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Marvel's Iron Fist (Mini Review)
Posted 8 years agoHey y'all.
Sorry I haven't been very active lately like I planned. Personal stuff keeps getting in the way and by the time I have peace of mind I seem to be loosing my focus when I try to write or draw. Hopefully I'll find my way back to creating again. I do hope everyone here has been doing well.
So; just wanted to give my two cents on Netflix's latest Marvel series Iron Fist since I just finished unintentionally binge-watching it like I did with Daredevil and Jessica Jones (Would have done it with Luke Cage but that one I committed to waiting for a few of my buddies to watch when we had time).
Now before I say my peace please note...I do NOT plan on going into a war about why some or all of you may despise the show. If you hate it that's find and I honestly understand as I have a point to make about a big flaw with the show, but don't expect me to going into frantic conversation to try to explain why I'm "Defend"ing the show (ba-da-CHING!).
*clears throat* With that said..........I liked it, but it certainly is the weakest of the last three shows...even weaker than Daredevil Season 2.
I think the biggest problem I can understand why it's not great is mostly the mood and pacing. I'm ok with the fact Danny's origin season was trying to come to terms with returning to his old life stolen from him from the plane accident and his parents deaths or committing to his role as the Iron Fist, but the B plot with the Mechumns were indeed the weakest part of the season. I liked most of the characters in this season and I don't have any problems with Finn Jones, but some characters could have been more "responsive" or "not bland", Ward Mechumn being the worst out of the bunch despite the middle portion giving more reason to care. The music wasn't bad, though the score could of had more weight (the theme is actually quite addicting and has become my new ear worm of the week). And the action...as little or quick as most of them were I honestly didn't have a problem with the fighting, though the editing and shots could have been handled better (episode 6 though was handled pretty good).
No; I think the biggest problem out of all of these is the mood of the show which I refer to as "Sedated". It felt like everyone was stuck in a dream for the most part of the season and at first I was willing to go with it because it felt like a metaphor for Danny not feeling as alive unless his in the fight, waking up then. But unfortunately the whole show kind of stayed stuck on this mode.
I do hope the showrunners take note from this season because I still see potential for this series to turn it around. Now that they got the origin season out of the way they can refocus on allowing Danny become a truer incarnation of the Iron Fist that fans want. But that will be up in the air for now until we see if there's any "redemption" for him in Defenders, and if the team doesn't can the show due to the bad ratings.
I may have stated mostly negatives, but the show still kept my interest enough that it didn't feel like a "Slough" like some reviewers put it. I just felt like they put too much focus on the Rand Enterprise side of the story and the Sedated mood could of had some more amped up moments. But this was the experiment the showrunners apparently wanted to go for. I guess only time will tell at this point if the Netflix Marvel series will remain damaged by this show or can bounce back with Defenders and beyond.
Those are my thoughts really.
Until then; catch you later!
Sorry I haven't been very active lately like I planned. Personal stuff keeps getting in the way and by the time I have peace of mind I seem to be loosing my focus when I try to write or draw. Hopefully I'll find my way back to creating again. I do hope everyone here has been doing well.
So; just wanted to give my two cents on Netflix's latest Marvel series Iron Fist since I just finished unintentionally binge-watching it like I did with Daredevil and Jessica Jones (Would have done it with Luke Cage but that one I committed to waiting for a few of my buddies to watch when we had time).
Now before I say my peace please note...I do NOT plan on going into a war about why some or all of you may despise the show. If you hate it that's find and I honestly understand as I have a point to make about a big flaw with the show, but don't expect me to going into frantic conversation to try to explain why I'm "Defend"ing the show (ba-da-CHING!).
*clears throat* With that said..........I liked it, but it certainly is the weakest of the last three shows...even weaker than Daredevil Season 2.
I think the biggest problem I can understand why it's not great is mostly the mood and pacing. I'm ok with the fact Danny's origin season was trying to come to terms with returning to his old life stolen from him from the plane accident and his parents deaths or committing to his role as the Iron Fist, but the B plot with the Mechumns were indeed the weakest part of the season. I liked most of the characters in this season and I don't have any problems with Finn Jones, but some characters could have been more "responsive" or "not bland", Ward Mechumn being the worst out of the bunch despite the middle portion giving more reason to care. The music wasn't bad, though the score could of had more weight (the theme is actually quite addicting and has become my new ear worm of the week). And the action...as little or quick as most of them were I honestly didn't have a problem with the fighting, though the editing and shots could have been handled better (episode 6 though was handled pretty good).
No; I think the biggest problem out of all of these is the mood of the show which I refer to as "Sedated". It felt like everyone was stuck in a dream for the most part of the season and at first I was willing to go with it because it felt like a metaphor for Danny not feeling as alive unless his in the fight, waking up then. But unfortunately the whole show kind of stayed stuck on this mode.
I do hope the showrunners take note from this season because I still see potential for this series to turn it around. Now that they got the origin season out of the way they can refocus on allowing Danny become a truer incarnation of the Iron Fist that fans want. But that will be up in the air for now until we see if there's any "redemption" for him in Defenders, and if the team doesn't can the show due to the bad ratings.
I may have stated mostly negatives, but the show still kept my interest enough that it didn't feel like a "Slough" like some reviewers put it. I just felt like they put too much focus on the Rand Enterprise side of the story and the Sedated mood could of had some more amped up moments. But this was the experiment the showrunners apparently wanted to go for. I guess only time will tell at this point if the Netflix Marvel series will remain damaged by this show or can bounce back with Defenders and beyond.
Those are my thoughts really.
Until then; catch you later!
Hiatus / Lycanthropy / Happy New Year 2017
Posted 8 years agoHey everyone.
Thought I give you a quick update on the life of me (for those who care to turn the page and wash your hands just to see what comes next).
*You turn the page...and then you wash your hands*
The Hiatus may be ending very soon. I finally made my second trip to the Wrist doctor and got him to do a Ultrasound this time. Sure enough; we finally found the spot where there was swelling in the tendons and he gave me the Cortisone shot as promised. About two weeks later...and THE PAIN IS FINALLY GOING AWAY!!!
*Leaps out of bed and does a wild jig in celebration* Hell YES!!! YAH-HOO!!! WOW-WEE!!! HAZ-ZAH!!! ......AAWWWWRRRRRRRROOOOooooooooo!!!... *Pauses and sheepishly returns to the laptop chuckling nervously* Sorry for the feral outburst. Will explain that shortly.
But Yeah! The pain in my wrist is nearly gone. Still feeling a tad bit of sting when I pull hand from my wrist at times and feels sore if I use my right hand too often but otherwise I'm finally on a true road to recovery. And with the following week after next granting me a three day weekend It's about time I get back to my writing, drawing, and gamestreaming ways. Also means I should be jumping back on the IM's more often again soon as my wrist isn't bothering me as much anymore with typing (7:43 to 7:50...making good time at least, hehe).
On a stranger note...I'm starting to really believe I'm a Werewolf O___o;
I've brought this up a few times before, but the evidence is growing. This past week alone the urges escalated. Thankfully nothing in the chasing people to kill or looking at dogs funny vibe, hehe...heh...
I might have to revisit this quirk another time as there might be much more to explain than on mishmash journal entry. All I can say is...I can't stop growling and howling. And...I really like do it, but it's also getting to the point I'm worried.
There's a cliffhanger to leave you all on.
Anyways; I got to split for now. I hope everyone is having a fun, safe, and exciting night as we celebrate the coming of the New Year our lord 2017 (and PRAY that it isn't a huge dick to us like 2016 was). Until then; take care and see you soon.
.....AAWWWWWWRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRROOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOoooooooooooooooo...
Thought I give you a quick update on the life of me (for those who care to turn the page and wash your hands just to see what comes next).
*You turn the page...and then you wash your hands*
The Hiatus may be ending very soon. I finally made my second trip to the Wrist doctor and got him to do a Ultrasound this time. Sure enough; we finally found the spot where there was swelling in the tendons and he gave me the Cortisone shot as promised. About two weeks later...and THE PAIN IS FINALLY GOING AWAY!!!
*Leaps out of bed and does a wild jig in celebration* Hell YES!!! YAH-HOO!!! WOW-WEE!!! HAZ-ZAH!!! ......AAWWWWRRRRRRRROOOOooooooooo!!!... *Pauses and sheepishly returns to the laptop chuckling nervously* Sorry for the feral outburst. Will explain that shortly.
But Yeah! The pain in my wrist is nearly gone. Still feeling a tad bit of sting when I pull hand from my wrist at times and feels sore if I use my right hand too often but otherwise I'm finally on a true road to recovery. And with the following week after next granting me a three day weekend It's about time I get back to my writing, drawing, and gamestreaming ways. Also means I should be jumping back on the IM's more often again soon as my wrist isn't bothering me as much anymore with typing (7:43 to 7:50...making good time at least, hehe).
On a stranger note...I'm starting to really believe I'm a Werewolf O___o;
I've brought this up a few times before, but the evidence is growing. This past week alone the urges escalated. Thankfully nothing in the chasing people to kill or looking at dogs funny vibe, hehe...heh...
I might have to revisit this quirk another time as there might be much more to explain than on mishmash journal entry. All I can say is...I can't stop growling and howling. And...I really like do it, but it's also getting to the point I'm worried.
There's a cliffhanger to leave you all on.
Anyways; I got to split for now. I hope everyone is having a fun, safe, and exciting night as we celebrate the coming of the New Year our lord 2017 (and PRAY that it isn't a huge dick to us like 2016 was). Until then; take care and see you soon.
.....AAWWWWWWRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRROOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOoooooooooooooooo...
Small Hiatus Possible UPDATE
Posted 8 years agoWell; I have potential good news, but it won't help my current condition until I see results this weekend...and by the end of the month.
For those who may not be aware; Since August I've been dealing with a suddenly sharp pain in my right wrist. I just woke up one morning and the moment I move my right hand BAM!!!...I scream like a banshee...kind of. I went to the doctors at the end of that month when the pain didn't go away and they claimed Tendinitis. They gave me pain medication, a brace, and instructions to ice the area and lax on using that hand until it heals.
Well...a month pass and nothing really changed. The brace helped wake up in the morning without immediate pain but it's always still there waiting to strike the moment I move my thumb or hand in some awkward way or even try to stretch. Icing didn't really feel like it was helping; made it feel even worse actually. So I asked to get a second opinion and went to see an actual wrist doctor. Unfortunately he said the same thing and said he couldn't recommend a Cortisone shot unless there were signs of major inflammation or swelling (and I figured he meant visible over the skin of my wrist...as there were none to see). He just told me to keep following the earlier instructions, but did say if it didn't heal after another month or got worse to set up another appointment.
So here we are; two months later, pain still there but no visible swelling. Well; maybe they should have checked with an ultrasound the first time I went to the wrist doctor because that's what my doctor did this time and showed me proof of swelling within and between the annoyed tendons (almost was afraid it was a tumor with how black the surrounding area looked). Finally was approved for that Cortisone shot (which wasn't really that bad of a shot) and even got me a new brace (which apparently the first one was wrong for me as it did little to keep my thumb straight). So hopefully, if this Cortisone shot does what it is supposed to do and if this new brace works out better than the other, the road to recovery can finally start.
With that said...
This new brace of mine is going to debilitate my projects and online social chatting. Because this brace is purposefully forcing my thumb out in a specific position so I don't move it around a bunch I can't hold a pencil and I can't really play any Console or most pc video games. As you can see I'm still able to write, but...I started writing this journal at 7:30pm and now its 8:13pm...and my thumb wants to hit a key too which technically is bad. So while I won't be focusing on writing any stories for a while I can still chat...just at a limited capacity.
And even chatting is going to be limited if non-existent for at least this weekend. I'll be working a full shift tomorrow on Xmas Eve and then spending some time with my buds. And then Xmas itself I'll be with family till the evening. After that...we will have to see from there.
Anyways; that's my update on my hiatus situation. Until I can come back at full swing, I do wish everyone -FRIENDS, VIEWERS, STRANGERS of Good Moral Standings (even if they are a slight bit naughty)- A Merry Xmas/Happy Holiday!!!
For those who may not be aware; Since August I've been dealing with a suddenly sharp pain in my right wrist. I just woke up one morning and the moment I move my right hand BAM!!!...I scream like a banshee...kind of. I went to the doctors at the end of that month when the pain didn't go away and they claimed Tendinitis. They gave me pain medication, a brace, and instructions to ice the area and lax on using that hand until it heals.
Well...a month pass and nothing really changed. The brace helped wake up in the morning without immediate pain but it's always still there waiting to strike the moment I move my thumb or hand in some awkward way or even try to stretch. Icing didn't really feel like it was helping; made it feel even worse actually. So I asked to get a second opinion and went to see an actual wrist doctor. Unfortunately he said the same thing and said he couldn't recommend a Cortisone shot unless there were signs of major inflammation or swelling (and I figured he meant visible over the skin of my wrist...as there were none to see). He just told me to keep following the earlier instructions, but did say if it didn't heal after another month or got worse to set up another appointment.
So here we are; two months later, pain still there but no visible swelling. Well; maybe they should have checked with an ultrasound the first time I went to the wrist doctor because that's what my doctor did this time and showed me proof of swelling within and between the annoyed tendons (almost was afraid it was a tumor with how black the surrounding area looked). Finally was approved for that Cortisone shot (which wasn't really that bad of a shot) and even got me a new brace (which apparently the first one was wrong for me as it did little to keep my thumb straight). So hopefully, if this Cortisone shot does what it is supposed to do and if this new brace works out better than the other, the road to recovery can finally start.
With that said...
This new brace of mine is going to debilitate my projects and online social chatting. Because this brace is purposefully forcing my thumb out in a specific position so I don't move it around a bunch I can't hold a pencil and I can't really play any Console or most pc video games. As you can see I'm still able to write, but...I started writing this journal at 7:30pm and now its 8:13pm...and my thumb wants to hit a key too which technically is bad. So while I won't be focusing on writing any stories for a while I can still chat...just at a limited capacity.
And even chatting is going to be limited if non-existent for at least this weekend. I'll be working a full shift tomorrow on Xmas Eve and then spending some time with my buds. And then Xmas itself I'll be with family till the evening. After that...we will have to see from there.
Anyways; that's my update on my hiatus situation. Until I can come back at full swing, I do wish everyone -FRIENDS, VIEWERS, STRANGERS of Good Moral Standings (even if they are a slight bit naughty)- A Merry Xmas/Happy Holiday!!!
Small Hiatus Possible
Posted 8 years agoHey there y'all!
Thought I update again before I forget.
Due to the holiday season and conditions at work is either scheduling me for odd time shifts (if not longer shifts than normal) and/or draining me with how sporadically busy it's gotten, and among other family affairs and movie going with friends, new sketches and/or stories will be on the sidelines for a little bit.
I don't intend to be away or drop the pencil for too long. Just having a hard time focusing on drawing and writing (and unfortunately interacting with online buddies >__> ) at the moment with all the hullabaloo.
I do have some sketches done to post but I'm holding off until I get two more done. Just a little something I wanted to do for the buds I know that don't mind entertaining my feminine side from time to time and wanted to show my appreciation for being both good friends and rp romantic partners (just hope there won't be any jealous between them when they see these...o__o I LOVE YOU ALL EQUALLY!? ^__^; ...i'm digging my grave aren't I? ).
Anywho; I'll be back with an update as soon as I can. If I don't come back until after the holidays; I wish you all a Happy Christmas, Hanukkah, Holidays, etc.
Oh; also...I have been working on my Undertale LP edits again, and while I don't have a new episode yet in the works yet I got too eager and decided playing around with the PACIFIST FINAL FIGHT scene. I have part 1 and part 2 of that posted on my YOUTUBE channel; they are unlisted as it's not ready for the public yet (nor have I gotten that far in my episodes yet), but if anyone is interested in watching and hearing how I produced the voice of the final boss let me know what you think. It isn't perfect but I feel comfortable with the product.
ALSO Also; I have plans for starting up my gamestreams again soon. Got my hands on the Last Guardian and will be streaming that sometime after Christmas. Will also be streaming The Last of Us PS4 edition in January perhaps as I'm done putting it off and what to see why this game is acclaimed and no longer need to keep myself spoiler-free (and the fact that a PART 2 now exists, so yeah there's that). I also want to keep a promise to an old buddy of mine to gamestream a RPG Maker game he has been working very hard in perfecting and see how that goes; a game based off the Dark Souls series only in RPG Maker form. I played a demo of his a while back and I was very interested, just had to wait for more game to be developed to progress.
OK; until then NOW, you all have a great Holiday weekend. Stay close to friends, family, and loved ones. And if you can't but have good friends that care about you still, just keep that thought in your heart and let the warm fuzzies get you through.
Love you all. Take care!
Thought I update again before I forget.
Due to the holiday season and conditions at work is either scheduling me for odd time shifts (if not longer shifts than normal) and/or draining me with how sporadically busy it's gotten, and among other family affairs and movie going with friends, new sketches and/or stories will be on the sidelines for a little bit.
I don't intend to be away or drop the pencil for too long. Just having a hard time focusing on drawing and writing (and unfortunately interacting with online buddies >__> ) at the moment with all the hullabaloo.
I do have some sketches done to post but I'm holding off until I get two more done. Just a little something I wanted to do for the buds I know that don't mind entertaining my feminine side from time to time and wanted to show my appreciation for being both good friends and rp romantic partners (just hope there won't be any jealous between them when they see these...o__o I LOVE YOU ALL EQUALLY!? ^__^; ...i'm digging my grave aren't I? ).
Anywho; I'll be back with an update as soon as I can. If I don't come back until after the holidays; I wish you all a Happy Christmas, Hanukkah, Holidays, etc.
Oh; also...I have been working on my Undertale LP edits again, and while I don't have a new episode yet in the works yet I got too eager and decided playing around with the PACIFIST FINAL FIGHT scene. I have part 1 and part 2 of that posted on my YOUTUBE channel; they are unlisted as it's not ready for the public yet (nor have I gotten that far in my episodes yet), but if anyone is interested in watching and hearing how I produced the voice of the final boss let me know what you think. It isn't perfect but I feel comfortable with the product.
ALSO Also; I have plans for starting up my gamestreams again soon. Got my hands on the Last Guardian and will be streaming that sometime after Christmas. Will also be streaming The Last of Us PS4 edition in January perhaps as I'm done putting it off and what to see why this game is acclaimed and no longer need to keep myself spoiler-free (and the fact that a PART 2 now exists, so yeah there's that). I also want to keep a promise to an old buddy of mine to gamestream a RPG Maker game he has been working very hard in perfecting and see how that goes; a game based off the Dark Souls series only in RPG Maker form. I played a demo of his a while back and I was very interested, just had to wait for more game to be developed to progress.
OK; until then NOW, you all have a great Holiday weekend. Stay close to friends, family, and loved ones. And if you can't but have good friends that care about you still, just keep that thought in your heart and let the warm fuzzies get you through.
Love you all. Take care!
Do I Say Thanks Enough?
Posted 9 years agoI know I tend to apologize for a lot of my nasty habits, procrastination and anti-social behaviors amongst them, but I feel like I haven't been more courteous enough in giving my appreciation to my viewers and friends I've made; to the fans that have been continuing to follow my illustrations and stories despite my set-backs and disappearances.
It's been a while since I looked back upon my works or the commissions I've acquired over the years and notice my characters are actually gaining some attention or that people actually find what I have to show or tell (or both) enjoyable. The last few years, after a certain event that nearly wrecked my family and my life, I realized I still haven't come out of my funk and have been afraid to succeed in my projects and ambitions to create because of what I feared from negative responses from both my style or my weird and adult ideas.
I'm seeing now that my fears are not as warranted as I believed. The support I still get with each new piece or story I post tells me I need to relax and shake off those pessimistic notions. I have no delusions that I'm at a professional popular level, but I'm thankful for the people that take the time to look and read the stories I've weaved, and especially from those I've creative bonds with over the years.
Thank you. I'm very grateful for all those continue to view, to fave, and watch me. I know I still have a long ways to go and that I need to better myself in staying in touch with people, including to the few online friends ive made and have trouble reconnecting with. But for the few that still stick by me I thank you for putting up with me and my shenanigans. And to those I may not have responded back to I'm sorry, one day I'll stop being a dense cat.
I only hope I can continue to push myself into finishing my projects and finally get my life organized. There is so much I have trapped in my head right now I want to draw, I want to write. I have more meaningful stories to tell...many that are still pretty adult but ones i still feel I can tell in meaningful ways. I just hope you will all continue your support and patience as I find time and motivation in between the stresses of my financially disaster and horrible work life.
...ok, no more ranting and gushing 😸
One more time, I thank you again for watching me and my works, and I continue to wish all of you well and prosperity in your lives.
It's been a while since I looked back upon my works or the commissions I've acquired over the years and notice my characters are actually gaining some attention or that people actually find what I have to show or tell (or both) enjoyable. The last few years, after a certain event that nearly wrecked my family and my life, I realized I still haven't come out of my funk and have been afraid to succeed in my projects and ambitions to create because of what I feared from negative responses from both my style or my weird and adult ideas.
I'm seeing now that my fears are not as warranted as I believed. The support I still get with each new piece or story I post tells me I need to relax and shake off those pessimistic notions. I have no delusions that I'm at a professional popular level, but I'm thankful for the people that take the time to look and read the stories I've weaved, and especially from those I've creative bonds with over the years.
Thank you. I'm very grateful for all those continue to view, to fave, and watch me. I know I still have a long ways to go and that I need to better myself in staying in touch with people, including to the few online friends ive made and have trouble reconnecting with. But for the few that still stick by me I thank you for putting up with me and my shenanigans. And to those I may not have responded back to I'm sorry, one day I'll stop being a dense cat.
I only hope I can continue to push myself into finishing my projects and finally get my life organized. There is so much I have trapped in my head right now I want to draw, I want to write. I have more meaningful stories to tell...many that are still pretty adult but ones i still feel I can tell in meaningful ways. I just hope you will all continue your support and patience as I find time and motivation in between the stresses of my financially disaster and horrible work life.
...ok, no more ranting and gushing 😸
One more time, I thank you again for watching me and my works, and I continue to wish all of you well and prosperity in your lives.
Werewolf Story Idea
Posted 9 years agoWerewolf story idea*
A high school dance girl (Senior) attends a winter dance that goes horribly wrong as various students start suddenly acting wild and aggressive. Mostly men start attacking others like a furious animal showing a steady physical transformation into a wolf-like creature. Panic is induced, confusion scatters staff and student dancers, and those able to get away hide from the hunting wolfmen.
The main girl would survive being chased and hiding out in one of the faculty rooms with others. To her dismay, a scared individual points out she is beginning to show physical symptoms well despite remaining relatively calm and in control. Trust issues ensues and are put to the test as the changes werewolves bust into room.
Stories in-between or not, the girl manages to escape outside after being forced to maul one of the wolves in a feral fashion, collapsing to her knees to discover how much her hands now resemble monstrous furry lupine paws with workable thumbs and fingers. She picks up her phone and turns on the camera app using the secondary lens function to see herself horrified to see the face of a wolf reflected back having fully transformed; her clothes either tattered or torn off below from.the changes and/or the attacks from the wolves. Howling bellows from inside the high school institution catching her attention, finding she is slowly loosing her grasp on her control giving in to animal.instinct and urges drawing her back inside to seek company among wolves, howling back in acceptance.
...adult material added later...
New ideas that came up (thanks to buddy Kendall for discussing with me)
Cause of infection by Female Alpha either by rampaging into building or secretly biting male students (maybe even earlier to spread out during). Current instinctual need to protect and obey Alpha (swayed stronger towards the males) would keep the newly turned pretty feral and aggressive. Females turned would be drawn into assimilating with the pack needing males to take them while trapped in heat, but maybe only a few become fully dominated by their animal instincts completely while another few attempt to break away and run but dominate males or the Alpha herself scare them into submission.
The main character girl (at the end portion) driven back inside due to her heat and submitting animal instincts is approached by a stray (or patrolling) male wolf who advances and provokes her into mating. But midway into being tied the markings or some unique smell or article of clothing still attached on the male reminds her of a student friend she knows well giving her enough will back to realize what she is doing and break away from being tied. Rage nearly drives her to kill the male but it becomes submissive and shows the person is still in there too, leading the girl to retrieve her phone and show the wolf a picture of his human self enough to jog back some will of his own and essentially help her figure out how to attack the Alpha.
Wolf battles ensues.
In my head; I imagined part of it could.be told as if through the girl's Twitter relying all the events happening in her tweets until the ending. The last portion could.switch to a video being auto uploaded online showing the girl's last attempt to flee the growing wild pack and escape out the doors just to fall and discover her plight using the secondary lens moment to switch from the snowy ground and her handpaws and knees to flipping to her animal.face.and furry upper half clothes ripped and torn, seeing.that horrified look.on her face before the howls cause her to drop her phone and idle away only to hear her howl back and have into animal instincts.
If anything I may make a illustration and short.story on that moment.
What do you think of the idea?
A high school dance girl (Senior) attends a winter dance that goes horribly wrong as various students start suddenly acting wild and aggressive. Mostly men start attacking others like a furious animal showing a steady physical transformation into a wolf-like creature. Panic is induced, confusion scatters staff and student dancers, and those able to get away hide from the hunting wolfmen.
The main girl would survive being chased and hiding out in one of the faculty rooms with others. To her dismay, a scared individual points out she is beginning to show physical symptoms well despite remaining relatively calm and in control. Trust issues ensues and are put to the test as the changes werewolves bust into room.
Stories in-between or not, the girl manages to escape outside after being forced to maul one of the wolves in a feral fashion, collapsing to her knees to discover how much her hands now resemble monstrous furry lupine paws with workable thumbs and fingers. She picks up her phone and turns on the camera app using the secondary lens function to see herself horrified to see the face of a wolf reflected back having fully transformed; her clothes either tattered or torn off below from.the changes and/or the attacks from the wolves. Howling bellows from inside the high school institution catching her attention, finding she is slowly loosing her grasp on her control giving in to animal.instinct and urges drawing her back inside to seek company among wolves, howling back in acceptance.
...adult material added later...
New ideas that came up (thanks to buddy Kendall for discussing with me)
Cause of infection by Female Alpha either by rampaging into building or secretly biting male students (maybe even earlier to spread out during). Current instinctual need to protect and obey Alpha (swayed stronger towards the males) would keep the newly turned pretty feral and aggressive. Females turned would be drawn into assimilating with the pack needing males to take them while trapped in heat, but maybe only a few become fully dominated by their animal instincts completely while another few attempt to break away and run but dominate males or the Alpha herself scare them into submission.
The main character girl (at the end portion) driven back inside due to her heat and submitting animal instincts is approached by a stray (or patrolling) male wolf who advances and provokes her into mating. But midway into being tied the markings or some unique smell or article of clothing still attached on the male reminds her of a student friend she knows well giving her enough will back to realize what she is doing and break away from being tied. Rage nearly drives her to kill the male but it becomes submissive and shows the person is still in there too, leading the girl to retrieve her phone and show the wolf a picture of his human self enough to jog back some will of his own and essentially help her figure out how to attack the Alpha.
Wolf battles ensues.
In my head; I imagined part of it could.be told as if through the girl's Twitter relying all the events happening in her tweets until the ending. The last portion could.switch to a video being auto uploaded online showing the girl's last attempt to flee the growing wild pack and escape out the doors just to fall and discover her plight using the secondary lens moment to switch from the snowy ground and her handpaws and knees to flipping to her animal.face.and furry upper half clothes ripped and torn, seeing.that horrified look.on her face before the howls cause her to drop her phone and idle away only to hear her howl back and have into animal instincts.
If anything I may make a illustration and short.story on that moment.
What do you think of the idea?
Story Uploads and YouTube Vids
Posted 9 years agoHe-yo everyone.
Pushing back to get these journals updated more often again so here is the quick daily update in this cat's life, hehe.
Posted two more stories this week for viewing pleasure...if you are the kind that still likes the animal tf erotica scene that is. These two actually were written a long time ago, I just haven't gotten around to posting them because I wasn't entirely certain if they were finished or rather well written yet.
The Werecat one was pretty much done but the ending was flushed out yet. I plan on making a second entry as hinted at the end as it will focus on the mystery feline Queen the male was bonking before his real mate came along. So essentially "Witness" is kind of the Middle of the whole story while the next will serve as the beginning and end...I think.
"Sensations" was written not too long ago but felt originally not worthy of posting as I wasn't entirely fond of it. But since it was rather written lengthy enough to be readable I decided to post it and let you all decide what you think. Not a masterpiece so not going to bum if it isn't really received in any manner, but hey...stranger things have happened.
Finally; I will be getting back to continuing my Revamps of the "An Understanding" Series soon. I've just been taking a brief hiatus to re-focus on getting my Undertale uploads on YouTube finalize. The last two vids are...ok. I worked a full week on Episode trying to redub a lot of the character dialogue I did as a lot of it sounded either quiet or mumbled for how the script originally presented. Also threw in a few gags in Episode 10 at the end and creative editing in Episode 11 to hopefully keep this an entertaining series.
If you are interested feel free to check out the episodes here:
Pushing back to get these journals updated more often again so here is the quick daily update in this cat's life, hehe.
Posted two more stories this week for viewing pleasure...if you are the kind that still likes the animal tf erotica scene that is. These two actually were written a long time ago, I just haven't gotten around to posting them because I wasn't entirely certain if they were finished or rather well written yet.
The Werecat one was pretty much done but the ending was flushed out yet. I plan on making a second entry as hinted at the end as it will focus on the mystery feline Queen the male was bonking before his real mate came along. So essentially "Witness" is kind of the Middle of the whole story while the next will serve as the beginning and end...I think.
"Sensations" was written not too long ago but felt originally not worthy of posting as I wasn't entirely fond of it. But since it was rather written lengthy enough to be readable I decided to post it and let you all decide what you think. Not a masterpiece so not going to bum if it isn't really received in any manner, but hey...stranger things have happened.
Finally; I will be getting back to continuing my Revamps of the "An Understanding" Series soon. I've just been taking a brief hiatus to re-focus on getting my Undertale uploads on YouTube finalize. The last two vids are...ok. I worked a full week on Episode trying to redub a lot of the character dialogue I did as a lot of it sounded either quiet or mumbled for how the script originally presented. Also threw in a few gags in Episode 10 at the end and creative editing in Episode 11 to hopefully keep this an entertaining series.
If you are interested feel free to check out the episodes here:
The Fires of Creativity Burn Once More
Posted 9 years agoHey all.
Noticed its been a few months since I updated my journal so figured I finally update my status on things.
Life:
Meh. It could be better but I'm striving. My work schedule got wonky so difficult to put time aside in working on my projects let alone stay in contact with people. I know I say this almost every few months but I mean what I say that I'm trying to improve my sociable skills. If I ever seem to take a long time to get back with people it's not that I'm avoiding to be an asshole, just that I'm not always confident in my responses or being entertaining enough to be liked. It's a nasty habit still stuck with me that I need to erase as the short time I've been coming back, whether here or on chats with art or game streams of some of my buddies, I actually do have some good fans and watchers supporting me in spirit. I thank you all for that.
Also; since it has been three months I don't think I mentioned this yet. Since August I've been dealing with a pain in my right wrist right on the left side of my hand that has been hindering my progression in my projects lately. I think I only have myself to blame thanks to being stupidly addicted to a stupid rapid clicker game. The strange thing is that the pain came only after one morning waking up moving my hand and suddenly feeling a sharp pain moving it a certain way. After a week of the pain not going away I finally saw a doctor and believed I simply have Tendinitis, after a month of wearing a Brace and icing my wrist and taking prescribed pain killers (that really did nothing) and seeing a specialist this time after getting X-rays...they still say Tendinitis. The X-rays didn't pick up anything abnormal, and my wrist doesn't have any redness or swelling to speak of. And even though the pain is slightly duller now I find if I bend my thumb and/or wrist a certain way the sharp pain remains (sometimes feeling like bone or nerves are popping in and out like a dislocation or something). The Specialist mentioned the possibility of a Cordizon injection to reduce the swelling but didn't recommend it until the pain actually got to a point of constant 24/7 "will not stop throbbing" issue...and right now its just a minor sometimes hurt issue. I am going to talk to my Specialist again if the pain doesn't start going away further by mid Nov, but until then I don't know what else to do other than keep wearing that damn brace and icing. I did try Arnicare gel and Icy Hot patches since I'm told that helps for Tendinitis but I honestly don't feel like it's helping much too.
So...yeah, there's that. Thankfully; the minor dulling I do have has helped get me back to writing, and hopefully it won't be an issue for drawing as the latest story I'm working on I want to include two if not three illustrations.
Other than that; gaming wise I've cut down due to giving my wrist time to heal, though I have been mildly obsessed with playing Dead By Daylight with my buddy
Flowtac and often times with 
Zennikens and 
Kiluke I do tend to Gamestream these often, though can't say I'm the greatest right now (let alone say the game is the greatest until the Devs fix some of their glitches and OP Killers). And when I can I've been keeping a few other buddies I chat with company, though admittedly I'm still very bad with keeping in touch these days (something I'm really trying to break). I'm also getting prepared for the Kingdom Hearts 2.8 collection with playing KH 1.5 and eventually KH 2.5...although I hear now a PS4 ultimate collection will be coming out in March (dammit Square/Disney).
Drawings:
Nothing new yet. I did make some earlier drawings though in these last few months if you wish to check them out. Did about 4 illustrations for a story idea I will be getting back to eventually for a continutation/New chapter in the Wolvesbane series, as well as two fanarts based off of the TeamFourStar Let's Play: Pokemon Soul Silver NUZLOCKE series. Leading into...
Writing:
The illustrations I want to draw next relate to my latest attempt to work on revisions of older works. I still plan to continue the Wolfhood: Rebron series, and I do wish to get back to the Wolvesbane series, but I felt like tackling refreshing an old classic of mine that still seems to get views and favorites these days on my dA account, one I think I've posted on my old FA account but don't quite remember. Coming soon will be the first part of my revised "An Understanding" series, another Werewolf TF/Romance story about a couple spontaneously going out into the woods on a full moon night, the boyfriend Nick fearing something may be wrong with both his girlfriend Jamie and himself...and he may not be far off, but how strong will their bond stay once the truth of their nature is revealed...hehe, plot summaries.
I'll be working into Part 2 shortly after, though with some of the additional scenes I included in part one I may add a extra chapter in between.
I think that's all I can concentrate writing about for now. OH...just a note; I decided to give this donation site Ko-Fi.com a try and see what comes of it. There is link to my page below this journal and on my may page (though I can't make the button icon links work on this site with its own unique coding). Free feel to give that a look, and if you are feeling charitable then I thank you very much for your support.
Until then; take care everyone.
And HAPPY HALLOWEEN!!!
AAAAWWWRRRRRROOOOOOOooooo....eeeeooowww! >^__^<
Noticed its been a few months since I updated my journal so figured I finally update my status on things.
Life:
Meh. It could be better but I'm striving. My work schedule got wonky so difficult to put time aside in working on my projects let alone stay in contact with people. I know I say this almost every few months but I mean what I say that I'm trying to improve my sociable skills. If I ever seem to take a long time to get back with people it's not that I'm avoiding to be an asshole, just that I'm not always confident in my responses or being entertaining enough to be liked. It's a nasty habit still stuck with me that I need to erase as the short time I've been coming back, whether here or on chats with art or game streams of some of my buddies, I actually do have some good fans and watchers supporting me in spirit. I thank you all for that.
Also; since it has been three months I don't think I mentioned this yet. Since August I've been dealing with a pain in my right wrist right on the left side of my hand that has been hindering my progression in my projects lately. I think I only have myself to blame thanks to being stupidly addicted to a stupid rapid clicker game. The strange thing is that the pain came only after one morning waking up moving my hand and suddenly feeling a sharp pain moving it a certain way. After a week of the pain not going away I finally saw a doctor and believed I simply have Tendinitis, after a month of wearing a Brace and icing my wrist and taking prescribed pain killers (that really did nothing) and seeing a specialist this time after getting X-rays...they still say Tendinitis. The X-rays didn't pick up anything abnormal, and my wrist doesn't have any redness or swelling to speak of. And even though the pain is slightly duller now I find if I bend my thumb and/or wrist a certain way the sharp pain remains (sometimes feeling like bone or nerves are popping in and out like a dislocation or something). The Specialist mentioned the possibility of a Cordizon injection to reduce the swelling but didn't recommend it until the pain actually got to a point of constant 24/7 "will not stop throbbing" issue...and right now its just a minor sometimes hurt issue. I am going to talk to my Specialist again if the pain doesn't start going away further by mid Nov, but until then I don't know what else to do other than keep wearing that damn brace and icing. I did try Arnicare gel and Icy Hot patches since I'm told that helps for Tendinitis but I honestly don't feel like it's helping much too.
So...yeah, there's that. Thankfully; the minor dulling I do have has helped get me back to writing, and hopefully it won't be an issue for drawing as the latest story I'm working on I want to include two if not three illustrations.
Other than that; gaming wise I've cut down due to giving my wrist time to heal, though I have been mildly obsessed with playing Dead By Daylight with my buddy
Flowtac and often times with 
Zennikens and 
Kiluke I do tend to Gamestream these often, though can't say I'm the greatest right now (let alone say the game is the greatest until the Devs fix some of their glitches and OP Killers). And when I can I've been keeping a few other buddies I chat with company, though admittedly I'm still very bad with keeping in touch these days (something I'm really trying to break). I'm also getting prepared for the Kingdom Hearts 2.8 collection with playing KH 1.5 and eventually KH 2.5...although I hear now a PS4 ultimate collection will be coming out in March (dammit Square/Disney).Drawings:
Nothing new yet. I did make some earlier drawings though in these last few months if you wish to check them out. Did about 4 illustrations for a story idea I will be getting back to eventually for a continutation/New chapter in the Wolvesbane series, as well as two fanarts based off of the TeamFourStar Let's Play: Pokemon Soul Silver NUZLOCKE series. Leading into...
Writing:
The illustrations I want to draw next relate to my latest attempt to work on revisions of older works. I still plan to continue the Wolfhood: Rebron series, and I do wish to get back to the Wolvesbane series, but I felt like tackling refreshing an old classic of mine that still seems to get views and favorites these days on my dA account, one I think I've posted on my old FA account but don't quite remember. Coming soon will be the first part of my revised "An Understanding" series, another Werewolf TF/Romance story about a couple spontaneously going out into the woods on a full moon night, the boyfriend Nick fearing something may be wrong with both his girlfriend Jamie and himself...and he may not be far off, but how strong will their bond stay once the truth of their nature is revealed...hehe, plot summaries.
I'll be working into Part 2 shortly after, though with some of the additional scenes I included in part one I may add a extra chapter in between.
I think that's all I can concentrate writing about for now. OH...just a note; I decided to give this donation site Ko-Fi.com a try and see what comes of it. There is link to my page below this journal and on my may page (though I can't make the button icon links work on this site with its own unique coding). Free feel to give that a look, and if you are feeling charitable then I thank you very much for your support.
Until then; take care everyone.
And HAPPY HALLOWEEN!!!
AAAAWWWRRRRRROOOOOOOooooo....eeeeooowww! >^__^<
TimidTabby Plays: INSIDE...ALL Up on YouTube!!!
Posted 9 years agoHey everyone. I'm still alive.
Just wanted to put up here that I managed to get something done for once, hehe.
Last week I did a full stream on Playdead's latest indie hit "INSIDE." Over the last week I actually paid some attention and focus on editing and putting together a 10 episode run on my YouTube channel. I doubt it will be anything extra special like other youtuber series's, but if you like to get this Cat's perspective of the game you are certainly welcome to check it out.
You can watch the first episode below and continue at your leisure if you like. Otherwise; more news to come later. Hopefully nothing pressing about wrist problems...the damn clicker game may have fudged me up finally. Anyways; take care for now all.
Just wanted to put up here that I managed to get something done for once, hehe.
Last week I did a full stream on Playdead's latest indie hit "INSIDE." Over the last week I actually paid some attention and focus on editing and putting together a 10 episode run on my YouTube channel. I doubt it will be anything extra special like other youtuber series's, but if you like to get this Cat's perspective of the game you are certainly welcome to check it out.
You can watch the first episode below and continue at your leisure if you like. Otherwise; more news to come later. Hopefully nothing pressing about wrist problems...the damn clicker game may have fudged me up finally. Anyways; take care for now all.
Pokemon GO, Doom Stream Tonight? and Life Today
Posted 9 years agoGonna try and stay updated here at least once a week as I felt terrible having been inactive for an entire month again. Mostly musings, possibly updates on projects, occasionally lots and lots of rants, and gonna try gamestream at least once a week if not two if time allows.
LIFE:
It's ok. Work still sucks. New systems were place earlier this month...and everything brokes :-P It's just...BAD!. Today was miserable with how poor trying to place orders and send them out were...and it was a DEAD DAY! All I did today was call service and tech and bitch at them at how much I hate this fucking setup!!!
But enough about work.
At least I'm healthy again...ish. Might see some sketches in the future...mostly me enjoying my feminine side (yeah...that stuck oddly).
Pokemon GO:
It's OUT??? Huh...guess I'm going to try that out for an hour. Gives me an excuse to go walking around the neighborhood and cool off for a bit. Maybe see if I can catch me a Sandshrew...or a Vulpix maybe. Don't worry; I will NOT be Playing and Driving...I really still don't understand how some people can be that stupid.
Doom Stream tonight?
If I can get my shit together I will be continuing my Doom stream tonight around 9pm. Level...something or other...Coming back from HELL for the first time. https://www.twitch.tv/timidtabby84 if you want to check it out. You can also watch the first few parts from the beginning on my YouTube channel (WARNING: ...I'm very irritable and blah >__< ).
That's it for now. See you later.
LIFE:
It's ok. Work still sucks. New systems were place earlier this month...and everything brokes :-P It's just...BAD!. Today was miserable with how poor trying to place orders and send them out were...and it was a DEAD DAY! All I did today was call service and tech and bitch at them at how much I hate this fucking setup!!!
But enough about work.
At least I'm healthy again...ish. Might see some sketches in the future...mostly me enjoying my feminine side (yeah...that stuck oddly).
Pokemon GO:
It's OUT??? Huh...guess I'm going to try that out for an hour. Gives me an excuse to go walking around the neighborhood and cool off for a bit. Maybe see if I can catch me a Sandshrew...or a Vulpix maybe. Don't worry; I will NOT be Playing and Driving...I really still don't understand how some people can be that stupid.
Doom Stream tonight?
If I can get my shit together I will be continuing my Doom stream tonight around 9pm. Level...something or other...Coming back from HELL for the first time. https://www.twitch.tv/timidtabby84 if you want to check it out. You can also watch the first few parts from the beginning on my YouTube channel (WARNING: ...I'm very irritable and blah >__< ).
That's it for now. See you later.
Happy 4th Everyone
Posted 9 years agoHey FA guys and gals.
Sorry I've disappeared this past month. If you know me by now it's a nasty habit of mine I desperately need to break or I'm going to lose all my friends...(somber way to start).
June partially gets the blame for it though as it tried to kill me...twice. Father's Day week I caught a nasty cold that forced me to take a unwanted sick day and wasted 3 days off of nothing but blowing my nose and hacking up mucus hairballs. The week shortly after I caught either a mild stomach flu or stomach poisoning at this delicious but now suspicious Brazilian BBQ place. Course; binge watching Young Justice all of Sunday while binge playing this stupidly addictive hero clicker clone at the same time resulted in a massive migraine and restless sleep pattern that made the stomach problem 10x worse. When will I learn.
On the plus side; Young Justice is an awesome series that hope gets its 3rd season the creators are gunning for.
Need to wrap up now but I will come back with another update and hopefully actual submissions. For now, I wish all those here and my closest friends (including those I still need to finally get back in touch) a safe and fun 4th of July, and take care!
Sorry I've disappeared this past month. If you know me by now it's a nasty habit of mine I desperately need to break or I'm going to lose all my friends...(somber way to start).
June partially gets the blame for it though as it tried to kill me...twice. Father's Day week I caught a nasty cold that forced me to take a unwanted sick day and wasted 3 days off of nothing but blowing my nose and hacking up mucus hairballs. The week shortly after I caught either a mild stomach flu or stomach poisoning at this delicious but now suspicious Brazilian BBQ place. Course; binge watching Young Justice all of Sunday while binge playing this stupidly addictive hero clicker clone at the same time resulted in a massive migraine and restless sleep pattern that made the stomach problem 10x worse. When will I learn.
On the plus side; Young Justice is an awesome series that hope gets its 3rd season the creators are gunning for.
Need to wrap up now but I will come back with another update and hopefully actual submissions. For now, I wish all those here and my closest friends (including those I still need to finally get back in touch) a safe and fun 4th of July, and take care!
Fu@#ing Internet!!!
Posted 9 years agoI don't know why this is happening...unless this is the Gumball Waterson Effect where all my good luck and happiness was all used up on my 3 days off and immediately starting last night I'm now cursed with nothing but bad luck until the universe balance me out.
I'm writing this secretly at work...with its own crummy wifi. My router de to take a massive dump last night the moment I got home from a BBQ and will not work anymore despite how many times reset it. I can't even find it on a list anymore. I don't understand, it was working fine earlier yesterday. What the flying findanguling bros flippin' farttougen bandersnatcher scratcher nicke buck... CHEESE&CRACKERS!!! 😾
So my uploading spree will be put off until I can get it fixed or find a work around. Otherwise I'll have to wait till next time I visit my buddies to use their WiFi. Notes and IMs will also be hindered until then (Sorry Quin, Agent, DoctorDNA, and everyone else trying to contact me.). Hopefully this situation will be a one day scenario.
Blah, back to work.
I'm writing this secretly at work...with its own crummy wifi. My router de to take a massive dump last night the moment I got home from a BBQ and will not work anymore despite how many times reset it. I can't even find it on a list anymore. I don't understand, it was working fine earlier yesterday. What the flying findanguling bros flippin' farttougen bandersnatcher scratcher nicke buck... CHEESE&CRACKERS!!! 😾
So my uploading spree will be put off until I can get it fixed or find a work around. Otherwise I'll have to wait till next time I visit my buddies to use their WiFi. Notes and IMs will also be hindered until then (Sorry Quin, Agent, DoctorDNA, and everyone else trying to contact me.). Hopefully this situation will be a one day scenario.
Blah, back to work.
R.I.P WereTabby4918
Posted 9 years agoWelp; it has now become official. I will NEVER have access to my original FA account EVER.
I have myself to blame for never updating the email addresses to use for recovery, but I am so FUCKING pissed off with Comcast right now. I finally remembered the email that's connected to WereTabby4918, but when I placed in my password that I got right the first time surprisingly it claimed my login was suspicious (probably because I tried telling the web page I didn't remember at first :-P ) and my backup email was to a comcast email account. I thought that wouldn't be a problem just to ask for help recovering my password to a EMAIL ACCOUNT.
But apparently; Comcast changed up their system to where emails are connected to your service account. I did not know anything about this change and Comcast will not do anything to help me unless I have a normal Account (which I can't give them because I don't HAVE a damn Comcast service account, just the fucking email I made over a decade ago. So because of that; I can never get into my Comcast email (if it even exists anymore), which means I can never retrieve the verification code from my web page to complete resetting the email account to WereTabby4918...which means I can never complete resetting the WereTabby4918 password recovery because FA can't/won't accept sending the code to a different email I CAN ACCESS!!!
So; it is with a sad heart to tell any viewers still watching me on WereTabby4918 that I will NEVER be able to check out any favorites and comments or shouts that may still be left on there (unless I want to check every submission I posted for this)...and I can never check or revisit any NOTES.
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Well; I guess this now gives me the incentive to finally complete the gallery transfer I originally intended when I first created this account. So; expect three uploads a day of my old works only seen on
WereTabby4918 She was a good account; she gave me my start. But I guess this is what happens when you let accounts like this dry up for so long you forget about it and never update.
So yeah; WereTabby4918 is now officially a Dead Account.
*yowls depressingly*
I have myself to blame for never updating the email addresses to use for recovery, but I am so FUCKING pissed off with Comcast right now. I finally remembered the email that's connected to WereTabby4918, but when I placed in my password that I got right the first time surprisingly it claimed my login was suspicious (probably because I tried telling the web page I didn't remember at first :-P ) and my backup email was to a comcast email account. I thought that wouldn't be a problem just to ask for help recovering my password to a EMAIL ACCOUNT.
But apparently; Comcast changed up their system to where emails are connected to your service account. I did not know anything about this change and Comcast will not do anything to help me unless I have a normal Account (which I can't give them because I don't HAVE a damn Comcast service account, just the fucking email I made over a decade ago. So because of that; I can never get into my Comcast email (if it even exists anymore), which means I can never retrieve the verification code from my web page to complete resetting the email account to WereTabby4918...which means I can never complete resetting the WereTabby4918 password recovery because FA can't/won't accept sending the code to a different email I CAN ACCESS!!!
So; it is with a sad heart to tell any viewers still watching me on WereTabby4918 that I will NEVER be able to check out any favorites and comments or shouts that may still be left on there (unless I want to check every submission I posted for this)...and I can never check or revisit any NOTES.
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Well; I guess this now gives me the incentive to finally complete the gallery transfer I originally intended when I first created this account. So; expect three uploads a day of my old works only seen on
WereTabby4918 She was a good account; she gave me my start. But I guess this is what happens when you let accounts like this dry up for so long you forget about it and never update.So yeah; WereTabby4918 is now officially a Dead Account.
*yowls depressingly*
Production Slow but steady; eBay
Posted 9 years agoHey gang.
Glad to see FA is back up. At the moment I'm waiting on reposting the deleted posts I did last week until I look over the drawings once more to see if I'm satisfied and/or make sure there isn't any further issues I should no about.
Right now; I'm slowing down on the drawing/writing at the moment. Not because I steam has left me; I've been directing my focus on handling selling off some unwanted electronics and DVDs/CDs/games. The latter I've accumulated some quotes from a website that seems to give me the highest rates...but for certain boxsets and movies I'm finding suspicious. It's why I'm turning to eBay to chance my luck in getting a better price. This includes some old/used laptops and spare parts Cellphones and an iPod.
(if anyone is actually interested in seeing what I'm selling let me know by note and I'll share the ebay page).
I'm...also still debating starting a Patreon page...and I do plan on being very active with writing and drawing if it does come to that, but because I can't really promise any good rewards other than thankful shout outs, previews of rough draft writings I could have Pateron feedback from, and maybe a drawing or two OC drawings...I think I rather check out something that offered a TIP or Donate option...IDK; this is still being thought out and might not really come to any true fruition.
More updates to come soon. Thanks for sticking with me with my ridiculous downtime over the year. I hope to start pushing my projects forward for now on as much as I can. Until then; take care FA and beyond!
Glad to see FA is back up. At the moment I'm waiting on reposting the deleted posts I did last week until I look over the drawings once more to see if I'm satisfied and/or make sure there isn't any further issues I should no about.
Right now; I'm slowing down on the drawing/writing at the moment. Not because I steam has left me; I've been directing my focus on handling selling off some unwanted electronics and DVDs/CDs/games. The latter I've accumulated some quotes from a website that seems to give me the highest rates...but for certain boxsets and movies I'm finding suspicious. It's why I'm turning to eBay to chance my luck in getting a better price. This includes some old/used laptops and spare parts Cellphones and an iPod.
(if anyone is actually interested in seeing what I'm selling let me know by note and I'll share the ebay page).
I'm...also still debating starting a Patreon page...and I do plan on being very active with writing and drawing if it does come to that, but because I can't really promise any good rewards other than thankful shout outs, previews of rough draft writings I could have Pateron feedback from, and maybe a drawing or two OC drawings...I think I rather check out something that offered a TIP or Donate option...IDK; this is still being thought out and might not really come to any true fruition.
More updates to come soon. Thanks for sticking with me with my ridiculous downtime over the year. I hope to start pushing my projects forward for now on as much as I can. Until then; take care FA and beyond!
F^#$*ING HACKERS >__________________<
Posted 9 years agoPart of me felt like something like this was bound to happen. I FINALLY get my creative spark back after nearly a year of depression and lack of motivation and procrastination and BLAHness, sketch up a storm over the weekend as well as write out a chapter to two stories AND posted them all over the weekend...and then Hackers messed with the entire site and all that postings are lost.
I felt like crying...and then I felt like bashing heads in...and then I felt like mauling necks and tearing out throats and devouring their flesh...(apologies, my inner wolf has been taking over me for the past week). Now, I just feel like meh...the good kind of meh.
Sure I lost all the comments and favorites and view counts from those posts (which for the record, you all are frigging awesome for the show of interest and support in my stuff >^__^< ), but luckily it's not like I can't just easily repost them (and thankfully it's only a few things). The artwork I'll be posting soon again enough, however I'm going to wait a little bit on reposting Wolvesbane: Side Effects and Cursed: Elise 1st Transformation part 2; They were needed of a proofread as mentioned before and I'll take that opportunity to do so over the weekend after I get some time off from Work work.
I'm also planning to go back to my original plan of looking over several of my older stories and give them a much needed final proofread and revision; Wolfhood:Reborn is still a thing but I've regained some interest in going back two of my oldest Werewolf stories that posted around my earliest days: Desires at Wolf Camp and An Understanding. DatWC will get a minor major overhaul with a slightly more proper introduction to the main character's unusual primal/sexual odyssey; An Understanding...not so much, I just want to clean up any grammar hiccups I could've fixed a long time ago (But the garbled incoherent dialogue will NOT be fixed, it was like that on purpose dammit! XD ). No promises, but I may also come up with some illustrations to those stories as well.
In other news; I've been trying to build a slight more rapport with my YouTube gaming account as well. 3 episodes to a very old gamestream I did over 5 years ago is posted now and I PLAN on finishing it up. So...Would You Kindly stop by and take a gander? I want this year to be the year I start completely past projects I've left on the cutting room floor for too long, so I'll be attempting to also finish my vids for the Sonic 06 gamestream, see if I can salvage my Dead Space gamestreams, and Undertale will also be focused on again since I'm having fun with that one too.
Just to also point this out; for those of you who have been following me AND/OR those just now following me please note I have been slowly building other galleries to share across the web; a backup in case FA ever goes down again (and possibly for good? ). You can find me at these galleries here:
DeviantArt
While not the first website I've ever posted artwork, dA became my first mainstay hub for a long time to post not just Anthro and TF artwork and stories but other sketches and doodles too. I'm still trying to figure out their Restriction Policies as I'm weary of posting any of my more 'Erotic' stuff there...despite the fact I still have several adult stories on my gallery there and so far I haven't been hit with a ban or strike with the most recent 'suggestive' material. Am I safe???
SoFurry
While not completely updated with everything, mostly all the newer works I've posted over the last few years should be there...possibly maybe one or two I deemed 'cautions' to post on FA for some reason >__> The works I did over the weekend are there too if you can't want to check them out now.
Weasyl
Yeah...Didn't quite get around to doing anything with that gallery...but after the major incident here at FA I might reconsider now.
FurryNetwork
The SUPPOSED FA Killer...hasn't really gotten all that popular, hasn't it? Actually; is it still in beta phase? And if that's true...can ANYMORE pop in yet or just those with accounts??? Anywho; I have actually been doing a steady job filling up my gallery there. I know they have the auto migrate system thingy, but I rather post one at a time and make my summaries a bit more personal for the FN site and viewers, plus it has been fun reminiscing about my past works....curious though if my stuff isn't that popular there or if the viewing count isn't really working ?__?
I Also HAZ Tumblr'z!...yeah...I haven't done anything with that either. I'm actually not really certain if it's a good place (or safe) to post any drawings or stories. I figure posting anything adult there isn't going to be a problem...maybe???
And I also haz a Twitter, which I have become very frequent lately...well, kinda. I do check Twitter at least one a day at the most so I do try to keep in some form of touch.
So yeah; there's all the different gallery outlets you can always check out if FA goes down again. I stress I can't guarantee this new string of creativity will last as much as it has, but my goal is to at least get back in the game and put out new content...maybe even make a little money off of it? ^__^;
Ok; so the last bit of musing I want to make is that I've been contemplating trying to find some means of obtaining some much needed funds to get me over life's god awful debt hump, and my job is being stupid with hourly restrictions. I'd like to create a Patreon thing, but the only problem is that I can't also guarantee being able to come up with respectable pledges...that; and I doubt I'm worth being a Patreon with my current quality of work and my tendency to disappear, though having some sort of Tipping account would hopefully drive me to keep my act in check for now on. The only stretch goals I can think of is that I'd be willing to draw a full color traditional portrait of a high backer's character of their choosing (though rating or theme would have some restrictions). If you all think I should look into it I'm willing to hear some suggestions.
That's all for now. More Wolf art coming soon. Take care gang!
I felt like crying...and then I felt like bashing heads in...and then I felt like mauling necks and tearing out throats and devouring their flesh...(apologies, my inner wolf has been taking over me for the past week). Now, I just feel like meh...the good kind of meh.
Sure I lost all the comments and favorites and view counts from those posts (which for the record, you all are frigging awesome for the show of interest and support in my stuff >^__^< ), but luckily it's not like I can't just easily repost them (and thankfully it's only a few things). The artwork I'll be posting soon again enough, however I'm going to wait a little bit on reposting Wolvesbane: Side Effects and Cursed: Elise 1st Transformation part 2; They were needed of a proofread as mentioned before and I'll take that opportunity to do so over the weekend after I get some time off from Work work.
I'm also planning to go back to my original plan of looking over several of my older stories and give them a much needed final proofread and revision; Wolfhood:Reborn is still a thing but I've regained some interest in going back two of my oldest Werewolf stories that posted around my earliest days: Desires at Wolf Camp and An Understanding. DatWC will get a minor major overhaul with a slightly more proper introduction to the main character's unusual primal/sexual odyssey; An Understanding...not so much, I just want to clean up any grammar hiccups I could've fixed a long time ago (But the garbled incoherent dialogue will NOT be fixed, it was like that on purpose dammit! XD ). No promises, but I may also come up with some illustrations to those stories as well.
In other news; I've been trying to build a slight more rapport with my YouTube gaming account as well. 3 episodes to a very old gamestream I did over 5 years ago is posted now and I PLAN on finishing it up. So...Would You Kindly stop by and take a gander? I want this year to be the year I start completely past projects I've left on the cutting room floor for too long, so I'll be attempting to also finish my vids for the Sonic 06 gamestream, see if I can salvage my Dead Space gamestreams, and Undertale will also be focused on again since I'm having fun with that one too.
Just to also point this out; for those of you who have been following me AND/OR those just now following me please note I have been slowly building other galleries to share across the web; a backup in case FA ever goes down again (and possibly for good? ). You can find me at these galleries here:
DeviantArt
While not the first website I've ever posted artwork, dA became my first mainstay hub for a long time to post not just Anthro and TF artwork and stories but other sketches and doodles too. I'm still trying to figure out their Restriction Policies as I'm weary of posting any of my more 'Erotic' stuff there...despite the fact I still have several adult stories on my gallery there and so far I haven't been hit with a ban or strike with the most recent 'suggestive' material. Am I safe???
SoFurry
While not completely updated with everything, mostly all the newer works I've posted over the last few years should be there...possibly maybe one or two I deemed 'cautions' to post on FA for some reason >__> The works I did over the weekend are there too if you can't want to check them out now.
Weasyl
Yeah...Didn't quite get around to doing anything with that gallery...but after the major incident here at FA I might reconsider now.
FurryNetwork
The SUPPOSED FA Killer...hasn't really gotten all that popular, hasn't it? Actually; is it still in beta phase? And if that's true...can ANYMORE pop in yet or just those with accounts??? Anywho; I have actually been doing a steady job filling up my gallery there. I know they have the auto migrate system thingy, but I rather post one at a time and make my summaries a bit more personal for the FN site and viewers, plus it has been fun reminiscing about my past works....curious though if my stuff isn't that popular there or if the viewing count isn't really working ?__?
I Also HAZ Tumblr'z!...yeah...I haven't done anything with that either. I'm actually not really certain if it's a good place (or safe) to post any drawings or stories. I figure posting anything adult there isn't going to be a problem...maybe???
And I also haz a Twitter, which I have become very frequent lately...well, kinda. I do check Twitter at least one a day at the most so I do try to keep in some form of touch.
So yeah; there's all the different gallery outlets you can always check out if FA goes down again. I stress I can't guarantee this new string of creativity will last as much as it has, but my goal is to at least get back in the game and put out new content...maybe even make a little money off of it? ^__^;
Ok; so the last bit of musing I want to make is that I've been contemplating trying to find some means of obtaining some much needed funds to get me over life's god awful debt hump, and my job is being stupid with hourly restrictions. I'd like to create a Patreon thing, but the only problem is that I can't also guarantee being able to come up with respectable pledges...that; and I doubt I'm worth being a Patreon with my current quality of work and my tendency to disappear, though having some sort of Tipping account would hopefully drive me to keep my act in check for now on. The only stretch goals I can think of is that I'd be willing to draw a full color traditional portrait of a high backer's character of their choosing (though rating or theme would have some restrictions). If you all think I should look into it I'm willing to hear some suggestions.
That's all for now. More Wolf art coming soon. Take care gang!
I'm So Sorry -____- (I'm Fine)
Posted 9 years agoBefore I start streaming my apologies here I want to immediately point out NO, I'm not thinking about doing bad things. Far from that path.
With that said...
I am really, really, really sorry. I feel like I've done nothing for the past year and still dragging my heels since start of this one. It's almost the end of the first half and I feel like I've accomplished NOTHING. I think I only posted like two or three drawings and one story since now. I truly feel like I've abandoned everything I loved here.
And that includes the friends I've made online.
My apologies extend to them as well. I keep making promises to contact them back or that I'll be back on Skype as soon as I can...and then it takes me a week or more to do so. I've sucked with replying to notes and there are calls I haven't made that I kept meaning to make. I really don't know what's wrong with me...people think I'm an extrovert for how I act in conversations, but I honestly believe I'm more of an introvert. I don't understand how anyone can put up with me. I never wanted to become THAT person who seems fun to hang with but is horrible at staying in touch.
I...can't make any more promises.
Do know I'm NOT purposely trying to be an asshole and ignoring anyone. I just suck really badly in making time for conversation or RP's...or just getting online in general when I'm not being sucked into video games or YouTubes.
I want to change this (I've probably said this a 1000 times now). I...just don't know where to begin.
Believe it or not, stories and drawings are coming. I have been able to focus a little in the last two weeks to some extent despite one week of depression and worrying and one week of Work and rage. Hoping to continue the creative trend...but again; I can no longer make any promises. Just know if you try to contact me or simply say hi, don't let my laggy responses make you think I'm ignoring you or want nothing to do with you. I plan at checking my notes and stuff soon.
I really hope everyone is doing well without me though. Stay Safe and be well.
With that said...
I am really, really, really sorry. I feel like I've done nothing for the past year and still dragging my heels since start of this one. It's almost the end of the first half and I feel like I've accomplished NOTHING. I think I only posted like two or three drawings and one story since now. I truly feel like I've abandoned everything I loved here.
And that includes the friends I've made online.
My apologies extend to them as well. I keep making promises to contact them back or that I'll be back on Skype as soon as I can...and then it takes me a week or more to do so. I've sucked with replying to notes and there are calls I haven't made that I kept meaning to make. I really don't know what's wrong with me...people think I'm an extrovert for how I act in conversations, but I honestly believe I'm more of an introvert. I don't understand how anyone can put up with me. I never wanted to become THAT person who seems fun to hang with but is horrible at staying in touch.
I...can't make any more promises.
Do know I'm NOT purposely trying to be an asshole and ignoring anyone. I just suck really badly in making time for conversation or RP's...or just getting online in general when I'm not being sucked into video games or YouTubes.
I want to change this (I've probably said this a 1000 times now). I...just don't know where to begin.
Believe it or not, stories and drawings are coming. I have been able to focus a little in the last two weeks to some extent despite one week of depression and worrying and one week of Work and rage. Hoping to continue the creative trend...but again; I can no longer make any promises. Just know if you try to contact me or simply say hi, don't let my laggy responses make you think I'm ignoring you or want nothing to do with you. I plan at checking my notes and stuff soon.
I really hope everyone is doing well without me though. Stay Safe and be well.
Merry Xmas and Happy New
Posted 9 years agoLike the title says. Time to stuff myself silly with Sister's husbands cooking :-P
Bloodborne Gamestream Highlight (Nice Comb Rake)
Posted 9 years agoJust a little funny moment I wanted to share from my Bloodborne gameplay exploits. Enjoy!
Stupi-DO-Di!!!
Posted 10 years agoHehe...A Million digital Double Fudge Chocolate chip cookies for the laddy that knows where I got that special word from...because I'm pretty certain no one but me would notice one singular poorly phrased word from a slew of other poorly phrased words that are equally as ridiculous and incoherent...or better XD
How have you all been? Hope everyone got to have a decent Turkey Day. Ended up having two Turkey Day's kind of; My sister and her husband held the main gathering, and my mother decided to make a Turkey back home since we left a lot of leftovers at their place. All good food...and I'm going to have to replicate this Creme Cheese Corn concoction that was made sometime this Christmas (that was delicious as Heaven).
*Wipes the drool off my panting maw* ...anyways...
So; the real point of this journal other than wishing everyone Happy Holidays and hoping all are well was to give a quick update on my projects.
...I suck -___-....
Let me rephrase. So far I've still be lacking the drive to continue past projects still in progress. I've been attempting to get back into writing AND drawing lately though those moments of drive pewter shortly. I should be focusing on the projects in-progress but when I can't focus on those or still stuck on how I want to continue them I've been trying to write something new. I have a few new shorties started but even those I pewtered out quickly (or not too proud of). I don't know...am I starting to get fatigued with all this? I really hope not.
I'm still waiting on some time-off work has been promising me since October, but due to my boss having trouble hiring reliable help for my department and one of my coworkers IN my department leaving us this week it's been 'difficult' to say the least. As much as I would like to demand that they get me my vacation time already I don't want to leave my department in the lurch with only two associates for two-three weeks (I'm not really certain on the details and length of my vacation, I'm just assuming considering how many hours they said I racked up and need to use).
~Looks over past journal entry titles~ ...One of these days I'll have a journal entry that says I've completed something. I'm tired of making excuses and delaying my projects. And I know you all might be tired of it too. I've been getting comments in the past few months about when I'm continuing THIS story or if I ever plan on making a NEW CHAPTER for THAT series. I WILL and I DO, and all I can ask at this time is that I hope you can be as patient as I am with other artist and writers I watch.
Until then; more work work and Christmas shopping for me. Also helping out a few close friends with moving their stuff to a community apartment this week. I feel a bit depressed that I couldn't move in with them, but still trying to pay off my own credit card debts and not entirely thrilled that the landlord is one of our friend's who is kind of a dick (at least between me and him). Plus...if I had moved in with them I'd be taking the garage (and that would be a cold room...though then it again it been a large room all to myself...sigh...).
Will post a new update later this week, hopefully with good news. Until then, "Keep Christmas Krumpus!"
How have you all been? Hope everyone got to have a decent Turkey Day. Ended up having two Turkey Day's kind of; My sister and her husband held the main gathering, and my mother decided to make a Turkey back home since we left a lot of leftovers at their place. All good food...and I'm going to have to replicate this Creme Cheese Corn concoction that was made sometime this Christmas (that was delicious as Heaven).
*Wipes the drool off my panting maw* ...anyways...
So; the real point of this journal other than wishing everyone Happy Holidays and hoping all are well was to give a quick update on my projects.
...I suck -___-....
Let me rephrase. So far I've still be lacking the drive to continue past projects still in progress. I've been attempting to get back into writing AND drawing lately though those moments of drive pewter shortly. I should be focusing on the projects in-progress but when I can't focus on those or still stuck on how I want to continue them I've been trying to write something new. I have a few new shorties started but even those I pewtered out quickly (or not too proud of). I don't know...am I starting to get fatigued with all this? I really hope not.
I'm still waiting on some time-off work has been promising me since October, but due to my boss having trouble hiring reliable help for my department and one of my coworkers IN my department leaving us this week it's been 'difficult' to say the least. As much as I would like to demand that they get me my vacation time already I don't want to leave my department in the lurch with only two associates for two-three weeks (I'm not really certain on the details and length of my vacation, I'm just assuming considering how many hours they said I racked up and need to use).
~Looks over past journal entry titles~ ...One of these days I'll have a journal entry that says I've completed something. I'm tired of making excuses and delaying my projects. And I know you all might be tired of it too. I've been getting comments in the past few months about when I'm continuing THIS story or if I ever plan on making a NEW CHAPTER for THAT series. I WILL and I DO, and all I can ask at this time is that I hope you can be as patient as I am with other artist and writers I watch.
Until then; more work work and Christmas shopping for me. Also helping out a few close friends with moving their stuff to a community apartment this week. I feel a bit depressed that I couldn't move in with them, but still trying to pay off my own credit card debts and not entirely thrilled that the landlord is one of our friend's who is kind of a dick (at least between me and him). Plus...if I had moved in with them I'd be taking the garage (and that would be a cold room...though then it again it been a large room all to myself...sigh...).
Will post a new update later this week, hopefully with good news. Until then, "Keep Christmas Krumpus!"
State of the Tabby (Nov 14th, 2015)
Posted 10 years agoGive me $10,000 and all will be right with the world.
No?
Well then, fuck >___<.
No?
Well then, fuck >___<.
Nothing Went as Planned -_______-
Posted 10 years agoHey everyone.
First off; I want to thank everyone that commented on my last journal wishing me well on my Birthday. I wish I can get back into the habit of updating and answering comments back sooner; I am REALLY bad at being social these days >__> Still; everyone I know online closest to me are always in my thoughts wishing them well. Hope all of you are doing well.
So...I know I didn't do a better job promoting my Halloween Stream event (of continuing my HARDCORE First-time gameplay of Alien: Isolation)...but you might as well considered it CANCELLED. I had planned to try and finish my video edits and post the rest of last years footage on my Youtube page, which I was doing a considerably decent job. Unfortunately; due to getting the house to myself for the next two weeks (well, what's left of this week and next week) I got overzealous with having friends in town hangout and BBQ and Marathon-watch shows and Anime over the first weekend.
And then on Monday...I caught a tickle in my throat. Guess where that led? Even downing OJ, Green Tea, Zicam, and lots and lots of water only...this Cold has been kicking my tail. Sore throat, aches Tuesday. Mild Sore throat, aches, chills, fever, and voice lost Wednesday. Bad Congestion and relapse of voice lost Thursday. Now it's just Bad Congestion and lots of coughing and sneezing. I suppose I should be happy that this Cold is going fast, but I never wanted to sick in the first place >__<
Because of being sick this week, I have had no energy or concentration to work on the rest of the video edits or play any of Alien: Isolation (now being played on the PS4) to get to where I left off on the PC last year. And since I don't want my voice to sound nasally and plugged up (as my voice seemed to almost sound like that last year too) I'm going to have to postpone the gamestream until a later date. Maybe sometime during next week and just play to as far as I can each day instead of all one night. Also...I have a feeling during a gamestream on Halloween would be hard anyways as everyone might be doing something else.
*sigh* I hate crap right now :'(
Anyways; I'm gonna try and be around a bit more after Sunday. Another reason I'm postponing the stream (and only if I feel better in the first place) is I was invited to a Halloween party. Although; the people that invited run the ~iffiest~ of parties I'm not normally comfortable with...so that might not happen. And it looks like I have company coming over on Sunday for another Show/Anime Marathon so I will be busy then as well.
My life will return to normal soon...I hope. *Sneezes and coughs up mucus* ARGHHHH!!!! That HORRIBLE TASTE!!! >___<
Stay healthy everyone. And Happy Halloween weekend.
First off; I want to thank everyone that commented on my last journal wishing me well on my Birthday. I wish I can get back into the habit of updating and answering comments back sooner; I am REALLY bad at being social these days >__> Still; everyone I know online closest to me are always in my thoughts wishing them well. Hope all of you are doing well.
So...I know I didn't do a better job promoting my Halloween Stream event (of continuing my HARDCORE First-time gameplay of Alien: Isolation)...but you might as well considered it CANCELLED. I had planned to try and finish my video edits and post the rest of last years footage on my Youtube page, which I was doing a considerably decent job. Unfortunately; due to getting the house to myself for the next two weeks (well, what's left of this week and next week) I got overzealous with having friends in town hangout and BBQ and Marathon-watch shows and Anime over the first weekend.
And then on Monday...I caught a tickle in my throat. Guess where that led? Even downing OJ, Green Tea, Zicam, and lots and lots of water only...this Cold has been kicking my tail. Sore throat, aches Tuesday. Mild Sore throat, aches, chills, fever, and voice lost Wednesday. Bad Congestion and relapse of voice lost Thursday. Now it's just Bad Congestion and lots of coughing and sneezing. I suppose I should be happy that this Cold is going fast, but I never wanted to sick in the first place >__<
Because of being sick this week, I have had no energy or concentration to work on the rest of the video edits or play any of Alien: Isolation (now being played on the PS4) to get to where I left off on the PC last year. And since I don't want my voice to sound nasally and plugged up (as my voice seemed to almost sound like that last year too) I'm going to have to postpone the gamestream until a later date. Maybe sometime during next week and just play to as far as I can each day instead of all one night. Also...I have a feeling during a gamestream on Halloween would be hard anyways as everyone might be doing something else.
*sigh* I hate crap right now :'(
Anyways; I'm gonna try and be around a bit more after Sunday. Another reason I'm postponing the stream (and only if I feel better in the first place) is I was invited to a Halloween party. Although; the people that invited run the ~iffiest~ of parties I'm not normally comfortable with...so that might not happen. And it looks like I have company coming over on Sunday for another Show/Anime Marathon so I will be busy then as well.
My life will return to normal soon...I hope. *Sneezes and coughs up mucus* ARGHHHH!!!! That HORRIBLE TASTE!!! >___<
Stay healthy everyone. And Happy Halloween weekend.
Food Wars (and 31st Birthday, and Updates)
Posted 10 years agoIf there is any good way to describe the latest anime series Food Wars it's this:
Fucking Delicious Cooking with Merovingian Cake themed humor taken to borderline hentai imagery (borderline though, not straight adult porn hentai...nore like Playboy Hentai).
Take that as you like!
In other news:
At 6:45am October 16th, I'll will be 31 years old.
*sigh* I always complain about growing older...and I still do. I wouldn't be as much if I'd just get something Accomplished finally without feeling like I'm wasting my life. Am I getting lazier as I get older?
Well; at least my friends are taking me to Red Robin and a movie tomorrow. Even if the movie ends up being 'meh' I can count on the Ghost Pepper Burger to brighten up my day :P Just wish I could take the day off completely and not work tomorrow...or Saturday.
I guess I should also give an update on actually "Art or Writing or other" status, huh?
Well...I have been writing as usual, though I haven't finished anything. Became inspired to write a TG story around my fursona that's getting a bit wordy but hopefully steamy. Also was trying to write two more Werewolf stories...but LOST steam on those. May go back to those though.
...nothing with new sketches -___-...
Attempting to continue my video edits on past streams, Alien: Isolation mostly so I can have everything updated before my Year Long Continuation with my HARDCORE Run of Alien:Isolation on Halloween. Also, might do some other gamestreams on the week of Halloween if I get some freetime from work. On the plate would be either The Walking Dead (season 1 again as I'll be playing it on the PS4 so no saved data yet to transfer to season 2) or The Wolf Among Us. Also wanting to finally start my Undertale gameplay too before people spoiler it for me :P
Further updates to come. Until then, take care everyone. *Big Hugs for all*
Fucking Delicious Cooking with Merovingian Cake themed humor taken to borderline hentai imagery (borderline though, not straight adult porn hentai...nore like Playboy Hentai).
Take that as you like!
In other news:
At 6:45am October 16th, I'll will be 31 years old.
*sigh* I always complain about growing older...and I still do. I wouldn't be as much if I'd just get something Accomplished finally without feeling like I'm wasting my life. Am I getting lazier as I get older?
Well; at least my friends are taking me to Red Robin and a movie tomorrow. Even if the movie ends up being 'meh' I can count on the Ghost Pepper Burger to brighten up my day :P Just wish I could take the day off completely and not work tomorrow...or Saturday.
I guess I should also give an update on actually "Art or Writing or other" status, huh?
Well...I have been writing as usual, though I haven't finished anything. Became inspired to write a TG story around my fursona that's getting a bit wordy but hopefully steamy. Also was trying to write two more Werewolf stories...but LOST steam on those. May go back to those though.
...nothing with new sketches -___-...
Attempting to continue my video edits on past streams, Alien: Isolation mostly so I can have everything updated before my Year Long Continuation with my HARDCORE Run of Alien:Isolation on Halloween. Also, might do some other gamestreams on the week of Halloween if I get some freetime from work. On the plate would be either The Walking Dead (season 1 again as I'll be playing it on the PS4 so no saved data yet to transfer to season 2) or The Wolf Among Us. Also wanting to finally start my Undertale gameplay too before people spoiler it for me :P
Further updates to come. Until then, take care everyone. *Big Hugs for all*
Writing Update and Halloween Gamestream
Posted 10 years agoI'm still clinging to life back here. Unfortunately; I haven't been able to complete anything in the last few months, and I hate myself -__-
That's not to say I haven't tried. Every time I open up my Word program I start to type and...then hit a wall a few paragraphs in. Sometimes it's a struggle just to get the words out, but other times I start punching the keys like a storm. But by the third or fourth paragraph I just...loose it. The spark, the idea, the legitimacy of the plot disappears and loose interest immediately. This has been happening for a while now and I'm getting sick of it. I don't know where my focus is going but I want to stop slacking. I just need to stop giving up on a idea before its even started.
*sigh* Ranting out of the way; in other news...remembering my Alien:Isolation gamestream I started last Halloween and never finished?
It's NOT "Game over, man! It's NOT Game Over!!!"
After some big set-backs and lack of interest due to these set-backs getting in the way (as well as suffering from a PC that went to shit), I've found a way to finally continue my gamestream of my First Attempt to beat the game on its hardest difficulty...PS4!!!
Yeah, it seems to be the only way I'm going to be able to continue it, so that means I will be playing the game on my own until I reach the point I left off last year. I'll still be recording the catch-up playthrough and editing any decent funny/horror moments for a future upload, but I haven't decided if I will be doing this offline or stream it. But my goal is to get back to where I left by Halloween and attempt to play as much as I can like before. I would LIKE to make another video trailer for this announcing the return and possible completion, but I know I'll be too busy to even do that (My focus is on writing...and one other side Game video project I've been gearing up for). So yeah...anyone that caught my Halloween stream last year or is a fan of Alien and its game, tune in on Halloween for my gamestream. Not certain on a time yet but the goal is around 4pm or 5pm.
I have a few more things to get off my chest but I'm running close to worktime. Until then; take care everybody. Hoping to have something DONE before the end of next month this time. Wish me luck i guess? >__>
That's not to say I haven't tried. Every time I open up my Word program I start to type and...then hit a wall a few paragraphs in. Sometimes it's a struggle just to get the words out, but other times I start punching the keys like a storm. But by the third or fourth paragraph I just...loose it. The spark, the idea, the legitimacy of the plot disappears and loose interest immediately. This has been happening for a while now and I'm getting sick of it. I don't know where my focus is going but I want to stop slacking. I just need to stop giving up on a idea before its even started.
*sigh* Ranting out of the way; in other news...remembering my Alien:Isolation gamestream I started last Halloween and never finished?
It's NOT "Game over, man! It's NOT Game Over!!!"
After some big set-backs and lack of interest due to these set-backs getting in the way (as well as suffering from a PC that went to shit), I've found a way to finally continue my gamestream of my First Attempt to beat the game on its hardest difficulty...PS4!!!
Yeah, it seems to be the only way I'm going to be able to continue it, so that means I will be playing the game on my own until I reach the point I left off last year. I'll still be recording the catch-up playthrough and editing any decent funny/horror moments for a future upload, but I haven't decided if I will be doing this offline or stream it. But my goal is to get back to where I left by Halloween and attempt to play as much as I can like before. I would LIKE to make another video trailer for this announcing the return and possible completion, but I know I'll be too busy to even do that (My focus is on writing...and one other side Game video project I've been gearing up for). So yeah...anyone that caught my Halloween stream last year or is a fan of Alien and its game, tune in on Halloween for my gamestream. Not certain on a time yet but the goal is around 4pm or 5pm.
I have a few more things to get off my chest but I'm running close to worktime. Until then; take care everybody. Hoping to have something DONE before the end of next month this time. Wish me luck i guess? >__>
Fire...DON'T Walk With my Family Please
Posted 10 years ago***UPDATE***
My sister received some pics from a neighbor of theirs that volunterly stayed and if nothing has changed since we heard the fire in the community has been contained, their house should still be standing. Good vibes work dammit and keep my families luck that way.
My sister, bro-in-law, and niece will be staying with us for at least two days unless they hear otherwise. Now hoping they can stop the bigger fire still going. Dammit Fall, bring the fucking rains already. I'm willing to deal with getting wet if means stopping these fires and putting a dent on this drought.
***END UPDATE***
A fire in Lake County started in the afternoon yesterday (Sept 12). It spread so fast and got so bad that the town my Sister and her husband and my niece live was forced to evacuate. They're safe and staying with me and our parents for now...but the ongoing newsreports haven't been positive. Very little containment has been made since the fire started, and last I heard from last night was that the fire reached a Shell Gas Station that's near the fork in the road that lead to my sister's last house in the same community area. We fear the house has gone up in flames by now u___u
I'm relieved that my sister, bro-in-law, and niece are fine. But WHY is this happening? I thought I had a bit more faith in our fire fighting officials...or at least in the Natl guard or whoever controls the water/sand dumping planes. Are we really that screwed on support? on resources to fight these fires? The fire has been raging for over 20 hours and nothing has been (or very little has been) contained???
Anyways; despite me being inactive around here already, I might be even more so for a while depending on how long my sister and niece are staying. I just...I don't know how to really react to all this right now.
Stay Safe everyone.
Probably a bad time to plug this, but just to remind you all this cat has a Twitter page I've been updating more recently. Mostly just spouting pop culture references or original bad jokes to keep things humorous, hehe. You can catch me at timidtabby.
And thanks to all those wishing my family well.
My sister received some pics from a neighbor of theirs that volunterly stayed and if nothing has changed since we heard the fire in the community has been contained, their house should still be standing. Good vibes work dammit and keep my families luck that way.
My sister, bro-in-law, and niece will be staying with us for at least two days unless they hear otherwise. Now hoping they can stop the bigger fire still going. Dammit Fall, bring the fucking rains already. I'm willing to deal with getting wet if means stopping these fires and putting a dent on this drought.
***END UPDATE***
A fire in Lake County started in the afternoon yesterday (Sept 12). It spread so fast and got so bad that the town my Sister and her husband and my niece live was forced to evacuate. They're safe and staying with me and our parents for now...but the ongoing newsreports haven't been positive. Very little containment has been made since the fire started, and last I heard from last night was that the fire reached a Shell Gas Station that's near the fork in the road that lead to my sister's last house in the same community area. We fear the house has gone up in flames by now u___u
I'm relieved that my sister, bro-in-law, and niece are fine. But WHY is this happening? I thought I had a bit more faith in our fire fighting officials...or at least in the Natl guard or whoever controls the water/sand dumping planes. Are we really that screwed on support? on resources to fight these fires? The fire has been raging for over 20 hours and nothing has been (or very little has been) contained???
Anyways; despite me being inactive around here already, I might be even more so for a while depending on how long my sister and niece are staying. I just...I don't know how to really react to all this right now.
Stay Safe everyone.
Probably a bad time to plug this, but just to remind you all this cat has a Twitter page I've been updating more recently. Mostly just spouting pop culture references or original bad jokes to keep things humorous, hehe. You can catch me at timidtabby.
And thanks to all those wishing my family well.
Rollercoaster and Facebook/Twitter Plug
Posted 10 years agoHey FA; how's it hanging.
It's been almost a month since my last journal and thought I update on the whereabouts and goings-on with this cat.
Admittedly...these past few weeks have been an emotional roller-coaster for me AND many friends and colleagues that I know. I won't pry into too much personal details but all I can say is I'm so fucking sick and tired of bad shit happening right now I've had moments of rage and irritability as well as moments of breaking down and sobbing that's it not funny. I've been dredging through a muck of uncertainty, guilt, dread, and pessimism that most days in the past few weeks felt like the end of the world (which is selfish of me to say because I'm not the one having the worst day of their lives). I just want the universe to stop being a dick to everyone and leave us alone.
Hopefully the bad luck gremlins will be giving us all a break for a while...hopefully.
But, that luck continues to follow me into work as we lost two new employees who were supposed to start helping out in my department, one who decided to give us a F&*@ You on his first week and quit suddenly, and the other who was just unreliable with actually coming into work. So my schedule is going to royally shifted around again which leaves me with no clue on how the next few weeks will turn out. Plus I'm being scheduled for long ass shifts where today is the 3rd day of my 7 day horror show of non-stop work (well, I suppose its actually a godsend I'm getting more hours...just not in the way I hoped, and may not even last). So I may be going back into silent spurts again from the web for a while; I'll try to connect back with people when time permits it.
I hope everyone else if doing well.
Also; just to replug from long before, I do have a Facebook and Twitter account. Started off pretty dead but I've been gradually updating these days so might get more tidbits about this cat's state of mind if like to follow. Facebook is Alan Raines (TimidTabby) and Twitter is...well, TimidTabby :P
And some good news; I have been creating again a bit. Recently posted two linking Werewolf stories and a few WIP Tabitha Pics in my scraps. Going to try to keep up this trend as much as I can so I come back to drawing and writing in bigger spurts and keep my galleries fresh.
That's all for now. Work time. Take care everybody!
It's been almost a month since my last journal and thought I update on the whereabouts and goings-on with this cat.
Admittedly...these past few weeks have been an emotional roller-coaster for me AND many friends and colleagues that I know. I won't pry into too much personal details but all I can say is I'm so fucking sick and tired of bad shit happening right now I've had moments of rage and irritability as well as moments of breaking down and sobbing that's it not funny. I've been dredging through a muck of uncertainty, guilt, dread, and pessimism that most days in the past few weeks felt like the end of the world (which is selfish of me to say because I'm not the one having the worst day of their lives). I just want the universe to stop being a dick to everyone and leave us alone.
Hopefully the bad luck gremlins will be giving us all a break for a while...hopefully.
But, that luck continues to follow me into work as we lost two new employees who were supposed to start helping out in my department, one who decided to give us a F&*@ You on his first week and quit suddenly, and the other who was just unreliable with actually coming into work. So my schedule is going to royally shifted around again which leaves me with no clue on how the next few weeks will turn out. Plus I'm being scheduled for long ass shifts where today is the 3rd day of my 7 day horror show of non-stop work (well, I suppose its actually a godsend I'm getting more hours...just not in the way I hoped, and may not even last). So I may be going back into silent spurts again from the web for a while; I'll try to connect back with people when time permits it.
I hope everyone else if doing well.
Also; just to replug from long before, I do have a Facebook and Twitter account. Started off pretty dead but I've been gradually updating these days so might get more tidbits about this cat's state of mind if like to follow. Facebook is Alan Raines (TimidTabby) and Twitter is...well, TimidTabby :P
And some good news; I have been creating again a bit. Recently posted two linking Werewolf stories and a few WIP Tabitha Pics in my scraps. Going to try to keep up this trend as much as I can so I come back to drawing and writing in bigger spurts and keep my galleries fresh.
That's all for now. Work time. Take care everybody!
