http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xonXxz4DRe8
i'm insane in the membrane

I just got my ID card in the mail today. Now I can buy cigarettes without any trouble.
Some people wouldn't let me get any with the temporary ID. They said "It is illegal. I can get arrested." WELL THAT SHOWS A RECIEPT # AND DECLARES ON THE TOP "TEMPORARY ID" damn... Some people.

it's too complicated. i can't get help from anyone on how to start, everyone keeps directing me somewheres else and i don't even know what to do.

(Don't read this if you think this is a cry for attention. i don't like being the center of attention.)
I feel horrible in the position i'm living with. I have 2 brothers that are identical twins and they are 15 years old. I am 18 years old and already graduated from high school. Mark is the older twin by 3 min. He plays MW2. Way too much to the point in where he is the best player in every set he plays in team deathmatch and he would complain whenever he dies. He ends up with the most kills in the team. I share a room with him. He complains about everything I do. He bitches to the point to where i can't handle the fact that I need to control myself. I get closer and closer to killing that son of a bitch. And Mathew, the younger twin, is just a fucking pain in the ass. He whines about everything and I can't live with him. His voice is just enough to offend me. I just want to get up and punch him in his fucking mouth until I shut him up for good. I don't know what to do and i can't ignore them if they are loud enough to hear them all through out the house. None of these two shit heads listen to a damn word I have to say, and that is enough for me to get up close and personal with them. I try so hard to keep myself together but they act worse and worse every day. what can i do to stop all this?

I bought a new Pellet gun succesfully without my parents being around at academy.
I took the bus. It's a Daisy Powerline 880S. check out the pictures. And feel free to leave comments.

What I don't understand is how the mexicans think they are really cool doing bullshit like what happened to my since yesterday and today. WELL I HAVE FUCKING HAD ENOUGH OF IT. I WILL NOT STAND TO SEE THIS ANY LONGER! If mexicans don't want to see white people, then what the fuck are they doing in the United States in the first place anyway? I went to this store called "La Fiesta" a couple of blocks down this street from my house. Well as I walked in these cashiers started to talk bad about me and my mom in spanish. First off: WE ARE ITALIAN! We understand about half the shit that those fucking retards say in spanish! Second: White people were here first. If they think that these bastards can just waltz right in the US and act like they belong here, then raise their countries' flag, then that is just full of shit.
Today, I was at school on the computer learning russian on LiveMocha, and this fucking guy who is in a mexican gang tells me that I am retarded for learning russian. Its a more advanced language, that they will never understand. And he also said that russian people are stupid. THEY ARE NOT. WHAT HE DOESN'T UNDERSTAND IS THAT HE IS BEING A DUMBASS AND ONLY WANTS TO PAY ATTENTION TO HIS COUNTRY. IF HE LIKES MEXICO SO MUCH, THEN WHY IS HE EVEN HERE? damn these people don't seem to fucking care.

I am going to build my own weapons and want to come up with names that sound cool.
I want to make a set of nunchucks similar to the cerebus from Devil may cry 3. It will have black handles and a red engraving of the weapon. It has to have somewhat of a russian accent in the name because i'm learning the language and want to put it in the cryillic alphabet.
I already have a name for the black sword I own. Banshee. sounds cool to me.
any ideas would be great.

Someone talk to me. I don't care what you talk about. I am willing to listen to anything and everything you want to talk about!
you can IM me on yahoo. just PM me if you want to chat.

I am in much need of help.
What's the problem?:
I have another horrible case of ARTISTS BLOCK!!! *echo noise*
What you can do to help:
I need idea off new material to draw. If you have ever noticed that my characters usually wear the same kind of clothes, I want that to change. But the problem is that I want to draw them wearing t-shirts with designs. I can't do that. i always run out of room whenever i draw the design on the shirt.
I am going to upload pictures of the shirts i own in real life and see if any of you (Watchers/artists) can jot that down on paper or the computer, whichever you feel comfortable using.
All you need to draw is the shirt, not the character wearing the shirt.

Thank you for your time.
Grazie!!!

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I found a website that actually teaches you another language for free.

I have been learning russian, and so far, i have learned certain words but still got a lot to work on. Livemocha.com im already going to finish lesson 3,4 and 5 when i get the chance. And the best thing is that site isn't blocked by my school's computers. that shit really pisses me off. this site isn't blocked there either but i would not go on this site in public. FA is like a private hideout where i can talk to random people.
Yeah so back to livemocha, it's like rosetta stone but for free.

hooray!

ok so for those of you watching me (you know who you are ^_^)
if you have noticed i finally had some time to update my profile. so my myspace, xbl gamertag, youtube, and finally setup a twitter account. my usernames are included.
(im not done updating twitter though)
I was playing Devil May Cry 4 and had beaten the game in son of sparda mode. (that pissed me off. it took me a long time to get it done) well i unlocked dante must die and heaven or hell modes and tried out dmd mode. i kept dying on the first fucking mission. >:( but tried out heavon or hell mode. so im playing it and everything i shoot at dies in one shot. and im thinking to myself: "there is no fucking way it could really be that easy..." then it turns out that heaven or hell is a "Kill or be killed" situation. lol so you HAVE to be the one to make the first attack or if an enemy hits you first, its curtains! you only have 4 chances or the mission ends to finish the mission. meaning you have full health and 3 gold orbs at the beginning of the mission.
if you die 3 times you lost all your gold orbs and if you take one more hit, your ass is good as dead. lol so i was right from the beginning that: "YOU MUST NEVER UNDERESTIMATE A GAME'S DIFFICULTY!"

Today I got to use a chainsaw!!
it was cool.

yes im already home. and im trying to get some artwork up. i have been drawing a lot lately but nothing ever shows up right. so for those who watch me for my artwork, bear with me. i shall post something up sooner or later!

- Luigi Monterosso, DOWN AND OUT!

yup. im in freakin vegas!! unfortunatley this will be the last stop of my spring break trip.
i will be there until wednesday.

I have bought a sketch book at walgreens and I will call it "The sketchy book of ideas and stuff" so my sketch book will only contain ideas for any new comics that I decide to make. I want to do animations but don't have proper programs. I learned the basics of Adobe Flash CS4 but I don't have the program on the computer at home. So if you are wandering, "How did he learn it without the program?" The answer to your question: I had BCIS I class and did all my work, and i finished before everyone else because i typed the fastest out of the whole class. im a senior and everyone else is a freshman. So with all the free time i had in that class, i played around with flash cs4 and looked up tutorials on basic animation. But then I dropped the last 4 classes so i could go to school for half a day. That means they dropped my bcis class which i had for 7th period. I don't have that class anymore so i can't mess with flash cs4 anymore. (I know I know. bummer, right?) But there's your news for today!

THANK YOU FOR ALL YOU WATCHING ME!!!!

Well My dad came back from Las Vegas and had a really cool time.
I am 17 yrs and I smoke, (nothing to be proud of and smoking cigarettes DOES NOT make you look cool.) But heres where i'm getting at: me and my dad smoke marlboro's lights 100's and in san antonio one pack of lights 100's cost like $6.00
In Las Vegas, Marlboro lights 100's cost around $10.00. CAN YOU FUCKING BELIEVE THAT?!?!?? The same brand, same kind of cigarettes in two different cities differ BIG TIME in the cost. Damn!!!
but he did get me a really cool shirt. check it out! http://www.furaffinity.net/view/3488330

In addition to the whole "trippin out" situation, i have a real good ideas for drawing, but can no longer draw for an unknown reason. i want to try using a computer to draw
(im using GIMP 2.0) and no matter how hard i try to do the sketch, it will never go as i planned. i don't know what to do and right now i'm fixing to throw the fucking laptop against the wall!!! i'm freaking out and trying to get a grip. But then another problem arrives!! I CAN'T DRAW EVEN ON FUCKIN' PAPER!!! What the hell happened to me?? could I have lost my art skills completely for good?? I'm at home, the one place where ideas are never written or drawn. i can never draw at home and i don't go to school until monday and even i have not drawn a single damn picture.
I want to get out of this whole messy situation by at least getting some sleep but i'm fucking restless. i took some sleeping pills (i only take 2 which usually knocks me out in around 5 min. or so.) and they don't work no more. I don't want to take anymore than what i'm supposed to. So as of now, I'm stuck in my own mind.
Man this sucks ass. i have no idea what to do and no one to to talk to (except my brothers and they are a pain in the ass to talk to) and im bored as hell.

https://www.formspring.me/combaticus666
i don't care what you ask. you ask, i answer.
Is any one reeading these? cause if no one is even reading this then i don't know why im even wasting my time here. i'm gonna go smoke a cig.

if you want to ask me questions feel free to do so.
http://www.formspring.me/Combaticus666

http://www.furaffinity.net/view/3387883
i drew a new character for my comic series and don't know what colors to use.

Natural Hair Color:
[] Brown - $100
[] Blonde - $75
[] Black - $15
[] Bald - $5
[x] Other-$50

Eye Color:
[] Brown - $50
[] Green - $100
[] Blue - $150
[] Hazel - $75
[x] Other - $15

Height:
[] Over 7′ - $200
[] 6′8″ to 7′ - $175
[] 6′0″ to 6′7″ - $150
[x] 5′5″ to 5′11″ - $75
[] 5′4″ to 5′10″ - $85
[] Under 5′4 - $95

Age:
[] 50 to 56 - $175
[] 46 to 50 - $150
[] 41 to 45 - $125
[] 31 to 40 - $100
[] 26 to 30 - $75
[] 21 to 25 - $50
[] 19 to 20 - $25 (you would think that with prostitutes this would constitute more money)
[x] 0 to 18 - $100

Birth Order:
[] Twins or more than twins - $750
[x] First Born - $320
[] Only Child - $250
[] Second born - $150
[] Middle child - $100
[] Last Born - $100
[] third born - $550
[] fourth born - $300
[] fifth born - $400
[] sixth born -$215

Drink?
[x] I did like once - $400
[] Only Holidays or Occasions - $250
[] Sometimes - $215
[] YES - $200
[] only weekends - $300
[] Every other day - $50
[] Once a day - $15
[] I live from the bottle - $Bankrupt$ [[back to $ZERO]]
[] No - $600

Vision?
[] perfect vision $400
[] need/have glasses/contacts but don't wear them $200
[] No correction $100
[] Glasses $50
[x] contacts $25
[] Surgical correction -$100

Shoe Size:
[] 13+ - $300
[] 12 and a half to 13 - $250
[] 11 to 12 - $400
[x] 7 to 10 - $500 (and with guys you might think that this would constitute less money XD)
[] Under 7- $400

Favorite Colors (two):
[] Green-$750
[] Red - $600
[] Black - $100
[x] Yellow -$475
[] Brown - $300
[] Purple - $225
[] White - $400
[] Aqua - $350
[] Orange - $300
[x] Blue - $300
[] Pink - $100
[] Other - $500

Letter your middle name(s) start with:
[] a-f - $50
[] g-k - $175
[] l-p - $300
[x] q-u - $350
[] v-z -$250

Bedroom walls- select all that apply!
[] white - $110
[] green - $330
[x] black - $110
[] purple - $220
[] orange/red/yellow - $330
[] blue - $220
[] other - $350

First letter of the person you last talked to
[] a,b,c,d,e,f,g,h,i - $100
[x] j,k,l,m,n,o,p,q,r - $50
[] s,t,u,v,w,x,y, - $200
[] z - $250

Did you use a calculator to add it all up?
[x] Yes $0 (im not going to lie. i fucking suck with numbers)
[]Nope- $1000
[] some- $750

Total Amount: $2770

Repost this as: I cost $3300 a night

if you are online and saw this journal, then just comment on any part of my page or artwork. i don't care what you put, as long as it keeps me entertained.
plz. i am super bored right now and i have nothing to do!!!

I DEMAND YOUR ENTERTAINMENT PPL!!!!

i might start drawing pics for other people upon request. but just for those who might be interested, i am still kinda getting the hang of drawing the basic materials.
i am doing this because im almost moving out of my house soon. sooooo that means i need to get a job. but since i have a really bad temper, i don't think i will get along with fellow employees. plus i smoked weed before and need it out of my system completely. but this is the only easy way to make some money to get a head start.
the only thing that might question my mind about this is i have never been paid before to draw a pictue for other people. and i don't like drawing complicated stuff.
and if i start charging people for commissions, i don't have a paypal account. and won't look foward to starting one. so my other methods would probably be money order or check. most of my art is simple and some what "low quality" due to the fact that i don't know how to work photoshop and i don't have a drawing tablet.
it would have to be on paper and i will upload it with my scanner. you will have to remember that my scanner is fucking retarded and possibly scan it a the wrong angle.