So I just want to blow it out again on what’s been going on. So I recently got fired from my job pretty much yesterday all because of a minor accident that occurred during work, and uhh things for me haven’t been going so well, aside from having trouble sleeping these past few days I can’t seem to stop stressing from most of these issues that keep occurring to me. If some of the few followers of mine can at least leave a comment down on this journal, I wouldn’t be frustrated. Idk maybe I just don’t like FA as a whole I never rly liked the way I draw anyway, I get it my art is shit.

I don’t really know what else to do now considering I haven’t been able to concentrate more on personal stuff in my pov. I suppose people aren’t nice to me at all, guess I’ll just not do anything anymore.

I know for the most part I haven’t posted anything new or commissions I got recently, for the most part I haven’t been myself like at all, Ever since I left my previous job to pursue another one I applied for things sort of went downhill as I haven’t kept track of my sleep schedule and got a warning from my job about time theft for some reason, well to be fair I haven’t been paying any attention which is something I struggle with lmao. Recently I didn’t feel like wanting to take on Artfight considering I never get attacked or anything, as a matter of fact I was more focused on getting into college which is still a work in progress as of me writing this, but in reality I couldn’t find the motivation to draw anything I wanted to which is sad as I had a lot of arts I wanted to do but eh what do I know about a proper mindset, another thing that got me busy was how I had recently moved into a new house however I became more and more angered from the constant stress of moving and cleaning things here and there, which I regret getting upset over nothing… I have anger problems which most of ye don’t know. The past 3 months haven’t been the ideal for me, this new job (which I’m still working at), hadn’t been a good idea as like I said up there, I hadn’t paid attention on my attendance or working right away, rn I’ve been having quite a few breakdowns and going thru some kind of crisis or some shit.. which almost spiraled down into depression but thankfully I’m not… well Y’know. I hope to whoever gives a fuck reading this is understanding or not, idk.. idk what else to write anymore, I don’t rly understand my place here at all. That’s all I’ll write.

Update (like rn): somethings I forgot right is how I gotten more and more sadden after the passing of my grandfather but also how my father cared more about the moving procedure rather than the passing, pls don’t hate my father on that, I couldn’t move on in almost anything I wrote here.

So basically DA’s Sta.sh has changed and it looks like shit. Looks kind of like a list for some reason. Anyways I’ve had this thought for a while were I might just post all my characters png images which can make it easier for me to get to them rather than having to find them over at my sta.sh in a rather hard way. Tho I’ll also have to work on their bios also, so I guess expect me to post a shit ton of characters,

https://www.furaffinity.net/journal/10969135/
TemporalMenace7

I forgot to share this here but here it is

Also here’s the screenshots
https://sta.sh/21gc01mxefsb

Edit:
Somehow being accused on Defending a PDF File https://www.deviantart.com/martinda.....BOT-1106580548

https://www.furaffinity.net/view/51048809/

Done.

https://www.furaffinity.net/journal/10460714/

There

https://www.furaffinity.net/journal/10304839/
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Everything I said is here in this Commission sheet of mine over at Deviantart
https://www.deviantart.com/theredbr.....Open-913482292

So... apparently I made this builder a while back ever since I saw some user make a builder of jewelpets, Well I thought of making one character so I did Luea first and would probably make others in the future which you can see I made it here. It's currently unfinished however.
https://sta.sh/01s1iwuhj3o0
But here's where things get upsetting you see after the guys second Jewelpet builder some guy asked him to make a builder of Luea but I then replied to him that I made it I just didn't post it yet or rather finish it I'd say. Which you can see here.
https://cdn.discordapp.com/attachme.....eenshot_03.png
I then commented on Eric's page (Yes that's the guy's name not the one on the screenshot) to inform him that I made Luea's builder so he wouldn't have to make it, and asked me to show it to him.
https://cdn.discordapp.com/attachme.....eenshot_04.png
https://cdn.discordapp.com/attachme.....eenshot_05.png
After when he said "I also noticed the butterfly missing" which he refers to the hairclip on the character and then when I entered Deviantart I got a mention from EricSonic18 saying this (I don't have a screenshot so I'll say it) "Ericsonic18 mentioned you in Luea Character Builder and then you'll see this
https://cdn.discordapp.com/attachme.....Screenshot.png
On the description is where I got very mad.
He literally took something I made and edit a few parts adding the hairclip and such and made it as his own and posted this. Now no one even gave credit to me but to him actually and act like he made it, Even the guy who wanted a builder of this even commented on it saying this and this is where I lost it and want to file a report on this to be taken down
https://cdn.discordapp.com/attachme.....eenshot_02.png
Now in conclusion
I mentioned that I was mentioned in the post right?. well he also added in the description saying this "3rd Jewelpet Builder" so it's indicating that he INDEED made it and is given the credit for it.
(I copied this down on a comment I made on Discord, I'll update this whenever new information is here)