business. So here's the deal, I'll mostly have SFW art done of her, she'll ALWAYS be open to do art with others if it's SFW ^w^ However the NSFW stuff will be RARE, but not blue moon rare. Like the 500 watchers mark, I will have a lovely friend of mine draw up a YCH featuring Alyanah getting naughty with [YCH] and may the highest bidder win!
If you have an idea of art with my character, don't be afraid to ask, even if it's NSFW. Worst case I say "I'm really sorry but I'm afraid I'll have to decline." yes I am that polite when turning people down, cause I hate declining people :< BUT, should I really love your idea then, I might go for it!
Looking forward to the 500 marker now, it will be quite something to see my darling shark lady straddling someone atop her desk >;3
P. S.
I have an idea for the coming auction xD No need to come with suggestions regarding this particular subject
Thank you all ^w^
Posted 8 years agoHello sweethearts
It doesn't feel like it's been too long since I switched to my new account, and I'm still very happy with the move ^w^ And on top of that I've reached over 400 watchers again! And I would like to thank you all for the love and appreciation of what I post, be it art by others of my characters or my writing.
I'm hoping to put out more writings soon, and I've gotten down the first page of my book story now so hopefully it will start to take shape at some point x3 I'm not sure how public that will be however as it is a project I'm hoping to one day get published so....can't really give it away for free before that now can I? xD
Anywho, thank you all again for the support <3
It doesn't feel like it's been too long since I switched to my new account, and I'm still very happy with the move ^w^ And on top of that I've reached over 400 watchers again! And I would like to thank you all for the love and appreciation of what I post, be it art by others of my characters or my writing.
I'm hoping to put out more writings soon, and I've gotten down the first page of my book story now so hopefully it will start to take shape at some point x3 I'm not sure how public that will be however as it is a project I'm hoping to one day get published so....can't really give it away for free before that now can I? xD
Anywho, thank you all again for the support <3
