200 watcher raffle... on InkBunny
Posted 3 years agoSo, I hit 200 watchers over on my InkBunny account. WOO~
So, in celebration of reaching this arbitrary milestone, I'm doing a raffle.
Please refer to the raffle journal if you wish to enter.
I'm disabling comments on this, because you must comment on that journal to enter. You must also be a watcher on IB for it to count.
Sorry, but it's just easier to keep track of this way.
If this is a problem, get me to 200 watchers here and we'll see about doing a version of this here. :P
So, in celebration of reaching this arbitrary milestone, I'm doing a raffle.
Please refer to the raffle journal if you wish to enter.
I'm disabling comments on this, because you must comment on that journal to enter. You must also be a watcher on IB for it to count.
Sorry, but it's just easier to keep track of this way.
If this is a problem, get me to 200 watchers here and we'll see about doing a version of this here. :P
Weather heads up
Posted 3 years agoSo here in the wonderful world of Texas, we're having some massive rains and a huge cold front coming in. This means freezing, which a lot of the state is not equipped to deal with. Why do I say this? Because last year about this time we had a really bad cold storm come through that knocked power out for several days, up to a week in some parts. I'm from the north originally (literally bordered Canada), so I'll be fine, no one worry about me. I have these fancy things called heavy clothes that don't really exist down here.
Mostly just letting everyone know that if I stop responding to any PMs or comments for a while, don't worry. I haven't taken the money from comms and fled. I know there have been some artists that do that, and they are scum for it. If my power gets knocked out, I'll get back on then and respond then. (before anyone suggests, I do not use my phone with these sites. It is not exactly secure... or private.)
Just wish I had a laptop so I could keep writing if we do go dark. Though I'd have no way to charge it, so it would only work for so long. *shrugs*
Something to save up for, I guess.
Mostly just letting everyone know that if I stop responding to any PMs or comments for a while, don't worry. I haven't taken the money from comms and fled. I know there have been some artists that do that, and they are scum for it. If my power gets knocked out, I'll get back on then and respond then. (before anyone suggests, I do not use my phone with these sites. It is not exactly secure... or private.)
Just wish I had a laptop so I could keep writing if we do go dark. Though I'd have no way to charge it, so it would only work for so long. *shrugs*
Something to save up for, I guess.
Commissions are... ALREADY FILLED!
Posted 3 years agoYES! It's that time again! I am finally open for commissions again! Sorry it has been so long, but I am back in the swing of writing!
3 of each type are opening. I may open more slots later (will post about it then, of course).
For the full details, you can find all my commission info here.
Normal Commissions:
Closed
Coffee Break Commissions:
Closed
(Damn, that was fast!)
3 of each type are opening. I may open more slots later (will post about it then, of course).
For the full details, you can find all my commission info here.
Normal Commissions:
Closed
Coffee Break Commissions:
Closed
(Damn, that was fast!)
Survey Results!
Posted 3 years agoPoll results are in for my 1 year survey. Kinda got surprised by a few answers. Others, not so much. I'll go through in order.
1 - Themes
Male/Female as the gender themes won by a far margin. 11 votes.
Male/male was second at 7, with female/female getting only 5.
For story themes, rape and snuff were the clear winners, tied at 14.
Gore was second at 10, narrowly beating betrayal by 1 vote.
Romance, Violence (fighting), and Willing Sub/victim were only at 7.
2 - Dom / Killer Species
I won't do a vote by vote breakdown for this one, as there were quite a few 1 vote suggestions.
Any / My choice was the winner at 6
The second was unsurprisingly 'canine' at 3.
Though if you throw wolf's 2 votes in that, it narrowly misses at 5. I don't, however.
The rest were only 1 vote suggestions. Though Horse, Zebra, and Kangaroo were interesting suggestions. Might use Zebra for a different story.
3 - Sub / Victim Species
Same as before, I'll just list the winners... with one exception.
Once more, any/my choice was the winner. This time at 5.
Second was a very surprising tie. Cat and Avian both got 3.
My favorite answer for the species was: female. someone misread. lol
4 - Types of Violence
I like everyone's style here.
Blades won, but only just. 11 votes.
Piercing and Biting tied at 10 votes.
Blunt only got 8.
Write-in responses were Guns, Amputation, Burning, Spanking/Mild Violence (only mild?), and Forceful insertions, each with only 1.
5 - Method of Death
Finally, the snuff portion. Y'all know me so swell.
We had another tie here. Throat Slitting and Beheading both got 5 votes!
Asphyxiation / hanging was the second at 3.
2 votes for Beating, and for bleeding out slowly.
One vote each for Impaled by cock, though there was also a belly inflation / bursting vote.
I'm actually surprised there were no votes for vore. *shrug*
So I get to pick the species of both characters, it seems. I'm going with a big German Shephard the killer. For the victim... Avian sounds interesting. Blue Jay.
Story theme is obvious. Male/female rape/snuff story, with some violence in the mix, ending with a throat slash and/or decapitation.
I've already come up with a good setting for this, too. That you'll have to wait and see.
Although, if you really want to know, my subscribers have a sneak peak at it, and other upcoming stories. They also got to see these results last week.
I plan on posting other such polls for them as well. If you would like to participate, you can at my SubscribeStar
Thanks so much to everyone that voted!
1 - Themes
Male/Female as the gender themes won by a far margin. 11 votes.
Male/male was second at 7, with female/female getting only 5.
For story themes, rape and snuff were the clear winners, tied at 14.
Gore was second at 10, narrowly beating betrayal by 1 vote.
Romance, Violence (fighting), and Willing Sub/victim were only at 7.
2 - Dom / Killer Species
I won't do a vote by vote breakdown for this one, as there were quite a few 1 vote suggestions.
Any / My choice was the winner at 6
The second was unsurprisingly 'canine' at 3.
Though if you throw wolf's 2 votes in that, it narrowly misses at 5. I don't, however.
The rest were only 1 vote suggestions. Though Horse, Zebra, and Kangaroo were interesting suggestions. Might use Zebra for a different story.
3 - Sub / Victim Species
Same as before, I'll just list the winners... with one exception.
Once more, any/my choice was the winner. This time at 5.
Second was a very surprising tie. Cat and Avian both got 3.
My favorite answer for the species was: female. someone misread. lol
4 - Types of Violence
I like everyone's style here.
Blades won, but only just. 11 votes.
Piercing and Biting tied at 10 votes.
Blunt only got 8.
Write-in responses were Guns, Amputation, Burning, Spanking/Mild Violence (only mild?), and Forceful insertions, each with only 1.
5 - Method of Death
Finally, the snuff portion. Y'all know me so swell.
We had another tie here. Throat Slitting and Beheading both got 5 votes!
Asphyxiation / hanging was the second at 3.
2 votes for Beating, and for bleeding out slowly.
One vote each for Impaled by cock, though there was also a belly inflation / bursting vote.
I'm actually surprised there were no votes for vore. *shrug*
So I get to pick the species of both characters, it seems. I'm going with a big German Shephard the killer. For the victim... Avian sounds interesting. Blue Jay.
Story theme is obvious. Male/female rape/snuff story, with some violence in the mix, ending with a throat slash and/or decapitation.
I've already come up with a good setting for this, too. That you'll have to wait and see.
Although, if you really want to know, my subscribers have a sneak peak at it, and other upcoming stories. They also got to see these results last week.
I plan on posting other such polls for them as well. If you would like to participate, you can at my SubscribeStar
Thanks so much to everyone that voted!
Big Announcement!
Posted 3 years agoI have a SubscribeStar now!
https://subscribestar.adult/xp_author
I will say up front, I will not be gating my content. Stories will be posted as always, with no need to pay to read them. This is just to get a little extra content and an early read of the stories. If you just want to give a one-time thank you, then my Kofi page is still around for that. But never feel obligated! I may be greedy, but not THAT greedy.
Extra content includes: Early access to stories, polls, a look at upcoming stories and the outline notes, and possibly even win yourself a free commission each month.
The highest level subscribers will get a huge thank you in the form of a name or account of your choice being listed as a super star supporter! (you can opt out of that, of course).
Possibly more coming in the future.
I'm excited! ^_^
https://subscribestar.adult/xp_author
I will say up front, I will not be gating my content. Stories will be posted as always, with no need to pay to read them. This is just to get a little extra content and an early read of the stories. If you just want to give a one-time thank you, then my Kofi page is still around for that. But never feel obligated! I may be greedy, but not THAT greedy.
Extra content includes: Early access to stories, polls, a look at upcoming stories and the outline notes, and possibly even win yourself a free commission each month.
The highest level subscribers will get a huge thank you in the form of a name or account of your choice being listed as a super star supporter! (you can opt out of that, of course).
Possibly more coming in the future.
I'm excited! ^_^
AMA?
Posted 3 years agoForgot to mention. I'm doing an AMA over on InkBunny. Hop on over there and ask a question if you like!
https://inkbunny.net/j/443912-XPAuthor-ama-
Don't ask them here. I'm trying to keep this in just one place for now. I might do another here in the future, for those who don't want to bother with IB.
https://inkbunny.net/j/443912-XPAuthor-ama-
Don't ask them here. I'm trying to keep this in just one place for now. I might do another here in the future, for those who don't want to bother with IB.
How did I miss this!?
Posted 3 years agoI've been so wrapped up in my own nonsense the two months, I somehow completely missed that I hit 100 watchers!
Well crap. Thanks so much to everyone for the watches, faves, and comments. Here's to the next 100.
The insanity will continue!
Well crap. Thanks so much to everyone for the watches, faves, and comments. Here's to the next 100.
The insanity will continue!
Extended Break... and venting
Posted 3 years agoFirst off, I want to apologize for not posting much recently, stories or updates. December kicked my ass pretty bad mentally and I'm only just starting to come back from it.
I'll start this off with the important stuff. I probably won't be opening up commissions for January, or at least not until closer to the end of the month. I'm sorry for those waiting to get one. And for those few I still owe something to, don't worry, I will get a story to you when I can. I'm very, VERY sorry for the delay.
Now for the part you can pretty much ignore. I just... need to say this somewhere...
December just... sucked. It is always a pretty bad month for me. Some abandonment issues I have never really grown out of always creep back up. The last few years I've been able to mostly ignore it thanks to having a great distraction at the end. For 6 years, I used to work as the massage therapist at a convention, and that was always a good time. Well, I retired from that career at the end of 2019, because after almost 12 years as an LMT, my body just can't do it anymore. Arthritis is a bitch, as is getting old in general. Still was perfect timing as the world fell apart 3 months later anyway. 2020 I was able to kind of ignore the usual depression as... well, the world was still kind of in shambles.
Though also in 2020, I stopped trying to do my Twitch thing, because after 4 years of that... So, January 1st, 2021, I started... this account. A fresh start, going back to my old hobby of writing. It's mostly worked out. However... there was nothing to distract me this time. So... I think years of putting off depression crashed back all at once. The shit that happened at the end of October didn't help. It kind of ruined November, too.
To add to that, I've been trying to work on a day schedule... because that's when my friends are around and because there is basically nothing to do at night in my town. Even the bars are closed by 2am (though I don't drink). This is a problem, because I am naturally nocturnal. I literally have a reversed circadian rhythm (that thing the body does where you get more tired when it's dark). Pushing myself to a diurnal cycle has... kind of been destroying me. I'm working at it. After almost 38 years, you think I'd have figured it out by now.
Then there's that last part there. I will be 38 this year. I'm feeling... old before I'm old. Already having arthritis doesn't help. Being a late Gen-Xer in a community of mostly younger people also doesn't help. Hell, next year will be the 20th anniversary of me leaving high school. This year is the 15th anniversary of me graduating from my vocational school. I'm closer to 40 than 30, and I still live at home.
So yeah. All of that, and a few other things have been kind of crushing me lately. I meant to put some of this into a vent story, but I haven't been able to get anything I'm happy with out in weeks. I don't want to put out bad quality work, and I certainly don't want to charge anyone for sub-par work, either. So, I'm going to keep trying to work on me for a bit. Try to get myself back in order. I just wanted to say something to everyone so you don't think I up and vanished.
If all goes well, I'll be back to posting my smut and snuff again soon. I have ideas for stories, I just need to get to writing them with some semblance of quality.
I'll start this off with the important stuff. I probably won't be opening up commissions for January, or at least not until closer to the end of the month. I'm sorry for those waiting to get one. And for those few I still owe something to, don't worry, I will get a story to you when I can. I'm very, VERY sorry for the delay.
Now for the part you can pretty much ignore. I just... need to say this somewhere...
December just... sucked. It is always a pretty bad month for me. Some abandonment issues I have never really grown out of always creep back up. The last few years I've been able to mostly ignore it thanks to having a great distraction at the end. For 6 years, I used to work as the massage therapist at a convention, and that was always a good time. Well, I retired from that career at the end of 2019, because after almost 12 years as an LMT, my body just can't do it anymore. Arthritis is a bitch, as is getting old in general. Still was perfect timing as the world fell apart 3 months later anyway. 2020 I was able to kind of ignore the usual depression as... well, the world was still kind of in shambles.
Though also in 2020, I stopped trying to do my Twitch thing, because after 4 years of that... So, January 1st, 2021, I started... this account. A fresh start, going back to my old hobby of writing. It's mostly worked out. However... there was nothing to distract me this time. So... I think years of putting off depression crashed back all at once. The shit that happened at the end of October didn't help. It kind of ruined November, too.
To add to that, I've been trying to work on a day schedule... because that's when my friends are around and because there is basically nothing to do at night in my town. Even the bars are closed by 2am (though I don't drink). This is a problem, because I am naturally nocturnal. I literally have a reversed circadian rhythm (that thing the body does where you get more tired when it's dark). Pushing myself to a diurnal cycle has... kind of been destroying me. I'm working at it. After almost 38 years, you think I'd have figured it out by now.
Then there's that last part there. I will be 38 this year. I'm feeling... old before I'm old. Already having arthritis doesn't help. Being a late Gen-Xer in a community of mostly younger people also doesn't help. Hell, next year will be the 20th anniversary of me leaving high school. This year is the 15th anniversary of me graduating from my vocational school. I'm closer to 40 than 30, and I still live at home.
So yeah. All of that, and a few other things have been kind of crushing me lately. I meant to put some of this into a vent story, but I haven't been able to get anything I'm happy with out in weeks. I don't want to put out bad quality work, and I certainly don't want to charge anyone for sub-par work, either. So, I'm going to keep trying to work on me for a bit. Try to get myself back in order. I just wanted to say something to everyone so you don't think I up and vanished.
If all goes well, I'll be back to posting my smut and snuff again soon. I have ideas for stories, I just need to get to writing them with some semblance of quality.
Happy 2022
Posted 3 years agoHappy New Year to everyone!
So, on January 1st, 2021, I started this account fresh, and shifted my IB and SF accounts to do the whole writing thing here. So today marks my 1 hear anniversary of doing writing for y'all. Woo~ As such... I have a little survey I'd like you to fill out for me. It's quick and free, and serving 2 purposes, and split into two halves.
The first half is to help me get some ideas for what you guys and gals might like in a story. I'd like to do a story based on community desires. I'll tally the results of the first half of this and try and write something accordingly.
The second half is more for me to get a gauge on just where I get more responses from and just generally some feedback from all of you.
The Survey: https://forms.gle/uKLTCLDFaucoqFNR8
I have it set so that e-mails will NOT be logged or tracked, so you do not have to worry about such things. It is also designed to be anonymous. I just want a feel for my community here more than anything from any one individual.
This will be open for the entirety of January, and I'll tally the results at the end of the month. So there is no rush.
Happy New Years, let's have a better 2022, and, as always, thanks for enjoying my insanity
So, on January 1st, 2021, I started this account fresh, and shifted my IB and SF accounts to do the whole writing thing here. So today marks my 1 hear anniversary of doing writing for y'all. Woo~ As such... I have a little survey I'd like you to fill out for me. It's quick and free, and serving 2 purposes, and split into two halves.
The first half is to help me get some ideas for what you guys and gals might like in a story. I'd like to do a story based on community desires. I'll tally the results of the first half of this and try and write something accordingly.
The second half is more for me to get a gauge on just where I get more responses from and just generally some feedback from all of you.
The Survey: https://forms.gle/uKLTCLDFaucoqFNR8
I have it set so that e-mails will NOT be logged or tracked, so you do not have to worry about such things. It is also designed to be anonymous. I just want a feel for my community here more than anything from any one individual.
This will be open for the entirety of January, and I'll tally the results at the end of the month. So there is no rush.
Happy New Years, let's have a better 2022, and, as always, thanks for enjoying my insanity
Minor update
Posted 3 years agoI've had a few asking, so this is just a minor update to let you all know that I will not be taking any more commissions, regular or CBCs, for the rest of 2021. After I finish the few I'm currently working on, I need to take a break for my own mental wellbeing.
I will announce when I'm open again, very probably some time in January.
I hope you all have a great holiday season and a happy new year.
I will announce when I'm open again, very probably some time in January.
I hope you all have a great holiday season and a happy new year.
The year end update
Posted 4 years agoBecause apparently it's the thing to do.
This is going to get long. Sorry.
So my journey so far:
I've been on FA for many a year, about a decade actually, but back in January I decided to create this account brand new to start posting my horrible, nasty, blood-flavored brand of entertainment. Literally, January 1st. New year, new me... kinda.
From there, I took suggestions for stories and it seemed to go well. So well that in April I decided to open myself up to commissions. This has gone... really well. Not like, I can afford to pay rent with this money well, but enough that I can buy some extra stuff on the side without agonizing about if I should splurge now or wait for the next few months, a state I was in for the last several years.
In October, I opened up a new format for commissions, my Coffee Break Commissions, shorter stories that are easier to write and faster to read. A quick gander at my gallery will show this has obviously been my go-to for the last few months. I'm liking doing these shorter stories.
In the last year, I've made some new friends online, and I've been working to hone my craft, so to speak. I've also been silently working in the background on a much... MUCH larger project. More a revival of an old project that dates back over 15 years. I'm still not really ready to reveal anything about it, as I've had to rework a lot multiple times, and I have tried to revive and subsequently abandoned this project at least 10 times in the last decade, so I don't want to make promises I can't keep.
I've also somewhat been trying to come to terms with my identity issues. This year saw me accepting my unique brand of gender fluidity. It's still been a struggle, of course, made harder by it being weird even by non-binary standards. But then it's always been said that there's everybody else... and then there's me. True as an infant, true to this day.
That does segue nicely into the next part. This year has not all been ups, but there have been quite a few downs. I've gone through several near nervous breakdowns, some of which put me in some pretty dark places that I still haven't fully recovered from. Dealing with my identity issues is one part of that. Also, imposter syndrome is a thing, yo. As is burnout. I've been working to make sure I don't completely eradicate my already fragile brain working too hard.
And then October happened. What was supposed to be an amazing month for me, with a big planned out weekly release of stories ending in a big event on Halloween involving all my posting accounts got... kind of tainted when two people I've known for a long time died near the end of the month. One I've known for almost 10 years, and died from long-time health issues, so his death was not as shocking, but no less upsetting. The other was the sister of my oldest friend, someone I've known since middle school... who was straight up murdered by her boyfriend, which was... numbingly shocking. Worse of all, both happened within a week of each other.
So... where do I go from here? Well, I may have slowed down a little after October's reality bitchslap, but I'm not stopping. I've got something coming up on the 1st for everyone, which may or may not lead into further developments down the road. Regular commissions will open back up some time next month as well. Plus there's that big project that I really want to actually get to work this time, goddammit!
There may also be the return of my old account, or possibly a brand new one, focused for cleaner, less gore focused stories. This is something I'd like feedback from you guys on, see if anyone would be interested in reading less grimdark work by me. (way to bury the lead, huh?) I'll make a more dedicated journal about that question another time.
So... yeah. That's been my year and some expectations for the future. I don't like to plan too far ahead, as life has this funny way of veering wildly off-track, for better or ill. But I'm still going, and here's to hoping 2022 will continue in a more positive trend. The feedback you guys have been giving me has been amazing. I super appreciate all the comments you lot leave me, and the friendships I've made from this venture. So thank you to everyone, whether you say anything or not. Thank you for just enjoying to read my nonsense.
So as always, thank you. And I hope you continue to enjoy my insanity.
This is going to get long. Sorry.
So my journey so far:
I've been on FA for many a year, about a decade actually, but back in January I decided to create this account brand new to start posting my horrible, nasty, blood-flavored brand of entertainment. Literally, January 1st. New year, new me... kinda.
From there, I took suggestions for stories and it seemed to go well. So well that in April I decided to open myself up to commissions. This has gone... really well. Not like, I can afford to pay rent with this money well, but enough that I can buy some extra stuff on the side without agonizing about if I should splurge now or wait for the next few months, a state I was in for the last several years.
In October, I opened up a new format for commissions, my Coffee Break Commissions, shorter stories that are easier to write and faster to read. A quick gander at my gallery will show this has obviously been my go-to for the last few months. I'm liking doing these shorter stories.
In the last year, I've made some new friends online, and I've been working to hone my craft, so to speak. I've also been silently working in the background on a much... MUCH larger project. More a revival of an old project that dates back over 15 years. I'm still not really ready to reveal anything about it, as I've had to rework a lot multiple times, and I have tried to revive and subsequently abandoned this project at least 10 times in the last decade, so I don't want to make promises I can't keep.
I've also somewhat been trying to come to terms with my identity issues. This year saw me accepting my unique brand of gender fluidity. It's still been a struggle, of course, made harder by it being weird even by non-binary standards. But then it's always been said that there's everybody else... and then there's me. True as an infant, true to this day.
That does segue nicely into the next part. This year has not all been ups, but there have been quite a few downs. I've gone through several near nervous breakdowns, some of which put me in some pretty dark places that I still haven't fully recovered from. Dealing with my identity issues is one part of that. Also, imposter syndrome is a thing, yo. As is burnout. I've been working to make sure I don't completely eradicate my already fragile brain working too hard.
And then October happened. What was supposed to be an amazing month for me, with a big planned out weekly release of stories ending in a big event on Halloween involving all my posting accounts got... kind of tainted when two people I've known for a long time died near the end of the month. One I've known for almost 10 years, and died from long-time health issues, so his death was not as shocking, but no less upsetting. The other was the sister of my oldest friend, someone I've known since middle school... who was straight up murdered by her boyfriend, which was... numbingly shocking. Worse of all, both happened within a week of each other.
So... where do I go from here? Well, I may have slowed down a little after October's reality bitchslap, but I'm not stopping. I've got something coming up on the 1st for everyone, which may or may not lead into further developments down the road. Regular commissions will open back up some time next month as well. Plus there's that big project that I really want to actually get to work this time, goddammit!
There may also be the return of my old account, or possibly a brand new one, focused for cleaner, less gore focused stories. This is something I'd like feedback from you guys on, see if anyone would be interested in reading less grimdark work by me. (way to bury the lead, huh?) I'll make a more dedicated journal about that question another time.
So... yeah. That's been my year and some expectations for the future. I don't like to plan too far ahead, as life has this funny way of veering wildly off-track, for better or ill. But I'm still going, and here's to hoping 2022 will continue in a more positive trend. The feedback you guys have been giving me has been amazing. I super appreciate all the comments you lot leave me, and the friendships I've made from this venture. So thank you to everyone, whether you say anything or not. Thank you for just enjoying to read my nonsense.
So as always, thank you. And I hope you continue to enjoy my insanity.
Coffee Break Commissions are still open
Posted 4 years agoJust throwing this up here to keep everyone updated. First off: Coffee Break Commissions are still open. (See this journal for details)
However, I will be taking a break from taking longer story commissions for a bit. The end of the year is statistically a very... bad time for me. Plus, I haven't really gotten to work as much on my own stories as I'd like recently. All my Halloween stories were pre-written in September, so in the last month and a half, I've gotten almost none of my own stuff done.
I have a few longer things I'd like to get back to, including one VERY long project I might be attempting. No promises on that. Details to come if it actually happens. All I will say about it is... I hope the rumors about the FF9 remake are true. (Of course, if they ARE true, I would need money to get a PS5 to actually play it... =_=)
Anyway, I don't know when I'll be opening longer commissions again, but I'll keep y'all posted.
However, I will be taking a break from taking longer story commissions for a bit. The end of the year is statistically a very... bad time for me. Plus, I haven't really gotten to work as much on my own stories as I'd like recently. All my Halloween stories were pre-written in September, so in the last month and a half, I've gotten almost none of my own stuff done.
I have a few longer things I'd like to get back to, including one VERY long project I might be attempting. No promises on that. Details to come if it actually happens. All I will say about it is... I hope the rumors about the FF9 remake are true. (Of course, if they ARE true, I would need money to get a PS5 to actually play it... =_=)
Anyway, I don't know when I'll be opening longer commissions again, but I'll keep y'all posted.
Another raffle... by someone else
Posted 4 years agoGot another art raffle to share with you guys. They've got some cute art, so go get yourself a shot at it.
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/44446792/
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/44446792/
Want a cool icon like mine?
Posted 4 years agoThe artist who did my icon is doing a free raffle. If you want a chance, go to their post here and enter!
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/44428154/
They're also really affordable and have some pretty descent art, and are just really nice. Doing what I can to support 'em.
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/44428154/
They're also really affordable and have some pretty descent art, and are just really nice. Doing what I can to support 'em.
This week keeps getting better...
Posted 4 years agoI found out yesterday that Chris Ayers, voice actor for Freeza from Dragon Ball Kai and Super, died Monday from complications to COPD.
https://comicbook.com/anime/news/ch.....za-voice-dies/
I actually knew Chris. Known him for near 10 years now. Counted him as a friend. So... yeah...
I barely know how to react to the first crisis, and now this...
I'd ask what the universe is going to throw at me next, but I REALLY don't want to find out...
Update: Literally MINUTES after posting this, I find out that someone my mother works with tested positive for Covid. She's getting tested later. I'll post something if it gets worse. I'm less worried about that, I got my ridiculously strong immune system from her side of the family, but still.
WHAT'S NEXT!? House fire?
https://comicbook.com/anime/news/ch.....za-voice-dies/
I actually knew Chris. Known him for near 10 years now. Counted him as a friend. So... yeah...
I barely know how to react to the first crisis, and now this...
I'd ask what the universe is going to throw at me next, but I REALLY don't want to find out...
Update: Literally MINUTES after posting this, I find out that someone my mother works with tested positive for Covid. She's getting tested later. I'll post something if it gets worse. I'm less worried about that, I got my ridiculously strong immune system from her side of the family, but still.
WHAT'S NEXT!? House fire?
Commission Delays
Posted 4 years agoSo, up front, I want to say I'm sorry to everyone who I owe a commission to, but there may be a delay on me getting anything to you. Something pretty big came up.
I just got contacted by someone I would call my best and oldest friend. I've known him since we were in grade school. We literally grew up together. And yesterday morning, his younger sister was murdered by her boyfriend.
I'm not even sure how to properly process learning that information. She and I were never exactly close, and I haven't seen her in over 10 years, but it was still someone I grew up with...
I don't know any more details, and I won't be sharing them if I learn them.
So this is going to take some time for me to just... work through I think. I'll still get stuff done, and maybe even lose myself in the writing, but for now, I'm going to take some time off to just... figure out my feelings here, and be there for my friend.
I just got contacted by someone I would call my best and oldest friend. I've known him since we were in grade school. We literally grew up together. And yesterday morning, his younger sister was murdered by her boyfriend.
I'm not even sure how to properly process learning that information. She and I were never exactly close, and I haven't seen her in over 10 years, but it was still someone I grew up with...
I don't know any more details, and I won't be sharing them if I learn them.
So this is going to take some time for me to just... work through I think. I'll still get stuff done, and maybe even lose myself in the writing, but for now, I'm going to take some time off to just... figure out my feelings here, and be there for my friend.
Commissions are OPEN! And some price updates.
Posted 4 years agoWell, I guess I'm going to HAVE to open my commissions now. I've already got people asking about it. haha.
So yes, October commissions areOPEN! CLOSED! However, there are some updates, too.
Price Change
I am adjusting my prices. Not by a lot, but with getting more commissions, my time is getting more limited. So here's the new breakdown (I'll update the commission journal to reflect the new prices, too.)
Upfront: $20 (This includes the first 1k of a story)
If you want to keep the story private, there is an additional $15 to the upfront fee
For every 1k words after the first, it is $7. There still is no maximum length, just keep it reasonable. I can only focus on one thing so much.
Coffee Break Rename
So some may have noticed a few days ago, I went back and rebranded my Bite-Sized Stories to Coffee Break Stories. Stories short enough to read in a coffee break. It was also brought to my attention that I should shift up my warnings icon for my stories a little more. I agree. So, the CBS now have their own warnings icon style to separate them and make them easier to tell apart from my other stories. I may do this with other stories in the future.
Coffee Break Commissions
YES! In addition to my normal commissions, I am opening up the shorter Coffee Break style as a commissions. They are short 1-3k stories with lighter details and a specific focus. These will be a flat-fee up front, and it's as long as it's going to be. I'll still do all my normal editing stuff and work with you, of course. I've never been a 'you get what I think you should get' kind of person. You get what you're happy with.
For the moment, I do not have a specific number of slots for how many I'll do, want to see how popular an option it is. These will also not fill the normal commission slots. The fee for a CBC is a flat $25 upfront.
Halloween Stories
These are all done now. I'm just going to keep with the schedule of posting the next chapter every Friday. Look forward to Chapter 2 tomorrow. Then on Halloween itself will be a trio of stories for everyone to enjoy.
That is all for now!
Commission slots:
1 - Claimed
2 - Claimed
3 - Claimed
4 - Claimed
Coffee Break Commissions:
- Open!
So yes, October commissions are
Price Change
I am adjusting my prices. Not by a lot, but with getting more commissions, my time is getting more limited. So here's the new breakdown (I'll update the commission journal to reflect the new prices, too.)
Upfront: $20 (This includes the first 1k of a story)
If you want to keep the story private, there is an additional $15 to the upfront fee
For every 1k words after the first, it is $7. There still is no maximum length, just keep it reasonable. I can only focus on one thing so much.
Coffee Break Rename
So some may have noticed a few days ago, I went back and rebranded my Bite-Sized Stories to Coffee Break Stories. Stories short enough to read in a coffee break. It was also brought to my attention that I should shift up my warnings icon for my stories a little more. I agree. So, the CBS now have their own warnings icon style to separate them and make them easier to tell apart from my other stories. I may do this with other stories in the future.
Coffee Break Commissions
YES! In addition to my normal commissions, I am opening up the shorter Coffee Break style as a commissions. They are short 1-3k stories with lighter details and a specific focus. These will be a flat-fee up front, and it's as long as it's going to be. I'll still do all my normal editing stuff and work with you, of course. I've never been a 'you get what I think you should get' kind of person. You get what you're happy with.
For the moment, I do not have a specific number of slots for how many I'll do, want to see how popular an option it is. These will also not fill the normal commission slots. The fee for a CBC is a flat $25 upfront.
Halloween Stories
These are all done now. I'm just going to keep with the schedule of posting the next chapter every Friday. Look forward to Chapter 2 tomorrow. Then on Halloween itself will be a trio of stories for everyone to enjoy.
That is all for now!
Commission slots:
1 - Claimed
2 - Claimed
3 - Claimed
4 - Claimed
Coffee Break Commissions:
- Open!
More art promotions!
Posted 4 years agoHey! I got some free art.
Jena Panties: https://www.furaffinity.net/view/44011048/
Jena Puss: https://www.furaffinity.net/view/44011088/
You want one, too? They're doing a free art thing here:
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/43741966/
Get you sum!
Jena Panties: https://www.furaffinity.net/view/44011048/
Jena Puss: https://www.furaffinity.net/view/44011088/
You want one, too? They're doing a free art thing here:
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/43741966/
Get you sum!
Want some art?
Posted 4 years agoNot by me, no. I don't / can't draw. No,
dastoertchen, the person who made my icon, is doing a raffle for a halloween themed picture! They are a real sweety and if you do not know of them, go check them out and their raffle here!
They are also doing halloween themed icons on the cheap, too. You can find that info here.

They are also doing halloween themed icons on the cheap, too. You can find that info here.
Big October Updates!
Posted 4 years agoSo, as alluded to earlier, I love October and Halloween. So, I'm doing something special for October this year. A few things, actually.
1: Halloween Fridays
Every Friday in October, starting on the 1st, I'll be posting a story following a particular wolf on his journey to murder his way around town on Halloween. Each story will focus on a particular theme, getting more brutal as the month goes.
2: Halloween Stories
On Halloween itself, I will be posting not 1, not 2, but 3 different stories. To promote myself on the 3 different sites I post to (FA, IB, and SF) I will be posting a different story to each site. Each story is its own thing, so if you hate one of the particular sites, you won't be obligated to read it to get the whole story. But I would appreciate you reading them anyway. <3
3: Bite-Sized Commissions
Y'all have been really liking the Bite-Sized stories I've posted so far. Shorter stories than my norm, between 1-3k long. Well, I'm opening them to commissions in addition to my normal commission slots. Since they're much shorter stories, I can bang them out much easier and not worry as much about being brain-fried by it. So, when I open my October commissions (see below) I'll be also opening up those as options as well. They will be a flat, up-front fee (still trying to decide how much). I'll post more details when I open commissions. About that:
4: October Commissions
So, I kinda sorta burned myself out a little this month writing so much in prep for next month... oops. I'm still working to finish the last of my Sept commissions (Sorry for the wait, my dude!) but once it is done, I'll be opening up for October. I don't have a solid time frame, but expect it early October. I'll post about it then. I'll also have come up with the exact pricing for my Bite-Sized Commissions by then.
So how's that for an update for y'all!? Get excited for October and Halloween! I know I am!
1: Halloween Fridays
Every Friday in October, starting on the 1st, I'll be posting a story following a particular wolf on his journey to murder his way around town on Halloween. Each story will focus on a particular theme, getting more brutal as the month goes.
2: Halloween Stories
On Halloween itself, I will be posting not 1, not 2, but 3 different stories. To promote myself on the 3 different sites I post to (FA, IB, and SF) I will be posting a different story to each site. Each story is its own thing, so if you hate one of the particular sites, you won't be obligated to read it to get the whole story. But I would appreciate you reading them anyway. <3
3: Bite-Sized Commissions
Y'all have been really liking the Bite-Sized stories I've posted so far. Shorter stories than my norm, between 1-3k long. Well, I'm opening them to commissions in addition to my normal commission slots. Since they're much shorter stories, I can bang them out much easier and not worry as much about being brain-fried by it. So, when I open my October commissions (see below) I'll be also opening up those as options as well. They will be a flat, up-front fee (still trying to decide how much). I'll post more details when I open commissions. About that:
4: October Commissions
So, I kinda sorta burned myself out a little this month writing so much in prep for next month... oops. I'm still working to finish the last of my Sept commissions (Sorry for the wait, my dude!) but once it is done, I'll be opening up for October. I don't have a solid time frame, but expect it early October. I'll post about it then. I'll also have come up with the exact pricing for my Bite-Sized Commissions by then.
So how's that for an update for y'all!? Get excited for October and Halloween! I know I am!
October is coming
Posted 4 years agoAnd with it... Halloween.
The day of creeps and ghouls, ghosts and murderers, blood and death.
Something fun is creeping this October.
Something big will bump this Halloween.
Prepare yourselves.
Something is coming.
More soon...
The day of creeps and ghouls, ghosts and murderers, blood and death.
Something fun is creeping this October.
Something big will bump this Halloween.
Prepare yourselves.
Something is coming.
More soon...
Commissions - September
Posted 4 years agoWOW! I've been getting super popular lately with people asking about commissions. I'm not upset, but I now have 4 people waiting. Finishing up my last for August, and 3 for September!
So, for the moment, I am not open for commissions. I will be opening up again once I start working on all these stories. I'll keep y'all posted.
Thanks so much to everyone for the interest in my writing. ^_^
So, for the moment, I am not open for commissions. I will be opening up again once I start working on all these stories. I'll keep y'all posted.
Thanks so much to everyone for the interest in my writing. ^_^
So... it happened.
Posted 4 years agoI just hit 100 watchers over on my InkBunny page (Found here)
(I'm also only one watcher away from 69 here. Noice~)
So, what should I do to celebrate?
Something romantic? Something super gory? Something... batshit insane?
Suggestions?
(I'm also only one watcher away from 69 here. Noice~)
So, what should I do to celebrate?
Something romantic? Something super gory? Something... batshit insane?
Suggestions?
Commission Info Update (July 18, 2021)
Posted 4 years agoSo first and foremost, Yes, I am still open for commissions and no, my price has not changed. This is to let any of my watchers know about my update (Found Here)
Long and short of it: I've had a lot of people asking for foot fetish and paw play recently. I don't have a foot fetish, and am really not comfortable writing a story with that as the main focus. Enough people have asked in the last month that I feel I should put this out there for everyone to know.
Long and short of it: I've had a lot of people asking for foot fetish and paw play recently. I don't have a foot fetish, and am really not comfortable writing a story with that as the main focus. Enough people have asked in the last month that I feel I should put this out there for everyone to know.
Lack of Stories?
Posted 4 years agoFor anyone wondering why I haven't posted any new stories in the past few weeks, a quick update. I posted about this before, but here's a more detailed update.
Tomorrow is round 3 with the dentist. Getting permanent crowns on two teeth, and prepping another for its turn, plus another 3 fillings. Which means there will be a round 4 to finish that up in a few weeks. As this is round 3, you can guess it's been going on for a few weeks now.
It's been a more than a little draining, both physically, and more so, financially. This is after already having had 9 teeth removed (8 in one go) and 6 teeth capped, and I don't know how many fillings. Yes, my teeth are absolutely fucked up. I have put enough money into my mouth at this point that if I had it on hand, I could buy a used car. Not even kidding about that...
I hate asking for help from others like this, but I'm already borrowing other people's money for all of this (thank you to my cool mom who will never read this). If there is any chance people can help me pay them back, even a little, I would greatly appreciate it. You can help by either getting yourself a commission (See the journal about that) or you can throw a few spare bucks my way here (If you are so inclined).
Tomorrow is round 3 with the dentist. Getting permanent crowns on two teeth, and prepping another for its turn, plus another 3 fillings. Which means there will be a round 4 to finish that up in a few weeks. As this is round 3, you can guess it's been going on for a few weeks now.
It's been a more than a little draining, both physically, and more so, financially. This is after already having had 9 teeth removed (8 in one go) and 6 teeth capped, and I don't know how many fillings. Yes, my teeth are absolutely fucked up. I have put enough money into my mouth at this point that if I had it on hand, I could buy a used car. Not even kidding about that...
I hate asking for help from others like this, but I'm already borrowing other people's money for all of this (thank you to my cool mom who will never read this). If there is any chance people can help me pay them back, even a little, I would greatly appreciate it. You can help by either getting yourself a commission (See the journal about that) or you can throw a few spare bucks my way here (If you are so inclined).