If I try giving story commissions a try, would anyone be interested in that? I'm still unsure if I'll actually open them, but it could be a fun way to expand my writing skills and write about stuff other than my sona.

I recently lost half my job because of some BS outside of our control, so my pay will be reduced with the fewer hours... I'll see what other options I have before I commit to commissions or finding some other solution or just grinning and bearing it.

I don't want to guilt people here into giving me money, ESPECIALLY if it's through a Ko-fi or GoFundMe or something where they don't get something in return. I'd much rather do story commissions than take a freebie like that, I'd just feel shitty and like I'm taking advantage of people's kindness.

Anyway, let me know what you all think of the story comm idea!

P.S. don't ask about art commissions, my drawing skills are not good enough to justify any price tag lmao--

Hey all, I know it's been a while, and I'm sorry for that.

My emotions have been on an overall upward trajectory, but it's still a roller coaster sometimes. If you follow my Bsky, you'd know I was in a massive littlespace mood all yesterday morning. (That was mostly because of rediscovering old movies I watched as an actual toddler. I was legit crying, dude...)

But for a good bit of the afternoon when that euphoria wore off, I just felt depressed and afraid. It really sucked. But again, overall upward trajectory, I haven't thought about hurting myself in a good while.

I wanna try and kick that sadness and lack of motivation. I wanna get back into the art practicing and story writing. If you guys have any character or scenario suggestions, I may try doodling them or writing a quick blurb about them to get back into the groove a bit.

Thanks everyone for your support. I love you all, and I hope to see you soon.

Don't expect much kink stuff from me for a good while. Everything in the past few days has got me spiraling.

I can't think about happy or horny stuff because my brain is too fogged up with stress over the current news, anger over being related to delusional asshats that still support this government, and even h*rming myself because there doesn't seem to be any other way out.

I don’t know if I can handle myself at this point, but I hope you all can take care of yourselves. Love you all.