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Posted 14 years agoso no one gives a fuck
brb doing nothing becuase i have to be at work in a few hours fml
brb doing nothing becuase i have to be at work in a few hours fml
as of right now
Posted 14 years agoi am officially 21
Question for artists
Posted 14 years agoDo you ever feel like you've wasted your time and talent on furry art, when you could have been getting better at something more worthwhile?
How do you get over that feeling?
How do you get over that feeling?
I'm not dead
Posted 14 years agobut i hurt a lot
and vicodin still doesn't play nice with me lolololol
at least i"m just dizzy and sick instad of curled up being paranoid and scared this time
are they supposed to SEW YOUR CHEEKS INTO YOUR GUM SOCKETS when they remove your wisdom teeth
this seems wrong
and vicodin still doesn't play nice with me lolololol
at least i"m just dizzy and sick instad of curled up being paranoid and scared this time
are they supposed to SEW YOUR CHEEKS INTO YOUR GUM SOCKETS when they remove your wisdom teeth
this seems wrong
Status Updates
Posted 14 years agoI am still being socially awkward and weird
still being disillusioned by furries
still playing vidya games
still not sure what's going on
still here kinda
work's been kicking my butt lately, days are long and nights are shallow, hopefully that will pick up since I'm going on nightevening shifts again and I'm not surrounded by loudly talking people and phones and bright equipment all day. had a couple 12 hour weekend shifts so that kind of killed me staying up really late and talking to people
getting my wisdom teeth taken out next wednesday
flipping my lid about that. I'm scared to death, my mouth has always been too small so I'm afraid they'll wreck my nerves or fuckin' fracture my lower jaw digging shit out and there's nothing I can do to stop that. also I have never had surgery before so anesthesia wigs me out too
still being disillusioned by furries
still playing vidya games
still not sure what's going on
still here kinda
work's been kicking my butt lately, days are long and nights are shallow, hopefully that will pick up since I'm going on nightevening shifts again and I'm not surrounded by loudly talking people and phones and bright equipment all day. had a couple 12 hour weekend shifts so that kind of killed me staying up really late and talking to people
getting my wisdom teeth taken out next wednesday
flipping my lid about that. I'm scared to death, my mouth has always been too small so I'm afraid they'll wreck my nerves or fuckin' fracture my lower jaw digging shit out and there's nothing I can do to stop that. also I have never had surgery before so anesthesia wigs me out too
ALL OF MY HATE
Posted 14 years agoevery single last shard of my hate-ridden fucking soul
I am 'do not want'ing so hard right now I think I might have an aneurysm.
those stupid ass carebears are going to be playable... FOR BOTH SIDES
and there will be a fucking weeaboo continent for all you dumbfuck weeaboo blood elf players who name their characters dumbfuck weeaboo SHIT
this is upsetting
I like this game
or I did
all of the hate
i mad, bro
I am 'do not want'ing so hard right now I think I might have an aneurysm.
those stupid ass carebears are going to be playable... FOR BOTH SIDES
and there will be a fucking weeaboo continent for all you dumbfuck weeaboo blood elf players who name their characters dumbfuck weeaboo SHIT
this is upsetting
I like this game
or I did
all of the hate
i mad, bro
oh furries.
Posted 14 years agoyep. banner journal.
love the murry purry fender ahaha
love the murry purry fender ahaha
Ask me stuff
Posted 14 years agoIf you clicked on it you read the title. So go ahead.
Nothing is off limits, though if you ask something too... personal I'll probably be super dodgy with the answer.
Nothing is off limits, though if you ask something too... personal I'll probably be super dodgy with the answer.
LDR SURVEH
Posted 14 years agoWhat is your name?
Hillary. But I actually prefer Ticon. You can call me Llary if you want.
How old are you?
About to be 21 in december
Where do you live?
Ramstein AFB, Germany
What do you look like?
some clueless dude in combat boots
About them.
You have a significant other, right?
oho what would have made you guess :3c
What's their name?
Danielle. :3 (But he prefers Gaz. This is probably a good thing as I would be all 'O DANI BOY WHAR R U 83' and I bet I would get hit)
How old are they?
20
Where do they live?
California :C
What do they look like?
my most favorite thing to look at
About the relationship.
Since you're taking this, it's a long-distance relationship, right?
at least 9 hours by plane :C
Did you meet through the internet?
Yus. I could not help but develop this crazy crush and finally acted on it, even though I was a little worried at first because of the whole... different countries thing.
How often do you see them?Online? As often as our timezones match up close enough. I work long days and he goes to school crazy hours.
How long have you been together? 3 months on the 8th! (Take that internetrelationship naysayers!)
When was the last time you...
...saw them? the hopefully not so distant future
...kissed them? the hopefully not so distant future
...hugged them? the hopefully not so distant future
...cuddled with them? the hopefully not so distant future
...talked to them? the hopefully not so distant future
...had sex with them? blushblushblush don't ask these things
Some other questions.
What made you decide you wanted to be in a long-distance relationship?
Gaz being himself did. I told the world to screw their rules and leaped right in.
How does it usually make you feel?
there is a piece missing and I need to find a plane and visit him
Ever feel unable to believe you're in a real relationship because of it?
Oh hell no. Maybe it's seeing the people around me who are and go through the same long distance relationship problems all the time that is kind of.. comforting isn't really the word but I guess it works well enough? But I see how happy they still are, and how they managed to get through shit and like... I know it's real. :3
Do you ever feel angry or stressed because of the distance?
Sad. Always sad.
Do you ever take it out on your significant other?
I would never do that. Not even think of it.
Are you ever jealous of local couples?
Yeah. Even if I were to get some sort of certificate whatever, Gaz can never come live with me. He wouldn't be able to get on base. I wouldn't get the money necessary to have a house, I wouldn't get the money necessary to buy groceries. The government would not pay for his plane tickets to move when I did, and they would not take care of him if he got hurt or sick, or let him come visit me in a base hospital if that happened to me. The military may let me have a partner that is the same sex, but they will not give them or I the same rights as everyone else.
What are the advantages of a long-distance relationship?
I can't really see any right now
What are the disadvantages?
d-do you really have to ask ;_;
Do people have less faith in your relationship because of the distance?
I've mentioned it to my closest family members but didn't really discuss it, and never go into detail when mentioning it to anyone else. Just that I have a boyfriend but he lives in cali.
Do you know when the next time you'll see them is?
Hopefully not too far away. I'm gonna try to start taking HOPS and get back to the states every now and then.
How do you usually talk to them?
AIM. :C Germany is so far away...
Has the distance helped your relationship at all?
no
If so, in what ways?
Do you find it hard to trust your significant other?
Not at all. Why would Gaz lie to me? He knows that even if something DID happen I would be understanding and forgiving. Not being an insanely jealous control freak is not a hard concept guys.
Have you, or your SO, ever taken advantage of the distance and lied?
Oh hell no. I don't think I could live with myself if I did that.
Future...
Do you ever hope to live with your significant other?
We have to meet first. You can't just run head on into these sorts of things.
Do you hope to marry them?
even if I wanted to it wouldn't matter
Do you hope to have kids with them?
I dislike kids.
Do you think it'd be strange to finally have them with you, permanently?
No. I think it would be wonderful.
Do you think there's a chance of this happening?
it's sort of up in the air right now.
Depressing...
How often do you cry over it?
every once in awhile. Sometimes shit builds up you know?
Would you ever break up with them because of the distance?
No. There would have to be more to it.
What keeps you from ending it all?
Gaz being Gaz being Gaz being Gaz. I see him come on and my cold little heart grows three sizes that day
Finishing..
Overall, are you happy you're in the relationship?
of course. <3 wouldn't have it any other way.
Any advice for others in your situation?
Do what feels right. If you have any doubts, or have issues with jealousy, don't. If you believe in them, and stay honest, it can work. And even the poorest of folk can have hope of seeing each other at some point. I, personally, regret nothing. And maybe if you don't take the chance, you'll end up missing something wonderful <3
I love you,
There's a reason I do it all for you <3
Hillary. But I actually prefer Ticon. You can call me Llary if you want.
How old are you?
About to be 21 in december
Where do you live?
Ramstein AFB, Germany
What do you look like?
some clueless dude in combat boots
About them.
You have a significant other, right?
oho what would have made you guess :3c
What's their name?
Danielle. :3 (But he prefers Gaz. This is probably a good thing as I would be all 'O DANI BOY WHAR R U 83' and I bet I would get hit)
How old are they?
20
Where do they live?
California :C
What do they look like?
my most favorite thing to look at
About the relationship.
Since you're taking this, it's a long-distance relationship, right?
at least 9 hours by plane :C
Did you meet through the internet?
Yus. I could not help but develop this crazy crush and finally acted on it, even though I was a little worried at first because of the whole... different countries thing.
How often do you see them?Online? As often as our timezones match up close enough. I work long days and he goes to school crazy hours.
How long have you been together? 3 months on the 8th! (Take that internetrelationship naysayers!)
When was the last time you...
...saw them? the hopefully not so distant future
...kissed them? the hopefully not so distant future
...hugged them? the hopefully not so distant future
...cuddled with them? the hopefully not so distant future
...talked to them? the hopefully not so distant future
...had sex with them? blushblushblush don't ask these things
Some other questions.
What made you decide you wanted to be in a long-distance relationship?
Gaz being himself did. I told the world to screw their rules and leaped right in.
How does it usually make you feel?
there is a piece missing and I need to find a plane and visit him
Ever feel unable to believe you're in a real relationship because of it?
Oh hell no. Maybe it's seeing the people around me who are and go through the same long distance relationship problems all the time that is kind of.. comforting isn't really the word but I guess it works well enough? But I see how happy they still are, and how they managed to get through shit and like... I know it's real. :3
Do you ever feel angry or stressed because of the distance?
Sad. Always sad.
Do you ever take it out on your significant other?
I would never do that. Not even think of it.
Are you ever jealous of local couples?
Yeah. Even if I were to get some sort of certificate whatever, Gaz can never come live with me. He wouldn't be able to get on base. I wouldn't get the money necessary to have a house, I wouldn't get the money necessary to buy groceries. The government would not pay for his plane tickets to move when I did, and they would not take care of him if he got hurt or sick, or let him come visit me in a base hospital if that happened to me. The military may let me have a partner that is the same sex, but they will not give them or I the same rights as everyone else.
What are the advantages of a long-distance relationship?
I can't really see any right now
What are the disadvantages?
d-do you really have to ask ;_;
Do people have less faith in your relationship because of the distance?
I've mentioned it to my closest family members but didn't really discuss it, and never go into detail when mentioning it to anyone else. Just that I have a boyfriend but he lives in cali.
Do you know when the next time you'll see them is?
Hopefully not too far away. I'm gonna try to start taking HOPS and get back to the states every now and then.
How do you usually talk to them?
AIM. :C Germany is so far away...
Has the distance helped your relationship at all?
no
If so, in what ways?
Do you find it hard to trust your significant other?
Not at all. Why would Gaz lie to me? He knows that even if something DID happen I would be understanding and forgiving. Not being an insanely jealous control freak is not a hard concept guys.
Have you, or your SO, ever taken advantage of the distance and lied?
Oh hell no. I don't think I could live with myself if I did that.
Future...
Do you ever hope to live with your significant other?
We have to meet first. You can't just run head on into these sorts of things.
Do you hope to marry them?
even if I wanted to it wouldn't matter
Do you hope to have kids with them?
I dislike kids.
Do you think it'd be strange to finally have them with you, permanently?
No. I think it would be wonderful.
Do you think there's a chance of this happening?
it's sort of up in the air right now.
Depressing...
How often do you cry over it?
every once in awhile. Sometimes shit builds up you know?
Would you ever break up with them because of the distance?
No. There would have to be more to it.
What keeps you from ending it all?
Gaz being Gaz being Gaz being Gaz. I see him come on and my cold little heart grows three sizes that day
Finishing..
Overall, are you happy you're in the relationship?
of course. <3 wouldn't have it any other way.
Any advice for others in your situation?
Do what feels right. If you have any doubts, or have issues with jealousy, don't. If you believe in them, and stay honest, it can work. And even the poorest of folk can have hope of seeing each other at some point. I, personally, regret nothing. And maybe if you don't take the chance, you'll end up missing something wonderful <3
I love you,
There's a reason I do it all for you <3
look at this
Posted 14 years agoChances are a lot of you have already seen this by now but if you haven't.....
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/6544134/
now stop drooling on your keyboard that's bad for it
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/6544134/
now stop drooling on your keyboard that's bad for it
'cause you ain't gonna find any FA banners.....
Posted 14 years agoON THE MOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOON
http://www.newgrounds.com/portal/view/576522
Ticon has earned the achievement [obligatory FA banner journal]!
http://www.newgrounds.com/portal/view/576522
Ticon has earned the achievement [obligatory FA banner journal]!
sick
Posted 14 years agoscrew you flu vaccine
and vagina
why you both gotta act up at the same time
ugh ugh ugh laying in bed whimpering and coughing forever
and vagina
why you both gotta act up at the same time
ugh ugh ugh laying in bed whimpering and coughing forever
MLP SEASON 2
Posted 14 years agoomg episode one was so awesome go watch it, bitches
discord is the best villain ever they better not fucking banish him to moon or someshit
discord is the best villain ever they better not fucking banish him to moon or someshit
I want a picture of my troll
Posted 14 years agoDoes anyone know someone who is good at WoW trolls that is actually open for commissions? XD I know there are a few artists that can really do them justice but they like, never have commissions open!
I'm asking for people who are specifically good at them, because they are so hard to draw in the first place, and on a furry site something more humanoid is even harder to find. So it's a little less of a... YOUR STYLE IS AWESOME I WANNA SEE YOU DRAW THIS HOWEVER YOU WANT thing and more of a THIS IS WHAT THEY'RE SUPPOSED TO LOOK LIKE thing. If that makes any sense. Usually when I commission people is the former not the latter. XD
Edit: Also, no Xenke. No bulbous dicks. >:[
I'm asking for people who are specifically good at them, because they are so hard to draw in the first place, and on a furry site something more humanoid is even harder to find. So it's a little less of a... YOUR STYLE IS AWESOME I WANNA SEE YOU DRAW THIS HOWEVER YOU WANT thing and more of a THIS IS WHAT THEY'RE SUPPOSED TO LOOK LIKE thing. If that makes any sense. Usually when I commission people is the former not the latter. XD
Edit: Also, no Xenke. No bulbous dicks. >:[
if I had a guild I would name it Hugs before PUGs
Posted 14 years agostarted playing some WoW again~
WHAT OF IT, PUNK
yeah yeah yeah. Anyways I started leveling a troll druid, he's on Wyrmrest Accord, name is Tetsul. (Tet'sul if I could DAMN YOU BLIZZ GIVING A RACE NAMES WITH ' AND NOT LETTING US USE IT)
recustomized my main, too. RIP Ruckh, welcome Kalzin.
Don't use this journal to tell me how much you hate WoW and how I'm wasting my money. I have plenty of money and reserve the right to waste it however I want when I'm not busy earning it, kthnx. 'Cause seriously that shit pisses me off like nothing else. It's like, the price of two fast food meals or something. Even less out here where Euros are worth more than puny US dollars.
WHAT OF IT, PUNK
yeah yeah yeah. Anyways I started leveling a troll druid, he's on Wyrmrest Accord, name is Tetsul. (Tet'sul if I could DAMN YOU BLIZZ GIVING A RACE NAMES WITH ' AND NOT LETTING US USE IT)
recustomized my main, too. RIP Ruckh, welcome Kalzin.
Don't use this journal to tell me how much you hate WoW and how I'm wasting my money. I have plenty of money and reserve the right to waste it however I want when I'm not busy earning it, kthnx. 'Cause seriously that shit pisses me off like nothing else. It's like, the price of two fast food meals or something. Even less out here where Euros are worth more than puny US dollars.
I AM BACK FROM PARIS
Posted 14 years agoomg paris is the best
I wanna live there someday
the catacombs were the best part
walls made out of bones, yo
I wanna live there someday
the catacombs were the best part
walls made out of bones, yo
brb france
Posted 14 years agoGonna go to france for this weekend, I will be back and finish those two art things I owe on monday!
And I write a sad journal and they show up
Posted 14 years agoThey showed up and I feel a little better
i am
Posted 14 years agogoing to just curl up in a ball and sleep forever k
was gonna go hang out with a friend who mysteriously vanished to IDK where
still feeling like shit dunno why
spammin' with journals
i have drawing to do but I don't know if i can bring myself to do it right now
was gonna go hang out with a friend who mysteriously vanished to IDK where
still feeling like shit dunno why
spammin' with journals
i have drawing to do but I don't know if i can bring myself to do it right now
I think my favorite thing
Posted 14 years agoI think my favorite thing in the world is when you are outside
and the sky opens up thundering like the wrath of an angry god and rain just suddenly POURS buckets and buckets and buckets and you can't see because it's all in your eyes, and there's no chance in hell they would let you in any shop, even to escape you're so soaked.
So all you can do is just stand there and look up into the sky as best you can through the rain
and then, it suddenly stops
and it's sunny outside.
and other than the fact you look like you just got thrown in a swimming pool it is hard to tell anything even happened.
thank you for this experience, Germany. Without any sarcasm at all.
CONTEST WINNER
Posted 14 years agoNot many of you entered. :C I am dissapoint.
Maybe for the next one I'll do like... IDK cash or something?
I dunno. It's just kind of depressing and makes me feel like a shitty artist, since apparently hardly anyone was willing to do NEXT TO NOTHING for some art. :C
Anyways. THE WINNER IS Thlayli WITH http://img853.imageshack.us/img853/4585/burd.png
and the second prize that I didn't announce is for mathious because his was a wicked neat creature thing. http://www.furaffinity.net/view/6360072/
GRATS GUYS. I'll send you a note inna minute.
Maybe for the next one I'll do like... IDK cash or something?
I dunno. It's just kind of depressing and makes me feel like a shitty artist, since apparently hardly anyone was willing to do NEXT TO NOTHING for some art. :C
Anyways. THE WINNER IS Thlayli WITH http://img853.imageshack.us/img853/4585/burd.png
and the second prize that I didn't announce is for mathious because his was a wicked neat creature thing. http://www.furaffinity.net/view/6360072/
GRATS GUYS. I'll send you a note inna minute.
$3 IRON ARTIST
Posted 14 years agoSoooooo I'm gonna do an iron artist thing.
The pictures will be jaggy, messy, loose things like this: http://www.furaffinity.net/view/6357162/ and http://www.furaffinity.net/view/6357596 ... though on request I can do something more along the lines of this, but with more detail: http://www.furaffinity.net/view/6356187
If you'd like an iconable one, tell me and I will make extra sure it looks pretty icon-sized, and give you a couple smaller versions as well.
I will draw a lot of things. I won't POST all of those things, though. And there are a select few things I WON'T draw, but you'd have to ask about those. They tend to be situational. Don't worry, I won't judge you.
Doin' these for $3 a piece, in the true spirit of an iron artist. If someone wants something bigger and better, those slots will be drawn before I do the iron artist drawings, but that doesn't happen very often at all, so it's not a huge thing to be all worried about. Also the contest winner for my MSpaint silliness contest will come first as well.
10 slots for now. If you don't want to be named here, I will mark you down as [Anonymous]
1.
2.
3.
4.
5.
6.
7.
8.
9.
10.
.....I'm probably gonna spend the money on more art. Just so you know.
The pictures will be jaggy, messy, loose things like this: http://www.furaffinity.net/view/6357162/ and http://www.furaffinity.net/view/6357596 ... though on request I can do something more along the lines of this, but with more detail: http://www.furaffinity.net/view/6356187
If you'd like an iconable one, tell me and I will make extra sure it looks pretty icon-sized, and give you a couple smaller versions as well.
I will draw a lot of things. I won't POST all of those things, though. And there are a select few things I WON'T draw, but you'd have to ask about those. They tend to be situational. Don't worry, I won't judge you.
Doin' these for $3 a piece, in the true spirit of an iron artist. If someone wants something bigger and better, those slots will be drawn before I do the iron artist drawings, but that doesn't happen very often at all, so it's not a huge thing to be all worried about. Also the contest winner for my MSpaint silliness contest will come first as well.
10 slots for now. If you don't want to be named here, I will mark you down as [Anonymous]
1.
2.
3.
4.
5.
6.
7.
8.
9.
10.
.....I'm probably gonna spend the money on more art. Just so you know.
LAST NIGHT FOR CONTEST
Posted 14 years agohttp://www.furaffinity.net/journal/2628549/
I'm judging tomorrow, so you best be getting them done if you want to enter. :D
mspaint is gooooooooo
I'm judging tomorrow, so you best be getting them done if you want to enter. :D
mspaint is gooooooooo
AMAZING ART and also my Sergal account
Posted 14 years agoI just got an amazing commission from 
Maelice and you should all go look at it (and +watch them if you aren't already!)
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/6341138
Also that right there is my sergal account. If I do sergal related things it will be on that name, and that's where I've been (and will be) posting commissions I get of my character Lovar. I probably won't post much of anything sergal related over here anymore. ;3 I'm trying to get more involved with other sergal fans and my main account here is kinda uhhhhhhhh convoluted!
Maelice and you should all go look at it (and +watch them if you aren't already!)http://www.furaffinity.net/view/6341138
Also that right there is my sergal account. If I do sergal related things it will be on that name, and that's where I've been (and will be) posting commissions I get of my character Lovar. I probably won't post much of anything sergal related over here anymore. ;3 I'm trying to get more involved with other sergal fans and my main account here is kinda uhhhhhhhh convoluted!
STEAMMMMMMM (But how does I get store)
Posted 14 years agoSoooooo I just finally got a steam account
It's Asswings btw
My problem is that... Since I live in germany, I can't get to the store.
But I am american and this is an APO therefore.... americaland
Anyone know how I get to the US store? All my bank cards are american too.
It's Asswings btw
My problem is that... Since I live in germany, I can't get to the store.
But I am american and this is an APO therefore.... americaland
Anyone know how I get to the US store? All my bank cards are american too.
