FOLLOW ME ON TWITTER
Posted 7 years agoI'm a whole lot more active there at the moment
I haven't been... doing much here for a lot of reasons. mostly being that I feel super self conscious of the art i post here vs there
https://twitter.com/QueenTyger
I haven't been... doing much here for a lot of reasons. mostly being that I feel super self conscious of the art i post here vs there
https://twitter.com/QueenTyger
commission stream online
Posted 7 years agoMore Life Updates! {MOMOCON HERE I COME}
Posted 7 years agoSo, if any of you have seen my Twitter, I posted something a while ago about my Nana having surgery, and myself being at her house to watch it as well as her cat. It was a huge stressor, and I'm getting back into the routine again.
But! Of course, it's a swing and a miss from me, because in a couple days my boyfriend and I are headed off to Georgia for Momocon2018! It's by far my favorite con to go to, and not only that, but we're visiting my best friend of 9 years <3 We've started the tradition of going to see her every year and it's amazing.
So, I'm gonna try and get what I can done on commissions in the next couple days, because I will be out of service until the 30th.
But! Of course, it's a swing and a miss from me, because in a couple days my boyfriend and I are headed off to Georgia for Momocon2018! It's by far my favorite con to go to, and not only that, but we're visiting my best friend of 9 years <3 We've started the tradition of going to see her every year and it's amazing.
So, I'm gonna try and get what I can done on commissions in the next couple days, because I will be out of service until the 30th.
Follow me on Twitter for more active updates!
Posted 7 years agoSo instead of adding to the piles of journals you guys have in your inboxes (I mean, if you’re anything like me and don’t clear it much)
I’m going to be trying to keep more active tabs on my life on Twitter
It’s much easier to keep a presence on Twitter for me right now, because it’s more easily accessible.
I won’t be posting super detailed stuff but you’ll be getting the gist of what’s going on in my life, and what’s going on art-wise
You can find me on Twitter @QueenTyger
I’m going to be trying to keep more active tabs on my life on Twitter
It’s much easier to keep a presence on Twitter for me right now, because it’s more easily accessible.
I won’t be posting super detailed stuff but you’ll be getting the gist of what’s going on in my life, and what’s going on art-wise
You can find me on Twitter @QueenTyger
Updates
Posted 7 years agoI had a rough night, so I'm gonna keep it pretty short;
I just started clinical studies in my Nursing Assistant training, so I'm really overwhelmed and stressed out now, but I will be working on commissions and art once things get more steady. Right now, it's really chaotic and draining, and I've yet to have a full day of work for nearly two weeks, and Friday is my first day off of everything. so I'll ideally be able to get work done on Friday or Saturday into Sunday
I just started clinical studies in my Nursing Assistant training, so I'm really overwhelmed and stressed out now, but I will be working on commissions and art once things get more steady. Right now, it's really chaotic and draining, and I've yet to have a full day of work for nearly two weeks, and Friday is my first day off of everything. so I'll ideally be able to get work done on Friday or Saturday into Sunday
Gone for a few days!
Posted 7 years agoHeaded off to Boston this weekend, so I won’t be home or able to work on comms!!
Work will resume probably Tuesday
Work will resume probably Tuesday
All Commission Types Open // Upcoming YCHs
Posted 7 years agoWe’re having a bit of a financial emergency, we can’t afford much, just barely enough for food and gas.
If you’re interested in any commissions, please shoot me a note.
I’ve got YCHs lined up that will be up soon, to help pay off daily bills
If you’re interested in any commissions, please shoot me a note.
I’ve got YCHs lined up that will be up soon, to help pay off daily bills
Kink Account (Follow for weird, kinky shit!)
Posted 7 years ago
Ty will be my new account for kinky stuff. This account will be fairly vanilla, at least by FA standards. Follow me there for kinky stuff! I already have a YCH lined up to be posted there! It's not much at the moment, but I plan to fill it up!
Losing the love of my life
Posted 7 years agoI'm just going to cut to the chase. It's like pulling off a bandaid, quicker the better.
Some months ago, my dog was diagnosed with cancer. Although there's no real word I can use that could adequately describe my pure love and dedication to him, he was my reason for living just one more day. He's been my motivation for everything. If I'm frank, he was the reason i stepped back from the edge.
But his time has come. I don't know if it's days, or weeks. The vet has been called. He's not happy- he's in pain, he's suffering. And I will go through the most excruciating pain if it means I can stop his suffering. He doesn't deserve to suffer. It's our responsibility as their caretaker and their guardians. We provide the best life we possibly can for them- even if that means cutting it short. Even if it means cutting out the final times, the ones filled with pain, discomfort, and misery.
I'm trying to look at this optimistically- I've given him the best life I can. And I'm a firm believer in the fact that we're here to learn love and compassion- and dogs don't have to stay as long because they're already full of love. He may not be able to stay with me in body, but he will in spirit. And this is a gateway to showing the same love and commitment I have for him, to another dog. He'll never be replaced, ever. He'll always be my soulmate, but his soul will always be with me. This is a chance to find another soulmate- give them a place to call home and a life overflowing with love.
I'm crying as I'm writing this because this is by far the most pain I have experienced. But I know this is for the best, and nothing, nothing will ever change the fact that I will always love him, wholly and entirely. He will always be with me, even if I can't touch him. He will always be my puppy, the happy, playful, quirky puppy we picked out 9 years ago. The runt at the back of the litter. Watching him look at us, eager and hopeful, but incredibly shy.
I'm going to spend the rest of his days showering him in love and affection- He'll be treated like a king. Even more than he already is.
Some months ago, my dog was diagnosed with cancer. Although there's no real word I can use that could adequately describe my pure love and dedication to him, he was my reason for living just one more day. He's been my motivation for everything. If I'm frank, he was the reason i stepped back from the edge.
But his time has come. I don't know if it's days, or weeks. The vet has been called. He's not happy- he's in pain, he's suffering. And I will go through the most excruciating pain if it means I can stop his suffering. He doesn't deserve to suffer. It's our responsibility as their caretaker and their guardians. We provide the best life we possibly can for them- even if that means cutting it short. Even if it means cutting out the final times, the ones filled with pain, discomfort, and misery.
I'm trying to look at this optimistically- I've given him the best life I can. And I'm a firm believer in the fact that we're here to learn love and compassion- and dogs don't have to stay as long because they're already full of love. He may not be able to stay with me in body, but he will in spirit. And this is a gateway to showing the same love and commitment I have for him, to another dog. He'll never be replaced, ever. He'll always be my soulmate, but his soul will always be with me. This is a chance to find another soulmate- give them a place to call home and a life overflowing with love.
I'm crying as I'm writing this because this is by far the most pain I have experienced. But I know this is for the best, and nothing, nothing will ever change the fact that I will always love him, wholly and entirely. He will always be with me, even if I can't touch him. He will always be my puppy, the happy, playful, quirky puppy we picked out 9 years ago. The runt at the back of the litter. Watching him look at us, eager and hopeful, but incredibly shy.
I'm going to spend the rest of his days showering him in love and affection- He'll be treated like a king. Even more than he already is.
UPDATE: I messed up my shoulder
Posted 8 years agoJust wanted to get an update out, so anyone who is expecting anything from me knows;
I threw out my shoulder pushing my car out of the snow on Thursday. Unfortunately my right shoulder. I’m right handed.
Right now I can only get my arm just a few inches up from my side, hardly up to desk level.
I haven’t had the chance to try drawing yet, so maybe I’m in the clear, but if I can’t, I’ll post an update if there’s no improvement in the next few days
TL;DR I hurt my shoulder trying to get my car out of the snow, I don’t know if I can draw for a while, and if not, idk how long
I threw out my shoulder pushing my car out of the snow on Thursday. Unfortunately my right shoulder. I’m right handed.
Right now I can only get my arm just a few inches up from my side, hardly up to desk level.
I haven’t had the chance to try drawing yet, so maybe I’m in the clear, but if I can’t, I’ll post an update if there’s no improvement in the next few days
TL;DR I hurt my shoulder trying to get my car out of the snow, I don’t know if I can draw for a while, and if not, idk how long
things are terrible (Urgent Commissions & Updates)
Posted 8 years agoStraight to the point,
Wednesday night, I had to bring my bearded dragon to the vet because he was acting very strange and was clearly in a lot of discomfort
He stayed overnight, then went to a specialist (a ~30 minute drive to the emergency vet, then another 40 min drive to the specialist)
I literally cannot afford any of the bills that have accumulated with this, plus my insurance payment coming up this month
The total I need is nearly $1,200
That's not counting the $4,000 surgery my mom had to have as well.
$5,200
Also not including the medication for my beloved dog, who is slowly losing to cancer.
I have $300 to my name.
Things aren't great. I am physically unable to work more hours due to old injury and shit sucks. I'm incredibly depressed again, I've been physically ill from the stress.
So, not that I believe I can handle the added pressure, but I don't have a choice.
I'm in dire need of commissions.
If you're interested in anything, please note or email me Queentyger16[at]gmail.com
Paypal: https://www.paypal.me/QueenTyger
Ko-Fi: http://ko-fi.com/queentyger
will add other stuff soon maybe
Wednesday night, I had to bring my bearded dragon to the vet because he was acting very strange and was clearly in a lot of discomfort
He stayed overnight, then went to a specialist (a ~30 minute drive to the emergency vet, then another 40 min drive to the specialist)
I literally cannot afford any of the bills that have accumulated with this, plus my insurance payment coming up this month
The total I need is nearly $1,200
That's not counting the $4,000 surgery my mom had to have as well.
$5,200
Also not including the medication for my beloved dog, who is slowly losing to cancer.
I have $300 to my name.
Things aren't great. I am physically unable to work more hours due to old injury and shit sucks. I'm incredibly depressed again, I've been physically ill from the stress.
So, not that I believe I can handle the added pressure, but I don't have a choice.
I'm in dire need of commissions.
If you're interested in anything, please note or email me Queentyger16[at]gmail.com
Paypal: https://www.paypal.me/QueenTyger
Ko-Fi: http://ko-fi.com/queentyger
will add other stuff soon maybe
Prints (@ cons), Commissions, Updates, Streams, and more
Posted 8 years agoSorry for my lack of activity as of late. A lot of things have hit me all at once and it's taking a huge toll on me.
However, I'm in the process of working on fan-prints that I'm looking to sell at conventions. I'm starting small, at a tiny local anime con, but I'm hoping to move to bigger, greener pastures soon with them. I may be streaming them, I'm definitely kicking myself out of my comfort zone so streaming will be mighty uncomfortable but I'm going to try and get that going again
Updates, I don't really feel up to going into actual detail on it, but work sucks, I'm losing people close to me when I need them most, and I've been in and out of the doctors for months. People can really suck sometimes, and I feel like my entire life is falling to shambles right before my eyes! I've been at a total loss of words and interest for everything that I used to love, and there's nothing I can really do about it anymore. I've been reduced to one person who I can be completely open with, and even then I can't really be entirely open with them either. I tried burying myself in work, but that backfired, so now I'm trying to bury myself in art instead. I have to say, I'm not optimistic about it not backfiring.
Commissions are open, as always. If you can help me get going enough to quit this shitty job, I think I would actually be in tears of pure gratitude. It's total misery. It's made my depression worsen, on top of everything else going wrong. Art is one thing I can say has been a blessing, in disguise occasionally. I can make a living off of something I actually (typically) enjoy doing, which is amazing tbh
So that's about it, if you're interested in helping me salvage myself from a shitty job, I don't have a big queue at the moment so I'm taking whoever and whatever comes to me first (within reason ofc)
short stream
Posted 8 years agoMore updates
Posted 8 years agoSorry I've been so inactive
I just recently started my new job, and it's wearing me down. Plus some other personal things I'd rather not go into publicly, I've been just very down in the dumps and haven't had the motivation to do much of anything.
I hate pretty much everything I draw, and I haven't had a speck of improvement, if anything I've seen more of a decline in skill rather than an incline
I'll get back into it eventually, I'm just feeling really shitty recently
I just recently started my new job, and it's wearing me down. Plus some other personal things I'd rather not go into publicly, I've been just very down in the dumps and haven't had the motivation to do much of anything.
I hate pretty much everything I draw, and I haven't had a speck of improvement, if anything I've seen more of a decline in skill rather than an incline
I'll get back into it eventually, I'm just feeling really shitty recently
Life Update! (Also GoFundMe)
Posted 8 years agoHey all! Sorry for my absence, I've been more stressed than busy tbh. I've just recently found out my dog is sick, so we're trying to get him all better, then I'm taking care of our GoFundMe for our other dog, Juju. If you're interested, you can find it here, as well as her story. None of the money from this will be used for anything other than for Juju, any extra will be used to buy her toys and treats!
Other than that, I just recently started a new job. I'm back into cashiering but I'm honestly loving the environment. People are so much nicer there than I've ever experienced in any other retail job. It's honestly so refreshing, and I've already hit it off with a few people there.
I'm still taking commissions, they will be worked on any days I'm off of work and not sick/generally unwell, so they won't be too delayed.
Other than that, I just recently started a new job. I'm back into cashiering but I'm honestly loving the environment. People are so much nicer there than I've ever experienced in any other retail job. It's honestly so refreshing, and I've already hit it off with a few people there.
I'm still taking commissions, they will be worked on any days I'm off of work and not sick/generally unwell, so they won't be too delayed.
PROMO FOR A FRIEND!
Posted 8 years ago
Mewhttp://www.furaffinity.net/journal/8332664/
She's amazing, as an artist and as a friend! Please go check out her work!
All Commission Types Open
Posted 8 years agoNeed to raise money for a down payment on a car.
Note me anything in my gallery, and I'll give you a price estimate.
No limit right now, I just really need money
Note me anything in my gallery, and I'll give you a price estimate.
No limit right now, I just really need money
Voice Over/Acting: Looking for work!
Posted 8 years agoOkay I really didn't know how to word it without it sounding like I'm looking for voice actors, I am looking for work as a voice actor.
If you are looking for voice actors for any projects, I am looking to do work for full credit (of the voice role) and experience! I'd also need to use this in a demo reel / portfolio of my work.
I have a good microphone, and I can provide a nice quality clip without background noise. If you're looking for someone to play a role, please note me or email me at QueenTyger16[at]gmail.com !
Thank you!!
If you are looking for voice actors for any projects, I am looking to do work for full credit (of the voice role) and experience! I'd also need to use this in a demo reel / portfolio of my work.
I have a good microphone, and I can provide a nice quality clip without background noise. If you're looking for someone to play a role, please note me or email me at QueenTyger16[at]gmail.com !
Thank you!!
Windows10 OneDrive help?
Posted 8 years agoTL;DR OneDrive fucked up my files and now I can't Ctrl+S to save, I have to save over each time with Ctrl+Shift+S
A month or two ago, Windows released some update that totally fucked my files. It replaced my HDD's pictures folder with a new OneDrive folder and pinned it to my quick access, therefore replacing my actual pictures folder.
So now, I can no longer save my files just with a quick Ctrl+S. I have to save over it every time, by doing Ctrl+Shift+S and replacing it. This only happens in subfolders in my Pictures folder (i.e. I have a folder specifically for YCH art, and I can save normally inside my Pictures folder, but not inside the YCH folder)
Anyone have any fixes for this? I tried disabling OneDrive and the problem didn't fix, and I tried reenabling it, still to no avail.
As far as I know, this is only with Paint Tool SAI, which is a full, paid, legal copy of the program
A month or two ago, Windows released some update that totally fucked my files. It replaced my HDD's pictures folder with a new OneDrive folder and pinned it to my quick access, therefore replacing my actual pictures folder.
So now, I can no longer save my files just with a quick Ctrl+S. I have to save over it every time, by doing Ctrl+Shift+S and replacing it. This only happens in subfolders in my Pictures folder (i.e. I have a folder specifically for YCH art, and I can save normally inside my Pictures folder, but not inside the YCH folder)
Anyone have any fixes for this? I tried disabling OneDrive and the problem didn't fix, and I tried reenabling it, still to no avail.
As far as I know, this is only with Paint Tool SAI, which is a full, paid, legal copy of the program
All About Me
Posted 8 years agoI'm so sorry
I almost never do these, I'm just bored out of my mind right now and I can't focus for the life of me.
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- Name: Chloe / Tyger
- Single or taken: Taken!
- Sex: Female
- Birthday: March 11th 1997
- Sign: Pisces
- Hair color: Dark Brown
- Eye color: Green/Hazel
- Height: 5'7"
- Are you straight/bisexual/gay?: Straight
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• × • S P E C I F I C S • × •
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- What kind of shampoo do you use?: Aussie is one of my favorites, though it's typically whatever is in the shower!
- What are you listening to right now?: Bubblegum Bitch by Marina & The Diamonds
- Who is the last person that called you?: My mom called earlier but I missed it
- How many buddies are online right now?: That I actually talk to? Uhm.. Well, looking at Steam which is mostly what I use, one.
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• × • F A V O R I T E S • × •
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- Animals: Tigers (duh), Owls, Lions, various big cat species, lizards
- Color: It really varies? Sometimes I love green and sometimes I love orange.
- Drink: Iced Tea. Need that shit on IV.
- Element: Uh.. depends if this is like.. Avatar elements or literal scientific elements.
- Food: food
- Game: ARK: Survival Evolved & Overwatch
- Song: Depends on my mood. Or on what I'm drawing. Or on what I'm playing.
- Subjects in school: I'm not even in school right now, but I guess my favorite subject was maybe science?
- T.V. Series: Bojack Horseman, F is for Family, Archer, a lot of adult cartoons. (Excluding Family Guy or any other show that follows Seth MacFarlane's overused formula.)
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• × • H A V E | Y O U | E V E R • × •
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- Given anyone a bath?: I bathe my doggos and my lizard!
- Smoked?: No but I vape (insert airhorn and various meme sound effects)
- Bungee jumped?: lmao nope
- Made yourself throw up?: I mean maybe to get out of school
- Skinny dipped?: Nope
- Ever been in love?: Yees
- Made yourself cry to get out of trouble?: Uhm yes
- Pictured your crush naked?: Of course
- Actually seen your crush naked?: ^
- Cried when someone died?: Yes
- Lied: I was a chronic liar for a few years, but I'm much better about it now
- Fallen for your best friend?: Yes, both unintentionally and forced myself
- Used someone?: For what? Free food, yes.
- Done something you regret?: I think everyone has
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• × • C U R R E N T • × •
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- Clothes: Blue boxers with horizontal white stripes, and a Portal 2 oversized shirt
- Desktop picture: This right here
- CD in player: None, I have a quirk where I have to take the disc out each time.
- DVD in player: None!
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• × • L A S T | P E R S O N • × •
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- You touched: My mom cuz I stole some candy from her
- Hugged: Probably mom or dad
- You kissed: Boyfriend!
- You IMed: also boyfriend!
- Talk to online: ^
- You sexed it up with: Now are we talking like.. fucked or just messed around with? Either way ReillyPP the boyfriendo
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• × • A R E | Y O U • × •
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- Understanding?: Typically
- Open-minded?: I try my best
- Arrogant?: That's more of someone else's opinion, but I don't think so.
- Insecure?: Very tbh
- Random?: lolz teh randumz. Nope, but I do have random things to say now and then, where I had a whole thought process that I forget no one heard.
- Hungry?: literally always
- Smart?: i mean sometimes?
- Moody?: When I forget/skip my meds, very!
- Organized?: the concept of me being organized is laughable
- Shy?: Very
- Difficult?: Yes!
- Bored easily?: Depends on the whole meds thing again.
- Entertained easily?: Not really, actually. If I'm tired, yeah, but otherwise not really.
- Obsessed?: I fixate on things, if that counts.
- Lazy? I just really enjoy doing nothing.
- Angry?: Easily agitated, yes.
- Happy?: As a person, I'm pretty cynical. Though that's not to say I'm never happy
- Hyper?: literal opposite
- Trusting?: Ehhh, I judge people before I trust them at all.
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• × • R A N D O M • × •
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- In the morning I: wake up and go pee
- Love is: a fucking rollercoaster ride
- I dream about: I have a lot of weird, vivid dreams. Most of which I actually remember entirely
- What do you notice first in the sex you're into: Face?
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• × • W H O • × •
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- Makes you laugh the most: boyfriendo and doggo
- Makes you smile: boyfriendo and doggo (and friends)
- Gives you a funny feeling when you see him/her: boyfriendo and doggo
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• × • D O | Y O U | E V E R • × •
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- Sit on the internet all night waiting for that someone special to IM you?: Nope, because I know the general time each of my friends get offline, or they tell me.
- Wish you were a member of the opposite sex?: 98% of girls would rather not bleed from their pussy, so yes
- Wish you were younger?: I don't want to be responsible for my own anything
- Cry because someone said something to you?: I am a sensitive soul
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• × • N U M B E R • × •
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- Of times I have had my heart broken?: uhhh I don't know. I mean, I've lost people close to me, be it by death, growing apart, distance, or just a bad ending.
- Of guys I've kissed: I mean 2 but one is my dad cuz he's my dad
- Of girls I've kissed: 2? 3? all family members (we a kissy family)
- Of Cd's I own: like 4? I don't drive a car with a CD player and I just listen online usually anyway
- Of scars on my body: NOT counting ache scars, maybe... 6? 7? One on my arm because I totally didn't walk into a locker door, one around my ankle from a kite mishap when I was very young, one very faded self-harm scar, one on the palm of my hand from when I fell off my bike and got a rock lodged in my hand... if you count a black spot on my hand where I accidentally stabbed my hand on a mechanical pencil and the lead never seemed to come out, I got bit by my aunt's bird on the back of my wrist, a circle scar on my right boob from a small little idek what, one of my right leg from a skin sample + stitches when i had cellulitis real bad, and probably some others I'm forgetting about from just bumps and accidents.
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I almost never do these, I'm just bored out of my mind right now and I can't focus for the life of me.
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- Name: Chloe / Tyger
- Single or taken: Taken!
- Sex: Female
- Birthday: March 11th 1997
- Sign: Pisces
- Hair color: Dark Brown
- Eye color: Green/Hazel
- Height: 5'7"
- Are you straight/bisexual/gay?: Straight
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• × • S P E C I F I C S • × •
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- What kind of shampoo do you use?: Aussie is one of my favorites, though it's typically whatever is in the shower!
- What are you listening to right now?: Bubblegum Bitch by Marina & The Diamonds
- Who is the last person that called you?: My mom called earlier but I missed it
- How many buddies are online right now?: That I actually talk to? Uhm.. Well, looking at Steam which is mostly what I use, one.
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• × • F A V O R I T E S • × •
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- Animals: Tigers (duh), Owls, Lions, various big cat species, lizards
- Color: It really varies? Sometimes I love green and sometimes I love orange.
- Drink: Iced Tea. Need that shit on IV.
- Element: Uh.. depends if this is like.. Avatar elements or literal scientific elements.
- Food: food
- Game: ARK: Survival Evolved & Overwatch
- Song: Depends on my mood. Or on what I'm drawing. Or on what I'm playing.
- Subjects in school: I'm not even in school right now, but I guess my favorite subject was maybe science?
- T.V. Series: Bojack Horseman, F is for Family, Archer, a lot of adult cartoons. (Excluding Family Guy or any other show that follows Seth MacFarlane's overused formula.)
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• × • H A V E | Y O U | E V E R • × •
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- Given anyone a bath?: I bathe my doggos and my lizard!
- Smoked?: No but I vape (insert airhorn and various meme sound effects)
- Bungee jumped?: lmao nope
- Made yourself throw up?: I mean maybe to get out of school
- Skinny dipped?: Nope
- Ever been in love?: Yees
- Made yourself cry to get out of trouble?: Uhm yes
- Pictured your crush naked?: Of course
- Actually seen your crush naked?: ^
- Cried when someone died?: Yes
- Lied: I was a chronic liar for a few years, but I'm much better about it now
- Fallen for your best friend?: Yes, both unintentionally and forced myself
- Used someone?: For what? Free food, yes.
- Done something you regret?: I think everyone has
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• × • C U R R E N T • × •
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- Clothes: Blue boxers with horizontal white stripes, and a Portal 2 oversized shirt
- Desktop picture: This right here
- CD in player: None, I have a quirk where I have to take the disc out each time.
- DVD in player: None!
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• × • L A S T | P E R S O N • × •
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- You touched: My mom cuz I stole some candy from her
- Hugged: Probably mom or dad
- You kissed: Boyfriend!
- You IMed: also boyfriend!
- Talk to online: ^
- You sexed it up with: Now are we talking like.. fucked or just messed around with? Either way ReillyPP the boyfriendo
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• × • A R E | Y O U • × •
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- Understanding?: Typically
- Open-minded?: I try my best
- Arrogant?: That's more of someone else's opinion, but I don't think so.
- Insecure?: Very tbh
- Random?: lolz teh randumz. Nope, but I do have random things to say now and then, where I had a whole thought process that I forget no one heard.
- Hungry?: literally always
- Smart?: i mean sometimes?
- Moody?: When I forget/skip my meds, very!
- Organized?: the concept of me being organized is laughable
- Shy?: Very
- Difficult?: Yes!
- Bored easily?: Depends on the whole meds thing again.
- Entertained easily?: Not really, actually. If I'm tired, yeah, but otherwise not really.
- Obsessed?: I fixate on things, if that counts.
- Lazy? I just really enjoy doing nothing.
- Angry?: Easily agitated, yes.
- Happy?: As a person, I'm pretty cynical. Though that's not to say I'm never happy
- Hyper?: literal opposite
- Trusting?: Ehhh, I judge people before I trust them at all.
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• × • R A N D O M • × •
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- In the morning I: wake up and go pee
- Love is: a fucking rollercoaster ride
- I dream about: I have a lot of weird, vivid dreams. Most of which I actually remember entirely
- What do you notice first in the sex you're into: Face?
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• × • W H O • × •
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- Makes you laugh the most: boyfriendo and doggo
- Makes you smile: boyfriendo and doggo (and friends)
- Gives you a funny feeling when you see him/her: boyfriendo and doggo
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• × • D O | Y O U | E V E R • × •
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- Sit on the internet all night waiting for that someone special to IM you?: Nope, because I know the general time each of my friends get offline, or they tell me.
- Wish you were a member of the opposite sex?: 98% of girls would rather not bleed from their pussy, so yes
- Wish you were younger?: I don't want to be responsible for my own anything
- Cry because someone said something to you?: I am a sensitive soul
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• × • N U M B E R • × •
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- Of times I have had my heart broken?: uhhh I don't know. I mean, I've lost people close to me, be it by death, growing apart, distance, or just a bad ending.
- Of guys I've kissed: I mean 2 but one is my dad cuz he's my dad
- Of girls I've kissed: 2? 3? all family members (we a kissy family)
- Of Cd's I own: like 4? I don't drive a car with a CD player and I just listen online usually anyway
- Of scars on my body: NOT counting ache scars, maybe... 6? 7? One on my arm because I totally didn't walk into a locker door, one around my ankle from a kite mishap when I was very young, one very faded self-harm scar, one on the palm of my hand from when I fell off my bike and got a rock lodged in my hand... if you count a black spot on my hand where I accidentally stabbed my hand on a mechanical pencil and the lead never seemed to come out, I got bit by my aunt's bird on the back of my wrist, a circle scar on my right boob from a small little idek what, one of my right leg from a skin sample + stitches when i had cellulitis real bad, and probably some others I'm forgetting about from just bumps and accidents.
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Home!
Posted 8 years agoI'm back! Just got in an hour ago, so I'm still unpacking and settling. Time to get back to work!
Gone for a while
Posted 8 years agoI'm posting this as I'm packing up lmfao
I'm going to Georgia for a while! Little over a week, to meet my best friend of 8 years in person for the first time! As well as go to MomoCon with said friend!
I will have internet, but I won't be able to draw so I won't be able to post anything!
I'll be hopefully posting stuff to twitter while I'm there, probably not super duper often, but there will be some!
My twitter can be found below, or just QueenTyger !
I'm going to Georgia for a while! Little over a week, to meet my best friend of 8 years in person for the first time! As well as go to MomoCon with said friend!
I will have internet, but I won't be able to draw so I won't be able to post anything!
I'll be hopefully posting stuff to twitter while I'm there, probably not super duper often, but there will be some!
My twitter can be found below, or just QueenTyger !
TRELLO!
Posted 8 years agoI'm going to be making an effort to be more professional in my art, and I'm going to be using Trello for a To-Do/Queue from now on!
https://trello.com/b/ySpvTtxb
https://trello.com/b/ySpvTtxb
Adopts!
Posted 8 years agoI've been working on some adopts lately,
But I'm not sure if I should post it here or on an alternate adopt account? I may just use an older account I already have, but I haven't decided yet.
Opinions?
Also suggestions! Always love getting them <3
But I'm not sure if I should post it here or on an alternate adopt account? I may just use an older account I already have, but I haven't decided yet.
Opinions?
Also suggestions! Always love getting them <3
Commissions Update // Personal stuff
Posted 8 years agoLong story short: my SAI trial is up, and I don't currently have the extra money to buy a license (I used a friend's license before), so I instead bought Clip Studio Paint as it was/is on sale for $25 (normally like $60 I think?) SO I'm trying to get accustomed to it before I continue commissioned work. I'm getting close to the point of being able to continue commissions, so I will hopefully continue this week, once my battery charger shows up (LSS; Tablet port broke, battery wont charge) and I can charge the battery back up.
Personal stuff starts here:
For the people who wished me well on my previous journals; thank you. When I posted that journal, I'd been washed over with a tsunami of depression. One of the worst flare ups I've had in years, and I'm still recovering from it. To be a little personal; When that happens, I start to recede from my friends, until I reach a point where I won't talk more than just simple responses. It's hard getting in AND out of bed, my depression sparks my insomnia, so I stay awake until... 8AM, most recently, and I finally pass out, and start sleeping up to 12 hours a day. As I'm typing this right now, I've woken up at 4PM(after staying up until 8-8:30) and it's now 7AM the next day, and I haven't slept yet. And I may not until even later this time. Sometimes, its a vicious cycle, but it always ends up working itself out. I'll eat more because I'm so depressed, then I get more depressed because I feel fat, and then I sleep and sleep and sleep, and I'll forget to eat, or just not want to. So then I lose some weight, and having lost the weight helps bringing me back up, and gives me motivation to strive to be healthier all around.
But in the process of feeling better, I do have frequent relapses where I fall back into depression for anywhere from an hour to a couple days, but I somehow bounce back up.
I'm sorry if this seems like a whiny pitying sort of personal journal, I don't want pity from it because it doesn't make me actually feel better, I just take.. comfort? out of being able to analyze my own behavioral patterns and what typically happens.
Even right now, I have a shitload of conflicting thoughts. I've got the depressed thoughts, which I typically try and shove away, and then I get... overwhelmed, in a good way, by so many ideas that I could do, things I could make, stuff I could draw, but then the shitty thoughts creep in and remind me that I probably won't because I'm already losing motivation.
But, I'm trying. I'm slowly getting better, and I'm slowly trying to make myself healthier.
Personal stuff starts here:
For the people who wished me well on my previous journals; thank you. When I posted that journal, I'd been washed over with a tsunami of depression. One of the worst flare ups I've had in years, and I'm still recovering from it. To be a little personal; When that happens, I start to recede from my friends, until I reach a point where I won't talk more than just simple responses. It's hard getting in AND out of bed, my depression sparks my insomnia, so I stay awake until... 8AM, most recently, and I finally pass out, and start sleeping up to 12 hours a day. As I'm typing this right now, I've woken up at 4PM(after staying up until 8-8:30) and it's now 7AM the next day, and I haven't slept yet. And I may not until even later this time. Sometimes, its a vicious cycle, but it always ends up working itself out. I'll eat more because I'm so depressed, then I get more depressed because I feel fat, and then I sleep and sleep and sleep, and I'll forget to eat, or just not want to. So then I lose some weight, and having lost the weight helps bringing me back up, and gives me motivation to strive to be healthier all around.
But in the process of feeling better, I do have frequent relapses where I fall back into depression for anywhere from an hour to a couple days, but I somehow bounce back up.
I'm sorry if this seems like a whiny pitying sort of personal journal, I don't want pity from it because it doesn't make me actually feel better, I just take.. comfort? out of being able to analyze my own behavioral patterns and what typically happens.
Even right now, I have a shitload of conflicting thoughts. I've got the depressed thoughts, which I typically try and shove away, and then I get... overwhelmed, in a good way, by so many ideas that I could do, things I could make, stuff I could draw, but then the shitty thoughts creep in and remind me that I probably won't because I'm already losing motivation.
But, I'm trying. I'm slowly getting better, and I'm slowly trying to make myself healthier.
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