Hey everfur. :P IMPORTANT!!
General | Posted 12 years agoI have to say this. One of my best friends is suffering from a pre-cancerous tumor in her left ovary, and she hasn't told many people. I worry for her every day, even though i know she's just trying to brush it off. I haven't brought it up out of respect, since she told me, and that was months and months ago, so i don't know if its gotten any worse.
Either way, i'm going to go to my American Idol audition next month and dedicate the song, not only to suicide prevention like i do everytime i sing or dance, but to HER BY NAME. Katie, i will always be rooting for you, and you'll always have a special place in my heart.
If you guys can, sending her a message on facebook giving her your support would mean so much to me and i'm sure it would mean a lot to her too. if you want to, note me for her profile.
☆American Idol Audition☆ ☆UPDATE☆
General | Posted 12 years agoI'm going up to San Fransisco for the audition!! If anyone wants to come and see, feel free. :3 Ill be at the AT&T Theater on July 16th. Thats the day of auditions (: The 15th is registry so youd have to come with me and register as my guest if you wanted to come in and watch; their rules. XD
I hear
is up there huh? Haha!! Ill be seeing you for sure!!
☆☆Toxxik
I hear
is up there huh? Haha!! Ill be seeing you for sure!!☆☆Toxxik
☆AUDITIONING FOR AMERICAN IDOL☆
General | Posted 12 years agoIve decided to pursue my career as a singer. Im going straight for AI because i know i can do it, no matter what it takes.
I hope you guys support me (: Ima be going in July (: More info about it soon!! Im happy that ive finally decided to do this :3
☆Toxxik
I hope you guys support me (: Ima be going in July (: More info about it soon!! Im happy that ive finally decided to do this :3
☆Toxxik
G.F.A Everyday :3 PRANCING SKILITAIRE
General | Posted 12 years agoFeeling a bit better (: Hopefully everything starts getting better for me. Sadly im still single, but a flower like me cant stay single for long. x3 im bound to find the right man soon enough. :3 Anywhoreway, I hope to see you all at PS :33 Ima be there!! I still wish
WOULD FRACKING ACKNOWLEDGE MAI EXISTENCE! You hugged me ya knoww! And gave me your FA! x33
haha! Love you guys! you put up with all my shit!~
~Toxxythefoxywhoishlackinginmoxy xDGiving up on a crush... Again.
General | Posted 12 years agoI guess there's a legitimate reason for crushes being called crushes I mean they sure aS hell hurt a fuck ton. I dunno. Just the fact hat this one guy who I even consider a FRIEND isn't accepting my fb friend request or replaying to my FA messages when he is to most everyone else's, it just frustrates me a lot. He's a really sweet Nd cool guy... I Jess I just have to hope he messages me back. Or at least accepts my friend request. Uggggghhhhh. Why must this happen?!
•Tøxxik
::updated from my friend's iPod touch::
•Tøxxik
::updated from my friend's iPod touch::
I <3 you O_o **My 5 Crushes**
General | Posted 12 years agoI am admitting my (most likely obvious already) crushes in this journal. Thought it'd be fun . XD IDK :P Yay for being weird lol
Crush 1:
Im pretty sure you already knew that Softpaws. XD
Crush 2: Rye. :P Most know who he is. Lots of drama connected with that one.
Crush 3:
Sort of obvious from the second i met you Aki. XD I dont really hid my crushes that well. xD
Crush 4:
Hardest one to actually ADMIT and put on this journal, mostly because i consider him a good friend.
Crush 5:
Sort of had one on ya when i first met ya. Over it for the most part now. XD Youre too good of a friend to fuck. XDXDXD
I think thats pretty much all of em :P Admitting shit is hard, but i guess everyone deserves to know things :PP
~Toxxik :3
Crush 1:
Im pretty sure you already knew that Softpaws. XDCrush 2: Rye. :P Most know who he is. Lots of drama connected with that one.
Crush 3:
Sort of obvious from the second i met you Aki. XD I dont really hid my crushes that well. xDCrush 4:
Hardest one to actually ADMIT and put on this journal, mostly because i consider him a good friend.Crush 5:
Sort of had one on ya when i first met ya. Over it for the most part now. XD Youre too good of a friend to fuck. XDXDXDI think thats pretty much all of em :P Admitting shit is hard, but i guess everyone deserves to know things :PP
~Toxxik :3
FURCON14 + My RAVE Performance
General | Posted 12 years agoWhos going to Further Confusion vs. The World? I know i am (: Hoping to see all the homies there.
is taking me, so thats a given.
I better see all y'all there!! Haha!
on another amazing note, i have been given the WONDERFUL opportunity to perform at a RAVE! :D I wanna see all my raver buddies (i.e.
etc.) at that piece! If all goes well, i will be able to bring a few friends ( you two nad possible 1 or 2 more) in for FREE! Oh, how i love performing at such amazing venues. :33 Thank you
for this opportunity :3
Talk to you all later :3
~Toxxik
More info about the rave here:
https://www.facebook.com/foxdenevents?fref=ts
https://www.facebook.com/events/141.....14684/?fref=ts
about FurCon:
http://www.furtherconfusion.org/2014/
is taking me, so thats a given.
I better see all y'all there!! Haha!on another amazing note, i have been given the WONDERFUL opportunity to perform at a RAVE! :D I wanna see all my raver buddies (i.e.
etc.) at that piece! If all goes well, i will be able to bring a few friends ( you two nad possible 1 or 2 more) in for FREE! Oh, how i love performing at such amazing venues. :33 Thank you
for this opportunity :3Talk to you all later :3
~Toxxik
More info about the rave here:
https://www.facebook.com/foxdenevents?fref=ts
https://www.facebook.com/events/141.....14684/?fref=ts
about FurCon:
http://www.furtherconfusion.org/2014/
I needs mai partial O_o HALLLP!
General | Posted 12 years agoSomeone Halp! I saw that FC is having a dance competition and i MUST be in it O_O who can make me mah partial O_O I know i haz a ref sheet coming from
culpeowolf very soon so yah. i have bunches of other arts and shit so PWEEZ HALP!
culpeowolf very soon so yah. i have bunches of other arts and shit so PWEEZ HALP!MUTHAFUCKAH! DX ONLINE ORDERING GONE WRONG
General | Posted 12 years ago:: Listening to Hurt - Get Scared ::
Dude, i ordered sh*t from RaveReady.com weeks ago and on my account it still says the products i ordered are "processing". Like wtf its been weeks! v.v I just dont get it at all. its so frustrating because i rlly need those things BY Friday for CaliFur. Ugh. I swear if they dont get here by then im going to be so f*cking pissed off. T_T Has this happened to any of you guys? If so, any ideas for a solution? I'd really appreciate it at this point. haha.
~Toxxik
Dude, i ordered sh*t from RaveReady.com weeks ago and on my account it still says the products i ordered are "processing". Like wtf its been weeks! v.v I just dont get it at all. its so frustrating because i rlly need those things BY Friday for CaliFur. Ugh. I swear if they dont get here by then im going to be so f*cking pissed off. T_T Has this happened to any of you guys? If so, any ideas for a solution? I'd really appreciate it at this point. haha.
~Toxxik
Califur Meme! (:
General | Posted 12 years agoStolen from
culpeowolf
Arrival and Departure?
Friday morning (depending on traffic) to Sunday Evening (im assuming) XD
Where are you staying?
Irvine Marriott bitchez!
Mode of Transportation?
I believe either my mom or a train there and my furend Chris is taking me back home. C:
Who will you be with?
Rooming with: Chris, Amanda, etc.
Will be hanging/partying/kicking it/queefing with:
culpeowolf
jaggy
vampynny
read-the-wind
bandit and a fuckton of other epic people. :3
What are your Major Plans?
Party and bullshit! C: lol but yeah, i wanna see everybody. The fur community is like mah family :3
What fursuits do you have?
None. :C I might have just some random ears by Califur, but thats itt :( Im hoping to get Toxxik's suit soon though!
Attending Parties?
*Hola, hola, bitch que pasa? Break out da Patron and Vodka.* lol
but seriously I WILL GO TO ALL YAH PARTIES. I will probably try to stalk
culpeowolf a lot of the time though because she is mai Lesbian Luvrr. XD
How do I find you?
Look for blue and blonde hair :3 i have a very signature style so im not hard to spot. I always have my Ray-ban glasses on becuz i cant see SHIT without them so yah. Also, again, ill probobly be stalking
culpeowolf and/or
jaggy because this will be mai first con :3
What is your gender?
Male. :3
How old are you?
16. But i am still a crazy child and a very awesome partier! ^_^
Can I talk to you?
Bitch i'm fabulous! Of course you can, i love everybodyy!
Can I hug you?
OMFG YESH! FREE HUGS FOR EVERYONE! :D
Can I buy you a drink?
;) If you really want to then i guess. XD
What's your poison?
Coco-bombs. XD If you are unfamilar its basically Coke and Vodka or any other hard liquor. Im not good at just chugging liquor straight out. XD
Can I commission you?
If you want... Im only really good at chibis. :P and little badges. I'm just starting out drawing XD
What events will you be attending?
EVERYTHING MUTHAFUCKAH
How tall are you?
5'7 lawl
Are you nice?
Depends.
Some people think i'm a bitch because i never bullshit people.
I embrace it.
But if youre nice to me im nice to you. :P
Are you friendly?
Again, depends. Dont be all creeper status with me, cuz if you are, well, as
likes to put it, I get ghetto if you don't approch me correctly. <3
Can I touch you?
uhhm..yea-no. Only my lesbian lovers are allowed to touch me as of this moment in time. :33
Are you Cliquey?
if you mean PLASTIC cliquey, then FUCK no. XD I mostly hang out with people who i feel understand me; more mature people i guess. lol I have like, no filter so my homegrrlz(boizz) need to be able to handle maii craziiness. :D
Can I Stalk you?
I approve this message. Just remember to bring me cookies :D
Can I Dance with you at the Dances?
I guess. I used to be sort of a stripper at raves a while back(SHHH)so my dancing basically consists of bumping and grinding XD So yeah go for it XD
Can I buy Breakfast, Lunch, or Dinner?
omfg i shall <3 you forevah if yew do. :PPPPP
Can I get a Picture with you?
TOTALLY! I love taking pictures with other furs and my furends, even tho i dont have my fursuit yet. I always try to have a crazy outfit or something on. my makeup is always awesome tho :3
Can I Steal you Away for *Censored*?
Depends on thrwee factorz. >.> (A) i'm 16. do you care? (B) are you hawtt? (C) dont be a creeper. At least take me out first XD
You Wanna Cuddle at the Con?
yesh. I love meh sum cuddlez. Anyone can cuddle wiff meh. *jus dont be creepy about it* XD
How long are you going?
I'll be there for the whole con!
Do you have an artist table?
Thats a funny joke.
Bitch, no. T_T
Can I give you a gift?
*demon voice* Do it bitch! >:D
but seriously, I <3 gifts :D
If I see you, how should I get your attention?
2 ways.
(one) Yell, "TOXXIK!" and ill look around for you.
(two) scream 'queef' at the top of your lungs and i will do the same :3
Going to the Cabaret?
I cant :( Im so jelouss of everybody who can!! U.U
Going to the Ice Cream Social?
yepperz!
So yeah. Thats mai califur meme. Hope you all like it. XD
culpeowolfArrival and Departure?
Friday morning (depending on traffic) to Sunday Evening (im assuming) XD
Where are you staying?
Irvine Marriott bitchez!
Mode of Transportation?
I believe either my mom or a train there and my furend Chris is taking me back home. C:
Who will you be with?
Rooming with: Chris, Amanda, etc.
Will be hanging/partying/kicking it/queefing with:
culpeowolf
jaggy
vampynny
read-the-wind
bandit and a fuckton of other epic people. :3What are your Major Plans?
Party and bullshit! C: lol but yeah, i wanna see everybody. The fur community is like mah family :3
What fursuits do you have?
None. :C I might have just some random ears by Califur, but thats itt :( Im hoping to get Toxxik's suit soon though!
Attending Parties?
*Hola, hola, bitch que pasa? Break out da Patron and Vodka.* lol
but seriously I WILL GO TO ALL YAH PARTIES. I will probably try to stalk
culpeowolf a lot of the time though because she is mai Lesbian Luvrr. XDHow do I find you?
Look for blue and blonde hair :3 i have a very signature style so im not hard to spot. I always have my Ray-ban glasses on becuz i cant see SHIT without them so yah. Also, again, ill probobly be stalking
culpeowolf and/or
jaggy because this will be mai first con :3What is your gender?
Male. :3
How old are you?
16. But i am still a crazy child and a very awesome partier! ^_^
Can I talk to you?
Bitch i'm fabulous! Of course you can, i love everybodyy!
Can I hug you?
OMFG YESH! FREE HUGS FOR EVERYONE! :D
Can I buy you a drink?
;) If you really want to then i guess. XD
What's your poison?
Coco-bombs. XD If you are unfamilar its basically Coke and Vodka or any other hard liquor. Im not good at just chugging liquor straight out. XD
Can I commission you?
If you want... Im only really good at chibis. :P and little badges. I'm just starting out drawing XD
What events will you be attending?
EVERYTHING MUTHAFUCKAH
How tall are you?
5'7 lawl
Are you nice?
Depends.
Some people think i'm a bitch because i never bullshit people.
I embrace it.
But if youre nice to me im nice to you. :P
Are you friendly?
Again, depends. Dont be all creeper status with me, cuz if you are, well, as
likes to put it, I get ghetto if you don't approch me correctly. <3Can I touch you?
uhhm..yea-no. Only my lesbian lovers are allowed to touch me as of this moment in time. :33
Are you Cliquey?
if you mean PLASTIC cliquey, then FUCK no. XD I mostly hang out with people who i feel understand me; more mature people i guess. lol I have like, no filter so my homegrrlz(boizz) need to be able to handle maii craziiness. :D
Can I Stalk you?
I approve this message. Just remember to bring me cookies :D
Can I Dance with you at the Dances?
I guess. I used to be sort of a stripper at raves a while back(SHHH)so my dancing basically consists of bumping and grinding XD So yeah go for it XD
Can I buy Breakfast, Lunch, or Dinner?
omfg i shall <3 you forevah if yew do. :PPPPP
Can I get a Picture with you?
TOTALLY! I love taking pictures with other furs and my furends, even tho i dont have my fursuit yet. I always try to have a crazy outfit or something on. my makeup is always awesome tho :3
Can I Steal you Away for *Censored*?
Depends on thrwee factorz. >.> (A) i'm 16. do you care? (B) are you hawtt? (C) dont be a creeper. At least take me out first XD
You Wanna Cuddle at the Con?
yesh. I love meh sum cuddlez. Anyone can cuddle wiff meh. *jus dont be creepy about it* XD
How long are you going?
I'll be there for the whole con!
Do you have an artist table?
Thats a funny joke.
Bitch, no. T_T
Can I give you a gift?
*demon voice* Do it bitch! >:D
but seriously, I <3 gifts :D
If I see you, how should I get your attention?
2 ways.
(one) Yell, "TOXXIK!" and ill look around for you.
(two) scream 'queef' at the top of your lungs and i will do the same :3
Going to the Cabaret?
I cant :( Im so jelouss of everybody who can!! U.U
Going to the Ice Cream Social?
yepperz!
So yeah. Thats mai califur meme. Hope you all like it. XD
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