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Posted 9 years agoFeeling hurt
Posted 9 years agoSo I was going to go with a group to BLFC, and I was trying to think of ways to make the trip easier for everyone cuz thats what I do, I over think constantly. well today they told me that I make things to complected and that they feel it would be best if we dont go together. They wanted me to cancel the room and refund what one of the group members had contributed. the down payment on the room was 215 and she had pitched 160, I had pitched 55. Well I still want to go to BLFC and they told me to pay the money back by saturday, so I have another group thats going to help me pay her back so we can just have the room, but I cant help feeling hurt. I didnt mean to over complicate things and they could have voiced this sooner instead of cutting me out. its 4 days before my birthday and now I'm going to be broke again. I just paid for a bunch of stuff to make cake and stuff for the bowling meet that I set up for my birthday, and I have 5 other friends with birthdays in the next 2 weeks so I dont know what I am going to do for them. This is all my fault, If I could just stop overthinking and let things be maybe this wouldn't have happened. Maybe they just really didnt like me to begin with. I dont know. I am feeling very defeated and broken down right now. I have been having emotional issues for the past month (had 2 panic attacks). This is really the last thing I needed right now. I guess Im gonna go to bed. I really hope things get better soon :(
Alright well I am off to bed. Hopefully I will have a brighter update soon
Alright well I am off to bed. Hopefully I will have a brighter update soon
Guess who got the Trig account
Posted 10 years agoThis little fuzz but right here
OH MY GOD I CAN'T STOP CRYING
I will be transferring some of my art over soon and all my new art will be over there from now on :D
OH MY GOD I CAN'T STOP CRYING
I will be transferring some of my art over soon and all my new art will be over there from now on :D
gonna take a break to sleep
Posted 10 years agogonna finish and post in the morning, i am to tired to even hold the pen right now :(
that moment when
Posted 10 years agowhen you may cry cuz you are gonna be up a few more hours re drawing everything you just did due to a computer crash T.T
I really need to remember to save more often, well here goes round 2, maybe it will turn out better this time due to haveing all the practice from the first time lol
I really need to remember to save more often, well here goes round 2, maybe it will turn out better this time due to haveing all the practice from the first time lol
ART UPDATE
Posted 10 years agogonna be posting commissions tonight when i get home, just a heads up though to the people waiting, it will be pretty late cuz i had to go take care of some stuff today and havent been home to be able to draw and finish up, so they will be finished tonight it just wont be til late tonight
I did it!!!!!!!!!
Posted 10 years agoi got a payment for a fursuit and guess who can pay their dad back now!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
discount Commissions for car payment (fursuits included)
Posted 10 years ago
please signal boost if you can
so i owe my dad over 900 for my car payments after I was between jobs and new job is giving me no hours, i have about 400 and need to raise 500
icons $5
example: https://www.furaffinity.net/view/12239635/
simple animated icons $10
example: https://www.furaffinity.net/view/18383126/
advanced animated icon $12
example: https://www.furaffinity.net/view/18357812/
chibis $10 per character
example: https://www.furaffinity.net/view/17454716/
full color shaded only $15
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/15667814/
YCH's that are still open and discounted now
basketball
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/13260508/ $30 full shaded with simple background
kiss
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/12524427/ $15
NSFW Party
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/15506912/ will be digital each guy $10
fireplace cuddle
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/18393189/ $10
Heads only $500
Partials only $800
Fullsuits only $1000
Fullsuits digigrade only $1200
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/17015648/
thanks to my amazing master I am 200 closer to my goal, only 300 to go
I am seriously sitting here balling my eyes out from his generosity T-T
new update, omg i have the most amazing friends T.T
roFox19mgs96 came over today and surprised me with $100 to help me
i dont know what i did to deserve such wonderful and amazing friends!!!
Payment counter 735/900free art
Posted 10 years agoGoing to choose a few to draw while bored
please post below
name:
Ref:
pose idea:
i may choose to do a different pose than the pose idea, the idea is meant to be just that. an idea to help me determine what to draw
please post below
name:
Ref:
pose idea:
i may choose to do a different pose than the pose idea, the idea is meant to be just that. an idea to help me determine what to draw
lookin for a fusuit maker to work with
Posted 10 years agoi love making the bodies tails and hands but dont really care for makin the feet and heads. I was thinking of doing an auction for a premade design. i can do digigrade with out a DTD so let me know guys and i will see if there is anyone on here that i could work with
looking for a fursuit maker!!!
Posted 10 years agotell me whos open for commissions at the moment
if it is yourself please add examples
if it is yourself please add examples
Status report
Posted 10 years agoI'm doin a bit better today, starting to feel like myself again. I still have moments where I wish it was all over but I am feeling like j can get thru them now, which is a big step from how I was feeling yesterday. I will have to wait and see if it changes but for now I will enjoy this moment of peace and enjoy being able to smile at least for a little bit
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Posted 10 years agogod i didnt know my heart could feel like its been ripped out of my chest like this
it wont stop beating at a rapid rate, i hate this, i hate this, i hate this!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
im so done im so sick of everything, i dont want to go to work, i just want to curl up in a ball and die :(
it wont stop beating at a rapid rate, i hate this, i hate this, i hate this!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
im so done im so sick of everything, i dont want to go to work, i just want to curl up in a ball and die :(
please ignore i just need to type this out :/
Posted 10 years agoits getting harder everyday
i just have to keep reminding myself that there are people who care and would miss me :/
i feel myself slipping away though and i dont know what to do
pills are not something i believe in but i am now taking them to feel better and i stare at the bottle each day :/
i know it wouldnt work so its pointless and again i remind myself of all the people in my life who i would hurt and it is hard for me to hurt people, im just so tired. im so done :(
i just have to keep reminding myself that there are people who care and would miss me :/
i feel myself slipping away though and i dont know what to do
pills are not something i believe in but i am now taking them to feel better and i stare at the bottle each day :/
i know it wouldnt work so its pointless and again i remind myself of all the people in my life who i would hurt and it is hard for me to hurt people, im just so tired. im so done :(
Why do I do this to myself
Posted 10 years agoI'm sick of spending my best nights in an illusion, it's not real so why does it make me so happy, it just makes it worse later. It just hurts more now.
wow I have been gone awhile
Posted 10 years agoto be honest for a bit there i thought i may never come back, but i am back and i am ready to start doing stuff again.
however i probably will not be the same person everyone came to know. I am done being whoever everyone else wants me to be, I am finally going to be me. just so you know, that means i may not be as nice as i was before, because i am sick of being to nice and ending up with "friends" who are needy and clingy. If you are clingy you are GONE. I dont have my phone or comp 24/7 heck I might not even reply for weeks, ITS WHO I AM! stop making me feel bad because I wasn't able to talk due to work! stop making me feel bad that I spent the day hanging with RL friends and not just typing in a dark room. also Im not here to only be your source of help when things go wrong! I have problems too and if its not a give and take relationship IM OUT! I am not your cuddle buddy and to be honest I dont want to be touched! I want my space! there are very few people allowed to be close to me and I am done say "oh yeah its fine" because its not! I only have about 3 friends who I will let sleep in my bed and only 1 who is allowed to be close to me! and if i ask you once to not do something and you disrespect that, you get 1 more chance and I am done! I am not playing when I say stop, I dont like to repeat myself and I am done letting people get away with murder just because I dont want them to hate me or be sad or annoyed! I am finally putting myself first!
rant over go about your daily lives
however i probably will not be the same person everyone came to know. I am done being whoever everyone else wants me to be, I am finally going to be me. just so you know, that means i may not be as nice as i was before, because i am sick of being to nice and ending up with "friends" who are needy and clingy. If you are clingy you are GONE. I dont have my phone or comp 24/7 heck I might not even reply for weeks, ITS WHO I AM! stop making me feel bad because I wasn't able to talk due to work! stop making me feel bad that I spent the day hanging with RL friends and not just typing in a dark room. also Im not here to only be your source of help when things go wrong! I have problems too and if its not a give and take relationship IM OUT! I am not your cuddle buddy and to be honest I dont want to be touched! I want my space! there are very few people allowed to be close to me and I am done say "oh yeah its fine" because its not! I only have about 3 friends who I will let sleep in my bed and only 1 who is allowed to be close to me! and if i ask you once to not do something and you disrespect that, you get 1 more chance and I am done! I am not playing when I say stop, I dont like to repeat myself and I am done letting people get away with murder just because I dont want them to hate me or be sad or annoyed! I am finally putting myself first!
rant over go about your daily lives
you know what really grinds my gears
Posted 10 years agowhen furries be like "I have no money to pay rent or get food, or live. please donate to me"
but then they turn around and get like 10 pieces of $100 art that they dont need :P
but then they turn around and get like 10 pieces of $100 art that they dont need :P
GUESS WHAT!!!!!!
Posted 10 years agoi got a new job, i am now the assistant manger of rue 21 X3 i am so exited i am getting more money more hours, and benefits. i am so exited
At work bored FREEEEEEEEEE
Posted 10 years agosketch post ref now!!!! :)
i only have 20 min
i only have 20 min
Discount full digigrade commission
Posted 10 years agoI'm offering a full digigrade suit commission for only 1700
That's 300 off my regular price, here's the catch though, I wanna try something new, I believe I have found a way to make digigrade suits WITHOUT A DTD!!!
All I need now is a test subject :)
If the digigrade does not come out correctly I will give a full refund, that is how sure I am of this method :) comment below if you are interested
That's 300 off my regular price, here's the catch though, I wanna try something new, I believe I have found a way to make digigrade suits WITHOUT A DTD!!!
All I need now is a test subject :)
If the digigrade does not come out correctly I will give a full refund, that is how sure I am of this method :) comment below if you are interested
Happy birthday
Posted 10 years agoTo me!!!! X3
I turn 22 today
I turn 22 today
3 MORE DAYS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Posted 10 years agotil my birthday YAYYYY
Ref discount
Posted 10 years agoFirst 10 people to get a 360 ref from me will get them for half off
This ref sheet comes with a front and back view as well as a fully rotating gif usually $100 only $50 but this is limited to 10 slots as well as this deal is only for a week
This ref sheet comes with a front and back view as well as a fully rotating gif usually $100 only $50 but this is limited to 10 slots as well as this deal is only for a week
drawing delayed
Posted 10 years agojust a few days cuz my hand needs to heal
the moral of this story is chainlink fences and alcohol dont mix
the moral of this story is chainlink fences and alcohol dont mix
COMMISION PRICES AND INFO
Posted 13 years agothis is LOOONNNGGGG overdue
Fursuit prices
Heads- $500
partials- $1000 this includes the feet
3/4 suit (can be upper half or lower half)- $1300
3/4 lower digigrade- $1500
Full suit- $1500
Digigrade- $2000
Feet- $80
hands- $50
tails- depends on size so note me
arm sleeves- $30
all prices are in USD
these are base prices
if you have a lot of colors its going to be more so note me to get a better estimate
Fursuit prices
Heads- $500
partials- $1000 this includes the feet
3/4 suit (can be upper half or lower half)- $1300
3/4 lower digigrade- $1500
Full suit- $1500
Digigrade- $2000
Feet- $80
hands- $50
tails- depends on size so note me
arm sleeves- $30
all prices are in USD
these are base prices
if you have a lot of colors its going to be more so note me to get a better estimate
