Here's to anyone who wants a commission, thought it would be easier to tell you via a journal.

Thanks to confusion with my clinic, I no longer have access to one of my medications.

The confusion is : I don't know if i've got to withdraw off this certain medication, and it might be a little tough for me if I do.

I've been on Amitryptaline 40mg each day for about 5 years now.

I don't know whats going on as my clinic/GP is slow to tell me any worthwhile information but it was not on my Repeat.

So until I know, commissions are paused for the meantime.

I mean no disrespect, or delay or anything bad against you - I just need to sort this out or I could end up in heaps of trouble health-wise.

Withdrawal is no joke and I might have to do it cold turkey, for a longstanding medication i've been on for each day without fail? I'm a little worried.

Hoping to get this sorted out.

You can still chat to me about commissions, if you'd like to of course.

I just won't be doing any work until I know whats going on.

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- Thrasher / Wolfie

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Just a check in and letting you know i'm still here, still active and still doodling away in my own little world.

Medication-wise I had to go back to taking the full Duloxetine dose at night as I just can't seem to function at ALL during the day.

Night dose for now. Holy shit they do hit hard. But thankfully i'm doing a bit better.

Getting my blood results on the 20th and seeing where I stand on the current meds i'm on, see if there's a change - again.

It feels like an uphill struggle stuck in my ol' VW, but I do feel a lot more positive about many things.

Taking extra vitamin D and C which i'm usually deficient on? Amazing! I feel better energy and more like I can function just a little bit.

Not perfect but it feels good. Less Energy Drinks needed! Less Caffeine, less of the drinks I use to keep awake! :D

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Other than that, just coping with the cold weather, heck, i'm wearing socks...SOCKS! Of all things! I never wear socks as I find them irritating and uncomfortable. XDD

I'm also going to be looking for my own flat/housing this year, I don't live well at home and I legally can't live with my partner, as the rules on his place are a little...not good.

Been trying to do more, my hip and leg, plus painkillers make it a little harder as they sap my will and energy, but, a little fraction of progress? I guess. :P

Not sleeping well at night due to my Night Terrors and Anxiety, i'm in fight or flight or freeze every night and its crazy.

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Hope you all are doing well this 2025, I know there's a lot going on in the world right now so I hope you are safe, sound and doing okay.

Genuinely, I do read journals and I worry.

Just be safe, okay?

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-- Thrasher / Wolfie

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Well, i'm keeping up to date with all my meds, including my regulars and new dosages.

60mg of Duloxetine is now 90mg, and yesterday I have to apologise to my Commissioners - I was Out Of Order during the day.

It hit me like a brick in the head and left me feeling fuzzy and confused. Very tired and I couldn't work under those conditions.

Today i'll start commissions, now I think I can balance things out.

Ugh, it might not seem a alot to some, but Duloxetine is one of my pain/anxiety meds so its kinda a new heavy on me.

Still getting there, but please have a little patience, didn't think it'll suddenly slap me into sleep-mode.

Apologies, today i'll keep energised and work on paid commissions. ^_^

Thank you!

- Thrasher / Wolfie

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Hey guys, gals and fluffy pals!

Happy 2025, i'm a little late but ehhhh, been with family and my partner, wrapping up '24.

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Righto! Commissions open on the 5th of January. I have a hard few months ahead so will be also updating via Journals more often for any Queues.

I still am the sort of lion that works fast, but I want to try and balance things this year.

I'm happy to work, just gotta keep my health in check and 2025 is a huge year for medication changes, therapy and intensive counselling where I will need to decompress now and then.

Also had my blood test done, getting a follow up on the 20th but nothing is too out of line this time, better than last time apparently.

So, here's to progress and feeling healthier with a better mindset about many things.

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Hope we all are well, keeping safe and warm in these colder months.

Love you all, thank you for the support and keeping up to date with my shenanigans.

- Thrasher / Wolfie

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I'm still here, just being a bit busy here with family and trying to be social too. Its hard!

Thankfully i'll be seeing my boyfriend in New Years and I couldn't be happier. <3

Things seem to be settling down and i'm incredibly thankful to those who keep check on me, thank you. Love you guys.

Christmas is hard for a lot of us so i'm sending out all the love to you this time of year.

Music and stuff helps. <3

Hope you all are well!

Finally starting to get used to my med time change, vitamins in the morning plus Duloxetine.

So if I dont see you in the next few days, Happy Christmas, Yule, whatever you celebrate. <3

- Thrasher / Wolfie

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My budgie William died this morning. I have to go home to an empty cage. Age got him and he got unwell too. RIP...

I'm heartbroken.

- Thrasher / Wolfie

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I am awfully sorry but i'm going to have to close Commissions a little early.

Just a lot going on, mentally, physically and other things out of my control.

I will take a last call, but closing tomorrow.

Any commission booked in today will be completed but not taking any more until the new year.

I just don't feel up to working during Christmas, there's a lot of things flying around and just need the decompression.

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- Thrasher / Wolfie

( CLOSING 7th DECEMBER.)

Had a bad night with a delivery driver becoming irate at me for something out of my control, shouting at me and dictating to me loudly I was wasting his time.

Couldn't get to the front entry door, so he got mad and refused to follow instructions, so he decided to shout at me that my disability wasn't real, I was faking, just because I limped to the front entry door after a long time arguing on the phone with this guy.

I was shocked and shaken, anxiety has been on overload since so i'm trying to calm down and not let his words affect me.

Then came a message a little later tonight that I was in debt, for a very complicated reason, just a lot of people posing as Paypal Scams and I missed all my regular/official calls.

I explained to the debt collectors my distrust of the whole phone scam thing and there was a HUGE surge this year of them alongside real calls.

Thankfully they understood and won't escalate, long as I sort out a payment plan and get it done, which i'm happy to. Just over £1000 to pay, but hoping with commissions and such I can get it sorted.

Ugh.

Fibromyalgia sucking the life out of me and night terrors, events and shit over the last few days have left me exhausted.

I'm going to continue with Commissions tomorrow/Thursday which is fine, they help with the process of learning and keeping busy, so I thank you all who have commissioned me. <3

I appreciate your patience, lots of things are spiralling it seems but i'll be alright. <3

I got you guys and I wouldn't change that for the world.

Thank you.

- Thrasher / Wolfie


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I won't be open for commissions past the 20th of December, so if you want commissions and whatnot, please let me know so I can pencil you in. ~

Still working on commissions behind the scenes and dealing with the cold weather, the UK is a shitshow at the moment storm-wise. Haha.

Christmas I will be back home in Farnborough with my mum and brothers, (stepdad included but eh.)

It might be a little stressful here and there as my stepdad's parents are coming over and its been...interesting to say the least.

Anyways.

Been having blips in my mental health, but nothing I can't manage or fight back against. Always come back, says I!

Physically still suffering with my hip and leg, now its colder i'm being much more careful with my mobility and keeping topped up on my painkillers when needs be.

Might be getting back into streaming, I know i'm a nervous person but a recent chatter with online furries and friends has made me feel a little more confident. (Thanks is in order, you know who you are. <3)

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Looking forward to Beastars, Mufasa and some other films in December, but REALLY eager for more Helluva Boss and Hazbin Hotel when and should it arrive. (Not sure when, lol.)

I've been slowly getting back into gaming, especially WoW, GW2 and ESO, but really want to get back into a run of Kingdom Hearts! Oh yes. I'm a nerd for a Keyblade, haha.

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Please bare with me if December is busier than normal and if you REALLY need to talk, i'll get to messages in time.

Its a tricky time of year, but I love you guys and I thank you for all the support.

Your all my good eggies. <3

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- Thrasher / Wolfie

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Sorry i've been a little off-planet lately and not responding.

Been struggling with my morning dosage of Duloxetine still kicking my tail but, think the weather isn't helping me feel less tired.

Usually i'm up and doodling but i've been so worn down and feeling a little troubled.

With December and the memories that come with it, the trauma...every year it feels hard to stomach...

I've been trying to be better, think positive, but its hard.

I keep bursting into tears and its hard not to fall down that hole of depression.

I'm just lucky to have my friends and watchers. <3

I appreciate all of you.

- Thrasher / Wolfie

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I'm back! And front. And Sides. And internal organs...enough of that.

Commissions are back!

Price List :

https://www.furaffinity.net/view/58789169/
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/58789169/
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/58789169/


Happy to listen to all enquiries.

- Thrasher / Wolfie

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Hi there!

Right.

I am still taking commissions, the only rule is I will start on Monday 11th November. AFTER the Concert weekend.

Gives me time to doodle out my excitement as I can't concentrate very well right now, i'm having hyper moments so if my art makes no sense for now, please excuse me.

If you wish to commission me, pay up front and happy to wait a week til I get back to paid work, thats fine too.

Brain goes bouncy.

Price List : https://www.furaffinity.net/view/58436477/ (Prices can vary on difficulty with both characters and backgrounds.)

But I will say, if you pay up front, its first come first serve - I will work on things in order of when they have been paid up from Monday.

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It also gives me a little time to adjust to my Morning Medication (Duloxetine moved to Morning Dose, no longer evening.)

So if anything like health blips, I've got a week to shake the bugs out and contact my doctor. ^_^

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So until Monday, it'll be personal art if/when I upload.

Then Monday work begins.

I think a little break will help recharge the waning batteries of energy and inspiration. :)

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Thank you for understanding!

- Thrasher / Wolfie

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On the 9th of November me, and are going to see Palaye Royale, one of my favourite bands! ~

The days around then will be busy building up and returning from the concert so I might be a little busy.

This is all thanks to <3

Really excited!

- Thrasher / Wolfie

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Its been a lovely evening hearing the trick or treaters have fun outside, much as my heart yearns to dress up and 'wolf out' - i'm content hearing the commotion. <3

I just want to extend my thanks, my blessings and spooky things to you all. <3

Halloween/Samhain is important to my mum and myself, we often have 'visitors' of the spiritual kind drop in and make themselves known.

Its why we always welcome them when the veil has thinned and invite them to celebrate with us. <3

I hope we all have a Happy Halloween and a Blessed Samhain.

Love you all, i'm going to listen to music and take the night easy.

Tomorrow i'll continue working on my commissions.

Also just smiling ear to ear at the fact there's people celebrating in the local area here in London, never in my life would I think i'd hear the excitement.

Makes my little black heart happy. <3

Remember to welcome the spirits tonight, dance in the starlight, just have fun and celebrate. <3

- Thrasher / Wolfie

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Well, still hurts like a fucker.

If I pick things up or use things / type?

ACK! It just gets aggro and it hurts more. So taking today/Tuesday to let it heal better.

Yesterday I was VERY out of it and needed to recharge as I slept like shit.

But i'm feeling better today, just careful with what I use and pick up, lol.

I will work on Commissions once I know for sure this wound is behaving.

If it continues to weep i'll wrap it up and start work Wednesday/Tomorrow. <3

I'm SO sorry this stupid wounded thumb business is a lot more tricky than I first thought.

Glass is dumb.

Glass can eat my ass, in a bad way...to quote Ozzie in Helluva Boss. Haha.

I will not post any personal art until I get my queue cleared as I feel paid art is priority.

I love you guys, thank you for the well wishes n' all. <3

I'm so thankful I have patient folks and commissioners . I appreciate you very much. <3

- Thrasher / Wolfie

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Welp, today was interesting.

Got my shopping delivered, not a problem. Guy said nothing about broken glass jar in one of the bags he OBVIOUSLY dropped as the bag was soaked with contents.

Anyway.

Unloading things, all good.

Thumb goes 'WTF' and red stuff came out very quickly, thought it was sauce at first...but no. Its blood. Glass shard stabbed my thumb on my left hand, and upon cleaning up pulled it out and i'm not under the process of checking for glass splinters in the wound as it HURTS LIKE A FUCKING FUCK.

Slightly angry wound, but think i'll be okay.

Got a full refund from the shop so all good.

Just unpleasant clearing up your own fucking blood from the floor because I became a tomato.

Ugh.

I still intend on starting commissions Monday/Tomorrow, but I want to see how the wound heals up first so I don't bleed over my computer and drawing tablet.

Vicious shard of glass that was, I hate glass wounds. Still got many scars from incidents involving broken glass but it never hurts less.

Fuckin' hell.

- Thrasher / Wolfie

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Had a coughing fit after my throat dried up in my sleep. ;_; Thankfully it was just dry and nothing else, irritated my lungs a little and ribs hurt but i'll be fine. My meds sometimes make keeping hydrated hard as they cause dry mouth and throat...uck.

Bit tired after all that.

Just glad my mum taught me to wrangle and control my breathing techniques so things didn't continue longer than they needed to.

Other than that, i'm OK.

Just a bit eepy.

- Thrasher / Wolfie

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https://www.furaffinity.net/view/58433450/
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/58433450/
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/58433450/

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Quick Turnaround, just need to raise some funds after and unexpected charge came out my account.

Any commission will be 1-2 days turnaround.

Might be faster as I got a bit of time on my paws.

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- Thank You!

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Oh boy, seems i've done a good'un to my right knee.

Basically, its angry, sore and will take up to 3 weeks to heal with any luck.

Its a little distracting I won't lie. Taking extra painkillers? Yeah, i'm sleepy and drowsy but still trying to keep up to date with everything.

I tripped over a cat while catsitting the catfam, won't mention who but he's so hard to stay mad at. And he's a chonky tank of love that just wanted to bless me with a buttslam.

Never thought i'd hurt myself like that but i'm so used to Birds.

Don't worry, i'll be fine, just might need to take commissions a 'tiny' bit slower but things will be done, no worries. <3

Duloxetine and Codydramol is a little potent in my system right now, i'm a tired lion.

Been taking vitamins daily to keep my energy up. Sometimes it doesn't work but i'm drinking less Caffiene!

Woo!

Good and bad stuff.


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- Thrasher / Wolfie

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Welp, been to Chu's and back, its been a hard but fun time catsitting the Catfam and Noodlefam.

Had a few thunderstorms and the youngest cat would snuggle up to me and it was such a heartwarming experience with him. <3

But not i'm back in London, trying to deal with a bad pain flare up but my partner has been super helpful in making sure i'm comfortable and not too over-strained.

Its a stubborn flare up in the knees and left leg/back territory but i'm coping.

Gonna focus on healing and getting some rest, get some overdue art projects done that i've been meaning to work on.

And ts almost into the Spoopy months so i'm a happy liom/werewolf.

Expect to see more Wolf shenanigans <3

Hope you all are well!

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- Thrasher / Wolfie

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https://www.furaffinity.net/view/58172602/
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/58172602/
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/58172602/
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/58172602/

Price Sheet. <3

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I'm back from Catsitting and Noodlesitting.

I'm a little tired and sore but doing well and got back to London safe n sound.

Really enjoyed my time despite finding some things challenging.

But Commissions are open once more and i'm roaring to go! :D

- Thrasher / Wolfie

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16th onwards for a week and a bit i'll be at Chu's looking after the Cats n Noodles. Really looking forward to spending time with them. Always a giggle n' they look after me as much as I look after them, lol.

Commissions will be closed for that week as i'll be a lil occupied. <3

Happy to talk about commissions for after that week. <3

Busy Busy Uncle Thrasher looing after the cat and nood fam. <3

- Thrasher / Wolfie


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Ps. I'll still be doing personal art and uploading stuff, so i'm not going far. <3

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https://www.furaffinity.net/view/58055453/
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/58055453/
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/58055453/

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Prices are above in the link.

Situation is that I need to make some funds to fend for myself from the 16th September Onwards for about a week.

This includes, Food and Drink and any funds that may incur from shopping trips (essentials, I can't cook where I'll be.)

Anything will help, i'll happily take any commission.

I'll be going to a friends house to babysit 4 cats and 2 snakes. I'll be a busy, busy Lion that week as the owners are going away.

Looking after the flat, keeping it clean. Sometimes the cats can be a handful, especially one who is worth all the sillyness he provides for me.

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I'll pop my paypal here in case you want to throw some funds at me : https://www.paypal.com/paypalme/ThrasherBlackpaw/

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Thank you for listening. <3

- Thrasher

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I need to raise a little bit of funds for the 16th September, as i'm going to be babysitting my friends cats and will be solo for a week and fending for myself food and drink wise.

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Price List :

https://www.furaffinity.net/view/58018455/
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/58018455/
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/58018455/

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Happy to listen to all ideas. <3

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- Thrasher / Wolfie

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Welp, first summer cold I usually get was here, kicked my ass and its now leaving the same way it got here. Haha.

Think I did well regarding these things feel 10x worse with Fibro aches, but - my partner, kept me fed, watered and medicated - now I gotta rebuild my immunity. :)

Commissions ARE on hold until i'm fully over this yucky cold shenanigans.

I will re-open for Commissions once i'm good.

I do have a vast collection of designs I would like to upload and sell, so stay tuned for that.

Ranging from old TLK designs, to newer ideas on lineart and all kinds of things.

If you have any preferences for designs you'd like to see from me, do let me know.

Halloween isn't far off so the spooky ones will happen! :D

I hope you all are doing well!

Will get back to arting normally soon. <3

Love you lot!

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-- Thrasher / Wolfie

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