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General | Posted 7 years agoI figure I have stayed away from art for so long now that if I started uploading my new stuff here it would be... odd. Besides, this was always meant to turn into a business account someday when I still had ambitions for art to be my career. While I'll keep this account around for possible future endeavors, I'll be moving myself over to a new primary account. Please send a watch that way!
New Primary Account:
FaverJo
New Primary Account:
FaverJoToday is my half-birthday...
General | Posted 7 years agoIt seems oddly significant. On October 5th, I turned 30 and I just... broke down. I felt like my life really wasn't amounting to anything, and as much as I try to lead a hedonistic lifestyle it is still really hard to escape the pressures of society and what is deemed a "successful" existence. I feel into a pretty deep valley of depression, and I withdrew from the world. Losing some very important family members in the last year or so hasn't helped, and I'm just reminded that as I get older this will keep happening. I stopped seeing people or bothering with social events, and my online presence nearly evaporated completely; I think I weakened a lot of relationships, even when they "understood". I did things to myself that I'm not proud of, and while not a new thing in my life it still scares me that I know full well what's going on and I just... don't care sometimes.
The whole situation was a symptom really, not a cause, exacerbating things I feel on a daily basis. I believe I am on an upswing of sorts however, as far as this is concerned anyway. Time stops for no one, and I have internalized that in its own cruel way. I've been working on forcing myself back out there, and rebuilding some of what I neglected to nurture.
I figure I would take this day to finally, actually accept that this particular milestone has passed and perhaps even celebrate that I've left my twenties behind me. Its a small thing, in the grand scheme of it all, but I should take my victories where I can. Chronic depression is a struggle enough as it is, time to let this go.
So,
happy birthday to me.
The whole situation was a symptom really, not a cause, exacerbating things I feel on a daily basis. I believe I am on an upswing of sorts however, as far as this is concerned anyway. Time stops for no one, and I have internalized that in its own cruel way. I've been working on forcing myself back out there, and rebuilding some of what I neglected to nurture.
I figure I would take this day to finally, actually accept that this particular milestone has passed and perhaps even celebrate that I've left my twenties behind me. Its a small thing, in the grand scheme of it all, but I should take my victories where I can. Chronic depression is a struggle enough as it is, time to let this go.
So,
happy birthday to me.
ArtFight 2017
General | Posted 8 years agoDrawing lost it's luster for me years ago, and I know a lot of it has to do with depression taking away something I use to enjoy so much. However I just discovered, or was rather told about #ArtFight2017 by 
Jenxacoon and I may use it as a chance to get over this artistic limbo of mine... 🤔
We'll see though, that means making a ref sheet and getting my scanner up and running since I'm terrible with a computer tablet. I'd like to hope history doesn't repeat itself here, but my track record for getting back on this horse isn't exactly what I would call stellar. 😅
Jenxacoon and I may use it as a chance to get over this artistic limbo of mine... 🤔We'll see though, that means making a ref sheet and getting my scanner up and running since I'm terrible with a computer tablet. I'd like to hope history doesn't repeat itself here, but my track record for getting back on this horse isn't exactly what I would call stellar. 😅
Just another artsy social site to take care of...
General | Posted 13 years agohttps://www.weasyl.com/profile/faver
Joined Weasyl, just in case it even stands the chance to replace FA. If nothing else at least this time I got in to snag all the names I may potentially need hahaha.
Still, unlike most of the contenders to the furry art site crown, the user interface at this one seems good enough that it might actually stand a chance against FA. We'll see how that goes... >.>
Joined Weasyl, just in case it even stands the chance to replace FA. If nothing else at least this time I got in to snag all the names I may potentially need hahaha.
Still, unlike most of the contenders to the furry art site crown, the user interface at this one seems good enough that it might actually stand a chance against FA. We'll see how that goes... >.>
Balled of Fallen Unicorns.
General | Posted 13 years agoFinally decided on my new years resolution.
General | Posted 13 years agoI should draw more. Yup, thats it. Weird that I'd post that on an art site huh?
There are few greater sins than wasted talent, and I've slide downhill with so little practice. Lets see if I hold to it, shall we?
There are few greater sins than wasted talent, and I've slide downhill with so little practice. Lets see if I hold to it, shall we?
Back from MFF
General | Posted 13 years agoAnd it was awesome, of course. It makes me really wish I could have gone to more cons this year, but with it being so close is pretty much the only reason i was able to go at all.
Anywhoozle~
Made lots of new fuzzy friends, most of whom turned out to be local MN furs oddly enough. Not so say the ones I already knew weren't awesome and fun to parteh with, because you all know I love ya. Its weird though, normally I do a lot of con specific stuff when I'm at, well, a con but I got so caught up in socializing and just being awesome that I kinda... forgot. I mean, I went to a few things, but honestly the amount of official stuffs I went to could be counted on one paw.
Oh, and I found out Malibu rum and fruit punch make a deceivingly strong yet tasty drink. Haha.
AAAAAAAND I GOT A CUTES HAT. ; 3;
A wonderful weekend was had.
Anywhoozle~
Made lots of new fuzzy friends, most of whom turned out to be local MN furs oddly enough. Not so say the ones I already knew weren't awesome and fun to parteh with, because you all know I love ya. Its weird though, normally I do a lot of con specific stuff when I'm at, well, a con but I got so caught up in socializing and just being awesome that I kinda... forgot. I mean, I went to a few things, but honestly the amount of official stuffs I went to could be counted on one paw.
Oh, and I found out Malibu rum and fruit punch make a deceivingly strong yet tasty drink. Haha.
AAAAAAAND I GOT A CUTES HAT. ; 3;
A wonderful weekend was had.
MFF
General | Posted 13 years agoYup, I'll be headed that way this year. Can't wait to get in touch with people I hardly have a chance to see. <3
Arrival and Departure:
Thursday, leaving Monday.
Staying at:
Hyatt I think... >.>
How are you traveling?
Driving. Well, i won't be, I'll be the passenger for once. Gonna feel weird...
Who are you rooming with?
Chiyo_the_bunny and 
baka_yidee.
Where will you be? How best to find me?
I... I have no idea honestly. I walk around randomly alooooooooooooooooot. So... yea, you'll see me somewhere haha.
Who will you be with?
Roomies at times, other times just catching up with various other fuzzies.
Which suit(s) will you be bringing?
My people suit. ಠ_à²
Do you do free art?
I do what I want... and free art is a no.
What is your gender?
Physical sex is male, however gender wise I claim androgyny(genderqueer if you'd prefer).
How old are you?
25, gonna need a cane soon.
How tall are you?
5'8"
Can I talk to you?
I'd absolutely love that! I love meeting people, even more so if they put on deodorant. *nudge nudge*
Can I hug and/or snuggle you?
Hugs are prolly one of the best things ever.
Are you nice?
Who has time to be grumpy? :P
Are you cliquey?
Nope, all are welcome! (except the smelly ones)
If I see you, how should I get your attention?
Yell out "HEY FAGGOT" because I'll totally be the only one who turns around.
Are you fursuiting?
Nuuuwp. Thought about maybe swimsuiting, but then I remembered the uncleans use the pool. :C
Can I ask ya to dance with me during the dances?
I lumping LOVE to dance! Please, if nothing else do this. ; 3;
Can I buy you drinks?
Nevermind, do this instead.
Do you attend parties?
... YES.
Can I take your picture?
Only of my good side.
What's your goal(s) for the con this year?
To have a blast, meet new fuzzies, reconnect with old bubs, and party my tooshie off!
Arrival and Departure:
Thursday, leaving Monday.
Staying at:
Hyatt I think... >.>
How are you traveling?
Driving. Well, i won't be, I'll be the passenger for once. Gonna feel weird...
Who are you rooming with?
Chiyo_the_bunny and 
baka_yidee.Where will you be? How best to find me?
I... I have no idea honestly. I walk around randomly alooooooooooooooooot. So... yea, you'll see me somewhere haha.
Who will you be with?
Roomies at times, other times just catching up with various other fuzzies.
Which suit(s) will you be bringing?
My people suit. ಠ_à²
Do you do free art?
I do what I want... and free art is a no.
What is your gender?
Physical sex is male, however gender wise I claim androgyny(genderqueer if you'd prefer).
How old are you?
25, gonna need a cane soon.
How tall are you?
5'8"
Can I talk to you?
I'd absolutely love that! I love meeting people, even more so if they put on deodorant. *nudge nudge*
Can I hug and/or snuggle you?
Hugs are prolly one of the best things ever.
Are you nice?
Who has time to be grumpy? :P
Are you cliquey?
Nope, all are welcome! (except the smelly ones)
If I see you, how should I get your attention?
Yell out "HEY FAGGOT" because I'll totally be the only one who turns around.
Are you fursuiting?
Nuuuwp. Thought about maybe swimsuiting, but then I remembered the uncleans use the pool. :C
Can I ask ya to dance with me during the dances?
I lumping LOVE to dance! Please, if nothing else do this. ; 3;
Can I buy you drinks?
Nevermind, do this instead.
Do you attend parties?
... YES.
Can I take your picture?
Only of my good side.
What's your goal(s) for the con this year?
To have a blast, meet new fuzzies, reconnect with old bubs, and party my tooshie off!
Turns out...
General | Posted 13 years ago... that civil rights and equality were indeed more important than corporate money and bigotry. Who woulda thunk?
Congrats Obamallama, and thank you Minnesota for shooting down proposed Constitutional Amendment 1 "Recognition of Marriage Solely Between One Man and One Woman.".
Congrats Obamallama, and thank you Minnesota for shooting down proposed Constitutional Amendment 1 "Recognition of Marriage Solely Between One Man and One Woman.".
Swimwear hypocrisy.
General | Posted 13 years agoDon't try to tell me how wrong it is for a guy to wear a speedo (or anything else besides loose trunks basically) in public because its supposedly to revealing and sexual, all the while women are running around in barely-there bikini's. Let me crap on your failed logic and hypocrisy more.
Ugh. I'll do what I want and be damn sexy doing it.
Ugh. I'll do what I want and be damn sexy doing it.
Guinea pig
General | Posted 13 years agoWhy u no like me? :C
Make me move like a freak~
General | Posted 14 years ago~Mista sac so big. Mmm y-yeah!
Finally settled after the awesomeness that was MFF.
General | Posted 14 years agoSo yea, MFF went well, as far as disasters go. I never really made it to a single panel, or much for any sanctioned events for that matter. Few of my out-of-state friends even showed up.
Funny though, I still had a blast anyway. It helps I had my awesome room mates
, 
, and 
to bother whenever I had a chance. Plus, most of the locals from the MN group were there and willing to let me pester them endlessly.
I hit up the comedy shows mostly as far as events go, and of course I spend every night at the dances. Even got into and few room parties, escaping one right before the Suits broke it up. Dragging the roomies around, talking to strangers, trying and failing to get food with more then just myself, escaping creepers, and hooking back up with friends I haven't seen in forever... It really was a blast. To be honest, the entire weekend was just one long string of socializing and pretty much lighting a fire under people's fuzzy butts. It was... Delorious. Thats delicious AND glorious. What can I say, someone needs to be the life of the party. :P
The ride home was melancholy, mostly everyone kind of kept to themselves or slept as we drove along. Understandable, but it hammered home how lame returning to everyday life really can be.
...
I can't wait to do this again. :D
Funny though, I still had a blast anyway. It helps I had my awesome room mates
, 
, and 
to bother whenever I had a chance. Plus, most of the locals from the MN group were there and willing to let me pester them endlessly. I hit up the comedy shows mostly as far as events go, and of course I spend every night at the dances. Even got into and few room parties, escaping one right before the Suits broke it up. Dragging the roomies around, talking to strangers, trying and failing to get food with more then just myself, escaping creepers, and hooking back up with friends I haven't seen in forever... It really was a blast. To be honest, the entire weekend was just one long string of socializing and pretty much lighting a fire under people's fuzzy butts. It was... Delorious. Thats delicious AND glorious. What can I say, someone needs to be the life of the party. :P
The ride home was melancholy, mostly everyone kind of kept to themselves or slept as we drove along. Understandable, but it hammered home how lame returning to everyday life really can be.
...
I can't wait to do this again. :D
MFF?
General | Posted 14 years agoYea, so who is showing their fuzzy faces? Because I just realized I dunno a whole lot about whos even going to be there this year... I wanna see/meet/possible-skin you! :D
Its mah birfday!
General | Posted 14 years agoI'm now 24, and feeling really old compared to most of my friends.
ugh.
I just want cake, and a box filled with packing peanuts....
ugh.
I just want cake, and a box filled with packing peanuts....
Theres still a part of me that can't let go of the memories
General | Posted 14 years agoLove, is what the trouble is.
I'm glad June is over, it was such a confusing and stressful month for me.
Last month, on the 6th, would have been Xaria's and my 1 1/2 year mark. And on the same token it was the first month, on the 12th, that Chi (Lyndsay) and I had been together.
The thing is, I never stop loving anyone if I truly felt deeply for them. As it stands, I've had two great loves in my life, and Xaria was one of them. I'm not sure how many know, but I had plans to propose to her, and I had never wanted that with anyone before. Nearly on the eve of when I wanted to is when we broke up... I have never felt so hurt in my entire life. All I feel is some sort of void that can never be filled, and I know I'm going to deal with this scar for a very long time.
Now I find myself struggling to cope with the idea that my devotion may have been misplaced, yet I can't seem to convince myself of that. All I ever wanted was to grow old with her, and nothing she could do, or anything anyone ever said was able to sway me from that. Our personalities complimented one another's so well, and we always seemed to find a way to have a good time together. I know I'm always going to miss that. I just wish she could have accepted me, for all my good and my faults, as I did her.
All I want now is to be her friend, I just want her to be part of my life in some way and I hers. We had a lot of adventures and I'll always treasure these memories; I don't want to forget, about our past or about her.
I have a new squeeze now-a-days, and she is amazing herself. Chi has been an wonderful friend to me for a long time now, being supportive of me when I was having issues, and I would always try to be there for her in the same. We both came out of pretty bad breakups, and things kind of just clicked. She treats me great, and seems to accept me for me, all the while putting up with my antics. It was a natural progression, and I have high hopes for a future together with her. We have been talking alot about it in fact, and it makes me feel great knowing she wants more.
Thats the problem though, because even if my love life moves on I am not the kind of person who 'gets over' people. I love deeply, and thats not something that ever goes away. My past, my future... Always in conflict with one another.
Xaria will always be the girl I regret. Not because I wish it didn't happen, but because there will always be a part of me that wishes it did.
Love... thats what the trouble is.
I'm glad June is over, it was such a confusing and stressful month for me.
Last month, on the 6th, would have been Xaria's and my 1 1/2 year mark. And on the same token it was the first month, on the 12th, that Chi (Lyndsay) and I had been together.
The thing is, I never stop loving anyone if I truly felt deeply for them. As it stands, I've had two great loves in my life, and Xaria was one of them. I'm not sure how many know, but I had plans to propose to her, and I had never wanted that with anyone before. Nearly on the eve of when I wanted to is when we broke up... I have never felt so hurt in my entire life. All I feel is some sort of void that can never be filled, and I know I'm going to deal with this scar for a very long time.
Now I find myself struggling to cope with the idea that my devotion may have been misplaced, yet I can't seem to convince myself of that. All I ever wanted was to grow old with her, and nothing she could do, or anything anyone ever said was able to sway me from that. Our personalities complimented one another's so well, and we always seemed to find a way to have a good time together. I know I'm always going to miss that. I just wish she could have accepted me, for all my good and my faults, as I did her.
All I want now is to be her friend, I just want her to be part of my life in some way and I hers. We had a lot of adventures and I'll always treasure these memories; I don't want to forget, about our past or about her.
I have a new squeeze now-a-days, and she is amazing herself. Chi has been an wonderful friend to me for a long time now, being supportive of me when I was having issues, and I would always try to be there for her in the same. We both came out of pretty bad breakups, and things kind of just clicked. She treats me great, and seems to accept me for me, all the while putting up with my antics. It was a natural progression, and I have high hopes for a future together with her. We have been talking alot about it in fact, and it makes me feel great knowing she wants more.
Thats the problem though, because even if my love life moves on I am not the kind of person who 'gets over' people. I love deeply, and thats not something that ever goes away. My past, my future... Always in conflict with one another.
Xaria will always be the girl I regret. Not because I wish it didn't happen, but because there will always be a part of me that wishes it did.
Love... thats what the trouble is.
Finally got my phone back...
General | Posted 14 years agoYup, and I completely hate Samsung costumer service. Three weeks is far to long just to fix a software glitch...
Puh...
Anyway, note me you numbers fuzzies! I miss the love.
Puh...
Anyway, note me you numbers fuzzies! I miss the love.
Sex Meme
General | Posted 14 years ago1. Is there anyone on your friends list you would ever consider having sex with?
Maybe, but I'm kinda picky. Need those delicious hams... someone knows what I'm talking about. ;3
2. Sex in the morning, afternoon or night?
Anytime.
3. What side of the bed do you sleep on?
Seems to me the left most of the time.
4. Do you masturbate?
Silly, if anyone says "no" to this they lied. :P
5. How often? Lately?
Usually once a day, but the past weeks been iffy.
6. Have you ever taken your clothes off for money?
No, but that didn't keep people from tipping me. xD
7. Do you prefer showers or baths?
Baths... they are so relaxing. I think I may die in one someday since I tend to fall asleep.
8. Have you ever had sex in the shower or the bath?
Both, but the shower is amazing.
9. Do you watch/read pornography?
All the time.
10. Do you want someone aggressive or passive in bed?
Aggressive usually.
11. Do you love someone on your friends list?
is my little pumpkin flavored cupcake. <3
12. Do you know all the people on your friends list?
For the most part, but I can't talk to every creeper who finds my SN.
13. Would you choose love or money?
Love obviously, since I've done some pretty silly things financially for it. Was worth it though.
14. Your top three favorite kinks in bed?
cbt/s&m, bondage, femdom. (Hey, I like strong women 'kay?)
15. Has anyone ever gone beyond your personal line of respect sexually?
Quite a few times. :/
16. Where is the most romantic place you have had sex?
Hmmm... Probably in a hotel awhile ago after confessing my feelings for a certain stinkybutt.
17. Where is the weirdest place you have had sex?
An out door ice rink... that had ice. Really, really won't do that again.
18. Have you ever been caught having sex?
Unfortunately...
19. Have you ever been to a strip club?
Nope, always wanted to as a teen but the second I turned 18 the idea lost its luster.
20. Ever been to a bar just to get sex?
Not matter what anyone thinks, I'm not a floozy.
21. Ever been kicked out of a bar or a club for sexual reasons?
Naw.
22. Ever been picked up in a bar?
Once, that was a mistake I can never take back.
23. Have you ever kissed or had sex with someone of the same sex?
Mhmm.
24. What's your sexuality?
My ideals make me pansexual, but I usually say bi for simplicities sake.
25. Had sex in a movie theater?
Not intercourse, but pretty much everything else.
26. Had sex in a bathroom?
If you've had shower sex, likely it was in a bathroom. >.>
27. Have you ever had sex at work?
Ew.
28. Have you ever been in an "adult" store?
Its one of my favorite things to do. :3
29. Bought something from an adult store?
A few times, yes.
30. Do you own any sex toys?
Not alot, but I do have to use a box to keep it all together.
31. If yes, how many and what are they?
Eight, give or take.
32. Does anyone have naughty pics of you or are you on film?
I'm pretty sure, considering I'm not terribly shy.
33. Have you ever had sex with someone and called them the wrong name?
Never.
34. Have you ever had phone sex?
I've tried, but I'm hilariously bad at it. Think that scene from Family Guy with Meg...
35. Have you ever had cyber sex?
Yes'sir
36. Do you think oral sex constitutes as a form of intercourse?
A form sure, but its not on the same level as the 'big show'.
37. What's your favorite sexual position?
Reverse cowgirl is nice, since I love booty, but over all I really like tossing a girls legs over my shoulders and leaning over them so that their rump is off them bed... its delicious. With guys I like doggy, with my face buried in a pillow.
38. What's your favorite sex act?
I can't name a favorite.
39. Have you ever had sex with more than one person at a time?
If I said yes, would you believe me?
40. Who do you think has the guts to repost this?
I'd like to think none of my friends are such stiffs that sex bothers them somehow.
Maybe, but I'm kinda picky. Need those delicious hams... someone knows what I'm talking about. ;3
2. Sex in the morning, afternoon or night?
Anytime.
3. What side of the bed do you sleep on?
Seems to me the left most of the time.
4. Do you masturbate?
Silly, if anyone says "no" to this they lied. :P
5. How often? Lately?
Usually once a day, but the past weeks been iffy.
6. Have you ever taken your clothes off for money?
No, but that didn't keep people from tipping me. xD
7. Do you prefer showers or baths?
Baths... they are so relaxing. I think I may die in one someday since I tend to fall asleep.
8. Have you ever had sex in the shower or the bath?
Both, but the shower is amazing.
9. Do you watch/read pornography?
All the time.
10. Do you want someone aggressive or passive in bed?
Aggressive usually.
11. Do you love someone on your friends list?
is my little pumpkin flavored cupcake. <312. Do you know all the people on your friends list?
For the most part, but I can't talk to every creeper who finds my SN.
13. Would you choose love or money?
Love obviously, since I've done some pretty silly things financially for it. Was worth it though.
14. Your top three favorite kinks in bed?
cbt/s&m, bondage, femdom. (Hey, I like strong women 'kay?)
15. Has anyone ever gone beyond your personal line of respect sexually?
Quite a few times. :/
16. Where is the most romantic place you have had sex?
Hmmm... Probably in a hotel awhile ago after confessing my feelings for a certain stinkybutt.
17. Where is the weirdest place you have had sex?
An out door ice rink... that had ice. Really, really won't do that again.
18. Have you ever been caught having sex?
Unfortunately...
19. Have you ever been to a strip club?
Nope, always wanted to as a teen but the second I turned 18 the idea lost its luster.
20. Ever been to a bar just to get sex?
Not matter what anyone thinks, I'm not a floozy.
21. Ever been kicked out of a bar or a club for sexual reasons?
Naw.
22. Ever been picked up in a bar?
Once, that was a mistake I can never take back.
23. Have you ever kissed or had sex with someone of the same sex?
Mhmm.
24. What's your sexuality?
My ideals make me pansexual, but I usually say bi for simplicities sake.
25. Had sex in a movie theater?
Not intercourse, but pretty much everything else.
26. Had sex in a bathroom?
If you've had shower sex, likely it was in a bathroom. >.>
27. Have you ever had sex at work?
Ew.
28. Have you ever been in an "adult" store?
Its one of my favorite things to do. :3
29. Bought something from an adult store?
A few times, yes.
30. Do you own any sex toys?
Not alot, but I do have to use a box to keep it all together.
31. If yes, how many and what are they?
Eight, give or take.
32. Does anyone have naughty pics of you or are you on film?
I'm pretty sure, considering I'm not terribly shy.
33. Have you ever had sex with someone and called them the wrong name?
Never.
34. Have you ever had phone sex?
I've tried, but I'm hilariously bad at it. Think that scene from Family Guy with Meg...
35. Have you ever had cyber sex?
Yes'sir
36. Do you think oral sex constitutes as a form of intercourse?
A form sure, but its not on the same level as the 'big show'.
37. What's your favorite sexual position?
Reverse cowgirl is nice, since I love booty, but over all I really like tossing a girls legs over my shoulders and leaning over them so that their rump is off them bed... its delicious. With guys I like doggy, with my face buried in a pillow.
38. What's your favorite sex act?
I can't name a favorite.
39. Have you ever had sex with more than one person at a time?
If I said yes, would you believe me?
40. Who do you think has the guts to repost this?
I'd like to think none of my friends are such stiffs that sex bothers them somehow.
Snowpocalypse wasn't a bad way to spend a Saturday
General | Posted 15 years agoI was a bit underwhelmed by it, but I think its bcause I got there around 6pm so I already missed most or the events. But I didn't really go for those anyway, so I still enjoyed seeing new faces and hanging with my many fuzzbuds. <3
A few interesting things happened during the night though. One of my favs was some girl asked for my number, and when I said sure she seemed to shy away after giving me a hug? I don't know if she wasn't expecting a positive answer or something, not like she wasn't a cutey herself...
Also managed to find myself a cling-on, you all know how that goes...
Other then that, a lot of ass grabbing and booze makes for a happy jackal, and it was kinda fun getting cat calls from those high school jocks who didn't seem to realise I have a penis. xD
one last thing though; some of you escaped me without saying goodbye, you know who you are and I WILL find you... D:<
A few interesting things happened during the night though. One of my favs was some girl asked for my number, and when I said sure she seemed to shy away after giving me a hug? I don't know if she wasn't expecting a positive answer or something, not like she wasn't a cutey herself...
Also managed to find myself a cling-on, you all know how that goes...
Other then that, a lot of ass grabbing and booze makes for a happy jackal, and it was kinda fun getting cat calls from those high school jocks who didn't seem to realise I have a penis. xD
one last thing though; some of you escaped me without saying goodbye, you know who you are and I WILL find you... D:<
You bother me.
General | Posted 15 years agoYes you, get off my lawn.
A challenge!
General | Posted 15 years agoMy friend 
Clandestine has put the jumper cables to my butt and initiated a challenge between the two of us; We both are to draw at least one picture a day, and try to beat the other to posting it here on FA. The idea behind it is to motivate me to draw more, and to give her practice.
Lets see how this pans out shall we? In the end it should at least be a bit of fun.
Clandestine has put the jumper cables to my butt and initiated a challenge between the two of us; We both are to draw at least one picture a day, and try to beat the other to posting it here on FA. The idea behind it is to motivate me to draw more, and to give her practice.Lets see how this pans out shall we? In the end it should at least be a bit of fun.
2010 meme
General | Posted 15 years ago1) Where did you begin 2010?
At home unfortunately.
2) What was your status by Valentine’s Day?
Taking my love out on the town... we had hibachi. :3
3) Were you in school anytime this year?
Nope, wish I was though.
4) How did you earn your money?
Being that good ol' pizza boi at Papa John's.
5) Did you have to go to the hospital?
If I had to, I wouldn't have anyway... xD
6) Did you have any encounters with the police?
Got pulled over a few times, but no tickets.
7) Would you relive 2010 over and over again?
Sure, it wasn't a bad year and I had a job for most of it. >.>
8) What did you purchase that was over $1000?
My '95 Civic hatch. <333
9) Did you know anybody who got married?
My cousin.
10) Did you know anybody who passed away?
My baby girl Chia, she was a rat. Also ChilliBean, our family dog. T-T
11) Did you know anyone who had a baby?
Not that I can think of.
12) Did you move anywhere?
Nope, going to in a few weeks though...
13) What concerts/shows did you go to?
I went to a rave where some big name dubstep artist was playing for my birthday, but I honestly can't remember his name.
14) Are you registered to vote?
Yea.
15) Do you still have the same job as you did in 2009?
Yus, I /did/.
16) Has anyone betrayed you in 2010?
All day, every day.
17) Where do you live now?
Minnesota.
18) Describe your birthday?
I was working... bleh.
19) What’s one thing you thought you’d never do but did in 2010?
Quit my job just so I could go and see my mate, to make sure we were ok and that she didn't spend Halloween alone.
20) What has been your favorite moment?
Being able to spend MFF and the following week for Thanksgiving with my love. <3
21) What’s something you learned about yourself?
I think I'm to laid back for my own good. v_v
22) Any new additions to your family?
Nope, I hate babies! D:<
23) What was your best month?
November.
24) Were you in a relationship this year?
Yes indeedy. <3
25) What music will you remember 2010 by?
Adam Lampert, "For Your Entertainment". Song makes be wanna dance... AND HES SO SEXY! 8D
26) Favorite book you read?
Out of Position by Kyell Gold, and Shiver by Meggie Stiefvater.
27) Favorite Movie?
I guess Inception is prolly my best guess off hand.
28) Favorite TV show?
Adventure Time!
29) New friend?
Met a bunch of new people i care alot for, even if I can't physically see them.
30) Would you say you’ve changed since the beginning of this year?
My depression seems to be making its way back in my life... >.<
On the bright side, I've learned to ignore it. ^.^
31) Do you think 2011 will be better or worse?
So far, looks like it could go either way.
Moving anxiety
General | Posted 15 years ago I had gotten myself an apartment, somewhere in a dank part of town. My roomates, an older silver haired man and a skinny hoodlum, both had their own corners of the large studio apartment. My mate had come over for a visit and we were cuddles up on the couch, me in her arms, watching some stupid b-flick horror movie.
I heard a rattling sound outside the door and I got up to check it out. My older room mate had told me to leave it alone, to forget about it... peeping around only brings your trouble he says. Being curious by nature, I didn't heed him in the least. Opening our apartment door, with all eyes on me, I looked out into a large, rundown brick&mortar shaft where all of the apartments were connected together by steel walkways. The stairs themselves went down with every complete cycle of the squared walkways. It was dark, and hardly lit... I looked back at the others as my mate tried to wave me back in.
I ignored their pleading looks, and stepped outside. Everything had the look of a burnt out building, and the other doors didn't seem to have the same life to them as ours did. It felt like we were the only tenants left. I heard that rattling again, but it sounded closer then it had before. I peered over the edge of the walkway, down the shaft just to see the stairs and walkways disappear into a black abyss many floors below. That rattling kept getting louder, and as I continued my visual over the darkness below it had become accompanied by shadows of... something.
I yelled out, desperate to find anything, another soul in this decrepit place besides those who resided within my own walls. With that the rattling stopped, the figures appeared to look up at me, heads cocked in a curios fashion. It was at this point I felt i had made a serious error... no longer shadows, but blurs of flesh, the creatures had began to bolt upwards, spiraling along the walkways and stairs right toward my very door; toward me. I was frozen for but a moment, trying to figure out what these things were. They had hunched over forms, almost dog-like in the way they looked, but with no fur what so ever. Their skin looked almost to tight for their bodies, the bones threatening to peirce through their pink flesh. Bigger then dog they were, I could tell as they got closer. The way they ran much more like a chimp, but instead of paws or hands, they ran on sharp stubs for their forelegs.
It took me until they were nearly upon my floor to realize I should get back to my door, to hide within the safety of my own walls. I stepped back, though I had opened the door I had not turned away from the outside. i could see them, on my level now, maybe a hundred feet from my door. I closed the door gently, even with then so close. I just couldn't get myself be any more urgent about the situation. Latched, and bolted tight, it wasn't a moment later until I heard loud thud against the outside of my door, with a sickening crack as whatever slammed into it seemed to have given way. There was silence within the room as the others stared at me, the scratching I now heard at the door making my fellows blank, glazed over stare all the more troublesome.
Finally, something... but it was just the old man grunting, along with my love pointing at me from the couch. Looking down I saw one of the creatures before me, snarling with its lipless grin. I hadn't the time to react, for withing the same moment i realized what it was, it had lunged at me, attaching itself to my arm. I could feel my bones breaking under its powerful grip, the flesh threatening to break away as its teeth dove in. Even still, somehow I remained calm, though I was horrified on the inside my outside refused to react with much more then a pleading look to those around me. No one, not a soul moved to help. They had all turned their backs to me to continue whatever it was they were doing. I was on my own, and with that I gave in to fear and attacked the creature, slamming my fist into what I assumed was its head, all the while beating its body against the wall with the arm it clung to.
It was a desperate act, one I knew would fail, and as I fell to the floor with my back against the wall my world began to go black. Those who I had thought were my company were now around me, the three staring at me, black ashen smears where their eyes should be. I really was alone.
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And thats when I woke up.
I really shouldn't play Dead Space before bed...
I heard a rattling sound outside the door and I got up to check it out. My older room mate had told me to leave it alone, to forget about it... peeping around only brings your trouble he says. Being curious by nature, I didn't heed him in the least. Opening our apartment door, with all eyes on me, I looked out into a large, rundown brick&mortar shaft where all of the apartments were connected together by steel walkways. The stairs themselves went down with every complete cycle of the squared walkways. It was dark, and hardly lit... I looked back at the others as my mate tried to wave me back in.
I ignored their pleading looks, and stepped outside. Everything had the look of a burnt out building, and the other doors didn't seem to have the same life to them as ours did. It felt like we were the only tenants left. I heard that rattling again, but it sounded closer then it had before. I peered over the edge of the walkway, down the shaft just to see the stairs and walkways disappear into a black abyss many floors below. That rattling kept getting louder, and as I continued my visual over the darkness below it had become accompanied by shadows of... something.
I yelled out, desperate to find anything, another soul in this decrepit place besides those who resided within my own walls. With that the rattling stopped, the figures appeared to look up at me, heads cocked in a curios fashion. It was at this point I felt i had made a serious error... no longer shadows, but blurs of flesh, the creatures had began to bolt upwards, spiraling along the walkways and stairs right toward my very door; toward me. I was frozen for but a moment, trying to figure out what these things were. They had hunched over forms, almost dog-like in the way they looked, but with no fur what so ever. Their skin looked almost to tight for their bodies, the bones threatening to peirce through their pink flesh. Bigger then dog they were, I could tell as they got closer. The way they ran much more like a chimp, but instead of paws or hands, they ran on sharp stubs for their forelegs.
It took me until they were nearly upon my floor to realize I should get back to my door, to hide within the safety of my own walls. I stepped back, though I had opened the door I had not turned away from the outside. i could see them, on my level now, maybe a hundred feet from my door. I closed the door gently, even with then so close. I just couldn't get myself be any more urgent about the situation. Latched, and bolted tight, it wasn't a moment later until I heard loud thud against the outside of my door, with a sickening crack as whatever slammed into it seemed to have given way. There was silence within the room as the others stared at me, the scratching I now heard at the door making my fellows blank, glazed over stare all the more troublesome.
Finally, something... but it was just the old man grunting, along with my love pointing at me from the couch. Looking down I saw one of the creatures before me, snarling with its lipless grin. I hadn't the time to react, for withing the same moment i realized what it was, it had lunged at me, attaching itself to my arm. I could feel my bones breaking under its powerful grip, the flesh threatening to break away as its teeth dove in. Even still, somehow I remained calm, though I was horrified on the inside my outside refused to react with much more then a pleading look to those around me. No one, not a soul moved to help. They had all turned their backs to me to continue whatever it was they were doing. I was on my own, and with that I gave in to fear and attacked the creature, slamming my fist into what I assumed was its head, all the while beating its body against the wall with the arm it clung to.
It was a desperate act, one I knew would fail, and as I fell to the floor with my back against the wall my world began to go black. Those who I had thought were my company were now around me, the three staring at me, black ashen smears where their eyes should be. I really was alone.
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And thats when I woke up.
I really shouldn't play Dead Space before bed...
So, befor MFF...
General | Posted 15 years agoI think I'ma try to get that reference sheet finished that I've been putting off since forever.
Maybe I'll post other stuff I've been working on too, we'll see how that goes. xD
Maybe I'll post other stuff I've been working on too, we'll see how that goes. xD
MFF!
General | Posted 15 years agoSo yea, I'm going to MMF guys! Anyone going that I don't know is, hit me up. Gadda make up for AC and missing so many people and events... lets make this a blast!
Where are you staying?:
The main hotel... I hate driving in Chicago :/
What day are you getting there?:
Friday, come hell or high water!
How long are you going?:
Leaving Monday at some point.
Who will you be with?:
My mate XariaWolf, along with friends thesomething, and 
shadowquine. I really want to run into more people I know hopefully, we'll see how that goes.
You know who isn't going though?
WehrWolf, stab him multiple times for me.
What is your gender?:
Male... kinda. I claim androgyny.
How old are you?:
23
How tall are you?:
5'9''
What suits will you have?:
Well, I got this sexy vest and button up... besides that, nothing. Might catch me in my ears and tail if you're lucky.
Can I touch you?:
Learn to read body language, if it doesn't seem like I'm receptive then I'm probably not...
Can I talk to you?:
Of coarse! I crave socialization. ^.^
Can I take pictures with you?
Sure thing, I'll try my darndest to be serious... no promises >.>
Are you nice?:
I'd like to think so? Perhaps to a fault...
Are you cliquey?:
Not in the least.
Can I stalk you?:
I have enough creepy fanboys/girls... guess another wouldn't hurt.
Can I buy you lots of drinks?:
Hell yes! Just don't expect me to return any 'favors'.
Can I hug or snuggle you?:
Hugs are welcome, snuggles are a bit more friend+ territory.
Do you do trades?:
If I'm feeling like drawing maybe, kinda in a slump though honestly.
Do you have an artist table?:
yeaaaaaaah... no.
Do you like parties?:
You better believe it! Drinks, load music, sexy peeps, and endless dancing? Count me in.
What should I not do around you?:
Be unclean... thats number one. Also don't try to get in my pants... I like to flirt, but honey you just can't have me. :P
If I see you, how should I get your attention?:
"Hello" is a safe bet, but jackalbutt or calling me pretty will do. :3
Where are you staying?:
The main hotel... I hate driving in Chicago :/
What day are you getting there?:
Friday, come hell or high water!
How long are you going?:
Leaving Monday at some point.
Who will you be with?:
My mate
XariaWolf, along with friends thesomething, and 
shadowquine. I really want to run into more people I know hopefully, we'll see how that goes.You know who isn't going though?
WehrWolf, stab him multiple times for me.What is your gender?:
Male... kinda. I claim androgyny.
How old are you?:
23
How tall are you?:
5'9''
What suits will you have?:
Well, I got this sexy vest and button up... besides that, nothing. Might catch me in my ears and tail if you're lucky.
Can I touch you?:
Learn to read body language, if it doesn't seem like I'm receptive then I'm probably not...
Can I talk to you?:
Of coarse! I crave socialization. ^.^
Can I take pictures with you?
Sure thing, I'll try my darndest to be serious... no promises >.>
Are you nice?:
I'd like to think so? Perhaps to a fault...
Are you cliquey?:
Not in the least.
Can I stalk you?:
I have enough creepy fanboys/girls... guess another wouldn't hurt.
Can I buy you lots of drinks?:
Hell yes! Just don't expect me to return any 'favors'.
Can I hug or snuggle you?:
Hugs are welcome, snuggles are a bit more friend+ territory.
Do you do trades?:
If I'm feeling like drawing maybe, kinda in a slump though honestly.
Do you have an artist table?:
yeaaaaaaah... no.
Do you like parties?:
You better believe it! Drinks, load music, sexy peeps, and endless dancing? Count me in.
What should I not do around you?:
Be unclean... thats number one. Also don't try to get in my pants... I like to flirt, but honey you just can't have me. :P
If I see you, how should I get your attention?:
"Hello" is a safe bet, but jackalbutt or calling me pretty will do. :3
