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i spent 15 years in denial about being a furry, and it made me miserable. now that I have finally accepted this about myself, i am much happier, much more positive, and there is the light of inspiration in my life. My fursona, Trayfox, is like a muse to me. He inspires me, teaches me, and encourages me. without him, I would be a very dull, boring person. I often draw inspiration for my stories and songs from dreams, the first song I ever wrote, was inspired by the beautiful dream in which I met Trayfox. He appeared to me in a white void, walked up, told me his name, and explained that he was part of me, but also a reflection of me, seperate with his own thoughts and feelings. he hugged me and said he loved me very much, and that he wanted the best for me. then said to listen. I awoke with the song in my head, crying and wrote it down immediatly. He was always there, I used to hear an encouraging voice whenever i was sad or upset. telling me things would be ok and not to despair.that I was loved and needed. I used to think I was crazy. but now i realize that it was him all along, trying to be with me. I just pushed him away. now I love and cherish him very much. I am a furry and it makes me happy! I am also writing a book, about this whole experience in denial, and accepting it, and just all about what happened. the names have been changed to protect the idiotic.(lol)