Ayyyyyy I'm not dead

School and anxiety's been catchin' up with me so I formally apologize if you've got a commission with me that I haven't completed

I had the first half of my BFA portfolio review the other day and the second half/interview is in two weeks. If I don't pass the review I can't be a graphic design major, so yeah that's fun.

Also I never ended up at Anime Milwaukee, so sorry if anybody wanted to see me there. I don't have a car, so actually getting to cons is a challenge if my friend decides to not go. I may or may not be going to Kitsune again this year

on a side note I might possibly dye my hair pink and purple soon

yeah that's it bye

After about a week or two of trying to figure things out I've set up a storenvy!! If any of you guys like SNK (Attack on Titan) I'm currently selling badges and keychains of the characters of the 104th squad

https://kilocraft.storenvy.com/

DON'T GET ANGRY WITH ME WHEN I'M CLEARLY APPREHENSIVE ABOUT NEEDING TO GO TO COUNSELING BUT NOT HAVING ANY TIME TO

BEING MAD IS ONLY GOING TO MAKE MY ANXIETY WORSE AND ALSO MAKE ME NOT WANT TO GO AT ALL

DON'T BE A DICK TO SOMEBODY WITH MENTAL INSTABILITY

IT DOESN'T HELP THEM

AND FOR THE LOVE OF GOD DON'T TELL THEM TO "FUCKING SUCK IT UP"

in light of recent events on this site I'll be making the transition to Weasyl

https://www.weasyl.com/~thunderblitz

I'll still be around here and use it as I usually would, but it'll be nice to have a safety net in case this site goes tits up (which it already seems to be doing)

I just went through so many old journals

holy shit

it's 4am and I'm laying here and everything feels so surreal right now what the hell

strange end to a strange day I guess????

whoop

Not much to say really

I did bring Blitz along, but I decided to stay in my Annie cosplay all of Saturday

next up will be Anime Milwaukee!

no saying that I'll wear Blitz there, but I'll actually have a room at the con to stay and change in so there's a higher chance of me donning my suit

later y'all

Is anybody else gonna be going?

It's the same weekend as MFF, but as I do not have a way to make it down to Chicago (and don't have any friends there), I'm off to Daisho.

If anybody wants to spot me I'll be cosplaying as Annie from SNK.

Not sure if I'll be bringing Blitz as of yet

I'm not actually going to be at the hotel for the convention, so I don't really have a private place to rest and take a fursuit head off and cool down if I need to. I might be able to mooch off a friend who is staying there... but???? I dunno

whoop

I'm old as fuuuuuuuck

So recently I've been trying to build a theme for my tumblr from scratch, and it's going pretty well, but I hit a snag and I don't exactly know where the problem lies in the coding.

I just need a little bit of help figuring out where it is and how to fix it. If there's anybody that could help me out it'd be much appreciated~

The one I normally wear is all beat up and broken and I can't wear it anymore. I always have a watch on so not having one for the time being is really strange and I feel naked without it there, but all of my current replacements suck dick.

The new watch I want is $50

BUT JUST LOOK AT THIS MAJESTIC PIECE OF ART

It's so beautiful and the desire to have this sweet baby make love to my wrist is uncontainable

If somebody buys this for me or donates money I'll do drawings and give an eternal amount of love and probably scream a bit too

also my birthday is next week, just sayin'

I'm going to be heading out of state in a couple of weeks to meet some of my friends so I'm trying to make a little bit of extra cash on the side especially since I won't be working for the week.

SO HERE'S WHAT'S GOING ON

-$5 gets you a headshot
-$7 gets you a bust

examples

headshot - [x] [x]

bust - [x]


Pictures will all be shaded and have a single color background as they do in the examples.

Any journals posted promoting this sale are very welcome and highly appreciated. I'm really hoping to do a fair amount of these to make up for the days I'll be taking off of work in a couple weeks.

Please send a note if you're interested!!!

Gonna be closing up the prices from my previous journal, so if you want to get something from it you have until Saturday, June 29th at 11:59pm CST

If you promo my last journal before the deadline you can still get 25% off on a future commission!

Thanks everybody~

I'm in a bit of a desperate need for money for rent, food, and other misc. bills, so it's time for a sale!!

OPTION 1
-buy 1 badge full price, choose one of three:
---1 free sketch
---20% off any future art purchase
---40% off immediate full colored purchase

OPTION 2
-buy 1 badge at 25% off, choose one of two:
---10% off any future art purchase
---25% off immediate full colored purchase

OPTION 3
-buy 1 full colored picture at full price, choose one of three:
---1 free sketch
---20% any future art purchase
---25% off immediate flat colored picture


All badges will be laminated, clipped, and sent out in the mail. If you only want the art, and not the physical badge, just let me know (you'll likely get another discount if you choose this).

Anybody who promotes this sale in a journal will get 25% off any future commission from me! Post your link in the comments on this journal and I'll write your username down so I don't forget it. If you delete your journal or replace it with another within 1hr of posting I will remove your discount immediately (don't think I won't check to make sure).

Thanks everybody! I appreciate any and all help <3

I've been thinking about starting up on a couple different commission ideas as of late. Items would include:

1.badges
2.small fursuit accessories
--a) hand paws
--b) feet paws
--c) tails
--d) ears (big maybe on these)

EDIT: nevermind I'm not going to do suit parts

I might possibly open up some smaller art commissions again. All of my money will be going to bills, food, and rent for the summer, so I really need some cash.

If anybody would be interested in any of this please let me know!!

Got back a few days ago and I'm home for the rest of spring break now, but whatever

Ahhhh, I'm really glad I went though. I got to clear my mind and just have fun for a while. Plus somebody came up to me and said that they were my fan and I think I exploded because that made my entire weekend worth it ;w;

I don't have any pics and I haven't really seen any anywhere just yet, but I'm keeping a look out for any! If I spot some I'll post 'em up here when I remember

After a year I'm finally headed to another con!!!~

If anybody else is there you can spot me in either Blitz or Cyril (which I should be picking up at the hotel on Friday). Don't be a stranger!! I'll be more than happy to give out hugs :'D

I'll be headed off Friday morning and hopefully I'll be able to spot some pics after the con and get 'em up here~

Ahhh, this is just a bunch of personal stuff. I'm sorry I don't know where else to put this where people I don't want seeing it won't see it.

One of my friends was feeling really down about themselves the other night and I was talking to them in an attempt to help and they confided in me with something I promised not to share. This in itself would be fine except the topic made me end up confessing something to them. I never really planned on sharing it to anybody at all (especially the person I was talking to) and I ended up having a really bad anxiety attack over it.

It's been a couple days since then and my mind's been reeling over the situation. This keeps causing me to have more, but less intense, anxiety attacks. I feel like I'm going insane and I end up almost completely drained after every attack.

I've dealt with these before, but they've never been this bad or this frequent. I'm scared I'm going to have an attack during class or somewhere else in a public place. I'm absolutely terrified and I don't know what to do. I just want to curl up in my bed and dissolve.

sorry

But yeah, anyways, a lot of you asked "what happened?", and all you guys really need to know is that I just disappeared for quite a while. As for the gap between the last journal and this one, I've just mainly been busy with finals and stuff for college as well as my great grandmother passing away just under a week ago

I haven't really drawn anything furry related in the past couple months so, yeah, nothing to post

I don't expect my activity to increase here but I will actually remember to respond to you guys this time if you comment OTL

Ciao ciao~

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yeaaaah me too

whoops

I'm waiting for things to happen on Tumblr, so I'll distract myself with a journal here! :'D

Anyways, it's time again for me to write recap all the little life events that have been happening to me in a journal that nobody cares about!! Lets get this started!

Finals week is over and I've apparently managed to get through my first year of college only lightly scathed. I'm back at home for the time being (ahfdasjklfhdskajlfhdkj), and have been frantically looking for a job so that I don't die over the summer, because, apparently I wasn't good enough for the pottery place I had applied to earlier and Shopko didn't feel they needed me there either.

But yeah, got home back last Friday and have been spending my time searching for jobs and placing applications out like crazy. In total I think I sent out 10 applications and up until today I only had 2 interviews @^@

Finally got a third interview earlier today and had to go all the way back up to my college town for it (wtf? lol). Well, in short, here's how the interview went:

-Make it to destination and walk in, dressed all fancy and ready to be professional. SERIOUS PANTS HAVE BEEN PUT AWHN
-Find boss/manager person and do a formal, friendly greeting
-Start interview
-Get not even ten minutes in.... REALIZE THIS BOSS IS SENILE
-Start flipping shit
-Am asked if I get YouTube on my computer (have to explain that everybody can access YouTube)
-Get awkwardly guided around the premises
-End up back in the office for more "interview"
-Boss/Manager starts to tell me about all the employees THAT HAVE DIED RIGHT AFTER THEY GOT HIRED
-Try hard not to freak out even more and question my own sanity
-Boss man gives me his card with cell phone number AND SAYS TO TEXT HIM if I want the job
-Take very awkward goodbye from senile boss man

Okay... well... I have a job.... with this crazy human being. But, it's a job, and I guess it could be fun to have a batshit insane boss, right? I get some benefits for working there:

-free housing until I can move into the apartment I'm sub-leasing
-a free $150 bike
-occasional free meals

So, looks like I get to pack up all my stuff and move again on Wednesday for my new job

Wish me luck

First off, I'm sort of posting this to show you guys that I'm not dead

I think I said something a while back about art being either slow or coming to a stop; well, it kinda stopped. I'm honestly still doing some drawings to the side, but they're fanart pics of Legend of Kora (because that show is the air I breathe), so I'm not uploading them here or anything. You can check out my Tumblr, I guess

I have commissions to do, but they're going to have to wait until finals are over. I also have yet to receive payment for any of said commissions. Ugh.

But yeah, finals week is this coming week and I really should be studying for everything. I've only got, like, two actual tests to take, but they're gunna rape me unless I do some sort of studying

Hope all you beautiful watchers of mine are well!!

I love each and every one of you! ~<3

~Blitz

Omg guys, I haven't smiled for that long of an amount of time in so long. Seriously.

One of my friends convinced me to sign up for the cosplay contest in my Blitz suit and enter it as an OC in the beginner category (because it was my first time). When I went to go get everything checked out for preliminary judging all of the judges... omg those judges were so in love with my suit that they bumped me up from beginner TO MASTER CATEGORY.

THEY THOUGHT I WAS A FUCKING MASTER CRAFTER YOU GUYS

AHDFKLHASFDALHF

And this was just preliminary judging
The actual contest wasn't for another couple of hours

I was so happy about pretty much everything in life until all the cosplay entries had to line up to go on stage. Then I started to flip and get nervous. THERE WERE SO MANY OTHER AMAZING MASTER CATEGORY COSPLAYERS I FELT SO INFERIOR.

But

Apparently the judges really loved me cuz...

cuz...

AHFDASFDSAKFHDS

...

I WON BEST IN SHOW

THE JUDGES LOVED ME SO MUCH THAT I WAS THE FAVORITE OUT OF THE ENTIRE SHOW

HAFDSKJLHAKLJD OMG THE HEART ATTACK I HAD WHEN THEY SAID MY NAME WAS JUST TOO UNBELIEVABLE I THOUGHT I WAS GOING TO PASS OUT

So many people mobbed me for my picture afterwards. I WAS A FRIGGEN' CELEBRITY YOU GUYS

I can't believe people really like my suit that much ;w;

I'm so happy I went ~<3

When I find some pictures I'll definitely get 'em posted up!!

Gunna be heading out tomorrow!!

SO EXCITE!!!

If anybody else is gunna be there hit me up~

Shouldn't be too hard to find me, I'll be in my Blitz suit (because my Cyril suit didn't arrive on time) :'D

Back on Sunday~

BAI!!! ~<3

I'm bored at work and I'm procrastinating. What a better time to do one of these? :'D

Come on guys! As long as this journal is up I'll answer any question

Don't be afraid to ask multiple questions either

Any question

As long as this journal is up

Any

Question

No matter how personal, I'll answer

But that's about 95% impossible

I have a 7-10pg paper due soon as well as some other sort of report (presentation?)

Everything is too distracting and I can't concentrate at all

So irritating

Art may slow or come to a stop for a bit. Not sure how long though

Random doodles may appear occasionally

Anybody wanna do some homework for me?