Had a bad night with a delivery driver becoming irate at me for something out of my control, shouting at me and dictating to me loudly I was wasting his time.

Couldn't get to the front entry door, so he got mad and refused to follow instructions, so he decided to shout at me that my disability wasn't real, I was faking, just because I limped to the front entry door after a long time arguing on the phone with this guy.

I was shocked and shaken, anxiety has been on overload since so i'm trying to calm down and not let his words affect me.

Then came a message a little later tonight that I was in debt, for a very complicated reason, just a lot of people posing as Paypal Scams and I missed all my regular/official calls.

I explained to the debt collectors my distrust of the whole phone scam thing and there was a HUGE surge this year of them alongside real calls.

Thankfully they understood and won't escalate, long as I sort out a payment plan and get it done, which i'm happy to. Just over £1000 to pay, but hoping with commissions and such I can get it sorted.

Ugh.

Fibromyalgia sucking the life out of me and night terrors, events and shit over the last few days have left me exhausted.

I'm going to continue with Commissions tomorrow/Thursday which is fine, they help with the process of learning and keeping busy, so I thank you all who have commissioned me. <3

I appreciate your patience, lots of things are spiralling it seems but i'll be alright. <3

I got you guys and I wouldn't change that for the world.

Thank you.

- Thrasher / Wolfie


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I won't be open for commissions past the 20th of December, so if you want commissions and whatnot, please let me know so I can pencil you in. ~

Still working on commissions behind the scenes and dealing with the cold weather, the UK is a shitshow at the moment storm-wise. Haha.

Christmas I will be back home in Farnborough with my mum and brothers, (stepdad included but eh.)

It might be a little stressful here and there as my stepdad's parents are coming over and its been...interesting to say the least.

Anyways.

Been having blips in my mental health, but nothing I can't manage or fight back against. Always come back, says I!

Physically still suffering with my hip and leg, now its colder i'm being much more careful with my mobility and keeping topped up on my painkillers when needs be.

Might be getting back into streaming, I know i'm a nervous person but a recent chatter with online furries and friends has made me feel a little more confident. (Thanks is in order, you know who you are. <3)

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Looking forward to Beastars, Mufasa and some other films in December, but REALLY eager for more Helluva Boss and Hazbin Hotel when and should it arrive. (Not sure when, lol.)

I've been slowly getting back into gaming, especially WoW, GW2 and ESO, but really want to get back into a run of Kingdom Hearts! Oh yes. I'm a nerd for a Keyblade, haha.

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Please bare with me if December is busier than normal and if you REALLY need to talk, i'll get to messages in time.

Its a tricky time of year, but I love you guys and I thank you for all the support.

Your all my good eggies. <3

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- Thrasher / Wolfie

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Sorry i've been a little off-planet lately and not responding.

Been struggling with my morning dosage of Duloxetine still kicking my tail but, think the weather isn't helping me feel less tired.

Usually i'm up and doodling but i've been so worn down and feeling a little troubled.

With December and the memories that come with it, the trauma...every year it feels hard to stomach...

I've been trying to be better, think positive, but its hard.

I keep bursting into tears and its hard not to fall down that hole of depression.

I'm just lucky to have my friends and watchers. <3

I appreciate all of you.

- Thrasher / Wolfie

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I'm back! And front. And Sides. And internal organs...enough of that.

Commissions are back!

Price List :

https://www.furaffinity.net/view/58789169/
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/58789169/
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/58789169/


Happy to listen to all enquiries.

- Thrasher / Wolfie

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Hi there!

Right.

I am still taking commissions, the only rule is I will start on Monday 11th November. AFTER the Concert weekend.

Gives me time to doodle out my excitement as I can't concentrate very well right now, i'm having hyper moments so if my art makes no sense for now, please excuse me.

If you wish to commission me, pay up front and happy to wait a week til I get back to paid work, thats fine too.

Brain goes bouncy.

Price List : https://www.furaffinity.net/view/58436477/ (Prices can vary on difficulty with both characters and backgrounds.)

But I will say, if you pay up front, its first come first serve - I will work on things in order of when they have been paid up from Monday.

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It also gives me a little time to adjust to my Morning Medication (Duloxetine moved to Morning Dose, no longer evening.)

So if anything like health blips, I've got a week to shake the bugs out and contact my doctor. ^_^

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So until Monday, it'll be personal art if/when I upload.

Then Monday work begins.

I think a little break will help recharge the waning batteries of energy and inspiration. :)

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Thank you for understanding!

- Thrasher / Wolfie

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On the 9th of November me, and are going to see Palaye Royale, one of my favourite bands! ~

The days around then will be busy building up and returning from the concert so I might be a little busy.

This is all thanks to <3

Really excited!

- Thrasher / Wolfie

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Its been a lovely evening hearing the trick or treaters have fun outside, much as my heart yearns to dress up and 'wolf out' - i'm content hearing the commotion. <3

I just want to extend my thanks, my blessings and spooky things to you all. <3

Halloween/Samhain is important to my mum and myself, we often have 'visitors' of the spiritual kind drop in and make themselves known.

Its why we always welcome them when the veil has thinned and invite them to celebrate with us. <3

I hope we all have a Happy Halloween and a Blessed Samhain.

Love you all, i'm going to listen to music and take the night easy.

Tomorrow i'll continue working on my commissions.

Also just smiling ear to ear at the fact there's people celebrating in the local area here in London, never in my life would I think i'd hear the excitement.

Makes my little black heart happy. <3

Remember to welcome the spirits tonight, dance in the starlight, just have fun and celebrate. <3

- Thrasher / Wolfie

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Well, still hurts like a fucker.

If I pick things up or use things / type?

ACK! It just gets aggro and it hurts more. So taking today/Tuesday to let it heal better.

Yesterday I was VERY out of it and needed to recharge as I slept like shit.

But i'm feeling better today, just careful with what I use and pick up, lol.

I will work on Commissions once I know for sure this wound is behaving.

If it continues to weep i'll wrap it up and start work Wednesday/Tomorrow. <3

I'm SO sorry this stupid wounded thumb business is a lot more tricky than I first thought.

Glass is dumb.

Glass can eat my ass, in a bad way...to quote Ozzie in Helluva Boss. Haha.

I will not post any personal art until I get my queue cleared as I feel paid art is priority.

I love you guys, thank you for the well wishes n' all. <3

I'm so thankful I have patient folks and commissioners . I appreciate you very much. <3

- Thrasher / Wolfie

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Welp, today was interesting.

Got my shopping delivered, not a problem. Guy said nothing about broken glass jar in one of the bags he OBVIOUSLY dropped as the bag was soaked with contents.

Anyway.

Unloading things, all good.

Thumb goes 'WTF' and red stuff came out very quickly, thought it was sauce at first...but no. Its blood. Glass shard stabbed my thumb on my left hand, and upon cleaning up pulled it out and i'm not under the process of checking for glass splinters in the wound as it HURTS LIKE A FUCKING FUCK.

Slightly angry wound, but think i'll be okay.

Got a full refund from the shop so all good.

Just unpleasant clearing up your own fucking blood from the floor because I became a tomato.

Ugh.

I still intend on starting commissions Monday/Tomorrow, but I want to see how the wound heals up first so I don't bleed over my computer and drawing tablet.

Vicious shard of glass that was, I hate glass wounds. Still got many scars from incidents involving broken glass but it never hurts less.

Fuckin' hell.

- Thrasher / Wolfie

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Had a coughing fit after my throat dried up in my sleep. ;_; Thankfully it was just dry and nothing else, irritated my lungs a little and ribs hurt but i'll be fine. My meds sometimes make keeping hydrated hard as they cause dry mouth and throat...uck.

Bit tired after all that.

Just glad my mum taught me to wrangle and control my breathing techniques so things didn't continue longer than they needed to.

Other than that, i'm OK.

Just a bit eepy.

- Thrasher / Wolfie

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https://www.furaffinity.net/view/58433450/
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/58433450/
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/58433450/

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Quick Turnaround, just need to raise some funds after and unexpected charge came out my account.

Any commission will be 1-2 days turnaround.

Might be faster as I got a bit of time on my paws.

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- Thank You!

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Oh boy, seems i've done a good'un to my right knee.

Basically, its angry, sore and will take up to 3 weeks to heal with any luck.

Its a little distracting I won't lie. Taking extra painkillers? Yeah, i'm sleepy and drowsy but still trying to keep up to date with everything.

I tripped over a cat while catsitting the catfam, won't mention who but he's so hard to stay mad at. And he's a chonky tank of love that just wanted to bless me with a buttslam.

Never thought i'd hurt myself like that but i'm so used to Birds.

Don't worry, i'll be fine, just might need to take commissions a 'tiny' bit slower but things will be done, no worries. <3

Duloxetine and Codydramol is a little potent in my system right now, i'm a tired lion.

Been taking vitamins daily to keep my energy up. Sometimes it doesn't work but i'm drinking less Caffiene!

Woo!

Good and bad stuff.


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- Thrasher / Wolfie

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Welp, been to Chu's and back, its been a hard but fun time catsitting the Catfam and Noodlefam.

Had a few thunderstorms and the youngest cat would snuggle up to me and it was such a heartwarming experience with him. <3

But not i'm back in London, trying to deal with a bad pain flare up but my partner has been super helpful in making sure i'm comfortable and not too over-strained.

Its a stubborn flare up in the knees and left leg/back territory but i'm coping.

Gonna focus on healing and getting some rest, get some overdue art projects done that i've been meaning to work on.

And ts almost into the Spoopy months so i'm a happy liom/werewolf.

Expect to see more Wolf shenanigans <3

Hope you all are well!

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- Thrasher / Wolfie

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https://www.furaffinity.net/view/58172602/
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/58172602/
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/58172602/
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/58172602/

Price Sheet. <3

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I'm back from Catsitting and Noodlesitting.

I'm a little tired and sore but doing well and got back to London safe n sound.

Really enjoyed my time despite finding some things challenging.

But Commissions are open once more and i'm roaring to go! :D

- Thrasher / Wolfie

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16th onwards for a week and a bit i'll be at Chu's looking after the Cats n Noodles. Really looking forward to spending time with them. Always a giggle n' they look after me as much as I look after them, lol.

Commissions will be closed for that week as i'll be a lil occupied. <3

Happy to talk about commissions for after that week. <3

Busy Busy Uncle Thrasher looing after the cat and nood fam. <3

- Thrasher / Wolfie


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Ps. I'll still be doing personal art and uploading stuff, so i'm not going far. <3

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https://www.furaffinity.net/view/58055453/
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/58055453/
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/58055453/

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Prices are above in the link.

Situation is that I need to make some funds to fend for myself from the 16th September Onwards for about a week.

This includes, Food and Drink and any funds that may incur from shopping trips (essentials, I can't cook where I'll be.)

Anything will help, i'll happily take any commission.

I'll be going to a friends house to babysit 4 cats and 2 snakes. I'll be a busy, busy Lion that week as the owners are going away.

Looking after the flat, keeping it clean. Sometimes the cats can be a handful, especially one who is worth all the sillyness he provides for me.

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I'll pop my paypal here in case you want to throw some funds at me : https://www.paypal.com/paypalme/ThrasherBlackpaw/

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Thank you for listening. <3

- Thrasher

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I need to raise a little bit of funds for the 16th September, as i'm going to be babysitting my friends cats and will be solo for a week and fending for myself food and drink wise.

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Price List :

https://www.furaffinity.net/view/58018455/
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/58018455/
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/58018455/

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Happy to listen to all ideas. <3

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- Thrasher / Wolfie

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Welp, first summer cold I usually get was here, kicked my ass and its now leaving the same way it got here. Haha.

Think I did well regarding these things feel 10x worse with Fibro aches, but - my partner, kept me fed, watered and medicated - now I gotta rebuild my immunity. :)

Commissions ARE on hold until i'm fully over this yucky cold shenanigans.

I will re-open for Commissions once i'm good.

I do have a vast collection of designs I would like to upload and sell, so stay tuned for that.

Ranging from old TLK designs, to newer ideas on lineart and all kinds of things.

If you have any preferences for designs you'd like to see from me, do let me know.

Halloween isn't far off so the spooky ones will happen! :D

I hope you all are doing well!

Will get back to arting normally soon. <3

Love you lot!

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-- Thrasher / Wolfie

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Hey guys!

I''m not leaving FA, nor do I plan to in any way at all.

I just think I should start uploading to other galleries as well under the names and alias' I go by. :)

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https://thrasher.sofurry.com/

https://cara.app/thrasher/all

https://buzzly.art/~Thrasher

https://sheezy.art/wolfie

https://www.deviantart.com/thrashermaddog

https://x.com/TBlackpaw

https://bsky.app/profile/thrasherma.....og.bsky.social

https://www.weasyl.com/~thrasherblackpaw

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Some i'm returning to, some have older art and some I really need to wipe the dust off.

But!

I just want to say that the support i've had over the years, I love you guys, gals, non binary pals and all you assorted lovely creatures! <3


- Thrasher / Wolfie

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Woke up to the sad news.

Thank you for being the one to give us furries a home, a gallery, a place we can be ourselves.

I'll miss you.

Rest easy.

Xx

Urrrrrrrggggghhhhhhh.

Despite online drama noone gives a shit about, got a chronic liar and narcissist up my ass trying to shift blame - especially when caught with their knickers in a twist.

I got other things going on.

Been trying to just get on day by day, but my mental health has been pretty bad. I've vented, i'm fine. I'll be okay in the long run.

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A lot of my stress and mental health issues have been due to PTSD and flashbacks. Its a little complicated, but it comes and goes and just hurts more than a kicking in the balls.

Trust me, born female, i've had the equivalent of being kicked in the balls...long story but its kind funny. (I was a kid, stood on a table and cracked my *whistles* on the corner of the table falling from high up.)

Wasn't funny when it happened, but damn I laugh now 'cuz its just about the right kind of dumb this lion can do. XDD

Anyways, depression keeps sinking me deep in the dark, anxiety is stopping me from going outside and chronic pain/fibromyalgia just keeps me indoors and fed up.

So I draw a lot, I keep my mind active, with ADHD sometimes its all stimulation or none because i'm overwhelmed.

Usually its : Set up, Ring Light On Dim, resting on bed, tablet set up, watching Netflix/Youtube...or Twitch, depends. I then draw, work on projects and at times, blast my music.

Yeah, its like being a permanent teenager on fucking detention or being grounded, but i'm content.

I have a loving boyfriend, who helps me when I need and I can't thank him enough for seeing through my Disability and helping me find myself again.

Go follow as his fursona is SOOOOO pretty. Tumaini is a big cat/TLK fan, musician and a great cook.

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Been talking to mum a lot, she's a grey witch, we affectionately call her 'Mama Panth/Pamf' because her animal is a Black Leopard , she loves melanistic animals but big cats are her jam.

Mum is also a BIG bird mammy too, we've owned many birbs together over the years. <3

I digress. I've been thinking a lot into how she raised me Catholic, but I was never, ever forced to keep it. I'm happily Wiccan/Pagan like my Mama Pamf.

Not quite a Witch myself, I don't do spells, I dont do much of that but I follow the Pagan/Wiccan calendar and times, moon phases and very in tune with nature.

If anyone can throw some pages at me, to help me find my way into being a Witch, or anything that will help me follow things more easily, please do!

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Slowly self-discovering.

I've been doing this for a long time, i'm still waiting on the Gender Clinic, but I don't know where to go from here unless I go private.

NHS is letting me down with health, and my life. I can't ultimately be the person I want to be, a better man - someone who I can be proud of and show the world i've finally done it.

Being Transgender, FtM (Female to Male) has been a rough road but I know what I want.

I've got the loveliest, most supportive friends, my family don't understand quite yet but accept it because...i've never acted/been femme orientated. They've accepted so much and I love them all.

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I also want to thank you guys, you've all been lovely and supportive, I know I don't talk like I should or even chatter to anyone anymore, that often even. But know the watches, follows, favs, all the things you do on my page - I appreciate every single one of you. From the bottom of my broken, blackened and stapled together-heart. I love you all. You seriously keep a fella going when there's not much left inside.

Remember, you are loved, you are important and if you need me, just send me a Note. I might not respond right away, but know I read every message.

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At the moment, my left hand is damaged and sore, fingers might be broken/badly sprained but i'm developing one hell of a bruise in places on my hand and fingers.

Got a poorly paw, but at least its not my drawing paw. ^_^;

I slammed a door too hard, was accidental and clumsy. Sometimes can't control what strength I have left at times.

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Anyways.

Love you all, just thought i'd make an update thats not good, not bad...but kind just rambling.

Be safe,

- Thrasher / Wolfie

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As you might already know, I struggle with Fibromyalgia and Chronic Pain in my left hip/leg.

I went to a furmeet yesterday, I felt confident that I could outlast my pain while socialising.

I was wrong, what happened scared me and showed i'm not in a good condition.

Left leg flared up, then the pain spread to my hip, then my back...so I thought i'd take a seat and alleviate the pain if I could.

My right leg went into a painful cramp/spasm where I needed my partner, Tumaini, to manually move my leg. I was screaming for help as this has never happened before...

I was scared, panicking and ended up barely able to put weight on either leg, so my mate/boyfriend got me an uber home because I couldn't tolerate the pain.

I almost cried on the way home.

Thankfully the driver was understanding when we got home and gave me time to get out the car when we arrived home.

He kept asking if I was okay, which was sweet of him and asking if I needed air-con and windows open to help make things comfortable.

Got home, ended up just falling into bed and napping on and off trying to again, alleviate pain.

I'm going to ring my doctor this week, update them on whats going on, I cant function with my Fibromyalgia, let alone my left hip/leg - and now my right leg becoming unstable thanks to either me compensating while life movements happen, but now i'm struggling more than ever.

I do have commissions to do, but I might need a little time to get to my doctor. Whats happening to my pain levels today is something I can't manage.

I can barely draw. Thats saying a lot, as usually I can push past it but everything is against me atm.

I'll keep you all informed as health updates happen.

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- Thrasher / Wolfie

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Commissions come first, so i'm currently working on a commission for the next couple of days, then i'll respond to attacks and pick some victims haha.

Thank you for all the adds, I appreciate the company!

I might be a little slow but i'll get there in the end, promise.

I've also done a goodun' to my back sorting shopping so I am taking painkillers that make me a little drowsy.

But! That said, I am working on things!

Just be a little patient with yer' local lion nutcase. <3

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- Thrasher / Wolfie

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https://artfight.net/~Thrasher
https://artfight.net/~Thrasher
https://artfight.net/~Thrasher

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Team Stardust!

Wasn't too bothered about which team, since I liked both as a Surfer and a bit of a Space Lover. <3

Soooo, add me, attack me, friendly fire too!

I'm happy to take it all on!

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- Thrasher / Wolfie

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I'm finally back, so are commissions.

I need to raise some cash to cover some financial issues but also just trying to keep afloat with life becoming a bit difficult cost-wise.

Please don't be shy, take a look at my Price List :

https://www.furaffinity.net/view/57347084/
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/57347084/
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/57347084/

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I can design characters also for a fee we can discuss.

But mainly open for Commissions and happy to listen to any notes or comments about them.

Thank you for listening!

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- Thrasher / Wolfie

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