Well, am back, vegas was awesome, but sadly pushed me and the other half to the very limit, and it's probably not gonna last much longer, will be a shame if we can't be friends still, but meh!!!!!
Saddest thing i have ever seen was the carosel bar in Circus Circus, still goes round, but has been closed for years, everything all covered in dust, photos up soon!!!!
Hugz to all, internet still kinda funny, but getting there!
xxx

Well, my internet is up and runn....well, limping and occasionally face-planting, but it's getting there!! But it's just taken me an hour, yes an HOUR, to plod through all the bull-shit junk mail thats been waiting, seriously, i thought that was what a spam filter was for??!!

Right, my internet is dead, have relocated Tiggers tinternet for this, cannot get on regularly, so if i don't reply or say thanks for anything or whatever, please don't be offended, will fix it asap!!!

It strikes me that i haven't put anything on here for ages, and figured i should proably do something, maybe a photo to reward faithful, hopeful viewers...But what to beat the 1000 view reward? hummm...

Don't ya just hate it, and i mean really HATE it, when ye buy a whole new graphics tablet, it works fine on the tutorial system, then, when you try to do work it decides it's only gonna let you draw in the top 2inch square blaock of the screen??

AARRRGGGGHHHH.
that is all!!

ps, am working on fixing it, panic not, will be up and drawing again in no time!

yeah, pretty self explainitory, commisions for £7 are open! IM me, let me know!

Uh, yeah, gonna be doing some £7 icon commisons, will let y'all know when i'm up and ready to go!!!

If ya want in, let me know, so i can jam ya at the head of the queue!!
Hugglez xx

Ok, i am to have it that putting submissions up is so you can not only share your art/photograhy/stories/poems/music or anything else with poeple you know, but also those you don't, meaning you are expecting both good and bad comments. If you do not wish to subject your art (which has been put up to gain the opinions of others) to RECEIVE the opinions of others, don't put it up. OK? good, glad we got that sorted. Carry on.

I like Tad-poles, honesty and other stuff, ask and ye shall receive the wisdom!!

Fucking arseholes, i fucking hate style biters and trend thieves, get yer own damn 'thing'.

That is all.
thankyou.

Yep, epic woot, can't be arsed to be sad anymore, it takes time, and effort, and i can't be botrhered, so i actually atarted dating my husband, and its turning out ok!!
I'm not old, i'm differently aged!

well, yes, its official now, not one of my 25 birthdays has ever gone right, i ask for one day out of 365 where people don't decide to reduce me to tears or lie to me, never mind, hope springs eternal for next year, as always. Most of the day and night awesome, sun burn in the morning, ooops!
photos to follow, at some point!
x

yet again, the time has come for my not to age anymore, another birthday, another 21.
Woot!!!
just thought i'd spread the excitement!

OMG, gettin so over-excited, it's my birthday soon, so much partying will commence, those who catch my shows on AFR, be prepared for very hung-over Tilf tryin to DJ, but the sound of the world being too much!!
Can't wait, love parties, photos will, eventually, after many pain-killers, follow.

WOOT!
*sings* happy birthday to me, happy birthday to me, happy birthday giant Tilfy, happy birthday to ye!!!!!!

Yeah, am confused, why do people feel it necessary to lie? seriously, there is no reason to, so the truth might be, it's easier to just fess up straight away.
Seriously, no more lies please.
On a lighter note, my boobs have grown!!

wow, over thousand views, silly to thing to be happy with i know, but still, we get our happiness where we can!!! as such, you all deserve porn, so i shall find a naked picture, or at least, half naked, til i can get my scanner up and running, and give ya proper arts, instead of boring RL photos!!!

Right, i want to make a calender, but i need people who actually want their art to be in it, for world-wide distribution, this is an idea i'm kicking around the head at the moment, but it will be a paid for calender, so you will get paid, but i need people right now. So contact me, i'll let ya know the full details!
hugz x

Right, thats it, my evil fur-suit horror (2 heads) have been consigned to various cupboards, for fear of them taking life and emerging, vengeful, to destroy me for making them sougly, or perhaps to send me to a nether region of hell, where i can create no more vile suits.
But, no, i shall prevail, i'm gonna give it another go, so bear with me, i'm gonna get some photos of the workings, but it may take me a while, but, by the gods, i'm gonna do it...


MUAHAHAHAHAHAHA, IT LIVES!!!!
i will create life!!!
BTW, hugglez x

100 Truths Meme

STOLE THIS FROM miles-tigerfox


01. Real name → Gemma Tarr
002. Nickname(s)→ Tilf, Legion, Skeletor, Jack, Anatomy display, Testimont to Tim Burton!!!
003. Zodiac sign → Taurus/Gemini (born between two, Three and a half hours!!!)
004. Male or female → Female
005. Elementary → Ann Edwards primary
006. Middle School → Ann Edwards Primary, St peters primary school
007. High School → Uplands community College
008. Hair color → *shrugs* not entirely sure!!
009. Long or short → Long
010. Loud or Quiet → Quiet
011. Sweats or Jeans → Jeans
012. Phone or Camera → Phone
013. Health freak → Um, i really don't think so!!
014. Drink or Smoke? → Drink, Smoke,Junk food, pick one!
015. Do you have a crush on someone? → Yep, waste o time!
016. Eat or Drink → Depends how i feel!
017. Piercings → Ears
018. Tattoos → 2

HAVE YOU EVER?
019. Been in an airplane → Yep
020. Been in a relationship → Yep, can't think why!!!
021. Been in a car accident → Couple of car, nothing serious
022. Been in a fist fight → I didn't start it, it was her, and i finished it, sort of....um, yes then, kinda!

FIRSTS:
023. First piercing → Ear
024. First best friend → Lurch
025. First award → School joke 'freakist kid in the year'
026. First crush → My mum's best friends son, now my god-brother!!!
028. First big vacation → Usa, disney world
029. Last person you talked to → Mumsie!
030. Last person you IMed → Psysquig
031. Last person you watched a movie with → The cat, or a few days ago, mumsie!
032. Last food you ate → Cheesy chips, pub grub, yum!!
033. Last movie you watched → Poltergeist 3
034. Last song you listened to → Babylon - david grey
035. Last thing you bought → New Rock boots, nope, tella lie, a pint of cider!
036. Last person you hugged → Mumsie!

FAVES:
037. Food → Pasta
038. Drinks → Vodka, mead
039. Clothing → Depnds on the weather, love figure hugging stuff!
040. Books → True crime, horror, fantasy, criminal studies of psychopaths
041. Music → *shrugs* whatever i want!! DON'T TOUCH MY STEREO!!!!
042. Flowers → Lillies
043. Colors → Purple, pink, orange, black....*wails* don't make me choose!!
044. Movies → Uh, *sniffles* see above!!
045. Positions → Doggy, Chandelier, knee trembler!!
046. Subjects → Biology, human/animal psycological relations

IN 2009 I....

047. [x] kissed in the snow.
048. [x] celebrated Halloween
049. [x] had your heart broken
050. [ ] went over the minutes on your cell phone
051. [x] someone questioned your sexual orientation
052. [ ] Came out of the closet
053. [ ] gotten pregnant
054. [ ] had an abortion
055. [ ] done something you've regretted
056. [ ] broke a promise
057. [x] hid a secret
058. [x] pretended to be happy
059. [x] met someone who changed your life.
060. [ ] pretended to be sick.
061. [ ] left the country
062. [x] tried something you normally wouldn't try and liked it.
063. [ ] traveled to high mountains.
064. [ ] ran a lot on the beach
065. [ ] live on a beach
066. [ ] stayed single a whole year

CURRENTLY:
067. Eating → Zilch
068. Drinking → Vodka mix
069. I'm about to → Post tis, have a fag, drink some more, crash with the cat!
070. Listening to → Mumsie washing up
071. Plans for today → Practice medtation, (as usual) control my rage (again) chill with Boo (the cat) Smoke (again!)
072. Waiting for → Life to be fair, amke sense or at least not suck so bad!!

YOUR FUTURE:
073. Want kids? → I have rage issues, don't think i could trust myself not to do a louise woodward!!! (sick i know, but true, i'd try, but scared, maybe, one day)
074. Want to get married? → Fat chance, i am bereft of reason, man and money!!!
075. Careers in mind → Rich bitch, failing that *thinks and shrugs* as loong as i'm happy in my job, i don't care!

OR OR:
076. Lips or eyes → Definatley eyes, they show more
077. Shorter or taller? → Gotta be taller, or depends on their personality, hummm, not sure!
078. Romantic or spontaneous→ Both
079. Nice stomach or nice arms → oooh, tough one, uh, both, again!
080. Sensitive or loud → Both, wouldn't want one or other, want both!
081. Hook-up or relationship → I don't trust cheaters, and don't trust casual sex to stay casual!!
082. Trouble-maker or hesitant → Trouble Maker, but not all the time!!

HAVE YOU EVER:
083. Lost glasses/contacts → Oh, yeah, first day i had them!!
084. Ran away from home → Yes, was horrible, but had to do it!
086. Killed somebody/thing → I feel the guilt for it, but it wasn't my fault, just gotta learn that
087. Broken someone's heart → Yep, and i don't think i'll ever forgive myself
088. Been arrested →Nope, i's a good girl, (i'm too good to get caught!!!;) )
089. Cried when someone died → Yep, my dog, my grandfather, and my uncle, after that, no more, waste of time and energy

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
090. Yourself → Sometimes...
091. Miracles → Just because it's not the dead coming back to life, doesn't mean it's not a miracle, count the little ones, they add up!
092. Love at first sight → Nope, used to, learnt the hard way!
093. Heaven → Sort of, not in the conventional sense though
094. Santa Claus → My nan ruined it, but i try and have a little faith, he may not bring pressies, but he brings the spirit
095. Sex on the first date → What kind of girl do you think i am????!!
096. Kiss on the first date → Yes

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:
097. Is there one person you want to be with right now? → Yeah, but it ain't gonna happen, quit wishing, it gets ya nowhere
098. Are you seriously happy with where you are in life? → Not really, but on the positive side, it could be worse, one door closes, another 2 open
099. Do you believe in God → I believe a lot of things,
100. Post as 100 truths and tag 20 people → Anyone who reads this!!!!!!!

well, the new month and it's follower has been fairly uneventful, been working in my suit, and the pen has gone on my graphics tablet, not a happy bunny, well, chimera, but it's always up, never look down, you see the hole with the bad guys in it!!!

Right, it's a new year, a new dawn, a new day and a new start, whether we want one or not, but i must say, this year doesn't really have to try very hard to better than last year!!!
So, with that in mind, a few friends and i worked out just how awesome this year will be...here we go....(btw, anime rocks!!)
Right, with anime in mind, the guys realised the theory that anime can be judged on how great it is by the number of tentacles on the main characters, so, this means that twenty tentacles on one character is pretty hard core, so (drum roll please) TwentyTen must, in all logic, be made of complete aweesome sauce!!!!!
Yay for logic deprevation, this year must be great!!!
Happy new year guys, have a great one!!
xx

GAH! bloody webs and bloody paypal and stuff!!!! have finally set up paypal, now i don't know how to use it, will someone trade a brain with me please!

Ok, thats it, technology is obviously made to annoy me, and others of the techno-tard persuasion. My lovely new arts that i've been doing for a while, (all pencil again) was gettin ready to put it all up on here, then color etc, so i go to the scanner, i turn it on, i wait with trepidation and baited breath (to catch small and fuzzies!)...AND...







FAIL!!
Turns out the scanner won't work when there is no ink in the printer part of it, and i can't afford ink. FFS, this is just ridiculous now! So new arts comin, i promise, just gotta bribe some people, see if they would be so kind as to let me use theirs!
Catch ya soon everybody, and apologies for the lack of arts!!
Peace to you all.
x

For this note, i shall leave it you, i feel like several songs could describe, for example *insert A-ha - take on me* here. But i wanna know how you feel, what ya up to? i'm curious, love to you all! x

× • ALL | ABOUT | ME • × •


- Name: Gemma (better with Tilf tho!)
- Single or taken: very single!
- Sex: Female
- Sign: Gemini
- Hair color: It varies!
- Eye color: Sorta blue, sorta grey, sorta green!
- Height: 6'
- Are you straight/bisexual/gay?: Straight

• × • F A S H I O N | S T U F F • × •

- Favorite place to shop for clothes?: *shrugs* wherever!
- Favorite designer?: See above!
- What is your sexiest outfit?: Anything on me darlin!
- What is your most comfortable outfit?: varies on mood!
- What do you usually wear?: Skinny fits, tight tops, or baggies with L/S shirt, *shrugs* see clothes question!


• × • S P E C I F I C S • × •

- What kind of shampoo do you use?: Aussie color mate
- What are you listening to right now?: House of pain - jump around *face-palms*
- Who is the last person that called you?: Boss
- How many buddies are online right now?: 7, only talkin to 2 tho!


• × • F A V O R I T E S • × •

- Food: Meat? candy?!
- Girls' names: *shrugs*
- Boys' names: as above!
- Subjects in school: Science, maths, forensics, art
- Animals: *deep breath* tigers, wolves, ravens, foxes, dragons, bears

• × • H A V E | Y O U | E V E R • × •


- Given anyone a bath?: Yes *shudder*
- Smoked?: All the damn time!
- Bungee jumped?: Oh, i wish!
- Made yourself throw up?: Yes, bulimia is boring and wasteful!
- Skinny dipped?: Yep *sigh* the memories!
- Ever been in love?: Yep, got fucked for it too
- Made yourself cry to get out of trouble?: Nope, not made...
- Pictured your crush naked?: Hell yeah, he better look that good, or i'm gonna complain!
- Actually seen your crush naked?: i wish!
- Cried when someone died?: More than i could count...
- Lied: used to, not proud of it
- Fallen for your best friend?: Nah, he's kinda like my brother!
- Used someone?: Gods, no (who comes up with these?)
- Done something you regret?: only the old lies, never regret something you've done, only things you haven't!

• × • C U R R E N T • × •


- Clothes: Tiger print lounge pants, pink star top...and a cat!
- Desktop picture: LOLcat, buddha cat!
- CD in player: Pirates of the carribbean soundtrack!
- DVD in player: Just took sleepers out...

• × • L A S T | P E R S O N • × •


- You touched: My brother...
- Hugged: My brother!
- You kissed: Properly? my evil now-ex!
- You IMed: Sci, the mad scientist!
- Talk to online: Kieron, good friend, tho little odd!!! (i know, hypocrite!!)
- You sexed it up with: Yeah, my tosser of an ex. *grrr*

• × • A R E | Y O U • × •

- Understanding?: oh, gods, yes!!
- Open-minded?: So much so my brains fell out!
- Arrogant?: um, not really!
- Insecure?: depends!
- Random?: Apparently occasionally, i'm, not normally listening to people over the cookies telling me to kill the fridge...
- Hungry?: Very rarely!
- Smart?: I try to be, dunno, ask someone else!
- Moody?: Can't be when you gotta look after as many peeps as i do!
- Organized?: Um, *shame faced* sometimes!
- Shy?:Depends if you have mead or not, do you?
- Difficult?: Rarely, only if i've been the target for injustice
- Bored easily?: oooh, a bee...
- Obsessed?: Um, i guess we all are sometimes, aren't we?!
- Angry?: At myself, cos peeps get the arse if i take my rage out at the world
- Happy?: Possibly, ask me later, when i'm grinning!
- Hyper?: GLO-STICKS!!! *sometimes!*
- Trusting?: Possibly too much sometimes, but no more! Learnt the hard way too many times.

• × • R A N D O M • × •


- In the morning I: Smoke
- Love is: Being yourself, and lighting your cigarettes!
- I dream about: Happiness i can't lose, never ending packs of cigarettes, justice, being fulfilled...
- Sexual preference: Depends on my mood!
- What do you notice first in the sex you're into: Mind, eyes, looks (i kn0w, awful!)

• × • W H I C H | I S | B E T T E R • ×


- Coke or Pepsi: Coke, cos pepsi i made of fail
- Flowers or candy: Both!!! probably flowers, oooh, or candy, DON'T MAKE ME CHOOSE!!
- Tall or short: Tall

• × • W H O • × •


- Makes you laugh the most: My brother, my cat, my boss
- Makes you smile: My cat, my brother, my boss, my friends!
- Gives you a funny feeling when you see him/her: I don't wanna jinx it!

• × • D O | Y O U | E V E R • × •


- Sit on the internet all night waiting for that someone special to IM you?: Have done
- Wish you were a member of the opposite sex?: Have done!
- Wish you were younger?: Hell, i'm still 21!
- Cry because someone said something to you?: Have done, but they can go fuck themselves now!

• × • N U M B E R • × •

- Of times I have had my heart broken?: Too many
- Of guys I've kissed: Um, i can't remember!!
- Of girls I've kissed: 3
- Of Cd's I own: *shock* you expect me to remember?!
- Of scars on my body: 60+ not including tattoos

Sorry scottish_dark_hawk, saw it in your and had to pinch it!! I don't know where he got it, but it's fun!