I know I haven't been active much here in a long time. Alot of things happened over the past year. Now is the time to reflect on it all. I've met some amazing people and some that I really don't care much for. Then again, that's just the way life goes. I won't name any names, everyone I'm talking about knows where they stand with me. But perhaps the most exciting thing this year for me has happened in the past couple weeks. I met a wonder person who has made my life complete. They started as a pet and quickly proved to be more than anything I could have asked for. Also, big plans are in store for me in Second Life as a friend and I have plans to build a Sci Fi sim since there seems to be a lack of truly Fur friendly sims, or at least what I have seen. But as it stands, the infamous space pirate Tiza'shara is about to make a return. She may not be the same set crazed deviant she was before, but no less sassy and rough around the edges.

Thanks for reading and I hope everyone has a happy Holiday Season.

So many emotions pent up... So many things have happened. Guess its just me looking back at life. In 4 months I'll be hitting the big 3 0.Just thought by now I would have some things figured out. A mate, maybe some little sharklets swimming about. Not that I'm giving up on that, just taking a monent to collect my thoughts and vent a bit. Thanks to all my wonderful friends. You guys have really helped me these past few months. My life has really been a drama fest these past 6 months. Things are getting better though. Like usual I wilk just keep moving forward. Its really the only thing I know how to do. Reflecting on the past only brings me down. I can see the light over the horizon and I will follow its glow through the darkness.

So, I know that not many of you really know me. I'm not looking for pity or sympathy, I just have to get this off my chest.

After many sleepless nights lately, I'm making the biggest change of my life. I'm leaving the partner I've been with for over 7 years now. I've been the solo provider for the last 4 and am at my wit's end. This last paycheck, all the money in our account was gone in 3 days. I get paid every two weeks. I was left with $40 to last me two weeks to my next payday and I drive 100 miles every days round trip to and from work. My entire paycheck was spend on my partner's bills and groceries(none of which were for me). It's clear to me now that my partner has no respect for me at all. After years of all my friends and family asking why I'm still here, I've grown tired of making excuses. I'm just done. I've tried talking to my partner, but I get no response and they won't even looks away from their computer screen to look at me when I talk.

The worst part of this is I'm going to have to house my cat at my mother's house who hates my cat while I move in with a friend who has agreed to let me stay rent free for a month while I get myself together and find an old junkpile car I can drive back and forth to work because the car I currently use belongs to my partner.

So, say a prayer, send good vibes, wish me luck, sacrifice a virgin goat, whatever it is that you do or believe in, things are about to get rough for me.

Well, I finally got around to doing this. Here's my results. Answered honestly and I'm kinda surprised.

You Scored as Experimental



Experimental
89%
Exhibitionist / Voyeur
86%
Switch
86%
Dominant
68%
Submissive
64%
Bondage
46%
Vanilla
39%
Degradation
25%
Sadist
14%
Masochist
0%

I do like to watch. ^.~

So, first of all, Yay for my first journal! Now, to business.

I'm broke, like badly broke. I work hard like no one believes, but my bills are such that I end up having no money the day after I get my paychecks. So now I'm offering my services... as a writer you pervs. XD

But seriously, I'm not sure how this really works. I have 0 talent as an artist, so instead, I'm offering to write up sexy scenes for cash. Of course I don't think that I will make as much money as an artist, but every $ helps by me food. And food is good.

I'm still working on my commission details, but if this is something that interests you, PM me and give me some details.