I have come to realize i have a fetish for Jocks. Like, football player guys... THEY'RE FUCKING GORGEOUS XD
And jockstraps are hawt too lol

I'm Listening to: "America" by Motionless in White
My current mood is: clusterfucked %_%
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LOLWUT IM NOT DEAD? xD
yeah i know... I just thought i'd update real quick.
So, over the time i've been in the furry fandom, ive learned that there are a bunch of immature motherfuckers, that me and my furends call "Dramafurs". They're sole purpose in the fandom is to annoy people and/or cause drama. Now i used to RESPOND to the bigots, only fueling their rubbish. I have learned that the best way to deal with them, is to pretend they dont exist; if they comment on your FA, remove it, or block them entirely if need be.
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NOW, on to the updating! I realize i've been inactive for a while. I have a lot going on. I am having to go back to school part time, and then just the regular family life is a huge weight on my shoulders. I AM working on those "Creepy Art" things, but they'll probably go pretty slow. I have a lot to keep up with, such as performances, school, etc. I will try to finsih them as soon as i can. Love you guys! Bye!

http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/4953609/
Bandits contest!! It's the shit!!

I dont really have enough of my creepy art uploaded. My art style is creepy and odd and i want people to see my real style. I'm doing free art slots :3 if you want a certain type of thing, you can request it and i can attempt to make my own interpretation of it. I only have 5 people slots because i dont know if this will really be that big :P If you prmote this journal, I will give you an extra special surprise art piece! :3 SO comment here if you're interested!! I really want to get these started!!

UPDATE: OMG since there's so many requests blowing up this journal, im extending the slots XD 10 slots now :D


1) +surprise [Main request complete; [b]surprise still in progress]

2) +surprise [main request complete; surprise in progress]

3) +surprise [main complete; Surprise in progress]

4) [in progress]

5)

6) +surprise

7) +surprise

8) +surprise

9) +surprsie

10) +surprise

I dont know who all is going to PS, but im going to be a little late. My sister is coming to get me around 3:00/3:30. Ill hopefully see whoever is going soon. I will be going as Eyeless Jack. If you dont know who he is, you might wanna google it. Anyway, see ya'll there!

http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/4934417/
Yup.

http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/4925623/
I haven't done a giveaway for ages, so here we go!!

This plush will be completed September.

Rules:
• You must repost a journal with a link to this one to let other people know about this competition (don't add it to a journal, make a new one, and please don't delete it until the competition is over. Then make a comment with a link here! I will be checking them all.

• You don't need to watch me, but it would be appreciated! c;

• This giveaway will run until 20/8/2013.

• Begging won't get you anywhere, so don't do it.

• I won't be giving numbers this time because it gets very confusing, I will just count down when I pick the winning number (and yes, I will double check)!


The Prize:
A medium-sized simple plush of pretty much anything you want. It can be a feral character, a simple Pokémon or a standard pony (no anthro characters, sorry!). If we get a lot of entrants, I may add prizes!

Tier 1: 200 entrants - 1 medium-sized simple plush + 1 small simple plush
Tier 2: 350 entrants - 2 medium-sized simple plushes
Tier 3: 500 entrants - 2 medium-sized simple plushes + 1 small simple plush

EDIT: Jesus Christ, where did you all come from?! Added prize tiers!!

Guys i am working on the creepy commissions. Losts of family drama of late. Sorry theyre taking so long!! Hey, i said the update would be short xD

First of all, i just want to make a point, if i am bugged about the free art requests, or even COMMISSIONS when i do them in the future, i will stop doing the one for the person bugging me. Be patient! I get things done at a certain pace.

Now that that's out of the way, i wanted to tell you guys, i ended up making a new sona! I already have Toxxik, who is obviously my main one. But then i have Lulu, who is my female Lioness sona. But, i made another one because i though it needed to be done. I have Lulu mostly for fun. I thought it nessecary to have a female sona because im such a fruit :3 But with Toxxik, i feel like hes a huge part of me... but there are things that he doesnt do.
So i made Olyver. He is me in almost every manner... except he's an grey otter... And he has a very defined six pack... wish i can only really WISH for. xD He has two stripes on each of his cheeks. Two long, vertical, grey-ish blue stripes down the each side of his chest and he has a dark purple stripe on the bottom side of his tail.
I think you'll be seeing a lot more of Olyver... I just gotta find some one to do a good anthro ref sheet of him... then ima start commissioning people for him ;3

Thats realy it. I am working on the free art, but im stuck on 's because its really complicated and difficult to interpret. Ill probably be faster after i get hers done. I apologize.

https://www.furaffinity.net/journal/4872932/
She's having a bunch of bullshit going on at her bf's house. Help her out? :)

http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/4857725/
Gay contest :P

I've been having some personal troubles lately and im really stressed out so i'm sorry for not doing them right away...
I'm dealing with a lot.
I hope you guys aren't mad. :/

Day Six: Five people who mean a lot (in no order whatsoever).
Day Seven: Four turn offs.
Day Eight: Three turn ons.
Day Nine: Two smileys that describe your life right now.
Day Ten: One confession.

1) People with a bad attitude. It's not only unattractive, its just fucking rude.

2) Leading me on. Its messed up. Enough said.

3) Anything involving feces or urine... I honestly do NOT get the point of that stuff... *throws up*

4) Stalkers/Creepers. I get it if your 'persistent' but if i say clearly, "I'm NOT INTERESTED", kindly f*ck off. Because if you stare at me from across the room every time you see me, its just fucking whack.

Yeah. Im done haha.

Day Five: Six things you wish you’d never done.
Day Six: Five people who mean a lot (in no order whatsoever).
Day Seven: Four turn offs.
Day Eight: Three turn ons.
Day Nine: Two smileys that describe your life right now.
Day Ten: One confession.


Day Four: Seven things that cross your mind a lot.

1) Good people are always the ones who get hurt the most.

2)My gurl Candace Cayou. <3

3) People are judgmental fucks.

4) Why do i have to be so self-conscious?

5)Dicks...

6) *insert random stream of consciousness here*

7) Why is a second pair of lips on a woman so sexually attractive?

Yeah, I guess this was more weird than most... Sorry i haven't been keeping up on this... i'll do it when i can XD

http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/4845923/ pleeez. and if you cant participate, at least boost it :P

http://www.furaffinity.net/view/11085280/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/11085194/
BDSM rape YCH auctions. :P If interested, clicky click.

I cant really figure out where to start on my girl commission, so im trying to make a little music video until this artist's block wears off.

If your interested in being in it, please send a video to iamtoxxikfox@gmail.com answering these 3 easy questions:

1) Why is having fun important in the world?

2)What would you do if the world was all made to be boring, and scripted, so to speak?

3) End your video saying, "We can bring a party back to life, if we just unite."

Please make sure your video is NO LONGER than 3 minutes and no shorter than 1 minute.

Please send these ASAP because i do want to get back to commissions/requests/whatever the fuck you want to call free art. I just need a break.

Thanks!
Much Love,
Toxxik<3

I just got back from celebrity boot camp... oh my gawdd.... Im so tired. Dancing and all this shit... oh gawd... XD Bleccchh. Ima try to work on commission, but i need to rest...
Peace.

http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/4843279/
DO IT FEMBOY RAFFLE :P

Embyr,. This song reminded me of your situation right now. <3 You always got me. :)

https://youtu.be/wX4Hkmz2QVU

Warning!! DO NOT watch if you suffer from seizures.
If you like gloving, ENJOY!
https://youtu.be/ilVi7NIBDHA
Yeah... i make these when i'm bored. XD They're cool tho. xD

PS was pretty amazing this time. It was super chill :3 There was no drama, minus one small moment that i expertly avoided ;D I was so happy. I haven't been this happy in a long time. Everything seems to be going right. A lot of my friends are saying PS was awkward. I don't see how. It was just less hyped. But, it did seem to go by too fast cx I agree with that <3
But, the whole night was just so amazing xD I got to hang with my friends. :) Its always fun when i can. :3
I'm going to be hanging with Cupleo soon. No doubt. I cant wait ^^

I missed the last one. My bad. This is today's.

Day Three: Eight ways to win your heart.


1) Honesty. I hate it when people lie and end up using me in the end. It just pisses me off.

2) Be caring, put effort into the relationship.

3) Have a good sense of humor.

4) Food. :P Duhr.

5) Dont try to make yourself better/different just to be with me. i dont want a fake relationship... like, just no.

6) I am cuddly :D Deal wiff it.

7) Dont cling to me like the fucken Titanic bitch. XD I dont like clingy people... it just gets creepy. XD

8) If we dont communicate, then the relationship is bound to fall to pieces. Its always important to communicate in a healthy relationship.

9) Truly love me.

10) Dont use innuendos. Like, say one thing and expect me to know you mean the opposite. That shit is confusing and i HATE it. T_T

Day Two: Nine things about yourself.

1)I'm caring
2)I'm loving.
3)I despise all forms of drama.
4)I love to draw.
5)I love to sing.
6)I love to dance.
7)I feel alone a good amount of the time.
8)I'm scared of losing the friends i've come to have.
9)A lot of the time, i don't know what to do with myself.

FUUUUCK I missed a day!!! XD lmao i fail