Hey guys, how’s it goin’? So, ummmm… Yeah, this new policy revision thing has got a lot of us on edge, myself included, cause if you see some of the works in my gallery… Yeeeeaaahhhhh, those’ll probably offend some of them “mods” or whatever. And I’ll be honest, at this point, I’m starting to really not care as much to go through my gallery to delete said offending pics. The problem is the controversy of it all; it’s bumming me out. So I may end up getting Thanos’d from here once the date comes. If that happens, then I’ll just say I’m gonna miss some of you that I only know from here specifically. But hey, as long as we’re all good and safe, then it shall be. Until then, I’ll stay here for as long as possible, but should anything bad happen, I’m gonna be like:

Hey guys, Thunderax here, and I’ve been doing some thinking. I’m feeling a bit more confident in my skills as an SFM artist/animator, and I would really like to start making money on my own. owo; So, going into the new year, I’m gonna open up my own SFM commissions for you guys! I’ve made my price list and terms of service on my profile, so take a look there if you’d like to get a commission from me. I hope this works out great 🙏

Another year of my life down, a boatload more to go! ^^ Now let’s get dronk 🥴🍻

…Hey everybody, Thunderax here… and today… is a very sad day for me and my family… or rather what’s left of my family, because today, on September 9, 2022, my mother has unfortunately passed away. Can you believe it? Right after the death of Queen Elizabeth II yesterday. What odds… My heart is broken, my body’s shuttering cold; I’m just in disbelief of this whole thing. I’m so sad, I’m spiraling. I can’t even shed a tear on command… And I have never heard or seen my father cry like he is now, but it’s so wrenching to hear any sadness from anyone. The cause of death was by huffing air duster cans. She had been doing it for weeks, and we’ve been trying and trying to get her to stop, and praying as much as possible, but she just wouldn’t; she got addicted to it, and her brain finally gave out from the influx of dangerous chemicals in her systems. She was huffing thanks to the apparent stress in her life, and most likely her bipolar depression. She was so sad inside, and to think because of it, she died… it’s terribly vexing. I’m not sure how me or my family are gonna live on like this without her. She did so much for me, and loved me like a baby her whole adult life. She kept me lax and kept my spirits up about things. And now that she’s gone, I’m left with the masculinity of my brothers and my stone-face father. There’s no more femininity in my real life. But more than that, there’s no more caring soul like hers in my life. I already miss her so much… I’m crying as I type all this today… I just have so many thoughts and negative feelings… So, with that, you guys probably won’t see me around for a while. Sorry if I brought down the moods of your day today…. Rest In Peace… Mother…

Hey guys, Thunderax here, and I’ve got urgent news for all SFM fans. SFM model creator, KabalMystic, is facing urgent financial problems, being scammed out of $8000, and he cannot get it back… But that’s where we step in. He has set up a GoFundMe page to make up all his lost money, and he needs donations from you, his friends and fans. By the time I’m writing this, he’s almost halfway to his goal, so we need more people on this, otherwise, we may never hear from him again. Please, if you can, send any cash, big or small, to his page before this month ends. He even promises free rewards for all SFM practitioners if the goal is reached within the allotted time. And even if you can’t send money, it’d still be a big help if you spread the word. Get as many people’s attention on it as you can. If you are a fan of KabalMystic and his work, then please don’t hesitate. Do what you can ASAP.

Go here to donate -> :https://gofund.me/1b8f7b29

Update: We did it, guys! As of today in 07/29/22, KabalMystic has been fully funded. All $8,000 is back in his possession thanks to all of you who donated and spread the word. And we reached the goal before the end of the month, so rejoice all SFM artists, cause we’re getting exclusive rewards! Thank you all so much 👍✨

2022 is finally here! So long 2021! Now it’s time for us to make a new start with new memories. What could 2022 have in store for us? We’ll just have to see and work with what we get.

Happy New Years, everyone! 🎆🎇🥳🎉🎊

WOOOO, another year since I came into the world, oh heck yeah! It's been 2 whole decades. My gosh, I already feel ancient, lol. It's really crazy to think about, how far I've come, all the things I've experienced and accomplished, all the hell and headaches I've been through (in fact, I have one now as we speak); all of this reflection is just... grand, to say the least. Harrowing, but grand. And there's still more to come for me, and everyone else in 2022 and beyond. While it's distressing and kinda scary to evolve more, it's only necessary. And having good friends like you guys makes it all a bit better. I'm glad I'm still alive and well here, nothing and no one tryin' to take my life (yet), and I get to continue to have fun with you guys. Here's to a brand-new year of unknown events and dangers, and I hope we'll all stand together and take it all on one by one.

Be blessed, stay safe, and thank you for your birthday wishes! ^^🎂🎊

Merry Christmas and Happy Holidays, everyone! I hope everyone spends time with their families, eat some delicious food, and exchange lots of gifts. And 2021 is almost over. 2022 is on the horizon. Let’s just hope it tops what this year had to offer.

Stay safe and be blessed, from Thunderax! 👋😄❄️🎄

Hello everyone, Thunderax here, and I've got bad news for myself. I have been scammed on Steam and lost all my money. Terrible, right? This is the very first time I've ever been scammed, so I didn't know what to expect and followed mindlessly like a sheep. I have contacted my bank, and they're doing their best to help. And I filed a report on Steam for losing my account there. Hopefully, everything will turn out ok.

EDIT: All problems have been resolved now! I got all my stuff back! Yaaaayyyyyy! 🎉

But the more important thing here is that I don't want anyone else being scammed like I have. I got scammed because someone I knew told me they "accidently" reported my account, and brought me to fake support which sapped all my cash. So if you see someone saying they accidently reported your account on Steam, check this out:

https://blog.malwarebytes.com/scams.....rted-you-scam/

So please be careful, and don't fall for it like I did.

Hey everyone, Thunderax here. Been a while since I last used a journal, heh. How are you people doing today?

Well, getting straight to the point, I wanna ask: Does anyone know of someone who uses SFM and can make you an SFM model or two? I’ve been hooked on SFM pics ever since I’ve been introduced to it, and I’ve always dreamed of my characters entering the third dimension, lol. It would be so cool, and I could make a lot of stuff happen if I had my own models of my own characters. ✨ If you guys know somebody who could help me out on that, I’d really appreciate it so much. Let me know ASAP and point me in the right direction! :D

Other than that, have a nice day, guys. 👋

Hey everybody, Thunderax here. I just realized something when I checked back here a few minutes ago: I officially have 100 watchers here on Furaffinity. I gotta say, I'm kinda surprised, and totally happy (Even though I know that some of you are just empty accounts). I never imagined that this many people would find me. The big 1-0-0. Gosh, it's crazy to see how far me and others have come throughout the years. But in any case, I just wanna say thank you to everyone whose found me and decided that what I share here is worth their time and interest. I'm glad I know many people who share the same interests as me, some more than others, but still, all of you have shown me that this can be a wonderful community if done right, and I can see that most of you have definitely been doing it right. While I may not have anything much to offer, suffer from being socially awkward and being terrible at small talk, and overall being a shell of a man and an uncultured swine in some ways, I just hope and pray that we all continue to laugh, to love, to be happy, and to share peace throughout this era of our lives and further on. Let's continue to just be... "us", the best "us" that we can be.

Thunderax signing off, and once again: https://www.lawtechnologytoday.org/.....tent/uploads/2...

Here's to more watchers in the future, for me, and you!

Hey there, lovebirds~ Thunderax here just wanting to say Happy Valentine’s Day to you guys. Whether you’re sharing the love with your friends, your family, your ladyfriends~, boyfriends, yourself, spirits, items; any of that jazz, just know that there’s always someone or something for you to love and vice versa. 💞 And if not, well... All I can say to that is either don’t lose hope or... sucks to be you. That depends on your situation. But overall, for the rest of us, today’s a good day to spread as much compassion and love as you can to those you cherish. And that shouldn’t just go for today. Really, that should be everyday. Think you know someone who hasn’t had enough love recently? How ‘bout you go tell ‘em how much you value them. Believe it or not, that could save a life... Well, I’ll leave you lovers to it. Thunderax signing off, and again, Happy Valentine’s Day. I love you all! 💙💙💙

Happy New Year, from your old pal, Thunderax, and on behalf of all of America! 2021 is now finally upon us, or will be upon us. 2020 is now nothing but history, bad history to be exact. Political issues, the pandemic, and so much more have really shaken us up in many ways, and they still are today. But, whether we’re prepared for the worst or not, we have to keep moving on and try our best to sustain the society we uphold. Time waits for no one. 2021 is aching to show us what’s in store for the near future and beyond, and all we can do is generally welcome it with open arms, and hope that this year could prove to be a turning point from these trying times. As long as we’re all in this together, no virus, invasion, breakout, or anything of the sort that’s happened before in the years can take us down. We’re still standing, 2021! Don’t count us out yet if you’re planning on beating us down like 2020 did! Or, hopefully, you’ll show us mercy and help us stay strong and replant our feet on this unstable land. It’s all on you, and us. Come on, 2021; come on, everyone. Let’s work together and continue to live on! 🎆✊🎇

Thunderax signing off!

Woooo! It’s your old pal Thunderax here. I say “old” because this very day marks my birthday yet again. I’ve managed to survive through another year of my life, considering this one in particular was very chaotic, and I believe that it may continue to stay like that for all of us for a while. That may sound bad, but look at me, I managed to get through 2020. If I can, so can you guys! Other than that, here’s to hoping that I can go on through another year of my future with you guys supporting me. I’m signing off, and I thank you for any birthday wishes you send me! ^w^ 🎈🎊🎁

Ho ho ho~! Thunderax here, everyone, and he’s comin’ to town to say Merry Christmas to all you good boys and girls. Ahh, the most wonderful time of the year is here once more, albeit during this whole pandemic fiasco. But we’re not gonna let that take away our jolly joy for today, or any day, are we? No, we just gotta work around it like we’ve been doing. How is a worldwide crisis like this gonna bring down our Christmas Spirit? As long as we stay clean, keep our distance, and wear our masks, we’ll have a great day today, and we’ll finally get to kick 2020 to the curb. Here’s to hoping that we’ll have a happy new year coming up. That’s right, 2021. All our eyes are on you. You better have some good things in store for us. But anyway, just for now, I hope everyone has a Merry Christmas, Happy Holidays, and all that good stuff for the end of this year. Be safe, and have fun! Thunderax signing off! 🎄😊🎁

Hey everyone, Happy Thanksgiving from your old pal, Thunderax! Get those plates and utensils ready, and stuff your faces until you drop. And have fun with your family while you do it. Maybe play some games, chat and learn new things about each other, or anything you guys traditionally do. >w< Either way, have fun, and remember, stay safe. Wash those hands, disinfect those tables and stuff, and wear your mask! Seriously, go wear it right now. I’m watching you. O_O ..... Heheh, nah, jk. 😅 But anyway, again, have fun! Happy Thanksgiving!

Thunderax signing off! :D

Happy Halloween, everyone! It’s time to scare your friends and purge on lots of candy~ I can’t wait. >w< Hope you guys will have a fun, festive day today, even in these sucky times this year. Be sure to practice social distancing, wash your hands, and wear a mask. Let’s turn this around, people! Thunderax signing off! ^w^ 🎃

....Hello everyone....This is Thunderax... And I’ve come with very bad news on my end... My life is spiraling, my heart is in shambles, I’m crying as I type this;.... I just need to vent...

...Today, as I was going about my business on this gloomy day, my mother summoned me with teary eyes. I was hoping nothing was wrong, but unfortunately, she told me the most unspeakable news... Her mother/My grandmother, who we all knew and loved so much... has passed away today... She died, all thanks to the virus... As soon as I heard the word “died”, I literally almost collapsed on the floor and blacked out. I hoped it was just a dark joke; I didn’t want to believe it, but my mother assured me, my grandmother’s time has finally came today. This was no joke. And I’m sure you know by now that everyone in my family, including me, is now a crying, grieving mess... Tears are shed like the rain today...

This is one of the most heartbreaking days of my life. My grandmother has given me so much that I only wish I could return in full. Just like my mother, she’s given me hope, courage, faith, virtue, tenacity, and many others that have helped shape me into who I am today. She was truly a very good soul to all those around her, and she knew her way around this cruel world, trying to help us get by. She was someone I looked up to with pride.... and now... she’s no longer around... She won’t be able to physically show her love and care for us, and we can no longer share it back. I wish I could’ve told her that I love her one last time...

So um... yeah... my grandmother has passed away... I’m very, very upset... I’m sorry if I’m bringing your day... You guys might not hear from me for a while, but if you do, and you see me like this still... you know why..... Thank you to everyone who reads this and sends their condolences....... I’m gonna go calm down... Have a good day... Hopefully, it’s better than mine...

Hello people. It’s finally done. The poll is now closed. I have come with the results, and I have to say, I’m a little surprised, yet a bit... discouraged. I’ll tell you why in a second. But, the moment of truth is here. There is a winner. The winner of the Pokésona poll is.........

“Lucario”

He got 10 total votes, and he beat the competition by 1. I really can’t believe you guys like Lucario that much. It’s almost unbelievable. But... Actually, I have a confession to make about that...

I’m just gonna come out and say it: I don’t think Emmanuel would make a good Lucario... I can tell this is disappointing to hear, but hear me out. 1) How would I arrange his color palette? No matter how many times I think it over, I can’t properly tell how I would implement Emmanuel’s colors onto a Lucario. It just won’t add up for me. And 2) Honestly, I think we have enough people with Lucario as a Pokésona. I’ve looked in places here and there, and it seems that I always find at least one page with a Lucario character someone has. Lucario is, apparently, popular. And I’m not trying to join in something that’s already completely booked by a landslide. So with that, to all those who have selected Lucario, I’m very sorry for this. This may be hypocritical, I know, but I’m very sorry. That’s all I can say. I need to go with my heart before I do something I might regret. I’m cutting Lucario. I just don’t wanna be him. Again, I’m terribly sorry for bringing you to this point, only to crumple it up. I know you probably think less of me now, and I don’t blame you. But I need to do me. It’s my decision in the end.

So, now what? I suppose the only thing to do now is go with the second place winner. I’m more akin to that choice thanks to a very special friend of mine. You guys probably know who I mean. And also, I’m starting to grow a soft spot. What kind of soft spot? Well..... I’ll show you when the time comes.

So thank you all who have participated in my poll. I now know what Pokémon I want Emmanuel to be. I’ll show you when the time comes, as I said before. Thank you guys, and I’ll see you next time for the big reveal. 👋

Hey people. Sorry if I'm submitting journals more than usual, but I wanted to let you all know that the poll will be ending later on tonight. I really like the current standings so far. Will it change? Won't it? It will be decided at or past midnight here. If you haven't voted yet, don't miss your chance!

Hey guys. I have an update on my conquest for a Pokésona. I have created an official poll for it. If you have the time, please come vote. I need as many opinions as possible.

Update: Oh! I forgot to mention! You can pick multiple answers at once, I think. I hope those who've already voted will come back to see this. >w<;

Here’s the link: https://www.strawpoll.me/20638500

I hope I can count on you guys. Ttyl. 👋

Hello everybody, Thunderax here. So, as of a recent discussion I've had on Discord, I've been doing some thinking about my character, Emmanuel. Sure, I've acted as my floofy good boi for quite some time now, and I'm very glad that lots of you enjoy him as much as I am, but... What if he were more... than a fox? I want him to be more likeable for more people. I want to fit people's needs. I want Emmanuel... to "evolve". So, I've been thinking: "Why not make Emmanuel into a Pokémon?" I'd have my own character as a pocket monster for all Poke lovers. This doesn't mean Emmanuel won't be a fox anymore. I'll keep him as a fox for my "fursona", and still RP and get pics with him like that, but now, I want to have him as a Pokémon as my "Pokesona". And I want to show that he's still the Emmanuel you know since he'll still have the same color palette and personality. I'll expand his horizons. However, the question is..... Which Pokémon should he be? It's kind of a difficult decision for me as there are almost a thousand Pokémon to choose from. There are four that I jotted down for possible choices, but I'll delve into that in a second. So, I figured that if I can't exactly choose for myself, maybe I can get a public opinion. So, that's where you guys come in! I'd love for you to tell me which Pokémon Emmanuel should be. Now, you guys can pick whichever Pokémon you want, but like I said before, I have four pre-decided ones that I'm really gravitating towards. They are:

Lucario, Cinderace, Raichu, and Zangoose

These are the four that I'd really love Emmanuel to be. And I'm not gonna lie, the one I'm "really" gearing towards is actually Cinderace. That's mostly because I picked Scorbunny (who I nicknamed "Flair") as my starter in Pokémon Sword and have fully evolved her into a Cinderace a few days ago. Another reason is that I like soccer, lol. I still love the other three though, so I wanna know: which of these four Pokémon should Emmanuel be as my Pokesona? If not one of these four, what other Pokémon would you like to see him as?

And one last thing on the topic. I'm just spitballing here, but... What if you don't want to choose "just one"? What if you want to see Emmanuel alternate between Pokémon? What if... What if you want Emmanuel to be almost any Pokémon at any time, like shapeshifting? I know that seems like an overpowered ability, and it would be absurd to give it to Emmanuel now, but like I said, I'm just throwing it out there. Would you want Emmanuel to have endless possibilities of what Pokémon he could be?

In summation, what Pokémon should Emmanuel be? A Cinderace, Lucario, Raichu, or Zangoose? If not one of those, what other Pokémon do you think he should be? Or if you don't want him to be just one, should he be any Pokémon at any time?

I would really love to have any input on this, guys. I'm drawing a blank, and I need help. I need ideas; "your" ideas. This will decide what further events happen to Emmanuel in the future. So please, if you have the time, or if you care at all (not really expecting anybody to since people don't usually respond to my journals), please give me your feedback ASAP. Leave a comment here with your thoughts, or discuss it with me on any of my social platforms. I'm hoping to hear from you guys. I'll see you soon.

Happy Birthday to America, basically. And to all from here, let's celebrate those colors for 2020. Let's keep this crumbling world from lowering our spirits.

Now everyone "go home and be a family man!" https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8xKynfhUSsU

Happy Independence Day from Thunderax22! ^w^

Hey all, Thunderax here. By the time you read this, I'll be off on a road trip to Memphis, Tennessee to see the National Civil Rights Museum. I finally get to see the motel room that MLK was in. It's gonna be cool! I hope all of you guys will be safe while I'm gone and when I get back. See you soon! ^w^

Hello all, Thunderax here, and it is my absolute pleasure to announce that on this very special day, I, Thunderax22, am officially graduating from high school irl! I’m in my cap and gown, and I’m dressed to impress. I have finally reached this milestone in my life, and I definitely have no regrets. The journey to this goal wasn’t an easy one. With difficult studies, rushing adult problems, and me being a socially awkward introvert, I thought this would be the year that I finally break. But I didn’t stop. I kept my head high and busted through every obstacle. I didn’t let anything stop me. And in the end, hard work and determination has finally brought me here. I thank my family and friends who picked me up when I fell down and always had my back. I am happy to officially say that today, I am now a high school graduate! I feel so happy, I feel like powering up to Ultra Instinct! REEEEEE!! *Powers up* 🔥🔥🔥 Heh, lol, but anyway, this is officially one of the best days of my life. A new era begins for me today!

Sincerely,
Thunderax22~⚡️