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damn, it's been awhile.
General | Posted 5 years agoMy last drawing was posted in 2016...damn...hadn't realized it's been that long.
I'm actually surprised anybody is still watching either of my profiles here.
I have become more of a lurker as time has gone by... silently watching other artists and faving stuff that catches my eye.
Do I still draw?... yup! But for my own amusement mostly.
I am still working at Wal-Mart and still hating it... of all the companies I have worked for..no other has made me feel as worthless and unappreciated as Wal-Mart. This pandemic makes it near impossible to find another job...though I feel if I did leave... I don't think I'd want to start over again at a new place...I'm literally at the point where I just want to drop everything and walk away... walk away and go find my friend who lives in a homeless shelter in the next city over and crash with him... so tired of being a punching bag for all these companies.
If I post anything new it'll be just pencil art... I don't feel the need to color stuff anymore....$1300.00 wasted on a Wacom tablet...yaaaaaay.
I'm not in a good place mentally or physically... but I have a vacation coming up this month... 9 days to unplug, unwind, relax, and hopefully get my head straight as part of a new years resolution to dig myself out of this miserable funk and be more productive.
wish me luck.
I'm actually surprised anybody is still watching either of my profiles here.
I have become more of a lurker as time has gone by... silently watching other artists and faving stuff that catches my eye.
Do I still draw?... yup! But for my own amusement mostly.
I am still working at Wal-Mart and still hating it... of all the companies I have worked for..no other has made me feel as worthless and unappreciated as Wal-Mart. This pandemic makes it near impossible to find another job...though I feel if I did leave... I don't think I'd want to start over again at a new place...I'm literally at the point where I just want to drop everything and walk away... walk away and go find my friend who lives in a homeless shelter in the next city over and crash with him... so tired of being a punching bag for all these companies.
If I post anything new it'll be just pencil art... I don't feel the need to color stuff anymore....$1300.00 wasted on a Wacom tablet...yaaaaaay.
I'm not in a good place mentally or physically... but I have a vacation coming up this month... 9 days to unplug, unwind, relax, and hopefully get my head straight as part of a new years resolution to dig myself out of this miserable funk and be more productive.
wish me luck.
they warned me
General | Posted 8 years agonot to work at wal-mart.
but i did not listen
i am not rewarded for good work, i am punished with even more work to the point where i cannot finish my job and managers get angry.
it's as if the store manager thinks we do nothing all night on third shift..everything day shift can't handle gets handed down to us..which also now includes bringing in all the shopping carts.
i am depressed, angry, miserable.
nothing makes me happy anymore...not my video games..not drawing..not anything.
in fact i have been so stressed my artwork quality is in a steady decline.
i have even been having suicidal thoughts...though i know i don't have the stones to go through with it.
so thank you wal-mart for turning me into this spiteful angry stressed out mess..you are a fucking black hole where joy and creativity goes to DIE.
but i did not listen
i am not rewarded for good work, i am punished with even more work to the point where i cannot finish my job and managers get angry.
it's as if the store manager thinks we do nothing all night on third shift..everything day shift can't handle gets handed down to us..which also now includes bringing in all the shopping carts.
i am depressed, angry, miserable.
nothing makes me happy anymore...not my video games..not drawing..not anything.
in fact i have been so stressed my artwork quality is in a steady decline.
i have even been having suicidal thoughts...though i know i don't have the stones to go through with it.
so thank you wal-mart for turning me into this spiteful angry stressed out mess..you are a fucking black hole where joy and creativity goes to DIE.
Wacom caca
General | Posted 9 years agoso my dad got me a new laptop..and i wanted to hook my wacom cintiq to it so i can hook up my other 2 monitors to my PC again for gaming.
the laptop detects it as another screen but nothing else...i downloaded all the current drivers but thats not working. it just keeps telling me "a supported tablet was not found on the system".
Wacom support web page is useless..as is the FAQ page.
no i do not have the installation cd..don't know WTF happened to it.
POOPIE!!
the laptop detects it as another screen but nothing else...i downloaded all the current drivers but thats not working. it just keeps telling me "a supported tablet was not found on the system".
Wacom support web page is useless..as is the FAQ page.
no i do not have the installation cd..don't know WTF happened to it.
POOPIE!!
