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โญ info / plans - march
General | Posted 6 days agoยป ๐๐๐ก๐ก๐ค ๐๐ซ๐๐ง๐ฎ๐ค๐ฃ๐!
update : 18 / 03 / 26
i write this journal from my hometown - i stay with my parents for a week (16th - 22nd). i visited them last time before new year's eve. (they live 450 km / 279 miles away from us. ( at least 7-8 hours of different kinds of public transport.)) so i usually plan longer visits.๐
my brother's birthday is on 20th of march, and i wanted to visit his grave, giving him the gifts i planned to, also a bouquet of flowers. white lily, white hydrangea and white lisianthus.
also i plan to visit my grandma, her grave is in the city. i bought her an angel shaped bell 2 years ago and i haven't manage to give her yet. she collected angel figurines, i bet she will like it.
this month is kinda about remembrance to me. lil' bittersweet in the beginning of spring. but i don't mind. they are dear to me, even in this dimension or in another.
i try to be more comfortable with my crusty ipad, and also i'm discovering clip studio paint. so far, i love it. we will see. it will be a very-very silly comparison, but to me, it's like SAI2 advanced with all those cool features AND nice brush quality.
meanwhile working on the commissions and premades, i help my mom out with house chores. i do stuff that requires more time, so mom won't be bothered by it while she doesn't have time for longer chores in house anyway. yesterday i scrubbed the shower, today will clean and declutter the terrace. at least i can adore her flowers - she has pretty flowers! maybe i give them some love too.
my antidepressant was decreased 'cause it pushed me into a manic episode, i feel the withdrawal of that dosage tho. i feel so... meh. just existing on the average or below. hoping stimulants will bring salvation lol. i feel so tired and lowkey i'm rocketing back into depression :")
at least spring is here and the weather is so beautiful. hoping the temperature will be decent for a longer period of time. wanna go pokรฉmonGO with d3stroia . also feeling my spark is back with drawing. is it cool isn't it? <3 also started dancing again at home, i've just learnt a small choreography in 1.5 hours, such a big achievement without guilt!! didn't think i ever manage to do that
โโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโ
Planned updates in March 2026:
โ traditional Sunday - working with traditional media only ๐ฃ
โ starting Personal Weekends - not working on tdl, as i planned ๐ฅ๐ฃ
โ reworking my discord server ๐ฅ๐ฃ 95% ;
โ t.o.s. / carrd.co update ๐ฃ, 80%
โ drawing some chibies for my carrd.co ๐ฃ80%
โ different screens for stream (BRBs, offline, starting soon) ๐ฃ 45%
โ unique emojis for the discord server ๐ฅ๐ฃ 40%
โ keeping up with the streaming schedule โธ๏ธ | 40%
โ ko-fi set up (again) โธ๏ธ๐ฃ20%
โ picarto decorating and rewriting some stuff โธ๏ธ๐ฃ 20%
โ new profile picture & cover art sfw & nsfw account ๐ฃ 15% | redo cause' not satisfied
โ mascot character for the sfw and nsfw furaffinity of mine excluding my fursonas ๐ฃ10%
โ some personal art
โ drawing some bases
โโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโ
๐ฃ - started, in progress
โ - finished
๐ - new plans added
๐ฅ - priority
โธ๏ธ - not priority
โโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโ
also, if you have ideas for bases you want to see drop a comment below !
see you soon! โฃ๏ธ
๐ถ music of the month : pinkpantheress - stateside ft. zara larsson
๐ quote of the month : later will add.]
๐ reading atm : looking for alaska - john green
๐ฏ focusing on : not drowning in feelings lol
update : 18 / 03 / 26
i write this journal from my hometown - i stay with my parents for a week (16th - 22nd). i visited them last time before new year's eve. (they live 450 km / 279 miles away from us. ( at least 7-8 hours of different kinds of public transport.)) so i usually plan longer visits.๐
my brother's birthday is on 20th of march, and i wanted to visit his grave, giving him the gifts i planned to, also a bouquet of flowers. white lily, white hydrangea and white lisianthus.
also i plan to visit my grandma, her grave is in the city. i bought her an angel shaped bell 2 years ago and i haven't manage to give her yet. she collected angel figurines, i bet she will like it.
this month is kinda about remembrance to me. lil' bittersweet in the beginning of spring. but i don't mind. they are dear to me, even in this dimension or in another.
i try to be more comfortable with my crusty ipad, and also i'm discovering clip studio paint. so far, i love it. we will see. it will be a very-very silly comparison, but to me, it's like SAI2 advanced with all those cool features AND nice brush quality.
meanwhile working on the commissions and premades, i help my mom out with house chores. i do stuff that requires more time, so mom won't be bothered by it while she doesn't have time for longer chores in house anyway. yesterday i scrubbed the shower, today will clean and declutter the terrace. at least i can adore her flowers - she has pretty flowers! maybe i give them some love too.
my antidepressant was decreased 'cause it pushed me into a manic episode, i feel the withdrawal of that dosage tho. i feel so... meh. just existing on the average or below. hoping stimulants will bring salvation lol. i feel so tired and lowkey i'm rocketing back into depression :")
at least spring is here and the weather is so beautiful. hoping the temperature will be decent for a longer period of time. wanna go pokรฉmonGO with d3stroia . also feeling my spark is back with drawing. is it cool isn't it? <3 also started dancing again at home, i've just learnt a small choreography in 1.5 hours, such a big achievement without guilt!! didn't think i ever manage to do that
โโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโ
Planned updates in March 2026:
โ traditional Sunday - working with traditional media only ๐ฃ
โ starting Personal Weekends - not working on tdl, as i planned ๐ฅ๐ฃ
โ reworking my discord server ๐ฅ๐ฃ 95% ;
โ t.o.s. / carrd.co update ๐ฃ, 80%
โ drawing some chibies for my carrd.co ๐ฃ80%
โ different screens for stream (BRBs, offline, starting soon) ๐ฃ 45%
โ unique emojis for the discord server ๐ฅ๐ฃ 40%
โ keeping up with the streaming schedule โธ๏ธ | 40%
โ ko-fi set up (again) โธ๏ธ๐ฃ20%
โ picarto decorating and rewriting some stuff โธ๏ธ๐ฃ 20%
โ new profile picture & cover art sfw & nsfw account ๐ฃ 15% | redo cause' not satisfied
โ mascot character for the sfw and nsfw furaffinity of mine excluding my fursonas ๐ฃ10%
โ some personal art
โ drawing some bases
โโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโ
๐ฃ - started, in progress
โ - finished
๐ - new plans added
๐ฅ - priority
โธ๏ธ - not priority
โโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโ
also, if you have ideas for bases you want to see drop a comment below !
see you soon! โฃ๏ธ
โโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโ ห๊ฐ๐พเญญ ห. แตแต โโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโ๐ถ music of the month : pinkpantheress - stateside ft. zara larsson
๐ quote of the month : later will add.]
๐ reading atm : looking for alaska - john green
๐ฏ focusing on : not drowning in feelings lol
โโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโ ห๊ฐ๐ซเญญ ห. แตแต โโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโ 
โห๐ฒ raffle - free pixel icon [not by me]
General | Posted 2 weeks agoแฏโค click to Matei's pixel's raffle !! โจ
this person makes the best decorations for furaffinity, he has the skills like oh god!!! ๐ฅน
i couldn't let go the thought to enter the raffle.
go check it out! totally worth at least a peak. his works, page or decorations!
he made the lil' clover pixel i have on my profile page!!
this person makes the best decorations for furaffinity, he has the skills like oh god!!! ๐ฅน
i couldn't let go the thought to enter the raffle.
go check it out! totally worth at least a peak. his works, page or decorations!
he made the lil' clover pixel i have on my profile page!!
โญ info / plans - february
General | Posted a month agoยป ๐๐๐ก๐ก๐ค ๐๐ซ๐๐ง๐ฎ๐ค๐ฃ๐!
update : 22 / 02 / 26
so, i need to start indeed going by my planned schedule and sticking by it. it means i am going to work on commissions and requests during weekdays 11 AM - 7 PM CEST timezone. on weekends, i rest and such! spending time with hobbies and regain the energies to not let myself heading into an art block </3 despite i have so much exciting tdl items to work on ahead. kinda needed to stop in time before the chaos lol, like my wellbeing worsening starts with totally neglecting my IRL space and losing track of time 100%. and that's totally the case. not to mention not remembering what did i do all day. kinda sand slipping through my fingers. and i hate the fact my last 2 weeks happened to be like this. (รณ๏นรฒ๏ฝก) not very cool! also not very beneficial workflow wise too.
also seems like my antidepressants is effective in depression way (no way!),๐ but it makes my raging ADHD worse - so you can guess. (แต,โแดโ,) i need to rein in my mental health before it becomes my mental ...enemy?
oh, and i worked on my carrd (that part i've worked on is not published yet), and i want to add a few stuffs to my t.o.s. and commission prices in regard some past experiences. also, some fun discount opportunities! i have so many plans omg. please bear with me, in the end it will be better for both of me and for the customers! also for lurkers too. hoping my productivity will be more efficient! (หถโแตโหถ)
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"outdated" ; 02 / 02 / 26
january is already over, what the shrimp!!
this month was really a rollercoaster one emotionally, but at least it's over.I'm having so much fun with art these days! ๐
not to mention i see where i will go with my future studies and i'm so excited for it!did i mention i have passion for languages? เดฆเตเดฆเดฟโ โฉ โ i'm planning to put this love on serious grounds and learn English in university!! (๏ฝกห แต ห )
i don't know when was i this hyped for anything in the nearest future not gonna' lie.like beside English i'm planning to study German - i want to learn German since i was a drop out from high school. not to mention, it's really nice i'm finally in a place where my aims are supported and encouraged. i am at the right place. (..โแดโ..) but i didn't forget about my lil' artist being (let's call this...that) and i am working on these aspects of my life too !
โโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโ
Some updates that were made lately :
โ Trello update
โ End of the year YCHs are up and live til' 6th of Jan
โ Cleaned the TDL from 2025
โ Set up folders for 2026 - furaffinity
โ Streaming layout
โ Working on my ... working schedule
Planned updates in February 2026:
โ ๐ | Traditional Sunday - working with traditional media only ๐ฃ started : 02 / 22 / 26
โ ๐ | starting Personal Weekends - not working on tdl, as i planned ๐ฃstarted : 02 / 21 / 26
โ Reworking my discord server ๐ฃ 90% ;
โ T.o.S. / carrd.co update ๐ฃ, 80%
โ Drawing some chibies for my carrd.co ๐ฃ80%
โ Different screens for stream (BRBs, offline, starting soon) ๐ฃ 45%
โ Ko-Fi set up (again) ๐ฃ20%
โ ๐ | picarto decorating and rewriting some stuff ๐ฃ 20%
โ New profile picture & cover art sfw & nsfw account ๐ฃ 15%
โ ๐ | unique emojis for the discord server
โ ๐ | mascot character for the sfw and nsfw furaffinity of mine excluding my fursonas
โ Keeping up with the streaming schedule
โ Some personal art
โ Drawing some bases
โโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโ
๐ฃ - started, in progress
โ - finished
๐ - new plans added
โโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโ
also, if you have ideas for bases you want to see drop a comment below !
see you soon! โฃ๏ธ
๐ถ music of the month : sum41 - angels with dirty faces
๐ quote of the month : I feel like the world is divided into two types of people: people who know loss and people who don't. [...]
๐ reading atm : rui cardoso martins - glad to die
๐ฏ focusing on : working on self-care to avoid burnout (๏ผยดโ๏ฝ)
update : 22 / 02 / 26
so, i need to start indeed going by my planned schedule and sticking by it. it means i am going to work on commissions and requests during weekdays 11 AM - 7 PM CEST timezone. on weekends, i rest and such! spending time with hobbies and regain the energies to not let myself heading into an art block </3 despite i have so much exciting tdl items to work on ahead. kinda needed to stop in time before the chaos lol, like my wellbeing worsening starts with totally neglecting my IRL space and losing track of time 100%. and that's totally the case. not to mention not remembering what did i do all day. kinda sand slipping through my fingers. and i hate the fact my last 2 weeks happened to be like this. (รณ๏นรฒ๏ฝก) not very cool! also not very beneficial workflow wise too.
also seems like my antidepressants is effective in depression way (no way!),๐ but it makes my raging ADHD worse - so you can guess. (แต,โแดโ,) i need to rein in my mental health before it becomes my mental ...enemy?
oh, and i worked on my carrd (that part i've worked on is not published yet), and i want to add a few stuffs to my t.o.s. and commission prices in regard some past experiences. also, some fun discount opportunities! i have so many plans omg. please bear with me, in the end it will be better for both of me and for the customers! also for lurkers too. hoping my productivity will be more efficient! (หถโแตโหถ)
โโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโ
"outdated" ; 02 / 02 / 26
january is already over, what the shrimp!!
this month was really a rollercoaster one emotionally, but at least it's over.I'm having so much fun with art these days! ๐
not to mention i see where i will go with my future studies and i'm so excited for it!did i mention i have passion for languages? เดฆเตเดฆเดฟโ โฉ โ i'm planning to put this love on serious grounds and learn English in university!! (๏ฝกห แต ห )
i don't know when was i this hyped for anything in the nearest future not gonna' lie.like beside English i'm planning to study German - i want to learn German since i was a drop out from high school. not to mention, it's really nice i'm finally in a place where my aims are supported and encouraged. i am at the right place. (..โแดโ..) but i didn't forget about my lil' artist being (let's call this...that) and i am working on these aspects of my life too !
โโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโ
Some updates that were made lately :
โ Trello update
โ End of the year YCHs are up and live til' 6th of Jan
โ Cleaned the TDL from 2025
โ Set up folders for 2026 - furaffinity
โ Streaming layout
โ Working on my ... working schedule
Planned updates in February 2026:
โ ๐ | Traditional Sunday - working with traditional media only ๐ฃ started : 02 / 22 / 26
โ ๐ | starting Personal Weekends - not working on tdl, as i planned ๐ฃstarted : 02 / 21 / 26
โ Reworking my discord server ๐ฃ 90% ;
โ T.o.S. / carrd.co update ๐ฃ, 80%
โ Drawing some chibies for my carrd.co ๐ฃ80%
โ Different screens for stream (BRBs, offline, starting soon) ๐ฃ 45%
โ Ko-Fi set up (again) ๐ฃ20%
โ ๐ | picarto decorating and rewriting some stuff ๐ฃ 20%
โ New profile picture & cover art sfw & nsfw account ๐ฃ 15%
โ ๐ | unique emojis for the discord server
โ ๐ | mascot character for the sfw and nsfw furaffinity of mine excluding my fursonas
โ Keeping up with the streaming schedule
โ Some personal art
โ Drawing some bases
โโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโ
๐ฃ - started, in progress
โ - finished
๐ - new plans added
โโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโ
also, if you have ideas for bases you want to see drop a comment below !
see you soon! โฃ๏ธ
โโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโ ห๊ฐ๐พเญญ ห. แตแต โโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโ๐ถ music of the month : sum41 - angels with dirty faces
๐ quote of the month : I feel like the world is divided into two types of people: people who know loss and people who don't. [...]
๐ reading atm : rui cardoso martins - glad to die
๐ฏ focusing on : working on self-care to avoid burnout (๏ผยดโ๏ฝ)
โโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโ ห๊ฐ๐ซเญญ ห. แตแต โโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโ โญ limited : 10 usd chibies CLOSED
General | Posted a month agocontext : my nitro is running out today, so trying to gather some money to cover it! (๏ฟฃ ๏ฟฃ|||)
โโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโ
chibi examples and info CLICK
โน paying upfront ; via Paypal
โน only SFW , no NSFW
โน turnaround time max. 1 week
โน any kind of critters - feral or anthro
โน flat colored, +5 usd for shade
โน via note or comment below! (ใ*ยฐโฝยฐ*)
โโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโ10 USD / chibi
chibi examples and info CLICK
โน paying upfront ; via Paypal
โน only SFW , no NSFW
โน turnaround time max. 1 week
โน any kind of critters - feral or anthro
โน flat colored, +5 usd for shade
โน via note or comment below! (ใ*ยฐโฝยฐ*)
โญ info / plans - january
General | Posted 2 months agoยป ๐๐๐ก๐ก๐ค ๐๐ซ๐๐ง๐ฎ๐ค๐ฃ๐!
How did New Year's Eve start for you?
I started 2026 with respiratory tract infections that kicked the door on me with its 39ยฐC / 102ยฐF and
I barely exist. ๐I have huge plans for 2026. Hoping the year of Fire Horse brings me all the
opportunities I need for achieving my dreams!
I'm on the right path right now, both of my professionals are so lovely, and actually want to help,
not just sedate the heck out of me, that could be rewarding for the outside (me being sedated)
but me. So I'm hopeful, after my mental health management has its track, now it's time for my
aims with drawing. ๐
Some updates that were made in the end of 2025:
โ Trello update
โ End of the year YCHs are up and live til' 6th of Jan
โ Cleaned the TDL from 2025
Planned updates in January 2026:
โ Set up folders for 2026 - furaffinityโ
โ Ko-Fi set up (again)
โ T.o.S. / carrd.co update
โ Drawing some bases
โ Working on my ... working schedule; having a set timeframe - i do work on business material โ
โ Some personal art
โ Reworking my discord server ๐ฃ
โ Streaming layout โ
see you soon! โฃ๏ธ
How did New Year's Eve start for you?
I started 2026 with respiratory tract infections that kicked the door on me with its 39ยฐC / 102ยฐF and
I barely exist. ๐I have huge plans for 2026. Hoping the year of Fire Horse brings me all the
opportunities I need for achieving my dreams!
I'm on the right path right now, both of my professionals are so lovely, and actually want to help,
not just sedate the heck out of me, that could be rewarding for the outside (me being sedated)
but me. So I'm hopeful, after my mental health management has its track, now it's time for my
aims with drawing. ๐
Some updates that were made in the end of 2025:
โ Trello update
โ End of the year YCHs are up and live til' 6th of Jan
โ Cleaned the TDL from 2025
Planned updates in January 2026:
โ Set up folders for 2026 - furaffinityโ
โ Ko-Fi set up (again)
โ T.o.S. / carrd.co update
โ Drawing some bases
โ Working on my ... working schedule; having a set timeframe - i do work on business material โ
โ Some personal art
โ Reworking my discord server ๐ฃ
โ Streaming layout โ
see you soon! โฃ๏ธ
โโโโโโโโโโโโโโงโโโโโโโโโโโ ห๊ฐ๐พเญญ ห. แตแต โโโโโโโโโโโโโโงโโโโโโโโโโโ 
