Yeah, been another year, sorry guys.

Managed t peek through some subs, you guys still all rock, fantastic to come back to such beautiful pictures and work :)

Right, that's it, I've had it. My patience with making my suit has gone, out the window, down the wall, dragging its sweaty balls down every window.

With this is in mind, I wish to commision a suit. There are hundrends, nay, thousands of fantastic suit makers here and I would like advice please. My character is fairly unnnaturally brightly coloured, but also semi-realistic, a bizarre warping between real and unreal, so real she steps into a completely different type of reality, anti-real, if you will.

I have a ref sheet, by the lovely pickled_lemur. I have no major time frame, but obviously before I die of old age!

Anyway, as usual, you're all beautiul, amazeballs and wonderful! xx

Wow, holy shit, an entire year has zipped pat! dafuq?!
Anyway, updates for you loely peoples, how are you all doing? I bet you're all still lovely, beautiful and amazing! In the past year, here in Tilf-world, a few things hav changed. I'm still single, whatever, but a new kitten has been added to the realm. A new job, I am now an undertaker and the blog has become a wee bitty more popular as far away as Canada and the US, which, considering I'm in the UK, is quite a pleasant shock!

Anyway, hopefully should be up and about a bit more on this!

See, I knew you'd all still be brilliant and understanding!

Much love and hugz to you all xx

So, well, I'm still hideously single, but apparently that's due to being intimidating, whatever. That's not important, I ask a favour, please. Go to google, type in 'Tilf and Trick', where you find me on the first page! :-D silly little thing to be happy about, but I'm happy about it! Please take a look, the fate of the world rests in your paws, claws, wings and feelers!
Epic hugz to you all xxxx

So I'm still single, but settling on the idea that basically all men suck and they're pointless. Maybe I'm still just a bit bitter, or smart. *shrugs* never mind.
But, either way, I'm moving soon, I shall be in my new pad, hooray! :-D

When I'm settled, hopefully I should be able to sign in more, draw more, write more and generally do all the shit I haven't been able to do recently!

Hugz to all xx

So, the happy with partner time has ended again. Josh ended it all,because apparently I'm fat and broken in the head. I wasn't aware being underweight made me fat, but,hey, you live and learn.

Sorry if I sound bitter, I am. A bit.

So, if I snap at anyone or whatever, sorry, but is just the way it is at the moment.

Hugz to all xx

Wow, and actual wow, not world of wankers wow, seems Kent is the new hot bed for furries!! Also, getting my new kigus soon, woot!!! :-D that is all.

Hugs to all.
Xx

Remind me, next time i don't sign into FA for aaaaaaaaages to not leave it so long i have over 4000 things to look through...
Gah.

Anyway, Still alive, as you can see, sort of. Still very happy with Juice, not so happy with my living arrangements, so if anyone feels like lending us about 150k, feel free.

You know, just throwing it out there...

Take care y'all.
x

Well, another year has rolled round, dragging us with it in a shambling, yawning, shuffly pawed manner. As we stand blinking in the sharp rays of another welcome Summer's sun, i feel the need to say hi.

Just because i can.

Also, good news, for the past 7 years i have 21, refusing to age until a birthday party went past without someone reducing me to tears or starting a fight.

This year, it happened. I finally turn 22, technically!

Hugz to all xx

I'm starting to get very upset with suit building, and i refuse, REFUSE, to build another when this one is done!!

Hugz all round!

xx

Yeah, blah blah blah, shock upon shock, the blah be never-ending...



hugz xx

Ok, as is probably expected, i'm not a big fan of valentines, but i am a hopeless romantic at heart, but still, i hate it. Another reason for us singletons to be filled with more pangs of horrible depression. But this year, for the first time since primary school, i have sent a valentines card, but was struck by the logic that every card has 'to my husband/wife' or 'for my boyfriend/girlfriend'. what the hell happened to the old style 'Be my valentine?' the guesswork, the feeling of having a secret admirer (which is odd, if they hot, they're an admirer, if they're minging, they're a stalker)
But either way, for good or bad, i embraced the internet, and sent an old school anonymous 'Will you be my valentine?' card, and now i'm bricking it...
*le sigh*
Happy day of decapitated saint everyone...
I hope you have the day you deserve...
x

taken from jeevestheroo (sorry love!)

Confession 1: Your biggest fear.
That I'll be forgotten, either before or after death.

Confession 2: Worst Nightmare.
Being stuck in a lift with Holocaust deniers, or somethings from history coming back when they've no need to be near me ever again...

Confession 3: Something you wish you could forget.
I'd say part of my history, but then I'd forget where Boo (my cat) came from. hmmm, maybe my nightmares? but what we remember carves our future, don't think i should forget anything, just in case.

Confession 4: Best dream.
Waking up next to the one i love every day, and as we get older and older, still seeing why i fell in love with him...

Confession 5: Favorite memory.
There's so many. Falling in love, meeting Boo first day, finding one of my first loves again.

Confession 6: Worst experience.
Being raped. The mental breakdown.

Confession 7: Biggest pet peeve.
Liars, thieves, cheats, animal harmers, militant veggies, but mainly liars!

Confession 8: Something you're paranoid about.
Being fat. Being hated.

Confession 9: What you thought of your current best friend when you met them.
That she was hilarious, and a total princess, and i wouldn't change for the world!!

Confession 10: Your strongest principle/belief.
"Laugh at yourself before someone else does, but be prepared to hear a truth you'd give yourself. Never take anything for granted, always believe in yourself and never be someone you're not."

Confession 11: What annoys you the most.
Arrogance, misogynists, unnecessary noise, uh, lots!

Confession 12: Something you want to do before you die.
Be loved for who I am, marry the one I love. Get my books published and enjoyed. Make someone so happy they cry.

Confession 14: Hidden talent.
Extreme contortion, i can touch my elbows behind my back ;), uh, animal-ken, meditation is a noisy place.

Confession 15: Favorite thing about yourself.
Eyes, boobs, sexual talents!! ;)

Confession 16: One thing you would change about yourself if you could.
Mentally?
Make myself less paranoid about people not liking me, get rid of my crippling neurosis'.

Confession 17: Worst habit.
Swearing, hating myself, biting my nails, smoking/drinking (just because people tell me it's awful!)

Confession 18: Most important person in your life at the moment.
James...(long story) Boo, Megan, Tracey.

Confession 19: A skill you wish you had.
Guitar, arts,

Confession 20: Biggest compliment you've ever received.
Someone i didn't think liked me told me i was beautiful and vivacious, an old man telling me i'd made his day by talking to him at the bus stop, my grandfather telling my mother i was perfect, fun and amazing (I miss you grandad, everyday)

Confession 21: What you hate most about society.
The apathy to wards everything that should be remembered and stopped...

Confession 22: Something that makes you cry.
Lion king!! Happiness, my own thoughts of self-hatred, neo-nazis and other racists, ignorance, sad/happy memories.

Confession 23: Something that makes you laugh.
Happy memories, my cat, my boss, my best friend, stupid people, cats being themselves, dogs being themselves, bad horror movies, lots!


Confession 24: Most treasured possession.
Boo. My blue tigers-eye necklace from a very good friend. My car. My mind.

Confession 25: Something no-one expected you to like.
Classical music, lots, apparently i surprise people a lot!

Confession 26: Strangest hobby.
Rock-bouncing, counting clouds...i have lots, but i don't think they're odd.

Confession 27: Biggest ambition.
So many...

Confession 28: Something stupid you used to believe in when you were younger.
I still believe most of the things i did then. Oh, i know, that the ed might have a monster under it...now i know it IS damn well under there...(mattress on floor, fit under there now fucker!)

Confession 29: A random confession.
I once threw a pot of pizza dip at a cat i was driving past and i still feel so guilty about it, even though i went and cleaned it off... (i'm sorry random car owner my friend drove me past)

Confession 30: A few words to, honestly, describe yourself.
Complicated, loyal, open-minded, eccentric (though i'm not rich, so i'm not sure i'm allowed to be eccentric...)

Yeah, you probably guessed, it's chinese new year, HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!!! So from a part dragon, to all, parts and everything inbetween, hell, to everyone, happy new year guys. I hope this new slate brings you everything you ever wanted. The dragon promises joy, lets try and keep it that way!!


Epic hugz to all. xxxx

Yeah, some of the art is fucking gorgeous, the textures etc, yeah, it looks fucking beautiful, but people, please, PLEASE stop glorifying it. please.

Why grandma Tilf, what big teeth you have...

All the better to nom you with...Stop wriggling you little bastard.


Nomnomnom

Hugz to the survivors...

So it's over again, and we start the countdown to another night of boundless enthusiasm for the booze, and we say... GO FOR IT!!
Hope you all had a fantastic christmas (or whatever your particular religion or belief calls for) and we wish you all a brilliant new year. See y'all there guys.

Hugz x

So, there be epic competition of monumental woo, Tigger be making piccy's, with the wintery snowy goodness we all know a love, and sadly never really had as kids, but seem to remember that fine day in the snow when we laid next to the wolf and stroked...uh, sorry, odd memory there...*clears throat* Any, epic woo compo. Check out her journal, in fact, here's the link, saves the bother...

http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/2966798/

Seriously, check out the pretties, maybe ye win, ain't nothing better than a fabulous winter picture of your character, or character of choice being all warm and snuggly, or cold and icy, or whatever you like, hell, whatever floats your boat. You want, you win it, you got it!! Check her journal, just make a link in your jouranl, maybe you win! good luck, hugz to all xx

right, so, in need of monies, still trotting out my stories, but afraid to say i will only be doing adult stories as i understand those, i will cover most topics up to and including vore etc, but i won't touch adult engagement with things in diapers, it is too near a very bad bone, as it were. I will do sex, but may only touch on rape, so please don't ask for rape heavy stories involving diapar furs, as if you're lucky you'll only be ignored.

Thankyou, oh, yeah, forgot, it's only £5 a story, plus e-mailed copy, or whatever!
hugz x

Right, i hate thieves, with a passion, i can't describe just how much in text...And i've just spent my day off picking shards of glass off my shop floor because some thieving fuck has heaved a brick through my window and run off with a shitload of stock. He went straight to what he wanted, and we've got the dumb shit on CCTV, which was fun, less fun to find he's a regular. Thankfully the cops caught up with him a few minutes down the road, so we got out stock back, eventually. He was taken down by some passers-by and a couple of our other regulars, who are built like rugby players, so i almost, almost, not quite, feel sorry for him when they landed on him. Back to work tomorrow, where it'll be a full week, without the usual one day off in the middle, fun... :/
I am understandably pissed off right now, and tryin to chill.......grrrr. If anyone has any ideas on how i can get back to my meditation while i'm seething, please offer it now!!

STOMPY TILF IS STOMPY!!!

maybe a few hugz x

Yeah, don't expect me here for a while, just don't, if i am on, it'll be to drunkenly rant through whatever bollocks i really can't be arsed to keep in my head anymore.

I've had it, i played by the rules and i got fucked, i jumped through every fucking hoop i got put in front of, and jumped how high they wanted me to, and i still got fucked. So you know what? fuck it all, there really is no point anymore.

Thats it, end of story.

No fucking hugz, no love, just hate, for everything.

Right, having re-embraced my artistic side, this time written, i has decided to be selling stories. Each one will be about 4 pages long, possibly more, depending on commission, i will write anything, and work fairly quickly.

If you want some info or whatever please ask, working on prices etc, but figuring each one will be about £5, digital copy e-mailed, and put on here. All very personalized, down to each character etc.

Will chuck the first hint of stuff here in a couple days.

hugz to all. x

Well, i'm back from LARP, and neither the torn knee ligamnet or the burnt thumb (molten tree sap, for those curious) can take away that i had awesome fun, eic time with fantstic people, and i'm suddenyl back the real world, where people steal and thieve and children aren't safe.
I ask something from people, please try and cheer your friendly neibourhood Tilf up, as i no longer have a tail, or long ears or fangs,
Sad Tilf is sad!

Hugz to all! xx

As those of you who have news channels have seen, the country i currently reside in has gone into total meltdown, the excuse being that coppers shot an unarmed man. The result is that every brain-dead thug this side of sparta has descended on a load of ares of london and surrounding area and torched it. Now they've declared, as the crowds are apparently calming down, or at least being a bit more sensible, that the guy did NOT fire his weapon, the weapon they weren't sure he had anyway, it was found after he was shot, and even his family are calming for these arsonist wankers to chill the fuck out and go home.

Now, i'm glad you listened world, but when i said 'this country needs a good riot' this is really not what i meant...

right, am in need of some cash, pretty bloody quick! I'm not gonna beg, but i am selling stuff on ebay, if you know anyone or are someone who like amy winehouse please have a look
http://cgi.ebay.co.uk/ws/eBayISAPI.dll?ViewItem&item=280716733083&ssPageName=STRK:MESELX:IT
am selling, don't really want to, but need to get some cash!! am working on new conbadges, first example should be on here tomorrow! hugz x