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General | Posted 3 years agoTo those following. This persona is sadly defunct and no longer updating.
The character 'Thetral' is for all intensive purposes deactivated.
All existing material is being left in place for those that still wish to enjoy it.
Those that for whatever reasons wish to draw or write about the persona may still do so.
The character 'Thetral' is for all intensive purposes deactivated.
All existing material is being left in place for those that still wish to enjoy it.
Those that for whatever reasons wish to draw or write about the persona may still do so.
A friend in need...
General | Posted 8 years agoGreetings to everyone who may be reading.
I know that for many out there, I ware the persona of “Mistress” of the dominant woman who luxuriates in the control of others. Of course for those that know me well, I tend to be much more Mother than Mistress. I care deeply for those around me and seek to try and help them appreciate life.
In my time here, I have tried to never ask something of others as displays of loyalty, or desire or greed. But for the first time I find myself asking for support for a friend.
absorbentgene One of my closest and dearest friend has come upon a crisis inflicted on him through no fault of his own. A car accident against a deer of all things has left him without transportation, and his insurance company apparently is none to helpful.
Again, for the first time I ask anyone and everyone who may be his friend or feel such kindness to help another soul out.
I won’t ask for money or anything so direct, but if nothing else to let someone in trouble know they are not alone. I often feel a bit silly that deep down I have great faith in humanity when the world is as messed up as it is. But I deeply hope that those out there who know me well, may desire to help someone I care for so very much.
I know that for many out there, I ware the persona of “Mistress” of the dominant woman who luxuriates in the control of others. Of course for those that know me well, I tend to be much more Mother than Mistress. I care deeply for those around me and seek to try and help them appreciate life.
In my time here, I have tried to never ask something of others as displays of loyalty, or desire or greed. But for the first time I find myself asking for support for a friend.
absorbentgene One of my closest and dearest friend has come upon a crisis inflicted on him through no fault of his own. A car accident against a deer of all things has left him without transportation, and his insurance company apparently is none to helpful.Again, for the first time I ask anyone and everyone who may be his friend or feel such kindness to help another soul out.
I won’t ask for money or anything so direct, but if nothing else to let someone in trouble know they are not alone. I often feel a bit silly that deep down I have great faith in humanity when the world is as messed up as it is. But I deeply hope that those out there who know me well, may desire to help someone I care for so very much.
Musings on Vore Methods #2
General | Posted 8 years agoI had been working on a follow up to the previous Journal entry regarding Vore abilities for Thetral.
After talking to a friend of mine, and joking about certain ones… I felt the need to start the entry with a break down of what is required for “Unbirthing”
For those that have wondered…
The “Average” human female, typical has a Vagina of about 4 inches ‘tall;” by 2 inches “wide”
This may not sound like very much, but vaginal Tissue, specifically around the birth canal, can stretch up to 200%. So a width of 2inches can become around 4 inches.
Given that the “Average” head of a new born baby is 3.5 inches, this seems a sensible arrangement.
Of course, for an adult male it is different… Now many out there think that the shoulders are the widest part of a body. This is true, but as any sensible person would imagine, simply turning a body on its side nullifies this. The average width of a Human adult front to back, is about the same as the width of the head. And the width of an ‘Average” human head, is typical about 7 to 8 inches, so, what would it take to Unbirth that?
Well, as it turns out, the numbers are just about double of an average baby. Let us go for a larger number and say 8inches. Since Vaginal tissue can stretch quite a bit, this would require a vaginal width ‘at rest’ of 4inches, that would then stretch to 8 inches. For the sake of comfort, let us say 5inches, that can stretch to ten. This would require a Vaginal opening of 10inches ‘tall’ by 5inches ‘wide’ That would be able to fit a human head inside. It would be a snug fit, but it would allow, but what about the rest of the body?
Shoulders are still a problem, Tilting a human sideways, the shoulders typical still range between 17 to 19 inches. While a Vagina can stretch it’s width by 200% The birth canal is typically circular, so the height of a vaginal is far harder to stretch. In our current theoretical Unbirthing vagina, we are currently looking at a birth canal of 10 x 10 inches. Big enough for a head, but hardly big enough for the rest of a body. If we go with 18 inches for the shoulders that would mean a birth canal that can stretch at least 20inches to allow a full grown human to comfortably enter.
This would require a vaginal opening of something more along the lines of 5inches wide by FIFTEEN Inches tall. Well over a foot or almost 4 times the ‘height’ of an average human vagina.. What would it look like? Well.. For those with any basic graphics program, draw two images.
The first, 2 squares by 4 squares.
The second, 5 squares by 15 squares.
Compare the two and you have you answer.
Now, I am sure man of you out there are wondering, what is the size on Thetral?
Well. I typically say she is 10ft tall (roughly) If we were to say her preparation are ‘Rough;y’ twice that of an average human, it would give her vaginal preparations of Aprox 4inches wide by 8inches tall. For two small for an Adult Human to pass into.
But, well, I guess one could always explain things with “Magic”
After talking to a friend of mine, and joking about certain ones… I felt the need to start the entry with a break down of what is required for “Unbirthing”
For those that have wondered…
The “Average” human female, typical has a Vagina of about 4 inches ‘tall;” by 2 inches “wide”
This may not sound like very much, but vaginal Tissue, specifically around the birth canal, can stretch up to 200%. So a width of 2inches can become around 4 inches.
Given that the “Average” head of a new born baby is 3.5 inches, this seems a sensible arrangement.
Of course, for an adult male it is different… Now many out there think that the shoulders are the widest part of a body. This is true, but as any sensible person would imagine, simply turning a body on its side nullifies this. The average width of a Human adult front to back, is about the same as the width of the head. And the width of an ‘Average” human head, is typical about 7 to 8 inches, so, what would it take to Unbirth that?
Well, as it turns out, the numbers are just about double of an average baby. Let us go for a larger number and say 8inches. Since Vaginal tissue can stretch quite a bit, this would require a vaginal width ‘at rest’ of 4inches, that would then stretch to 8 inches. For the sake of comfort, let us say 5inches, that can stretch to ten. This would require a Vaginal opening of 10inches ‘tall’ by 5inches ‘wide’ That would be able to fit a human head inside. It would be a snug fit, but it would allow, but what about the rest of the body?
Shoulders are still a problem, Tilting a human sideways, the shoulders typical still range between 17 to 19 inches. While a Vagina can stretch it’s width by 200% The birth canal is typically circular, so the height of a vaginal is far harder to stretch. In our current theoretical Unbirthing vagina, we are currently looking at a birth canal of 10 x 10 inches. Big enough for a head, but hardly big enough for the rest of a body. If we go with 18 inches for the shoulders that would mean a birth canal that can stretch at least 20inches to allow a full grown human to comfortably enter.
This would require a vaginal opening of something more along the lines of 5inches wide by FIFTEEN Inches tall. Well over a foot or almost 4 times the ‘height’ of an average human vagina.. What would it look like? Well.. For those with any basic graphics program, draw two images.
The first, 2 squares by 4 squares.
The second, 5 squares by 15 squares.
Compare the two and you have you answer.
Now, I am sure man of you out there are wondering, what is the size on Thetral?
Well. I typically say she is 10ft tall (roughly) If we were to say her preparation are ‘Rough;y’ twice that of an average human, it would give her vaginal preparations of Aprox 4inches wide by 8inches tall. For two small for an Adult Human to pass into.
But, well, I guess one could always explain things with “Magic”
Musings on Draining vs Full Consumption.
General | Posted 8 years agoSomething I get asked from time to time Is simply “What is the difference between Draining Vore and Soul Vore?”
It struck me at first as in my own mind I had not thought that the “Vore” part of it would become so confusing… As many may know, My stories these days are rarely ‘fatal’ to those I feed upon. Of course the word “Vore” is typically associated with a more permanent act. So… What is the difference between “Draining” someone as it were and fully consuming them...
After a conversation some time ago with my dear friend “
TheFacelessOne” who tends to ask questions I don’t normally consider, I feel the time long since has come to put down such separate actions. To begin, one can imagine there are Three ‘food types’ Thetral can consume.
Living Flesh
Living Energy
and ‘Traditional’ food.
An explanation as to the differences… “Living Flesh” and “Traditional” food (bread, cheese, drink) feed Thetrals Physical form. Being a 10ft creature with four arms, tail and wings, and weighing several hundred pounds needless to say requires a massive daily caloric intake to physically sustain. Such a form, even at rest, would burn a large amount of calories, and consume these “physical” food stuffs maintains her form. This should answer one question that is often posed, which is, yes, Thetral can and does indeed eat “normal” food if she desires it.
“Life Energy” of course is used to sustain her magical side. As a creature of magic, it is just as important to feed this. Of course, unlike her physical needs, Her magical ‘Aura’ as it were, is only depleted when she directly uses magic for some purpose. As such, she does not need to take in others Life Force or Essence nearly as often to sustain her Magical powers.
In terms of just HOW she feeds…
For “Living Flesh” the feeding and draining upon a living sapient life form, typically is done by the method of forcibly converting their muscle mass into Semen and then milking it from their bodies. Once “Attached” to Thetral, the more someone orgasms, the more of their own muscle mass is converted and fed into Thetral for direct nutrition. In simple terms, she can “Drink” someone down to just skin and bones.
The second method “Life Energy” is done via a similar method, typically through sexual means, but can be down through pure physical contact such as kissing another and ‘breathing in” their energy. Or also just by contact against her CuntMaw, such as queening their face, or if they are positioned for her to sit upon on her Throne. Typically if Thetral has allowed someone the gift of “Fucking” her, they usually are being doubly fed upon, as the act of orgasm will physically drain them, and the contact with her CuntMaw will drain their life force as well.
A note. Both of the above descriptions would be “Non Fatal” they are simply “draining” another, but not “consuming” them, which is an important distinction. Again, most stories with Thetral in her more “Modern Times” revolves around cultivating pets and playthings, using them again and again, and not devouring them whole as she rather places much more value on life these days than in the past.
Typically, to fully “Consume” another physically, Thetral would either Unbirth them into her CuntMaw, or draw them in through her Tail cock. Once inside, their physical forms are fully converted and broken down into a soup of fluids. Most are absorbed into her body directly, while a portion are converted into Sexual fluids that are stored in her Breasts, scrotum, and a special “Sack” that stores her prodigious Vaginal secretions.
In terms of “Soul Vore” the full consuming of another life force. Obviously taking in the full body would ultimate result in this, as once the form is “Absorbed” the soul is released, and then take directly in Thetrals own Aura. However… In her past there are occasions in which she desired to feed purely upon someone Soul and leave the body alone. In these situations, her Succubus nature asserts itself, as the act is done though direct orgasm. Obviously, this can only be done with males as well. Typically ‘edging’ them for a long period of time, drawing the sum total of their energies down into their genitals, and them making them release it in one dramatic orgasm, leaving them utterly empty.
Again, such ‘Uncivilized’ methods are rather dis-used these days, as she prefers far more Refined methods of acquiring her sustenance.
So, Hopefully this may enlighten those out there with such questions, and, perhaps titulate a few who may desire to see these practices first hand ;)
Reflections on my time a Fur Affinity
General | Posted 8 years agoThe other day I found myself looking over my page here, and realized it has been about Seven years since I first joined FA.
Seven years since I, (largely at the behest of Ruco of course) Joined up and created a tentative profile for myself as "Thetral"
It is something to think of all that has happened over those past seven years. how much I have changed, and how much the world has changed.
I am not at all too shy to say that I came here largely to indulge my own deviant desires and fetishes of course. As I have sometimes said, I never really considered myself part of the "Furry Community" but was simply drawn here due to the prevalence of so many fetishes that are otherwise rather rare and hard to find as it were. Of course I have not been disappointed.. Within the first year or two I for the first time, branched out and began to have “Art” done.
A picture here, a story there…
And then, I met “Hungary Succubus”
And, as many of you know, she drew what is perhaps the single most popular collected work I have, “The Willing Sacrifice”
For those that follow me, again, let us not be coy, I know most of you come largely in the hopes of finding more ‘Smut’ based upon a certain Dragon/Succubus hybrid and the depraved acts she may commit upon others. Sadly,. As time has gone on, it has been harder and hard to commission such works. I am able to get images every now and then, but paying for even a single commission often has to be spread over weeks or so. For those that follow me, I wish I could offer more. I remember back when I could give “gifts” of Role play sessions to others, long, extended sexually naughty sessions with those I considered close to me, but as life goes on and changes, and evolves, such things become more and more a dream it would seem.
Of course from time to to time I offer my own works, my “world building” stories and bits of information. But as they say “Sex Sells” and I know such ‘Dry’ topics are not the most titulating. The two last stories I had were rather telling, both posted fairly close to each one. One, a naughty story of a Satyr and Human getting it on, got roughly 500 views in the first month. The other, a more cerebral story wrote by
ruco got just over 100 in the same time.
I wish I could give to those that watch me so much more, I am a vain woman, both her and real life. I won’t be shy, the pleasure I get from others following me is a massive thrill… And I wish I was able to give a bit more to entice, to arouse, and to, of course, pervert and corrupt those out there with depraved acts of pleasure ;)
Seven years since I, (largely at the behest of Ruco of course) Joined up and created a tentative profile for myself as "Thetral"
It is something to think of all that has happened over those past seven years. how much I have changed, and how much the world has changed.
I am not at all too shy to say that I came here largely to indulge my own deviant desires and fetishes of course. As I have sometimes said, I never really considered myself part of the "Furry Community" but was simply drawn here due to the prevalence of so many fetishes that are otherwise rather rare and hard to find as it were. Of course I have not been disappointed.. Within the first year or two I for the first time, branched out and began to have “Art” done.
A picture here, a story there…
And then, I met “Hungary Succubus”
And, as many of you know, she drew what is perhaps the single most popular collected work I have, “The Willing Sacrifice”
For those that follow me, again, let us not be coy, I know most of you come largely in the hopes of finding more ‘Smut’ based upon a certain Dragon/Succubus hybrid and the depraved acts she may commit upon others. Sadly,. As time has gone on, it has been harder and hard to commission such works. I am able to get images every now and then, but paying for even a single commission often has to be spread over weeks or so. For those that follow me, I wish I could offer more. I remember back when I could give “gifts” of Role play sessions to others, long, extended sexually naughty sessions with those I considered close to me, but as life goes on and changes, and evolves, such things become more and more a dream it would seem.
Of course from time to to time I offer my own works, my “world building” stories and bits of information. But as they say “Sex Sells” and I know such ‘Dry’ topics are not the most titulating. The two last stories I had were rather telling, both posted fairly close to each one. One, a naughty story of a Satyr and Human getting it on, got roughly 500 views in the first month. The other, a more cerebral story wrote by
ruco got just over 100 in the same time.I wish I could give to those that watch me so much more, I am a vain woman, both her and real life. I won’t be shy, the pleasure I get from others following me is a massive thrill… And I wish I was able to give a bit more to entice, to arouse, and to, of course, pervert and corrupt those out there with depraved acts of pleasure ;)
A small update.
General | Posted 8 years agoOnce again I fall behind on my promise of at least one Entry per month. As many of my followers can imagine, things as always, have been busy and more than a little stressed. I have been keeping busy here and providing new content to my admirers as opportunities present themselves. A note on that, many may of course notice that I tend to focus on Stories much more than art. I feel part of this is that I have always been very "bookish" and words and language tend to "stimulate" the mind in ways a picture cannot always do. That said, I know of course that the pictures DO tend to be more popular than the stories I put forth. I hope the there are those out there that appreciate the Literary works as much as I do.
To build on that...
Something a friend of mine asked me about recently in regards to "When" certain stories take place. I feel perhaps, at least for those that consider such things, I should work out a "time line" of sorts for my stories. After all, "I" as Thetral behave quite different and sometimes more harshly in some than in others. As such. I offer up a crude, but hopefully informative "Time line" for the full list of stories in my archives.
*A note, the "Sacrificed to the Succubus" while not a Thetral story directly, is listed since it does contain what is essentially Thetrals "Mother" in it.)
NOT A Tale of Thetral: Sacrificed to the Succubus (Story by Mahiri) __________ http://www.furaffinity.net/view/23073149/
A Tale of Thetral: Original (Bad Ending) (Story by Ruco)__________ http://www.furaffinity.net/view/3333136/
A Tale of Thetral: Original (Happy Ending) (Story by Ruco) __________ http://www.furaffinity.net/view/15117723/
A Willing Sacrifice: (Story by Hungry Succubus).__________ http://www.furaffinity.net/view/9234031/
Another Tasty Boy: (Story by Eva). __________ http://www.furaffinity.net/view/12725757/
A Reluctant New Servant: (Story by Eva). __________ http://www.furaffinity.net/view/14350650/
Thetrals Hunger: (Story by Eva). __________ http://www.furaffinity.net/view/18915007/
A Tale of Thetral: Predator and Prey (Story by Ruco). __________ http://www.furaffinity.net/view/11732178/
A Tale of Thetral: The Fear of Men (Story by Soildness).__________ http://www.furaffinity.net/view/23262236/
Dinner Time for Thetral: (Story by Ruco).__________ http://www.furaffinity.net/view/3799580/
A Tale of Ruco: A Runaway Mind (Story by Ruco). __________ http://www.furaffinity.net/view/23886370/
A Tale of Thetral: Midnight Snack (Story by Soildness) __________ http://www.furaffinity.net/view/17516471/
The Journey of Two Outcasts Part 1: (Story by The Faceless One).__________ http://www.furaffinity.net/view/20417702/
A Tale of Thetral: Duties of a Page (Story by Findlebob)__________ http://www.furaffinity.net/view/16610987/
A Tale of Thetral: The Seduction of a Human (Story by AbsorbantGene)__________ http://www.furaffinity.net/view/22058618/
A Newly Acquired Pet: (Story by Ruco). __________ http://www.furaffinity.net/view/20935735/
A Tale of Thetral: Worship in Winter (Story by Thetral)__________ http://www.furaffinity.net/view/23781566/
A Tale of Thetral: The Guardsman (Story by Mahiri) __________ http://www.furaffinity.net/view/23867621/
To build on that...
Something a friend of mine asked me about recently in regards to "When" certain stories take place. I feel perhaps, at least for those that consider such things, I should work out a "time line" of sorts for my stories. After all, "I" as Thetral behave quite different and sometimes more harshly in some than in others. As such. I offer up a crude, but hopefully informative "Time line" for the full list of stories in my archives.
*A note, the "Sacrificed to the Succubus" while not a Thetral story directly, is listed since it does contain what is essentially Thetrals "Mother" in it.)
NOT A Tale of Thetral: Sacrificed to the Succubus (Story by Mahiri) __________ http://www.furaffinity.net/view/23073149/
A Tale of Thetral: Original (Bad Ending) (Story by Ruco)__________ http://www.furaffinity.net/view/3333136/
A Tale of Thetral: Original (Happy Ending) (Story by Ruco) __________ http://www.furaffinity.net/view/15117723/
A Willing Sacrifice: (Story by Hungry Succubus).__________ http://www.furaffinity.net/view/9234031/
Another Tasty Boy: (Story by Eva). __________ http://www.furaffinity.net/view/12725757/
A Reluctant New Servant: (Story by Eva). __________ http://www.furaffinity.net/view/14350650/
Thetrals Hunger: (Story by Eva). __________ http://www.furaffinity.net/view/18915007/
A Tale of Thetral: Predator and Prey (Story by Ruco). __________ http://www.furaffinity.net/view/11732178/
A Tale of Thetral: The Fear of Men (Story by Soildness).__________ http://www.furaffinity.net/view/23262236/
Dinner Time for Thetral: (Story by Ruco).__________ http://www.furaffinity.net/view/3799580/
A Tale of Ruco: A Runaway Mind (Story by Ruco). __________ http://www.furaffinity.net/view/23886370/
A Tale of Thetral: Midnight Snack (Story by Soildness) __________ http://www.furaffinity.net/view/17516471/
The Journey of Two Outcasts Part 1: (Story by The Faceless One).__________ http://www.furaffinity.net/view/20417702/
A Tale of Thetral: Duties of a Page (Story by Findlebob)__________ http://www.furaffinity.net/view/16610987/
A Tale of Thetral: The Seduction of a Human (Story by AbsorbantGene)__________ http://www.furaffinity.net/view/22058618/
A Newly Acquired Pet: (Story by Ruco). __________ http://www.furaffinity.net/view/20935735/
A Tale of Thetral: Worship in Winter (Story by Thetral)__________ http://www.furaffinity.net/view/23781566/
A Tale of Thetral: The Guardsman (Story by Mahiri) __________ http://www.furaffinity.net/view/23867621/
The Fragility of Life
General | Posted 8 years agoLet me begin by saying, Life comes upon us when we least suspect it.
We prepare for certain things, know certain things may happen some day, but we are often ill-prepared for when they finally come upon us.
For those that know me, I am sure many out there know I have a rather 'flighty' personal life. I will visit friends for a few days, and then often seem to vanish for days or weeks at a time. I try my best to make up such time and to properly attend to those I think of as close to me, or my "Pets" Often, I tend to blame such absences on my busy work schedule and the trials of life. And, while it is true that my career and chosen profession does take a rather stressful toll on my day to day activities, it is by no means the primary cause ofd my frequent absences,
Without going too deep into my own personal life, I will say I come from a rather 'conservative' family. And that due to my own choices in life as well as certain general disagreements on social viewpoints, my relationship with much of my family has been rather strained.
But family is family no matter what. And despite difference, you love them as they have loved you.
This past Wednesday, my Mother of 72 years went into the Hospital, and I feel that she more than likely will not be coming out.
She has been in and out of the hospital several times over the past Two Years, and typical, I have had to do the large share of care for her and covering expenses.
My family, are a simple group, I was not born with very much and to a certain degree, my family was always "proud" of getting by with very little. But such things only serve you for so long. And mounting medical bills and hospital stays take their toll. First on the meager resources of my family, and then upon my own personal resources.
We as Humans spend our existence in a moment to moment delusion of life. Of telling ourselves we are Living, when each moment we die bit by bit. The fear of Death, the relator and the terror of it, is something we have spent our whole existence trying to deny and forget. For many of us, it is the only way we get by each day with out curling into a ball and sobbing...
But Mortality is something we ignore for only so long. And it comes to all no matter what we may feel or believe.
I write this, not for sympathy or for attention, my own personal and emotional state is one of resignation and acceptance at what is currently happening...
but I write this in the hopes that others may better understand what is happening. Not just to me, but to so many others.
Family is family.
For anyone out there who tells themselves "I have time" time, is something you never have enough of. Cherish the time you have with your loved ones and with your family. They may frustrate you and at times even loath or hate you, but they are still Family and we never know when the great end is coming for each of.
I hope this entry is not too depressing for some out there.
but again, I write this in the hopes of offering to those that follow me a glimpse into the Life that I have been dealing with.
We prepare for certain things, know certain things may happen some day, but we are often ill-prepared for when they finally come upon us.
For those that know me, I am sure many out there know I have a rather 'flighty' personal life. I will visit friends for a few days, and then often seem to vanish for days or weeks at a time. I try my best to make up such time and to properly attend to those I think of as close to me, or my "Pets" Often, I tend to blame such absences on my busy work schedule and the trials of life. And, while it is true that my career and chosen profession does take a rather stressful toll on my day to day activities, it is by no means the primary cause ofd my frequent absences,
Without going too deep into my own personal life, I will say I come from a rather 'conservative' family. And that due to my own choices in life as well as certain general disagreements on social viewpoints, my relationship with much of my family has been rather strained.
But family is family no matter what. And despite difference, you love them as they have loved you.
This past Wednesday, my Mother of 72 years went into the Hospital, and I feel that she more than likely will not be coming out.
She has been in and out of the hospital several times over the past Two Years, and typical, I have had to do the large share of care for her and covering expenses.
My family, are a simple group, I was not born with very much and to a certain degree, my family was always "proud" of getting by with very little. But such things only serve you for so long. And mounting medical bills and hospital stays take their toll. First on the meager resources of my family, and then upon my own personal resources.
We as Humans spend our existence in a moment to moment delusion of life. Of telling ourselves we are Living, when each moment we die bit by bit. The fear of Death, the relator and the terror of it, is something we have spent our whole existence trying to deny and forget. For many of us, it is the only way we get by each day with out curling into a ball and sobbing...
But Mortality is something we ignore for only so long. And it comes to all no matter what we may feel or believe.
I write this, not for sympathy or for attention, my own personal and emotional state is one of resignation and acceptance at what is currently happening...
but I write this in the hopes that others may better understand what is happening. Not just to me, but to so many others.
Family is family.
For anyone out there who tells themselves "I have time" time, is something you never have enough of. Cherish the time you have with your loved ones and with your family. They may frustrate you and at times even loath or hate you, but they are still Family and we never know when the great end is coming for each of.
I hope this entry is not too depressing for some out there.
but again, I write this in the hopes of offering to those that follow me a glimpse into the Life that I have been dealing with.
Musings on Sexuality and Gender Identity...
General | Posted 9 years agoGreetings to my followers out there,
just getting under the wire of my "once a month" commitment it seems.
SO, over the last week or two, I have been having some absolutely wonderful conversations with some new friends and followers that have been quite engaging in expanding my views of sexual identity and gender identity. For privacy, I will of course not name names. But one is a Transmale whom I have met and come to regard quite fondly, and the other is a self identified "Gay" male, who seems to strongly find himself attracted to large, masculine women.
I wanted this Journal to be a summary of some of our conversations, condensed and presented in a way I hope others may find enlightening.
"On the fluidity of Sexuality."
Humans like to have things organized, it is one of our primary coping skills in a highly chaotic world. As such we tend to like putting things in nice, neat categories. One of the biggest of these is the simple "Gay-Lesbian-Stright-Bi". Four rather simplistic categories that people use. But, such categories breed their own problems.
Many people are born "Knowing" certain things that they feel in their very soul. More and more these days, thanks in part to certain societal progressiveness, more and more kids have the ability to "Know" if they are not a standard heterosexual. They may identify as "Gay" from a very early age. But what exactly does it mean to be "Gay" or "Straight"? The most simplistic answer is who we pick to have sex with. But as many out there may know, this is a poor measurement.
"Sex" is a very primal and basic human urge. We all develop cravings for Sex in a variety of forms. And, for some they may desire sex in ways that may not fit with how they identify.
For my "Gay" friend, he has identified a number of sexual cravings that center around Females. Specifically large powerful females with, not to point to fine a point on it... Very "Large musky vaginal openings" and, to his credit, a fixation on orally worshiping such womanly parts. (good boy)
Of course, such 'urges' causes one to doubt their sexuality. Does this mean they are not gay? Are they Bi? The answer to that I feel is one that many should take to heart...
For me, sexuality is not about sex, it is about Love.
Who do you feel you can truly Love?
For my new friend, after several conversations, I came to the conclusion that, for the most part, the type of "Females" he yearns for are basically "men" in female form. Strong, Aggressive, Masculine, Musky, Muscled, and Dominant.
Now, let me be the first to say these traits are by NO means restricted purely to men. Indeed they are qualities that I hope may be found more and more in new generations of women. (If only we could be that strong)
But, they are traits typically associated with males and masculinity. To desire such traits in a woman, and to feel you could "Love" a woman of such traits, I feel reaffirms ones inert feeling that they are still "Gay" at their core. I should like to say, I feel this also because of one other similar friend, one who I know does not mind me using his name. ruco first met me to me almost 14 years ago and found me out asking about almost the identical urges. Someone who identified as "Gay" but came to chat with a woman because of growing sexual urges with large powerful woman.
And these are traits I have seen in many others in my time.
"Straight" men who play with other men, often seek out very Efem, submissive, 'girly' men to play wih. IE Men with "Female" qualities.
"Straight" females I have known, have sought out other females with very 'male' qualities.
And so it is that certain "Gay" men, also seek out very "manly" females to engage in new sexual pleasures.
*Musings of Gender Identity and Transgenders*
This brings me to my second half of these musings. That of Transgenders.
Despite however 'Progressive' some may feel they are. Transgender people are still a highly maligned and often ostracized subset of the "Gay" community.
As a species that likes to categories everything around it, Transgender people often defy any standard category we may wish to assign.
Part of this is unfortunately the "Fetishization" of Transgender people in general.
Thanks to the proliferation of "Futa" or "DickGirl" porn, the original idea of a Transgender woman, became something seen almost exclusively in Pornos. A person who was born "Physically" male, but with the mind and soul of a Woman, and went through an intense and painful process to transform themselves into the woman they know they are... At the end of this process, they are often seen as just a sexual fantasy. Their identify reduced to the single word "DickGirl"
Transmen face the same problems. The spread of the word "CuntBoy" is both demeaning and belittling to almost any true transgender male. Again a person born physically as a woman, but with the mind of a Man.
I have been fortunate in my life to have a number of transgender friends. And glad to have recently made yet another online. It is very refreshing to speak to a man, who I can relate to about certain things, that no other man could possibly understand. And that perhaps touches on the final aspect these ramblings. To those out there curious, or perhaps shy on how to interact around these individuals... Please remember.
They are not "Dickgirls" or "Cuntboys" they are often not even "Transmale" or "transfemale"
They are "Men and woman"
And just because their "Hardware" is not quite what one would expect, in no way diminishes who they truly are inside.
just getting under the wire of my "once a month" commitment it seems.
SO, over the last week or two, I have been having some absolutely wonderful conversations with some new friends and followers that have been quite engaging in expanding my views of sexual identity and gender identity. For privacy, I will of course not name names. But one is a Transmale whom I have met and come to regard quite fondly, and the other is a self identified "Gay" male, who seems to strongly find himself attracted to large, masculine women.
I wanted this Journal to be a summary of some of our conversations, condensed and presented in a way I hope others may find enlightening.
"On the fluidity of Sexuality."
Humans like to have things organized, it is one of our primary coping skills in a highly chaotic world. As such we tend to like putting things in nice, neat categories. One of the biggest of these is the simple "Gay-Lesbian-Stright-Bi". Four rather simplistic categories that people use. But, such categories breed their own problems.
Many people are born "Knowing" certain things that they feel in their very soul. More and more these days, thanks in part to certain societal progressiveness, more and more kids have the ability to "Know" if they are not a standard heterosexual. They may identify as "Gay" from a very early age. But what exactly does it mean to be "Gay" or "Straight"? The most simplistic answer is who we pick to have sex with. But as many out there may know, this is a poor measurement.
"Sex" is a very primal and basic human urge. We all develop cravings for Sex in a variety of forms. And, for some they may desire sex in ways that may not fit with how they identify.
For my "Gay" friend, he has identified a number of sexual cravings that center around Females. Specifically large powerful females with, not to point to fine a point on it... Very "Large musky vaginal openings" and, to his credit, a fixation on orally worshiping such womanly parts. (good boy)
Of course, such 'urges' causes one to doubt their sexuality. Does this mean they are not gay? Are they Bi? The answer to that I feel is one that many should take to heart...
For me, sexuality is not about sex, it is about Love.
Who do you feel you can truly Love?
For my new friend, after several conversations, I came to the conclusion that, for the most part, the type of "Females" he yearns for are basically "men" in female form. Strong, Aggressive, Masculine, Musky, Muscled, and Dominant.
Now, let me be the first to say these traits are by NO means restricted purely to men. Indeed they are qualities that I hope may be found more and more in new generations of women. (If only we could be that strong)
But, they are traits typically associated with males and masculinity. To desire such traits in a woman, and to feel you could "Love" a woman of such traits, I feel reaffirms ones inert feeling that they are still "Gay" at their core. I should like to say, I feel this also because of one other similar friend, one who I know does not mind me using his name.
ruco first met me to me almost 14 years ago and found me out asking about almost the identical urges. Someone who identified as "Gay" but came to chat with a woman because of growing sexual urges with large powerful woman. And these are traits I have seen in many others in my time.
"Straight" men who play with other men, often seek out very Efem, submissive, 'girly' men to play wih. IE Men with "Female" qualities.
"Straight" females I have known, have sought out other females with very 'male' qualities.
And so it is that certain "Gay" men, also seek out very "manly" females to engage in new sexual pleasures.
*Musings of Gender Identity and Transgenders*
This brings me to my second half of these musings. That of Transgenders.
Despite however 'Progressive' some may feel they are. Transgender people are still a highly maligned and often ostracized subset of the "Gay" community.
As a species that likes to categories everything around it, Transgender people often defy any standard category we may wish to assign.
Part of this is unfortunately the "Fetishization" of Transgender people in general.
Thanks to the proliferation of "Futa" or "DickGirl" porn, the original idea of a Transgender woman, became something seen almost exclusively in Pornos. A person who was born "Physically" male, but with the mind and soul of a Woman, and went through an intense and painful process to transform themselves into the woman they know they are... At the end of this process, they are often seen as just a sexual fantasy. Their identify reduced to the single word "DickGirl"
Transmen face the same problems. The spread of the word "CuntBoy" is both demeaning and belittling to almost any true transgender male. Again a person born physically as a woman, but with the mind of a Man.
I have been fortunate in my life to have a number of transgender friends. And glad to have recently made yet another online. It is very refreshing to speak to a man, who I can relate to about certain things, that no other man could possibly understand. And that perhaps touches on the final aspect these ramblings. To those out there curious, or perhaps shy on how to interact around these individuals... Please remember.
They are not "Dickgirls" or "Cuntboys" they are often not even "Transmale" or "transfemale"
They are "Men and woman"
And just because their "Hardware" is not quite what one would expect, in no way diminishes who they truly are inside.
How would YOU take to Thetrals Challenge? (new story)
General | Posted 9 years agoGreetings to all.
Well, I almost 'didn't miss my goal of one Journal entry per month.
Of course between the holidays and certain other functions, it is rather hard to find time for these.
That said...
The posting of a new story yesterday by the adorable absorbentgene has given me an interesting new conversation topic. For those who have NOT read the story, I invite you to enjoy it.
For those that have read it...
The titular 'challenge' in it, is of course the offer of a human to travel from his Earth, to live with Thetral. Leaving behind his home, forever...
Now in a fantasy and of course fictional setting, such a choice is easy. But.. trying to consider it in "real life" becomes more problematic.
If "You" were given such a choice, would you, or could you accept it? Between modern medicine, and other conveniences, music, tv, internet, and of course Family, friends and loved ones... Do you think you could leave it behind?
And, if you DID go forward with it...
What items would you take with you, knowing you would never return to your home? ,
Well, I almost 'didn't miss my goal of one Journal entry per month.
Of course between the holidays and certain other functions, it is rather hard to find time for these.
That said...
The posting of a new story yesterday by the adorable
absorbentgene has given me an interesting new conversation topic. For those who have NOT read the story, I invite you to enjoy it.For those that have read it...
The titular 'challenge' in it, is of course the offer of a human to travel from his Earth, to live with Thetral. Leaving behind his home, forever...
Now in a fantasy and of course fictional setting, such a choice is easy. But.. trying to consider it in "real life" becomes more problematic.
If "You" were given such a choice, would you, or could you accept it? Between modern medicine, and other conveniences, music, tv, internet, and of course Family, friends and loved ones... Do you think you could leave it behind?
And, if you DID go forward with it...
What items would you take with you, knowing you would never return to your home? ,
This is not the update I'd hope to write (or) Why Banks Suck
General | Posted 9 years agoSo...
Yes I did finish Undertale. And yes, it was amazing.
And, someday I might write up my final review of it.
But, that will need to wait, for now.
This update was one I had struggled with and went back and forth on weather to even bring it up. But after much self consideration, I reason it best to relate certain experiences from the last two weeks.
A little over ten days ago, my checking account, that I have had since I was young, was hacked and plundered of a considerable amount of personal funds.
For those that do not know, I work in the banking industry, and for years considered myself to be as careful as one can be in terms of her dealings with funds. I routinely work with individuals whom have had their accounts violated, and in the back of your mind you always feel:
"Well, that can never happen to ME"
But we find in life, sometimes you can do everything correct, and yet still be screwed over without your knowledge.
I won't go into too many details about what happened, or the aftermath. But needless to say, it has been an extremely frustrating last two weeks.
You don't realize how much you take something for granted, until it is no longer there. Bills have to be re-linked, automated payments, money transfers, account numbers updated, debit card sent outs, Checks re done (yes, because some of us old girls do still use checks)
To those I consider my close friends, I know I have been somewhat distant recently, and have not said anything. And, after a bit of soul searching feel those out there deserve a better answer then just "I've been busy"
That said. to anyone else out there with your own banking stories, please feel free to share.
the best way to get rid of pain after all is to spread it around!
Yes I did finish Undertale. And yes, it was amazing.
And, someday I might write up my final review of it.
But, that will need to wait, for now.
This update was one I had struggled with and went back and forth on weather to even bring it up. But after much self consideration, I reason it best to relate certain experiences from the last two weeks.
A little over ten days ago, my checking account, that I have had since I was young, was hacked and plundered of a considerable amount of personal funds.
For those that do not know, I work in the banking industry, and for years considered myself to be as careful as one can be in terms of her dealings with funds. I routinely work with individuals whom have had their accounts violated, and in the back of your mind you always feel:
"Well, that can never happen to ME"
But we find in life, sometimes you can do everything correct, and yet still be screwed over without your knowledge.
I won't go into too many details about what happened, or the aftermath. But needless to say, it has been an extremely frustrating last two weeks.
You don't realize how much you take something for granted, until it is no longer there. Bills have to be re-linked, automated payments, money transfers, account numbers updated, debit card sent outs, Checks re done (yes, because some of us old girls do still use checks)
To those I consider my close friends, I know I have been somewhat distant recently, and have not said anything. And, after a bit of soul searching feel those out there deserve a better answer then just "I've been busy"
That said. to anyone else out there with your own banking stories, please feel free to share.
the best way to get rid of pain after all is to spread it around!
Understanding UNDERTALE. 2
General | Posted 9 years agoSo. there is quite a bit more to this game then meets the eye...
I think I have "almost" finished the game.
I have come before Asgore, or "ASGORE" as the game seems to call him, and so far it is without a doubt the hardest to play while dodging attacks.
To catch up from my last review.
The battle with Undyn did take me some time, and I am not too proud to admit I eventually looked up how you "beat" her in the end. Knowing what I know now, I am surprised I lasted as long as I did.
The waterfall area itself gave a lot of much needed backstory I think to the world of Undertale, in terms of the history as well as glimpses of how the Human world 'pollutes" this Monsterworld. Literally in terms of the garbage dump. But it is clear the most monster culture and behaviors seem based off of items that come from the Human world.
My encounter with Alphas has been, mixed.
before playing the game, all I knew was that she was the "head scientist" of the King, which, for a female, was something I thought rather forward for a video game. Then...I discovery that she is portrayed as a rather flat, 2-dimensional "Nerd" with all the social anxiety one stereotypically address to 'smart people"
This...annoyed me to say the least. But I will admit something. Much of my misgivings stem from seeing such attributes applied to a female lead. I realize that if it had been a male, and been equally "nerdy" and anxious about meeting people and all the rest... I might not have given such a character a second thought.. Which I know realize shows my own unconscious predjuices when it comes to gender roles.
Amusing how a simple "game" can sometimes reveal things about ourselves.
Another note I wanted to make is the music.
I will admit for certain things, I tend to be an emotional old girl, and music is one of those things.
I find the "Music Box" theme to have appeared several times in the story, and it's use in the 'Monster City' as the monsters are telling me the story of the First Human, and what seems to be the son of Asriel and Toriel. The song the played during that was deeply emotional.
The story itself seems quite a sad one so far.
Monster kind seems trapped in a world that, I imagine, being bound by this "Barrier" is hard to expanded grow. ( I want to comment more on this later)
Into this depressed world, a human child comes, and is adopted by the royal family.
The child seems to be raised with the hopes as serving as abridge between Monsters and Humans.
Then the Humans gets sick, and dies. And then the Monster's son takes his body to the human world, where he too is attacked, and dies of his wounds.
I can't help but feel that there is much more to it then that. And certain things I have seen online, that have not yet happened, make me feel there is. Though I do not know if these are things that happen only in the "genocide" game, which I have no intention of doing.
All in all, this game has been most surprising, as well as emotional. and I look forward to finishing it.
I think I have "almost" finished the game.
I have come before Asgore, or "ASGORE" as the game seems to call him, and so far it is without a doubt the hardest to play while dodging attacks.
To catch up from my last review.
The battle with Undyn did take me some time, and I am not too proud to admit I eventually looked up how you "beat" her in the end. Knowing what I know now, I am surprised I lasted as long as I did.
The waterfall area itself gave a lot of much needed backstory I think to the world of Undertale, in terms of the history as well as glimpses of how the Human world 'pollutes" this Monsterworld. Literally in terms of the garbage dump. But it is clear the most monster culture and behaviors seem based off of items that come from the Human world.
My encounter with Alphas has been, mixed.
before playing the game, all I knew was that she was the "head scientist" of the King, which, for a female, was something I thought rather forward for a video game. Then...I discovery that she is portrayed as a rather flat, 2-dimensional "Nerd" with all the social anxiety one stereotypically address to 'smart people"
This...annoyed me to say the least. But I will admit something. Much of my misgivings stem from seeing such attributes applied to a female lead. I realize that if it had been a male, and been equally "nerdy" and anxious about meeting people and all the rest... I might not have given such a character a second thought.. Which I know realize shows my own unconscious predjuices when it comes to gender roles.
Amusing how a simple "game" can sometimes reveal things about ourselves.
Another note I wanted to make is the music.
I will admit for certain things, I tend to be an emotional old girl, and music is one of those things.
I find the "Music Box" theme to have appeared several times in the story, and it's use in the 'Monster City' as the monsters are telling me the story of the First Human, and what seems to be the son of Asriel and Toriel. The song the played during that was deeply emotional.
The story itself seems quite a sad one so far.
Monster kind seems trapped in a world that, I imagine, being bound by this "Barrier" is hard to expanded grow. ( I want to comment more on this later)
Into this depressed world, a human child comes, and is adopted by the royal family.
The child seems to be raised with the hopes as serving as abridge between Monsters and Humans.
Then the Humans gets sick, and dies. And then the Monster's son takes his body to the human world, where he too is attacked, and dies of his wounds.
I can't help but feel that there is much more to it then that. And certain things I have seen online, that have not yet happened, make me feel there is. Though I do not know if these are things that happen only in the "genocide" game, which I have no intention of doing.
All in all, this game has been most surprising, as well as emotional. and I look forward to finishing it.
Understanding UNDERTALE.
General | Posted 9 years agoSo, this is a commentary that, up until recently, i certainly never thought I would be making.
To begin, I have never been much of a "Gamer". I was already in High School when the first Nintendo came out and much of that largely passed me by as I went on. These days I tend to usually find myself too busy between work and family obligations to enjoy such things.
however, I have made a few alliances recently. And one that I have been rather pressed into by a few of my friends, has been UNDERTALE.
I will start by saying that, for a game that is evidently just barely a year old, it has certainly made a tremendous impression upon many and seems to have quite a devoted following.
I have see many things here and there without really understanding what I was looking at.
So, this Monday I made a promise to spend at least 30min to one hour each day playing the game at the behest of friends. So far I have not been disappointed in what I have experienced. I was first interested in the concept of a game where you go against the norm and do NOT kill everything you come across. But quite the opposite.
Currently I am in the waterfall area, and feel that I will soon have to face the character "Undyn" in battle as she has already come up several times to menace the protagonist.
I will mention several themes that I so far like... Many of the stronger characters in the game appear to be women. The encounter with "Toriel" was rather pleasant, and truth be told, rather reminded me of my own persona in certain regards...
The characters of Sans and Papyrus were both most comical. And yes I am fully aware both are named after the font they speak in.
Sans for whatever reason I imagine speaking in a thick New York or Bostonian accent, while Papyrus I imagine speaking quite simply as Skeletor (which seems to be the consensus of many online)
I ask for those out there to please PLEASE do NOT spoil anything for me. Certain things have already been spoiled to certain extents, and I wish the remainder of the game to be a surprise as much as possible.
If nothing else I can say that, perhaps at last I have participated in an ongoing Popular Cultural happenstance, to appreciate what all the fuss is about.
Lastly...
and just because it was the joke that started all this..
To Ruco. Yes yes yes, I will agree "Goat Mom is Best Mom"
there, I said it.
To begin, I have never been much of a "Gamer". I was already in High School when the first Nintendo came out and much of that largely passed me by as I went on. These days I tend to usually find myself too busy between work and family obligations to enjoy such things.
however, I have made a few alliances recently. And one that I have been rather pressed into by a few of my friends, has been UNDERTALE.
I will start by saying that, for a game that is evidently just barely a year old, it has certainly made a tremendous impression upon many and seems to have quite a devoted following.
I have see many things here and there without really understanding what I was looking at.
So, this Monday I made a promise to spend at least 30min to one hour each day playing the game at the behest of friends. So far I have not been disappointed in what I have experienced. I was first interested in the concept of a game where you go against the norm and do NOT kill everything you come across. But quite the opposite.
Currently I am in the waterfall area, and feel that I will soon have to face the character "Undyn" in battle as she has already come up several times to menace the protagonist.
I will mention several themes that I so far like... Many of the stronger characters in the game appear to be women. The encounter with "Toriel" was rather pleasant, and truth be told, rather reminded me of my own persona in certain regards...
The characters of Sans and Papyrus were both most comical. And yes I am fully aware both are named after the font they speak in.
Sans for whatever reason I imagine speaking in a thick New York or Bostonian accent, while Papyrus I imagine speaking quite simply as Skeletor (which seems to be the consensus of many online)
I ask for those out there to please PLEASE do NOT spoil anything for me. Certain things have already been spoiled to certain extents, and I wish the remainder of the game to be a surprise as much as possible.
If nothing else I can say that, perhaps at last I have participated in an ongoing Popular Cultural happenstance, to appreciate what all the fuss is about.
Lastly...
and just because it was the joke that started all this..
To Ruco. Yes yes yes, I will agree "Goat Mom is Best Mom"
there, I said it.
Share your fantasies...
General | Posted 9 years agoIn my continuing effort to stay more engaged and communicate more with you... I have been thinking about the nature of fantasies and sexual desires...
For those out there that watch me, read my stories and look for my commissions, I would like to know more about you. Mostly your desires and kinks, those things you must wish to experience. Specifically what I call "Fantastic"fantasies...
those sexual practices that arkebasically impossible to enjoy in Real Life... Vore, absorption, essence draining, anything along those lines.
Share your pleasures with me, and I'll do the same.
For those out there that watch me, read my stories and look for my commissions, I would like to know more about you. Mostly your desires and kinks, those things you must wish to experience. Specifically what I call "Fantastic"fantasies...
those sexual practices that arkebasically impossible to enjoy in Real Life... Vore, absorption, essence draining, anything along those lines.
Share your pleasures with me, and I'll do the same.
A Fresh Start
General | Posted 9 years agoThe following is an attempt to try and restart my activity here and to finally be a bit more Pro-Active in terms of certain individuals.
For those that watch me, I know I will post new pictures from time to time, and of course always try and respond to every comment... But I know it is rare that I ever get to "Talk" to anyone. As such I am hoping to start regular journal entries with the intent of reaching out to friends, and to perhaps make new ones.
Part of this was started recently when I reached out to several of my friends with the intent of making a series of new Commissions.
As many may note, typically my images are mostly just with me, and some nameless pet or plaything. I am hoping to change that so, going forward, future such images will include friends, Watchers, or perhaps even "YCH" images, which seem so deeply popular these days.
Most of these images will be produced by
spazman who seems quite ok with the flood of requests I have Qued up with him, for which I am quite thankful for.
Another note I wished to address is my dear friend
the_faceless_one
Aside from my Pet Ruco. "The Faceless One" has been one of my longest followers, and I have watched him grow and mature over the years. Some may know him as the author to the newest story that I have posted. For those not familiar, I invite you to read it, as it is quite charming, and part one of what promises to be a larger series.
For those that have read it, and enjoyed it, please look up the_faceless_one if you have a chance. He is quite an eager and energetic individual, and has been hoping to receive commissions of his own for Writing, both normal and naughty.
So, to those that wish, please feel free to respond, ask questions and talk to me. Mostly, not to put too fine a point on it, I certainly need to be better at talking back to all of you.
For those that watch me, I know I will post new pictures from time to time, and of course always try and respond to every comment... But I know it is rare that I ever get to "Talk" to anyone. As such I am hoping to start regular journal entries with the intent of reaching out to friends, and to perhaps make new ones.
Part of this was started recently when I reached out to several of my friends with the intent of making a series of new Commissions.
As many may note, typically my images are mostly just with me, and some nameless pet or plaything. I am hoping to change that so, going forward, future such images will include friends, Watchers, or perhaps even "YCH" images, which seem so deeply popular these days.
Most of these images will be produced by
spazman who seems quite ok with the flood of requests I have Qued up with him, for which I am quite thankful for.Another note I wished to address is my dear friend
the_faceless_oneAside from my Pet Ruco. "The Faceless One" has been one of my longest followers, and I have watched him grow and mature over the years. Some may know him as the author to the newest story that I have posted. For those not familiar, I invite you to read it, as it is quite charming, and part one of what promises to be a larger series.
For those that have read it, and enjoyed it, please look up the_faceless_one if you have a chance. He is quite an eager and energetic individual, and has been hoping to receive commissions of his own for Writing, both normal and naughty.
So, to those that wish, please feel free to respond, ask questions and talk to me. Mostly, not to put too fine a point on it, I certainly need to be better at talking back to all of you.
Who wants to Star in an Upcoming Vore Story? (YCH)
General | Posted 11 years agoGreetings to everyone!
Dusting off the seldom used function of my journal to reach out to my followers for an upcoming project… I had hinted at something related to this a while back regarding an upcoming commission.
Well, for those familiar with “ ruco he has done stories for me in the past, and I have recently been in talks with him for doing a very large, perhaps multi chapter story with the simple working title “The Feast”
Basically I was wanting a story with me consuming as many meals as possible, in as many ways as possible, and I thought perhaps on cashing in on this whole “YCH” craze going on right now and offering various watchers and followers a place in the story. With the way I have been thinking about it, I am even offering a sort of “make your own sex vore” session with me to have wrote up by Ruco in the final story…
For the slots opened, well Here are the “Cameo’s” I’d been thinking of.
PETS: 3 slots
Basically you can be written into the story as an “attendant” a pet who helps in serving and feeding me.
MEALS: 4 slots
For those that wish to be fully consumes, yes FULLY consumed, no coming back (at least as far as the story is concerned)
NEW PET: 1 slot.
One lucky ‘would be’ meal will earn my favor and be enslaved into a future Pet of mine. This was really the original plot point of the story…
IMPORTANT FOR WOULD BE MEALS:
For those interested in being consumed… Please remember that whine comes to Prey.. I prefer MALES as prey first.. Then Humans over Females… And then lastly, I have a very strict policy regarding “Real” chatters… IE People from anime or tv or Manga (so NO Digimon or Pokemon please!)
In terms of the TYPE of vore being offered.. You may pic from the following…
VORE TYPES
Unbirthing = Straight forward, shoved into cunt mouth and digested in vaginal juices.
Tail/Cock vore = Shoved into my tail cock, pulled into balls and churned up.
Essence Draining = Having your body drained through sexual methods till the prey is Skin and Bones.
Soul Vore = Similar to the above, but pulling the whole soul out and investing.
Breast Vore = Slowly being shoved into my Cleavage and absorbed into breasts and muscles.
Also, you can ‘modify’ your vore session with various sex acts of my own enjoyment. Basically ways I would have my meals sexually pleasure me before being consumed…
SEX ACTS
Clit Fucking = Bent over and impaled on my clit.
Facesitting/cunt smothering = Nothing is as enjoyable as mashing a face under my Cunt maw till I spew a good pint of Vaginal Cum down their throats.
Tail Fucking = For someone wanting to be fucked.
Armpit Licking = I do get sweaty during such play and feasting.. SO it is nice having someone licking me..
Foot Licking = Because These too need cleaning.
For anyone with other questions.. Please ask me. Currently Ruco quoted me a price of about 70$ for the story (With more chapters possible) And the price split up among however many people decide to participate.
Dusting off the seldom used function of my journal to reach out to my followers for an upcoming project… I had hinted at something related to this a while back regarding an upcoming commission.
Well, for those familiar with “
ruco he has done stories for me in the past, and I have recently been in talks with him for doing a very large, perhaps multi chapter story with the simple working title “The Feast”Basically I was wanting a story with me consuming as many meals as possible, in as many ways as possible, and I thought perhaps on cashing in on this whole “YCH” craze going on right now and offering various watchers and followers a place in the story. With the way I have been thinking about it, I am even offering a sort of “make your own sex vore” session with me to have wrote up by Ruco in the final story…
For the slots opened, well Here are the “Cameo’s” I’d been thinking of.
PETS: 3 slots
Basically you can be written into the story as an “attendant” a pet who helps in serving and feeding me.
MEALS: 4 slots
For those that wish to be fully consumes, yes FULLY consumed, no coming back (at least as far as the story is concerned)
NEW PET: 1 slot.
One lucky ‘would be’ meal will earn my favor and be enslaved into a future Pet of mine. This was really the original plot point of the story…
IMPORTANT FOR WOULD BE MEALS:
For those interested in being consumed… Please remember that whine comes to Prey.. I prefer MALES as prey first.. Then Humans over Females… And then lastly, I have a very strict policy regarding “Real” chatters… IE People from anime or tv or Manga (so NO Digimon or Pokemon please!)
In terms of the TYPE of vore being offered.. You may pic from the following…
VORE TYPES
Unbirthing = Straight forward, shoved into cunt mouth and digested in vaginal juices.
Tail/Cock vore = Shoved into my tail cock, pulled into balls and churned up.
Essence Draining = Having your body drained through sexual methods till the prey is Skin and Bones.
Soul Vore = Similar to the above, but pulling the whole soul out and investing.
Breast Vore = Slowly being shoved into my Cleavage and absorbed into breasts and muscles.
Also, you can ‘modify’ your vore session with various sex acts of my own enjoyment. Basically ways I would have my meals sexually pleasure me before being consumed…
SEX ACTS
Clit Fucking = Bent over and impaled on my clit.
Facesitting/cunt smothering = Nothing is as enjoyable as mashing a face under my Cunt maw till I spew a good pint of Vaginal Cum down their throats.
Tail Fucking = For someone wanting to be fucked.
Armpit Licking = I do get sweaty during such play and feasting.. SO it is nice having someone licking me..
Foot Licking = Because These too need cleaning.
For anyone with other questions.. Please ask me. Currently Ruco quoted me a price of about 70$ for the story (With more chapters possible) And the price split up among however many people decide to participate.
upcoming Commission
General | Posted 11 years agoSo. To those that watch me, It seems I have an actual reason to write for you an update...
I shall shortly be having a new commission of my wonderful self, and am offering you all a chance to be in it. The pic shall be of me unbirthing and absorbing a lucky meal. And for those interested, I offer anyone willing to help with the cost, a chance to be put into the role of the 'meal'
Do let me know if anyone is interested in this little "Experiment'" as it may lead to more such offers.
I shall shortly be having a new commission of my wonderful self, and am offering you all a chance to be in it. The pic shall be of me unbirthing and absorbing a lucky meal. And for those interested, I offer anyone willing to help with the cost, a chance to be put into the role of the 'meal'
Do let me know if anyone is interested in this little "Experiment'" as it may lead to more such offers.
