ok so i neglected to say this in my profile on either of my names so here goes years ago i was diagnosed as being blind in my right eye i can track movement wiith it but thats about it. secondly i was also diagnosed as being deaf on my right side but judging by my art youd never know it now i want to say this please dont reply and say aww i feel so bad for you bc i dont want anyone to feel sorry for me ive accepted this this is who i am. so i just wrote this just to let everyone know a little more about myself so its all cool n.n later imma go drunk me sum rum.

i had an appt this morning and had some bloodwork done as well as another ct scan of my knee turns out the reason ive been feeling so sick was due to a bacterial infection so im now on anitbiotics and anit nausea pills so i feel so really weak right now due to the anesthetic i was given but it will pass anyway about the scan my doctor said shes never seen anyone heal as fast as i have and i no longer have to wear the brace now yay n.n as for the whole bacteria thing i just have to watch what i eat it was a combination of mixing red meat and fish that caused the bacterial infection i also found out that all the stress ive been under lately trying to meet deadlines caused me to have ulcers which is what the bacteria got into so i definately have to watch what i do for a while until the ulcers clear up so other than that im felling ok but honestly i could feel better so im gonna stop talking now. whoa head rush gotta lay down for little bit.

heres the link to my gallery over there so if im not here im over there ok http://trinitycat009.furocity.com/gallery/8815/ n.n

this thoery is only of mine its not meant to diagnose treat or cause any trouble in anyway shape or form also sorry for the punctiation and i hope you can all follow this

ive come to understand that its logical to despise and fear the unknown which if the emails and hate threats are any indication id have to believe that most people are affected by their surroundings, and what drives their impulses when something new or unknown is introduced to their environment it destabalizes them and causes an inverse reaction to the item that has been introduced it causes a subliminal instinct almost to cause fear and panic in the subject now if the item or person as the case may be is introduced into the set environment over a period of time the subject gradually relaxes that impulse to fight against what they do not understand and if this is the case then why cant a person simply accept the unknown and embrace it? the answer is simply it is instinct that we all share we all have these primitive instincts to protect ourselves from danger and to help us survive take our will to live for example a person gets shot and no one is around to help them and there is a hospital just four blocks down the street what happens to the person who has been shot? the answer their survival instincts kick in and endorphines are released as a pain suppressant allowing the individual to try to make it to safety to save their life. while it is true any degree of variables exists and not always is a person able to cope with that which they simply do not understand. but if a person can master this ability bring it under their control and use these instincts then a person can accept that which they simply would have mocked and despised before this is only a theory i have nothing more.

this was stolen from  Jakesparrow0 who got it from well i dont know who he got it off of but im posting my results here now

YOUR BOY SIDE:
[X] you love hoodies
[x] you love jeans
[ ]dogs are better then cats
[ ] its hilarious when people get hurt
[ ] shopping is torture
[ ] sad movies suck
[ ] you play XBOX 360/ PS3
[ ] you played with Hot Wheels as a little kid
[ ] at some point in life you wanted to be a firefighter ( i was a month ago...)
[x] you owned a DS, PS2 or Sega
[ ] you used to be obsessed with Power Rangers
[ ] you watch sports on TV
[ ] you go to your dad for advice
[ ] you own like a trillion baseball hats
[ ] you used to collect cards
[x] baggy sweatpants are cool to wear
[ ] its kind of weird to have sleepovers with a bunch of people
[X] green, black, red, blue, or silver are one of your favorite colors
[x] you love to go crazy and not care what other people think
[ ] sports are fun
[ ] you talk with food in your mouth
[x] you sleep at night with your socks on
[x] you have fished at least once
total = 8

YOUR GIRL SIDE:
[x] you love to shop
[x] you wear eyeliner (sometimes n.n)
[x] you wear the color pink (GOLF Shirts? pfeh if i had a pink hoodie id live in it )
[ ] you go to your mum for advice
[ ] you consider cheerleading a sport
[ ] you wear very little black
[ ] you hate wearing the color black
[x] you like going to the mall
[ ] you cried watching walk to remember
[x]skirts are a part of your wardrobe (only when im at home alone n.n im really shy.)
[ ] shopping is one of your favorite hobbies
[x] you take around one hour to shower
[ ] you are/were in gymnastics/tumbling
[x] you smile a lot more than you should
[ ] you have more than 10 pairs of shoes
[x] you care about what you look like
[x] you always/sometimes wear dresses (only when im at home alone n.n im really shy.)
[ ] you like wearing body spray
[ ] you like high heel shoes
[ ] you used to play with dolls as a kid
[x] you like putting makeup on others (lurves makovers n.n)
[x] pink is one of your favorite colors (if i had a pink hoodie id live in it )
[ ] you laugh more than you breathe
[x] you absolutely love chocolate
total=12

results totally a girl

well.... no surprise there hey dont give me that look so im on the girly side so fucking what and you know what else i dont care nyaaa ;-P XD