so far i have played about 1h30 or 2h (well a little less) into the episode and... i've felt like crying a few times already it's just so emotionally overwhelming... i'm so happy about it for now thought it's really something and can't wait to discover what happens later in the game and when i'll be doing my 2nd playthrough of that episode (and when i'm done with both of my playthroughs, i'll replay my 3rd save-game from the start... it will feel soo weird once i know and understand each of the parts in the story)

it's hard not to be wanting to cry at some parts but i didn't yet cry xD i hope something might make me cry though, we never know but it would be great, probably would be the first game to make me feel so emotional like that :'3 and i have played TONS!!! of games... since i spend my time doing that ^^"

here you are : http://www.furaffinity.net/view/17030976/

that is all you need to know before adding me, in case you think differently :3

never doing any of this because i'm allowed not to (also for now there's no need xD)

but i mean, i don't have any reasons to be doing any in the future either because if i get big views or many followers and things like that, it means i would have earned it by doing the things i do or will be doing, and it also means people likes what i do/will be doing :3 appreciation is pretty much what things are about, and not "kiriban" randomness things that i find to be pretty useless, if you want to do something, do it, no need a particular reason...

and if it's just to showoff then don't be surprised that you could be use for "free things" and then left alone and all that stuff...

i know this topic is random and if the title made you think this would be something else then oh well for you, i did put "..." as if it was gonna be like "oh well...." in a sort of dissapointement manner xD thingy.... <-- owo ..........

yup....

well thanks those who read this :3

those who does not yet know of the old + newer followers (already thanks for the follows + for reading my journals ^w^)

here are my 2 youtube channels (i don't talk in them both because i'm a little too shy for that also one of the 2 has my cam on, the other not...)

Game channel (because of me not talking + no cam well it's basically showing off REAL gameplay with no modifications what so ever :P) :
https://www.youtube.com/user/riderruff/videos

and the 2nd channel is Ocarina playing, musics, i mainly do lindsey stirling musics because i really love them but i will do more musics of different things later on :
https://www.youtube.com/c/TigerLoveOcarina/videos

but i do videos whenever i feel like doing them, the next video for the game channel might be the new FF14 expansion coming, i play as a healer, as the main class, so for those interested, now you know what's coming for you :3

i'm gonna come back more regularly now, i will be doing some things, so i am making this journal post to let you know why i will be more active for now, but less than before...

http://www.furaffinity.net/user/furvilla/
furvilla recently added/made some presets of their characters and are allowing people to use them and people are also allowed to make comissions from them, which is VERY kind of them, they are doing a browser game, like a sort of furry-anthro mix of Neopets and Gaia online, so if you wish to get notified when the game will release go here : furvilla.com

as of me, i will be doing these furvilla template-colorings for people, as a "pay what you want" style, from NOTHING to ANYTHING :p except i might do only 1 per month per person (even those paying unless : read further), and will put a pack of "one of each style" (there are 12 styles right now) of 1 species, for probably like 15$ (so people can get a pack, if they don't want to wait each month for 1 style)

but i'm not sure how i will take in the money things and if someone does want to pay at some point, well i will have to figure it out xD

i'm doing an example with my fursona, of the base cat right now, to show the way i will be doing them, though it has been some time i didn't color anything, and so there will be some progress with some practice

i won't be drawing anything (because i cannot draw and because there are some conditions about those templates) one of the condition is we are allowed to draw accessories and things, but not re-model the species, or something like that... and because i can pretty much only color and not draw, i will not add anything unless it is on some of the existing accessories, or things like "tiger stripes" and other marks... well you understand me i hope xD

let me know already on here if you're interesting, also if you read this i guess, so i know who is still here :x

here's my facebook page, for the likes ^w^ it's mainly for my youtube channels (gaming/random channel + music (ocarina mainly for now) channel) :D hope you enjoy ^w^

https://www.facebook.com/TigerLoveYoutube

^---- THISS THERE CLICK IT NOW :O!!! if you want xD