Alright, I went to my first con ever, Wild Nights, been told that it was great, but I never knew how sweet it really was. Every night was full of great fun, and I made a lot of new friends. I had so much fun, well, I didn't ever want to leave, but as they say, all good things, must come to an end. I will be attending more cons, I can't get enough of the fun I had at Wild Nights. I hope to see some of yall soon.

Well, got some bad news lately. Friday we got a bill for rent, now the rent is normally around $300, not this month. The landlord has refused to replace our broken water meter, but has been charging an average rate on our water. Not any more, now they say that we somehow used 70,000 gallons of water within 2 months, that is enough water to fill multiple Olympic sized pools. So now our rent is somehow $870, and we have been scraping by as it is. That isn't the real problem, the big issue is that the landlord has also given us a letter stating that they will not accept partial payments, which means that if we don't pay all $870 by August 5th, we get evicted, which is way too much to ask. So now we are being forced to leave our home, so with such short notice, we have been looking for a new home, and hopefully we will find one. Wish us luck, I think we need it.

Yeah this was fun, too much so I think some days!!!!

Hey yall, if you like Secondlife, but not the current direction it's going, ( MMORPG) I have a new grid for you to check out, it's called Cyberwrld, and no it aint a sex only grid, ( although you can get hooked up there. Check it out at cyberwrld.net, my mate set it up, and needs more people and devs for it, hope to see you there.

all you need is right here
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/...../#cid:24289864

alright this is going out to all you people who seem oblivious to the current catastrophy that is being allowed to happen! SOPA and PIPA are making it throught the house, you may say " oh but it was put on hold". But that only means that it's delaying the fact that the government will put it into effect. Now, for those of you who may be in other countries, who think that it cannot effect you, you need to wake up too, the USA has already arrestedthe entire crew to Maga Upload, and taken everything that they had, money and all, and these laws aren't even in effect yet, not only that, but the crew from that site are not American citizens, nor was the site an American business. We need to stand up as one, all of us, and be heard, let the government know we do not want this, we are not slaves, we will not be treated the way that they want. Also to all of us, there is another law of worry being ratified, does Martial Law ring any bells? It's closer than you think, we are being turned into prisoners, in what is supposed to be the country of freedome. Please do not sit idly by, don't let this happen, as citizens, if you reside in the USA, you have the power to tell the government to go fuck it's self, it's in the Constitution, it is our right, we are the ruling party, not the few, but the many, don't let them do this to our proud country, and our proud families!!!

copy and repost this if you have the gall to stand up, I will not be silent any longer, I will stand and fight the atrocities being commited against the United States citizens, as well as other countries!!!

here I am, sitting in New Hampshire, hanging with my Mother, and loving the chance to see her. I was thinking, I wanted to wish all yall furs out there a very Merry Christmas, or Happy Hahnuka ( can't spell sorry to my Jewish friends), or whatever you celebrate, just make it good, please, enjoy yourselves this year. Soon this holiday season will end, and I'll be back home in Kansas City, probably working on my van, I'll keep yall updated, be good to each other later!!!

I got out of San Antonio, and returned to KCK, and since then have gotten to scan my artwork into the comp, and upload better quality pics. Now for the good part, I got a copy of Gimp, and am learning it's ins and outs, and I have begun to work on some of my older stuff, I'm modding and improving the pictures, the first one is Imperious, figured it'd be a good start, I'll post the pic when I'm done, see yall

Well, I made it to San Antonio, and met my ever so lovable mate, unfortunately, thats all, I live in my van right now, and am trying to get work, it aint working the best rigt now, but Ill keep trying, I cam down here for a reason, and I wont be beaten, Ill keep yall updated

Well I had a run of bad luck on the pickup, but no worries, I got a ride real quick. I couldn't seem to get the last guy to find the title on the pickup, so I got my cash back from it, and today, I went out to look at a van I found on Craig's List. Well I ended up driving the van home, I have a picture posted about it, check it out, and yes, I got the title to the van on the spot.

well I finally finished paying my pickup off, all I gotta do is pay for the repairs, so I'm almost at the point where I get to drive her, thanks for all the support, I'll keep yall posted

well seeing as I'm working again, I started buying my pickup truck now. and yes the truck is the one I've posted a photo of, this is the first time I've actually had the chance to buy a vehicle that I had been looking at for so long, here's the link http://www.furaffinity.net/view/5193839. The plans from that point are to save some cash, and take me a trip from Kansas City Kansas, to San Antonio Texas. it's only about 760 miles from point A to point B. While there I have another fur that I'm meeting and maybe hopefully getting a nice relationship going. Wish me luck all

well I'm happy to say, I got a new job, been pennyless for a while now, without a job, you can tell why. But now I'm workin again, I work for an asphalt company, laying asphalt and driving the dump truck, so now I earn my money again, YES!!!!!!! Hey, I'm also on SL now, looking to get some stuff done with my AVI, and once I get paid I think I'll get some stuff. if you wanna look me up on SL, I'm TimberWolf429. see yall later, have a good time!!

well I was doing some speed runs on the paved driveway here in Arkansas, and well all I can say is that the truck stopped suddenly, when I checked it out to see what was wrong, I found out that the left pack was hotter than hell, I pulled it out of the pack, and two of the seven cells had melted the plastic off of them, and now the pack sounds hollow. Needless to say, the pack is completely toast, apparently, those two cells are just bum cells, so I'm gonna send the pack to Traxxas when I get home, and hope the pack from my Slash still has enough to give my Maxx the power to run, but I aint holding my breath, the pack in my Slash is old and has been through more than 150 charges, wish me luck

this is the first review I have ever done, I had my friend  Guan did the recording, I narrated and showed all the points of interest, as well as all of the editing







hope you all enjoy

 Schism posted this first, well as far as I know, and even though I may not be homosexual, I believe that people have a right to be happy, no matter what their race, ethnicity, or sexual orientation!

Homophobia means:

* I am the girl kicked out of her home because I confided in my mother that I am a lesbian.

* I am the prostitute working the streets because nobody will hire a transsexual woman.

* I am the sister who holds her gay brother tight through the painful, tear-filled nights.

* We are the parents who buried our daughter long before her time.

* I am the man who died alone in the hospital because they would not let my partner of twenty-seven years into the room.

* I am the foster child who wakes up with nightmares of being taken away from the two fathers who are the only loving family I have ever had. I wish they could adopt me.

* I am one of the lucky ones, I guess. I survived the attack that left me in a coma for three weeks, and in another year I will probably be able to walk again.

* I am not one of the lucky ones. I killed myself just weeks before graduating high school. It was simply too much to bear.

* We are the couple who had the Realtor hang up on us when she found out we wanted to rent a one-bedroom for two men.

* I am the person who never knows which bathroom I should use if I want to avoid getting the management called on me.

* I am the mother who is not allowed to even visit the children I bore, nursed, and raised. The court says I am an unfit mother because I now live with another woman.

* I am the domestic-violence survivor who found the support system grow suddenly cold and distant when they found out my abusive partner is also a woman.

* I am the domestic-violence survivor who has no support system to turn to because I am male.

* I am the father who has never hugged his son because I grew up afraid to show affection to other men.

* I am the home-economics teacher who always wanted to teach gym until someone told me that only lesbians do that.

* I am the man who died when the paramedics stopped treating me as soon as they realized I was transsexual.

* I am the person who feels guilty because I think I could be a much better person if I did not have to always deal with society hating me.

* I am the man who stopped attending church, not because I don't believe, but because they closed their doors to my kind.

* I am the person who has to hide what this world needs most, love.

* I am the person who is afraid of telling his loving Christian parents he loves another male.



Re-post this if you believe homophobia is wrong. Please do your part to end it.

well  Conquerer9875 did one cuz he was bored, and well I got some free time so why the hell not. I got it from him, well I copied the questions.

This meme is on:http://www.furaffinity.net/view/5140577

1) What's your character's name?
DeathWalker

2) How old is he/she?
2,000 plus years

3) Is your OC a boy or girl?
male

4) What's his/her race species?
Lupine / Timber Wolf

Appearance

1) If this character were to suddenly become part of the real world, and ended up in a heavily-populated area, how many stares would he/she get?
too many

2) Is your character considered normal in his/her own world?
not any more, his race is endangered

3) What would be his/her most recognizable feature(s)?
his height (10.5 feet), muscles, fangs ( longer than most due to age) and his eyes ( glowing crimson)

4) Would you consider your OC as attractive?
to any of his race he would be the most desirable

Personality

1) Temper?
he has a bit of a short fuse

2) Does your character ever get depressed?
no, only angry

3) Leader or Follower?
a lone wolf now, he was the alpha of a pack a long time ago

4) What is the main aspect(s) of his/her personality?
determination, honor, not the most trusting of new people, very strong willed, bull headed, fearless

History

1) Did your OC have a family of any sort? If so, are they still alive?
once upon a time, and no his pack died a long time ago

2) Is your character out on his/her own?
yes

3) Has he/she encountered any traumatizing events?
yes, demonic possession, but he has been freed

4) What was probably the best time in his/her life so far?
his chance to bath his claws in the blood of the demon that had possessed him

Romance

1) Single?
yes

2) Has your OC developed any romantic relationships?
he had a mate back when he was leading his pack

3) Virgin?
no

4) Does your character like flirting?
not really, the years have hardened him a little too much

Symbolism

1) What animal would you associate your OC with?
well he is a wolf, so there you have it

2) Musical Instrument?
well Dimebag Derrel's guitar work is the best I can say for the closest instrument to him

3) Element?
the dark arcane

4) Planet?
Earth
Showing the Love

1) Do you draw your character?
I have

2) Do you write about him/her?
I have created a deep story about him, and a complete back story, he is as close to real as he can get

3) Do you use him/her in any RPGs?
many times, I have played many table top RPGs

4) What other ways have you appreciated your OC?
well, I kinda made his attitude an extension of my own emotions, and he will be in the anime that I am trying to create

RANDOMIZE!

1) Is your character wanted for anything?
depends, the military tried to kill him many times, just cus they are afraid of him

2) What are three weaknesses in him/her?
anger, distrust, vengeance

3) Strengths?
his age ( his race only grows stronger with the years), physically he is unmatched in strength, he is a master of the dark arcane arts, and his lineage ( he is the son of the great wolf Able)

4) Does your OC drink or smoke (etc.)?
he doesn't smoke, but he loves his sake

5) What's one quirk about him/her?
he has a soft spot for kids

6) Does your character have any phobias?
not really, he sees himself as a demi god

7) What could you do to get him/her into a blind rage?
betray him, harm anybody he considers his friend

8) Does your OC like chickens?
well he does eat a lot of meat

well that is it, this is just a tidbit of who DeathWalker is, hope you all like

OK we all need a little help every so often, and from what I get ROCKABILLYWOLF could use some for his family, he's looking to get some commissions, you need new art, he needs to sell some. I can vouch for him I have seen what he can do, and he's good, he does freehand and excels. if you wanna help him out, here is the link http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/1995755/. If I could afford to commission him myself, I would, but in the case of me being too damn poor, I figure I could help by spreading the word. thanx to all of you who read and hopefully help him

Well it's a new year, and I brought it in with a few drinks, I can't say I'm plastered, but I have lost a little bit of control over my motor functions. my room mates Guan and Charem are the best to hang with when buzzed, both fun. My question to you all is, what are your New Years resolutions? I for one can say that mine is the same as last year and the year before, and so on, I don't make one. I know it's a tradition, but to me a New Years resolution is like a promise, and I don't make a promise I know I can't keep. My word is more important than my life, if I give my word, I have to keep it. So what did you list as yours, I want to know, and no resolution is wrong, it's just cool to share. HAPPY NEW YEARS EVERYBODY!!!!!!! And I hope you all had a few drinks to wring it in. Wolf out!!!

well I have seen a lot of bullshit on the site as of the last few days, and Khamul has brought to my attention the fact that as users on this page, well many are just thankless ass wipes, well I'm gonna break the vicious cycle that was started by so many. Thank you for taking it upon yourselves to do everything within your power to maintain this great site. since I lost my job I've been on this site a ton, I can truly say this is my favorite web site, and I appreciate the work you admins put into keeping it up and running. Please don't listen or pay any heed to the banter of stupid people who know nothing of what you do. I for one cannot fathom exactly what you have on your respective plates as the admins of this site, and nor do I want to know, all I do know is that I am glad you are here to keep this place up and running. Thank all of you

That's all I have to say about the banter that is going around, and I do hope that an admin or two read this journal, so that they can feel at least a little better, and more appreciated on this site.

well I guess theres a kind of raffle for free art going on bastianwolf is going to be picking a few people at random to make a pic of any kind you wish ( well I think) aside from those banned from the site obviously, well the link is here http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/1951537/. the rules for the hole thing are right here in the linked journal. thanx Charem for the info on this, wish you all luck

well this is my Holiday Wish List, I'm a man of simple tastes so this shouldn't be a surprise

1) a local job in the Kansas City region, I'm feeling a little burnt out with over the road work after the last company
2) some new enamel paints for my models, acrylic doesn't cover that well
3) a nice mid 80's to early 90's ford full sized car or truck, I love older vehicles, and Fords are the best
4) a commision of Deathwalker, I can't afford to buy one now which sucks balls
5) some RPM rear control arms for my Slash R-C truck
6) a program to learn how to color my drawings on, tried to find some over net, none any good that I've been able to find
7) scrap parts to make some weapons for my model truck I'm working on
8) some new heavy metal bands to listen to, I have a ton of Metal over 20 gigs worth and I have listened to most of it
9) some cash, we all love cash don't we
10) my curse to end, this X-mas curse sucks, I have not had a good season since

well this is my wish list if you all wanna talk to me or something my E-mail is Dark-Lance[at]dbzmail.com
my phone is 603 490 8223

well it appears as if my X-mas curse hasn't been lifted, about a week ago I got fired from my job, this is the second company to screw me over, and I'm not sure as to weather or not I should even try to go back over the road. I've had a rule that says if I get burned twice in the same thing then I need to get away from it, the only problem is I like the freedom I have going OTR, and I love to drive. I just don't wanna get burned a third time.this is odd for me, I don't usually express anything I may be feeling, I guess I feel like I can open up a little. you know although this should be a simple question in which I should be easily able to answer, well the decision isn't coming to me as easy as I wish, I have a war going on in my head and I have no idea which side of my own mind to side with. IDK, maybe yall can help, I have no solid answer for my own mind, and this is the most indecisive I have been in a while

well the paychecks began to come back in to me, now I have money each week. I've been rebuilding and recouping my losses over the past few years. I can say that I am actually happy now, my new home in Kansas City is far from all of the places in which I have had bad experiences, and I feel that I can start anew.
to all those who think that their life sucks, and want to end it..............., DON'T!!!!!! Through all of the darkness, and all of the turmoil, there is a silver lining, you just have to pick you're self up, dust off, and get back on the saddle, all these brick walls are nothing but obsticles, and if you do it right, you can smash them all down. I know, it did seem as if I was down for a time, but I can tell you, that all of you furs who stuck by, and helped me. you gave me my strength back, to do what I have to to survive. to all of you, I have one thing to say. THANK YOU. I'll always be on those interstate highways, runnin my routes, and thinking of what you all did for me. keep it frosty out there, now that I know I have support from you guys, I know I can keep my cool. and again thank you all!!!

well I'm on the second week without pay, I'm getting tired of working for free, in fact, I won't be much longer. in the morning I'm gonna tell my company they better get me to the home terminal or I will be driving my truck 500 + miles to my house, cleaning the truck out and shoving it straight up the companies ass, and I do apologize for the language, but as I type this, I can't help but to become more enraged, I swore I would never drive for a company that fucks me, well I guess I lied to myself, I had rent to pay when I was last home, and well I'm too damn broke after working for free. I'm deeply sorry for venting here on FA but I don't think I have any other options than to do so, I mean I really wanna hurt somebody right now, really bash in the face of whoever it is in payroll that keeps screwing me.