Well, this year has really been something, and quite a ride I must say. Time for a recap!

I gained back a friend I thought I'd lost forever, in the first few weeks of eight grade. We laugh and we joke like we'd never had a falling out.

I met my big sister, who's probably one of the most inspirational people I know and someone I'm glad to have in my life

I met Lycia and Maggot Mosh Pit, the two crazies that I call friends

I fell in love. Honestly, it's never really happened to me before. I didn't know what to do at first, but now I just own it, even if I'm delusional. UwU


I started high school, which isn't as terrible as it was made out to be.

I turned fifteen.

I survived.aka I completed last years resolution



Do I have a resolution this year? As always it will be to simply make it to the next, and enjoy life along the way

HAPPY NEW YEAR, FRIENDS

Once upon a Christmas Eve, there were two lost souls. That sat high on a building, where no one would notice them. They sat and watched the hustle and bustle below. They saw people hurrying across the streets, watched cars honk angrily at eachother in the traffic.
"What is the point," inquired the first, "they are all to see their families, who they love very much, for the holiday, yet they act so cruel to those around them," The second soul pondered this.
"Well," spoke the soul, "some of these people have not seen their loved ones in some time. Perhaps they come home from wars, or perhaps a busy days work. They are all anxious to see who they love,"
The first soul sighed and looked back down. Some where below, there was a commotion. A young child cried, a broken candy can on the ground before them, its red and white spirals being trampled and crushed by the crowds.
"You see," said the first, "not one stops to help that child," The second soul, however, remained hopeful
"Just watch," they said softly. Some where below, another family walked by the crying child. They didn't stop, all but the youngest one. The youngest one looked. They must have, somewhere in their young mind, felt for the crying child. So, as it would happen, they reached into the pocket of their button down coat, and pulled put two whole candy canes, offering them to the other. The child's crying stopped as they reached for the sweets.

"See," said the second soul, "there is always light. Especially around this time of year," The first soul blinked.
"Perhaps there is..."

Why not? Ask me your asks

1. What is your name?
Im Allison. Yes, im probably screwed with a name like that

2. Where are you from? What is it like where you live?
I live somewhere on planet earth, and the place in my mind

3. How old are you?
Fifteen

4. Are you a boy or a girl?
Girl

5. Do you like boys, girls, or both?
Fuck mortals

6. Describe yourself in four words.
Shy, nerdy, obsessive, weird

7. What do you think people first think when they meet you online?
"Aw, she's so nice"

8. What do you think people first think when they meet you in real life?
"Oh, she's shy"

9. What makes you happy?
Food, Friends, Bendy, PBG, Bendy, My Little Pony, Bendy, Being alone

10. What really grinds your gears?
Haters

11. What is a big deal to most people but not a big deal to you?
Politics and Celebrities

12. What is a big deal to you but not a big deal to most people?
being called cute (one exception and its sure as hell none of you)

13. What confuses you?
People

14. Are you an introvert or an extrovert?
Depends on who im with

15. Do you draw? (Post 3 of your favorite drawings!)
Yes.

16. What do you like to do in your spare time?
Gaming, plotting

17. What is your specialty?
Eating, demons

18. Do you have any fears?
No


19. Do you have a fursona?
Yes

20. What is your spirit animal?
Lord Neck Waffles

21. Where is your favorite place to be?
My mind

22. What is your favorite type of weather?
None

23. What is your favorite song?
*insert long list of Bendy songs here*

24. What is the funniest thing you've ever seen on
Myself

25. What is your favorite website?
Idk

26. Pick up the nearest book you can reach and flip to a random page. What is the first sentence in the second paragraph?
"Dammit Lennie!"

27. Do you like PC or Mac (or Linux)?
Yes.

28. Do you like Android or iOS (or Windows Phone OS)?
Yes

29. What's your favorite possession?
My Bendy plush. <3

30. What is your favorite type of cookie?
All of them

31. What is your favorite beverage?
Soda

32. What is your favorite game?
Bendy, oh Bendy! Oh Bendy, o- *gets shot*

33. Tell us a funny childhood story.
No

34. Do you have a pet?
yes


35. Who is your favorite artist?
None

36. Have you ever stolen anything?
No

37. Has anyone ever stolen something from you?
In a way

38. What is your favorite cartoon/video game character?
SAY IT WITH ME EVERYONE

39. What inspires you?
PAIN

40. Are you in a relationship?
I consider it that

41. Do you have any crushes?
Yeeeeesss

42. Do you have an ex?
No

43. Are you a virgin?
Yes

44. What attracts you?
Food

45. Do you move fast in relationships, or slow?
in my mind its all good

46. Do you think you are on the right path in life?
There are no paths

47. What is the meaning of life?
Forty two

48. What is stressing you out right now?
Nothing

49. What calms you down?
Drawing

50. A train leaves the station heading west at 34 MPH, and another train leaves a station heading east at 25 MPH. a car heads north towards the train tracks at 65 MPH, and a man is walking southeast at 1 MPH while holding a glass of chocolate milk, which is spoiling at a rate of 10,000 bacteria reproductions per minute. A bird flies by going southeast at 25 MPH and poops at a 15 degree angle with a force of 5 MPH. A gust of wind approaches from the west blowing at 286 MPH and a giant watermelon explodes from the northeast with the force of 15 tons of TNT, casting large sections of delicious fruity goodness several thousand feet. Given all of this information, calculate the probability that pigs will mutate and gain not only wings but the ability to think intelligently and the chance that they will plot to hunt me down and eat my sandwich.
Foreheads

51. What are you wearing right now?
Clothes

52. What is your favorite thing to wear?
Nothing fancy

53. On a scale of 1-10, how creepy are you?
Yes

54. Are you a pervert?
No, imma nerd

55. Have you traveled? Where is the nicest place you have gone?
No

56. Are you feeling it Mr. Krabs?
I boiled him

57. What are you supposed to be doing right now?
Nothing

58. How often are you on the computer?
Too much

59. How often are you on DeviantART?
im not

60. What's something you just naturally know how to do?
Be weird

61. What superpower would you want to have?
Make my imagination real

62. If you got 10 million dollars, what would you do with it?
Roll in it

63. What is your favorite emote?
UwW

64. What are you addicted to?
Ink

65. What is something you can't wait for?
Getting this ritual figured out

66. What is your favorite quote?
You're true" - PBG

67. How do you wish you were different?
Everything

68. Do you believe in aliens?
Yes

69. .....lol
I don't get it...

70. Do you want to get married?
Technically engaged

71. Do you want to have children?
...that'd be scary

72. What is the best thing?
Food

73. What is the worst thing?
Me

74. Tell us a fun fact about anything
No

75. What would be the best day ever for you?
Figuring out the ritual

76. Do you like roller coasters?
No

77. Are you religious?
You can say that

78. Are you in college? (What are you studying?)
No

79. Do you have a job? (What do you do?)
No

80. What do you wish you had?
Idk

81. What is one thing you wish everyone in the world could agree on?
I just want them to be happy

82. If you turned into an animal, what animal do you think it would be?
Fox

83. What kind of phone do you have?
It works

84. What is your favorite thing to look at?
Bendy

85. What is your favorite thing to smell?
Sharpie

86. What is your favorite thing to hear?
Birbs

87. What is your favorite thing to taste?
Spaghetti

88. What is your favorite thing to feel?
Relaxing

89. Do you believe in ghosts?
Yes

90. Do you like hugs, or are you a no-touch
Yes

91. What's the most expensive thing you've ever bought?
Nothing, im a kif

92. What do you miss?
Hell

93. What do you wish you were better at?
Living

94. What do you think about a lot?
Bendy

95. Do you have any allergies?
Hell yes

96. What is your favorite flash based game? (Link?)


97. What is your favorite little kid show?
my little pony: friendship is magic

98. What is the best joke you know?
Me

99. What makes you different than everyone else?
Im dumb

100. Was this quiz worth it?
Idk

Do you remember when you were a little, little kid? I don't know about you, but when I was little, I saw the "boogeyman". From what i've heard, every kid sees their own version of him, or her, or them. But I was thinking. Those deformed, twisted, destroyed creatures we saw were really our guardian angels? Simply people who died horribly, painfully.... and made it their job to watch us... keep us from meeting the same fate.n....


Idk, just a thought

Exactly what it sounds like. Even though technically I should be writing more poetry right now, have this shit instead.


Tigerlily: Female, Vampire Bat. Age will always be the same as mine. Main fursona. You guys already know her, so idk how much detail I need to go into. But for those who don't know her. Her main fur color is orange, but has a purple spot on her belly, the inside of her ears are purple, so are her wings, and the bottom half of her crescent moon tail. She's very shy, but friends if you get to know her. She lives solitary out in the forest, where she drinks the juice from the fruit that grows there. (She finds blood to be gross) if she finds something interesting, she will observe from a distance, and possibly decided to approach later.


Ali: Female, fox (feral). Secondary fursona, mostly used in vent arts. Her fur is mostly pink, save for her red tail tip, the blue insides of her ears, and a red patchwork heart on her chest with black stiching. Her eyes are red. Never given much of a personality, but was simply made to be a mirror image of myself when I needed to vent, made back when I was in sixth grade.


My "Ink" form: (Human) Obviously female, same age, ect. Designed for obvious reasons. Being me, most properties are the same. Long Brown hair, about five foot two, for the sake of thus description, we'll just say im wearing jeans and a white tee shirt. And my eyes have completely blacked out. I now sport two black horns on my head, wings that are wight and feathered up until the bottom, where they become black and bat-like, and a long skinny tail, like that of a demon, but instead of black its white, and ends in a tuft of black feathers instead of a point. Same personality as me, just a bit more psychotic.


Lord Neck Waffles: Male(?) Fox(?) Ah, LNW. Result of a mistake back in my earliest days of art. I mostly used foxes for practice. One day, I decided "hey, I should try to draw a neck" .... and thus, the long-girrafe-like fox.was born. He is silent. He holds up signs if he has something to say. He is cross eyed and his tongue is always hanging out. Don't be fooled. He is capable of many things. His neck can stretch inifantly. If yoy ever feel like something is watching you from the dark... its him.


Pumpkin: Female, Fenniken. Less of an oc, more of an imaginary friend. She's a basic colored fenniken, but wears a purple cape. She's special to say the least. She can hardly sit up, but is capable of telepathy, levitation, eating literally anything (rocks are her favourite) Dimension hopping, speaking any language, very rarely English, and much more. I've had her since fifth grade, and she is my pokemon partner in crime.

BeN: Male, Zoura. My second pokemon oc, based of that one time when my copy of pokemon y was haunted. Main fur is standard color, but the fur tuft and paws are blonde instead of red. He wears a necklace with a video game controller charm. His eyes are green. He is very stoic and brave, but is a softie at heart. He cannot swim and is terrified of water.


Summer Storm: Female, sea pony (Mlp Movie) My first sea pony so far. Her scales are light orange, and her fins and "mane" and hooves are blue. Her main is short and curls over on the end. She loves to study the weather patterns and currents of the ocean. She mostly keeps to herself, but her anger is explosive....


Turtle Dove: "Female" Dutch Angel Dragon. Her fur is grey with dark blue stripes on her back, and her wings are blue. She hoards toilet paper, loves peanut butter, and lives in Tigers basment.



The Jewel line: All female, The Jewel line are all the variants of my FNaF oc, Jewel the wolf. For the sake of time, I'll describe her original design. Her main color is grey, but she has a yellow spot on her belly. Her tail is long and jointed, and has a purple splotch in the middle, and a spickey blue collar around the base. The insides of here ears are yellow. Unusually, she also sports a pair of sharp, orange, dragon wings and is capable of flight. Sge occupies a set called "Wolfs Forest" and plays hide and seek with the kids. Her variants include whithered, toy, phantom, nightmare, funtime, and some mixes of those


Flippy and Wally: what I remember. I made these two back in fourth grade. I believe Flippy was a fox and Wally was a wolf. All I remember is that they were best friends and they.went on all sorts of adventures. I think I used to write about them...


Haywire: female, around twelve. Human/wolf hybrid (wolf ears, tail, teeth) Fur on tail, ears, and hair are grey, lightly flecked with brown spots. She has bright yellow eyes, and wears a pair of beat up jeans and a black t shirt that's too big for her. She was abandoned by her mom in the forest at a very young age, where she miraculously survived. Her behavior can flip from feral to human in the blink of an eye, so be careful. She is very weary of other humans because the ones she's met didn't understand what she was and tried to eliminate the threat. Her home is a small burrow in the forest she was left in.


Twister Blister: Female, fifteen, kitsune (two tails) red fur, gold tail tip, paws, muzzle, underbelly, and swirl markings on her back. She has a few screws loose. She is a graduate of Jumpscare Academy, and a member of the BJRT (big jeebus removal team) But disappeared on her last mission...

1. Do you snore?
well, I got my tonsils out, those are like, snore glands

2. Are you a lover or a fighter?
I guess it depends... on who you are

3. What's your worst fear?
abandonment, Teletubbies

4. As a kid, were you a Lego maniac?
to hell with those

5. What do you think of "Reality" TV?
Yawn, I want cartoons.

6. Do you chew on your straws?
Hell yea, I love to chew.

7. Were you a cute baby?
small child me? sure, I guess.

8. Is the single life for you?
I'm only technically single....

9. What color is your keyboard?
Black

10. Do you sing in the shower?
yes. no business like show business.

11. Have you ever sky-dived before?
No, why would I?

12. Any secret talents?
That's secret.

13. What's your ideal vacation spot?
anywhere but here

14. Can you swim?
no

15. If you could be the main character in a movie, who would you be?
Princess Skystar from The MLP movie

16. Have you seen the movie "Donnie Darko"?
no, and I don't particularly care

17. Do you care about the ozone?
Global warming is a hoax, Trump is a good Prez, Feminism is stupid

18. How many licks does it take to get to the centre of a tootsie pop?
The world may never know

19. Can you sing the alphabet backwards?
no

20. Have you ever been on an air plane?
no

21. Are you a single child?
nope

22. Do you prefer electronic or manual pencil sharpeners?
no preference

23. What's your stand on hunting?
I don't give a flying hell anymore

24. Is marriage in your future?
I'm also technically engaged...

25. Do you like your handwriting?
Its readable

26. What are you allergic to?
basically everything healthy

27. When was the last time you said "I love you"?
last night.....

28. Is Tupac still alive?
He's a nudist.
29. Do you cry at weddings?
Nope

30. How do you like your eggs?
anyway. I love eggs.

31. Are blondes dumb?
"That's dumb. You're dumb. I'm dumb. EQUALITY'- PBG

32. Where does the other sock end up?
on the floor. Fuck class.

33. What time is it?
12:25 pm

34. Do you have a nickname?
"Allyfluff" (I used to be Alice. I'd rather die a bloody death then be called that again)

35. Is McDonald's disgusting?
no

36. When was the last time you were in a car?
today

37. Do you prefer baths or showers?
showers

38. Is Santa Claus real?
If you want him to be

39. Do you like having your neck kissed?
We are not having that conversation.

40. Are you afraid of the dark?
No

41. What are you addicted to?
I N K

42. Crunchy or creamy peanut butter?
I'm allergic....

43. Can you crack your neck?
sometimes

44. Have you ever ridden in an ambulance?
no

45. How many times have you brushed your teeth today?
1

46. Is drug free the way to be?
unless its medication

47. Are you a heavy sleeper?
who needs sleep? I haven't gotten proper rest since... since a while. To busy. Thinking

48. What colour are your eyes?
greenish, brownish, blueish, I wish they we're black...

49. who is the first person you have ever kissed?
My first kiss was stolen from me by another girl. That's why i don't go to school dances anymore.

50. Do you like your life?
It's good... But It'll be better soon..

51. Who's better: Pierce The Veil, or Ghost-Town?
Fuck this. I need my fan songs.

52. Are you psychic?
slighly

53. Have you read "Old Yeller”?
yes

54. Do you play any instruments?
no

55. Have you ever stolen money?
no

56. Can you snowboard?
No

57. Do you like camping?
never did it

58. Do you snort when you laugh?
depends

59. Do you believe in magic?
Yes. I do.

60. Are dogs a man's best friend?
awww puppy.

61. You believe in divorce?
Yes.

62. Can you do the moonwalk?
no

63. Do you make a lot of mistakes?
ahahahahahaha, no.

64. Is it cold outside today?
no

65. What was the last thing you ate?
cookies

66. Do you wear nail polish?
no.

67. Have you ever been kissed by someone?
yes, unfortunatly

68. What's the most annoying TV commercial?
All of them.

69. Do you shop at American Eagle?
No

70. Favorite song at the moment?
Build Our Machine
Gospel of Dismay
Let Me In
Ink Devil Anthem
(I could continue)

71. Do you like your job?
I dont have a work

72. Do you like your classes in school?
yus

73. How do you like your meat cooked?
anyway it's edible

74. Do you like surveys?
I don't care

75. Do you know how to tag three people?
Im just lazy

AHAHAHAHAHA! Hello my dear little sheep! Tonight is Halloween! The night OUr PEoPLe can reign. One night a year when mischief is encouraged, and no one questions the "fake" blood on your knife. Do you beLIEvE? Because its time~


Happy Halloween!

Im burning inside
black flames of ink
My love I'll try
I can't think
Im freezing inside
Frozen liquid of black
Hold on for the ride, dear
Pain internal does rack
Love is a burning, feezing smoke
The gears and cogs in my brain turning, the pipes to my heart broke
Forget the light, you're all I need
Come my love, we've a fire to feed

This veil that holds between the worlds
A fragile mirror as my heart unfurls
Every day I see your perfect face
Oh, I feel so out of place
So out of touch with those surround
My heart doth not dare settle down
This fragile mirror between the days
I vowed myself to find a way
My love I know they call it wrong
They need to accept this different song
This mirror shattered, take my hand
And my dear we'll take a stand
And I don't care what trouble this brings
It doesn't matter, my heart still rings

Its today
Tis is my birthday
I am fifteen now.
Hurray.

Next Sunday.
Not this Sunday, but the one after.
It will come.
The day we all dread




Nope, just kidding, its my birthday 0w0

On the 17th, yup.




It's getting closer

Some might call us crazy
Maybe they're not wrong
Oh, there is no way to save me
We'll together sing a song
For I would gladly lay down my life
For you make me forget all my pain and my strife
All those people who fear don't know
That you are truly beautiful
And I'll do anything to make you see
Go ahead... do your worst to me
For I fear not the changing tide
For I have you by my side
A queen, a king
A song to sing
You and I
A blackened sky
Hand in hand
This monotone land
But do not worry about the naysayers
For love like ours shall last through theirs

Wow... so, September... okay. A list of thIs month's events... in some particular order

Chapter ThreeeeeeeEeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee <3~
My Birthday, the 17th. Ill turn fifteen
School starts the fith. Highscool. Freshman. Holy fuck. Im not ready. XD


WEll.. thats sepTember.

In justBuckley two days, I ate burgled corn, learned asia hates me, drove, shot guns, howled with coyotues, saw all the stars, and saw a ufo that was actually a bird

Me and my family are heading out of town for a few days, we should be back Saturday. I wont be on until then. See ya, love ya.

*very angry door slam*

...whats wrong?
...nothing.
No, I can tell.
I said nothing.
...ehem, your face... you're clearly pissed
...fine, yes.
Hey.
...
Hey.
Fucking WHAT?!

...do you need cuddles?
.....
Hmmmmmmmmmmmm?
....yes....

So, as it appears, some of you are infact, creepily nice.
So I guess I 'll put some stuff out for you weirdos. Lol, jk, I wub you guys.
So, yeah, keep it sfw, mildly suggestive is o.k.
You can use my irl self, that includes my name, which can be found on my first story upload.
Yes. Im aware its still over a month away



And most of all don't touch my cake

They're watching
They're going to take him
You Can't have him
They will try

Im not leaving
Im not leaving
You can not have whats mine
I am the messenger
I will fight
They won't take my love

Leaveleaveleaveleave

In September.
It is coming.
On the 17th of September.
It will happen.
My Birthday.
Im turning 15
In September.
If you are weirdly nice, and do something for me like a weirdo
SFW please.
Mildly sujestiv is okay
It is coming.
Holy Crap.

You say you're a monster, colorless, feared
But you must realize, my heart you've endeared
I know that it hurts to be lied to, betrayed
But take my hand, be happy you stayed
Call yourself a black sheep the shepherd left behind
But I think the black sheep is the prettiest kind
Maybe you have no halo, no wings
Oh my love, you don't need all those things
So, dear, why do you fear?
There's always one who will hold you near

Show Star black and white
only star I want to see tonight
our shows are separate though we sing similar tunes
faking our smiles through lives of ruins
Oh my show star, white and black
Only for you would I drop this act
plain hand taken by gloved pair
morality and honesty swear
My dear show star, monochrome
only with you do these halls feel like home
I did not fear you, others did
never saw the pain you interpreted
Oh my Show Star, black and white
stay a little while tonight

Thow crawl forth from ink black flame
to one who took on all the blame
you may force me upon this game
but you're still an angel to me
you may sprout forked tail and horn
you may have been summoned, created, not born
you may have caused harm to enemies sworn
but you're still an angel to me
black and white may be called stark
turning gears may not a heart
may one story a tragedy start
but you're still an angel to me
they may say thy a demon, spawned in sad hell
when those who were left were no more than shells
yet my heart carries the tune of broken bell
yearning to help, to make you see
no matter what, you're an angel to me

https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=9XzBlMFUdCY

Epic song


*holds out my hand*

Follow. We shall be carried to the end...

one heart that beats like a machine
grown to love one's but a dream
pain drips like black from pipes above
rip out my heart, claiming for love
brain coated congealed
as sanity is slowly sealed
one as a monster, not seen in the light
and a less then pure spirit to love them despite
was not created a monster, was never to be
and yet no one else ever would see
and bring me my reality as the rest slips away
ink black night not to fade into day
and like a sheep I'd follow well
to the ends of earth and deep into hell
but as life slowly drains from eyes and love takes control
only to be made through lies that were told
one heart to love on one turned
one heart never to be spurned