I'm far less depressed than I was a year ago. I'm feeling pretty damn good. Ever since I was able to come out to myself as bi/pan it's been a long rise to where I am now. I came out to my parents yesterday and it went really well. Embracing the side of me that likes guys has really made a tectonic shift in my outlook.

I finally started trying to date and meet someone.

Oh yeah, and someday I will finish that horse orgy story I started years ago. I still think about it and the setting it lives in. I have a few stories I have started in that world.

To anyone who happens upon this short journal entry, Have a good day.

Time is passing and someday I'll finish a story or draw something. I want to create but I don't have that push. I admire those who do though. Even if it's bad.

Someone took the time to make something and put it out that for the world to see.

So many amazing artists and writers out there. It's kinda intimidating. Plus, putting stuff out there is like putting out a piece of yourself and that is scary. At least, to me and many others.

So any artist who happens to come upon this should know that I'm thankful for your work and I'm impressed your willingness to put it out there.

I'm hoping to end my shyness and the loneliness it brings. I travel a lot for work. When I say that, I mean that I'm rarely home and I rarely know where I will be the next day. I'm writing this from Springfield, Illinois. I live in North Carolina.

I'm coming to terms with my Bisexuality and what it means. It is liberating to say the least. Maybe I'll be able to let my friends and family back home know someday. This kind of social anxiety and shyness is a process. I hope to work through it.

As far as writing goes, I'm nearly finished with a tale involving several athletic equines. It's the uhemm longest I've written so far and the fastest I've put word to processor. It's also mostly sex.

This account has been a bit empty lonely and devoid of any content whatsoever. I'm hoping to change this. I've been writing slowly. I have a few things I've written which won't appear. I kinda wanna keep this separate from what those who know me out in the world see. I hope whoever looks upon this can understand.

If I ever write something on here good enough to publish then the cat will come out of the bag and I won't mind. That will be fine but until that day comes around I hope the status will stay quo.