i thought the "listen & believe" thing stopped a while back.

though more recently and more dangerously is the assumption that anything that goes against the covid narrative is nothing but lies and misinformation.

let's remember some things, shall we?

2020...

first it was lies and misinformation coming out of china regarding a mystery virus.
while everything now confirmed to have been true at the time was actively being censored and called conspiracy theory.
then it was declared a pandemic.
THEN they issued lockdowns that were said to last only 2 weeks to "flatten the curve" which we will be celebrating the 2nd anniversary of in 4 months from now.
then the virus and overall situation was, and still is being, completely politicized and weaponized by the left to attack their political opponents.
then all we heard about throughout the 2020 winter was covid-19 fearmongering. no mention of colds or flus...ONLY covid-19.

add to it, the fact that ALL death counts for covid-19 were actively being inflated by people working in healthcare losing what common sense they had and counting everyone who was infected with but did not suffer a death CAUSED BY covid-19 AS a "death by covid".

Dr. Birx: If Someone Dies WITH Covid-19, We Are Counting That As A Covid-19 Death": https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OgCbYqpnHuM

i've got more than 2 brain cells and still have the increasingly rare ability to actually think about things critically.

if someone is infected with covid aand gets hit by a car. that is NOT death BY covid! that is death by car crash or whatever term they use!

official, unofficial, any country...NONE of the statistics and numbers from last year are trustworthy in the slightest.

then we get to this year...

jan 6. where to even begin with what remains a fucking politically weaponized shit show?

you want to see a fucking insurrection? LOOK AT THE 4 YEAR LONG ANTI-TRUMP HATRED AND DIVISION PROPAGANDA CAMPAIGN! NON. STOP. LIES. MISINFORMATION. PROPAGANDA.

i don't give a fuck WHAT side of the political schism you're on. THAT WAS A MOTHERFUCKING INSURRECTION SPANNING FOUR YEARS!

back to lockdowns...
celebrate the 1st year anniversary of the "2 weeks to flatten the curve" bullshit! while small businesses around the country continue to be shut down and the economy completely WRECKED.

riots STILL ongoing with NOTHING being done to stop them and the criminals responsible still getting arrested and let right back out onto the streets. fires, looting, and murder everywhere... compared to which by every single conceivable statistic there is, what happened on jan 6 was NOTHING!

then it's back to covid BS... mask mandates they said wouldn't be done. fighting over lockdowns being lifted and reinstated over and over again...

now? MANDATE MANDATE MANDATE MANDATE!

JOBS...BUSINESSES...RESTAURANTS...HEALTHCARE WORKERS...

where your masks...

get the jabs...

live in constant terror of a virus that has less than 1% chance of killing you!

and hardly anyone who gets these injections has the brain capacity to actually stop and THINK about what they're doing and why.

they skipped the animal testing phase of the injections as the injections killed the animals. why? why skip that and go straight to live human testing on a global scale which is still ongoing?

why do you all blindly listen and believe to everything fauci and all these others who are forcing these experimental injections onto you are saying?

if you would just stop and think for a moment and put 2 and 2 together to make 4 you would realize that something is wrong. they keep saying the injections are to help protect us.

to prevent infection... well, when breakthrough infections began it became "to prevent spread". then to reduce the severity of the symptoms.

how many more different excuses do you need to hear before you actually start using that slab of meat in your heads and THINK about what is happening and why they are so utterly DESPERATE to get everyone to get these injections for a virus that is effectively no different from the common cold or annual influenza?

oh, and i'm sure if i get comments on this journal some are gonna be from blindly loyal sheep who never stop to question the current political narrative.

"stop spreading anti-vaxx lies and misinformation!"

"stop spreading conspiracy theories!"

"you don't know what you're talking about!"

"trust the science!"

no. FUCK NO!

based on all the statistics and data that continues to be uncovered, researched, and revealed about, not just covid-19 and the delta variant, but injections themselves... there is absolutely NO reason to trust ANY of these injections.

regarding ivermectin... the hospital in oklahoma said to have been overflowing with ivermectin overdose patient? iirc that was a hoax fabricated by mainstream media to keep stirring the fear and drama.

and hydroxichlori-however it's spelled... have any of you seen research and/or actual data and studies proving either of these don't work against covid-19 or the delta variant? i haven't.

what i have seen and heard about, however, are many of the side effects of the injections.

fuck the "for the good of everyone" bullshit. when it comes to keeping myself safe and healthy, MY safety and health come before EVERYONE else's!

and if you're one of those people who go around saying "fuck your freedom's!" guess what. fuck YOU. fuck you for being anti-american, anti-freedom, trying to force an experimental drug onto people against their will, for acting like a cultist with stockholme syndrome.

and fuck you for helping keep the virus around and making it worse because those injection don't protect you and you are still getting and spreading the virus despite what the political narrative tells you to believe. you're not helping people. you're just practicing blind "listen & believe" as a political narrative guides your actions.

be sure to tell the doctors about all of your co-mobidities so they can write you off as "death by covid" even if it was one of the co-morbidities and NOT covid that killed you. because that's how that works.

on , Jul 9, 2020 06:16 AM https://www.furaffinity.net/user/shadd21/ left this shout on my profile page then immediately blocked me to prevent me from replying to him "Glad you enjoy being a racist asswipe" because i didn't and still don't support BLM.

fast forward to today: i took a guess and guessed correctly... shaddic21 had unblocked me at some point... i left a veeery late reply to his shout on his profile asking if they still support BLM: "you still supporting BLM, racism, and communism?"

the result: https://www.furaffinity.net/journal/9868430/ and immediately blocking me.

in this journal shaddic accused me of leaving that shout then blocking him so that he couldn't reply but the truth is that i blocked him last year after he left that shout then blocked me for the reason he is now accusing me of blocking him for. i never UNblocked him! but apparently he unblocked me at some point...because had i not been blocked back in july of last year i would've replied back then.

i didn't even know he had unblocked me.

as for the PM followed by a block for the exact same reason shaddic21 blocked me...

"original post by 8ther:

Is this you their talking about?

https://www.furaffinity.net/journal/9868430/"

i have it in my inbox and that is an exact quote. 8ther blocked me while i was typing my reply. i have not blocked 8ther and i still have shaddic21 blocked. i didn't unblock them earlier either.

is this sort of behavior a violation of site rules?

and no, shaddic21...you're not publicly shaming me with that journal post. you're just accusing me of doing something you yourself did last year.

edit: the original shouts from last year: https://imgur.com/a/OSz4ilg

sorry, Fender, but i'm not racist enough to support the racist BLM movement. and yes, all lives DO matter, not JUST black lives.

as for antifa...well, actually this goes for antifa and blm... i don't support rioting terrorists.

here's hoping for 4 more years of trump cause while he's not perfect (no one is as that's impossible) he's no communist or socialist.

"With that said, we've been made aware that some do not believe or stand with the movement. Racist slurs, harmful generalizations about racial groups, and harassment on Fur Affinity are a violation of our Code of Conduct. Rather than engage with these people, we encourage you to report them to us via Trouble Ticket."

with this piece of fender's latest journal FA (or rather the staff to be more precise) is basically admitting to being racist and wanting people to report those who don't support racism (like me) for punishment.

well still playing Nodiatis (september '10 marked my 2nd year on the game), and added a few things to the tech from games i've been looking into (biggest and broadest designs remain the koopa shell made for human use and bob-ombs). added the shoes sonic wears, shadows rocket skates, and chaos emeralds to the list... actually it may just be possible to make a copy emerald or a sort of Pseudo chaos emerald with the same energy containing/supplying abilities but on a much lower level of those shown in the games (not sure infinite energy actually generated inside a emerald is available yet lol), for whoever cares to check my rather seldom journal entries here thats about all to say for now, i guess

for those who don't know or can't tell i'm back on a new computer, got this one shortly after my last one pretty much died on me >.> this time its a laptop with windows 7 on it (i no longer have XP :() but i've gotten used to that and all the compatability issues that come with it. As for online gaming, 24kb/s dial-up + windows 7 limits me a good bit, text-based and browser based games are fine, usually, but no more big 3d games unless its real laggy.

oh well, i haven't been playing that much of games lately anyway (not full time as in all day ;)), yard work, and other things have been keeping me busy plus i'm looking foward to starting computer classes soon or when i can. hehe used to really dislike school years ago but now looking foward to it, ah well, good to do things other than games all the time, though i like count videogames as part of the learning since they can put what you learn to practical use ;)

at least 4th time i'm sure, my alienware computer is long gone (motherboard burned out among other problems), an old dell is almost completely dead and now my new laptop with windows 7 has either been hacked (seems more likely to me) or got crippled by viruses and other junk (laptop is going to the shop next month luckily) >.>

as for my tech designing though, i've made a bit of progress, shame all i can really do is come up with designs, at least for now.

designs include the basic koopa shell modified for human use (with a LOT of customizations possible), koopatrol armor, and bob-omb's (the design for these is incredibly simple and also open to modification). did have a stronger koopatrol armor design but with it looking more like a mech design now i may scrap it :/

designs are easy for tech shown in games, making it work successfully is a different matter ;)

Here the list (not listing all of my games as i've got near 200 games, not just rpgs, currently)

SNES:
Final Fantasy mystic quest
Breath of fire

PSX (PSone):

FF1-8 some as compilations (Origins, Chronicles, and Anthology), FFTactics, FFVII, FFVIII
Chrono Trigger
Chrono Cross
Megaman Legends
Xenogears
Wild Arms 1 and 2
Parasite eve
Darkstone
Evil Dead: Hail to the King
Azure Dreams
Digimon World 3
Granstream saga (not sure if i spelled that right)
Legend of Dragoon
and RPG Maker if you count it as more of a game than a editor

PS2:

.hack//G.U. # Redemption
Star Ocean: Till the End of Time

Xbox:

Elder Scrolls III: Morrowind (game of the year edition)

Xbox 360:

Star Ocean: The Last Hope
Lost Odyssey
Blue Dragon
Fable II
Mass Effect 2 (i think its a rpg)

Gamecube:

Paper Mario 2: thousand year door
Resident Evil 0
RE4
FFCrystal Chronicles

uh i'll just list the rest in no specific order >_>

Super Paper Mario
Fire Emblem:Radiant Dawn (a trpg)
FF Fables: Chocobo's dungeon (wii)
Paper Mario
Spectrobes:Beyond the Portals
Chrono Trigger (NDS)
Phantasy Star 0
Banjo Kazooie and Tooie (again i think they're rpgs)

that's all i think.

7 months since my last journal entry... meh, i hardly use this at all >_> oh well

well, yeah, i've been walking digitigrade stance (in real life) for at least half a year now, barefoot mostly (when i can). and once you get used to it its not bad, kinda fun actually since you can get around much more quietly (its fun to sneak up on people ;) ), as for going barefoot, it has its benefits too such as tougher feet (i could probably go across gravel or rough ground with little to no trouble now), and (much) better traction when running.

about the biggest downside i can think of relates to walking/running digitigrade stance fulltime, after you first start walking this way it will make your knees/legs hurt a lot until your used to it (i couldn't hardly walk without my legs hurting after the first couple of weeks) but keep trying and it really pays off,and stops hurting ;).

I was checking around a couple weeks ago and it seems microsoft is working on a new xbox project, project natal. If they can get it working like they showed in the videos (check youtube for project natal videos) then it could be pretty fun, if a bit awkward, what with there being no controllers needed >.>

aside from that i'm still playing the online game nodiatis, so feel free to chat or check for a group on there whenever, i recently rerolled (reset) my character from lvl 20 and have been retraining him so hes lvl 9 now, same name though, treos :)

I like any game really, action, shooters, tactics,sim, and especially good and real long rpg games (good ones last quite a while sometimes :) ),yet I could care less for sports aside from racing, but anyway I was looking around the other day for some good rpgs to play on the computer and rediscovered this website I used to go to:

http://www.rpgmaker.net/

not sure how many games are completed/working/ or just in production status but theres usually 50+ pages to look through, and the games usually can last anywhere from 5 mins >.> to 1-3+ hours in length, oh i did find one good game there worth a try if your computers can run it :)

Its called Iffermoon, great graphics, more of a action-rpg with platforming elements in it I think, anyway I couldn't get far before i got frustrated and quit it due to it slightly lagging (crummy low spec computer) still its quite different from most, no reused character pics or monsters from the countless other rpgs on that website.

Fursona:A bright ash colored silver fox, like me he tends to be quiet,shy, and out of sight around crowds of people, yet with anime and videogames he can be quite talkative. :) Rather antisocial with humans and people he doesn't know well, can usually start talking about a advanced topic and go on and on about it with bits of interesting info here and there.

I've based my fursona off myself really, mainly due to the fact that given the choice I'd rather have the appearance of anything except human >:(

Description:I suppose a bit antisocial when it comes to thing unrelated to videogames or anime.

<.< But to be honest, I prefer anything furry related as opposed to human things (its a bit of a disliking i've come to know), so yeah humans tend to really annoy me, thats why I sometimes act shy or grumpy around them, its odd I know but well thats what makes me different from other people :\ Yet with my friends (furry or not) I just like to hangout,chat,and play games :)

interests: expanding my videogame collection, starting a sword collection, anime, and the furry community

hobbies:watching anime, but mostly playing games (preferably multiplayer games :) ) let me know and maybe I can join you on a online game sometimes, it'll have to be on the computer though. Reading furry webcomics

P.S. No I don't like humans and can sometimes get quite annoyed just being around those I don't hold as friends. yet when playing games I got no problem :)