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Hmm.

General | Posted 7 years ago

Does anyone wanna see pictures of tanks? More so the Leopard 2.

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Phypers clan is alittle smaller again

General | Posted 7 years ago

This one hurts.

Always gunna miss you

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Doodles

General | Posted 8 years ago

I have alot of random doodles that i did on my work breaks last year. I'mma upload some of them

Also FA enjoys making them landscape rather then portrait layout

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Update on life and stuff

General | Posted 8 years ago

Going to be swore into service for the Canadian Armed force towards the end of august then off to basic training in September. Wooo!

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hi

General | Posted 9 years ago

owo I just got alot of commissions. What is saving money?

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I don't do journals that much

General | Posted 9 years ago

Ah, so I fainted on the weekend from exhaustion and heat stroke. The doctors am sure that is nothing to worry about. But, they discovered my heart beat drops to 46 at rest and alittle lower while asleep durning over night monitoring. So now they put me on a waiting list to have a heartmonitor machine hooked up to me for 24 hours to see if my heart is as healthy as a endurance long distance runner, or if my heart is not receiving proper signals from my brain, making me need a pacemaker so i just dont randomly die cause my heart decides it doesnt want to beat fast enough to provide my vital organs with oxygen.

Honestly I am not sure how I should be taking all this. Or what even i should be thinking. Heh, hard just to keep on living without thinking if there is something wrong with me, or what if i go to sleep and don't wake up this time.

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Happy Holidays

General | Posted 10 years ago

SEASONS GREETINGS!

Merry Christmas!

Happy holidays!

On that note. It is snowing! Holy shit! Actually having a white Christmas! Woooo

(SSshh i know im in Canada)

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Wow. Encountered my first asshole in the fandom (edited)

General | Posted 10 years ago

-name removed, but feel free to ask me for it-

Accused me of identity theft and then blocked me here since i was not using my own artwork on my skype.

I pointed out to him that using a Fake name is Fraud then he blocked me on Skype.

Wow.
Apparently I am childish and ignorant, for trying to talk to him, and be friendly.

Edit:

Just to add into this. HE has art from FMA on his steam, which is okay cause FMA is an anime, but me having a mawshot of another artist's character, is identity theft. Okay, so i know its not exactly kool to use other peoples art, but my steam is clearly named Thywolf Thespian, still claims to be wolf (though i do rp as a dragon more often now)) I do not claim to own the image, and if anyone even cared to talk about it id gladly point them over to

NummyNumz cause her art is awesome. (its a god damn steam image, fuck im not even rping on steam.)

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i dont say much. but i always want t o say more

General | Posted 10 years ago

there are few people i have thanked for being friends..normally just cause they are on in bad times in my thoughts wander and drift...

but thank you all. It does me alot to me, some of you have been around in times where i really needed a friend and you never knew it, others have come and gone like the seasons. long past... and you'll never see this, im sorry. some of you ive hurt, some of us have drifted apart, i miss you, i used to be more...vigorous in talking to people, sorry.

i love you all. thank you

i guess. goodbye Jess. Thank you, for chatting with a bad memory after all these years. I appreciate it, much more then you even care to believe i do.

"I don't see you as anything but the ghost of a Shitty relationship that was only good for teaching me you can't trust anyone and love is a load of bullshit ment for bedtime story's for stary eyed little girls"

just the person you dated for two years yet never met in person, the one who wasn't sure it his body would hold up long enough for him to recover from his medical issues. Broke up with you all those years ago to spare you my light fading out. I recovered and kept in contact, you may not see me as a friend, from what you have told me, you have demonized me...thanks....sorry i said hello over these last few years. sorry.

So many regrets in life and im only 25, my body is often in pain, ive damaged myself so much in these last few years, where have all my desires gone, my dreams, why dont i dream at night unless my body is past its limit to wherei just collapse un able to move on my bed then all i dream is being able to move with out issue.. why cant i sleep unless im to tired to even think. I cant draw like i use too is it just i hate myself more so i dislike anything i can scribble up so i avoid it. Does my family secretly hate me still..are they just pretending like i never came out, that they never disowned me once already.

I feel like sometimes you guys are all i have. thanks for being here with me

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I need a bigger bomb....

General | Posted 13 years ago

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dammit, nuking it from orbit didn't work GAME OVER MAN, GAME OVER

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