Fun while it lasted
Posted 10 years agoHey all, just an FYI.. Going to be taking down and shut this page off.. FA has always been a bit of a Shit show and honestly. There is much better out there now. I took a look at that MVwhatever place and didn't like its practices. Not that FA was any better with how Hypercritical it can be. But as a Weight lifter i can't help be feel its total bat shit insane to discriminate against shirtless guys who put a lot of time and effort into lifting to show a healthy body and matching ones fursona (as close as one can anyway) yet feel free to post Rape, Vore, Crush fantasies, and just about anything else as if its all Artistic and perfectly natural.
This is not a community *as much as SOME people like to throw that word around* its a tyranny of Ego and maladies.
If I will post my Tumbler account after I've built it.. give me a week. So if you want to download my art and few other things by all means, do so. After that, i will be removing everything from here. Im on So Furry now under the same name if you want to hit me up. there is also Twitter (also same name)
To you all, i say thank you for your years and all the memories!!!! It is my deepest wish that you all have lives full of adventure and good times to come!.. with luck.. we will still be able to continue on that path via art, story, and lifting :)
With much love to you all!
take care :) *gives you all a big deep fucking muscle hug*
This is not a community *as much as SOME people like to throw that word around* its a tyranny of Ego and maladies.
If I will post my Tumbler account after I've built it.. give me a week. So if you want to download my art and few other things by all means, do so. After that, i will be removing everything from here. Im on So Furry now under the same name if you want to hit me up. there is also Twitter (also same name)
To you all, i say thank you for your years and all the memories!!!! It is my deepest wish that you all have lives full of adventure and good times to come!.. with luck.. we will still be able to continue on that path via art, story, and lifting :)
With much love to you all!
take care :) *gives you all a big deep fucking muscle hug*
lets put it to a vote
Posted 12 years agoOk. this Halloween i want to be totally Baller.. so im going to put it all to you as who i go as this year.. my top three choices are
Commander Shepard (Mas Effect)
Chris Redfield (resident Evil)
Or
Venom
what say you all?
Commander Shepard (Mas Effect)
Chris Redfield (resident Evil)
Or
Venom
what say you all?
age
Posted 12 years agoI DONT WANAN TURN 37!I DONT WANAN TURN 37!I DONT WANAN TURN 37!I DONT WANAN TURN 37!I DONT WANAN TURN 37!I DONT WANAN TURN 37!I DONT WANAN TURN 37!I DONT WANAN TURN 37!I DONT WANAN TURN 37!I DONT WANAN TURN 37!I DONT WANAN TURN 37!I DONT WANAN TURN 37!I DONT WANAN TURN 37!I DONT WANAN TURN 37!I DONT WANAN TURN 37!I DONT WANAN TURN 37!I DONT WANAN TURN 37!I DONT WANAN TURN 37!I DONT WANAN TURN 37!I DONT WANAN TURN 37!I DONT WANAN TURN 37!I DONT WANAN TURN 37!I DONT WANAN TURN 37!I DONT WANAN TURN 37!I DONT WANAN TURN 37!I DONT WANAN TURN 37!I DONT WANAN TURN 37!I DONT WANAN TURN 37!I DONT WANAN TURN 37!I DONT WANAN TURN 37!I DONT WANAN TURN 37!I DONT WANAN TURN 37!I DONT WANAN TURN 37!I DONT WANAN TURN 37!I DONT WANAN TURN 37!I DONT WANAN TURN 37!I DONT WANAN TURN 37!I DONT WANAN TURN 37!I DONT WANAN TURN 37!I DONT WANAN TURN 37!I DONT WANAN TURN 37!I DONT WANAN TURN 37!I DONT WANAN TURN 37!I DONT WANAN TURN 37!I DONT WANAN TURN 37!I DONT WANAN TURN 37!I DONT WANAN TURN 37!I DONT WANAN TURN 37!I DONT WANAN TURN 37!I DONT WANAN TURN 37!I DONT WANAN TURN 37!I DONT WANAN TURN 37!I DONT WANAN TURN 37!I DONT WANAN TURN 37!I DONT WANAN TURN 37!I DONT WANAN TURN 37!I DONT WANAN TURN 37!I DONT WANAN TURN 37!I DONT WANAN TURN 37!I DONT WANAN TURN 37! I DONT WANNNNNNNAAAAAAAAAA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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AND THE WINNER IS!
Posted 14 years agoWOW.. sorry it took so long. I sorta forgot about this life got so out of hand!.. well, i promised SOMEONE free art! so here it is!
the winner of the Caption contest http://www.furaffinity.net/view/7046399 is!!!!!!!!
milo13 for the comment (No Taco's??!!)
You my good sir will be drawn in my style (if what i do is considered a style) and featured on my page! Heaven help this poor soul! LOL
the winner of the Caption contest http://www.furaffinity.net/view/7046399 is!!!!!!!!
milo13 for the comment (No Taco's??!!)You my good sir will be drawn in my style (if what i do is considered a style) and featured on my page! Heaven help this poor soul! LOL
I COMAND YOU TO LOOK!
Posted 14 years agohttp://www.furaffinity.net/journal/2818510/
SHe asked for the Plug.. so i gave it to her. HARD >3
HOWS IT FEEL TO BE PLUGGED
dazencobalt MUUUAHAHAHAHHAA!!!
SHe asked for the Plug.. so i gave it to her. HARD >3
HOWS IT FEEL TO BE PLUGGED
dazencobalt MUUUAHAHAHAHHAA!!!Oops
Posted 14 years agoOh man. to my recent watchers.. ill get to watching you all back soon.. sorta wrapped up in things atm.. also. HI everyone!> hope your all well!
Daz, the drawing is in the computer in clean up.. i like this one so its getting colored now.. youll love it! XD not bad for just naming a bike XD
Um.. I'm ok.. really hope your all good. i feel like an ass that i dont get to read journals much..
Moving my life forward.. Planing on moving to Lake Tahoe on the Cali side.. looking for a new job.. got my security Card.. been living on my own.. life's not to bad...
Maybe, i will make it :)
Daz, the drawing is in the computer in clean up.. i like this one so its getting colored now.. youll love it! XD not bad for just naming a bike XD
Um.. I'm ok.. really hope your all good. i feel like an ass that i dont get to read journals much..
Moving my life forward.. Planing on moving to Lake Tahoe on the Cali side.. looking for a new job.. got my security Card.. been living on my own.. life's not to bad...
Maybe, i will make it :)
friends with Open commissions
Posted 15 years ago
shadowtygor is open for business!.. just business >3Due to a failing laptop, my friend ShadowTygor is open for commissions again. For this reason I would appreciate if you could help out.
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/1625379/
Details can be found through the link, but here are the rules from his journal:
- No scat, vore, extreme violence, etc.
- Send me a note with subject 'Gon Notebook Fund' including a detailed description of what you want, with reference links, if you can.
- Payment is due in 'full', through PayPal after a rough sketch is done, and you agree to it.
Prices are about $10 to $20 USD
And examples of what you can get are like so:
- http://www.furaffinity.net/view/2945128/
- http://www.furaffinity.net/view/2975297/
- http://www.furaffinity.net/view/2982936/
Thank you!
AND
Go here and commission her.. NAOW!
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/1608118/
She has dawn me so murry purry many times! >3
dazencobalt > L.L Cool Jay...Commission list 07/14/2010
Posted 15 years agoCommission list:
1.) Steve Du (Complete)
2.) Atragon (Complete)
3.) Atragon (Complete)
4.) Atragon (Complete)
5.) KarmaKat (Complete)
6.) Blayzey_Kodiak (Complete)
7.) Twillitdawnknown (Complete)
8.) Lupus_signatus (Complete)
9.) Shenro (Complete)
10.) Axiom ( Waiting for pick refs)
11.) Meanbeard (Complete and bad ass if i do say so myself)
12.) Mayanwolf YOur up next bud! (completed)
13.) Watcher
14.) pyxidis
15.) silverwolfentertainment
1.) Steve Du (Complete)
2.) Atragon (Complete)
3.) Atragon (Complete)
4.) Atragon (Complete)
5.) KarmaKat (Complete)
6.) Blayzey_Kodiak (Complete)
7.) Twillitdawnknown (Complete)
8.) Lupus_signatus (Complete)
9.) Shenro (Complete)
10.) Axiom ( Waiting for pick refs)
11.) Meanbeard (Complete and bad ass if i do say so myself)
12.) Mayanwolf YOur up next bud! (completed)
13.) Watcher
14.) pyxidis
15.) silverwolfentertainment
commission List 06/10/2010
Posted 15 years agoCommission list:
1.) Steve Du (Complete)
2.) Atragon (Complete)
3.) Atragon (Complete)
4.) Atragon (Complete)
5.) KarmaKat (Complete)
6.) Blayzey_Kodiak (Complete)
7.) Twillitdawnknown (Complete)
8.) Lupus_signatus (Complete)
9.) Shenro (Complete)
10.) Axiom ( Waiting for pick refs)
11.) Meanbeard (Complete and bad ass if i do say so myself)
12.) Mayanwolf YOur up next bud! (( http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LBc2N3-NhPw ))
13.) Watcher
14.) pyxidis
15.) silverwolfentertainment
Process
A ruff will be done and sent to you via email. Upon our approval, i will then ink the ruff and scan it in and submit to my Gallery at 780x1000 (usually).. Unless you wish it NOT to be submitted, please let me know so i can email directly to you.
If I'm missing anyone. hit me back ASAP!
ON TO THE NEXT PROJECT, TASK MONKY!
1.) Steve Du (Complete)
2.) Atragon (Complete)
3.) Atragon (Complete)
4.) Atragon (Complete)
5.) KarmaKat (Complete)
6.) Blayzey_Kodiak (Complete)
7.) Twillitdawnknown (Complete)
8.) Lupus_signatus (Complete)
9.) Shenro (Complete)
10.) Axiom ( Waiting for pick refs)
11.) Meanbeard (Complete and bad ass if i do say so myself)
12.) Mayanwolf YOur up next bud! (( http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LBc2N3-NhPw ))
13.) Watcher
14.) pyxidis
15.) silverwolfentertainment
Process
A ruff will be done and sent to you via email. Upon our approval, i will then ink the ruff and scan it in and submit to my Gallery at 780x1000 (usually).. Unless you wish it NOT to be submitted, please let me know so i can email directly to you.
If I'm missing anyone. hit me back ASAP!
ON TO THE NEXT PROJECT, TASK MONKY!
This is not what i need right now. LARF!
Posted 15 years agoits a minor thing really.. but i guess it bears mentioning. if only to help others avoid the same situation
So. a few years ago, i had a mole on the back of my neck that kept cracking and bleeding. this was a bit of a concern not to mention ruend a fair number of my white shirts XP
I had Kiser at the time. and went in to have it looked at. The doctor (a rather rude woman) suggested it was small enough to just cut of and then cauterize there, send it in for analyses. So i agreed. She noticed i had a mole on my left arm also and after finally cauterizing the quarter size cut at the back of my neck got out a can and froze the other pea sized mole off my arm. Few weeks later, test came back and the mole on my neck was nothing to worry about and would never be a problem again.
cauterize
So, we fast forward to today. were i went in because the spot were the mole was frozen off my arm came back and started bleeding a lot. Apparently, you dont FREEZ moles off, you cut them off. because when you FREEZ them off the chance of them coming back as a cancer increases like 90 fold
So. i have Basal skin cancer on my left arm now -_-
dont freak out, its VERY small, next to no chance in metastasizing, and non threatening were it is. Ill get it cut off proper in a few weeks and it will never be an issue again. True if left alone it can become a big issue but this is so early in the stages its not going to be a problem.
when the doctor told me as she was taking skin scrapings after the Systo that she is 90 percent positive what it is, the first thing in my mind wasn't (OMG MY SKINS CANCER!, or even OMG IM GUNNA LOOSE MY ARM!) no. it was (WELL FUCK!< WHAT WILL THIS COST MY BANK ACCOUNT NOW!) XD
So, the moral of the story is, dont let a doctor talk you into something on the spot. do some of your own reserch. My current doctor was shocked when i said another doctor had FROZEN a mole off. Had i know, i would have had her cut it off and this would never have been an issue at all.
so, no need to panic.. because this was artificially created its not my body processing mutated cells that will continue to get fucked up.. Least i got out of work for half a day XD
see guys.. ALWAYS QUESTION AUTHORITY!!!!!!!! XD, I have a shit load of medical training and even I let this one slip!
http://i31.photobucket.com/albums/c.....wolf/photo.jpg
If you didnt know any better, you would think it was a spider bite! but you all would have herd me scream if that was the case XD
So. a few years ago, i had a mole on the back of my neck that kept cracking and bleeding. this was a bit of a concern not to mention ruend a fair number of my white shirts XP
I had Kiser at the time. and went in to have it looked at. The doctor (a rather rude woman) suggested it was small enough to just cut of and then cauterize there, send it in for analyses. So i agreed. She noticed i had a mole on my left arm also and after finally cauterizing the quarter size cut at the back of my neck got out a can and froze the other pea sized mole off my arm. Few weeks later, test came back and the mole on my neck was nothing to worry about and would never be a problem again.
cauterize
So, we fast forward to today. were i went in because the spot were the mole was frozen off my arm came back and started bleeding a lot. Apparently, you dont FREEZ moles off, you cut them off. because when you FREEZ them off the chance of them coming back as a cancer increases like 90 fold
So. i have Basal skin cancer on my left arm now -_-
dont freak out, its VERY small, next to no chance in metastasizing, and non threatening were it is. Ill get it cut off proper in a few weeks and it will never be an issue again. True if left alone it can become a big issue but this is so early in the stages its not going to be a problem.
when the doctor told me as she was taking skin scrapings after the Systo that she is 90 percent positive what it is, the first thing in my mind wasn't (OMG MY SKINS CANCER!, or even OMG IM GUNNA LOOSE MY ARM!) no. it was (WELL FUCK!< WHAT WILL THIS COST MY BANK ACCOUNT NOW!) XD
So, the moral of the story is, dont let a doctor talk you into something on the spot. do some of your own reserch. My current doctor was shocked when i said another doctor had FROZEN a mole off. Had i know, i would have had her cut it off and this would never have been an issue at all.
so, no need to panic.. because this was artificially created its not my body processing mutated cells that will continue to get fucked up.. Least i got out of work for half a day XD
see guys.. ALWAYS QUESTION AUTHORITY!!!!!!!! XD, I have a shit load of medical training and even I let this one slip!
http://i31.photobucket.com/albums/c.....wolf/photo.jpg
If you didnt know any better, you would think it was a spider bite! but you all would have herd me scream if that was the case XD
Commission List 5/3/2010
Posted 15 years agoCommission list:
1.) Steve Du (Complete)
2.) Atragon (Complete)
3.) Atragon (Complete)
4.) Atragon (Complete)
5.) KarmaKat (Complete)
6.) Blayzey_Kodiak (Complete)
7.) Twillitdawnknown (Complete)
8.) Lupus_signatus (Complete)
9.) Shenro (Complete)
10.) Axiom ( Waiting for pick refs)
11.) Meanbeard
12.) Mayanwolf
13.) Watcher
14.) pyxidis
Process
A ruff will be done and sent to you via email. Upon our approval, i will then ink the ruff and scan it in and submit to my Gallery at 780x1000 (usually).. Unless you wish it NOT to be submitted, please let me know so i can email directly to you.
If I'm missing anyone. hit me back ASAP!
ON TO THE NEXT PROJECT, TASK MONKY!
1.) Steve Du (Complete)
2.) Atragon (Complete)
3.) Atragon (Complete)
4.) Atragon (Complete)
5.) KarmaKat (Complete)
6.) Blayzey_Kodiak (Complete)
7.) Twillitdawnknown (Complete)
8.) Lupus_signatus (Complete)
9.) Shenro (Complete)
10.) Axiom ( Waiting for pick refs)
11.) Meanbeard
12.) Mayanwolf
13.) Watcher
14.) pyxidis
Process
A ruff will be done and sent to you via email. Upon our approval, i will then ink the ruff and scan it in and submit to my Gallery at 780x1000 (usually).. Unless you wish it NOT to be submitted, please let me know so i can email directly to you.
If I'm missing anyone. hit me back ASAP!
ON TO THE NEXT PROJECT, TASK MONKY!
Commission Update 04/07/2010
Posted 15 years agoCommission list:
1.) Steve Du (Complete)
2.) Atragon (Complete)
3.) Atragon (Complete)
4.) Atragon (Complete)
5.) KarmaKat (Complete)
6.) Blayzey_Kodiak (Complete)
7.) Twillitdawnknown (Complete)
8.) Lupus_signatus
9.) Shenro
10.) Axiom
11.) Meanbeard
12.) Mayanwolf
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Process
A ruff will be done and sent to you via email. Upon our approval, i will then ink the ruff and scan it in and submit to my Gallery at 780x1000 (usually).. Unless you wish it NOT to be submitted, please let me know so i can email directly to you.
If I'm missing anyone. hit me back ASAP!
1.) Steve Du (Complete)
2.) Atragon (Complete)
3.) Atragon (Complete)
4.) Atragon (Complete)
5.) KarmaKat (Complete)
6.) Blayzey_Kodiak (Complete)
7.) Twillitdawnknown (Complete)
8.) Lupus_signatus
9.) Shenro
10.) Axiom
11.) Meanbeard
12.) Mayanwolf
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Process
A ruff will be done and sent to you via email. Upon our approval, i will then ink the ruff and scan it in and submit to my Gallery at 780x1000 (usually).. Unless you wish it NOT to be submitted, please let me know so i can email directly to you.
If I'm missing anyone. hit me back ASAP!
Snagged from Blaits
Posted 15 years ago1. Your Name:
2. Age:
3. Single or Taken:
4. Favorite Film:
5. Favorite Song or Album:
6. Favorite Band/Artist:
7. Dirty or Clean:
8. Tattoos and/or Piercings:
9. Do we know each other outside of FA?
10. What's your philosophy on life?
11. Is the bottle half-full or half-empty?
12. Would you keep a secret from me if you thought it was in my best interest?
13. What is your favorite memory of us?
14. What is your favorite guilty pleasure?
15. Tell me one odd/interesting fact about you:
16. You can have three wishes (for yourself, so forget all the 'world peace etc' malarkey) - what are they?
17. Can we get together and make a cake?
18. Which country is your spiritual home?
19. What is your big weakness?
20. Do you think I'm a good person?
21. What was your best/favorite subject at school?
22. Describe your accent:
23. If you could change anything about me, would you?
24. What do you wear to sleep?
25. Trousers or skirts?
26. Cigarettes or alcohol?
27. If I only had one day to live, what would we do together?
28. Will you repost this so I can fill it out for you?
2. Age:
3. Single or Taken:
4. Favorite Film:
5. Favorite Song or Album:
6. Favorite Band/Artist:
7. Dirty or Clean:
8. Tattoos and/or Piercings:
9. Do we know each other outside of FA?
10. What's your philosophy on life?
11. Is the bottle half-full or half-empty?
12. Would you keep a secret from me if you thought it was in my best interest?
13. What is your favorite memory of us?
14. What is your favorite guilty pleasure?
15. Tell me one odd/interesting fact about you:
16. You can have three wishes (for yourself, so forget all the 'world peace etc' malarkey) - what are they?
17. Can we get together and make a cake?
18. Which country is your spiritual home?
19. What is your big weakness?
20. Do you think I'm a good person?
21. What was your best/favorite subject at school?
22. Describe your accent:
23. If you could change anything about me, would you?
24. What do you wear to sleep?
25. Trousers or skirts?
26. Cigarettes or alcohol?
27. If I only had one day to live, what would we do together?
28. Will you repost this so I can fill it out for you?
just an FYI
Posted 15 years agoI get turned on by Mail Pregnancy.. Like sirly.. The idea of plowing/knotting another male and filing him with my seed over hours of ruff sex, only for him to slowly grow with my brewed of Pup/kitts expanding his belly later.. holding him and rubbing my paws over my litter growing in his furry solid abs. Growling and snarling holding him down to keep him from doing anything "stupid" watching the growing concern on his face knowing that when the time is right, i will be taking my pup/kits out... Sure its hard for them to sit and watch as i cut there belly open and pull out my offspring.
Oh dont give me that look.,, i patch them up and the pain is minimal. at MOST physically they have a hair line scar running down the center of there abs!.. Physiologically,,, that may be a different story,, thinking your getting a great one night stand with a hung wulf/puma then ending up being used as an incubator.. sorta the ultimate form of Male Domainace over another.
So,, who still feels comfortable in a room alone with me for a few hours/months >3
Oh dont give me that look.,, i patch them up and the pain is minimal. at MOST physically they have a hair line scar running down the center of there abs!.. Physiologically,,, that may be a different story,, thinking your getting a great one night stand with a hung wulf/puma then ending up being used as an incubator.. sorta the ultimate form of Male Domainace over another.
So,, who still feels comfortable in a room alone with me for a few hours/months >3
Commission Update 3-1-2010
Posted 15 years agoBack from my Work Trip.. will be commencing commissions again TONIGHT!.. going to try to pound one out a week.. if now more..
Commission list:
1.) Steve Du (Complete)
2.) Atragon (Complete)
3.) Atragon (Complete)
4.) Atragon (Complete)
5.) KarmaKat (Sexiness)(next)
6.) Blayzey_Kodiak
7.) Twillitdawnknown
8.) Lupus_signatus
9.) Shenro
10.) Axiom
11.) Meanbeard
12.) Mayanwolf
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Process
A ruff will be done and sent to you via email. Upon our approval, i will then ink the ruff and scan it in and submit to my Gallery at 780x1000 (usually).. Unless you wish it NOT to be submitted, please let me know so i can email directly to you.
If I'm missing anyone. hit me back ASAP!
Commission list:
1.) Steve Du (Complete)
2.) Atragon (Complete)
3.) Atragon (Complete)
4.) Atragon (Complete)
5.) KarmaKat (Sexiness)(next)
6.) Blayzey_Kodiak
7.) Twillitdawnknown
8.) Lupus_signatus
9.) Shenro
10.) Axiom
11.) Meanbeard
12.) Mayanwolf
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Process
A ruff will be done and sent to you via email. Upon our approval, i will then ink the ruff and scan it in and submit to my Gallery at 780x1000 (usually).. Unless you wish it NOT to be submitted, please let me know so i can email directly to you.
If I'm missing anyone. hit me back ASAP!
Snagged from Blaits
Posted 15 years agoWhat if?~
● I died:
● I kissed you:
● I fell:
● I lived next door to you:
● I showed up at your house unexpectedly:
● I stole something:
● I was murdered:
● I cried:
● I asked you to marry me:
● I was hospitalized:
~Would you~
● Trust me enough to sleep in the same bed as me?:
● Keep a secret if i told you one?:
● Hold my hand?:
● Study with me?:
● Cook for me?:
● Love me?:
● Date me?:
● Have sex with me?:
~More ~
● When and how did we meet?:
● Describe me in three words:
● What was your first impression of me?:
● What do you think of me now?:
● What reminds you of me?:
● Could you see us together forever?:
● Whens the last time you saw me?:
● Are you gonna re-post this to see what I say about you?:
● I died:
● I kissed you:
● I fell:
● I lived next door to you:
● I showed up at your house unexpectedly:
● I stole something:
● I was murdered:
● I cried:
● I asked you to marry me:
● I was hospitalized:
~Would you~
● Trust me enough to sleep in the same bed as me?:
● Keep a secret if i told you one?:
● Hold my hand?:
● Study with me?:
● Cook for me?:
● Love me?:
● Date me?:
● Have sex with me?:
~More ~
● When and how did we meet?:
● Describe me in three words:
● What was your first impression of me?:
● What do you think of me now?:
● What reminds you of me?:
● Could you see us together forever?:
● Whens the last time you saw me?:
● Are you gonna re-post this to see what I say about you?:
Artist in need of help!!!!!!
Posted 15 years agoI went to AI with this artist.. She's on the Level!
montezuma
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/.....8/#cid:9935044
If you can. Giver her a hand
montezumahttp://www.furaffinity.net/journal/.....8/#cid:9935044
If you can. Giver her a hand
Commission Status
Posted 16 years agoI will use this Journal to update and keep my Commission info for this set.. this is what i got so far
** DHO!!!!!!! ok.. um.. i JUST realized i skipped a very important part of being a Commissioned artist.... **
Sorry Steve! XD.. my bad..
OK. I will no do a ruff line art, followed by e-mailing you and getting approval for inking
1.) Steve Du (Complete)
2.) Atragon (De-clothing) (Next)
3.) Atragon (Phaser) (Complete)
4.) Atragon (Shower) (Complete)
5.) KarmaKat (Sexiness)
6.) Blayzey_Kodiak
7.) Twillitdawnknown
8.) Lupus_signatus
9.) Shenro
10.) Axiom
11.) Meanbeard
12.) Mayanwolf
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If I'm missing anyone. hit me back ASAP!
** DHO!!!!!!! ok.. um.. i JUST realized i skipped a very important part of being a Commissioned artist.... **
Sorry Steve! XD.. my bad..
OK. I will no do a ruff line art, followed by e-mailing you and getting approval for inking
1.) Steve Du (Complete)
2.) Atragon (De-clothing) (Next)
3.) Atragon (Phaser) (Complete)
4.) Atragon (Shower) (Complete)
5.) KarmaKat (Sexiness)
6.) Blayzey_Kodiak
7.) Twillitdawnknown
8.) Lupus_signatus
9.) Shenro
10.) Axiom
11.) Meanbeard
12.) Mayanwolf
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If I'm missing anyone. hit me back ASAP!
Last week of the year, and last tast of hell for 09
Posted 16 years agoPeople how have known me a long time, know that this last week is the ruffest for me.. It's end of year, quarter, month.. so purchasing is impossibly busy and we are down TWO people....
will return after a bit of a restbit from this soon to be hell week... will have a year end recap and hopefully some new art.
PEASE!
will return after a bit of a restbit from this soon to be hell week... will have a year end recap and hopefully some new art.
PEASE!
Because things are not getting done
Posted 16 years agoTIme.. not enough of it.... Need to really buckle down on drawing and lifting... well. the lifting is going ok, its the art i let slack during recovery... Soooo,, yeah wont be online at all and will be VERY scares for at least a few months.. Sorry guys... i know I'm kinda hard to talk to as is. but hey, you want art and muscle right? comes at a cost :)
well helu thar
Posted 16 years agoThought I should update you all on my status..
For starters, the surgery was a success. Apparently I don’t do so well under sedation though. Apparently I go under VERY fast and deep (make all the jokes you want on this one)…
The morning of my surgery, it rained... I stood out in the parking lot waiting for the surgery room to open; it felt so good and cold on my skin to sit on the hood of my car at 5am just letting it rain down on me... the room opened and I was taken in and prepped... I got yelled at because my body temp was 96 by that point. The nurse said it was foolish to stand out in the rain before surgery like that. I suppose it was, but meh... Another nurse, a male this time came in to insert my Foley Catheter. He took one look at my dick and just put the cover back over me and said (be right back... I’m gunna get you a bigger tube.....) XD After he inserted the tube he went over some of the fine details of what was going to happen in the surgery room.
They put some hot blankets on me for half an hour. Then, took my temp before taking me into the surgery room. My tempter was only 96.2 XD.. Told her that its kind of normal for me. I got on the bed and laid down as they hooked me up to the monitors and a IV drip. They were playing (staying alive) by the Bejies and the two nurses were dancing around. I told them
( HELL NO!. if im going down. you damn well better play something more befitting.. )
The male nurse looked at me and without missing a beat said (sorry, we are all out of Jock rock)
I laughed my fucking ass off. The other nurse that yelled at me earlier looked over the music collection that everyone contributes to and pulled out a Led Zeplan Cd.. she said (if your going down. how about we play Black Dog)
I laughed again and said that would be kewl.. Black dog works well if I die
It was then I noticed that the ceiling tiles were starting to “Fold” like the God damned SDF1 during its first jump over the island of Macross. I remember my lips moving, and sound.. but whoever was behind me injecting (whatever) into my Iv did it so quietly I didn’t even know... I just went to sleep... the last thought in my head was (Oh shit,,,,i don’t like this.......)
There is no further sense of time as deep as I was.... It was amazing I was conscious enough to know that I WASNT cognitive enough to know how much time was going buy.
Then, the shrill sound of my mother whistling her famous two fingers ear piercing class shattering whistle followed by a sharp slap of reality to the face.. Everything came flooding back.. Color, light, air, my body, my mind, depth, and pain... All of it.. I tried to sit up but my arms and legs were strapped to the bed frame... The confusion and pain, mixed with a werewolves worst night mare of being chained quickly activated an adrenalin rush which made me start to struggle against the restrains... The Male nurse just dropped his upper body over mine and started patting my chest hard to get me to calm down.. I remember his voice telling me to Relax.. Shake it off.
Apparently the 20 min surgery, took 45 minuets to complete because the tissue was so bad. I guess my body even under sedation will try to move and react when touched. I’m told I nearly slugged the doctor when he started to cut away. Goes to show just because you shut my mind off, doesn’t mean my body wont try to protect itself. But, that wasn’t the bad part. Given how much anesthesia I was under, I should have been up in about a hour. I was down for over 4!!! that’s right, I was down for over 4 hours AFTER they stopped the anesthesia. They kept trying to wake me up, but I just wouldn’t... finally they thought that maybe my moms voice would bring me around.. Apparently she tried a few times and nothing. So she fell back on her oldest trick... (THE Whistle)... using her two pinkies in the corner of her lips and curling her tongue just right. My mother can whistle so loud it can be herd for BLOCKS.. she would use this on me and my sister when we were at a friends house to call us home (this is all pre cell phones) I shit you not, not only would me and my sister come running. Every fucking kid in the neighborhood would peak there head out the door to see if they had to go to! XD
Well, the trick worked. Not only for me but the other three people who were JUST out of surgery! @_@
Thanks to the adrenalin rush, I was able to push back the effects rather quick and unshackled from the bed in five minuets, walking and ready to go. The doctor checked me out one last time and made note to tell me that what he removed was the 5th worst he had ever seen...... Joy.....
I was released and my mom drove me in my jetta home… (she fucking HATES my car)
Recovery was a bit of a bitch. I could FEEL the burn and missing tissue. First thing I did was down my first dose of liquid vicadin and was off to La La land.....
That’s pretty much the first week.. Wake up, drink some water or lick an ice cube with my swollen tongue, take the vicadin go to sleep for 4 hours... God it hurt, but I could feel it mending.
The second week I moved from water to broth. Warm broth, and water. And still the vicaden.. I will admit. I got hooked. Hell I still want it even now. (Crack addict Tremor on the rise!) but towards the end of my second week, I poured it down the drain. Expensive shit, but I wasn’t about to become a addict to it. Few days later. I was up to slurping some Minestrone soup and nibbling on soft noodles... maybe one or two XD
Week Three, I was cleared for work. So went back. By then I was maybe nabbing on some noodles, or jellow. Still mostly on broth and water though. I also found I really had no taste at all.
Week four. This week. I’m eating regular, the scabs in back of my throat are mostly gone, but it looks like I tried to deep throat a Flaming Chainsaw!!! Gunna have to ask the DR if that tissue will smooth out soon...
Even with not eating solids, I only lost 10 pounds. I sorta expected to loose at LEAST 20! @_@ *shrugs* oh well. I’m back in the gym now. Body fat is down, muscle memory is kicking back in so im getting my size back. And I can breath ALOT better. They removed some scar tissue from the back of my nasal cavity (got punched in the nose so much as a kid I wasn’t shocked there was a shit load of scar tissue) and now can breath freely threw my nostrils. My neck isnt swollen like a bull any more either! That feels nice, was starting to make my face look REALY fat
So. I’m ok, few little issues but I would say I'm DEFINLY healthier from this now. OH! And yeah. The EKG showed a slight (very slight) like so slight its not even a concern irregularity with my heart. Looks like my left valve is closing little slower than it should. Like, 0001 nano seconds slower than it should. The DR feels this will go away now that the course of the strep in my blood is gone. Next week I get a blood test and I should be ALL clear! :D yeahhh! Clean bill of health!
And yes. if your wonder, it DID change my voice.. You'll just have to wait till i do a voice post >3
For starters, the surgery was a success. Apparently I don’t do so well under sedation though. Apparently I go under VERY fast and deep (make all the jokes you want on this one)…
The morning of my surgery, it rained... I stood out in the parking lot waiting for the surgery room to open; it felt so good and cold on my skin to sit on the hood of my car at 5am just letting it rain down on me... the room opened and I was taken in and prepped... I got yelled at because my body temp was 96 by that point. The nurse said it was foolish to stand out in the rain before surgery like that. I suppose it was, but meh... Another nurse, a male this time came in to insert my Foley Catheter. He took one look at my dick and just put the cover back over me and said (be right back... I’m gunna get you a bigger tube.....) XD After he inserted the tube he went over some of the fine details of what was going to happen in the surgery room.
They put some hot blankets on me for half an hour. Then, took my temp before taking me into the surgery room. My tempter was only 96.2 XD.. Told her that its kind of normal for me. I got on the bed and laid down as they hooked me up to the monitors and a IV drip. They were playing (staying alive) by the Bejies and the two nurses were dancing around. I told them
( HELL NO!. if im going down. you damn well better play something more befitting.. )
The male nurse looked at me and without missing a beat said (sorry, we are all out of Jock rock)
I laughed my fucking ass off. The other nurse that yelled at me earlier looked over the music collection that everyone contributes to and pulled out a Led Zeplan Cd.. she said (if your going down. how about we play Black Dog)
I laughed again and said that would be kewl.. Black dog works well if I die
It was then I noticed that the ceiling tiles were starting to “Fold” like the God damned SDF1 during its first jump over the island of Macross. I remember my lips moving, and sound.. but whoever was behind me injecting (whatever) into my Iv did it so quietly I didn’t even know... I just went to sleep... the last thought in my head was (Oh shit,,,,i don’t like this.......)
There is no further sense of time as deep as I was.... It was amazing I was conscious enough to know that I WASNT cognitive enough to know how much time was going buy.
Then, the shrill sound of my mother whistling her famous two fingers ear piercing class shattering whistle followed by a sharp slap of reality to the face.. Everything came flooding back.. Color, light, air, my body, my mind, depth, and pain... All of it.. I tried to sit up but my arms and legs were strapped to the bed frame... The confusion and pain, mixed with a werewolves worst night mare of being chained quickly activated an adrenalin rush which made me start to struggle against the restrains... The Male nurse just dropped his upper body over mine and started patting my chest hard to get me to calm down.. I remember his voice telling me to Relax.. Shake it off.
Apparently the 20 min surgery, took 45 minuets to complete because the tissue was so bad. I guess my body even under sedation will try to move and react when touched. I’m told I nearly slugged the doctor when he started to cut away. Goes to show just because you shut my mind off, doesn’t mean my body wont try to protect itself. But, that wasn’t the bad part. Given how much anesthesia I was under, I should have been up in about a hour. I was down for over 4!!! that’s right, I was down for over 4 hours AFTER they stopped the anesthesia. They kept trying to wake me up, but I just wouldn’t... finally they thought that maybe my moms voice would bring me around.. Apparently she tried a few times and nothing. So she fell back on her oldest trick... (THE Whistle)... using her two pinkies in the corner of her lips and curling her tongue just right. My mother can whistle so loud it can be herd for BLOCKS.. she would use this on me and my sister when we were at a friends house to call us home (this is all pre cell phones) I shit you not, not only would me and my sister come running. Every fucking kid in the neighborhood would peak there head out the door to see if they had to go to! XD
Well, the trick worked. Not only for me but the other three people who were JUST out of surgery! @_@
Thanks to the adrenalin rush, I was able to push back the effects rather quick and unshackled from the bed in five minuets, walking and ready to go. The doctor checked me out one last time and made note to tell me that what he removed was the 5th worst he had ever seen...... Joy.....
I was released and my mom drove me in my jetta home… (she fucking HATES my car)
Recovery was a bit of a bitch. I could FEEL the burn and missing tissue. First thing I did was down my first dose of liquid vicadin and was off to La La land.....
That’s pretty much the first week.. Wake up, drink some water or lick an ice cube with my swollen tongue, take the vicadin go to sleep for 4 hours... God it hurt, but I could feel it mending.
The second week I moved from water to broth. Warm broth, and water. And still the vicaden.. I will admit. I got hooked. Hell I still want it even now. (Crack addict Tremor on the rise!) but towards the end of my second week, I poured it down the drain. Expensive shit, but I wasn’t about to become a addict to it. Few days later. I was up to slurping some Minestrone soup and nibbling on soft noodles... maybe one or two XD
Week Three, I was cleared for work. So went back. By then I was maybe nabbing on some noodles, or jellow. Still mostly on broth and water though. I also found I really had no taste at all.
Week four. This week. I’m eating regular, the scabs in back of my throat are mostly gone, but it looks like I tried to deep throat a Flaming Chainsaw!!! Gunna have to ask the DR if that tissue will smooth out soon...
Even with not eating solids, I only lost 10 pounds. I sorta expected to loose at LEAST 20! @_@ *shrugs* oh well. I’m back in the gym now. Body fat is down, muscle memory is kicking back in so im getting my size back. And I can breath ALOT better. They removed some scar tissue from the back of my nasal cavity (got punched in the nose so much as a kid I wasn’t shocked there was a shit load of scar tissue) and now can breath freely threw my nostrils. My neck isnt swollen like a bull any more either! That feels nice, was starting to make my face look REALY fat
So. I’m ok, few little issues but I would say I'm DEFINLY healthier from this now. OH! And yeah. The EKG showed a slight (very slight) like so slight its not even a concern irregularity with my heart. Looks like my left valve is closing little slower than it should. Like, 0001 nano seconds slower than it should. The DR feels this will go away now that the course of the strep in my blood is gone. Next week I get a blood test and I should be ALL clear! :D yeahhh! Clean bill of health!
And yes. if your wonder, it DID change my voice.. You'll just have to wait till i do a voice post >3
Fucked up form the neck up…
Posted 16 years agoHi all… Meant to update you all on my status earlier, but tings being what they are made it difficult.
Firstly, I would like to thank everyone who has Called, texted, noted, and I’M’ed me well wishes. That was very nice of you all and sweet to think of me ☺
Though in reading all those notes, and as Fen pointed out to me today, I should probably be a bit more clear about what exactly happened to me. Given that its 13 past 3am, and im dizzy as hell form 3 days of not eating I will attempt to be presise in my words XD
The short of it, is that when I contracted Mono early this year, my tonsils (which have had a LONG history of given me a sore throat) basically died… the organ that acts as a filter just gave up the ghost and instead of fighting bacteria and viruses, decided it was going to produce Streptococcal. Now this happened at the START of 2009, but given how fucked out medical system is, I was basically forced into this Holding pattern to see what to do about it… It wasn’t till a few months ago that I became tired, week, swollen in the neck, and had a growth in the back of my throat that forced the medical profession to act on what should have been done LONG ago. Blood work would also revile that the Strep was now in my blood and at levels that could harm my heart values and liver…
A date was set Tuesday the 13th on a nice rainy morning. I drove the one block with my mom to the surgery center… I was told that dude to the existent of the infection, the growth, and the aria that was going to be affected by this procedure, that the would have to BURN out the Tonsils… That this method would leave me in a lot of pain for two weeks, and basically on a liquid diet for that time once could tolerate anything with more consistency than water.
When I feel a bit better, I will post another journal about the surgery itself.. bur for now. I just wanted to get the basics out and let you all know im ok.. Granted I have a 3rd degree burn the size of a golf ball in the back of my throat. My tough is still swollen and im sure the tongue piercing is gone now, and, for some fucked up reason I have a fat lip XD…
I will go into more detail later, but just know im ok and I thank each and every one of you for your notes.. Your all FAR to kind ☺ *gives a big round of muscle hugs*
Brew Fest
Posted 16 years agoSince my submission got detailed.. here is the link to the pick on LJ
http://tremorwolf.livejournal.com/50030.html
Made it public. all should be able to see it weather you have a account or not :)
http://tremorwolf.livejournal.com/50030.html
Made it public. all should be able to see it weather you have a account or not :)
an additon to our Tabed viewing plesure
Posted 16 years agoJust thought i would toss this idea out and see if it has enough bite for me to but the work into submitting a formal request to the heads of FA
I love submitting my work to be viewed.. and i also love to submit the occasional crazy thing or meme that i will put in scraps.. and as a noob artist, i also enjoy greatly Commissioning others or receiving gift art... because of this.. i was wondering if anyone else is with me in thinking we should have a view tab (much like scraps* were we can submit a Commissioned work or gift art.
My reasoning. is it can be a bit confusing at times to view a persons gallery only to find that they themselves are not the artist.... The new tab would function much the way the Scraps do, but also include a link direct to the creators page.. this would allow for quicker referencing of artists to commission.
I know some of you are gunna just (why not just link to by faving it?) well. mostly because if the artist decides to clear out there Old work to make room for new.. that link will be broken and will show up in your fave list as (deleted by owner)...
This way it gets housed under your profile to enjoy for as long as you deem so.
Maybe it can even be geared to count the views and Fav score to the original, and comments CC'ed to the creator so they know what is being said about it.
This is just a though. I have allot of my commissioned work i would love to post. but really dont want it in my gallery.. I feel it would look odd having someone's kewl ass work next to my stuff..
THoughts?
I love submitting my work to be viewed.. and i also love to submit the occasional crazy thing or meme that i will put in scraps.. and as a noob artist, i also enjoy greatly Commissioning others or receiving gift art... because of this.. i was wondering if anyone else is with me in thinking we should have a view tab (much like scraps* were we can submit a Commissioned work or gift art.
My reasoning. is it can be a bit confusing at times to view a persons gallery only to find that they themselves are not the artist.... The new tab would function much the way the Scraps do, but also include a link direct to the creators page.. this would allow for quicker referencing of artists to commission.
I know some of you are gunna just (why not just link to by faving it?) well. mostly because if the artist decides to clear out there Old work to make room for new.. that link will be broken and will show up in your fave list as (deleted by owner)...
This way it gets housed under your profile to enjoy for as long as you deem so.
Maybe it can even be geared to count the views and Fav score to the original, and comments CC'ed to the creator so they know what is being said about it.
This is just a though. I have allot of my commissioned work i would love to post. but really dont want it in my gallery.. I feel it would look odd having someone's kewl ass work next to my stuff..
THoughts?
HAI
Posted 16 years agowell. bit of a update here.. Im currently house sitting and the testing for the new work module is over, now the shit work begins -_-
gunna be a bad few weeks as we have meeting after meeting about the ups and downs of this new system.. oh. and we have a Auditor coming in too -_-
so i will be a snappy pupkit for a few weeks...
also. i seem to have my first real case of art block! D: am I a real artist now! AM I!!! *wags tail* XD
anyway. much love to you all and hope your all fairing better than I am... *gives a round of bone liquifiing muscle hugs*
gunna be a bad few weeks as we have meeting after meeting about the ups and downs of this new system.. oh. and we have a Auditor coming in too -_-
so i will be a snappy pupkit for a few weeks...
also. i seem to have my first real case of art block! D: am I a real artist now! AM I!!! *wags tail* XD
anyway. much love to you all and hope your all fairing better than I am... *gives a round of bone liquifiing muscle hugs*
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