I am now at  -billy-

So things have been going pretty good for me lately. I have been hanging around the house mostly and just relaxing. Work is going grate right now. I am actually thinking about becoming a GM of Domino's now. I have ben working for them for so long that I might as well give it a shot. I like it there too so... meh.

Any ways Sam got a job there too. Proud of her *waggles* ^-^ Now I just have to find a place for us to move into. *sighs* We have desided to go ahead and get a place instead of waiting for Remy to get a job as an EMT. Only problem is we want a house and they are hard to find <_<

Remy went to hang with Xariara (or how ever you spell her name) and he came back all twiterpaited *giggles and wags happily* It was sooo cute ^//^ He has ben prancing around all happy and stuff since then. I think he really likes her X3

So yeah, I have to leave for work now. Things are going grate for me for once. Got money coming in, got my loved ones, no one is fighting, things are just better now ^-^ *flies off to deliver pizza* <3


http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DFM140rju4k <---- Random link cause I don't know how to embed *blushes* <//<

Yeah, I am a lame little art whore so I have put all these down on paper to get latter. All things here are up for grabs if you want to do art for me. Mostly I am just going to give this list to any one who wants to do art for me or any one I have paid to do art for me. This will be updated a lot so I will be putting it on my front page. Most of these are in jokes and won't make much since unless you was there or your me and giggle at the same things I giggle at.


Me and Sam are siting there and I put a lighter in my mouth and blow it out at her and she screams all terrified and I laugh.

Just a single pic of Riff siting there and pushing his bong away while saying "I ain't gonna smoke any more.... I think, I'ma take a nap..."

Were I am flying through a vary surreal back ground that is all puff the magic dragon and shit and I am flying by doing butter fly wings. I have a f=vary high and kinds derp look on my face and I have joint hanging from my mouth

Me looking over at Banalheart and saying "Dude.... Delicioning?". There is a bong in my hand and we are siting on the bottom bunk of a twin size bunk bed.



All ideas are mine. Don't steal them. If you do you will be killed and eaten

Some one draw a fucking stoner poodle that has green fur and the normal poodle hair cute and body type.... Becuse I have poodle hair and it will make me giggle XD

I mean siruisly.... is this not awesome

http://www.guy-sports.com/fun_pictu.....odle_green.jpg

So... Yeah... I got to thinking and I could care less. I honestly don't give a shit. As a gay dude I care so vary little about the others.... "Alowing" me to get married and say I am a cupple is the most patronizing sack of horse shit I have ever heard. Fuck you and thanks for your permission. Like mirage is a sacred fucking thing any ways. 50% divorce rate... fuck you... just fuck you

My trust. It is a vary fickle thing. I give it to those that I love. It is a weak and coward emotion of mine. It is easily broken with a slight breeze it can crumble and all that is left is pain, misery, and fear. To my friend they tend to think trust is merely wondering if some one is lying. But to me it is if I can tell some one and they don't judge me and don't hold something against me. If some one can not get past my hang-ups, my problems, my addictions, and my hate then are they truly a friend? Are they some one I can have in my life? Is there a resion behind having something around that I fear and feel is not an ally but something to shun and hide from? If you are lucky enough to gain my trust then you have gained my love. And my love is a gift that you simply can not compare to any thing in the world. My love means I will watch you back. My love means I will be there when you need me. My love means that I will take my vary life if it means you will come to no harm. My love is my happiness and if you have it and cherish it with out hurting it then you have the most loyal ally you will ever have. One that will latterly take on the world by your side and never look back even as we lay dieing on the battle field, riddled with holes, and knowing we have failed. My final thought will be of you guys and how it was an honor to die by your side.

But even if you break that trust... there is loyalty. A life line that when I love I give to every one. Despite the hurt and the pain if I love you that is there till you die and long after. My loyalty will remain until you have proven to be allowed to be the few I trust. That is something that will never change. Nor my love. These two are one in the same. If you break my trust then my loyalty will still remain. Something as simple as my honor will not allow it. My own trust will not allow it for I trust my judgment. My faith in the ones I love will not allow it. I will wait till the end of days in prair that you will prove that I did not make a mistake.

My love; my loyalty; and my faith in my family is final. Do not take the greatest gift you will ever receive from me for granted. Take what I give you and cherish it. Because I do not lie when I say it is all I can give and I gladly give all. Consider your self honerd and lucky to have such a close and loyal gard dog.

[01] Do you have the guts to answer these questions and re-post as The Controversial Survey?
Sure why not

[02] Would you do meth if it was legalized?
I already have

[03] Abortion: for or against it?
For. If you have a tick will you let it stay because it is a life? Souls don't exist so don't romanticize a tumor

[04] Do you think a country would fail with a female president?
No, I do think we will lose respect in the world. I have nothing against chicks but a lot of places will and will not respect her. Just look at the Middle East

[05] Do you believe in the death penalty?
No

[06] Do you wish marijuana would be legalized already?
.....duh

[07] Are you for or against premarital sex?
Meh, yeah I guess. To me sex is a part of a relationship. How would it feel if you fall for some one, get married, then find out they have like... a tiny dick that you can't stand or like they just simply don't turn you on. That is something you need to know.

[08] Do you believe in God?
Not in the since of that make believe stuff. I believe there are higher beings other then a human. To not is simply stupid and dickish. Hell we already have things on this planet that are as smart as us. To think that in the infinite amount of space in all space that there is not something that could crate matter with its mind or travel through times or dimensions is arrogant. With affinity means the improbable will eventually happen.

[09] Do you think same sex marriage should be legalized?
I think that marriage is an idea people cling to as a way of showing love and I like that. So yeah, I do. But if some one wants to have a ceremony through a church (a private industry or what ever) then they have the right to turn some one away. But they should be allowed all the rights that any one gets.

[10] Do you think it's wrong that so many Hispanics are illegally moving to the USA?
Yes and no. They are starving and I would do the same thing. But I don't like them being here.

[11] A twelve year old girl has a baby, should she keep it?
What is the situation? Was she raped? This question is stupid

[12] Should the alcohol age be lowered to eighteen?
Yes, it is 18 in the entire world. And they are a lot more responsible. When you hit college you want to drink a ton and you’re around 19 so it is also taboo so you have that rebellion pushing you to drink a ton. If you already had a year of drinking it is not the "Magical" link to being an adult

[13] Should the war in Iraq be called off?
We need oil. They have it. We have the power to make it were we can have it too, so no. Cold hard fact of the world. War is why your life is happy right now. No one wants to talk about were there freedom and peace comes from. It dose not come from words it came from a bullet

[14] Assisted suicide is illegal: do you agree?
Not sure. Some peeps just like the idea of killing others. They should not be there to help. But if some one wants to take there life it is there choice. There are pussies but it is still there choice

[15] Do you believe in spanking your children?
parents are pussies these days. I was spanked as a kid and I am just fine. But there is a fine line between disoplin and abuse. To disopline with pain is to teach that something bad will happen if you do something. Are you going to let your kid put a penny in the light socket or are you going to pop his hand when he tries so he knows pain comes from that? The choice is yours.

[16] Would you burn an American flag for a million dollars?
Dude for a million bucks I would wipe my ass and a homeless guy’s ass and a hooker’s cunt and eat it. It's just a chunk of cloths that was mass produced in china

[17] Who do you think would have made a better president? McCain or Obama?
McCain was a war monger. He would have gained us power. Obama is a peaceful man. The world is pissed at us right now so Obama will get us back on good terms with peeps. So... Obama

[18] Are you afraid others will judge you from reading some of your answers?
Fuck 'em

So I was walking around a Game Stop the other day and looking around trying to find something that might be fun and it dawned on me. I am too good. I have not had a game over in probably 5 years. And even if I did die in games were no matter what your going to die at least once there is always a Vita Chamber or a Re-Spawn location so close it did not matter.

Is it just me or has gaming become so easy that instead of a siruis hobby and challenge it is more of a brain numbing pass time like watching T.V.? I have not had a good challenge since Final Fantasy XII. Hell even with stuff like Call of Duty and Bio Shock I can beat the game completely on the hardest lvl with out much trouble expect maybe on one aria were I just pissed away my ammunition. And when it comes to R.P.G.s can you actually say that you died once during Fable II. No, you can not. Or at least I can't. I have started to get all the Achievements in games simply because it gives me a bit more of a challenge and stretches games that are maybe 5 or 6 hours out another 2 or 3 hours. Even some of the hardest games in the world to me such as a R.T.S. is getting to the point were it is mediocre challenge.

And yes I know that old games such as Mario and Diddy Kong had to be hard because the game did not have a lot to offer so if you make it hard you have to play it more till you master that one fucking jump you can not make no matter how close to the edge you get. But come on people. With better graphics come better ideas and with more powerful systems comes the ability to add more to a game and crate an intense system of battling, leveling up, exploration, and creativity on the gamers part. So why am I stuck with crappy games that seem to be meant for that dumb ass who bought a Wii because shooting things is fun or that guy who playing nothing but F.P.S. because it makes him cool to master the simplest fucking game play in the world of point and push a button.

.Well all in all I did not actually find a game that I want. I am probably going to save up for the Game of the Year add-ons for Fallout 3 for the simple sake of more game play. I would like to get Final Fantasy XIII as well but it has not gone down in price enough. I challenge you to challenge me.

Also another bit of a rant. Why do I have to keep going back to the same tittles? There have been how many Mario, Zelda, and Final Fantasy games? Come up with some thing for once. I mean you don’t have to keep the same dudes just because they were popular. You can keep the same game play. Instead of making some epic game and sticking Mario in it come up with a new character and create the same epic game. At least then you have a completely fresh start for a completely new and exiting story line and adventure. Instead of Link fighting Gannon why not a chick who is trying to save her homeland by fighting against the jack hole her father is trying to force her to Mary to end the war. Final Fantasy I have no beef with. It has change a lot since X, but even then they are keeping around the same fucking characters such as the Moogles and Banngas.

A good example is the Spyro saga. It got stale so what did they do. Keep the same dragon and Fire-Fly but they changed story line completely. And it was fucking exiting and riveting. It made me want to play. And don’t act like every idea has ben taken. I know that. But there is nothing wrong with a good classic story line as long as you keep it interesting and make sure that it just dose not bore some one. I mean I played all the Pokemons back to back last month and they literally copied and pasted most of the text in the game. Don’t believe me do it and keep track in your head every thing that some one says. It will repeat more times then I could even count.

And as for there not being any good ideas or Plat Forming is dead and FPS is the way to go now. That is not true and Sly Cooper proves it. That took the thrills and challenge of stealth and mixed it with the challenge and fun of a plat former. But that was like five years ago. Just… go back to the way things were. Go back to actually giving a shit about entertaining people instead of taking peeps money and giving them a shity ass game that has Chainsaw gun, Scantly clad chicks, and voice acting that would make a deaf guy band his head against a damn brick wall. I mean it is not like this ain’t America. We have some of the best actors in the world. Instead of random dill hole that did the voice of some random ass animie no one has ever fucking heard of get Will Smith, Sean Connery, The Rock, or the countless guys who dose the voices for Cartoon Network and Adult Swim. I mean seriously… when Leonard Nimoy went “Beep…beep…beep…beep.” On Civilization 4 did you not wag a little and feel a little bit of cream ooze out into your pants? I mean shit, your already charging $80 a pop to buy the damn game. It's not like you can't aford some one who dose not not sound like a retard with downs trying to read sand scrip.

So yeah, I am too well of a gamer. I am simply board by the pathetic games that come out now. It’s like if you took some one who played concert piano his entire life and gave him a kazoo.

So I am going to be getting a full jacket on my back. it is going to stretch from my upper right arm, across my shoulder and back, and over to my left upper arm. It is going to be based on my life thus far and the things that have a lot of meaning to me. A way to pay homage to the way I grew up and what turned me into the man I am today. Any ways this is what I have come up with so far.

A cross that is made out of mettle (mother and father to have faith in things despite no proof and to always work hard and it will pay off in the end)
fire (my love for cooking, camp outs, and fire)
forest and woods (love for the country and the woods)
big creek lake (to remind me where I come from and where I grew up)
Blueberry bush around the bat (cover my furry side and love for growing and fresh fruit I eat all my life)
Dry Boans (brother and because Video games has always been a big part of my life)
A few spent 12 gage shells (my love for guns and hunting)
a little gremlin or trickster of some sort (reminding me to have fun and don't always be Sirius)
A ferry (my love for pure, pretty, and peaceful things)
A river (my lover for the water and fishing)
Wisteria (my favorite flower and for my love of the sunshine and spring)
A pot leaf (for my love of drugs and to remind me to do what makes since, not what I am told to do) ((may change to just the ferry or gremlin smoking a joint ir leaning against a bong))


There is bound to be more but so far this is all I can come up with and all that I want. I hope to find a good artist that can work all these things together in one large tattoo and make it flow over my body propperly.

I hate hipsters. I am sitting here at Satori’s (The only good coffee shop in town) and having a grate time just getting some internets and all that fun noise. When real vary unfunny noise brakes out. Apparently there is a band going to play and they are literately taking a bow from a violin and rubbing it on the edge of the cymbals of the drums and making the ungodly brain piercing ball squashing noise that is making the filling in my teeth hurt. I wish peeps would understand that just because no one has made that noise before dose not make you hip, cool, innovate or fresh. It make you a dumb ass for not realizing why no one has made that noise before. Christ.... go choke on a fucking espresso and die.

I am going to make a killing off it. That's right. There is a shit ton of it, and I am now employed cleaning that big mess up. 7/12 for probbly 3-5 years at $12 an hour. I realy don't think I could work that much but I will work till I absolutly can not bring my self to get out of bed and get out there. And what is even better is Sam now has the same job and Remy is almost done with his EMT stuff (I failed so I now have another symester *shrugs*) So that means we will all be working 80 hours a week and makeing a ton of money. I am hopeing this will be enough to by a house. Or at the least make a large down payment on one and get 80% of it payed off. So I needed a brake and I finaly got one. Fuck you Wal-Mart.

Oh and Remy is doing grate now. His new meds that help with his blood sugar and cholesteral is kind of making him feel like he has to puke every now and then but that is slowly passing.

Things are finaly looking up agian.

Name Torick
Spice Serotine Bat
Age 23
Height 5'10
Wight 180 Pounds
Fur Brown and tan
Hair Black, shoulder Length, silky, Wavy. ((Think of Frodo the Hobbit))
Eyes Olive (brownish green)

Body Torick is an average guy when it comes to his body. He has a bit of pudgy but not a lot. He is not vary muscular despite being strong. He just has that typical 20ish year olds body. His wings are attached to his arms like a normal bat. The pinky and ring finger are apart of his wing and fan out. His wing span is large enough that he can fly but he hates flying (he can't land right).

Clothing Mostly punk and stoner stuff. Blue jeans and T-shirts, Leather Aviator jacket with fur along color. Black chucks.

Personality Torick is me. If you don't know me then here. I am relaxed but I am also fiery if I feel strongly behind something and I will sometimes snap at people if I since weakness due to something I consider dumb. It is hard for me to put myself in some one else shoes. But mostly I am a relaxed and very happy guy. I love to laugh and I have a bit of a girly side to me most of the time. Some joke that my girlfriend is a lesbian because of how much like I girl I can be at time. I do a lot of different drugs. I am always up for something and ready to get out of the house and do things... And Video games are my life.

So Remy is in the hospital again. *sighs* I can't even think strait these days out of worry for him. And not having cigerats is not helping. I got no sleep last night. I woke up countless times from nameless nightmares all involving him only to find him missing form our studio apartment. Now I sit there, listing to the sounds of my next door homies. He is having sex with yet another whore. God I can't understand how some one could be so lonely as to pay for it. *stairs up at the celling* I can't be alone. It drives me crazy. But with out my addiction fix I can't stand to be around peeps... My three days off is going to suck. At least my dad and my two uncles want to go fishing with me tomorrow. That might take my mind off things. Any ways I had to drive behind a bulding to get Internet so I could have at least a little bit of contact with the out side world. So now I sit here, the smell of dumpsters and rotten Bar-B-Q almost making me want to puke and watching cats fight raccoons for scraps of rotten meat.... raccoon is winning... I think I am just going to download some music and head back to my quite little safe square. I don't feel like being out here any more.

Let me show you something.

Oldest
http://www.youtube.com/v/7qCvpqxZ7ic&hl=en_US&fs=1&%22%3E%3C/param%3E%3Cparam

Kinda old
http://www.youtube.com/v/n6ak5PoIwng&hl=en_US&fs=1&%22%3E%3C/param%3E%3Cparam

New shit
http://www.youtube.com/v/OzFJv5-JjdM&hl=en_US&fs=1&%22%3E%3C/param%3E%3Cparam

Do we see the problem now

Well I have now passed my E.M.S. Basic labs. So now all I have to do is pass my Finals this tusday and I am a Basic. *wags* Yay ^-^

Name - Micky River-Scale
Specie - Agkistrodon piscivorus (water moccasin)
Age - 23
Sex - Male
Length - 18 feet
Eye - Slit pupils, Black Iris with a red lining around the black pupils

Scales - dark brown with dark almost black slightly wavering stripes wrapping around his body. The scales under his body are black

Body - Micky has a long and thick body full of muscle. His arms are attached just below the neck. Arms are toned and he only has fore fingers on each hand. Has a blunt snout. Has dragon like ear flaps. His tongue is long and gray and has a sharp fork in it.

Clothing - Micky is often seen in the upper half of a pin stripe suit and a pin stripe fedora. The brim of the fedora and the tie he wares always match and the shirt and the feather in the right side of the fedora also match.

Random - Micky is often seen with a Tommy-Gun slung over his shoulder by a leather sling. On the sling the words “Tricky” has been carved into the leather with a knife. Micky also has 6 inch long fangs that he keeps folded up into his mouth. These fangs have a toxin in them that destroys flesh very quickly. His the inside of his mouth is a bright white. Being a water naga, Micky is a very good swimmer but can only hold his breath for about 10 minutes before he needs to come back to the surface for air. Despite being a venomous snake, Micky is actually vary sweet, laid back, and loving towards everyone he meets. He smokes a lot of weed and spends a lot of his day basking in the sun around his house boat in the swamps of the Mobile Delta. Micky has internal reproductive organs. His member is ten and a half inches long and thick and is pink in color. When erect it comes out of a slit under his body. His testicals are inside his body and never come out. Micky is also often seen smoking a joint or wrapped around a large huka