Have been on vacation the last few days recovering from alot of stress and over work my doctor said my blood pressure and stress levels were off the chart so she told me to take time off and relax i am trying to do so my current fave game on my ps4 as you can see right now is 7 days to die i may do 2 or more models of the screamer zombie and the Arlene one as well before i go back to work
and happy belated valentines day to all my female watchers thanks for watching enjoy!

https://youtu.be/JwWsuQFkxqQ
a short vlog from my youtube channel we live in a time or war and conflict as gamers...we should not give in to hatred and jealousy we must be united and re discover what games and gaming were made for fun...its time we got back to where we were

I remove things from my gallery that may offend others or cause discomfort,
However I am sure as long as Models are tagged as 18 plus things should be fine also I did remove quite a few other submissions out of respect for the original creator namely Catherine and Lara Ravencroft works they have all been removed
The CMC submission has been re posted with mature and adult tag as well as being marked as 18 plus

Up for work ladies and gentlemen the super toilet bowl is a few hours away so i have special uploads in mind vote on 3 games to upload and they will get done
Bomberman gb original edition
ed edd n eddy jawbreakers gba edition
Resident evil 1 (original)
Resident evil 2
Resident evil 3
Ghoastbusters ps3 edition
Rage ps 3
Bayonetta ps3
serios sam xbox and ps3 editions
tetris dx and original editions
jaws part 2 edtion
zelda select edtions
grand theft auto older edtions (vice and liberty city ones)
Doom 3 xbox edtion
Doom 3 expansion mode
classic dooms snes and ps3 modes
and pacman championship edtion
you have 7 hours peeps!
numba 9 vote for valentines day
Rebecca chamber
Claire Redfeild
Regina (dino crisis)
Buffy summers


your fave game will be featured to:https://www.youtube.com/user/tinytank999

HAPPY GAMING YALL!

well i am back to work..and in good health though I lost my sister this past holiday I am trying to move forward i have started making silly lets play videos on my 10 year old channel i have a few up in one i am promoting Dullvivid and Oska because without them i would never have regained my health again they gave me constant smiles and reason to keep pushing to recover...so that one day i could repay them and i am those of you who wish to look at a few of the videos just ask for the link i won't post it up here so just comment if you like
thanks you dear heart thank you kane...and yes even you Orion for the all the happiness you have given...

have a wonderful weekend all

It is with heavy heart i must tell you all My First Oldest sister died 2 days ago the cause is not yet clear but we and the police suspect foul play she was 2 years younger than me and was caring and supportive of me in my dire times
It has been hard to cope and I am still in disbelief that she is gone I was dying yet...again i was not taken instead another life was taken instead...why is this happening only God has the answers
this is the reason i have not been active as of late
also I was trying to help her cope with her husbands death he passed away a year ago and she had not been the same since she had suffered from depression but was seeking medical attention
2 weeks ago we had spoken over the phone and all seemed well then I got the call ..I was devastated and felt numb and disconnected I am slowly recovering yet again from bout of deep sadness I am already missing her ....all i can say is she is in the lords loving care..
I just needed to let all of you know I now leave you with this this had been a game we both loved shared and had beaten together before we even had Nintendo power she made maps of each and every dungeon over world area found every item and even accidentally discovered the second quest she was truly gifted not just in games but in all she did ...I will miss her terribly
My sister Azeneth...even her name was unique...thank you for listening
may the Light Shine upon you all....


https://youtu.be/uyMKWJ5e1kg

For the most Part My Life has been spared the treatments though risky painful and aggressive have done their work though have taken a toll and I have been made to pay a price..permanent scars ..
I have just under 3 weeks of treatments and evaluations to make sure I am 100 percent free of the cancer then i can try and resume a normal life...but that is just it...My life has changed
since being diagnosed i had to change alot of things what I eat how much i exercise and even my attitude on life itself during my treatments i started a new diet and went from 220 to 198 and held it steady
I feel more energetic now minus the nausea after most treatments due to using supplements and a change in eating habits
It is also time to lay to rest The memory Of the one I lost as well as let go of the past and look to the future
I made many mistakes in my life I refuse to make any more
I have many to thank especially DullVivid and Osakanater as well as many new friends and artists here that made me smile each day with new art journals and kind messages of encouragement
Thank you all for sharing your joy and happiness with me
I say this because anything can happen I could die and never have told you all that you are Important to the world nothing is promised we can only leave it in the hands of fate
take care ..all of you and thank you Kane for all you have done you have my respect and admiration in life and after

be well and may the Light always shine upon you all

here is a journal entry from one miss TeshSilhou
"Recently i stumbled upon someone who's using a adult game to upload such content to FA. Okay understandable. Oh? You're going to say it's your work? Well then, last time i checked. The developers put the time into designing the content. Not you, so question is, why you claiming it's your work?

It's funny what people do to steal the hard work developers put into their "games" if you can call this a game."

Now ...I have had The Villa game for a number of years and have used its technology to create the 3d models you see here i can claim the creations as mine because they were not in game characters to begin with some of the women i have made with the program are real girls
also i spoke with the technology creators at Thrixxx and they said so long as the logo is on my pics i am no danger of being sued or put through any legal hostility

this user is THE only user that ha raised any complaints about my creations while true The technology allows me to create the models..it does not provide me with the complete means for skin hair and textures those must be created and uploaded to the *game itself* along with the faces which are also hand sculpted on the program I am still dealing with a few more weeks of cancer treatment and do not wish anyone anymore unpleasantness Miss if you are reading this I m sorry you feel the way you do but according to Thrixxx content I create through their technology is mine the and it clearly states on every pic i have made that it was created with Thrixxx Technology and...id like to point out other 3d games and programs have been used by others such as imvu virtual slave custom girl and daz3d all of which receive their respective recognition through brands at the bottom of every picture made

Now i want you to also remeber you blocked me before i could respond to ANY of your complaints so you being blocked is only natural with this i bid you good day miss TeshSilhou may the light always shine upon thee...

I thank you v.v I Love the older games when games were ...well fun no dlcs no add ons just fun when bits meant nothing and the games had quality only very few today live up to the old ways very few...the Industry needs to take a step back and revisit its roots no not just through the release of retro discs...of dlcs...but with an anniversary cart based consoles imagine the old being made new again games from our past improved but with the same style we grew up with and the younger generation looking on in wonder as back lit gameboys 32 bit NES with great classics snes sleeker but made to play those same great games you loved
The Industry needs to back up 2 decades and just let us...HAVE fun!
I write also because i was prompted by 2 very sweet individuals Teenkitsune and a new friend by the name of Emily Swinson both inspire me to create more and keep my Love for the old while embracing the new as well until next time all
keep creating and never stop and never lose the love for your old games because they were your beginning...and paved the way for the future...also special a mention for CinCoon who gave a wonderful comment that also inspired me to write this journal

Its been only 2 weeks...since she was taken from me..I miss her every single day...
but I have a reminder of her ....her etchings and an unexpected creation by the one and only Dullvivid..
Eve she is kind heated girl who was in an accident caused by a relative named Catherine...Eve looks up to her ...trying to emulate her look...but I think..she is great with her own adorable look
Eve is my reminder of how someone who is limited by illness or disability can still remain positive and bright I am feeling better these days with The treatments nearing an end I am hopeful that my own illness will not remain and I can live a somewhat normal life...
Eve what can i say...shes another wonderful creation ...and one that has lifted my spirits as all my other friends works have also done
if anyone wishes to find out more about Dullvivid and eve and all his other wonderful works as well as his other half's works (Osakanater) who produces great DC pics and characters she also has some great stories and OCs that I am sure you shall all enjoy
please be sure to stop by and visit these 2 fantastic artists pages

I had new pics to post but will not be doing so I am still recovering from another bout of chemo...and ..sadness...I watched a girl not half my age fight her hardest...and she passed away in the room next to my own she was young and beautiful....and i thought...why...why not have taken me instead..?
But no...she was taken ...so much life left to live...its not fair...ITS NOT FAIR!!! WHY DID SHE HAVE TO BE THE ONE......why...not ;let me take her place...I would have sacrificed ..if only to see her live and and be great one day..i have only 3 of her etchings...she made them for me...as i sit and write I hold them close to me...and shed tears...I have so few joys in life...I do not wish to lose them...so I will ponder weather or not to continue to fight...for do not wish to see another young life be taken by deaths unforgiving hands...
Thank you all for listening...
Be well and keep creating...

https://youtu.be/o_qg34_WyzI

and I knew...Her name...It was.... Was Catherine...Catherine Astonnie...

she made astounding art...talent...that shall never be known ....because I was not taken instead...

I am home for a bit from my treatments I had a scare a few days back when i was told the cancer was trying to spread and reach stage 2 fortunately they caught this in time but now i must undergo at least 4 more weeks of treatment so the cancer can be fully eradicated i was sleeping in my room a few nights back under sedation a nurse was there monitoring my condition after a very long and painful treatment..she said and i am so embarrassed...that I kept saying a certain name over and over as i slept...those that have come to know me already know what name it was and only a few know how much adore the girl in question...I am feeling better now and will continue to fight the sickness tooth and nail...nothing is ever easy to who the girl was I can give but one hint as i am to afraid to say the name lest i be branded again v.v...
"eyes of gold and silk black hair evil smile but angelic intent, on manipulation she is bent
her figure and attitude all without compare adorned in piercings that shine and glare created
to be feared not loved...but shes beautiful and made as if she came from above a feeling in the heart that cannot be stopped once more i coin a phrase...with her...consistency is not.."

again I thank everyone for your watches your comments and your patience
be well all and Keep creating!

The differences...Kane(Dullvivid) has raised an interesting point in one of his pics called RoBoobs it is a rather whimsical pic and while i did laugh at why he drew it the comments most raised were a bit insulting to his point...
Interestingly enough cyborgs are different from robots...while robots are fully mechanical machinery with artificial AI cyborgs (both male and female have human AI/and enhanced AI)
The Theory for men is that most are body proud and even if transformed they wish to retain their masculinity
The Theory For women is that they too (most not all) are body proud and wish to retain a feminine look and wish to still feel attractive even in a cybernetic state more over females and males wish to retain their former selves even after prosthetic changes...I do understand The concern and why it is questioned though...
In a nut shell Female form is desirable to males and it has become a must to keep this form in all aspect after a female under goes her Prosthesis for strength durability and speed males of course desire the same to be attractive to other females and to retain muscle build and masculine form..those that questioned his pic or made insulting comments are ignorant to this fact never assume anything from The artist as I remember his quote "consistency is not"
Give respect where it is due and enjoy the artwork he has to offer he has become even better beyond what anyone would have thought this said again Give The man his respect and comment on his works with that same respect...

I thank you all for listening have great weekend...

Happy birthday To Mr Kane (Dullvivid) may he have many more and may all his Birthday wishes come true
Though I am unable to post this to his page ..I hold no grudge nor malice...for i wish him all the best

Good Day to all well since my arrival back here I have received lots of love for my creations and I have seen so many new artists and their creations as well My Illness Has not hindered me from doing what I love and enjoy also I have put off posting sex Pics due to the fact My own 3d Model is in them it looks similar to me (before the scarring and weight loss) plus I am not as fit in real life as before the illness
i will leave it up to my watchers to vote on weather i should post sexual images with my models or not you may comment on this and if i have enough yes votes i will begin doing so if not then we will leave things as they are ^^
and i would also like to pint out the last post including Dullvivids creation Catherine Raven Croft that small set was posted because i wanted to give my opinion on an artist who shall remain unnamed for saying "she is'nt real" this particular artist should be avoided at all costs that said..
we shall move on beyond this small mindedness
DullVivid Himself however is a great artist and should have all the support and encouragement as possible if you have the time and notion please do check out his page and works some will make you laugh others will leave you breathless either or he is worth your time
and for those who want to know I have a month of Chemo Left the cancer has been pushed back further now and the doctor says i can cease the painful treatments as soon as august 29th if all goes well..
Now then enjoy the weekend all may heath and happiness be with each and everyone of you

with heavy heart i give a moment of silence to Satoru Iwata 1959-2015
The President of Nintendo passed away at the age of 55 leaving a 50 year legacy of games...fun and smiling children all over the globe The Word Nintendo Means *We Do The Best We Can* and he and his staff embodied that for they did the very best for us the players and even inadvertently gave birth to the rival PlayStation many need to give thanks to him for without nintendo others wonderful games and systems could never have existed and Satoru Iwata was the core of it all Thank you all for listening and many thanks to Nintendo without My Game Boy i do not think i would have kept my sanity so long ago Thanks for Listening Friends may he rest in the peace his work not yet finished but even in death he may find a way v.v

https://youtu.be/g3dIWyvNoxM

one of many joys simple yet fun brought to us here in the US from the an who did the best that he could...

It is during this time i am afforded a reprieve from the chemo treatments i have begun taking the days are long and the pain is almost unbearable ...but when i am home and I come here i see so much love and happiness in this community but there are those that come here...not to create but to destroy...to belittle others work to harass and cause mayhem...those individuals cannot be reached...and should not be allowed or afforded to become a cancer to this community....
Alfred could not have said this better ...
"Some men do not have a Rhyme or Reason..some Men Just want to watch the world Burn.."
I am stricken with stage one Lung cancer and will not back down from it...
I have had Bouts of Depression Yet..I am able to fight it back tooth and nail...
I have dealt with siblings and parents alike treating me inhumanly which is why I live now on my own and alone I forgave My family long ago...
and they are here Now wanting to help me if they can...
I Am recovering from The bouts of Chemo scared in my face and body as a result I will never be the same ...But I will keep living..Why..because Life is worth Living when you have Friends and family that still love you and care for you
and here...the creations of color and vividness also bring me Joy I thank those that grant me the privilege of watching their fantastic creations here you all have my respect always keep creating and never stop...for creation...is what makes us all whole...

thank you for listening to my ramblings have a good night everyone...

since reviving this account I have made at least one nice friend I shall post a few 3d works here soon and hopefully make more nice Friends the fourth was wonderful quiet and peaceful i have also written a story or 2 I may post i also hope to leave my own past behind as come here more often to dwell and spend my remaining time i thank you young one for speaking to me so kindly may your days be long and blessed and my your hands be blessed with more creations
The sickness that binds me shortens my time but i will continue to fight so long as I have my work my Friends and art...to keep my heart light and free

fighting it is hard...artwork and design keep me alive..
so long as I can create and see creation....i will continue to fight..