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I am blank for words life is just crashing on me for whatever reason

Physics is a bitch, I had to make that announcement. Oh and I have officially qualified on an m16 *raises my flag of happiness*. I'm also dating a nonfur. He is sweet and smart and finds furries funny and awesome to an extent. He already has met someone in suit, so taking him to meets shouldn't be to bad.

And my bed smells like damn fucking beer. I hate drunk people some days.

"The Gnome"

I want to tell you a story
About a little man
If I can.
A gnome named Grimble Grumble.
And little gnomes stay in their homes.
Eating, sleeping, drinking their wine.
He wore a scarlet tunic,
A blue green hood,
It looked quite good.
He had a big adventure
Amidst the grass
Fresh air at last.
Wining, dining, biding his time.
And then one day - hooray!
Another way for gnomes to say
Hoooooooooray.
Look at the sky, look at the river
Isn't it good?
Look at the sky, look at the river
Isn't it good?
Winding, finding places to go.
And then one day - hooray!
Another way for gnomes to say
Hoooooooooray.
Hooooooooooooooray.
~Pink Floyd

Well it's finally over and it brought a smile to my face, but it's not like I'm gonna run around tell everyone I'm gay. To me sexual orientation isn't that important but at least I know now I can't be kicked out for it. People can assume I'm straight all they want to but if they sit down and ask me I will tell them what I really am. I still find it funny how people assume I'm straight, they just never ask. Now for the next battle: I can be gay all I want but according to DOMA my partner can't receive any benefits from being in the military. To me that should of been taken care of first before DADT, but at least its progress. *runs off and does his physics and calculus studying* Now it's time to go back to being a college kid.



"A Death in the Desert"
Robert Browning
Progress, man’s distinctive mark alone,
Not God’s, and not the beasts’;
God is, they are.
Man partly is and wholly hopes to be.

I sing this every time a woman touches my pledge pin

Straight out of Hell in a three piece suit;
women see me coming and they know I'm no brute.
Wine in my left hand and a cane in my right;
all the ladies know I can fuck all night.
Whip out my monocle and wear my top hat high;
I'm a classy motherfucker, I'm a Sigma Pi.

So as of 10 PM last night I have officially become a pledge of Sigma Pi. I got a pledge pin and everything. My pledge father is a really good guy and a great example to live by. I'm living a pretty darn happy life right now. Everyday is something different something fun. I get to work out everyday, go to class, do some military stuff, live in an awesome fraternity, and even DJ. I couldn't ask for a better life right now. I can actually legit just sit here and smile. I refuse to put up with any drama anyone gives me unless it is a valid reason, so basically that makes things a lot more easier. Cutting out a lot of the sources of drama was a great decision. I got one thing more to say for everyone that believes that they need a mate to live ****ing grow a pair like i did and live life. Eventually you will find someone to date but don't get all mopey and depressed because of it. Do something with your life and better yourself. To bad I couldn't go to MFM I really wanted to go to meet some people and hang out with others I know but what is done is done. Hope everyone that is going has fun and I hope to see those people at MFF

I would swallow my pride,
I would choke on the rinds,
but the lack thereof would leave me empty inside.
I would swallow my doubt,
turn it inside out,
find nothing but faith in nothing.
Want to put my tender heart in a blender,
watch it spin 'round into a beautiful oblivion.
Rendezvous, then I'm through with you .
~EVE 6

"I'm on the outside, I'm looking in"
~Outside by Staind

*sighs* It sucks being alone some days, especially when you don't have anyone to hit on. I keep getting introduced to girls and their interested but I'm not as much. Other then the lack of game for a guy like me, this fraternity is damn awesome I love living here and I am pretty satisfied in life. Minus the throwing chairs down stairs at night. I got a really nice cigar to kick off the start of my school year so fuck ya mother fuckers gonna be smoking it on Sunday cause it's time to start the damn school year.

"super soaker filled with four loker"
~Wallpaper.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5dE-7-kBxXw

We got this as a promo last year at KMNR still love it

*walks in, lays down, and curls up in a floofy ball of shepherdness* I just moved in to my fraternity and in one week I get to start classes. YAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAY me!!!!!!!!!!!! Yesterday I was called one of the most diverse person this guy had ever met and it got me thinking. Other then then that its time for the sheppy to go drink some coffee and water.
(has been listening to new age music a lot lately so I have no lyrics for now)

So I went to an ARF furmeet last night and it was really awesome. It is  jonnykiller birthday tomorrow (YOU GUYS BETTER :INSERT BAD WORD: WISH HIM A HAPPY BIRTHDAY) so of course I had to do my silly German Shepherd shenanigans and got him a cake and card. He also stated some pretty horrible one liners and he knows what they are. The whole meet was great I loved being able to hang out with my buddies again and just really relax and have some fun. I met some really cool new peeps(you know who you are) and my two favorite women of all time were there gotta love being a gay guy.

So running everyday is really fun I am so committed to getting into sapper school next year. I wanna get in so badly. I will be a bad ass mother trucker one way or another. It is weird I thoroughly enjoy listening to minecraft music for some reason I am in love with it. Oh another thing http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=uimfKXgdUCQ watch that it is like one of my fav bands Enter Shikari Rocks and rewritten story got moved to this weekend sorry I got distracted. Especially when your watching charlie sheen fight his own cock like i am doing now.

Oh non, rien de rien
oh non, je ne regrette rien

As a few of you may know I be an army ROTC shepherd and I got to thinking what can I do to make myself a better person overall and for my battalion and I came to one conclusion I am gonna try my damn hardest to go to sapper school next summer. If you don't know what that is here is a site http://www.wood.army.mil/sapper/ . More thinking also made me realize that I have talents I fucking waste everyday of my life not living my life to the best that I can. I have a knack for the guitar I waste it by not playing it. I have been told I am a pretty decent writer yet I don't improve on it. I use to have a very very well worked on body and I let that go a little bit. I am smart as fuck (Hell i got a internship as a freshman in college in the civil engineering field) and I let myself get distracted by stupid things like fucking drama and other bull shit. Well I guess this is a declaration of I am done with it. I am cutting things out of my life that distract me from my true potential. Certain people (you can probably guess who you are) made me realize that I have a lot going for me and it is a damn waste that I don't use my skills to better myself and improve the lives of people around me. I am tired of not being the best that I can be. My goal in life is to leave the world a better place then I had entered it and damn it I will keep to it and I'll be the best I can be. It is what I should do for myself and the people that care about me. From this point on my life is all about being the best I can be and I apologize for everyone who is getting a more diminished role in my life but it is what I need to do to accomplish my goals in life. This Friday is the last day for my internship. Bottom line I learned a lot in there and that someday I want to be in the field of construction and maybe even own a business, but before I ever do that I have made my mind up about serving after college. I will serve my 4 (or maybe even the 8) years of active duty instead of doing 8 in the guard because I am a protector and to me this is the best way to get some life experiences and to protect the ones I care about and my country. From now on I will be the best that I can be. Thanks for reading this whoever may read it

You must be the change you wish to see in the world.
—Gandhi

So I be a single shepherd again.
I have just discovered I'll be short on money for college unless i find some money.
Life sucks!!!!!
Even through all of this I still have my life that I am building and that's my number one priority.
Also, expect a story from me by this weekend.

"You have a pussy, I have a dick, so what's the problem lets do it quick"
-Ramstein

I just love that word it makes me so happy.
Question for all those peeps of mine out there is anyone going to MFM?
Might as well ask this too even though i has a room cause i wanna meet some people how bout MFF?
"Moonshine bleeds into my eyes"
-Silversun Pickups
Oh and I has sudden artistic inspiration to write, read, and play guitar so basically expect for some stories out of this lovable floppy eared shepherd
You know who else has a floppy ear  bombafur go check this dude out!!!!!!!!

So the float trip is all said and done and I am burned so badly that I could barely walk yesterday. Yes I did put sunscreen on but after a few hours and many beverages you tend not to care about sunscreen. I also learned how cold fresh water springs can be especially when you right on top of where the water comes out and getting dunked in it. I also learned walking in a river and having your beverages float on a floaty is pretty fun. All in all it was an interesting experience. Like right now spending 3 hours looking for specs on insulating drainage pipes really excites the lower extremeties.
"Hear the voices in my head, I swear to God it sounds like they're snoring"
-Harvey Danger
Man does it feel like life at times can be really that boring especially as I type this Biaaaach up.

He don't give a shit and neither do I. So I be bored I get to take a float trip with my fraternity this weekend so ill be a dissapeard shepherd. If ya need to get ahold of me add me at bloodmoonsrising[at]yahoo.com its almost always linked to my phone.

Check out the awesome badge .. http://www.furaffinity.net/view/6071907

Lyrics from a hoobastank song -Inside of You

Just ask and I will do
Anything you want me to
There is no limit
To how far I will go..
And I'm sure I can't pretend
To be a gentlemen..
But before I began,
I just gotta know,
Just gotta know....

What do I have to do
To get inside of you?
To get inside of you?
Cuz I love the way you move,
When I'm inside of you.
When I'm inside of you...

Damn them lyrics sound so provacative, just thought I would share them

So who is going to MFM *nudge nudge* I would love to know

I feel like something is wrong with me cause I love the idea of being a 40 foot shepherd

Point of a shepherds life
-Damn I love to troll people
-So I have the funds for a suit now, but alas I should save it for a rainey day fund.....sad days.
-I gots me a commission now so watch out world.
-Anyone wanna be friends add me on yahoo or the psn cause i be a bored one.
-Life on a construction site is fun unless your doing a safety audit.
-I has plans on going to MFF and MFM so people please hit me up.
-At no point is a certain fennec fox  schizofennec to have any of my flat rimmed hats!!!!! THAT IS ALL I SAID IT
*does a sheppy dance shaking his ass all bout*

Listen to good shit
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"If you wanna find out what's behind these cold eyes you'll just have to claw your way thru this disguise"
-Pink Floyd
My life has been an interesting one. I have done many things that others haven't but yet I don't feel right or I guess you can say complete. I really don't know what to do, I have inclination to do many things but I don't cause these inclinations would ruin my current track in life. I feel meh, going to work then class just to come home to read a book and listen to music. It's just so boring I really don't know what to do. I need something but I don't know what it is. I guess I can go on a long and tedious ritual of courting another male to become my bf, but is it really worth it anymore. I'm not giving up on love but it seems I tend to get more out of my life with my friends then being mates with people. Dating people has been a big heart throb for me and I am in no mood to deal with it anymore. I guess if I meet this magical guy someday I will date him but I am not worried about dating anyone nor will concern myself with it. Bottom line having a mate is important to me and will help with a lot of my loneliness issues but being single is more convenient. I am also bored of a lot of things too many interests kinda are nothing to me anymore. I really don't know if this is depression or what but it needs to change cause I can't stand it anymore. I am really going nuts and I catch myself with no motivation other then I am just gonna do it just to do it. I need some kind of help I guess but it's whatever I am just rambling on and on.

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“Half of life is fucking up the other half is dealing with it.”
-Henry Rollins

“Sometimes you put walls up not to keep people out, but to see who cares enough to break them down.”

Interesting Quote
“Have you ever been in love? Horrible isn't it? It makes you so vulnerable. It opens your chest and it opens up your heart and it means that someone can get inside you and mess you up. You build up all these defenses, you build up a whole suit of armor, so that nothing can hurt you, then one stupid person, no different from any other stupid person, wanders into your stupid life...You give them a piece of you. They didn't ask for it. They did something dumb one day, like kiss you or smile at you, and then your life isn't your own anymore. Love takes hostages. It gets inside you. It eats you out and leaves you crying in the darkness, so simple a phrase like 'maybe we should be just friends' turns into a glass splinter working its way into your heart. It hurts. Not just in the imagination. Not just in the mind. It's a soul-hurt, a real gets-inside-you-and-rips-you-apart pain. I hate love.”
-Neil Gaiman

Listen to good shit
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I went to RCFM and it twas awesome. Went there with  Bujo and  jonnykiller . At first I was a bored sheppy, then I met the most awesome group eva and many other peoples. I got a con badge thanks to  beepbeepmeow and all I have to say is that its amazing, everyone should so watch her. I got to become Bujo for about 30 minutes and wear his suit. A family there wanted to take me back home with them. We got two flat tires due to bujo's amazing driving skills in his own car and while on the road back over 24 big bugs lost their lives to the windshield. All I have to say now is that I am most defiantly coming back next year.

Peeps I met

 durangodingo I heard lots a bout him and all I have to say is that he is a great guy and an awesome friend.
 nova91 Another great guy and awesome friend and is Durango's mate. So they form the couple of awesomness. Oh and I cant wait to poke things with him again.
 raindance Finally I got to meet him in person and all I have to say is AWESOME!!!!!!!!!!
 riffhyena He is Broseiden. This guy cracks me the hell up and for what ever reason I want to pounce and huggle the crap out of him. I found out how awesome hyenas are because of him and  glowsheep
 blinka_dragon She is such a sweetheart and I am so happy to meet her

I can't wait to come back next year. I made some great memories with these people and had some great new experiences.

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Cons attended
RCFM '11

“Memory is a way of holding on to the things you love, the things you are, the things you never want to lose.”
-Kevin Arnold

Listen to good shit
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First: I'M GOING TO RCFM!!!!!

Well I'm a single sheppy again, but you know what I'm happy that i got to meet an amazing guy and at least try it. Life is hard and all you got to do is keep looking forward and cherish the happy moments. It's great that I can still have him in my life as a good friend. I can't say anything bad about him either he is a great guy and I hope the best for him in life and that he succeeds at all he does. It took me a day to get over it and I kind of made things worse but know I cleared my mind and looked back and saw how much I learned from him and can't even be a little bit upset. Have fun in life Harunaka Kimura.

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“Don't cry because it's over. Smile because it happened.”
-Dr. Suess
"Moving on is simple, it’s what you leave behind that makes it so difficult."

Listen to good shit
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I'm almost finished rewriting Trail and Tribulations of a Black Wolf Chapter 1

Got some mother trucking dubstep playing

WUB WUB WUB WUB WUB

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“Don't cry because it's over. Smile because it happened.”
“You know you're in love when you can't fall asleep because reality is finally better than your dreams.”
-Dr. Suess

Listen to good shit
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I gots 311 stuck in my mind.
I'm writing stories
I also got my paws in some poetry
Oh and Bitches I gots a show from on Saturday from 6-8 and the whole 2 hours belong to me.
I'm on my way to becoming a real road show DJ and on air DJ.

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Roads go ever ever on,
Over rock and under tree,
By caves where never sun has shone,
By streams that never find the sea:
Over snow by winter sown,
And through the merry flowers of June,
Over grass and over stone,
And under mountains in the moon.

Roads go ever ever on
Under cloud and under star,
Yet feet that wandering have gone
Turn at last to home afar,
Eyes that fire and sword have seen
And horror in the halls of stone
Look at last on meadows green
And trees and hills they long have known
~There and Back Again
J.R.R Tolkein

*does the sheppy dance*
Love me god damnit!!!!!!!!!

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"When life gives you lemons make lemonade" My response: "One day I'll have others making me lemonade and I can't wait for that day" que in maniacle laugh!!!!!

vine vide viche
I also raped burned and pillaged
Hells ya for pillaging!!!!!!

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I heard a joke once
I didn't laugh
*The WTF dance*

Name: Zeek Ryul Stolzenberg
Species: Saddle back German Shepherd
Colors: Brown and Black
Body Type: athletic
Height: 6'0"
Weight: 200 lbs

Traditional brown and black German shepherd. I have black on my back that makes it look like a saddle. The black runs all the way down to the tip of my tail on the top of the tail and goes up to the back of my neck. My muzzle is black and i have a black nose. The rest of my body is tan with where the black fading into where it meets the tan. I have one floppy ear on the right side and one ear standing up on the left side. My left ear is pierced with a silver loop earring and the bottom right lip is pierced with another silver loop. I have an athletic body with a slight definition of a six pack. I have a scar running the length of my right pec starting from the top right ending in the bottom left. My eyes are blue

For New Years I got to hang out with  Tori_Klarofski ,  xous ,  darkfirewolf007 ,  plus , and antoher wolf but I don't know his account. These guys are awesome and I had an awesome time. Yesterday and today i got to hang out with  ryndragon (who is an awesome fur) and it's to bad he is moving , but I got to say this is with all these guys these has got to be the best Christmas Break i have ever had and I still have a week to go. Also I love you  cowboyhusky !!!!!!!!!

I'm here expect stuff later