http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/5644629/ by  MayBlackheart

Think I should?

This is real nothing to do with April fools day I'm just trying to practice with more characters and what not as I'm getting better

Free art I would select a random 5 ref sheets ( if I go with is option)

With the raffle idea
3 prizes

1 . Full colored full body
2. Full colored badge bust
3 . Sketchy sketch


What do you all think ?

Should I ?

This would all be done traditionally

Only choose one !
Say free for voting towards free art or raffle if you want the raffle to happen


Say also pink farting unicorns so I know you read this

anyone in the kenosha area wanna hang out ? tomorrow more so

so yeah i turn 18 tomorrow

its kinda scary but exciting because im moving up in life , im graduating , i might be going to college ( dunno yet ) and i take on more responsibilities

also ill be driving soon , i finally got my temps permit so thats exciting and scary too

i can say im happy with how my life is going and where i am other than needing a job everything seems to be going the way it should be


anyways next time you hear from me ill be 18 ~ <3


t-minus 4 1.2 hours !


~ Toxic

wanting so many things knowing oyu cant have really any of them..

feeling like my birthday is pointless and i dont deserve a thing from anyone...

Wanting all the BD toys for your 18th birthday xD

Honestly I dunno what I'm doing yet for my birthday Friday , it's exciting yet nerve wracking because I'm no longer considered a child and I have more responsibilities


Anyways I'm trying to figure out what to do Friday I'd love to go to dinner but I dunno if everyone I want to go can

So yeah

Furry birthday probs xD

Anyways wish me a happy bday on Friday ^^

http://shockmyworld12.deviantart.com/?givepoints

i want points for things now

if you show me a screen cap of the 5000th page view you will get a free badge from me of your character!

feeling down in the dumps because it seems like when ever im home we NEVER do anything fun be cause of money or someones sore or something. i mean yeah i know my parents are older and need sometime but dont make false promises to do something and no do it.

im also feeling lonely cause my mate is at home and i dont really have any friends who live close by and no one ever seems like they wanna chat with me

i almost always cry when going out to feed my horses because we have to feed my dog too and its hard to see heffy and not see bailey anymore i feel like shit because he should have been home and not in a fucking storage shed where he was almost always alone and in pain ( more info here on bailey http://www.furaffinity.net/view/12888993/ ) im trying my hardest right now to get money together for a apartment to bring heffy home because where were living we cant have pets other than cats ( tho we have out pygmy goat here )


i miss my boy..both of them


right now im trying to raise money to get a tattoo of bailey

Tattoo
$20/ ?

i decided im going to try my hand at making tails or foot paws so im looking for scrap fur or fur you just want to get rid of

sadly i dont have that much money other than like 30$ i can spend and thats for a big box if i can get one

if you know anyone whos willing to give away / i can pay cheap-ish for scraps let me know !

thanks!!

http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/5561153/

http://www.furaffinity.net/user/lavenderhusky/

Go there only 5 slots!!!

http://www.furaffinity.net/view/12888993/

his is bailey , my childhood dog i grew up with , i remember the day i got him i was about 4-5 yrs old i remember training him and trying to hold him in the car , i remember when we named him , the 9 bundles of joy he gave us and his amazing son we own now too. A few days ago was his birthday he just turned 14 , today i got the worst news ever. Bailey was put down , he had cancer apparently and we didnt know , he had a tumor the size of the bowling ball in his stomach but he never acted any diffrent other than having a lil trouble to breath at times , he was a happy go lucky boy who was always there to say hi and how much he loved you, he always played fetch no matter how he felt or how hot or cold

this was my best friend growing up
ill miss you bailey but your in a better place right now but everyone misses you and we love you <3
rest in peace old boy <3
Bailey January 2000 - march 4 2014

I love you <3

1. Is there anyone on your friends list you would ever consider having sex with?
one or two

2. Sex in the morning, afternoon, or night?
Morning can be the most fun, but I love the night >:3

3. What side of the bed do you sleep on?
usually the left against the wall

4. Do you masturbate?
>.> yes

5. How often? Lately?
sometimes once or twice a day or more if I got the time/energy

6. Have you ever taken your clothes off for money?
nope

7. Do you prefer showers or baths?
i love showers but baths are great too :)

8. Have you ever had sex in the shower or the bath?
Yes, both...shower wins

9. Do you watch/read pornography? With other people?
Mostly furry pr0n. sometimes with someone >//>

10. Do you want someone aggressive or passive in bed?
both

11. Do you love someone on your friends list?
Yes :3

12. Do you know all the people on your friends list?
most of them

13. Would you choose love over money?
Yes..how much tho? :P

14. Your top three favorite kinks in bed?
light bondage, choking , being tied up

15. Has anyone ever gone beyond your personal line of respect sexually?
eh maybe

16. Where is the most romantic place you have had sex?
romantic ? in the shower after a long day of working :P

17. Where is the weirdest place you have had sex?
baseball field dugout ? car?

18. Have you ever been caught having sex?
twice .

19. Have you ever been to a strip club?
Nope

20. Ever been to a bar just to get sex?
Nope

21. Ever been kicked out of a bar or a club for sexual reasons?
Nope

22. Ever been picked up in a bar?
Nope.

23. Have you ever kissed or had sex with someone of the same sex?
yes >///>

24. What's your sexual preference?
Bisexual, but dem titties 83

25. Had sex in a movie theater?
2nd base

26. Had sex in a bathroom?
oh yeah :P

27. Have you ever had sex at work?
nope

28. Have you ever been in an "adult" store?
nope

29. Bought something from an adult store?
nope

30. Do you own any sex toys?
not anymore >//>

31. If yes, how many and what are they?
2, a vibrator and a couple of callor but that will change verrry soon >
:P
32. Does anyone have naughty pics of you are you on film?
nope >//> im shy but i do love being photographed

33. Have you ever had sex with someone and called them the wrong name?
nope XD

34. Have you ever had phone sex?
Yup

35. Have you ever had cyber sex?
Yap

36. Do you think oral sex constitutes a form of intercourse?
eh i think its more foreplay ;P

37. What's your favorite sexual position?
doggy, missionary, cowgirl

38. What's your favorite sex act?
i love everything , giving , reciving and helping :P

39. Have you ever had sex with more than one person at a time?
yes...OwO

40. Who do you think has the guts to re-post this?
I Dunno :P id love to see though

:: SINGLE OR NOT put this as your journal & see what you get ::

♥ = I want a relationship with you

C: = I'm falling for you

:3 = I miss you

;] = I really like you

:* = I want to kiss you

:< = I hate you

: X = I like you

:] = you're cute

:b = we should get to know each other (as friends or as more)

;^) = we should hang out

<3 = love you

<:^ = I want to know you

@F@ = *stalk*

eue= ur hot

<:3 = ur a great friend

^_^ = we're friends

^.^ = we're best friends

-.- = i don't know you

the easiest way to see my recent artwork is facebook because i dont always post on FA , also you can see more ohotos of the horses


feel free to add me and ask questions on commissions ( artwork is in the artwork album )

thanks



-toxic

feeling kinda off lately like more sad but i am happy i just feel down :/

maybe i need to hang out with more people

Taken from

What's your real name?
Andrea

How tall are you?
5'

What's your natural hair color?
dark blonde

What's your eye color?
Blue green but varies with moods

What's your orientation?
Bisexual

Are you single, taken or undecided?
Very happily taken.

What do you do in your spare time?
Draw, read, play with my animals ( horses and goat dogs)

What's your job or occupation?
None

What do you like about yourself?
My eyes and my hair

What do you dislike about yourself?
A lot mostly my body and how my face looks

What did your friends notice about you when they first met you?
Dunno how odd and chatty I am

What is your belief/religion if you believe in anything at all?
Don't really have any / undecided

Do you drink?
Not yet

Do you smoke?
No thank you cancer

What are your major fears?
Spiders, being alone

Do you have any dreams or goals?
I want be a veterinary technician or a horse trainer ( whichever I can afford and do quicker )

Have you ever had a crush or an ex?
Duh

Who's your best buddy?
My bro and

What's your favorite dish?
Anything I can cook. I love baking specifically c:

What's your favorite drink?
Pepsi and coca cola

What's your favorite color?
Neon green

If you had a super power, what would it be?
Shapeshift

What's your favorite movie?
Cloudy w/ a chance 2 , black stallion , lion king ect.

What's your least favorite food?
Asparagus and tomatoes

What's the last meal you want before you die?
4 four course meal with desert :3

What do you drive and what would you really like to drive?
Don't drive , I'd like a either jeep or a Durango

What is your most disliked bug?
FUCKIN' SPIDERS, MAN.

What pet peeves do you dislike the most?
uneducated people, assholes, people who think they can have anything they ask for

What do you dislike in life?
Arguing


Curious about more? Ask away ! :3

1.Are you single or taken? taken by  zorpix

2. Chocolate or flowers?
both but i like chocolate more

3. Will you do anything special for Valentines Day?
hopefully spend the whole day with my mate

4. Do you like anyone?
yeah my mate quite a lot

5. Were you dating anyone last Valentine's?
i just got asked by said mate

6. Who do you want to spend Valentines with?
my amazing man

7. Do you make a big deal about Valentines?
eh sometimes i like it for the meaning and what not behind it

8. Have you ever had a secret admirer?
not really no

9. Would you ever write someone a love letter?
yeah why not? we need more old time romance in this generation

10. Do you believe in Cupid?
nah but i do believe in fate

11. Do your parents give you presents on Valentines?
once i got a singing frog from my dad

12. Do you still send out Valentine cards?
sometimes just to friends

13. Do you like candy hearts?
if you mean chocolate caramel then yes if not then no

14. What is something you got last Valentines?
a cake pop heart <3

15. Is Valentines depressing?
used to be for me

16. How is your love life?
thriving

17. Have you ever been dumped on Valentines?
nope

18. How many roses would you want?
12 or more but i would always want one fake because of the saying " ill love you till the last rose dies"

19. Will you have a girlfriend/boyfriend this Valentines day?
yes

20. Do you look forward to Valentines day?
i kinda do because it was the day zorpix asked me out and later that night i said yes ( i made him work for it :P ) but our one year anniversary is this February 15 so really looking forward to the day after valentines :P

21. Who was your last Valentine from?
 zorpix

22. Who do you expect to get a Valentine from this year?
:conzorpix: and maybe some close friends

23. Who would you most like to receive a Valentine from?
zorpix <3

24. How many Valentines will you be sending this year?
i dunno

25. Have you ever not received a Valentine?
yep all of middle school

26. What was the most Valentines you received in a single year?
5 and that was elementary

27. Have you ever received an anonymous Valentine?
nope

28. Have you ever sent an anonymous Valentine?
once in fourth grade

29. Will you be sending an anonymous Valentine this year?
nah

30. What was the best Valentine gift you ever received?
getting the most amazing guy in my life <3

31. What was the worst?
Cheap horrible candy that almost make me puke

32. Have you ever started dating someone on Valentines day?
almost :P we made it the day after officially

i dont know whats been wrong with me il usually fine but lately ive just been down..feeling horrible and just hating myself for any little thing i say, i feel like im bugging people with any little thing i do..and that im not wanted anywhere i hate this...i hate myself...i just want it to end...

i recently have been staying by my mates just to get away from my family its not that i dont love them or anything i just cant stand them any more between trying to finish high school on a good note and my parents pending divorce and money problems life has been horrible the only good thing is my friends and mate have been trying to keep me some what happy..i felt fine earlier but as soon as i get home i feel like shit and sick to my stomach...

i wish i had my own place to stay i cant wait till i move in with my grandma life will be easier i dunno about more plesent just easier...will be great if my mate can too but who knows...


dunno if ill go to school tomorrow...with how i feel and everything i dunno..i know i should...but i dont know if i can...

probably gunna end up crying at some point tonight..

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