Last night i went to bed early, i wasnt feeling very well i skipped a night streaming and i regret it, but i need to look after my mental health even if its abit fucked. i didnt get to do anything towards my ref or stories yesterday but i might get a chance today. My enthusiasm for anything is extremely low but at least im making an effort to write it down. Im in a lot of conflict with myself but such is life. Looking forward to the vacations i needs some time to center myself and bring in some direction, ive got some studies but im waiting to start them. Anyway thanx for listening to my BS.

Something Sweet and awesome
Rae

So, i figured i need to start using this, it would give me a great place to put my thoughts.... lets give it a try hmm?
So today seems chill at work, nothing beyond the norm but for some reason i am dreading every day till the december vacation, something doesnt feel right but maybe its just me, to try calm myself and express myself i am going to try get into writing and maybe a lil art so i can start using this place again, but it might be slow the streaming has kept me pretty busy but i do need to make me time.
So far first plans are for a short story, something different, i might get a chance today, who knows.. lets see how it goes..

something cute and interesting then insert name
Rae