I was talking to on AIM and apparently he had never heard of cow tongue tacos before.

WHAT THE HELL.

Those are the best fucking tacos in the world, my favorite nom nom nom nom. Taco that taste you back, man. Who else has not tried these delicacies? D: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=emLpNCUZlUw

Also the best place to get tacos is from a fucking taco truck. The kind that scare you when you think about going to get food from them. It's so good oh mannnnn.

swweet stinkin murder i am truly pathetic arent i


Pretty much I felt I needed to have a scarf chewing Eridan face as my avatar for at least a couple days. Still giddy over Alterniabound. I'll probably switch to one of MY characters again uhhh soon.

http://mspaintadventures.com/, bitches. Go read Homestuck if you haven't. YOU WILL NOT BE DISAPPOINTED. It's the best webcomic everrr.

but damn, Canada. you sure are weird.

Got tagged by
And pretty much this kind of thing takes foreveeeerrr, especially since I only have like 2 songs I previously thought about that I count as something that fits 'me'. Also I typed a lot so knowing people actually read it or whatever would be cool. /lamelamelame

Feeling Good the Muse cover version http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CmwR.....gw&ob=av2e
This is where I am right now. I'll be heading off for the airforce, and getting the fuck out of Idaho. I'm feeling pretty good about that. But the reason I picked the Muse version is because at the same time, there's a sarcastic twist to this whole deal. Don't Ask Don't Tell didn't get removed, so it's like... no one actually wants me in my new life, and I'm going to have to spend at least 4 years pretending I'm not the person I am.

The Perfect Fit by the Dresden Dolls http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TIfxrKu1wX0
I actually quote this one in my userpage info, haha. Growing up I was one of those 'star' children, the #1 in my class, smart, and studious. I was gonna go places. Except, you know, I didn't. At all. I almost didn't graduate high school. All my talents are pretty much useless in the real world, and stuff that IS useful... just sort of boggles and upsets me.

Addicted to Bad Ideas by The World/Inferno Friendship Society http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=onrklAlfDIE
BECAUSE I CAN, CAUSE NO ONE CAN STOP ME. BECAUSE IT MAKES UP FOR THINGS I'VE LOST, BECAUSE I'M ADDICTED TO BAD IDEAS, AND ALL THE BEAUTY IN THIS WORLD!

Shadow Stabbing by CAKE http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=oa52P9fCUP0
Hey internet. Thanks for being there to talk to, outside this shitty hellhole people like to call Idaho. I think I would get in a lot more trouble if it weren't for you guys I can talk to.

For What It's Worth by Placebo http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RBeCgtgr6Rs
This one's more about my past and how it bleeds into the present. I had a pretty damn abusive mother, and when it all came out into the open, and my parents divorced when I was 16, she threw ALL the blame on me. Literally, the last thing she said to me before driving off with my little sister was "Look at what you did. Why can't you just get along? You've destroyed this family." And then she pretty much just abandoned me completely. I hate that whore's guts more than anything in this world, but at the same time, it really hurts when I have to watch her fight for my two sisters, and constantly shower them with presents and tell them she loves them, sometimes right in front of my face. I spend a lot of time inwardly tearing myself apart because it feels like that if someone who is supposed to love you unconditionally can do something like that, I MUST have something horribly wrong with me, and everyone else will realize that and do the same thing. I don't feel like anyone actually loves me or cares, they just do it out of pity, because I'm never good enough, no matter how hard I try.

Stirb Nich Vor Mir (Don't Die Before I Do) by Rammstein http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=IB8gVc4xij0
Except I know there's gotta be someone out there that will, and I just gotta find them someday. I don't know where they are, or who they are, but I know they exist.

Creep by Radiohead http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XFkz.....fk&ob=av3e
Yeah I had to use this one too. I really don't have a lot more to say about it, 'cause the song says exactly what I would. Well other than it's not so much about one person, other than that I'm just a weirdo in general.

Coffee & TV by Blur http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KCe5yiMWPbA
I have this thing where I get kind of SOCIAL OVERLOAD if I hang out with my friends or family for awhile, and run off and hide in my room for like two days. It gets me in a lot of trouble, people think I'm angry at them, they think I'm just being pouty or pissy, and it seems like ALWAYS they get angry or hurt. And then at that point it gets even worse because I go into like... anxiety mode and already think they all hate me. It's really fucking dumb, and hopefully I can get over it, but for now, there are a lot of times where I'm just trying to get away from this big bad world.

One of a Kind by Placebo http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pkEnCd6jqeE
I've never ever really fit in, anywhere I've tried. Pmuch as simple as that.

So Happy I Could Die by Lady Gaga http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QXwYkxzk6B0
Did I seriously just put that? I thought it would be funny and I'm out of songs. Also I wanted to end this on a more lighthearted joke moment.
"And when something falls out of place
I take my time, I put it back
I touch myself 'till I'm on track"


SO yeah. There you go. 10 songs. That took forever alsdingl.
And sorry most of them are pretty downbeat. I tried to come up with better ones, I promise!

So I decided to make a sofurry account for "why the fuck not" reasons.

I know everyone says it's shit, but everyone says everything is shit, so I figured I would go find out for myself.

Anyways, http://asswings.sofurry.com/
Go there, add me, talk, whatever.

I'm not leaving FA though, ilu guiz too much for that. Just... another place I guess.

So I'm banned again, until the 19th.

Seriously.

What the fuck. I hate this.

I wasn't even doing anything bad.
This is ridiculous.


Goddammit.

I wanted an eyesore avatar again so I made one. :B


But I'm kind of looking around for a cool new one. Anyone know anyone doing awesome icons for commission right now?

It doesn't look like Featherhead is gonna start making the robot unicorn ones again anytime soon.

I was gone, my computer was off because of RAM difficulties....

And I come back and I'm temp banned until the 4th, with no explanation. WTF. I was even being nice because I didn't want to get on moderation again.

I'm actually really confused.

This showed up while I was gone and not posting.


so uh. yeah.

So pretty much I'm a lame-o and want to throw a theme song up when I finally get around to finishing a reference sheet for Ticon.
Except I'm having a really hard time! I actually narrowed it down to two kinda, though if someone else can think of a better one def tell me. XD It pretty much comes down to lyrics vrs sound.



First one is "Perfect Fit" by the Dresden Dolls. The lyrics are pretty much PERFECT but eh the sound is kinda TOO sad imo. Although again, the lyrics are pretty much exact. "I can shuffle cut and deal, but I can't draw a hand. I can't draw a lot of things I hope you understand." Ignore the video, it was the best one I could find that had the song.






The other one is "Addicted to Bad Ideas" by The World/Inferno Friendship Society. The lyrics might not be quite as fitting as the other one, but I think it makes wayy up for it in SOUND. Another reason I might pick it is BECAUSE I CAN, BECAUSE NO ONE CAN STOP ME.

I fucking love this event. Lovveeee it.

Anyways if you idaho people are wandering around there too, I'm the dyke with the Trex shirt and stupid fedora. B)

Don't expect me to post like at alllll on the forums for awhile. XD

I dunno how long it will be until I'm off, who knows.

(It was for insulting other members again.)

I think you all know what my fursona looks like by now

1. What do you think my character would have a job/career in?
2. What is unique about my character that you enjoy?
3. What are his/her flaws?
4. What are some changes you would like to see?
5. What would you like to see my character doing in future pictures?
6. How old does my character look?
7. On a scale of 1-10, how attractive is my character?
8. On a scale to 1-10, how sexually attractive is my character?
9. On a scale to 1-10, how well does my character fit me?
10. If you could, how would you personally change him to fit me better?

Derpderpderp

....URIST LOVE TIPS FOR GOODNIGHT WITH WOM MAN happens.

http://forums.furaffinity.net/threa.....T-WITH-WOM-MAN


This is the best thread ever.

If it was a puppy, I would lick it.

Man, for some reason tonight I feel all melancholy and lonely.

Maybe it's because my life looks like it's falling into place a bit, I signed my job contract for the airforce, it looks like I might get hired around here while I wait, I'm getting a little work on the side for laptop fixing money... All good things.
But like. I'm still all alone and shit. I know a lot of it is my shitty country town with it's shitty hateful country mormon rednecks, but man, I haven't had a girlfriend in like 3 years. As pathetic as that probably sounds to people who don't live in a place like Payette Idaho.

I would even do that internet girlfriend shit again, it's not really about the sex at all. I would settle for someone to tease and draw silly art of and have stupid coupleicons and shoutspam the fuck out of.

When I get my laptop back maybe I should download sl again. It was pretty fun to flirt there I guess.

I needddd to know. :3

From  psychweasel
You know the drill. Comment and I'll answer, ect.

1. Tell you something I'll learn about you by looking at your FA page for 13 seconds.
2. Tell you which color you remind me of.
3. Tell you my first memory of you.
4. Tell you what pokemon you remind me of.
5. Ask you something I've always wondered about you, and your answer has to be as vague as possible to keep the suspense.
6. Tell you my favorite thing about you.
7. Give you a weird nickname
8. Tell you what's on my shirt right now.
9. Challenge you to post this on your journal.

-drop kicks all that other stuff off the page-

ANYWAYS SHENZI. Are you still making an android because if you aren't I wanna and I wanna base it off either
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lcV7AFrgJSQ
Herr Drosselmeyer's Doll

or like

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9mVf-ZYbqKc
Coin operated boy


But after I finish up my dargon pictures and a gif I'm making for someone

OH YEAH AND I WON A CONTEST
by
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/1661545/

Why can't I function. What the fuck is wrong with me that makes EVERYTHING cause a complete and utter breakdown. Why am I constantly afraid, and cringing away from everyone and thing.
I just wanna be a people, too. :C


Sorry. I just am having an expecially rough time today over absolutely nothing, and have to vent it out somewhere. And no this isn't otherkin/therian/whatever stuff.

It was pretty awesome. There was actually a breeze, which in Idaho is pretty nonexistant usually, so it wasn't omggodhatesme hot.

I bought some new incense (I love getting incense at fairs, always. It's like how some people love fair corndogs) and it's pretty great.
Burning it is kinda driving me crazy right now though.

Dammit airforce, y u ruin my fun. :C

Maybe I should buy some more cigarettes or something.

apparently I'm going to the Boise fair today with all the visiting family. Funnnnn.

Actually, it should be so long as I don't start throwing up 'cause it's too hot again.

Holy crap, so Eske drew some gift art of Ticon. :D If you aren't watching her already, you should be, her stuff is amazing, and she doesn't have near the attention she should.

Oh yeah I need a link huh.
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/4329863 and her account name is  electropanda :3

hurrr. Basically I don't want to go post naughty shit on the same account I post (and am known for) clean art on.
Soooo I went and asked  xaerun for an old inactive account that was just sitting around, and he gave it to me! <3

So yeah, pretty much if you wanna see any naughty art I draw, it will be on  asswings just go watch it or something. No guarentees I'll put stuff up there immediately, 'cause I didn't know if I would get it and have no 'bad' art, but I will at some point soon.

THIS ACCOUNT IS NOT GOING INACTIVE, IT WILL STILL BE MY MAIN.

So I went and looked at my stats, and I have 58 watchers now. :O

You all just sort of snuck up on me haha!
Anyways I guess this is just a journal to tell you all thanks or something, and that I appreciate it and stuff, even you guys that are silent are still wicked awesome.
'Cause it may not seem like a lot compared to like Blotch and Faint and stuff, but dammit, it's a lot to me, and it's a happy feeling to know 58 people cared enough to subscribe to my stuff. <3

TL;DR-- I love you all, bawwwww.

OH YEAH. I ALMOST FORGOT.  psychweasel tagged me, hurrr.

"Waited In Line For Blotch Porn"
Parameters: Go/went to a furry convention.
Score: 50
Completed?: no

"Rug Burn"
Parameters: Do/did the business, with one or more partners in a fursuit.
Score: 50
Completed?: Ew. No.

"It's Like A Miniature Convention!"
Parameters: Go/went to a furmeet.
Score: 30
Completed?: Nope. Been invited though.

"FURtune 500"
Parameters: Have over 10,000 views. (page views?)
Score: 30
Completed?: Not even close!

"High Roller"
Parameters: Have your character drawn by an artist that has over 100,000 views.
Score: 30
Completed?: Ermmmm.... Nope. Guess I haven't, haha.

Subtotal: 0

"Friends In High Places"
Parameters: Have gift art of your character from an artist.
Score: 20
Completed?: I don't think requests count, it's like... randomly OH HAI I DREW YOUR CHARACTER right? So no.

"Different Strokes"
Parameters: Own/owned/used an animal-molded, or furry-oriented, sexual toy.
Score: 20
Completed?: No (Some of them sound fun though)

"So, Yeah"
Parameters: Have more furry friends than non-furry friends in real life.
Score: 20
Completed?: Nuh uh.

"Stalker"
Parameters: Be friends with an artist.
Score: 20
Completed?: OH LOOK HERE'S A YES

"Connected"
Parameters: Have a total combined buddy count [on AIM, MSN, Skype or etc.] of 200 or more.
Score: 20
Completed?: Maybe a count of like 5.

Subtotal:20

"Just For The Art"
Parameters: Draw anthropomorphic art.
Score: 20
Completed?: Hurrrr yes.

"Dramatic"
Parameters: Have a LiveJournal, Facebook, FurAffinity, DeviantArt, and a Twitter account.
Score: 20
Completed?: I do. I don't use them though. Well most of them.

"Get Over It"
Parameters: Have/had a spouse/partner/significant other/mate/whatever, in real life, that is a furry.
Score: 20
Completed?: For a short time, yep. I miss my 'yena girlfriend. :C

"Vanilla"
Parameters: Have nonsexual art of your character.
Score: 10
Completed?: Most of it is, yep.

"O MURR"
Parameters: Use/used the word 'yiff', 'scritch', or 'paw' when talking to a non-furry friend in real life.
Score: 10
Completed?:I used scritch by accident. My friend freaked the fuck out.

Subtotal: 100

"And All I Got..."
Parameters: Own a distinctly 'furry' t-shirt [something made by furries and/or for furries].
Score: 10
Completed?: Nope.

"I'm Not Even Trying"
Parameters: Have some form of furry porn on your desktop [whether as wallpaper or a file].
Score: 10
Completed?: I actually don't, haha. Not even on my laptop.

"UNLESS IT'S A FARM!"
Parameters: Play/played Team Fortress 2 on a furry server.
Score: 10
Completed?: Nope, sounds like fun though.

"Such A Cock"
Parameters: Listen/listened to a 2 the Ranting Gryphon rant.
Score: 10
Completed?: I've never even bothered to try.

"Friends With Benefits"
Parameters: Commissioned/commission artwork of a friend's character.
Score: 10
Completed?: Ex- 'yena girlfriend and I think I got one for Kaed one time.

Subtotal: 110

"Anti-Uppity"
Parameters: Have sexual artwork of your character.
Score: 10
Completed?: Ahaha. There's a picture of like a male Ticon fucking a toaster. Seriously. There is.

"Don't Knock It 'Til You Try It"
Parameters: Roleplay/roleplayed your character over a messenger service/in a game of some sort.
Score: 5 for having done it at all, +5 for having done sexual roleplay.
Completed?: Um. My fursona or just any character? I'm gonna say yes.

"NO FRATERNIZING WITH THE ENEMY!"
Parameters: Post/posted on 4chan or SomethingAwful.com
Score: 5
Completed?: Yeah, once or twice.

"Furries Ruin Everything"
Parameters: Post/posted a furry image on 4chan.
Score: 5
Completed?: Nope.

"You're Doing It Wrong" red
Parameters: Post/posted on fchan or TGFB [http://dammitfreehaven.com/].
Score: 5
Completed?: Nope.

Subtotal: 135

"The Greater Good"
Parameters: Post/posted an image on e621.net.
Score: 5
Completed?: My art ain't good enough. Nope.

"O.. murr"
Parameters: Use/used the word 'yiff', 'scritch', or 'paw' when talking to a furry friend in real life.
Score: 5
Completed?: I don't think so, nope.

"How Did That Get There?"
Parameters: Have a folder dedicated to furry porn.
Score: 5 for having a folder, +5 for having a folder of 1gb or larger.
Completed?: Nope! I tend to save things on the internet only, so I can find it easier in various folders and things.

"THIS IS THE REAL ME! YOU DON'T UNDERSTAND!"
Parameters: Commission art of your character.
Score: 5
Completed?: Yep! I have a couple awesome ones I've commissioned, you can find them in my favorites. :D

"SRS BSNS"
Parameters: Tell/told a parent/friend that you are a furry.
Score: 5
Completed?: Yeah, my family knows and giggles at it. The whole "Rufus Tuftybutt and the hoochie mamas from outer space" thing was my dad's fault, actually. He told my step-brother that was my furry name and what I was drawing, one time. (Also he's been commissioned to draw a few furry things at cons and stuff, so he knows all about the fandom too. Which gets embarrassing sometimes.)

Subtotal: 145

"Ding, DONG"
Parameters: Have a male character.
Score: 5
Completed?: Most of my characters are male.

"Tits or GTFO"
Parameters: Have a female character.
Score: 5
Completed?: TICON IS FEMALE GUYS. SOME PEOPLE DON'T KNOW THAT.

"It's A Trap!"
Parameters: Have a herm/shemale/transgendered/etc. character.
Score: 5
Completed?: Actually I haven't made one. I've been thinking about it though.

"Dime A Dozen"
Parameters: Did/do another furry meme.
Score: 5
Completed?: This is my first. OH DAMN MEME CHERRY POPPED.

"You're It!"
Parameters: Tag at least 1 person after doing this meme.
Score: 5
Completed: Yes

"Quality Investment"
Parameters: Commission more than $500 worth of art
Score: 50; +10 for every $100 over $500 you have spent
Completed: Nope. :C Maybe 50 bucks at most.

FINISHED TOTAL: 160

Tag, you're it!

Yeah pretty much I don't have my laptop to download shit right now (AKA no WoW for me for awhile) andddd I'm getting ticked and grumpy for lack of RP.
So like. Do any good forums for that exist anymore? Or did they all die out?

I'm not looking for something Furry in particular, though if it has that theme it's a plus... Anddd I'd rather it had a mature audience, not sex goddammit but like violence and swearing and shit.

So yeah.

link me?