Happy holidays, everyone. Hope this year been nice on you. And if not - that the next year will be way better. I hope the next year will be better in any case! Stay safe and stay strong, everyone. Peace!^^

Hey hey hey, look who it is - that noseless dork speaking again.

Hope you all been well, whoever cares. And, yeah, to get this out of the way - I am all fine. No health issues or life issues. All good, capisce?
So, regardless my inactivity - it’s all remains pretty much the same. Long story short: really no motivation and inspiration + some laziness and other stuff. I’m just taking it slow with art, it has been good for me that way. I still doodle and sketch occasionally, but that’s more of a personal satisfaction rather than making post-worthy art.

So, that being said, I want y’all not to worry about me. I’m pretty much alibe und goodes. And I hope y’all’ll stay safe and fine too!

End of update XP

Before going into it, I want to address again that I’m fine. Please do not worry and don’t get any wrong ideas - I’m ok, so don’t be worrying.
Reason why I’m inactive is because I’ve been pretty exhausted lately - physically and emotionally, there’s been issues caused by me. Mistakes that I made, and consequences of which still gnaw me... Having hard time mustering passion or motivation for art. I’ve been mostly doodling and occasionally drawing but nothing worthy of posting. And overall life been more busy - leaving me just to exhausted for art and drawing.

That being said, again, overall I’m fine tho, nothing serious is happening to me. So do me and you a favor and do not worry, alright? Stay safe everyone, and cheers)

Just wanna appreciate everyone who I made happy and apologize to everyone who I offended. This year was a mess to many, so to respect all them, I will be short without fancy wording - happy new year. I hope this following 2021 year will fix everything

Yeah, about that - lately I’ve been just... doodling and sketching, and never could bring myself to finishing pic to the point where it’s good to upload. I’ve been very drained and demotivated ESPECIALLY as of lately where other... unpleasant things adds up on top, which I really wish to fix, but unfortunately, so far no seen way to fix them, which keeps me broken on top of everything above...

...not much else to add, other than to say don’t worry about me. Not ill not anything, I’m doing fine, as “fine” as you can call it, but nothing serious tho, so, no need to worry and panic. Hope y’all understand

Title says it all! Thanks!^^

Another year passed and survived

Boy oh boy, time does fly fast isn’t it? Faster than we think it is, yeah meep..

At least those hard times soothed up by friends and peps who helps forget stressful times and toxic people, and I’m thankful to them for helping me at rough times, ye -w-

P.s. No much art been posted since nothing worth was finished to show - been slow n regaining motivation

For those who wonder or worry - no need to worry. Luckily I’m fine and doing fine. Currently I’m just more concentrated on sketching and design practicing, which I don’t post. Also sometime soon I might be posting some finished stuff, if I’ll be lucky enough to finish quickly heh

So yeah - apologies if it made any of ya worry

It’s been a whole long time. And I’m thankful to all of you. Thank you strangers for stopping by, thank you enemies for life lessons, and thank you, my friends, for being part of my life.

I wish everyone to be happy! Whoever is happy to keep positivity, to all who is sad - to find pure happiness. I wish all my enemies and to all the friends I could of lost to go on with their life and be happy even without me. And to my friends - I wish you all the best, and to keep up your best!

Thank you all, be happy, everyone!

And happy holidays ^^

I’ve been ill for quite a long time now, just letting you all guys n gals know

Most of you probably have noticed I upload very slowly answer little. I- yeah, I’m being a bit drained lately, so I mostly sketch. And art I have to post, I- lazy to post it yet sorry to say..
On top of everything, lately I’ve been broken, apathetic... because of my own endless stupidity. It also affects my drawing motivation, so...
Please forgive me for this inconvenience...
And sorry if I ever was mean...

Boy oh boy, I survived yet another year! Time to celebrate it with surviving another one

Have you ever felt guilty for being happy? Pretty much the feeling I have every now and then.

Just by having good family, enough food and place to live in, I’m having way more that some people. And every time that hurts me; “here I am, enjoying my life, while others is suffering because of bad luck in life”.

And worst of all - I can’t help them. Even if they’re my friends - nothing much I can do even if I WISH to.

As well it makes me guilty for ever complaining... and all this cycling over and over, hurting me again and again...

So, my uploads has been very slow lately.

Feeling lazy, out of inspiration... sorry for that^^;

https://www.gofundme.com/2tsnq-paying-back-a-loan

Im very sorry for bringing this up again, but my friend is still is in big need for money. Time is running low, less than a week left before next paycheck. So I want to ask again - please, help this man, donate him. Spreading it will also help. In number we can help him. Please don’t pass by

Thank you in advance

Yeah, for the last few days I’ve been having very high temperature that has been jumping up and down. Despite having many plans... planned, my current state prevents me from drawing.

And yet - I’m feeling fine in general, and staying positive!^^
Sadly it doesn’t help to get to drawing xwx
But I will make sure to get well as soon as I can, meep^^

https://www.gofundme.com/2tsnq-paying-back-a-loan

My friend is in need for help. Time is running low, that’s why I want to ask all of you, anyone who help, to support him. In numbers we can help him, and if you can’t donate - please spread it and let others know.

Thanks to anyone who helps in advance

So apparently I heard that quite soon could happen that Russia would cut itself off from the rest of the internet, as a test. For how long? Iunno. But during this time all non-Russian sites will be simply unavailable.
And being from Russia myself would mean for me:
-No art sites available, no DA nor FA
-No Google, and all that connected with it, including
-No youtube
And as a result
-No connection with any of my friends, not here, not discord (since discord is ALSO non-Russian site and program)

....so yeah... it’s sucks, to say the ABSOLUTE least. I don’t want to say any bad word, tho being pissed off as heck, so I’ll just say that this whole idea is STUPID....
This is very much not good....

So, my uploads become quite slow lately, I think. I barely drew anything of worth, even for myself.
Yet tho, I’ve been doodling and sketching quite a lot, since sketches doesn’t require much finishing or polishing.
So perhaps I’ll upload a bunch of sketches and doodles in Scraps?

It’s time to say goodbye to 2018. Quite a kickass year, that brought some pain, that transfers on 2019, but also gave some good memories.

Now I’d like to wish everyone a good 2019 yeah. I hope everyone will achieve their goal, improve their skill, and find their happiness and love. Please be happy everyone, my best wishes to all of you! ^^

Sadly, feeling really tired, demotivated, and empty lately. Art will go slower (just like it wasn't slow enough already), sorry for that...

Huzzah, hurray yada-yada. Boy time goes fast... feeling kinda nervous even ^^;

Time sure goes fast. And I just recently finished with all my studying business. Finally time to relax =w=