well lets start off with some good stuff shall we. well Kotoricon was a lot of fun, I had fun time being with me friends and cosplayi g with everyone and having a good time. we had our up and we had our downs. it was a lot of fun doing photo shoots. even is my mood was going up and down cause of lack of coffee. x.x I was beat like really beat the whole day. x.x



But after Kotoricon was over things just went down hill. I don't know why I'm feeling this way but I am. I'm feeling sad for no reason when i should be feeling happy. idk maybe because I'm bored or I have nothing else to do I really don't know. I tried working on cosplay but at this point everything at a standstill for now.



I try to look forward to things but sometimes I feel like I'm not good enough and yes I do have a problem asking for help or if I want to role play. I don't know why I don't like asking anyone cause, I feel like a bother to everyone. so I just keep to myself and suffer. maybe that one of the reason why I get upset. cause I'm mostly mad at myself for doing this.



now for my cosplay list. *sighs* I feel weird saying this



Paine

Capricorn

May

Lumpy space princess

Terezi

Mituna

Zoro

Law

Neptune

raver Sailor V

I'm working on



yea, I'm just ranting a bit don't mind me.

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ok. I know I'm being a pain by this. but I really need the money cause now I have to fix a broken mirror and pay for my doctor visit, vet bills...pluse let not forget Katsucon hotel fee's ugh!!!. so i put a few things on ebay. its not everything but its ten things that, I need gone. and if you still like anything else go to my other note were, I listed more things and wig commission are open still. well here the ebay stuff.


http://www.ebay.com/itm/27108393455.....84.m1586.l2649

http://www.ebay.com/itm/27108393487.....84.m1586.l2649

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ok first off, let me just say I had super fun at comic con. loved it. best comic every!!!! :D I loved seeing everyone being in a group with my buddies and it was just good fun. ^^ but times get close not too close but i want to get styarted on some stuff. I will be making ahuge prop, and I need money for this. so every penny count!

please if anyone can help me out. i will be grateful! so I'm selling stuff like

ask me for the pics if you want them!! ^^

Lady Gaga swimsuit- $30.00

Ceil dress $65.00

Vincent Valentine cosplay $60.00

Tsubaki Nakatsukasa Cosplay $50.00

Erza full armored outfit with wig $90.00

Llyod code Geass. $50.00

Yoshi costume $40.00

sorry this is a big rant cause, I'm so mad right now and annoyed!

I feel like this should be said, now I'm very clam nice, person. I love art, I love having friend all over the world and the state but this has gotten to a point that just made me very mad. and disappointed. I have trusted enough to pay fully for fursuit. ok got the money. I asked would it be ready by June, yea sure it be ready for AC, waited still no suit. so I asked again when will my suit be ready. just waiting on fur. .....what? how can my suit be ready in June when it wasn't even done? ok, let that one slid. so would it be ready fro FA:u. AGAIN THE ANSWER was yes. and I was really excited so excited but ten I messaged and no answers any more and this was in July to Aug, and it been way past FA:U and what not now going into Step and still nothing, ignoring me now. the costumer is being ignored that not right no matter, how busy you are. if you can't handle the business then don't do it. if I knew this would happen I would had never order a fursuit from this girl. its not right. I'm so mad right now. and I think she ripped me off. my mom was right all along, I should had never trusted anyone, you can't trust anyone any more.. now, I have no choice but to take it up with the law cause I paid a lot of money for this fursuit. now it may sound a little rude, but I think when someone pays for something, they shouldn't be ignored for months on end. I should at least get some updates, I should know whats going on so, I wouldn't think anyone had ripped me off, but no nothing I get nothing cause you know. no one can deal with the costumer cause that wouldn't be right.....really I had enough. now all it sound to be is a huge excuse. and I'm sorry but. I never waited or been left in the dark with fursuit that I paid for before in my life. this would be the first time, and I had been ripped off before in costuming so excuse me for being that costumer that is a bit on the iffy side with stuff.


ok, I'm done. I just really wanted that off my chest. oh boy. *crosses fingers* >.<

Ok so it start first off the Heatlia sleep very with my pees. I hope my tummy feels better cause I have been sick all mourning which stinks. but I'll just be in the bathroom for the most part. :P I'm bringing France and America. then right after that I go to FAU. which I am really pissed that Onai didn't send out Felora my new fursuit that I really wanted to do for it. but if she doesn't come. which I knew, she wont. I'm bring my boys. which is Kovu and Frankin Mutt. ^^ cause I don't have a lot of good pics with him anyway. :) or I'm bringing Kovu and Estelle. ^^ either way Kovu is coming with me. ^-^ and at least I d have back up. but now the problem is that girl who didn't give me my refund and my fursuit. like I asked for. :/ as much as I love her work and how patient I am. I don't think I can take it anymore but I'm not going let this effect my con. but mark my words I will be getting my refund and that suit. I'km just really sick of her saying is coming its almost done when nothing comeing. ^^ just saying I have the right.

So Animenext is outta of the way time for some updates. ^^ so here is mine once again. :D pikachu!!!!

so I've been working on cosplay crazy crap. x.x

Cospaly that I have been working on

Yuna Fainly Fasnty X

Nico Robin - One Piece.

and Grimmjow - Bleach

each of these cosplay has been a pain in the ass, like really. -.- Grimmjow I feel like I'm going shoot myself cause he is giving me such hard times. >.< oh dear and I just can't wait to style his bloodly wig D: damn it!! but that just Grimmjow. -.- going to paint Robin's hands and is waiting for Yuna's staff for my pals. :3

so events :3

Cosplay at the Fouth of July party!! anyne is welcmes to join in the fun for the Hero's birthday! :D even if no one shows I am still doing this. >:3

cosplay picnic maybe if I get ride I do this. ^^ and if we do any more things it be cool. :D

so. first up

Otakon!!

I'm so excited for Otakon, this is my first year, and I can't wait!! :3 I want to see everyone!!

my lineup ^^

Thurday if I can. lol
Nico Robin

Friday

Yuna

later
Grimmjow

Saturday

Freed

maybe go back into Grimmjow

Sunday

France

so that's outta of the way

FAU FA United 5,

I will be my Wolvrine Felora. ^^ all weekend.

furry outing if were doing more I am being her out. that or kovu.

NY Comic con

Wonder gril

Nightwing

(maybe Avatra cosplay maybe)

Rangiku

Sailor Neptune.

and maybe gender bend Loki

and that my line up so far. ^^ things will chnage once, I know whats going on.

and other cons are up in the air!

I know I have to make Lugia but like I said all up in the air. ;.; don't hurt me!

*goes into puff ball* and there you have it my long ass list of cosplay and few surpise cosplay as well will be up! ^^

Stolen from :Moonstarwolf:
lrighty, this is for those who own a fursuit. I Have often thought about this and how I cannot be the only one. So I'm going to ask a few questions, some relating to me and some not.


Here we go!

Lets start soft :)

1) Have you worn your fursuit at conventions to the point of dehydration? no I know my limits.

2) Have you ever fallen asleep in your fursuit? Not really often
3) Have you ever worn your fursuit out of bordom? heck yes!

4) Have you ever been in a public place other than a convention, in fursuit? plazas park and the boardwalk and outside my friends house and creek.

Now lets get perverted

5) Have you ever thought of having sex in your fursuit? I have, I think it would be ridiculous and completely awkward ^^ but kinky.

6) Have you ever had sex in your fursuit? no I spend to much money to ruin mine.

7) Have you ever masturbated in your fursuit? hahaha no...-.-

Okay, Okay, 'nuff with the perversion. Let get inside your mind.

8) While getting in your suit, have you ever thought to yourself why you're doing it? maybe. its fun and comfty.
9) Can you picture yourself, far in the future, still dressing in a fursuit? yea I can until I get my kicks out. ^^

10) Have you ever laughed at yourself while in your fursuit? yes I make myself laugh. good times


Okay, lets end with a few cuddly question


11) Have you ever hugged yourself while in your fursuit? yes I do that s often. :3

12) Have you ever snuggled your fursuit, not even being inside of it? well yes. i can't help myself!

13) Have you ever fantasized about how life would be if you could never take the suit off? yes, how awesme would it be to have job in fursuit?

Last question. I promise :)

14) While being comfortable, have you ever taken the head of your suit and petted it? yes, I have or I would fix my fur. ^^

So do to my friend's dad is big dosh bag and bailed last min for Antorcon this year. I was so upset my heart dropped. for I was looking forward in going. cause he was my ride and her ride my dad even was mad at this when he heard of the story. we are both upset with my friend's family before but this has taken the cake. I mean really how much we do for my friend we take her place's we even treat her to great stuff that not very cheap and this is the Thank's I get in return. some dad he turned out to be a dumb ass I swear! I mean we have done so much for my friend. its not funny. i treat her as part of my own family, and her dad and mom don't understand it. like I'm not looking for much in return from them but I was really disappointed that this happened. i mean I can't be mad at her cause it not her fault its her dad's fault for being lazy. I'm just really upset that this happened short of notice. *sighs* oh well what are you going do? V.V

ok. some updates. :3 and some news, and candy!!!

ok so I just want to say Zenkaicon even if it was lame this year, was so awesome. I still had a lot of fun with everyone and wouldn't mind going back again. :3 squee!!!!!!!! now if were ding an outing dosen't have to be cosplay if we don't want it too. :3 but if were doing Fairy tail outing I'll be Mira. :3 or Fried! ^^

Animenext :) I can't wait to party with everyone!!. :D

now I did change some stuff. :3 with my line up.

Thursday just for the hell of it csplaying kakashi from Naruto. :3

Firday

maybe The Mizukage Naruto but if not Naruto photo Kakashi later I'll change into Death. :3

Saturday.

Fried from Fairy tail

pandora hearts cheshire cat for out skit. :3

Sunday
France all day if I don't do the cosplay chess but if I do then its him and someone else. D:

for anthrocon:3 which I'll be going the whole weekend. with my pal. ^^

Felora my Wolvrine that I will be wearing there. cause I plan on doing photo shoots before the the con. and fur outing if anyone want to come along with us in our fursuit party and have fun. :3

and Kovu from the lion king two
now as some of you know, I will be attending Otakon this year. :3 which is my first year going. I'm happy to say I have and working on two new cosplay's for it. ^^ and the hunt will start.

I'm going be not sure what days yet >.>

Axel-kingdom herats

Kakashi Naruto

Felora again ^^ cause she is pawsome

Nico Robin - one Peice

and Yuna Fainle Fantsy 10 ^^

I hope to get great pics of all of them. :3

FA United

I'm going be Felora again. ^^

amd Estelle my punk blue fox. ^^

now I know this one is far off but Comci con. ^^

Wnder Girl - Teen Titans

Robin- young Jutsci

Mako - legend of korra (unless someone can help me with him for Otakon)

yup I'm really ging be doing that. -.- and that my whole line up for the year. :D

:3 chu

love,
Kovu

I know its pointless and I don't know, why even bother, cause its useless

but I am selling stuff and whatever I can get is mots greatful so here it is.

http://www.ebay.com/itm/27096828365.....#ht_500wt_1202

http://www.ebay.com/itm/27096829380.....#ht_500wt_1202

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This is the cheapest by far I have gone for getting rid of csplay, like I said befre anything will help contact me if yu want any.

Ok. small updates I guess. manly my main list for animenext who I'll be cosplaying as and what not. ^^ and furry con updates.

first up Animenext
saturday
Axel- kingdom hearts 2

thursday
Secrect cosplay
firday
mizukage Naruto
saturday
Lord Death Soul eater
sunday
and Ameirca from axis powers hetalia
saturday
Freed Fairy Tail

and that all she wrote for me on here. not too bad.

furry cons

I'll be my Wolvrine and furry outing and such will also be chilling with her out!

^^ this may chnage.

So I few updates I need to do and I have line up of anime and furry cons this year. yeah I got lot so money is tight so let me just get this outta of the way by saying I am selling stuff. :/ like for say a wolf link quad suit and so many other cosplay's that need to go. like Grell,vincent valentine, Cloude cosplay, Ciel's dress with everything, Sakura, Miku, a Grell cosplay that needs to go,(hahaha name :P) and some others.

so first off on April 1st I will be going to castle point anime con as either, Mekio who I am dying to be or shizuka heiwajima (if my pal and only my pal dose the fem ver of Izaya cause if she dosen't then, I'm going with Meiko. :) don't get me wrong, Ilove them a lot but since i'll be most likle by myself I other go in a pair or group. :) but thats just me. ^^

next on my list is the dinner dance on the 21st (if not that dinner dance then I'm going to a play in the city) but if we want to make a cosplay prop day, I'm all in for that. ;3 i just need to know when everyone is free cause I am free until I get a job. which i am hunting for now. x.x

and then our princess day. :3 with our dosh eyebrows and fans. :D yaya! I'm so excited for that day!!

so then after all this Animenext will be coming and I can't wait my wolverines should be done and I can't wait to show her off. :) lets see so far for my line up this might change as time goes by

Soul- Soul eater
Meiko- vocaloid
Kiku- vocaloid
Pit (need help with him)
Lilithmon(really need help with her)
shizuo heiwajima- duarara
Wolverine
Bon (Ryūji Suguro) - from an no exorcist
trainer Blue- Pokemon
and for now that is it. not even sure if some of tem will make it in time. :/ cause I'm not sure what to do. but oh well.

next up will be anthrocon. I'll be going with my friend cause she needs someone to go with and I want to show off more of my Wolverine and I will also be bring Estelle.

Then after this it will be fa united which again I'll be bring my Wolverine showing her off and I will be bring Kovu for this one.

other then what going on here, I'm free for whatever outing or prop making day we got planed just need the dates and what not. :)

Thanks for reading!

love,
Bon

please help me out I really need the money for my family. and this is all I got. here three listing of what I am selling please help me out!!

http://www.ebay.com/itm/27092954372.....#ht_500wt_1202

http://www.ebay.com/itm/27092954865.....#ht_500wt_1202

http://www.ebay.com/itm/27092961074.....#ht_500wt_1202

Please I would be really grateful is someone would help me out.

Ok. so I've been thinking I need to update my icon but to what? and will someone be wiling to make me one? get back to be asap. :3

So. this weekned is furmmet/ birthday party for me and my pal  Moonstarwolf and we're going to be fursuiting around and having fun, we going have sleep over at my house as well. then meet up with more peeps and fur around, its going be so fun that I can't wait, I think I'm leaning towards Kovu my fullfursuit since its bit colder out. so He'll be going around and playing with the others. after this I will be going to FL to Harry Potter world cause my mom really wanted to go for some reason and my sister is going somewhere. and at the end of April I'll be going into the city I hope its not the same day as Castle point.

my cosplayes Have been ordered and I'm making few other. but my wigs should be coming in now.

I'm going be Koga from Inu Yasha his almost done

Ringo from Air Gear her wig

Aries new wig

Wolfram wig

I found out there was more to Kyo Kara Moah so watching more ep of that lol, we should get group for this show!

Peter Pan wig we should do a Disney group that be fun!

and I'll be heading to Animenext, manganext, Castle Point, Spring Fest and Anthrocon. :3

I will have new Fursuit at Anthrocon from  onai who will be making me my wolverine fursuit.

I'm so excited to get this and I'm very excited for the weekend and FL. I'll be going to do a lot of things. :)

I can't wait for Anthrocon when me and Moonstar do teh flim flam brothers song that going be fun and silly.

so i think me and my friend are going to trade cospla's so I can be Dante and she can be Vergil. sad;y I think I'm suited more for Dante then she is. I have some cute pics planed.

as for my wolverine, I wanted her to have dark green eyes, with red Crackles in them, her fur I want like the pic I put color in cause they suited her nice. I'm going to name her Noodles or maybe change it to Honey. I wanted her to be like scary but not too scary still having feminine figure. cause they do make awesome moms and they are very playful at times yet I want to keep her to her true wolverine nature. :) so I hope she come out awesome.

I'm selling Flareon and Wolf Link quad suit.

http://www.furbuy.com/auctions/1029492.html

http://www.furbuy.com/auctions/1029493.html

http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/2964659/

gogo gogo go!

GO here and follow the directions

http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/2936281/

http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/2918213/

Good Luck!!!!

Had awesome time at our little fursuit get together s.

here some videos



http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BlEU.....el_video_title

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_Ax1.....el_video_title

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZByk.....el_video_title

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Z5Ge.....el_video_title

Got tagged by  arcticsilverfox So, I figure I might as well do this.

Rules first! Read these, in case I tag you! XD
1. You must post these rules (Very Important indeed).
2. Each person must post 11 things about themselves in their journal.
3. Answer the questions the tagger set for you in their post, and create eleven new questions for the people you tag to answer.
4. You have to choose 11 people to tag and post their icons on your journal.
5. Go to their page and tell them you have tagged him/her.
6. No tag backs.
7. No stuff in the tagging section about "you are tagged if you are reading this." You legitimately (AKA, really, truly, with all honesty) have to tag 11

people.




Now, on to the questions  arcticsilverfox asked me:

1) How did you come by the furry fandom? My friend friend in collage talked to me about and show me furry talk show after then I loved it.

2) Where you a fur in Highschool and di people know it? I wasn't a fur in high school, but I was a cosplayer.

3) Is your furry side know to other people like you family and/or friends? yes my furry side is known to my friend who are mostly furs and my family dosen't mind.
4) Why did you pick your species of animal? cause I believe that they are mostly, resemble me.

5) Do you like to watch Anime? I'm a cosplay/furry yes I like anime!!!

6) What noise do foxes make? they go Kyu!! cause I am a fox. :3

7) Which system is better SNES or N64? SNES :p

8) Windows/Linux/Mac which one do you use the most? Windows.

9) Come at me Bra! :O la *gasp* *runs at you*

10) Herp da daerp alot? I'm the drpest out of them all.

11) Do you sleep by the wall or towards the end of the bed? end of the bed!

woooo!


1-  Moonstarwolf

2-  clever-sleazoid

3-  RedKipling

4-  CleaverZAN

5-  marathesouleater

6-  Sutaa

7-  Kanelegacy

8-  kaidadragon

9-  kovuthelion8

10-  estellefox

11-  Ino89777

1) how did you get into the furry fandom?
2) do you make or buy fursuits or both?
3) do you like anime furries?
4) do you like furry con and if so do you go?
5) would I be a sexy bunny?
6) wold you help someone if they fell in fursuit or laugh at them?
7) do you like video games?
8) Zombies or werewolf's?
9) Do you like salty or sweet?
10) what would you do if someone interviewed you as a furry?
11) Do you feel better in fursuit then being yourself?