No wait, its a horse.

So a man comes into a horse...

This shit is not mobile friendly AT ALL. Half of the fucking time my messages wont even show up, why fuck it up for the people that aren't home all the time?

And its my birthday!!! :DDD

1) Would you have sex with me if you could?

2) Have you thought about it before?

3) Where would we do it?

4) Top or bottom?

5) How many times?

6) Position(s)?

7) Rough or Soft?

8) Foreplay or right into it?

9) Alone or with someone else?

10) What do you think it would be like if it happened?

So i go to pick my parents up from the bar this morning (2 AM) and not even 5 minutes after im there waiting a fight breaks out between these 2 drunk girls. They are like trying to tackle each other and they end up on my hood. Denting it, one of them throws a beer bottle and hits the other in the face, so now I have blood on my car as well...oh joy...waiting for the cops to show up at my house now to take a look at the damage and the blood along with getting the only sober ones story...fuck sundays

Tell me a kink and ill say if im into it or not

http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/3365284/

GET SUUUUUM

The best buy i work at is closing for some reason they couldn't explain, so im out of a job now...

Time for me to get depressed about not being able to go to any cons...woo...*curls up*

With everything thats going on right now in terms of my life it just seems like school, track practice, and work. Maybe a little time to see Jake now and then but with this going on all of this stress and anxiety is building up and right now im up at 4 in the morning, cant sleep, having an anxiety attack, and have the feeling like I just need to kick the shit out of something. Ive NEVER been like this before and it is really scaring me to the point of wanting to just curl up in a ball and cry for hours on end. But, I cant, im still gunna have to go to school, still going to have to work, still going to have to wait to move out of my parents house, and wait to actually be intimate with my boyfriend for once without the worry of his parents around or work kicking the shit out of him everyday. You think with the physical frustration and exhaustion my body would just collapse or something but my mind wont let me, its going at 10 million miles an hour thinking about every different aspect of every single outcome and what I could have done better up to this point to make my life better. I seriously just wish i had him to hold right now, im on the verge of crying but I dont want to end up crying myself to sleep...I need help so fucking bad and im too stupid and arrogant to take it...I dont know what to do anymore, I really dont...I wish life was easier...

Gunna be flying to Florida tomorrow morning! So excited!

First one started off alright, until I get to the end of my triple jumps (if you don't know look it up) and I ended up pulling my hamstring, ouch. So, I got to sit out the rest of the meet, which was about 4 and a half hours more. It was pouring like a motherfucker the entire time and our tent we set up just happened to be at the drainage area for the tennis and basketball courts they had near the track, yay us. Then we had a meet today, which I just got home from. Did my long jump (again, look it up), triple jump, and ran the 4x200 (half a lap around the track relay). It all went alright, didn't jump as well as I had hoped I would but it is the beginning of the season. This meet was a big lift to our team though, we were going against 3A teams in the area when our school is a 1A, this means they have about 8 times as many kids to choose from as we do, and we gave them some competition. Now the rest of my weekend is going to consist of relaxing tonight and then work tomorrow.

I reallize a lot of you aren't going to care xP

Go here nao.

http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/3279857/

I hit a deer...and now im all shaky and have anxiety and shit....*sighs and curls up*

Whenever I start drawing nothing wants to work right. I cant even draw the fucking circle for the head right...how can anybody do this drawing shit, it makes me want to rip my hair out...

Just curious if there is anyone watching me or reading my journals that knows what a good program is for drawing. Just got a tablet the other day and want to start.

So, I dunno if this has happened to anyone else but Jake and i but I find it kind of funny how one of my used to be friends, because I never get a hi or ANYTHING anymore, once they get to be a "popufur" they are instantly "too cool" to talk to us. For example, there's one who I had to beg and beg and beg to just think about going to a Furmeet here in MN. And once there scared that they wouldn't make any friends or feel left out. Now that "friend" that I had no longer talks to me or anything, kind of funny how that shit works. And the second, I had thought that he was going to be a great friend of mine until I found out that he was moving away, talked a bit and enjoyed each others company but as soon as he was gone I stopped getting texts. And I know its a trivial thing but removed me from his friends here in fa. Just find it kind of funny how your "friends" can throw you away that easily. Oh well, I guess ill stay with my real friends that wont just use me for what im worth and toss me aside for something "better". Just fyi, youre "popular" in a fandom thats in the smallest percent of society, good job.

I dont know if you've noticed any of this from some journals of artists youre watching or shit like that but I find it kind of sad when people will shell out their money just because the artists asks for donations. I have absolutely nothing against the artists themselves, hell, if I could draw id be asking for donations too. But I just find it absolutely stupid how people just give their moey away like that. I bet you if I asked some furs around here and was pleading that my life is terrible because I cant pay bills and all im eating is ramen, NO ONE would give me anything.

So, today during work I head to the bathroom to check my phone, we aren't allowed to have the on the sales floor for certain reasons. I go on to find I have a missed call and a voicemail, dunno the number so I head to check the message. Apparently it's the jump coach calling me from Hamline University and they want me to come take a visit and look around and see if I like what I see. So what could this mean? I might be getting a scholarship to do a sport that I absolutely love to do!

So in other words omgomgomgomgomgomgomgomgomg

This will be my first con that im attending and cannot wait to go and finally meet some of my friends that ive been wanting to for awhile. Would be an awesome treat to hang with those that i cant normally!

I feel bad for people that dont have a bad dragon toy...like srsly. Get one its so worth it.

Sorry for not being too active lately, if anyone cares. Just been busy with work and life, so yeah.

None of my friends play, well, a few but they don't play with me too much anymore and I REALLY need some new people to play with, if you've never played it try it, youll like it. So PLLEEEEAAASEEEE play...

For monday to start and I go to college! And I want to go to the U of M after 2 semesters.