Rant.
Posted 10 years agoI hate myself so much. nobody cares about me and whenever i try to say my feelings they call me a whiny little bitch... i've tried going to counselors, "friends" and none of that works. my parents hate me and my dad screams at me everyday to work harder and harder and nothing ever seems to shut anyone up... i wanna kill myself but whats the point no one would bother trying to stop me and no one would bother even caring if i did... i hate everything about myself and i can't stand it...
What did i do?
Posted 10 years agoFuck this. I haven't even talked to Luka in a while and i only bugged her for a week about talking to me. I don't deserve this shit. I am done. Everyone hates me for some reason. i don't have a mate. I don't have any friends. I guess I'm just gonna do what all the kids say I'm gonna do. Grow up to be like 50 and die alone. btw to anybody who wants "proof" look at my steam: Arid_Slash or my skype: monocle.alliance and look when i was last online. I haven't talked to her on there or anywhere else and as far as the Gun thing that is 100% BS. anywho I'm going to go cry now. I just... I can't
Sometimes i wonder
Posted 11 years agoWhat happened to music? The lyrics use to be so magical and inspirational but nowadays i turn the radio on and if it's not Ariana Grande Doing her mating call its feking rappers talking about shooting the shit out of each other, I have nothing against rap or Ariana Grande but still, it gets tiring, i miss the Days of The Who, J Gelis Band, Beatles, Metallica (the original one), The Twisted sisters, etc, but any who that's just my opinion, feel free to comment what you think about todays music
Well....
Posted 11 years agoI haven't been active for a LONG time so yeah... umm sorry bout that :P anywho just wanted to say happy valentines and hope all of you couples had a better valentines than my single butt <3 anywho Thunder is out :3 peace.Yay bout to get scared so bad...
Posted 11 years agoI am about to play outlast....i am so freaking terrified to play atm ;-; but my youtube fans ask for it >3< anywho i also am posting this to ask a question: for my next youtube series should i play Monaco: Whats Mine is Yours ~or~ film a JediCraft seriesI need advice
Posted 11 years agoLately i have been having a disturbing dream lately and i thought i could ask for advice on what it could mean...
Well it always starts with me in pitch black darkness so i feel around for something and eventually i feel walls... i then follow those walls for a LONG time is what it seems like... as i go down i hear whispers i usually can't understand them except for three words the third word is "power" then the sixth or seventh is usually "blood" and the last one is end. and eventually i see a light at the end but when i enter i hit a total darkness except for a blood red eye, usually by then i wake up... do you think i should get help or something? I need help from you good spirited furs
Posted 11 years agoplis help me learn how to draw anthro XP i can't seem to draw any type of anthro except for cartoon and not even the full body, just the head. please help me by teaching me how DX
Jesus
Posted 11 years agoI was up till 11:00 last night looking at conventions throughout the US and now i tired =3= whats funny is this is how my day went: http://static.fjcdn.com/pictures/Ta.....02_1417480.jpg
ROTMG-I'm dead .-.
Posted 11 years agoif you have not yet heard of ROTMG it's this game owned by Kabam called Realm Of the Mad God some of you might play it :P anywho i recently lost all my NPE chars so back to the ol pro board XD but before i do anybody wanna give me a second chance at noobness and donate an item?
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