On an off beat, I have birthday, tomorrow. It will be the beezneez, a shindig, a chillfest, a quiet discourse and rally of contentment. I miss everyone online; just barely able give this journal an update. Time, off with it!

I literally wish every single one of you a good day! Readers, fappers, and friends I know well, I appreciate them all.

Oh, and I'm not suppose to say I am excited. Not giving anything away. Just, have some weird automatic habit of entertaining a long idea/story. It's probably nothing. I know the ending, and stuff. It's nothing, go about your business. Let me work, give me a shout :3

Lost it. Just a simple misclick... >_< If anyone kept a copy. Just send it copied and pasted in a note...

It's still a hiatus. I've missed furry stuff. Yet, literally all the writing of mine only exists as Journaling and poetry and some short stories.

My account was just recovered after an email hijacking fiasco. If you see anything of me, email-wise, associated with Yahoo just ignore it. No offense, yahoo. ._.

As for what to look forward to, I'm in mood for some sexy sci-fi horror suspense, always with some kind of seduction and corruption playing into it as well. My goal is to write worse, produce at ... A THING. So, hopefully, be looking out for a thing from me within the next year or two.(I will try do it quicker)

Love you all, miss you all. You're reading this, talking to any/ all you. Fan <3's

So, I lost a desktop to Dated hardware and O.S. And this Chromebook has been losing Instant Messenger capabilities slowly, first Skype wasn't supported a few days after buying this and now Yahoo has locked me out of my account.

I'm fine, otherwise. Have been writing, but I had stuff on the drive in the desktop. Maybe some day that will be recovered. I hope all the dedicated readers have a good day and wonderful life- I hope to post something soon(that is indefinite when).

http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/...../#cid:40239464

Yeah, I was impressed by the work put into this information. It's worth reading if you love doing your work and ever feel yourself separated from that love.

I invite people to embark on this new discussion I've underwent with myself. The situation around this introspection of myself, the point where I'm analyzing a personality trait that has come into "crossfire" over the past few days. This trait comes with an analytical mind, the really callous kind, but it also remains in a station of humor. Where I'm going with this is there are mean, unwanted and non-P.C.(politically correct) jokes going through my mind(every second, every breath). Am I to say them?

To me, yes, because they come with a natural part of who I am. I express myself through this humor sometimes; whether it be content, frustration, joy, or depression. There's a reason for humor, where my world view is concerned that is. But humor shows its ugly face, and people don't either get it or want it. This considers the exception for misinterpretations, mind you.

It's even worse here, with people who know- if not none- not many of my type, the analytic, the satiric, the doped, the mellow; people who won't care because at the end of the day they know the score of their realities. For example, I made an off-hand comment about art with a smoking fur about to be eaten, that it should take on a message of "Don't Smoke or Get Eaten", something like that. It was a funny idea, and then some stupid asshole throws down a paragraph at my comment explain some stupid study explaining some benefit about smoking? What? Marijuana has been known to cure cancer(Youtube it), but that's not why I'm smoking it, you idiot~ Stop making excuses for cigarettes. That's just dumb. Take responsibility for your bad habits like I do. I didn't want to debate. I wanted to be funny.

Again, now, I find myself wanting remark to some art about fat girls. I won't. Because some fat furries will jump(and jiggle) about how that's not nice. I let these kinds of jokes slip in front of my fat friends, and if they hurt, I don't want to be bitched at but approached by a level-headed fat person. So, that way, I can trust the fat hasn't gone to their heads. And they can still be my friends.

And I wish the rest of the world would work their discrepancies in the same fashion, instead of letting the fat go to their heads and think My opinion matters That much. The same goes for all my online friends. Where do you guys draw the line of seriousness when it comes to someone and what they say? (if you say Presidential elections is when we get serious about words, gtfo~)

-a rant by Howl

Life and writing are basically the same for me. I find my best work is when I write Life, and my best living comes from Writing in a journal and editing out the bad habits(no, smoking pot isn't one of them, smoking too much is, though). I made the change to start going to a gym at nights instead of lazying around, doing nothing at home- that's a bad habit. I tried it out, and it appears promising.

Even more promising, my entry in to Zsisron's contest and the book idea, The Wolf Mistress, I hope to still do. I've been yapping about that book so much, but last night I wrote ANOTHER Chapter One, probably the ... third or fourth retry at reanimating this series. This time, though, the writing bore fruit for thought. I did the random and outrageous idea of adding humans to the world, and everything just fell into place. I'm excited to say, that I have a whole notebook dedicated to the First Draft of chapter One. The first chapter has a lot to it, and I feel confident at filling it up, without even the pretty details of landscapes and structures and characters(I try to leave that for the rewrites, usually second or third rewrite- takes forever, too, lol) Once that's finished, I'll be able to tell if The Wolf Mistress will actually come about as a story. There are some Very monumental points later in the story, including a mysterious connection of the human race's origins, and diabolical histories covering up genocides and species segregation. I really like where all the elements of this story are at, and I feel confident that it can now bloom into something really worth reading, even more so, writing.

For submissions on FurAffinity, I have several stories in the works, still. Some are better than others. School won't make this easy for me, but I will try to add more to my Gallery and let my readers enjoy some stories from me- as best and often as I can.

Stories I'd like to see before the end of Fall: one more chapter to Where Minds Lay, a chapter in School Spirit, the second and final part of Taking Calls(does anyone remember that? Lol), the story I wrote a while ago named Hiss featuring Toth, Saravok's character.

That's the Update. Have a wonderful day, all.

I just finished writing Hiss... I was hoping the get some editing help, people who are free to read it and give some feedback on misspellings, missing words, incomprehinsion in some parts, and details. But once that gets cleaned and prepared, it goes up. Thanks for any help :3

Just posted my first story in 7 Months.
That's pretty inconsistent, but I don't care, for I do a lot of writing just not a lot of posting. I care about the finished product, except for little shorties like I just did yesterday. I like those. I wish there were ideas suited for that size story more often. Submissions might grow a little more consistent, but it was rare to find something so neat and tight like that story. Few of my longer stories seem to be as Get Up and Go with a nice, neat ending.

Still working on the Big story for silverfly's contest. It's being finely tuned to the best of my abilities. But I can only find so much in a story. I type toooooo fast, and I get so many things wrong in one sentence here and there, everywhere, all over the paragraphs and pages when I go soooooo fast. And at the end of the day, I truly don't want to Edit. I hate Editing. But I might be really really good at it, which sucks. I wish I was better at kickball than editing, then I'd have something to go do while some One ELSE edited my stories. LOL

But yea. All of YOU who read me often, might know about What's In There?(I'm talking about a story I wrote). Well, this next submission is pretty much the sequel, but there are no true traces between the two, except for one important character, Dalewaven. And some of you, the hardcore fans I would say, who might wonder where the main character, the raptor boy, who changed throughout the original, where did he go? Well, he might be back for the final, Third, installment to the What's In There series, as I'm calling it for now.

My submission for Silvery_fly's contest might be done before the deadline. I think that's a pretty good improvement on my work, alone! The first draft is done for And Then Came the Storm( made a sequel to What's In There? http://www.sofurry.com/view/71435).

I felt encouraged to try and continue the story I stared in What's In There? I read the story, again, because it's been so long! That came some ideas where to start, so I actually put a lot of planning and ideas into what people might have liked about the First story. I figure: the girly clothes and the hypnosis. And although I don't do so much emphasis on the hypnosis, I decided to try a mind control style I've read before and I liked-but won't be revealing right now for the laughs :3 So, that's what to be expected in near future.

And I usually don't like discussing my works, because it feels cheap if I don't manage to finish them as soon as I hoped. But, as I said, the first draft is complete and it won't be difficult to polish for the big contest! http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/3438710/

I encourage all to join. :3

What you didn't know: I have lots of stories in the works(a handful coming up to completion), and I worked on them quite a bit a few weeks ago.

What you're finding out: I had a week hiatus the last week due to exams, which I stumbled over and didn't go as smooth as I wished. But that's over and I want to finish some things. :3

 Silver_Fly

As the title says :3

http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/3354451/

I started a creative furry piece that popped into my head. It's not smutty, but I think it's devilish all the same. I'm working on a big piece that will be published, non-furry. I didn't get to do any work on the piece I have ready for an anthology, sadly, but I might be able to fit some work in tonight at my job <3

As for the big update, I got two pages on the piece I plan posting here. It's naughty. I feel guilty from the guilty pleasure that it is... and it should make you all very turned on and confused as to where your ethics lie. Just something yummy I wanted to do for a while.

I have plenty of other pieces that will follow, and I hope to work on one of them next week along this and the other, publishable piece. I will give a time that I will be on, in case anyone wants to watch me write~! :P

I'll probably be writing tomorrow/Wed and Thurs. I will be happy to stream and have company while I do, if there are takers :3

I usually will be on after 8pm... Central Time? I don't know for sure. They didn't teach that in college!

*And here's something if anyone's interested, http://www.furaffinity.net/user/abandonedplaces/

Good theme. It provides the setting, that's a tenth of the work for me. I already have a good idea, and I can't wait to flex my scary muscles on this piece. My class described me as being morbid in Edgar Allen Poe fashion. I should enjoy this! :3

Anyone else going to be there?

Also, I'm still writing for you readers, but I thought about doing a little something and printing it out as a Chapbook to sell at the Furry Weekend Atlanta convention. Can anyone say what they're looking for when they browse the Artist Alley? I thought of writing something cute, funny, quirky and not kinky. I might try to go with the convention's theme and do a short of some loveable characters in some crazy situation with possibly some impossible odds.

Just shoot me some thoughts on that idea, really. I need them.

On a completely different note, I've been suffering a hunger for fitness. I've even looked at the Shake Weight(Gold's Gym has a neat black one that appeals to me). I'm very sure they're good for minimal upper body toning, or even just a little fat burning, but that's better than nothing on those days I don't want to run off to the gym.

Also, they're sexy. Is it me? Or do those things just bring kinky out? Just imagining... a naked boy oiled up, shaking his weight- as if he was shaking mine! I would just spank a' bitch shaking weights like that and tell him "You are a real slut. You can't get enough cock in the bedroom so you need to imagine getting it while you get fit? Is that what's happening here, boy?" "YES SIR *shake shake shake*" *ASS slap* "Say you wish it was my dick instead of the weight" "I wish it was your dick instead of the weight" "More meaning, bitch! *Spank!*"
You get the idea...

I liked all the feedback and opinions from the last journal.

So the new new question I'm asking is:

In all your years of reading, what has disappointed you about a story? Has there ever been a moment in the story that you wished the author thought out a little more?

I've read my fair share of books. Most memorable, a zombie fiction by Brian Keene, City of the Dead. Although, I looked him up, and a lot of his fiction serves to a heavy gore-fest genre. I look for a little more in my zombie fiction, since I have to be different and nit-picky.

I noticed I don't ask my readers many questions... Maybe that's only cause there isn't enough feed back, but maybe that's not a good enough reason.

Still, I want to know.
You guys who read porn(I'm guilty, too, so don't puss out on me here) do you read anything else?

I read books, but on the net... I just read porn. If it's not a comic with visual stimulation of some kind, if it's just words, there needs to be porn(mind control, specifically) in it to keep my interest. I'm just an ass, I guess.
Does anyone else do this?

This is my contributing to the History Furs. Repost.

http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/...../#cid:20551334

I'm sure you've seen/heard of me in countless of countless of published works that don't really exist at all and in technicality makes them literally countless. And as I am still technically speaking, it probably means you Haven't seen/heard of me.

Especially of lately. I've been something of a ghost.

But still! New chapter for Where Minds Lay is done and waiting to be typed with some finishing touches. I've jumped into Part II of the series because that's simply where the story itself has practically taken me. I'm excited and loved writing it. I missed this series. :3

I'll be working on a short piece I did for my Creative Writing class and getting it polished nice, and I may even put it on here. The trend of alternating between my Furry Fiction and my Creative Fiction will ensue from here on.

I, also, have a stand-alone short story that was inspired by my good friend and hard-working writer, Taiko. He will get much credit once I finish the story, and I will include a little synopsis why he deserves quite the credit for helping to inspire the story.

After that, I will officially work on the Sequel to School Spirit.

Lots of people liked that story, and, out of the blue, the very first scene popped up in my head-so gorgeous, so hot, so riddled with hypnotic control and internal turmoil- and the story should progress nicely to have another Guest Star Character appearance. I will -try- to commission a picture like the first story- because I've had a certain scene in my head from the beginning and still feel its what needs to be done. Feeling is believing, if that makes sense.

Just to clarify. Boston Legal is an amazing series. All you furries need to go get your mind blown by this series, 1 season at a time, consecutively better than the last.

Can you guess why I think Allen Shore(James Spader) is complete sex in this?

Excited about the upcoming vacation to my beloved fox's! I think he might read this- He's the Allen Shore to my lemons! <3

Ironically, Kyell signed in a copy of Isolation Play, "Every ending is a new beginning"-or something like that. I'm too lazy to go get it and fix it word for word. But it's true in this case.

Creative Writing class is over. I've done some amazing things(imo). I've conquered fears I never expected I would have to overcome(reading your own work, performing it in front of live audiences). I said things in front of people in such a way, that I no longer fear the idea of a stage and a performance. I actually ENJOY my little dramatic performances.

I'm sad it's over.

But now I really want to publish a few things. I'll be working on some short stories till the official months of summer-June and July. Then, it's going to be a book. I will post a few things on here before that big endeavor starts.

The Wolf Mistress has its first draft. Pets series is considered a first draft. What I will do next is start the Rewrite, which will be so different from the original I guess it would be a revision. So, starting a new draft. Also, I unexpectedly picked up Different Salvations(which is a book idea of mine featuring hypnosis play). It looks promising, and I will probably keeping throwing in a page here and there. In essence, two drafts are being worked on.

I might be on hiatus... lol

Respectably, I've been working on something to post in between all the distractions. It's just that, I have a lot of different sexy little stories, some finished and some needing a rewrite and polishing.

I'm still really tired up with creative writing. Hopefully, I can get to polishing a few of those pieces and post them here; also, maybe publish them. There are one or two I would submit for publishing.

"When will I post something?"
-not today, not tomorrow... maybe not next week... maybe next month.

I just nuked my journals. I hope no one had anything important to say....



lol.

Also. I'm working to get two MAJOR projects for school done before the Midterm clock hits zero. I said how these classes were breezy easy, but uhh... yeah... this wolf bit off a little too much with his big fat mouth(which has it's advantages to the liking of lovers). I'm spending a whoooo0le bunch of time on this one story because I just like my writing to be good. ^^ and if you don't think it's any different... well, I don't care lol More work, more practice, more I can justify this as my passion! <3

Can you imagine... Hypno-ventriloquist? I mean, he hypnos a pitiful soul and throws his voice around to hear voices! "*he's right* *can't argue with that* *it's what you want, anyways*... The ventriloquist is still complacent and waiting for this delerious sub to succumb to his power, to give in and be taken forever..."

That just sounds like all kinds of fun and 'win'. What you guys think?

I have a lot of stories I want to post, but really, no time. lol XD

http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/2055262/

Here's my post for the contest, get your's in! :3