I got a job! AND IMPORTANT NEWS
Posted 4 years agoSo, as some of you have probably noticed. Ive been streaming a lot less lately. Its because in the light of my health getting better ive decided to go back into what i wanted to in high school, engineering! (Oh, and i also passed my motorcycle training class, hehe. Just need to go to the dmv to get my license. And I started a new bank account so i could get a starter credit card so i could buy a motorcycle to replace my scooter eventually. Anyway, you get it. Life stuff)
College became out of the question so after a lot of thinking i decided on autotech, and today i just got a job at an oil change place, my first step into the industry, yay!! I Just realized these past few months that my livestreams became less of my art being the content, and me being the content instead, and thats just not what I wanted to do. So after A lot of thought, and time, and preperation. And the realization that I cant make everyone happy, and I need to be finantially stable someday. I have decided to Let my art again just be a hobby like it used to be.
In the future, i will open commissions again. And the commissions I have now will hopefully be done within the next two months or so as i get used to my new schedule.
Thank you all for supporting me these past three years, and even longer in the future. You gave me a place to turn to when i was nearly bedridden, Supported me through multiple scary injuries and hospital visits, and watched as i slowly got my life back and started to find my place in this world i had given up on. I never thought id make it this far. I almost died, several times. But im here, 8 months seizure free and standing strong. Im getting freedom i gave up on, its hard to wrap my mind around.
Anyway, long winded speech aside. Im not giving up on art, hell, ill still post here time to time. Its just going from being my main job to a fun small side thing while i work on my journey to become a cool badass super car mechanic.
Love you all, guys. So so much
College became out of the question so after a lot of thinking i decided on autotech, and today i just got a job at an oil change place, my first step into the industry, yay!! I Just realized these past few months that my livestreams became less of my art being the content, and me being the content instead, and thats just not what I wanted to do. So after A lot of thought, and time, and preperation. And the realization that I cant make everyone happy, and I need to be finantially stable someday. I have decided to Let my art again just be a hobby like it used to be.
In the future, i will open commissions again. And the commissions I have now will hopefully be done within the next two months or so as i get used to my new schedule.
Thank you all for supporting me these past three years, and even longer in the future. You gave me a place to turn to when i was nearly bedridden, Supported me through multiple scary injuries and hospital visits, and watched as i slowly got my life back and started to find my place in this world i had given up on. I never thought id make it this far. I almost died, several times. But im here, 8 months seizure free and standing strong. Im getting freedom i gave up on, its hard to wrap my mind around.
Anyway, long winded speech aside. Im not giving up on art, hell, ill still post here time to time. Its just going from being my main job to a fun small side thing while i work on my journey to become a cool badass super car mechanic.
Love you all, guys. So so much
Historic winter storm, sorry for being absent !
Posted 5 years agoHey guys, hopefully this posts. I have two bars of data and no internet cause of this damn storm. It’s the most snow I’ve ever seen. I saw I have a few notes but I can’t respond to them until I have a reliable connection. I promise I’ll get back to you, and hope everyone else is staying warm!
Historic winter storm, sorry for being absent !
Posted 5 years agoHey guys, hopefully this posts. I have two bars of data and no internet cause of this damn storm. It’s the most snow I’ve ever seen. I saw I have a few notes but I can’t respond to them until I have a reliable connection. I promise I’ll get back to you, and hope everyone else is staying warm!
Why I havent been super active (save me)
Posted 5 years agoSorry for not being so active on here guys, a lots been going on and ive been doing my best to keep up with everything but my dumb smooth brain keeps forgetting to POST here. Im really active on twitch so if you wanna keep up with me check there!
I feel I owe an explanation. Long story short, my parents are getting divorced, im stuck in the middle, and money is pretty tight and about to be even tighter cause i have to MOVE into a place alone. Rent is higher and i have to cover utilities and food all myself.
(Im trying to get food stamps but i got the request for more info the day the letters were due back, the actual food stamps card that says i just needed to activate it, then a rejection letter saying i dont apply since im not disabled (which i am) and dont have kids. This morning I call to set up the food stamps card, set it up, then only after the fact it tells me i dont have any benefits. Idk wtf to even DO)
So uh, yeah, Im hanging in there! If anyone could spare some support I would really apricate it. Please send me a note for commission info or even subscribe to be on twitch to get a free sketch and access to all of my patreon illustrations on my personal discord server!
Twitch: https://www.twitch.tv/togomimori
Patreon: https://www.patreon.com/togomimori
Commission info: https://www.furaffinity.net/journal/9260716
I feel I owe an explanation. Long story short, my parents are getting divorced, im stuck in the middle, and money is pretty tight and about to be even tighter cause i have to MOVE into a place alone. Rent is higher and i have to cover utilities and food all myself.
(Im trying to get food stamps but i got the request for more info the day the letters were due back, the actual food stamps card that says i just needed to activate it, then a rejection letter saying i dont apply since im not disabled (which i am) and dont have kids. This morning I call to set up the food stamps card, set it up, then only after the fact it tells me i dont have any benefits. Idk wtf to even DO)
So uh, yeah, Im hanging in there! If anyone could spare some support I would really apricate it. Please send me a note for commission info or even subscribe to be on twitch to get a free sketch and access to all of my patreon illustrations on my personal discord server!
Twitch: https://www.twitch.tv/togomimori
Patreon: https://www.patreon.com/togomimori
Commission info: https://www.furaffinity.net/journal/9260716
Important updates please please read
Posted 5 years agoHey guys, as you might know a few weeks ago I had something called a video EEG done. It was a brain scan. Just talked to my doctor, my video EEG came back abnormal, so I have to go to a neurologist. this might affect my upload and streaming schedule, so i figured I should update you guys.
Another thing that might be affecting my schedule is I have been getting harassed on twitch recently. Yesterday being the worst. Last week I had to deal with someone sending me a picture of them on the toilet and yesterday I had to deal with an actual nazi harassing me for nudes and trying to find out my address under 5 different twitch accounts and a twitter. Please report the twitter HimmlerPapa if you can, they have threatened to leak my address.
Thank you for reading, I will try to keep everyone updated.
Another thing that might be affecting my schedule is I have been getting harassed on twitch recently. Yesterday being the worst. Last week I had to deal with someone sending me a picture of them on the toilet and yesterday I had to deal with an actual nazi harassing me for nudes and trying to find out my address under 5 different twitch accounts and a twitter. Please report the twitter HimmlerPapa if you can, they have threatened to leak my address.
Thank you for reading, I will try to keep everyone updated.
so, im gonna be a cyborg all week
Posted 5 years agoSo, u know that test? that long test where i sit in a bed for 6-8 hours? well, i dont have to sit in a bed all day, Ill only be at the office for probably an hour or two
but i DO have to wear that fucking WIRE HAT for like basically three days
it scans my brain for 2 and I have to wait till fuck knows when on saturday to get it off. What a great way to spend my weekend!
Anyway, if I can stream at all, my webcam and mic will probably not be on. Thanks for understanding.
somehow this posted twice and i just noticed, weird
but i DO have to wear that fucking WIRE HAT for like basically three days
it scans my brain for 2 and I have to wait till fuck knows when on saturday to get it off. What a great way to spend my weekend!
Anyway, if I can stream at all, my webcam and mic will probably not be on. Thanks for understanding.
somehow this posted twice and i just noticed, weird
Change up in streams!
Posted 5 years agoHello my dudes this week i will be streaming TODAY instead of TOMORROW because I have a SHITTY MEDICAL TEST TOMORROW AND I AM NOT LOOKING FORWARD TO IT
anyway come watch me on twitch
https://www.twitch.tv/togomimori
anyway come watch me on twitch
https://www.twitch.tv/togomimori
Forgot to update yall yesterday, oopsie
Posted 5 years agoSorry for not streaming! I was on and off the phone all day with doctors and stuff. Doing medical stuff online is so fucking?? gross?? so much new paperwork??
Anyway wanted to stream today to make up for it but my meds were upped and I need to make sure I dont die today. Ill be back tomorrow~
Anyway wanted to stream today to make up for it but my meds were upped and I need to make sure I dont die today. Ill be back tomorrow~
No stream tomorrow
Posted 5 years agoYeah it’s the usual. Had a seizure. Don’t worry though this one wasn’t as bad and I’ll be back next week.
Starting in an hour!
Posted 5 years agohey dudes, wanted to see what starting alittle later would do for me since my views have dropped a bit and 11-12 is usually so empty i figured i should just use that time for other things
anyway, hope to see you guys there, commissions are open!
anyway, hope to see you guys there, commissions are open!
Easing back into things
Posted 5 years agoI have a doctors appointment soon and im going crazy from not working so next week, Im gonna try to stream a little and get some work done.
And with how uh, many times ive fallen and hurt myself this month, im thinking of investing into a better wheelchair. Mines one of those cheap transport ones and its waaaaaay too big for me... So gotta hope that my doctor will prescribe one and insurance will help or im spending 2000 out of pocket. (They make anti fall stuff for wheelchairs dude! I Could have a seizure strapped into one and be completely fine!)
I Will probably still be easing myself into things. I cant stream much, and my face isnt really back to its former glory yet. But I need to do SOMETHING i haven't been productive in TWO WEEKS.
Anyways, if two hours streaming for two days next week sounds ok, please leave me a comment!
And with how uh, many times ive fallen and hurt myself this month, im thinking of investing into a better wheelchair. Mines one of those cheap transport ones and its waaaaaay too big for me... So gotta hope that my doctor will prescribe one and insurance will help or im spending 2000 out of pocket. (They make anti fall stuff for wheelchairs dude! I Could have a seizure strapped into one and be completely fine!)
I Will probably still be easing myself into things. I cant stream much, and my face isnt really back to its former glory yet. But I need to do SOMETHING i haven't been productive in TWO WEEKS.
Anyways, if two hours streaming for two days next week sounds ok, please leave me a comment!
I’m hurt again, oops.....
Posted 5 years agoI had just got my stitches out and gotten lunch with my mom, and oopsie! Threw myself into a car and had a seizure scuffing myself up just as bad as before. Didn’t reopen my stitches thankfully , and didn’t need more. But my face looks even worse and I just ... feel awful.
I might have to take another week but I don’t really know if I can afford too. If you are able and feel you want to, please donate to my kofi, it would help a lot!
https://ko-fi.com/former
Anyway, stay healthy guys, love you
I might have to take another week but I don’t really know if I can afford too. If you are able and feel you want to, please donate to my kofi, it would help a lot!
https://ko-fi.com/former
Anyway, stay healthy guys, love you
What happened, and streaming update!
Posted 5 years agoHey guys! Im doing much much better now, and I get my stitches out monday!. I still need just a few more days so I can get back into the swing of things, I might stream for just a little bit monday, as I can finally talk again. But I wont have my webcam on for a few more days because I cant exactly put any makeup on over my uh, wound(?) for a while.
Thank you everyone for being so understanding. I know this happens a lot so im always thankful for the people that understand I need time to heal. I did a poor job of properly explaining what happened, so Ill do my best now to give details without being too gory
I fell from a bar stool while painting when i started to have a seizure. My muscle spasms caused by the seizure caused me to slam my face repeatedly onto a plastic paint pallete that was in my hand. Giving myself a nasty black eye (that i still have) and cutting open the space under my eyebrow to where I needed 4 stitches. The pallete was shattered into a bajillion little pieces and I cut up my knee pretty bad too, and bruised my other one something awful. Becuase of me hitting my face on the floor my teeth gave the inside of my lip blisters and i couldnt eat or drink much or talk at all without feeling like pure fucking hell. Honestly my eye didnt hurt much and my mouth was 95% of my problems. Also I somehow covered myself in yellow paint. It was everywhere. I still dont know how I did it but damn i sure turned myself into one bruised banana.
Anyway, thats what happened. My two main concerns were honestly A:I JUST FILLED THAT PALLETE WITH NEW PAINT and B:Oh god oh shit did i fuck up my painting and good news! I was able to salvage most of the paint into a new pallete and my painting is fine! Huzzah! Sorry for the essay, Im really excited to be back soon, miss you guys a bunch. Love you guys!
Thank you everyone for being so understanding. I know this happens a lot so im always thankful for the people that understand I need time to heal. I did a poor job of properly explaining what happened, so Ill do my best now to give details without being too gory
I fell from a bar stool while painting when i started to have a seizure. My muscle spasms caused by the seizure caused me to slam my face repeatedly onto a plastic paint pallete that was in my hand. Giving myself a nasty black eye (that i still have) and cutting open the space under my eyebrow to where I needed 4 stitches. The pallete was shattered into a bajillion little pieces and I cut up my knee pretty bad too, and bruised my other one something awful. Becuase of me hitting my face on the floor my teeth gave the inside of my lip blisters and i couldnt eat or drink much or talk at all without feeling like pure fucking hell. Honestly my eye didnt hurt much and my mouth was 95% of my problems. Also I somehow covered myself in yellow paint. It was everywhere. I still dont know how I did it but damn i sure turned myself into one bruised banana.
Anyway, thats what happened. My two main concerns were honestly A:I JUST FILLED THAT PALLETE WITH NEW PAINT and B:Oh god oh shit did i fuck up my painting and good news! I was able to salvage most of the paint into a new pallete and my painting is fine! Huzzah! Sorry for the essay, Im really excited to be back soon, miss you guys a bunch. Love you guys!
Health update
Posted 5 years agoWell I am now back home and doing a little better. It still hurts to talk and my left eye is completely purple. I havent really been able to draw at all these past few days but im going to do my best to ease myself back into things. Im really sorry about all of this and I am doing my best to recover.
Good news tho is I was able to salvage paint from my shattered paint pallete and my painting avoided getting ruined. Both of which were my main concerns (I should probably worry more about myself tho huh LOL)
Anyway I should be back next week for streaming after I get my stitches out and my mouth is healed. I hope everyone else is doing well, stay healthy!
Good news tho is I was able to salvage paint from my shattered paint pallete and my painting avoided getting ruined. Both of which were my main concerns (I should probably worry more about myself tho huh LOL)
Anyway I should be back next week for streaming after I get my stitches out and my mouth is healed. I hope everyone else is doing well, stay healthy!
Hey guys, I got pretty hurt
Posted 5 years agoHey guys, had a seizure yesterday and long story short I bruised the hell out of my whole face. (Along with shattering my paint pallet and easel....) so, it might be a few days that I’m at my parents place since I can’t even wash my own hair or get my face wet. So, sorry... I’ll do my best to get better soon ! Streams probably cancelled till next week
Edit:forgot to mention that I had to get four stitches in my eyebrow, lol
And thank you for the well wishes!
Edit:forgot to mention that I had to get four stitches in my eyebrow, lol
And thank you for the well wishes!
No stream today, and some words from me
Posted 5 years agoHey dudes! No stream today. I dont really have too good a reason other than I just dont feel too up to it? There was no one there yesterday and the day before was pretty quiet too. So Im just gonna chalk it up to it being a slow week and go for a better one next week!
Also, theres some pretty terrible, terrible, horrid things going on in the world right now. Im not really one for politics, because (as selfish as this may sound) I have enough problems in my own life with my health problems, and being scared to go outside doesnt really make things better because I get sick so easy. And with my anxiety being so bad normally, digging too deep into the horrid state of the world doesnt well... really help. But even though im not POC myself, seeing what is going on made me want to say something, even if it doesnt make any change. I hope you are are staying safe, and all of the almost 450 of you that watch me mean the world to me. I love you all and cant thank you enough for giving me a second chance at life and the opportunity to be at least a little independent.
Stay safe everyone, wash your hands, and give a loved one a phone call. Because lord only knows we could all use some kind words from family, whether it be blood related or not. <3
Also, theres some pretty terrible, terrible, horrid things going on in the world right now. Im not really one for politics, because (as selfish as this may sound) I have enough problems in my own life with my health problems, and being scared to go outside doesnt really make things better because I get sick so easy. And with my anxiety being so bad normally, digging too deep into the horrid state of the world doesnt well... really help. But even though im not POC myself, seeing what is going on made me want to say something, even if it doesnt make any change. I hope you are are staying safe, and all of the almost 450 of you that watch me mean the world to me. I love you all and cant thank you enough for giving me a second chance at life and the opportunity to be at least a little independent.
Stay safe everyone, wash your hands, and give a loved one a phone call. Because lord only knows we could all use some kind words from family, whether it be blood related or not. <3
streaming tomorrow!
Posted 5 years agoSince I missed today, figured Id make up for that by streaming tomorrow to make up for lost time and to stay on track. See yall at my normal time! (11am cdt)
No stream Monday
Posted 5 years agoHey dudes, sick from a seizure at my parents place. No stream Monday. Sorry!
Also here’s a reminder that I have 2 commission slots open!
Also here’s a reminder that I have 2 commission slots open!
Commissions are OPEN!
Posted 5 years agothere are 2-4 slots depending on how big the piece is. So come grab em if youre interested and shoot me a note!
Streams Resume Tomorrow (PLS READ)
Posted 5 years ago4 9 hour work days in a row and im in the place where i'll be streaming again tomorrow! Commissions also MIGHT be open start of next month if i can stay on track. Though a price update on colored sketches might be due AND a new cell shading color option for illustrations will be added! (for those who want more depth but not the full shading price)
Again I cant thank you all enough for the support as I work to grow as an artist and as a person. I Finally feel like I can start calling myself a professional <3 I cant wait to see what happens next, and its a nice glimpse of hope in these crazy times.
I hope everyone has a good day, and if it isnt good i hope tomorrow will be even better. Oh except for the lady who threatened to kick my dog this morning. I hope she gets diarrhea.
Again I cant thank you all enough for the support as I work to grow as an artist and as a person. I Finally feel like I can start calling myself a professional <3 I cant wait to see what happens next, and its a nice glimpse of hope in these crazy times.
I hope everyone has a good day, and if it isnt good i hope tomorrow will be even better. Oh except for the lady who threatened to kick my dog this morning. I hope she gets diarrhea.
Probably not streaming this week
Posted 5 years agoSo april has been kind enough to send me lots of work. I got brought on to a vocaloid project, starting conceptualizing my own illustrated series (out by years end!) and got a bunch of big commissions at once. and well, im having to bunker down and get a bunch of shit done this week
Dont worry, if you requested i stream while i work on your commission i will! If you are in my queue it might take me a TAD longer than usual to get to you as most of the commissions i got are fully illustrated. But I am working my best to get things done and expect good things from me!
For updates on me and my non furry art pls check out my twitter here https://twitter.com/F_discrepancies
and if you feel like sending a few dollars for support here is my Ko-Fi https://ko-fi.com/former
Dont worry, if you requested i stream while i work on your commission i will! If you are in my queue it might take me a TAD longer than usual to get to you as most of the commissions i got are fully illustrated. But I am working my best to get things done and expect good things from me!
For updates on me and my non furry art pls check out my twitter here https://twitter.com/F_discrepancies
and if you feel like sending a few dollars for support here is my Ko-Fi https://ko-fi.com/former
Commissions CLOSED
Posted 5 years agoWell it’s happened for the first time. I have to close my commissions because I have too many full illustrations in the queue. If you were going to commission me though they will open again in about two weeks, and feel free to shoot me a note and reserve a slot if wanted!
Can’t lie, this feels weird. But I’m already working myself to the bone currently and I can’t go overboard or else my heart will MAKE me chill out lol.
Anyway guys, thank you so much for the support, and I’ll be streaming again at 11am cst tomorrow like usual!
Can’t lie, this feels weird. But I’m already working myself to the bone currently and I can’t go overboard or else my heart will MAKE me chill out lol.
Anyway guys, thank you so much for the support, and I’ll be streaming again at 11am cst tomorrow like usual!
stream ended early (not by choice)
Posted 5 years agomy computer is slowly dying and my new one is on its way. for SOME reason my computer likes to give up at 2 1/2 hours so i guess im finishing everything off stream today, sorry!
also the computer was expensive, please commission me my wallet is crying
also the computer was expensive, please commission me my wallet is crying
No stream today
Posted 5 years agoI dont have a super great reason other than i had a really bad mental health day yesterday and i just need to chill by myself a tad sdfgsdfgsd
im 21 now
Posted 5 years agoIts my birthday, neat
Edit: Thank you everyone for the birthday wishes!
Edit: Thank you everyone for the birthday wishes!
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