I Have a new project, and I'm inviting my watchers to take part in it! A Maiden's Request is out of beta and I've begun on it! However, it just doesn't feel....right. It's different this time, as I am inviting my watchers to take part in building Aranastra. Any Ideas you have after reading the world glossary I just posted, note me and we'll discuss it.




Welcome to the Age of Mystics.

**cough cough** fuckin hell... **Cough cough**

Ok now that I got the dust off of this dinosaur of an account, I have some things to say.
Those who've been here and remained all this time, I love you folks. Straight up love you all. Without you my drive to write would've ate it along time ago. I've been through some hell in the last nine months and I need to vent so bare with me ok?
I was staying with someone I considered a brother, and in the beginning things were awesome. Then....something changed him. He wanted COMPLETE control of my money, like ALL OF IT. I said now, and he threw me out in one night and threatened to kill me if I ever showed my face in that town again. So out of desperation, I called an old friend and he let me move in. However, his trout of a wife and her daughter screwed everything up. She tried to cheat on him with me, I told her to fuck herself. To retaliate, she told my friend that I propositioned HER, and I was thrown out AGAIN. I did the only thing I could out of desperation: I called my brother and sister, which is the worst fucking idea I have ever had. They beat me, drugged me, stole from me, abused me mentally emotionally and physically, and I tried to *redacted* myself as a result.
Fast forward to two weeks ago, April 7th. I get out of the mental hospital, I feel better, then I get back and I'm served with protection papers. My whore sister lied to the courts and said I threatened to kill her, and they granted it. I had to grab what I could and leave and I was homeless FUCKING AGAIN. I spent my birthday on the 8th on the street with tears in my eyes. I genuinely thought about jumping into traffic and I almost did. That was, until a friend from the shelter stuck a boot up my ass and woke me up. Instead of seeing it as the end of my life, I saw it as a ticket out of hell. The abuse, the drugs and the drinking they did, I got out. I'm free. I also have a new home and dog. I was taken in two days ago by an old family friend and she gave me an emotional support dog. Shes lining me up to be her caregiver, which I'll make money with because it's a genuine profession and it pays. My life is set and...the drive to write is stronger than ever before. Ideas are forming and they will not be contained. I've got a short story that will be lovely, romantic, and sad at the same time. I changed my name also, because Gallifreyan sounds more exotic than just "Time Lord".

Stay tuned Time Travellers. Shit's about to get heavy.

HELLO! Another update here. I found a charger that can power my laptop, since the battery's screwed, but I can start writing again! In fact, I've started a new story that involves self-acceptance. Some is based on personal stuff, others based on nothing at all. If you have an Inkling, go check it out! As the story evolves, I might be able to add more characters.

In other news, we managed to get our rent and power bill paid for another month at least, but getting it done involved ...well, that's personal. The point is, I still have a roof for the time being. I'll be at work writing the series for as long as I'm here.

In closing, thank all of you for putting up with my sporadic posting and mental crap that I've been dealing with. it means a lot to know some people legitimately care.

Until the next time Time Travellers!
Aidyn

Hey fellow time travelers!
I'm here to apologize for being gone so long, a long with giving an update on my life. We were evicted from the house that has been in our family for 50 years. I'm scrambling to find a place to live. I've applied to a well paying job, and I'm holding onto hope. Also, my laptop that I use to write stories died and has passed into the great beyond, so I'm going to have to go on a semi-permanent hiatus. I'm doing the best I can with what I have and I thank you all for staying with me this long, along with putting up with my mental bull.

Until next time!
Aidyn

It occurs to me that I don't keep up with journals, mostly because I have little to no friends here, and therefore have no one to talk to. Hell, I don't think anybody reads these things, let alone sees them. ALOT has changed about me. I have a girl who loves me, whom I adore with all my heart. She's way out of my league too. I was locked up for a crime I didn't commit, and now have to spend three years on probation for something I never did. My father died while I was in lockup, and they wouldn't allow me to go to the funeral. I'm trying to get back to writing, but the last one sucked so bad, I couldn't bring myself to continue. As I get older I notice that people just abandon you out of nowhere, for no reason. People who I assumed were my friends her have either blocked me or just ignore me, and amazingly, I just don't fucking care.

In closing, I'm gonna do my best to make stories. But things are gonna be slow.

If you're a watcher and have hung around this long, thank you. Thank you for reading my stuff and enjoying it and sharing it.

Merry Christmas everyone. Have a furry new year!

I'm going into another hiatus from writing. After releasing the first chapter of a new series, I realized how awful it was after I was away for so long. I'm so out of practice, that I can't bring myself to even begin the next one, because my writing isn't what it used to be. Maybe when I can't get out of this funk, and stop being so discouraged from writing at all, I'll start again, But until then I just can't do it. I'm sorry.

I think I figured out the whole PayPal thing. Now if you commission me the payment thing is set up and ready!

So...i've begun writing again, and I'm the most active I've been, in a long ass time. If you want a story written for your characters, want lore written, a character profile, etc, shoot me a note and we can discuss it. I'm doing commissions for the first time in my writer life, and I'm excited to do it. I'm still setting up the payment issue so bear with me. Come and talk to me if you want one!

So...I recently re-upped my power up rewards card. Not a big deal right? Well for some reason there's an unused code for Final Fantasy X/X2 remastered for the Xbox one on my account, that I DONT NEED. I purchased the game digitally, and I just don't need the code. It's unused and as far as I'm aware, still works. I'm posting this here because I'm sure there's someone out there who'd love to play it. I mean, if someone's willing to trade art for it, (which let's be real probably is a big if) hell, I'd be willing to do that. Message me if interested. Bump and/or boost if you're willing. I really don't want this thing going to waste.

So just to clarify, yes I have an Xbox one profile. Just ask if you want to join me.
And yes I have a telegram profile. Just ask if you want to chat. I'm normally restrictive of who I talk to because people like my last friend who stabbed me in the back can be super mean and disgustingly vicious. I'd like to get to know you before anything else.

You know what they say.
"New year, new me"
A regeneration is coming...

Something is coming...can you feel it? Something good yet...under a veil of darkness. What could it be?

I don't know for sure what it is but i know one thing.

A Regeneration is imminent......stay tuned folks.

Hard to believe it's been years since my last journal. A lot has changed. My mom passed, that was a big thing. I'm single again. That sucks. I have a big paying job. That's cool. Boss is a dickhead though. What boss isn't though? I have my first car. Working on getting it legal. I intend to buy a laptop so I can write again in the near future. Here's hoping everything works out. Love you guys.

My mri results have revealed a brain tumor in my head. This fleshy ticking time bomb cant be operated on and currently cant be cut out. Ironic, since my mother was just diagnosed with breast cancer.

TO ALL GAY, TRANSGENDER, AND BISEXUAL BASHERS

Today i broke one of your noses. I was walking my dog and minding my business when one of you walking on the opposite side of the road, decided to come over to me and give me verbal abuse. He asked if i was gay to which i replied that i was bisexual. He screamed "oh another piece of shit faggot! Go get a knife and slit your fucking throat!", then he started laughing to his little buddy across the street, who was also laughing. You gay bashers are under the false impressions that we don't know how to defend ourselves. You people are such dumbasses. I promptly broke this walking queefs nose, and the shocked look on his face made me smile. He and his little bitch boy friend ran away like the pussies they are. Keep this firmly in mind. Just because we are different, that DOES NOT mean we don't know how to kick your cowardly asses.

I dont know why i seem to fall into old habits. I fall for someone far from me, whos WAY the hell out of my league we get to talking and it ends up going somewhere UNTIL they find someone near them they adore. Then I am left with nothing and they are happy. In a small town even the smallest rumor can ruin everything. Everyone knows everyone else, and they know you and dont want you. It's time like these i wish i lived in a big city where prospects were better. *sighs* dying alone seems alot mote likely however.

Im pretty sure im the one user on here that doesnt enter commission raffles or contests. There's no point. I wont win. So why bother?

Hai. Im back. Here and on facebook and skype. Im single now and not looking because i dont trust anyone much anymore. Plus im with someone. im on Xbone if you want to play. Raspiestarrow25 is the username. Thanks. Later.

Yep. Im back. Got net.

These codes are for Xbox 360 only. If you want them note me. First two get them.

for those who know, or still care, im not gonna be here for awhile. after tomorrow, i need some time alone. My uncle, a great man, one of the best ive ever known, past away in his room yesterday morning. he signed a DNR order, as in DO-NOT-RESUSCITATE. i was forced to do nothing as the man, whos convictions and life lessons are my own, deteriorated and died. something about it changed me. and i just need time alone. after i pay her money for the commission tomorrow, im not logging on for awhile...thanks...to all of you.

WELL! my first full body commission of my Time Lord Bat Matthias is on its way! the Artist is doin an iron artist for a killer deal so i jumped at it! if you hurry there may be some spots left! im so bloody excited!!!! Now all i need to do is get a ref sheet. workin on it though!

would someone PLEASE suggest an artist to do my ref sheet please!!!

my gamertag is Timelord216. add me if you like.